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i-luvsang · 10 months
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bitter(but mostly)sweet — kim hongjoong
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1.2K MILESTONE EVENT ☆ OPEN gn!reader , hurt/lots of comfort , cw : pet names (baby, love), crying, reader has an anxiety attack, reader is lowkey nonverbal for a little bit (disclaimer! all this is based off my personal experience with anxiety, just remember we all experience it differently and that we are all valid in those experiences <3) , wc : (almost) 1K , eee tysm for requesting sweetest ❄️ anon hope you find some warmth in this winkwink
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the moment hongjoong lays eyes on you, he knows something is off. the sight of you sitting at the desk in his room, hunched over school work isn’t anything uncommon, but the far-away look in your eyes and the sharp furrow of your eyebrows sparks worry in his mind. his eyes drift down to see the nervous fiddling of your hands and bouncing of your leg. 
he sets his bag down on the floor, gently, as to not startle you, but the sound still pulls an almost imperceptible flinch from your body that he doesn’t fail to notice. you turn your head to look at him, trying to smooth the rough, telling features on your face to cover up your anxious heart. but you can already see the worried crease between his brows as he walks over to you, footsteps falling softly across the room and you wonder if you’ll be able to keep your tears at bay if he keeps looking at you like this.
casting your eyes down, you sigh and begin to chew at your bottom lip. even when he crouches beside you and turns the chair away from your computer to face him, you do what you can to avoid his gaze.
“baby…” he starts softly. “what’s wrong?”
you just shake your head, not wanting to voice your anxieties out loud. his eyes are drawn to the incessant rubbing of your hands against one another, your nervous energy clearly building along with the tears in your eyes.
he says your name with all the gentleness that he can muster. “can i touch you? is that okay?” your only immediate reaction is a sharp inhale, so he keeps his hands on the chair rather than grasping your hands the way he wants to. he can tell you’re debating in your already crowded mind. “you can say no, my love” he reminds you. “just wanna hold your hands if that could help you.” at that you nod. “that’s alright then?” you nod again. “baby… can i hear it? if not, that’s okay, i just wanna be sure.”
you bite the inside of your cheek and take a deep breath. your voice is barely a whisper when you affirm, “yeah.. that’s okay.”
“good job, baby,” he whispers under his breath, then lets his hands make their way towards yours. first, he gently pulls them apart from each other, worried about you scratching or hurting yourself accidentally. when his hands wrap around yours, he immediately feels the way you tighten your fingers around his, as if grounding yourself in his touch. that’s when he hears your sniffle, your eyes still avoiding his gaze.
“i’m here now, baby. it’s alright, okay?”
you nod again, finally letting a tear fall. “i just– i can’t–” you cut yourself off with your own uneven breathing. you feel like you’re gasping for air as you attempt to explain to hongjoong your frustration and fears due to how overwhelming school has been lately, but that breathlessness is making it difficult. hongjoong, as always, is quick to notice, and slowly, as if silently asking permission stands and begins to pull you into his arms. hastily, you wrap your arms around him and bury your head in his torso. his hands reach your back and the back of your head, providing calming strokes as you allow yourself to cry into his embrace.
he comforts you softly with his words too, "sh, sh, you're okay now. we’ll figure it out, okay? it’s alright.” he repeats many sweet words like a mantra, his voice as grounding as his loving touch. when your tears subside, he gently moves your arms from around his waist, crouching down again to be face to face with you. you let your arms fall over his shoulders instead, and finally let your gaze wander to meet his. “there you are,” he offers you a soft smile, and you do your best to return one of your own.
“thank you, joongie,” you whisper, voice hoarse from crying.
“of course, my love.” he pulls you into one more hug, your head tucked into his shoulder this time. “let’s get you some water and something to eat, yeah?” he suggests, noting the empty granola bar wrapper on the desk.
“okay,” you nod, still anxious to do anything but your work, but aware that a small break and sustenance will certainly help you. hongjoong pulls you up with him, keeping your hand in his as he leads you to the kitchen. he lets you stick close to his side as he prepares a quick meal of leftovers for you, pressing a firm kiss to your forehead when you sit down at the table. it’s mostly quiet as you eat, but his presence is more than enough comfort for you.
as if it’s the most natural thing in the world, he clears and washes your dishes for you without a word. you hesitate by his side once he’s done, aware you won’t be able to sleep well without getting more work done, but desperately wanting to just go to bed in his arms.
and he proves once again how well he knows you when he pulls you into another hug, right there in the middle of the kitchen.
“let’s go finish one assignment for tonight, and we’ll make you a plan for tomorrow, okay?” he says into your hair. you nod into his embrace, ever grateful for each ounce of care and love he pours out for you.
“love you, joongie,” you mumble, hoping that smile you’re imagining is sitting softly on his lips.
by the way he replies with “i love you too,” you can hear the bittersweet smile in his voice, the one that means he’s glad you’re alright now but wishes you never had to cry in the first place.
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bm-gyu · 2 years
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All About You, hongjoong..
