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bidoctor · 9 months
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im sorry, theres a second season of Good Omens?!?
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auxiliarydetective · 2 years
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I'm tired of all "the smart one" characters being headcanoned as atheists. Believing in a higher power doesn't make you dumb. Being an atheist doesn't make you smart. You don't have to be an atheist to be considered smart.
For example, let's take one of my favourite characters: Jelena Charkova. I headcanon her as Russian Orthodox. Why? I've always seen her as someone who takes pride in her heritage and where she comes from and who embraces the traditions of her home country, even though she's living in America now. So, it makes sense for me to also have her embrace her country's religion. For example, it could have helped her overcome the death of her mother. It would also be a really great scene and would add a lot of vulnerability to her character if, in a moment of despair or extreme pressure, her tough exterior cracked and she would fall back to her faith, asking God for guidance because she feels so out of control over the situation. It would add diversity and different viewpoints to the story too! Not all people celebrate Christmas and not all people who do celebrate it the same way. Catholics celebrate from December 24th-26th and get their gifts on the 24th/25th depending on where they live. Spanish people get their gifts on January 6th because that's the day the Three Kings arrived. Well, Russians have a whole different calendar, so they celebrate Christmas on the 7th of January (which equals the 25th of December in the "normal" calendar) but they get their gifts on New Year's Eve for historical reasons. And we don't have to stop at Christianity. We shouldn't stop at Christianity. I want all kinds of religions!
I think it's important to have religious characters in stories. Even moreso: I think it's important to have good religious characters in stories. If you have a catholic priest in your story who's basically the villain, that's not what I want. He can be a good antagonist, sure, but I think we need good catholic characters even if and especially because the catholic church has been horrible these last years. The catholic church doesn't equal catholic people. No church equals people of the same faith. For example, have a catholic neighbour who's super nice and supportive of LGBTQ+ people and who is still religious! It's not that hard.
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astridofraftel · 1 year
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reading challenge update
Just finished: Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë + Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor
Next on schedule: Days of Blood and Starlight + Dreams of Gods and Monsters by Laini Taylor + Le Chien des Baskerville by Arthur Conan Doyle
(spoilers for DOSAB volume 1 + warning for self-indulgent rant)
Okay so, I probably wouldn't have chosen to buy/read DOSAB if I had known more about it, because there are a few things that really hindered my liking of, and immersion in the story. There's still two volumes to read, so my opinion can change, and it's not like it's bad: the characters aren't boring, the setting and fantasy elements are cool and interesting, and it's easy to read. I have good hope that I might be pleasantly surprised by what's to come.
Firstly, I generally avoid stories that are that much centered around romance, and when I don't, it's because the romance is backed up by strong character development and because the relationship is given time to grow complex and relatable. I find it hard to relate to romantic love, but I understand love in general, as a feeling and as a bond.
However, when the two main characters literally fall in love at first sight, especially being enthralled by each other's beauty, I cannot comprehend how that can be love. Isn't it just sexual attraction, or am I too aroace to get it? They don't know each other, or at least they only get to know each other after getting together, and what is the point? I cannot relate to that. I don't find that romantic, just obsessive and unsubstantial, like the artificial effects of a love potion.
I can let that slide for now, because the story is obviously trying to complicate the relationship, and they needed to be together from volume 1 for what is to come, but my indulgence will have limits if it isn't handled in a more interesting manner in the next volumes.
The most irksome thing, though, which I fear is only going to worsen over the course of the story, is how intent it is to rub it in our faces how BEAUTIFUL everyone is—and I mean, I get it, it's fine if you fall in love with someone and suddenly they're the most beautiful person on Earth, that's cute and romantic; or it's fine if we, as the reader, learn that a newly introduced character is conventionally attractive in the description that is given by the book. But in this one, it's a repetitive description, a constant reminder (as if there was a risk we'd suddenly forget they were sexy and imagine unattractive common people we could relate to instead, which would be unacceptable). And I don't get the point? It's just redundant and frankly weird to me, especially once I noticed it (which was fairly early, and after that my immersion kept being broken, which was fairly often).
