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Never Been A Friend | Part 1 | Jeon Jk

♧ synopsis: Sneaky glances across the room weighed with a dozen different meanings left to be unsaid; confusion, desire, lust. He was never a friend, was he?

♧ pairing: brother's bsf!jk, bratty!reader.

♧ warnings: y/n is too drunk to form a sentence, jungkook loves cursing, jungkook is jealous out of his mind, kinda enemies but not really, jungkook calls y/n a brat that he cant stand, someone calls y/n a slut, and that's all i can remember 😙

♧ WC: 1.6K

♧ a/n: hello loves! wrote this in one sitting and it's barely edited, but the intention is there lmao i love you all so much please enjoy! dont hesitate to tell me what you think <3 im like the no.1 supporter for constructive criticism lol okay thank you byeeeee

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JK's POV

She whines,

Throws tantrums,

Acts like a goddamn brat for the sake of being annoying,

And I still want her lips around my cock.

Why?

That goes beyond the fucking level of my emotional understanding.

I want her wrapped around my finger. I want her to get on her fucking knees and apologize for all the turbulent feelings she makes me suffer by.

She ruined my night.

I was fucking.

Blowing a girl's back just to lay off some steam. Get the stress of the college life off my shoulders.

But then, she just had to cock-block me.

My best friend’s sister.

Speaking of the twat, he dared to interrupt my one night stand for the sake of his bratty sister.

Usually, I love brats.

My type.

They make sex enjoyable. All the more pleasurable when they try to resist.

Keyword: try.

Because I know for a damn straight fact when a girl wants to be disciplined.

Fucked right and put in her place.

Reminds me of her. Y/L/N Y/N.

Except for one thing, though- she makes my fucking insides churn in all uncomfortable ways.

She doesn’t have a bratty attitude, the bitch has a bratty personality.

Yes, she is indeed a bitch. I can't stand a girl who's always annoying just because she feels like it. She'd never had a valid reason to hate me, and neither did I.

When I first met her, I mean.

She was laughing with her brother having breakfast one time when I came out of my room for painkillers and a glass of water.

Her brother and I were both freshmen in need of a dorm, and we agreed on splitting the rent once in a frat party.

Yes... we were both strangers to each other, but we clicked.

Met through mutuals, and our vibes matched. After living with each other for over six months now, we've grown pretty close.

He's cool, agreed on basic rules like who does the laundry or dishes, helped with assignments, and was always there when needed.

He's a friend. A close one.

A tolerable one.

That can't be said about a certain someone, though.

She scowled at me that day and later told me she didn't like my vibe when I confronted her about it.

Bullshit.

And yet, she's the reason I left a naked girl in my bed and came to this godforsaken club in the first place.

Her brother is here, too, which is why he called me to come pick her up. Said something about her being drunk, and since he had taken a shot or two as well, he couldn't take her home himself.

Or he just didn't want to, because he was also getting laid tonight.

That's proven to be right when I see him making out with a girl near the bathrooms.

His hands grope her all over as she arches into him, which is enough to make me look away.

Sly motherfucker.

Casting my vision toward the main dance floor, I scan the crowd for a short brunette with soft features.

Annoyingly soft features.

So soft that I want to corrupt her. Tear the bratty exterior and dig through the filthy dark side on the inside.

But those features aren't the only things that infuriate the hell out of me.

It's her innocence.

How can a brat be innocent, you may ask?

When my gaze lands on her, my jaw tenses in annoyance.

She sways her hips sensually, eyes closed and mouth open as she slides her hands down her body to a seductive beat following her movements.

I follow the action, eyes unable to tear away from her figure.

Her fingers skim over her neck down to her breasts and then further, the lightness she seems to be handling her body with attending to a grace she always breathed by.

Fuck, I hate this woman.

Hate everything about her.

How she moves.

How she walks.

How she fucking talks.

Runs her mouth like a brat who needs to be handled.

No- not like- is.

She is a brat.

A brat who's oblivious to all the eyes she's attracting.

Including mine.

Fuck.

Her dancing resumes as her eyes stay closed, feeling every beat.

She's enjoying herself.

Not for long.

I school my expression- which had turned into a scowl the moment I set my eyes on her- and begin my stride towards her.

I spot a man doing the same, but she's absolutely mind-numb as she continues to dance with her damn eyes closed.

I was irritated, but now I'm literally fed up.

He's a couple inches shorter than me, wearing a white tee and skinny ripped jeans.

Not to mention, his hair is slicked back by a disgusting amount of hair gel.

Ew.

He approaches Y/N with predatory eyes and a shit eating grin, his gaze set straight on her perky ass.

Which is just barely covered by the tight little dress she's wearing, inching higher and higher up her thighs as we speak.