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oraclekleo · 2 years
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Kim Hong Joong (Ateez) Relationship Role Analysis based on Tarot Reading
Hello and welcome!
I’m Kleo and I’m here to present some k-pop related tarot readings to you.
Disclaimer:
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Reading Info:
Rating: 18+
Reading Type: Single - Couple
Requested: Yes - No
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Relationship Role
Questions:
Friend
Boyfriend
Lover
Husband
One-Night-Stand
Full Name: Kim Hong Joong
Stage Name: Hongjoong
Group: Ateez
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Kim Hong Joong
(Hongjoong - Ateez)
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Relationship Role
Friend - 10 of Swords, XVII The Star
When it comes to friendship, Hongjoong might come as a difficult one to handle. He’s often overly worried about things, anxious even. He needs the support of good people who won’t judge him but will be loyal to him.
Boyfriend - III The Empress, 9 of Cups
Hongjoong is a real sweetheart when dating. He’s caring, loving and cheerful when in love. It might look like he was permanently glowing and even his health improves due to an extra dose of serotonin. Hongjoong loves to love but there’s a danger he might not see any red flags when his loved one isn’t as perfect as he imagines.
Lover - XX Judgement, Page of Wands
There’s no way Hongjoong would agree to the physical aspect of a relationship before he feels utter trust towards his lover. Unless it’s THE ONE, he’s not rushing things. However, when he finds the companion destined for him, he becomes the happiest man on Earth. He drops all those worries and becomes playful, warm and endearing. He’s a passionate lover.
Husband - Ace of Cups, 10 of Wands
Hongjoong will make one superb husband one day. He’s loving, open minded and ever supportive. There’s nothing he wouldn’t do for his spouse and children. It’s very likely he will insist on carrying the majority of responsibilities on his own and will struggle with sharing duties. His spouse is a goddess / god for him and shouldn’t be doing anything hard like folding towels. He will need to realise that his family isn’t made of glass and can do their duties.
One-Night-Stand - 3 of Cups, XIX The Sun
Never! Something like a one night stand isn’t in Hongjoong’s dictionary. For him it feels like betrayal. He’s got issues with intimacy in general and a mere idea of a random lover is terrifying for him.
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miracore · 2 years
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PRESS PLAY | 𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕖𝕫 𝕩 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕪 𝕜𝕚𝕕𝕤
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pairing: ᵍᵃᵐᵉʳ!ʰᵒⁿᵍʲᵒᵒⁿᵍ ˣ ᵐᵃⁿᵃᵍᵉʳ!ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ ⁺ ᵍᵃᵐᵉʳ!ʲⁱˢᵘⁿᵍ ˣ ᵍᵃᵐᵉʳ!ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ
ʰᵉˡˡᵒ! ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱˢ ᵏⁱⁿᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ʷᵉⁱʳᵈ ᵖᵒˢᵗ⁽ᵃˢ ᵐʸ ᶠⁱʳˢᵗ... ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ʷᵉⁱʳᵈᵉʳ⁾... ʰᵒʷᵉᵛᵉʳ ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵉˡˢᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵖᵒˢᵗ ᵗʰⁱˢ, ˢᵒ... ʰᵉʳᵉ ⁱᵗ ⁱˢ.
ⁱ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱᵈᵉᵃ ᵃˢ ⁱ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ ᵃ ᵍᵃᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉᵐᵉᵈ ᵈʳᵃᵐᵃ ᵃⁿᵈ ʷᵉˡˡ... ˡᵉᵗ'ˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢᵃʸ ⁱᵗ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵐʸ ᵍᵉᵃʳˢ ᵍᵒⁱⁿᵍ. ᵗʰⁱˢ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵇᵉ ʷʳⁱᵗᵗᵉⁿ ᵃˢ ᵗʷᵒ ˢᵉᵖᵃʳᵃᵗᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ⁻ˢʰᵒᵗˢ, ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰᵒⁿᵍʲᵒᵒⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ʲⁱˢᵘⁿᵍ, ʳᵉˢᵖᵉᶜᵗⁱᵛᵉˡʸ. ᵇᵒᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍⁱʳˡˢ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵇᵉ ʷʳⁱᵗᵗᵉⁿ ᵃˢ "ʸ/ⁿ" ᵇᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃʳᵉ ᵗʷᵒ ˢᵉᵖᵃʳᵃᵗᵉ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳˢ, ᴹ!ʸ/ⁿ ⁻ ᵐᵃⁿᵃᵍᵉʳ ʸ/ⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴳ!ʸ/ⁿ ⁻ ᵍᵃᵐᵉʳ ʸ/ⁿ.
