...Kuroh observaba con una expresión indescifrable el rostro de su pareja tras decir aquellas palabras.
"Recuerda las sabias palabras de Ichigen-sama...", pensó.
Pero en lugar de mantenerse sereno, deseaba clavarle su katana al albino que comenzó a comer sin antes dar las gracias por los alimentos.
—¡Oh Kuroh-kun~! Esto es deliciosooooo~ ¡No tienes idea de cuánto te amo, dulce y tierna esposa!
El azabache no pudo decir nada ya que el albino parecía muy feliz comiendo tranquilamente, ajeno a todo el cúmulo de emociones que le producía cada que le hablaba, olvidándose por un momento de sus ganas de matarlo para disfrutar mejor de su compañía antes de que llegara esa molesta strain a arruinar su momento de pareja...
...Totsuka no dijo nada mientras Kanamoto decía aquello, sabía bien que a su amigo le había afectado el hecho de que Yata anunciara que comenzaría una relación con Fushimi y ahora se refugiaba en la comida.
Y si bien era válida su preocupación, lo cierto es que aquello distaba mucho de lo que realmente sucedía, puesto que la verdad Kanamoto no había comido nada en todo el día por ir con Ayumi de compras. La dulce chica se había demorado una eternidad y aunque prometieron hacer una pausa, la joven se entusiasmó de más con las compras y se olvidó de la hora de la comida.
—Ya superarás pronto a Yata-san, Kanamoto-san...
El rubio observó al tercero al mando de HOMRA confundido ya que no había pensado en lo de Yata desde hace un año atrás, pero luego su vista fue directamente hacia la pizza y se olvidó de corregir a su amigo ya que había prioridades y comer era una de ellas para llenar el vacío de aquella cita en ayunas con Ayumi.
ok I’ll just get straight to the point. I actually found out about the void state 1 month ago and I was super excited about the idea about manifesting instantly and easily! I actually entered the void state after 2 weeks of finding out but I didn’t manifest my desires because I didn’t really care that I was in the void, I just thought ‘I just wanna sleep bro’ and after I thought that I INSTANTLY felt asleep, that’s how I know I was in the void and on top of that it was pitch black, soundless and I couldn’t feel my body at all
how I entered
a few days ago I found out about ‘psych k’ and I decided to try it out in order to get a better void concept. I really recommend it helped me so much and I have such a good self concept now. anyways, yesterday I decided to use the lullaby method. the lullaby method is basically when you just repeat an affirmation till you fall asleep. I chose the affirmation ‘I always wake up in the void’. I laid down in a comfortable position and started to repeat the affirmations for idk how long I lost count of the time at some point and was feeling drowsy. at some point (idk how much time passed) there again was this blackness, I couldn’t hear anything or feel my body, so I entered the void again!
what I manifested
actually I didn’t pay attention AGAIN that I entered the void 🤦🏽♀️ BUT, I kept repeating the affirmation ‘I always wake up in the void’ meaning that anytime I fall asleep from now I’ll enter the void. so my attempt wasn’t useless at all and tomorrow I’ll wake up with all my desires 😼
“Have fun! Stay safe!” Her roommate shouts as the front door swings closed. Bustling down the sidewalk, the girl is nervous for her date. She had a run of terrible first dates lately, and hopes that her luck is about to change.
Making it to the park where they had arranged to meet, she follows a walking path into the woods. Finally, buzzing with excitement, she spots him sitting casually on a bench. He stands up slowly as she prances to meet him.
“Hi~! Nice to meet you! My name is-“ her chipper voice is cut off by a smack across her cute face. A stunned moment of silence and he hits her again, crossing the other cheek. She recoils and he grabs her shirt collar, forcing the girl to her knees.
Snatching a fistful of her hair, the stranger takes out his cock and forces it into her mouth. She gags and twists her body, unable to escape the stronger man. He fucks her throat unceremoniously. Saliva drools down her chin as tears stream from her eyes.