My steps quicken when I see him reach out, apparently intending to slap her ass.

My blood boils.

White noise drowns out all available access to the outside world as I break out into a jog and reach her just in time.

My hand swiftly slides onto her tiny waist, and I glare at the man whose shit-eating grin is now gone, replaced with confusion.

Y/N's eyes stay closed as she giggles, and it's now I notice how drunk she is.

Bright crimson tints her cheeks and her breath smells of strong tequila, obviously from having taken too many shots.

Isn't she here with friends?

How could they leave her alone like this?

Her brother's here. Her brother is here.

My breath turns heavy, my heartbeat quickening. I have to stop myself from punching the douchebag in front of me into fucking oblivion because I don't know if i'll ever stop once I start.

Fuck.

I try to focus on anything besides her frame that's barely hanging onto me, all the exhaustion from her dancing catching up to her as she fights to keep her eyes open.

Why the fuck is she here all alone? Why did they- whoever she's here with, except her brother- leave her here like this?

Like she's not even aware of where she is.

Like she's not sober enough to be responsible.

Like she's not fucking strong enough to defend herself if anything happened to her.

I might punch a wall.

My grip tightens around her waist, which makes her drowsily lift her head to stare up at me.

She's still shorter than me with heels on, enough to put her neck in an uncomfortable position whenever she looks up at me.

It's adorable.

But that's none of my concerns as the slimy fuck keeps undressing her with his eyes. Makes me want to claw them out with my bare hands.

Repress.

"Wha..." She starts, growing more and more confused as she tries to wrap her head around where the hell she is. "Jungkook? What are you..."

She trails off into a mindfuck, allowing me to set my full focus on the man still staring between us with wariness.

My gaze hasn't worn off him since I saw him fucking reach for her ass, which makes me want to bash his head against the wall.

My breathing turns heavy again.

Repress.

"Off-limits." I bite out with enough to control to shock myself. I'm even more surprised that this motherfucker is still breathing.

His eyes thin into slits as he eyes me suspiciously. "I haven't seen you here the last couple of hours. Thought her sexy ass came alone." His eyes skim over her body, gaze lingering longer than necessary on her breasts.

Guess someone's leaving with no limbs tonight.

"You thought wrong." It takes almost all the last bits of my control to reply with that before I start turning around to leave, Y/N almost falling asleep on my arm.

She clutches the hem of my shirt with a weak grip, like a toddler would its mom.

If I couldn't get here in time, what would've happened?

I catch myself before I overthink it. If I did, I'm afraid I might commit a crime tonight. One of shameless blood and murder-

Repress.

My back is turned to him when I hear a low whistle, which makes me pause, angry enough for my limbs to shake with adrenaline.

"You know, It's often rare for a slut with such a sweet ass to be out here all alone wearing that. Almost like she's begging for a cock-"

The words are barely out of his mouth before my fist connects with his face. The force of my blow got him on the floor, nose fucked and bleeding. Might be broken.

Good. Bare minimum.

I almost straddle him and punch him to his fucking fortunate death.

Almost.

But I have to get Y/N home.

I can't stand this anymore.

I can't stand her anymore.

Coming here alone? Dressed like that?

I mean yes, she did come here with her idiot brother who thinks with his dick, but he's nowhere to be found.

How can someone be so nonchalant to just leave his sister here all alone?

I'm so goddamn confused.

And infuriated.

And...angry.

Fucking fuck.

I need to get her the fuck out of here before i lose my fucking mind.

Fuck me.

The punch I just delivered did little to satiate my thirst for this slimy fucker's blood.

But again, Y/N's more important.

I turn, my panic spiking so high it reaches levels it had never before when I find Y/N out of my sight.

My breathing starts to go abnormal for the nth time this night.

I might develop heart problems.

A sigh leaves my mouth when I spot her by the bars, trying to convince the bartender to give her another shot. Relief floods my system, and my breaths regulate.

I send a quick text the girl- who i already forgot the name of- and tell her to head home. She sends a crying emoji back but agrees nonetheless, telling me to call her back when everything is sorted out on my end.

I have other things to care for.

Or I guess, in this case, a certain person to tend to.

God, It's gonna be a long night.

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note: nah cos why did u guys blow up 6.5??? jus cos it was nasty sex ????? WAS THE MIRROR SEX CH NOT AS HOT ???? 😭 jus kidding … hello to my new readers !! hello to my day 1s !!! i’m so glad u’re here <3 enj this ch as we are near the end … i know i took a hot minute... but now u guys will know WHY. pls lmk ur thots ,, i am in desperate need of validation cos i’m losing motivation 😀✊🏽 mwah ,, wuv u all ,, until next time !

warnings: this ch is lengthy !!! i'm too lazy to do a word count... anyways,, miscommunication (jk & mina, mina & oc, eunwoo & jk & oc, etc etc), rejection (take a wild guess 😛) and jealousy ((take an even wilder guess)) angst & implied smut (((pls do not be like jk,, he’s such a douche in this ch))) oc has mean girl vibes... etc etc👨‍🍳✨

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When Yuna meets you, she's wearing Taehyung’s jersey.