To be fair, I know that it's weird that my immersion in the story breaks by the mere description of a beautiful person: after all, I don't read fantasy just to long for realism, on the contrary, I love the extraordinary. But it's just annoying to see the word "beautiful" over, and over, and over again—after a while it loses all meaning. And it's such a subjective and conventional word, too! What is universal beauty anyway?
I'm biased but I don't think it would have gotten as popular as it did if it had been released now instead of the early 2010s. The total difference in vibes of the cover art change really reflects that. Unexpectedly, and I should re-read Strange the Dreamer and Muse of Nightmares to compare properly, but I remember the duology being better-written and the tropes were better-handled—which is only natural as it was written later, when the author had more maturity. I'm curious to see the trilogy mature from one volume to the other.
TL;DR: If the MC was me she would still have questionably fallen in love at first sight not with that man but with the cover art of her own books because art is the only beauty I understand
btw check out the artist's gallery
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fritzes · 3 months
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some ramblings about some of the matchups in the second round:
atp:
musetti v van assche: on paper, this should be a win for lorenzo, but knowing lorenzo it could very well not be. van assche has been playing really well lately and I think this could definitely be an upset. lorenzo has a really high ceiling but a really low floor too, so if he can just keep his level up (big if), he can win
de minaur v arnaldi: most consistent player against the least consistent player. with the crowd on his side added to that, alex will probably win. that being said, on any given day matteo could randomly start playing lights-out tennis so if this is one of those days, he’ll definitely give alex some trouble. I could see this one either being straight sets for alex or a five-setter that either of them win
fils v griekspoor: tallon barely survived his last match, but the fact that he came back from two sets down has to give him some insane confidence coming into this one. arthur has been on fire lately, but we haven’t really seen him in a lot of gritty, long bo5 matches. if he can come out swinging early and hold momentum for three sets, he can definitely win, but if it goes to four or five I think tallon could take it
dimitrov v kokkinakis: this thing is going to 5 sets. kokkinakis is known for his ridiculously long ao matches, and grigor is known for never having easy wins. grigor is definitely the better player here though, so as long as his body holds up he should win
paul v draper: jack has a massive chance of winning… if he’s fit. he just beat tommy in adelaide and in general his form has been looking pretty good lately. he did just like in a bin at the end of his round 1 match though, so that could possibly be a precursor to some health problems (or he unlocks whatever jannik did in beijing, and post-puke draper will win the ao). tommy paul made the semis last year and he can definitely also win this match. the best thing he can do is make it go as long as possible to tire jack out, but if jack is in-form then I think he’ll win in three or four sets
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swiatek v collins: I would be shocked if Iga doesn’t win this match. that being said, danielle collins is no joke when she’s playing well. if she’s feeling it, she can definitely take a set off iga, but that’s probably all she’s gonna get
ostapenko v tomljanovic: the iconic beef is rehashed! I talked about this potential match a bit when I did my draw analysis and I don’t think my opinion has changed: this all depends on jelena’s level. if she plays the way she’s been playing for the past few weeks, then she’s gonna win. but if she does what she so often does and starts making tons of errors, ajla will take advantage. no matter what happens though this is probably going to 3 sets and it will definitely be dramatic
jabeur v andreeva: similar to iga’s match - I’ll be really surprised if ons loses but I won’t be surprised if mirra wins a set. she’s really, really talented. ons didn’t play any warmup tournaments, but she did have a great first round match so her level is definitely there. I do still think she’ll win, but mirra definitely won’t make it easy
badosa v pavlyuchenkova: of all the matches on this list, this is the one where I have the least confidence in guessing the outcome. they both looked really good in their first round matches, and they’re both in different stages of a comeback. I would maybe favor nastia if it goes to 3 sets just because we don’t know how paula's stamina is right now, but paula winning in 3 isn’t out of the realm of possibility either. I honestly don’t know who’s gonna win and I’m really excited to watch
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alittleplanttherapy · 2 years
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Today we walked around town, grabbed a coffee and ate delicious ravioli at De Plantage 🌿
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lesbeana · 4 years
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habies... how are we doin??