Keeping his firm grip on her scalp, the man leans over and rips open her shirt. Buttons fall to the forest floor as the fabric opens, revealing her breasts. Satisfied by her exposure, he strikes her wet face again, spits on her, and rubs their mixed slobber all over. He shoves his cock back in her throat, and starts to slap her crying face while buried deep in her mouth.
She can barely breathe. Her jaw is sore. The slaps hurt more with each hit. Momentarily she thinks of the last date she went on: How he brought her to a nice restaurant, asked her questions about her life, when they had sex he was slow and gentle.
Completely unlike her current date, who had started to use her ripped shirt to tie her hands behind her back. He pulls out his cock from her warm mouth and shoves her red, crying face to the ground. Hands restrained, she struggles to keep him from pulling up her skirt. A second later her wet pussy and ass are in full view of her date.
The man crouches overtop of her and starts to fuck her pussy. He drops his hips into her, the loud smack of each thrust punctuated by a painful whine from the girl. A mouthful of spit lands on her bum, and his large hand descends between her cheeks. Her date pushes his thumb into her ass, a firm grip to pull her around as he pleases.
As he fucks the humiliated girl senseless, she screams louder and louder. She’s unable to contain herself anymore, and a long stream of gibberish runs from her freshly fucked face. Seemingly annoyed, the man becomes more aware of his surroundings. He has no qualms about exhibitionism, but would prefer to not be interrupted.
Lifting the bound girl up off the ground, he slings her over his shoulder. Holding her kicking legs against his chest, the man marches off into the woods. With the short break from the harsh fucking, her screams have softened to sobs.
Satisfied with their distance from the trail, he drops her down from his shoulder and pushes her upright against a tree, facing him. Holding her by the neck against the bark, his assault continues. Slapping her face, then her breasts, then her thighs. He repeats this while she squirms and cries. The smacks get harder with each round.
Finally, she can’t take it anymore and breaks.
“Stop! Stop hitting me, please! Use my pussy! Use my pussy to make yourself feel good! Please, stop!”
Wordlessly, he sits down on the forest floor beneath her. Leaning back, he points his erect cock up at the girl. She shudders for a moment, then obediently kneels atop the man. Her hair is stuck to her bright pink face and she closes her eyes in shame as she sits on his cock.
He lays there, watching his date rape herself on his thick cock. She dutifully bounces on the man’s dick, desperate to avoid any additional abuse. Keeping a fast pace, taking him all the way - if she doesn’t she’ll find herself in trouble again. Satisfied by the broken woman, the man relaxes and enjoys her. She does a good job, and after a while he decides to finish. Grabbing her hips, he pulls her up and down, fucking her like a doll. She yowls as she bounces, fresh tears mark her face.
“Not yet! Please! Just a little longer! I’m so close! Please! Just rape me a little more!”
Her date groans and shoots his load into her unprotected pussy. Just as soon as it started, he’s done. Tossing her off him, he stands and walks back to the path. The girl lies on the forest floor, watching her date leave. Her ripped clothes still tied around her, pussy leaking his cum, and the orgasm she was so close to fading away.
She waits in the woods while the sun goes down. Under the cover of darkness, she sneaks back home, holding the remains of her damaged clothing up against her. Thankfully, her roommate has gone out for the night and she crawls into bed without any probing questions. Naked now, she inspects her body. Bruised, used, and full of cum. She lets out a large sigh, and picks up her phone.
Opening Tumblr, she pulls up her DMs and types a message.
“Thank you for the amazing date :) I had a lot of fun!!! I would really really really like to see you again - maybe my place next time? I leave my window unlocked…”
It's been a few weeks now, and you don't know how to explain it to anyone nor you're not even sure yourself what and how it is happenning. But it's real, though you're memory of it has always been cloudy. You recall a few details here and there but you're hoping, hoping so bad that they're false memories. Cause who would believe you that someone calls you on your phone and orders you around and you tried to resist but it's like your body has a mind of it's own.