You keep your mouth shut about it, hoping if you don’t bring up her situationship with Taehyung—she won’t bring up yours with Jungkook.

It’s simple girl logic. Something you’ve always loved about Yuna is that even though she is the nosiest human to ever exist—she knows her boundaries when it comes to you. With that, you’ve always felt safe with her. Eventually, you’ll tell her everything. Besides, what fun is being in a situationship when your loving friends come in with their thoughts and concerns? Evidentially bringing the truth to light and ending your delusion?

No fun!

Speaking of delusion…

“Oh my god,” Yuna gasps as she makes an effort to block your view. You huff at her, annoyed at how childish she’s acting. She waves her arms frantically, trying to keep you focused on the other side of the bleachers. Isn’t that ridiculous? For someone trying to get you to avoid looking a specific way, she draws all the attention to it. “Babes, whatever you do, don’t look—___, seriously? Stop! Please, you’re just going to—”

In disbelief, you grumble; “why is Mina wearing Jungkook’s jersey?”

Your own words make you want to throw up.

What the actual fuck.

She’s standing a few feet away from the soccer team with her friends. The towels in their hands—at this point should be pompoms—make them look so… Entitled? You don’t even know half of the girls she’s standing with. Yet, you hate them.

You despise them and the way they look so perfect.

They’re all wearing a team member’s jersey… Mina just so happens to have Jungkook’s on. It makes you wonder… Did he give that to her? Did they meet after you two fucked? Did he really mean it when he said, “quickie?”

Did he mean anything he said to you at the party? Not that he was making promises... It's just irritating because you almost believed him.

Believed in being his girl.

... Whatever that means.

His words were sweet but the way he looked into your eyes was his entire tell. They were sweeter. He had a softness in his gaze. It looked genuine—you swear it was.

“I think the jerseys are from last season… Look!” Yuna tugs the fabric of the jersey sleeve to you and begins to point details out. “See? This is Taehyung’s from this season. It’s made of thinner material and even the colour is lighter! Mina’s is—”

You turn the other cheek, not bothering to entertain the rest of this conversation. What was the use? You’d only hurt yourself with all the overthinking and cause drama between you and Jungkook. Besides, you have faith in him. He knows how you feel when it comes to Mina… He wouldn’t push it, right? And if anything… You can’t seem to think of a reason why he would be upset with you right now.

The quickie was just a quickie.

Not much to say. He was normal—until he left. Jungkook had left without saying goodbye and it made you feel a little weird. Not even a text? Not even a heads-up? Not even a kiss? Odd of him.

Again, it’s nothing worth starting a fight.

… And besides, when were you guys the type to fight over things like this? You two aren’t dating. Communication—in this sense—is it really necessary?

“Shit,” Yuna nudges you. “She’s waving at us. Wave back so she doesn’t know we’re talking shit—”

“We’re not talking shit,” you hiss. “Who even cares?”

“Okay, jealous era!” Her words earn an eye roll from you. Quickly, you give in and flash Mina a faint smile and wave your hands at her. She giggles and returns to chatting with her friends.

“Remind me again… Why did I come?” you groan as you take a seat. Ignoring you, Yuna sits down beside you and takes her phone out. You peek over and see that she’s texting Taehyung good luck. “Do you go to all their games?”

“I try to.”

“Why?”

“What do you mean why?” Yuna snorts. “Taehyung likes the support.”

You bite your tongue.

Should you even ask? It’s probably safer to assume, right?

“Do you like Taehyung?” Your words come out of your mouth before you can stop yourself. Afraid of her reaction, you brace yourself for her defensiveness. Instead, her lips curve into a smirk.

“Do you like Jungkook?”

Stupid question.

Just when Yuna thinks you’re about to react to her question, the crowd begins to cheer. You two turn your attention to the field where your Uni’s team and the opposing team all come out and shake each other’s hands. Then, they run a small lap around the bleachers and briefly greet everyone.

You watch Jungkook in silence. You don’t cheer his name or even wave. It doesn’t matter though. He sees you.

When he does, he playfully squints his eyes and tilts his chin up. With both of his hands, he makes the OK hand gesture and brings the circle parts to his eyes. Then, he flips one.

69.

Your eyes widen. As you throw your head back to laugh, out of instinct, you give him the middle finger. He chuckles and returns your gesture by blowing you a kiss.

Mina watches as he blows his kiss towards you.