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barkjunhee · 6 years
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They broke up Zero and Jude? what the actual fuck.
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settingtrends · 7 years
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imma need zayn to tell us if he’s going to the grammys tomorrow or not
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capseycartwright · 6 years
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take a chance on me.
Lionel gave him a sad smile. “You might,” she said. “You might have your heart broken again. You might have your heart broken ten more times, Jude, but you can’t let that fear stop you from falling in love again. I know you, Jude, and you like being in love - you like being wanted. Don’t deny yourself that because you’re afraid. Everyone is afraid to put themselves out there once they’ve had their hearts broken, but we all do it over, and over again, all for that hope we might just find someone worth loving.”
or, jude and lionel have a conversation and jude sees the value in taking risks. set post 4x04
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Jude was used to being lonely. He didn’t say that for sympathy’s sake, he really didn’t - it was a fact of life. His name was Jude Kinkade, he was twenty-eight years old, he grew up in Florida, and he had always been lonely.
It was hard not to be, given his life circumstances. Jude had always been a strange kid, messed up by the absence of a father he constantly tried to please, and a mother, who, for all that was good about her, had never really wanted Jude in the first place - she’d wanted his father, she’d wanted Oscar, and instead she got left holding the baby, literally, trapped in a tiny two-bed they could only afford because they got rent vouchers.
Jude had spent his childhood working to get out of there, out of the tiny suburb he’d grown up in, full of kids who’d never liked him and a mom he was only learning to have a relationship with now, at nearly thirty. Jude - he didn’t want to be one of those people who were scarred by their childhood, but it’s not as if he could deny the impact it had on him.
Zero had helped him move past it, a bit. Zero - he’d reached back, he’d done what no one else had done before, and it had meant so much to Jude, but even Zero had left go, in the end, he’d closed the ring box and packed a bag, and he’d left, and he’d left Jude lonely again.
Jude had opened up, and left someone in, and he’d still been left lonely. Where was the fairness in that? Why - why couldn’t he have just ended up happy with Zero, because then at least he wouldn’t be this, a twenty-eight year old man reverting back to who he was as a kid - self-isolating, walls up, trying to protect himself from a world that had never shown him enough love.
The thing was, self-isolating had gotten Jude to where he was today. A full scholarship to university, one as far away from home as he could get, was only gotten because Jude had nothing to focus on in school other than work - no friends, no parties, no love life. Jude had kept to himself, and he’d gotten straight a’s, and he’d left and he’d never looked back.
It had gotten him close enough to get his hands on the Devil’s. Jude knew Jelena had only sold him the team because she’d trusted him, trusted his judgement after a year as her second in command, but Jude had only made EVP by being ruthless, by keeping people at arms length, and throwing them under the bus when he needed to.
And now he had it all.
Jude had a bank balance that still made his heart skip in his chest when he checked it, a million miles from memories of an empty fridge and a mom who was desperate to put anything on the table for her son. Jude had the one thing he’d always dreamed of, the Los Angeles Devils, and his name on the owners office - and all before thirty, Jude one step away from getting himself on the Forbes 30 before 30 list.
But he didn’t have anyone to share it with, and he’d pushed away the one person who’d been willing to try with him, who’d been happy to ease along at Jude’s slow pace, happy to kiss him senseless and listen to Jude’s non-sensical ramblings, as if they made any sense at all.
Jude, he wasn’t an idiot.
He knew Noah could help, if he’d just let him. Noah - Noah was the kind of person you needed to fall in love with, after having your heart broken for the first time. Noah was kind, and funny, and unapologetically himself. He was open in ways Zero had never been, honest and easy to read.
They could have been good. Great, even.
Jude just didn’t know how to go about letting him in.
“Jude, do you want to tell me why my new sideline reporter has spent the last week sitting in the studio looking like his grandmother has just died?” Lionel barged into his office, handbag swinging off her elbow, one eyebrow raised. “I thought he was banging the happiness into you. Or you were banging the happiness into him,” she sat down on the edge of Jude’s desk, giving him an expectant look.