ʷᵒʳᵈ ᶜᵒᵘⁿᵗ: ².² ᵏ
ʷᵃʳⁿⁱⁿᵍˢ⁽ᶠᵒʳ ⁿᵒʷ⁾: ᵃⁿᵍˢᵗ ⁺ ᵖᵘᵇˡⁱᶜ ʰᵘᵐⁱˡⁱᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ ⁺ ᵐⁱˢᵒᵍʸⁿⁱˢᵗⁱᶜ ᵗᵉⁿᵈᵉⁿᶜⁱᵉˢ⁽ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳ ᵈᵉᵛᵉˡᵒᵖᵐᵉⁿᵗ, ⁱ ᵖʳᵒᵐⁱˢᵉ...⁾suggestive vibes
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Hongjoong stared through the window out the top floor of the building that had turned from one of the "gray giants" into his home, whether it was voluntary or not was another story for another time. The boy sipped from his morning coffee and glanced up into the sunrise painted sky, looking at the slow and steady change of the colors of the big blue. He hadn't really ever been a fan of the sky, never really liked looking at it either. When people watched the sunset or tried to guess the shapes of clouds, he laughed at them, mockery drooling from his mouth at the pure stupidity of these people, to be enjoying such a simple act like it meant anything. Like the sun setting was a once in a time occurrence and the clouds actually shaped themselves in the way of ordinary objects from the human existence or other animals, as if clouds had a mind of their own or any knowledge at all. Like there was a purpose to even the simplest of acts. Until he had M!y/n drop into his life with the utmost arrogance and confidence that she would mean something to him. The nerve of that girl… But maybe that was him putting a purpose on it. Maybe it had been a pure coincidence, maybe fate existed and their strings had been connected, tightly tangled in the tightest, most suffocating knot.
The scorpio did not know, but the younger girl, his now ex-manager, had done just that - made him live with purpose, almost to an annoying degree. She put meaning into the smallest of things, like putting a note next to his coffee mug, describing exactly what kind of coffee she had gotten him, with the exact ingredients, the exact amount of sugar, milk, etc. and a little wish for the day. Joong ignored them at first, thinking of them as some annoying daily task that would only slow his progression in the game down, yet after a quite too serious(in his opinion) lecture, he had given up and decided that it would be better off to just do them. They weren't hard things, nor were they tedious to do, but he always wondered one thing - why? "Water the plant, it's practically thirstier than me atp : P "; " Get some milk for Ji, he's been craving chocolate and would really appreciate some company : ) "; "Read a bit of manga. I downloaded a few off of Book Walker, read a few chapters in your breaks. Who knows, maybe it will make you less grouchy ; ) ".
The young gamer boy didn't really want to admit it, but eventually, he started to look forward to them. He waited to see what kind of color she would use, if she would lightly insult him or have some sort nice thing for him to do that day. He still didn't quite get the meaning of all of it, but he guessed it was because of how dedicated of a person she was. M!y/n always talked about how this was her dream job, how she had never imagined that she would one day go from a normal streamer into managing the biggest LOL team in Korea, but here she was - glimmering with excitement, curioisity and wonder.
He admired that in her, he respected her and quickly, even other feelings started developing too - those of a man in the way he sees a woman. Fortunately, or unfortunately, now he wasn't so sure, she saw him that way too. So after their training, the daily stream, the campaign, or whatever she had to accompany them on, she would come with him, into his room when everyone else had gone to sleep. And they would do it. They tried to keep it a secret, as it was a HUGE breach of contract, not to mention a general work place disaster. Dating a co-worker was always a bad idea… But they tried to beat the odds. Even though he had mentioned them not being exclusive, he found himself starting to get more territorial. Whenever she was being "too friendly" in his eyes with Mingi, or laughing away at one of Wooyoung's absolutely t e r r i b l e jokes, the young korean couldn't help but squeeze his fist in anger and stare them down. Usually, she got the hint, but… it was never in the way he wanted it. Was it her fault? No, of course not. Those were his terms. He had put those shackles on their relationship and she was okay with that. More than okay with it. And that's exactly what bugged him.
Then came time for the tournament. They had been preparing for it for the last year, to cover for their incredibly embarassing loss last year, when they weren't taking things too seriously. When one of their members wasn't G!y/n that had garnered a large audience with her overall "cutesy" personality, but insane gaming skills in multiple genres of games, not to mention her overall beauty and charisma in front of the camera, one he was still jealous of and frequently praised her for. When M!y/n hadn't become their manager by publically bashing their previous one into quitting his job by making a 12 page blog about their mistreatment, accompanied with a professionally written plan for all the ways she could do it better, as well as he resume, for all eyes to see. The respect he had for both of them and the gratitude he felt for both of them opening his eyes and making him feel actually responsible for a team, making him feel what "teamwork" could do. That being a lone wolf wasn't always the path to go.
Yet a scandal went out. Somehow, in some way, their relationship was exposed. Pictures. Voice messages. Chats. All of it - out in the open. M!y/n was fired on the spot, no matter how much he had protested it. What their relationship was had nothing to do with his skills, rather than them worsening, everyone could see that the two girls were the reason they could now be the "Monarch BLS" they now were was because of them. He fought for her, even though she left that office without even speaking a word, even though she ignored all of his worried calls, even though he didn't hear from her for 4 days straight, he fought to get her job back. They needed her. The world needed her. He needed her.