Her cheers go quiet. For a split second, you two make eye contact. She smiles at you shyly. You gulp and turn your attention back to the field. Shortly, the game begins. As the crowd cheers, she finds her mood again. Meanwhile, your attention goes back and forth to Mina, cheering on the sidelines, and Jungkook, playing like losing isn’t an option.

For some reason, you feel a little bad. She’s so supportive and cute (you hate to admit it)… And he’s… Well, why does it matter what he is? All you know is that he isn’t hers.

Yet, he isn’t yours either.

Jungkook scores the final goal.

Of course, he does.

As the crowd goes wild, you can’t help but join in. His teammates run to him, engulfing him like the ace he is. Jungkook pokes his head out and looks at the crowd. When his eyes land on you, you offer him and smile and a thumbs up. He sticks his tongue out at you before he returns to his victorious team.

Shortly after, Yuna guides you down to the field the minute your area clears. As she does this, you can’t help but feel a little nervous. What were you going to say to him? Even if you had already seen and spent time with him today, right now feels a lot different.

The way to the field isn’t that long of a walk. Suddenly, you’re standing across from him. He’s saying his last few goodbyes to his teammates and hanging back with Taehyung. Yuna sprints to Taehyung, happily congratulating him and teasing his soccer moves. You watch in awe as the two bond and laugh together. Walking to Jungkook, you keep your head high.

He would be happy you showed up, right? You didn’t text him that you were coming… But this is a good surprise! At least, you hope it is. He mentioned not telling you about the game because he didn’t feel like begging you to come. Well, here you are. No begging and no sour attitude. You’re here for him.

It’s all shits and giggles until Mina beats you to him.

He’s only a few steps away from you, but in an instant—he feels so far away. You pause, wondering if you should continue to walk to him. It doesn’t matter if he was watching or waiting for you to come to him; you can leave right now. You could turn around and just wait by the bleachers. Or… You could just go home.

Perhaps there’s a look in your eye that gives your thoughts away or maybe, your friends just know you too well.

Yuna catches you backing away. She glares at you and side-eyes the direction towards Jungkook. In response, you shake your head with a polite smile—a smile that is trying to mask the fact that you kind of want to rip Mina’s cute head off.

Polite.

Just as you’re about to turn away, you feel someone grab onto your forearm. Looking up, you realize it’s Eunwoo.

“When we were dating, I almost always begged you to come to these games,” Eunwoo complains, grinning ear to ear. “Funny seeing you here.”

Eunwoo isn’t on the team.

He doesn’t even play soccer, really. Basketball is more of his thing. In all fairness, he loves sports and a lot of his friends are on the soccer team. When you two were dating, you were almost never together on Friday nights because of these stupid games. He’d beg for you to come with him and you’d reject and promise him your Saturday night.

“You aren’t even on the team,” you laugh, earning an embarrassed grin from him. “What’s the point of going to a game if your boyfriend isn’t on the team?”

He tilts his head. Suddenly, your words sink in. Did you really just say that?

“I came with Yuna!” you attempt to save yourself. “She always comes to these things… For Taehyung or something.. I—I just thought I’d c-check it out.”

Eunwoo gives you a funny look.

You aren’t sure if he bought your excuse but you’ll pretend like he did just to salvage any dignity you have left. Everything feels so embarrassing right now. Nothing is going your way and you just feel so out of place.

Is it overstimulation?

You came all this way to see one person—why are there so many other people?

“Are you here to see Jungkook?” Eunwoo asks bluntly. “You know… Since he’s on the team.”

Eyes widened, you shake your head profusely. “Ew! W-what? No! Who said that? I’m here because my friends are on the team and—”

“You’re a bad liar,” he interrupts you. “Always have been. You should stick with being honest.”

You huff at him. Out of everyone here, he’s probably your safest option when it comes to admitting the truth. In a way—in your way—you give in.

“He’s talking to Mina.”

“Oh,” Eunwoo turns his head, seeing for himself what all your fuss is about. When he takes it all in, he turns back to you with a shrug. “She’s cute.”

“She is cute… You should date her.”

Eunwoo rolls his eyes before engulfing you in a bear hug. He ruffles your hair, knowing you hate it when he does this. You groan and shove him away from you. As you compose yourself, he sighs.

“Yah, ___,” Eunwoo lifts his finger and points at you. With a serious tone, he warns you: “Don’t be so obvious with your jealousy. It hurts my feelings that you never acted this jealous when it came to me.”

You smile at him sweetly. “That’s because you’re a well-trained dog.”

“Ouch!” Eunwoo laughs, pretending you hurt his heart. “Yes, it’s true. What can I say? Any day being your bitch is a good day to be a dog… That’s why I’m still begging for you back even though I broke up with you.”