“I ended things,” Jude said simply, hoping against hope this would be the first time in Lionel’s life she wouldn’t push.
“And why would you do that?”
“He - he asked about Zero,” Jude admitted, looking down at his hands, at the watch that sat there. He’d gotten rid of the watch Zero had given him - he’d given it to Lionel, and told her to never tell him where she’d sold it. The watch that was there now, that was his, really his.
He’d bought it six months after Zero left him. Jude wasn’t sure if it was a ‘I’m surviving present’ or if it was his subconscious trying to replace every gap Zero left in his life with something new, but he’d bought it, all the same, an expensive, heavy watch that reminded him every day that he’d worked for this, that he was doing it all by himself.
“And you freaked out,” Lionel said knowingly, standing up and smoothing down the length of her skirt, moving to root in one of Jude’s cupboards, producing a bottle of whiskey.
“Lionel, I don’t need a drink.”
“Oh, this is for me,” Lionel said, taking a swig of the amber liquid before she pulled a chair up next to Jude, fixing him with a serious look as she sat down. “You are letting a man who left you control your life, Jude.”
“I’m - no, I’m not!” Jude blustered, shaking his head.
“Jude,” Lionel fixed him with that all too familiar listen to me, because you know I’m right look. “What reason have you got not to pursue dating Noah?”
“He’s not trustworthy!” Jude exclaimed. “He said it himself, he’s a walking live mic.”
“That didn’t bother you for the last month and a half, did it?” Lionel inclined her head slightly, giving Jude an expectant look. “So. I’ll say it again - what reason have you got not to pursue dating Noah? He’s gorgeous, he clearly cares about you. You’re self sabotaging, if you ask me. And for what? A man who left you?”
“Stop - stop saying that,” Jude shook his head, unable to keep the emotion out of his voice.
“Why?” Lionel asked simply. “It’s the truth, Jude. Zero left you, and for the last eighteen months, you’ve been living in a ghost of a relationship, waiting for him to come back and sweep you off your feet. But he’s not coming back, Jude.”
“Lionel, don’t.” Jude could feel his eyes filling with tears as Lionel spoke, her words far too real for him to handle.
“I let you grieve it, these past eighteen months,” Lionel didn’t seem to hear him. “But I’m not going to let you throw something that has the potential to be good away, all because you’re clinging to Zero.”
“I don’t know how to let him go,” Jude admitted, his voice wobbling. “I don’t know how to move on, Lionel. I loved him so much - I would have done anything to make him stay.”
Lionel gave him a sympathetic look, taking one of his hands in her own. “You can’t make someone stay if they don’t want to stay, Jude,” she said softly. “Love is hard, and first love, it’s the worst. Zero was your first love, and a part of you is never going to be able to let that go - it’s like that for everyone. But you have got to let yourself take those first steps, and move on.”
“What if I get my heart broken again?” Jude felt like a child, as he spoke, asking Lionel to answer the one question that had been whirling around his brain the past few days.
Lionel gave him a sad smile. “You might,” she said. “You might have your heart broken again. You might have your heart broken ten more times, Jude, but you can’t let that fear stop you from falling in love again. I know you, Jude, and you like being in love - you like being wanted. Don’t deny yourself that because you’re afraid. Everyone is afraid to put themselves out there once they’ve had their hearts broken, but we all do it over, and over again, all for that hope we might just find someone worth loving.”
Jude let Lionel’s words wash over him, the two of them sitting quietly for a few moments. “I don’t want to be lonely anymore, Lionel,” he admitted, wiping roughly at his eyes.
Lionel brushed his hair away from his forehead, her smile still a sympathetic one. “Then don’t make yourself lonely, Jude.”
It took Jude days, to gather up the courage to go and find Noah. He knew he’d hurt the other man, blown him off when all Noah was trying to do was be there for him, be the person Jude opened up to.
But he found his courage, eventually.