It seems although she didn't need him at all. Because in her next blog post, she blamed him for all of it. M!y/n made it out to be Hongjoong's idea - that he was so desperately in love with her that he begged her to be with him. She regretted it. All of it.
He sighed deeply and put down his coffee cup as he turned around to meet the still sleeping figure of G!y/n enter their shared kitchen as she ran up to him, still sleepy and gave him a little, weak, drugged with sleep hug.
" Someone's an early bird, huh? " The girl joked as she grabbed her own cup, shocking for him since she didn't really drink much coffee, always has been a tea lover at heart.
" Have to be. Or our new manager, whoever they are, will fucking kill me. " Hongjoong joked, more bitterness present in his voice than he would've liked to show. 4 months had passed, yet he couldn't forget about it. He still couldn't move on.
G!y/n pitied him. She really did. But what could she do when M!y/n had begged her to keep her reasons a secret? How could she refuse her best friend, no matter how much she knew in her heart, that it would deeply wound all of them. Hongjoong especially. She bit the inside of her cheek, feeling the familiar knot in her stomach start to form again. The girl wasn't stupid, nor was she blind. The pain in his stature, the way he shattered, piece by piece, when he heard her name… It pained her to see him like this. It pained her even more to know and not tell him.
" Joong-"
" What are you two so sour about? " A familiar voice entered the room, much to her distaste this early in the morning. Jisung had walked in, in all his glory and embarassingly childish Spiderman boxers, interrupting their conversation. Maybe it was for the better, she thought to herself as she scoffed at him.
" Your presence is like lemon juice for me - good when paired with something, fucking torture on its own. " The younger girl got her cup and tried her best to ignore the obvious glint of disappointment in his face before she left him and Hongjoong alone. It would be better anyways, since Jisung and Joong had become closer over the last year and her being there instead was already suffocating her enough. The whole situation hit everyone hard, yet she was the one who had to pretend. Because as much as the girl missed M!y/n being a part of their daily life, they still talked. In secret, of course. Something else she hated.
She took her usual seat on her desk in the center part of the living room, putting on her headphones and having her computer start up. G!y/n huffed in frustration, putting her face in her hands as she tried to make herself seem normal. Yet she couldn't stop the smile that creeped onto her face. Especially when her phone buzzed with that familiar sound and she knew exactly who it was. Once she looked at the lit up screen, she let out a little giggle.
" Did you have to be that mean? I mean… I've always told you that you're a great actress, but.. come on TT that was mean. "
Her and Jisung had this " I-cant-stand-the-sight-of-you " facade going for the last few months now. When she initially joined the team, she had her worries. The girl had already went through the struggles of being a popular Twitch streamer, especially as she was the largest streamer on the platform AND she was a girl - it wasn't easy. And now, the professional world was even harder to impress. Everyone on the team had, fortunately, made this an easy transition for her, except for Joong who played the " strict asshole leader" for a bit until… well, M!y/n.
After that, she needed some guidance over some of the other games they competed in E-sports with, as she was pretty well accquainted with LOL(as much as someone could be), but Valorant was quite new for the young russian. So it had fallen on Jisung's plate to guide her and give her special training to get her up to speed with the rest of them. She h a t e d him at first.
It wasn't the fact that he was insanely attractive, or that he had one of the most obnoxiously cute laughs, or that he was the best Valorant player in South Korea, or that he had an insane love for pomeranians - those were just things that annoyed her about him because… how?! No, it was his attitude that she hated. Jisung had the tendency to understimate her a LOT in the beginning and that's one thing she was insanely used to, but still found to be one of the saddest and most frustrating parts of being a girl in this industry. The girl hated how he thought she would be garbage, JUST because she was a girl. After she started to beat his ass, however, he wasn't so confident. Especially after a few fights as well.
" Maybe if you learned where the head of the player was, you would actually hit a shot once in a while. "
" Maybe if you learned that respawning in the middle of a naked lane wasn't such a good idea, your KDA wouldn't suck so much ass. "
Mira remembered that fight all too well. A few seconds of staring sent them into one of the most intense make-out sessions she had had in her life… which eventually led to one of the best(if not THE, but she wouldn't admit it)orgasms in her life.
At first, she thought it would be a terrible idea, but… they continued to do it. Once, twice, three times… each time getting better and better as they explored each other. She knew that maybe things were purely physical for him and she didn't mind. I mean, getting into an actual serious relationship when the whole world is already watching the way they blink with binoculars, an actual bond between two people was to be OUT of people's eyes. The shipping was there, obviously, but that was inevitable, with how much they were seen together… she was practically everyone and their mum's girlfriend at this point. But due to being a hopeless romantic… some nights, she wished he would stay and cuddle her after. That G!y/n would feel his fingers comb her hair, his heartbeat under her ear, but… that never happened.
" I mean…. I didn't lie though ; P " She sent it and couldn't help another giggle that escaped her mouth. Maybe it wasn't so bad… for them to be just that… maybe.
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ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ⁱˢ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ ⁱⁿᵗᵉʳᵉˢᵗ, ⁱᶠ ᵃⁿʸ, ⁱ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵉᵛᵉˡᵒᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵒᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉᵐ. ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵒʳ ʳᵉᵃᵈⁱⁿᵍ!