With a whiney tone, you say, “oh, shut up.”

“Still a no to the whole getting-back-together-with-me thing?” he winks, sightly kidding and slightly not. You cross your arms and shake your head at him. He attempts one last time. “Awh, come on! We can even fake date just to get a reaction out of Jungkook… I have no problem betraying friendship for love.”

“Oh my god, shut up!”

This time, you roll your eyes at him and tell him he’s being ridiculous. You remind him that his little drunken confession at the party was close to meaningless. He knew from the very start that you’re the type to move on when things end. Good or bad, you never look back. You’ve lived your life this way for so long—you can’t recall whether it brought you more luck or pain.

Eunwoo doesn’t care for your little speech. Instead, he laughs and continues to push your buttons.

“Wow, you must love Jungkook at this point. You know, you can just say that, right? You loveeee—“

You lunge yourself to him, attempting to playfully put him in a chokehold. He’s a lot taller than you so you struggle. Honesty, it’s cute and he can’t resist you. Eunwoo laughs and bends his knees, pretending to struggle as you seek revenge. He gives in, letting you have your way.

Meanwhile, Jungkook can’t concentrate on his conversation with Mina.

The big smile on his face faded as he watched you turn away when you were only a few steps away from him. How could you do such a thing? You walking towards him made him so happy. It was a sight he had been daydreaming of for the past few days. Though he saw you just hours before, he didn’t expect to see you at the game.

He thought you didn’t care.

Yet, there you were.

Shit, how does he even begin to explain how it felt to see you there? How annoying it was when you threw your head back to laugh, and his heart raced like never before? He was obsessed with you. Every little thing you do—he was your number one fan.

Except for moments like these.

Where you hesitate as you walk towards him. Where you get distracted and forget about him just because your ex showed up.

Where you give up.

“... And so, I guess… What I’m trying to ask is if you’d want to grab dinner with me and my friends? And then maybe we could do something after that… Alone? Like just the two of us?” Mina’s voice cuts in, interrupting Jungkook’s thoughts of you. “We could watch a movie at my place? My roommate went home for the weekend so we’d have the place to ourselves.”

He stares blankly, trying his best to process everything Mina is blabbing about.

“Ohh… Thanks for the offer! You know the team and I usually celebrate with dinner together, right? ” Jungkook says it happily as if he isn’t rejecting her. “Next time?”

Idiot, Jungkook thinks to himself.

No next time. No this time. No nothing.

Why does he do this? Why does he always push things back for Mina when he doesn’t even want to reschedule? He doesn’t want to reject her… But he does.

Within seconds, the disappointment in Mina’s eyes fades when she comes up with a solution. Her eyes light up, believing in the compromise she’s about to pitch. “Then maybe I could join you guys? Taehyung and Yuna already know me and—”

“But it’s a team thing.”

Mina’s eyebrows furrow. Slightly offended, she pushes the conversation. “Oh… But Eunwoo goes. Yuna does too. She isn’t on the team—she’s just dating Taehyung.”

“No, she isn’t,” Jungkook laughs, finding the assumption cute. “At least, not yet.”

It’s not that funny, though. Mina doesn’t laugh and the silence between the two is heavy. Her facial expression drops, indicating her mood shifts to something less enthusiastic.

Annoyance?

Desperation?

Hurt.

“___ isn’t on the team. She isn’t dating you… But she’ll be there, right?” Mina chokes her words out as if she’s accepting her defeat. Saying this is a wildcard, but she plays it anyway. “Or what I mean to say is that she’s not dating you… Not yet. Haha.”

Jungkook opens his mouth, but nothing comes out. It’s dry and it’s… Nothing. No words, no thoughts.

He can’t think of a defense and he isn’t even really sure what he’s supposed to say. In his lifetime, he has gotten more than a handful of confessions… But for some reason, this one feels painful.

Pitiful.

“I don’t know what you want me to say,” Jungkook breathes. He scratches the back of his neck and looks at Mina shyly. “I really appreciate the support—I really do. It’s just… I never wanted yours.”

Mina stares at him blankly.

“Okay, I get that… But… This is what you do when you like someone. You do thoughtful things they never ask for. You sit through their practices even if it’s pouring rain or hot as fuck. You wash your towels with their favourite laundry detergent because they mentioned they're sensitive to strong scents—no, actually… I think you drive them home and ignore the other girl who sits with his friends and waits for him… Right? You blow her kisses from across the field instead of the girl that helped set up for the game.”

Jungkook’s heart drops.

“Mina—”

“I waited for you and you never came. You didn’t even text me. Do you know how that feels? To wait for someone and they don’t even—god, I like you so much I made myself look sooo stupid.” Mina groans in frustration. She puts her hands to her face, taking a breath in before continuing to get things off her chest.