“Have you got five minutes?” Jude asked, spotting himself on screen as he entered the ISN studio, Noah clearly still working on the piece on Jude that was due to air soon.
Noah’s expression was unreadable as he nodded, leaning back in his chair.
“I, uh - brought you M&Ms,” Jude offered Noah the family sized bag he’d stopped off at the grocery store for that morning, remembering one of the first conversations they’d ever had. “Your favourite, right?”
Noah didn’t move to take them.
“I…” Jude shifted from foot to foot, nervous. “The first time my mom ever told me she loved me, I was fifteen. We’d gotten in a car accident, and my leg was trapped under the dash. “It took her ten more years to say it for the second time. I grew up into the kind of person Oscar would have wanted me to be - distant, cold.”
“You’ve never seemed cold to me,” Noah finally spoke, his brow furrowed.
“You know the me that was in love, once,” Jude fiddled with the plastic packaging of the candy, unsure of how to phrase what he wanted to say. “Gideon - Zero, he showed me what love was, really was for the first time, and then he left me. Thats why the breakup was private, Noah, because he left me - I asked him to marry me, and he said no.”
Noah stood up, his unreadable expression melting into one of concern.
“Everyone else - they have their first love when they’re a teenager, right? So next time you get your heart broken, when you’re older, you’re ready for it,” Jude said, willing himself to hold back tears. “Zero was my first love. I thought he was going to be the only man I ever loved, but he isn’t. Zero isn’t coming back, and part of me hasn’t accepted that.”
“I can’t compete with a guy who isn’t here, Jude,” Noah shook his head. “I won’t. I’m a lot of things, but I’m not going to be your second choice.”
“You’re not my second choice,” Jude shook his head. “God, Noah - you’re the first person who’s made me feel anything since Zero and I broke up, and thats terrifying. I feel like I’m barely over getting my heart broken for the first time, and all of a sudden I want you, I want to let you in, and that gives you the power to break my heart again, and a part of me thinks I won’t handle it again.”
Noah took the M&Ms from Jude, setting them down on the desk. “You could break my heart too, you know,” he said, the two of them practically nose to nose. “But thats an if, a maybe. We can’t see the future, Jude, and I can’t stand here and tell you if we’re going to be together in six months, or sixty years. I don’t know that, and neither do you.”
“That’s the scary part,” Jude admitted, letting out a nervous laugh.
Noah rolled his eyes good-naturedly. “You’re such a control freak, Jude.”
Jude nodded. “I know - I know I am, and I know I’m a lot to handle, and I’m sorry.”
“What for?”
“Dragging you into my mess.”
Noah glanced over his shoulder, the editing software paused on a photo of Jude’s face. “That day, when I found out who you were - I spent all evening googling you, finding out your story. There wasn’t much about you online - from South Florida, Duke University grad, ex-sports agent.”
“I might have been a serial killer,” Jude joked, knowing exactly how little there was about his life online. He’d made a point, over the years, to be the guy standing in the background, the one nobody noticed.
Now - now he wanted to be noticed.
“Jury is still out on that one,” Noah grinned. “You intrigue me, Jude, and I want to get to you better - outside of sex. I want something real with you, but you need to take a chance on me to have that. Otherwise, we’re both going to end up heartbroken, and that’s no fun.”
Jude was quiet for a second. “Is dating ever not terrifying?”
Noah laughed, the kind of laugh that lit up his whole face, his eyes crinkling around the edges. “No,” he shook his head. “But it does get a whole lot easier if you open up, Jude.”
“I’m trying,” Jude offered, a little nervous now. “I’m really bad at this, at dating. It was never easy, with Zero, and you just tell me was you want, and its new for me - but I want to try, Noah. I’m tired of letting someone who left me, control my happiness.”
“You might be really bad at dating,” Noah smirked, hands on Jude’s waist, rumpling the material of his suit jacket. “But you’re very good at sex.”
Jude laughed. “You only want me for my body, right?”
Noah winked, guiding Jude to the second desk chair. “I know what’s under those suits you always wear, Jude, and I’m not going to hide how into it all I am,” he tore open the packet of M&Ms, popping a handful into his mouth. “So - is it too soon for me to ask you to tell me about your teenage years and how much they damaged you, or?”