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tinywsstuff · 2 years
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HONGJOONG HEADER
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reblog or lke if you use.
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koqlakyu · 2 years
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Ateez incorrect quotes
mingi: hey, hongjoong? my hands are stuck in two pringles tubes... both hands, yeah...
mingi: look, it’s not important how i managed to call you. just come over and help me
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simplytavy · 2 years
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Kim Hongjoong!!!
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mahouoni-art · 2 years
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HOOOOOOOOOOOOLY SHIT, it’s been such a long time...
Anyway, I like Kpop now
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i-luvsang · 2 months
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red tulips — kim hongjoong
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for : 1.5k milestone event ➖⟢ pairing : florist!hongjoong x gn!reader ➖⟢ genres : fluff ➖⟢ cw : not proofread/edited, kissing ➖⟢ wc : 0.6K ➖⟢ rating : pg-13
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moodboard : hongjoong + flower shop + pastel blue/lavendar/pink
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kim hongjoong has always felt like quite the enigma to you. his mystery lies in his lavender colored hair, always a pretty contrast with his dark eyes and serious manner. most days, he certainly looks like he belongs in his flower shop, especially when he puts on his soft smile that makes his customers hearts melt, and buy a few extra blooms they didn’t really need. but when he hired you to help him with the business end of things for his shop, he surprised you with his sharp and darker fashion, impeccable and fitting with his intelligent and down-to-earth personality. you guess that you were expecting someone different, someone maybe a bit naive, a grinning dreamer without much sense who needed someone like you; business-like, a slight workaholic who’s secretly craving for something far more lovely than what you had before.
you certainly found lovely, in his eyes and his firm and welcoming handshake. it surprised you that he was just about as business-like as you. he knew exactly what his small business needed—impressive, because most business owners without proper training take forever to realize that all they need is just a bit of focused help; like you. he’s definitely a dreamer, with all the ambition and sense to make things happen. your ideals and talents go together just as well as like lime juice on mangoes; intriguing and successful in making people come back for more. not just customers, but the two of you as well.
without saying a word about it, you both always find yourself lingering, even when your shift is over. at first, you never came in until midday, so you could be around for closing. but as your time in the flowershop goes from weeks to months, you’re coming in early in the morning several days a week. 
there’s something magical about those mornings, when the sun is waking up with you, its bright and clear rays streaming into the wide windows of the shop and filtering through the plastic sheets and petals of new flower bunches ready to be made into masterpieces by hongjoong’s artist’s hands. it’s quiet, always, and you love to hear his shuffling footsteps in the back room or a soft sigh from his lips you’d miss otherwise.
that’s how you realize he’s got you wrapped around his finger and his fingers are clasped around your heart. the very heart you never thought you’d wear on your sleeve like this, much less give away without even knowing it until you’re waking up early just to hear a puff of air escape his lips.
and since you love him, you learn his language, clinging to his every word when he offhandedly explains the meaning behind flowers as he constructs a pretty new bouquet. he, on the other hand, doesn’t expect you to remember a thing about this silly little thing, just talking because you told him you like to listen to him talk. he thinks about that a lot.
it’s just that he doesn’t expect you to kiss him when he hands you a simple bouquet of red tulips. he tells you that the flowers are a token of his appreciation, a thanks for helping his small business become so successful in so short a time. but since you know better than that, you cut of his words with a gentle kiss that leaves him sputtering.
“i like you too,” you grin, holding the flowers pointedly up. for a moment, the flower-nerd part of his brain wonders if he should have started with something far more obscure in the language of flowers. he intended to build up to a verbal confession, but since you outpaced him without a second thought, he flicks aside any thought that isn’t about kissing you again. he presses his lips to yours, reaching his hand up to grab the bouquet and your sweet hand, pulling both you and the flowers closer until he decides to cast aside the blooms all together in favor of getting your body flush against his. he has plenty of spare red tulips.
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badluvkii · 2 years
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it’s miixa gets bias wrecked every second day bc i’m so so so loyal to hongjoong but fuckinf god san has a chokehold on me today
bc PADRE NUESTRO , QUE ESTÁS EN EL CIELO . SANTIFICADO SEA TU NOMBRE . VENGA TU REINO . HÁGASE TU VOLUNTAD EN LA TIERRA COMO EN EL CIELO . DAÑOS HIY NUESTRO PAN DE CADA DÍA . PERSONA NUESTRAS OFENSAS , COMO TAMBIÉN NOSOTROS PERDONAMOS A LOS QUE NOS OFENDEN . NO NOS DEJES CAER EN TENTACIÓN Y LÍBRANOS DEL MAL ,,, AMÉN❕❕❕
i’m not even religious
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Kim Hong Joong (Ateez) Ideal Partner Characteristics based on Tarot Reading
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Reading Info:
Rating: 18+
Reading Type: Single - Couple
Requested: Yes - No
Deck: Crow Tarot
Spread: Ideal Partner
Questions:
Body
Heart
Spirit
Soul
Time
Place
Full Name: Kim Hong Joong
Stage Name: Hongjoong
Group: Ateez
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Kim Hong Joong
(Hongjoong - Ateez)
Deck: Crow Tarot
Spread: Ideal Partner
Body - Ace of Swords
Hongjoong’s ideal partner is likely someone with complete control over themselves. They are likely dressed smartly and pursue a professional look. The person is likely to stay quiet unless they have something important to say, they are not into small talk or chit chat. They are likely to think deeply about things and they may appear cold and unapproachable on the outside. They are likely to walk quickly and with a certain force like a general marching to battle.