“I should’ve left. Instead, I stayed and checked my phone every two minutes in case you texted. Then, I thought, okay… At least I can try to bond with your friends. But you know what? All they could talk about was you and ___. I sat there, listening and nodding like an idiot.”

Fuck.

Jungkook wants to sympathize with her, but can’t find the words or the strength to reach out. As he hesitates, Mina gathers her final thoughts and makes her last few moves. Abruptly, she shoves the towel in her hands to Jungkook’s chest.

“She didn’t even know you joined the team again after quitting. She has never gone to a game until today. She doesn’t even chant your name or cheer when you score a goal. She’s over there, flirting with her ex-boyfriend while you’re here rejecting me.” Mina fumes. “Is that who you’re going to pick over me? If so, fine. Nice choice, Jungkook. I wish you the best. Thanks for wasting my time.”

“You chose to be here. Look at yourself. Why are you even wearing that?” Jungkook points at the jersey she has on. Mina tightens her lips, suddenly feeling ridiculous. She pushes past him but pauses when Jungkook mumbles the words, “You led yourself on.”

Sharply, Mina raises her voice. “She doesn’t even want you.”

Ouch.

Mina’s words hit Jungkook right in the heart. Right in the spot where his insecurities and overthinking take place—the words strike him.

They hurt him.

They kill him.

“Don’t speak for her,” he warns, gaze lowered and stern. “She may not have cheered as loud as you during the game, but who fucking cares when she was chanting my name the other night… Or was it before the game today? I can’t remember. Fucked around too much to remember.”

Mina darts Jungkook a glare. “You’re an insensitive asshole. Do you know that?”

Jungkook huffs, beginning to feel frustrated. “Your feelings are yours, my feelings are mine. So, you don’t get to say shit about ___ to me—not about the way she treats me or her choices. I’m a grown man, Mina. I can figure it out when I need to pull out and how much shit I can take.”

“Mind giving me a few lessons, then?” she asks, eyes beginning to tear up. “I think I put up with yours for a minute too long.”

Everything becomes difficult in that exact second. There’s so much empathy Jungkook wants to express, but can not. He should not. He needs to pull away now or else he would be doing exactly what she’s accusing him of doing—leading her on.

“I’m sorry, Mina,” Jungkook apologizes softly, truly feeling stuck. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.”

Mina sighs, eyes watery from the tears that threaten to fall. “You’re a grown man, Jungkook. You can figure it out when you need to pull out and how much shit you can take.”

Jungkook lowers his head, feeling bad for his harsh words. A part of him hates how this interaction went down. He could’ve been kinder. He should’ve been kinder. At the same time, it feels like this is all worth it. There’s no better way to end things than just to cut everything off.

Still, he attempts one last time.

“Mina,” Jungkook raises his face and looks at her in the eyes. “Look, I was as honest as I could be. I didn’t know I would like her so much. I didn’t know I’d feel this way about her at all… It just happened. I don’t mean to be an asshole. I didn’t mean to lead you on. I’m so sorry. With my whole heart, I am so fucking sorry."

Mina gulps, a little taken aback by his words. There’s a relief in her heart when Jungkook expresses his feelings to her. At least, there was clarity.

At least, he was honest.

At least, it ends like this.

She balls her fists and raises them. Waving them in the air, slowly and cutely, she smiles at Jungkook one last time.

Softly, she cheers, “go, Jungkook. Go.”

In the past, the friendgroup seating arrangement was a no-brainer. The order always went: other friends, you, Yuna, Taehyung, and then Jungkook. This was the blueprint.

Tonight, it’s different.

It earns a few confused looks, but nothing major. No one thinks twice about it. Maybe that’s because they didn’t catch the small moment in between—the one where Jungkook tugged on the hem of your crewneck and you complied. Taking a seat beside him, he keeps his hands near yours.

Though the restaurant is packed and busy, sitting beside Jungkook feels slow.

Was this even possible? For time to feel like it slows down when you’re beside him? It’s like every gesture he makes, every word that comes out of his mouth, and every stolen glance at you feels mindlessly slow. Yet, your heart races beside him. Even then, you can’t deny how gentle he is.

How every fingertip brush he makes is intentional. How he eventually hooks his pinky onto yours. How he inches closer and closer to you. Each time, you look away and pretend you don’t notice it. You do. You really do.

It feels strange.

Back at the field, it felt like he didn’t pay attention to you. Was it because of whatever he and Mina had discussed moments before? He didn’t talk about it when he joined you and Eunwoo. Instead, he kindly greeted you two and excused himself to quickly shower at the locker room before heading out to dinner. You and Eunwoo agreed to wait for him.

So, you can’t put your finger on it.