The voice is too enthralling, too nice, and too hypnotizing even. First, it started asking you easy questions like "How was your day? What are you wearing? Can you take off your underwear?". You wanted to resist answering, but you find yourself happier and your mind lighter everytime you answer them politely, and every order they give you make you squirm and excited.
The orders started escalating, from telling you to walk around your house naked when you were alone, then telling you to go out with a vibe under your clothes. It's humiliating. What makes it worse is they find it amusing, you can hear the satisfied tone in their voice, everytime you follow their order. Before, you find it annoying that they are having fun while you have no choice but following them, but now, you crave the compliments they give you everytime.
You're sitting on your bed naked, waiting for their next call. They usually call you at this time, when they know you're alone. You don't know how they found informations about you, but you don't really care at this point.
Ring. Ring. Ring. (You picked up right away.)
Did you have fun today, doll? Yes, Master.
(A switch in your brain flicked as soon as you heard their voice.)
Do you know what you're going to do today? No, Master.
First, let's get you ready. (You nod waiting for further instructions.)
Don't be stupid and answer properly. Sorry, Master. Yes, Master.
Now. DOWN. LEAK. DROOL. ( Your legs suddenly gave out. You feel yourself get wet and horny quickly.Your mouth gaping, tongue out, drool uncontrollably falling on your sheets.)
Good. Now, show me how you edge yourself dumb. (Your hands started as ordered and you can feel your mind turn to mush. You can hear yourself say incoherent words.)
Suddenly, your computer opposite your bed opened and it shows yourself right now as you are lost in bliss. Panicked. You tried to stop touching and you tried to cover yourself up. But, thats only in your head. Your body continues moving as you stare yourself in fear watching waves of pleasure in your eyes.
Master, what... what's happening? Please make it stop.
You don't remember? I ordered you to set it up this way for tonight. That's why you're naked in front of your computer cam when it usually isnt even in this position.
I made it so you can see how you look when you lose your mind.
Don't you like how pretty you are right now?
DAZE. (Your body stopped touching itself and it started shaking as if you're cumming, but you only feel like you're on the edge the whole time.)
These programmed words in your head, which you don't even remember when they thought you what they're for, is taking control over your mind.
Master, please let me cum... I'm begging you... Nggghh. I can't take this anymore.
Not right now. Not yet sweetie.
DEEP SLEEP. (You couldn't even fight it and your eyes shut deeply and your mind completely floating. You're unconscious but not truly. You are ready to be programmed again. )
At the same time next week, you will prepare all the toys I ordered you to buy. You will go at this place I'll tell you and wait naked for my call. And, most importantly, you will leave the door unlocked. You will not remember this, but you know what you need to do. This time, you will hear my voice directly, and it will make you a hundred times more sensitive with each word I say.
You bend over. You grunt. Did you always feel so constricted? Your belly pushes against you, barely allowing you to reach. When you finally do, you're red in the face.
*
You breathe heavy after dinner. It feels like you can't even take full breaths, and that's really uncomfortable. You unbutton your pants. Oof. There it is. Your belly spills in your lap, and for a moment, you look at it in amazement. It practically covers your crotch.
*
You don't need a belt anymore.
*
High-waisted pants are not an option. You move the hem lower. It finds its place under your belly. You put on a t-shirt and realize what the problem is now, that the pants are not splitting you in half: there is no hiding your belly anymore. Even when you stand, it sits proudly before you like a tight ball of fat.
*
You feel a breeze on your stomach. Your underbelly escapes your shirt again. You tug futilely at the hem. No use.
*
It feels like it's a separate entity. It spills over your lap when you sit. Side rolls force your arms at an angle, the underside forces your thighs apart. It's no longer firm and tightly packed, but doughy and wobbly. It jiggles, spills, hangs, quivers. It forces you to huff and puff. It's the first thing people see when they look at you. Only later do they notice your chubby face and tubby fingers. Your plump chest and lardy arms.
You are undeniably fat. And your belly is leading the way.