Heart - Queen of Wands
Hongjoong’s perfect match is someone bold, fearless and determined at heart. They can appreciate the potential of each journey and they will take every opportunity they face in order to succeed in their life. They are not afraid of challenges, on the contrary they always learn something new about themselves with each struggle and challenge. They are healthy and agile and vibrant as they fly through their lives. They know they deserve the best in life and will use their creativity and quick wit to get it.
Spirit - 3 of Cups
Hongjoong’s ideal partner is a free and joyful spirited person. They celebrate each and every day of their life, no matter how small their achievements were that day. They believe that their happiness is in their hands and will act accordingly. No failure, no opposition can beat them and knock them down as they keep the cheerful mindset and always find something good in every situation. They are likely to spread the good mood among people close to them and Hongjoong might actually fall for their lovely ways of adoring and appreciating his unique aspects nobody else noticed.
Soul - 7 of Pentacles
Deep down in their soul, Hongjoong’s ideal partner knows that only hard work and steel hard determination will bring them success and comfort they seek. They are likely to be practical to the core and always plan ahead with long-term vision. They are likely to enjoy finer things in life but at the same time they won’t ever overspend on unnecessary luxury.
Time - III The Empress
Hongjoong is likely to fall in love with this person’s kind heart, gentle and caring soul and their motherly nature. He’s likely to get startled by how easily his ideal partner takes the place of his faithful lover, trustworthy confidant and joyful companion in his life. The person is likely to give Hongjoong the kind of unconditional, blissful and uplifting kind of love he has never experienced before.
Place - Ace of Pentacles
If Hongjoong and his ideal partner decide to share a home together, it’s likely to be a spacious and comfortable place. It’s going to be a safe harbour, equipped with the best appliances and providing Hongjoong, his significant other and their family all they need. It’s likely to be a large and luxurious house.
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sweetchaosyk · 2 years
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“keep loving yourself and that you can get through anything even if it’s hard”
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Kinktober Day 9 - Hate Sex
Pairing: Kim Hongjoong x Reader
Genre: Smut, Angst
CW: Restraint, praise, wall sex, creampie.
Word Count: 2755
Summary: The resident fuck boy does nothing but get on your nerves day in day out, his ego too big for his own good. You’d love more than anything to knock him down a peg or two but it turns out he’s got a tighter hold on you than you thought.
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“Do I have to go?” You complain to your roommate who’s been pulling at your arm begging you to go to a frat party with him. “Come on, pllleease, it’ll be so much much fun.” He begged trying to butter you up with a pout paired with the biggest puppy eyes. “San you know I don’t do parties and even if I do go I don’t drink so I’ll just be stood to the side watching people get hammered and make out, no thanks.” You try to walk away but his grip tightened on your wrist stopping you from going anywhere. “Come on, if you come with me I’ll make it up to you.” You wanted to argue but the deal seemed a little too good to walk away from. You turn around facing him with a raised eyebrow. “How will you make it up to me?” At this point you even considering had him dropping to his knees. “Anything please just come with me.” You smile slightly nodding your head. “Okay I’ll go, but you do my laundry for a month AND you watch anything I put on for a month.” His eyes widened at the request, laundry he had no problem with but letting YOU pick what to watch for a month, well that was torture in itself, but he knew he had to give in. “Fine.” He pouted again hanging his head low in defeat. “Okay then, I’ll go get ready.” 
You and San arrive at the house and it was safe to say “chaotic” wasn’t a strong enough word for how it looked and that was just from the outside. You walk in to even more mess, you tried your hardest not to lose San in the sea of people, desperately clutching to his arm was he lead you through the crowd to his friends. You started to release all tension once you were huddled with San and a few of his friend, for a moment it was like it was only you at the party. “Y/n, I’m gonna go get the next round of drinks do you want one?” Seonghwa asked giving your shoulder a small nudge. “Sure, I’ll come with, see what’s there.” You make sure not to lose sight of Seonghwa through the crowd not that it was really possible to lose him, his pink hair making him stick out like a sore thumb.