He was acting strange, but it wasn’t like anyone else was saying anything about it. A part of you wonders if it’s all in your head. Even though he had acknowledged your presence and excused himself politely—it felt like he was distant.

It hurt your feelings.

Why is he acting so weird? The possibilities you make in your head feel limited. The entire way here, you kept replaying moments between you two recently. What could have gone wrong? What could you have done wrong? What about him changed his mind about you? These thoughts flooded your mind so much that you didn’t even realize that he tugged on your crewneck for you to sit down beside him.

Now, here you are.

Mind racing with anxious thoughts, sitting beside the man who is the cause.

Your mind is telling you one thing, but his actions are proving otherwise. You don’t know which to believe and it makes you unsure of what to do. Everything is muffled and you can barely make out the small talk happening around you. The only thing clearer than your confused feelings are Jungkook’s gentle touches.

… That is until Yuna and Eunwoo begin to argue.

“Don’t you usually sit beside her?”

Yuna dismisses him. “Who cares?”

“I do,” Eunwoo protests. “If anyone is going to steal your seat, it’s going to be me!”

“No! You can’t. You can sit beside Taehyung—”

Eunwoo crosses his arms at her. “I thought you liked me. Am I no longer your favourite?”

His words trigger Yuna’s shoulders to drop. She bites her tongue and side eyes Jungkook. Jungkook catches her look and simply clears his throat. Then, he nudges you.

“Let Yuna sit beside you.” Jungkook’s tone is serious yet casual. You tilt your head at him and give him a weird look.

“Why does it matter?” you press. In all honesty, you aren't sure of what answer to expect. You're just poking the bear just because you can.

“I’m sitting beside you,” Jungkook points out. “It only makes sense that Yuna sits on your other side. Your favourite people in the world, you know?”

Unfazed, you shake your head. “Be honest… Do you not want Eunwoo to sit beside me?”

“I’m sitting beside you. Focus on that.”

You huff. “It’s yes or no, Jungkook.”

“Or.”

He answers without a lighthearted tone. Without a smile. Without the intention of miscommunicating what he wants. You can’t help but pity him. It’s obvious he’s a little sensitive right now and considering how he left things with you earlier—maybe you should be kinder. Maybe you should cater to him tonight.

But… At the same time…

Jungkook is being difficult, so maybe you should run the same play.

Okay, fine.

Since the ball is in your court, you shoot your shot.

“Eunwoo,” you say sweetly, “sit beside me. Yuna can sit beside Taehyung.”

Taehyung, who is sitting across from you, gulps. He instantly feels like he’s caught in the middle. Between trying to please every request Yuna throws at him to catering to his friends—when would this agony end? When could he finally have peace and not get poop anxiety from all this drama?

“But ___—”

You hush your best friend. Yuna pouts and glares at Eunwoo. Truth be told, she doesn’t care if she’s the one sitting beside you or not—she just didn’t want it to be Eunwoo. For Jungkook’s sake; she wanted it to be him. But by the looks of it, Jungkook is in a mood and you’re way too in your head tonight. Ultimately, she accepts her defeat and slumps beside Taehyung.

Taehyung tries to cheer her up by pointing at her favourite foods. It works. She instantly smiles and sits up with pep. He lets out a breath of relief and shares a look with Jungkook. A, that-was-a-close-one kind that makes Jungkook laugh. You watch as he laughs and can’t help but feel your annoyance begin to fade.

Okay… It’s confirmed. He’s in a weird mood tonight, but he’s still Jungkook.

He is still your Jungkook.

As Eunwoo settles beside you, he strikes up a conversation with the other teammates around him. On your left, you just hear Eunwoo talking your ear off. On your right, Jungkook goes on his phone and goes quiet. Only every so often would he chuckle or make a side comments.

It’s then that you realize you hate where you’re sitting.

So, you do the only logical thing you can.

Flirt with him.

Slowly, you place your hand on Jungkook’s thigh. You lean forward, pressing some weight on him. He puts his phone down and looks up at you. Cutely, you smile at him and take your hands off his lap.

Patting his head, you softly tell him; “Jungkook, you played well.”

You run your fingers through his damp hair and look into his eyes. You bat your eyelashes a few times, attempting to act cute. Deep inside, you hope this works. You hope you win him over.

You do.

Right then and there, all his plans go out the window. He will never get used to this. He loves hearing praises from your lips. In complete trance of how you say it, what you say, and why you say it—everything. He craves for you to be obsessed with him the way he is with you.

So, fuck it.

He could pause his sulky attitude for you.

Anything for you.

Jungkook’s lips curve into a half smile. “Don’t be cute.”

“Why?” you pout. “Is it working?”

“Are you trying to entice me?” He chuckles before leaning close to you and lowering his voice. “It’s working, I’ll admit that… But it’s kind of shameless of you to be trying so hard right now. Our friends are here, ___… Don’t start shit you can’t finish, pookie.”

