deep, heavy pre-sneeze breathing is so fucking hot.. like those building breaths that you can just hear that they're breathing entirely through their mouth and nose and you can hear from the pitch of their breathing that their tongue is lowered in the back to make room for them to breathe as many big and deep breaths possible to build up to that sneezy release

is it safe to wear a binder at a concert. real question

started playing honkai star rail (finally) aND OHHHH HIMEKO YOU'RE AS GORGEOUS AS THE DAY WE LOST YOU 😭😭😭😭

we were doing so good. even Jesse was doing so good. the brain just fixed her. she doesn't even have issues anymore. literally all of us have been thinking that all our problems were solved and everything was gonna be good forever. but I still hurt exactly the same. I still feel fucking awful. and as soon as I'm gone nobody is gonna care. nobody has ever cared about how I feel. I hate this stupid system. I hate how I always get the short end of the stick. I hate how the only people who have ever understood the type of pain I'm living with all the time are all healing before me because their traumas are so much easier to process. it's so much easier for Jesse to get over her fear of fakeclaiming and let go of her self loathing when everybody in the world cares about her and helps her figure it out. but how am I supposed to get over something unspeakably horrible that happened 9 years ago to a child who doesn't even really exist? how am I supposed to process the fragmented memories of trauma that keep me pinned down in shame and misery??? when not a single soul cares?? I fucking hate being a system. I don't even get a fair shot.

im sorry im not good enough. imbsorry. im sorry. ill miss you all ill miss you all so much ill miss you all so fucking much

tumblr is pushing its luck with it continuously making us interact with its stores. i wanna look at my own tumblr blog not the Store.

i went out today and i wore my maki shirt bc it’s my favorite lmao and this girl i passed by said really quietly “i like your shirt :)” and i was so akjfghlakfjg :’)))

what tge hexk is amonh us

it’s okay to be nonbinary and not use they/them pronouns

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT FREDDY FUCKING CARTER LOML IS GONNA BE AT LONDON COMIC CON TOMORROW AND I CHOSE NOT TO GO TO LONDON THIS WEEKEND CAUSE I WANTED TO GO WIRH MY FRIENDS TO A STUPID SCARE MAZE THING BUT MY TWO IRL BESTIES LITERALLY GOT COVID AND CANT GO AND INSTEAD THIS RACIST GIRL I HATE IS GOING ALONG WITH OTHER PPL I DONT KNOW THAT WELL AND IM GOING THERE INSTEAD OF SEEING FREDDY CARTER LIVE NOW

Listen here my beautiful baby.

You’re amazing and I love you and I respect you and I appreciate you, I genuinely don’t care about that anon because in my eyes you’re fucking amazing because you’re you.

I’m on my knees for your works bc they’re just THAT GOOD EXCUSE ME WHY YOU DO THAT TO ME? YOU WANT ME TO CHEAT ON ALL MY HUSBANDS? Cause the way you write— Sweet Jesus.🥴🧎🏾‍♀️

Also, you have no idea how much I respect your reaction because even if they tried to “compliment” you, you didn’t take the disrespect to others, all I have to say is…

Your hand in marriage NOW!🧍🏾‍♀️

KK, IN MY ASK BOX OMG 🥺

Ofcourse, i wouldn't. Like you go easy on me and not on others even tho out creative calibre is same.

Geez, I've nothing but pity to offer to such petty people.

@saintshuji :: see you gotta level up

vanilla!A inducing sneeze after sneeze while touching themself to the thought of snzfet!B getting off on their sneezes

just finished watching black widow and i have two things to say:

1. i love natasha and yelena so much

2. pain

so,,,i have two kittens now <33

he is a single celled organism

anyways... replace cops w geese bc at least geese hate all humans equally