You were almost to the kitchen before someone bumped into you knocking you back slightly. “Oh sorr...Oh look who it is.” Your skin crawled at the sound of his voice, Kim Hongjoong, the resident fuckboy. “Fuck off.” You spat quickly before turning your back to find Seonghwa who you’d now lost sight of. “Wow, wow, wow beautiful where are you going in such a rush?” He calls back to you a smirk filling his face, one you knew countless girls had fallen for before. “I said fuck off Hongjoong.” You left without another word, not responding to when he called you again. You hated him more than you’d hated anyone before, the way he thought he was hot shit because he could get any girl with that smirk or just a few well thought out compliments, girls seemed to fall at his feet wherever he went. From first glance he didn’t seem that bad, just a good looking guy who had a lot of admirers no one would have thought all that power would go to his head but it did, he’d take his time sweet talking and getting close to a girl only to fuck her and never speak to her again. He made you sick but part of you felt if you didn’t know what he was truly like you’d also be one of the poor girls, another notch in his bedpost.
“There you are.” Seonghwa breathes a sigh of relief once you finally approach him in the kitchen. “What’s up? What happened?” He asked concerned, leaning down to look at your face which had now turned sour. “Nothing I’m okay.” You lied trying to shrug off your encounter but Seonghwa wasn’t having any of it. “Y/n, you weren’t like this a moment ago...what happened?” You sighed knowing he wasn’t going to let it go until you told him. “Nothing I just bumped into Hongjoong, just seeing him has put me in a bit of a mood I guess.” Seonghwa couldn’t hide the sympathetic look on his face, he knew how much you hated Hongjoong, even though you weren’t the closest of friends San had told them all about it so he could see why you were annoyed. “Here, take this.” He says holding out a drink for you. You grimace at first noticing only liquor bottles laying around. “It’s not alcohol, it’s just coke. I know you don’t drink.” Seonghwa smiled as you took the cup thanking him. “Do you wanna head back to the others?” He asks glancing over your shoulder to check for any signs of Hongjoong. You nod taking a sip of your drink and follow him back to the group. 
Getting back to the group was easy enough, Hongjoong was nowhere to be found, you though he was probably off fucking another poor girl somewhere, but right now you didn’t care, he was out of your hair and you could go back to enjoying yourself. You hadn’t been back with the group long before shit hit the fan. “Hey guys how’s it going!” Hongjoong screeched draping an arm over yours and Wooyoung’s shoulder ultimately spilling your drink everywhere and all down the front of you with how hard he fell against the both of you. “Fuck!” You yelled out in frustration looking down at the coke now all down the front of your white shirt. “Oh shit sorry Princess.” Hongjoong laughed as your anger quickly bubbled to the surface. “What part of fuck off don’t you understand?” You yell back at him before stepping out from under his arm. “I’m gonna go wash up.” The annoyance in your voice was thick and quite frankly had the rest of your group pretty worried. “I’ll come help you.” Seonghwa said softly as he lightly held onto your arm which you quickly retracted from him. “I got it...I don’t need help.” You hiss, you didn’t mean to snap at Seonghwa you knew he was only trying to help but right now you wanted to be away from everyone to give yourself a chance to calm down. You ran off quickly upstairs to the bathroom to do whatever you could to clean yourself up.
“Nice one.” Mingi says bluntly giving Hongjoong a dirty look. “What!? I didn’t know she was going to spill her drink everywhere.” Hongjoong continued to laugh, now getting to the others. “What were you even thinking coming over here, you know she hates you so what benefit do you get from it all?” San asks walking over to Hongjoong getting in his face showing he wasn’t welcome. “Look man I’m not here to start a fight I just came over to say hi.” Hongjoong clears up backing away into the crowd with his hands up.
Once in the bathroom you didn’t know if you wanted to scream out of frustration or cry. You didn’t even want to come to this stupid party but San’s constant nagging got the better of you as usual. Wiping at your shirt with a damp towel you took this time to take some deep breaths in an attempt to slow your heart rate down and gain some composure. “Today was not a good day to wear white.” You sigh to yourself as you continue to wipe at the stain that never seemed to fade. “I think it was the perfect day to wear white if you ask me.” Hongjoong sneered leaning in the doorway eyeing you up and down in the mirror. You quickly turn to face him, anger evident in your eyes as you throw the towel at him as hard as you could. “What the FUCK are you doing here, you’ve done enough already just fucking leave.” You yell walking up to him going to give him a shove just when your wrists were caught in his hands. 
“Ah now come on Princess.” He starts, harshly pushing you into the door slamming it shut against your back pinning your hands above your head. “Play nice.” There it was again that smirk, that fucking killer smirk. You melted momentarily both from the nickname and the way his eyes pierced you but your anger was quick to snap you out of it. “Do NOT call me that.” You hiss between gritted teeth. “Why not? It’s what you are, a pretty name for a pretty girl.” He purred as his eyes trailed their way down. “Oh and I love the lace.” He adds bringing his eyes back to yours after taking in the sight of your bra which was visible through through the now transparent white shirt. Your cheeks flush in embarrassment as you do all you can to avoid his gaze. “What’s wrong Princess, so shy all of a sudden.” His face leans in closer to yours, his light breath brushing past your ear. “I hate you.” You breath out heavily suddenly panting out of nowhere. “Oh you might hate me.” His lips getting closer to your ear as he spoke. “But I know you’ve thought of me naked.” He finishes with a small nip to your neck making you whimper. “You wish.” You tried to keep a hold on your slowly crumbling composure but it seemed to be a losing battle, the way you were pinned between Hongjoong and the door, unable to move as he toyed with your mind, as much as you didn’t want to admit it you were starting to get insanely turned on and by him of all people. “You can’t hide it Princess, I can feel your heart racing and your breathing is shallow, you’re already thinking of it.” The shudder in your breath gave you away, it was true the thought had already flashed by once...maybe twice but you weren’t going to openly admit it, not to his face.