Jude snuck a hand into the packet of M&Ms, lobbing one at Noah’s head. “You’re an idiot.”
“And you’re wasting perfectly good chocolate!” Noah feigned offence, eating the M&M that had landed on his shirt. “I think this is the final straw for me, Jude, I can’t date you anymore - wasting chocolate is a cardinal sin.”
Jude couldn’t wipe the smile from his face as he looked at Noah, the other man so bright and happy that the entire studio felt alive. He was unlike anyone Jude had ever met, and Jude wanted him.
Jude wanted him in all the ways that could break his heart, in the end - because Lionel was right. Love was worth the risks, because what was the point in Jude having everything he’d ever wanted if he had no one to share it with?
Noah mightn’t be the love of Jude’s life. Zero wasn’t.
But he was out there somewhere, and Jude - well, he owed it to the kid he used to be to take every risk and try and find him.
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bidoctor · 11 months
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we leave for croatia in 22 days and im just over the damn moon.
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daughterofhecata · 9 months
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auxiliarydetective · 4 months
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End-of-Year Appreciation Post
Let's see if I can get this done before midnight - I have 36 minutes! But I really wanted to get this posted, so... time for a speedrun! This post won't nearly be able to say everything I wanna say, so, first and foremost: I love and appreciate all of my mutuals and people I've gotten to talk to this year, so thanks for coming to my corner of the internet and gifting me a little (or a lot - because lord knows I don't shut up if someone mentions one of my favourite fandoms) of your time!
With that being said, time for some special thanks!
@wheresmybloodynauglamir The encyclopedia of Star Trek and one of my closest friends on this hellsite. Thanks so much for literally everything you've done for me this year and all the lovely conversations. Let's have a lot more of those next year! Live long and prosper <3
@littlemervie Thank you for indulging my very nichest of niche interests like The Little Prince and for always sending me a kind message when I least expected it.
@fluffle-system My favourite bnuy in the whole world and a fellow FNAF enjoyer. I hope I always get to be the auxiliary to your detective (yes, this is actually sort of an accurate aitiology of how my url came to be - if you know you know). Let's solve more mysteries and riddles together.
@supermarine-silvally You may have only very recently stumbled into my corner of the internet but I adore every conversation we've had and I hope that many more are to come. If I had to make a choice to pass on my OCs to anyone, the great Donna Aurelia would be yours, and that's a great honor, so I hope you know how much I appreciate our conversations!
@carriagelamp We didn't talk too much this year and that's frankly a crime, but I still stare lovingly at every piece of art you've created for me, with me, or simply for the fandoms I'm in - and the ones for fandoms I don't know I stare at from afar. Just letting you know that I smile everytime I see you on my dash :)
@faerieroyal Dolly my beloved! I hereby sincerely apologize for all the times I've hopped into our Discord chat to ramble about my OCs or whine about my hour-long adventures of looking for faceclaims and/or names, but I'm not planning on stopping anytime soon. The amount of positivity and support you bring into my life is immesurable and I absolutely adore you for supporting each of my OCs, even if you don't know their fandom, and how you let me introduce you to my newest hyperfixations when the brainrot strikes. - To many more rambling sessions!
@come-along-pond who allowed me to participate in the fyeahonepieceocs blog and gave me a platform to launch my own little project of a OP resources blog from. - Through anon hate and plot bunnies, you've helped me and supported me through so much and I'm really, really thankful for that!
@oneirataxia-girl @endless-oc-creations and everyone else in the Discord Server, thank you so much for suffering through my countless pings and appearing when I need you most to offer your advice and help. You've saved many of my OCs in the past and I'm certain you'll keep doing so in the future.
@starcrossedjedis @bravelittleflower and @ninjasawakenedmystar aka the angels who made Cora's creation possible - and by extention then also that of Lily and La Donna! Thanks so much, my fellow One Piece girlies!
@thehedgehogat221b who has been keeping me tethered to the A-Team fandom, making sure that I never forget how happy it makes me, and who always has time to spare to hear me ramble about Kit Kelley and her conman boyfriend
@daughterofhecata @bistdueinbaum and the entire Die Drei ??? fandom. You brought me onto Tumblr and though I may not be as active in the fandom anymore, Tumblr still considers my blog a Die Drei ??? blog and I don't plan on forgetting my roots anytime soon, so I promise you more detective content in the year 2024 - featuring my beloved Jelena, of course! My token adopted side character... Maybe I'll also hop into the Tatort fandom, who knows? Also, can we make Rosenheim Cops a fandom? I feel kinda lonely and silly over here lol
@claramurphyqueenoffandoms the VoicePlay supporter. Man, was I happy to find someone who loves these dorks as much as I do. We haven't talked much, but thanks so much for enabling the hyperfixation that triggered my character development into a happier person and letting me relive those memories.
@cody-helix02 @thoughpoppiesblow @footprintsinthesxnd @kafka-ohdear and the entire Band of Brothers fandom. You've been so nice to me from day one when I first stumbled into the fandom and you still are incredibly lovely people! I'd like to give something back, so, if you ever need any research done for your fic and you can't find anything, let me know and I'll traverse my resources and my university's library to see what I can find <3 Also, I shall present to you more Anita content in the future! There's one fic featuring Luz and one featuring Bull curently in my projects list!
@maxwellshimbo @asaturnerofficial and all the other lurkers and people I constantly find in my notes - you always brighten my day. I'll have had an awful no good time but then I see you and I go: "Ah yes, my friends are still here" and I feel so much better!
Thanks to much to everyone on and off the list, and have a very lovely new year!
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difficultbutreal · 6 years
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I can’t help but feel a little bit worried whether Justin and Selena are on break or fighting. But I also feel silly for worrying since everything could be fine with them. I hope I’m making sense and that I haven’t bored you with me rambling away. 😬
You never have to worry about boring or bothering me, I love talking to you guys about anything that’s on your mind!
Here’s what I wanna say about this: 21 days ago, Justin claimed her by saying she’s his valentine and they made out in public giving zero fucks about who saw them. 16 days ago, Jelena blessed us with the cutest candids in Jamaica. 7 days ago, Selena claimed her man. Not even one day ago, Justin’s car was parked right behind hers and even tough they were not sitting together at church, people said he was smiling and looking at her and she was smiling when she left even tough there were paps.
Here’s something about those articles: e!news changed their own article quiely after their sources were wrong about where Sel is. They literally embarrassed themselves. People had an article that claimed “they weren’t getting along” - which is a joke itself like did they see the same pictures we saw? Not getting along? - and that they were taking a break. And then they claimed they have a source that “confirms they were never officially back together”. I’m gonna leave it at that because it’s just ridiculous.
So did they fight? Maybe. Do they have problems? Like every other couple does. That does not mean they’re done. That does not mean that they won’t last this time. Remember the way the look at each other and found their way back to each other and trust that love. Whatever happens, will happen. But for now I’m saying don’t worry too much.
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jelenasbitvh · 7 years
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Gosh Justin loves sel so much its not normal ppl dont get it he is willing to give her the world and everything in it 😫😭💕💕You know what I'm gonna take a nap and when i wake up jelena will be together and happy and they will slay the grammy red carpet oh yes you heard me .... 😂😂😄 that happens when you listen to journals 😂😭💔💗💗 God i was rambling whooo had to get that out lol 😂
😂😂😂❤️❤️❤️
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selenastaylors · 5 years
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Thanks for listening to my Jelena ramblings love! Also.. seeing the Lice twins together makes me laugh because literally almost right after Jelena broke up, Justin went running back to Hailey.. like Hailey, no you can better.
ofc!! also its because selena rejected him again for marriage lolllll so he ran to lice twin #2
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alittleplanttherapy · 2 years
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today i bought a beautiful huge large form monstera and then 20 minutes later proceeded to accidentally snap off her biggest leaf...i cried
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