He could read your body like a book, he’d seen girls like this before and everyone knew how that ended up. He let out a breathy laugh before latching his lips to your neck, right on the sweet spot that instantly made you melt into a puddle, the cherry on the cake was when he decided to lick a long stripe from the bottom of your neck up to your ear making you moan lightly as you finally gave in. “Still hate me?” He mumbles into your neck as he continues to kiss and bite at your neck. “So fucking much.” You struggle to say between gasps as he leaves his mark. “Really? Those pretty sounds tell me otherwise.” He smirks pulling away to take in your dazed face, the anger slightly melted away and being overcome with lust. “Shut the fuck up.” 
You don’t know what came over you in that moment, it could have been the swirling mess of emotions or the way he was looking at you but you surprised yourself when you closed the gap between the both of you roughly kissing him before biting down hard on his bottom lip. “Princess has a bite to her...I like it.” He smiles going back to your lips returning the energy, letting your arms go as he hoists you up by your ass wrapping your legs around his waist. You could feel his erection through his jeans that were now pressed against your clothed core as he lightly grinded against you. One of his hands starts to slowly make its way along your thigh slipping under your skirt, the heat of the kiss makes you unaware of his advance, that is until you feel a slender finger run it’s way along your entrance teasing ever so slightly. “Fuck.” You gasp out against his lips, shuddering a little as his finger quickly brushed against your clit before abandoning it. “For someone who hates my guts you’re completely soaked for me.” His ego was getting bigger, if that was even possible, the feeling of your wetness sent him to a new high, a new sense of accomplishment, his biggest challenge was a soaking crumbling mess in his arms all from just a few touches. 
With one hand Hongjoong frees himself from his jeans and boxers, sighing in relief from the pressure being lifted. You don’t even take a moment to look down at him, too lost in the heat of the kiss to give a shit about anything else. He pushes your underwear to one side teasing your clit with the tip of his cock making you whine into the kiss, trying your best to buck your hips into him. “Princess is so eager now, so needy for my cock.” You grumble at him, his voice still grating you but your mind fills with need. “Just shut up and fuck me.” You hiss biting his lip again. He didn’t say another word before sliding into you with ease, your breath catching in your throat. His movements were harsh but slow, pushing into you so hard your whole body banged against the door, before slowly pulling out and delivering another harsh thrust. 
You hated to admit that Hongjoong was the best fuck you’ve had in you don’t even know how long, his experience showed in how he hit your sweet spot from various angles making you want to scream out his name but you fend off from doing so, not wanting anyone to hear you let alone catch on to who you were with. The gaps between each thrust became shorter and shorter until he was rutting into you, if anyone had walked past the bathroom at that time they’d be met with the sound of constant banging and quiet stifled moans. Your walls clench around him as your high makes a speedy approach making him groan into your neck as he savoured the way you squeezed him so well. “Is Princess going to cum for me, cum all over the cock you say you hate so much.” You wanted to argue back so bad but the way you were so close to the edge your mind couldn’t even think of two words to string together. A few more well placed thrusts had you shaking in his grip as your high washed over you, eyes screwing shut as you rode it out, you didn’t notice the way Hongjoong smirked at you, victory glinting in his eye as he watched you make a mess.
The way your walls continued to tightly hug him had him reaching his own high pretty soon but he held off as best as he could making the most of your fucked out state, your hair slightly messy as it hangs over your shoulder, your eyes glazed with lust and your cheeks flushed from your orgasm, it was enough to drive him insane. “You say you hate me so much as yet here you are letting me ruin you however I like.” His words fell on deaf ears as your mind was miles away still recovering from your high that was slowly subsiding. His fingers dug into your thighs even more as you felt his cock twitch inside you signalling his nearing release, your moans still flooded the room until you got one last hit in. “I fucking hate you.” You whisper looking him in the eye with a mix of pure hatred and lust. Your words were his breaking point, he stilled tightly against you as he let his own high wash over him before pulling out, twitching a little from the slight overstimulation it caused. 
Hongjoong made no move in putting you back down, just holding you in place as you looked at each others fucked out state processing what just happened. After a few moments he gently lowered you down for you to stand again but still not stepping away from you for you to walk off. “Are you happy now another score on the board for you, another girl for you to drop and ignore as soon as I walk out this door.” Your annoyed tone had returned as you stated the facts and the fact he was fucking smiling made you even more annoyed. “Well after a fuck like that, it’s going to be pretty hard to ignore you.”
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