Playfully, you hit his shoulder. “I always finish.”

“Is that so?”

You look at him as innocent as possible. “Yeah. Thanks to you.”

Jungkook goes dizzy.

As he’s about to make a shameless remark, the waiter squeezes himself in between you two and places water down for the table. Everyone thanks him and reaches for a cup. Jungkook hands you one and you drink it.

“Thirsty as always,” he shakes his head at you fondly.

Then, he takes a sip of his water. By complete accident, some water spills and gets the corner of his mouth and a bit of his chin wet. You laugh, put down your cup, and tug on your sleeves. Without much thought, you move closer to him and use your sleeves to dry him.

“You always spill your drink,” you nag. “Are you a child?”

He stays still, not wanting you to move away. “No.”

You taunt him. “Baby.”

“Who the fuck is baby?” Jungkook mimics.

Lowering your gaze, you send him a warning look. He laughs and puts his hands up in surrender. As you finish cleaning him up, you sneak in a final comment. “Yah, a lot of girls would break up with you if you do this shit on a first date… Such an ick. Imagine going out with a guy that needs a sippy cup.”

Jungkook rolls his eyes at how extensive you’re stretching this out. “It’s charming. I make it charming. My girlfriend would just have to get over it. It’s that simple.”

“Sure,” you agree with a sarcastic tone. “As if I can ever get over it.”

At this point, Jungkook is going to lose track of how many times you’ve made his heart skip a beat. This is completely unfair. How do you say shit like that so easily and captivate him without even knowing? Should he say something about it?

As he opens his mouth to speak, he loses his chance.

“___, Jungkook,” Eunwoo chimes in, “Since this is ___’s first time eating with the team… Should we just order our usual?”

Jungkook nods, agreeing with the suggestion. You do the same and state you feel indifferent. Eunwoo then goes on and on about the food. He tells you about the dishes he thinks you’ll like and which ones you should avoid due to your preferences. All the shit he says are things Jungkook has noticed about you before—it just annoys the hell out of him that Eunwoo is telling you all this shit like he’s still your boyfriend.

He isn’t.

So, he should shut the fuck up, right?

Jungkook’s thoughts are put on pause when his phone vibrates. He looks at the notification and reads:

Yuna [8:07PM]: stop making that face

Yuna [8:07PM]: idk if u're jealous or need to shit

Jungkook [8:08PM]: lol but like did u see her flirting w me 😌🤘

Yuna [8:08PM]: yes. do u want a medal or smt?

Jungkook [8:09PM]: she wants me fr 🦄💕

Yuna [8:11PM]: is that why she nd eunwoo look like they're abt to kiss?? 😳

Instantly, Jungkook looks up from his phone and turns to you. You're just laughing and talking with Eunwoo. No kissing in sight.

Yuna [8:11PM]: made u look 🤣

Jungkook [8:13PM]: not funny.

Yuna's laughter fills the room. You turn to her, breaking away from your conversation with Eunwoo.

"What's so funny?" you ask.

She shrugs with a smug smile on her face. Pointing at him, she teases, "Jungkook's in a mood."

You look at Jungkook and see him roll his eyes. He sinks into his seat and mutters a few inaudible words. From the looks of it, you can almost swear that his eyes were a little teary. Was he about to cry or something?

"You okay?" you ask him softly. Your concern grows as he lifts his face and looks at you. He looks tired. Exhausted even. "Do you wanna talk?"

Jungkook feels a sense of relief.

You care.

Thank god you care.

In response, he squeezes your thigh. “I’m good,” he promises. “You okay?”

You nod, leaning in. “More than.”

It happens so fast. Your eyes fluttered closed, and you were barely an inch away from his lips. He even dipped his head—and then you caught yourself.

Holy shit, were you just about to kiss him? In front of everyone? When did this become second nature? You want to believe that only you caught yourself… But it’s too late. Jungkook was bracing himself.

He knew what you were about to do. He was giving in too.

As you break away, his heart breaks a little. Laughing awkwardly, you turn back to Eunwoo and continue your conversation with him. At this point, he isn’t sure if he’s just hangry or purely annoyed with everything and everyone. He feels so alone. He hates that you’re right beside him too.

He’s so fucking over this.

When the food arrives, the spread is breathtaking. Maybe it’s because everyone is hungry as fuck and the game was a huge success, but the mood suddenly lightens. The smell of meat being grilled and the sound of the side dishes being passed around was music to everyone’s ears.

As Jungkook grills the meat, he places the first one ready on your plate. He continues to pile your plate. With lingering eyes, Taehyung groans out in frustration.

“Yah!” He cries, “that’s unfair. You can’t possibly give ___ all that meat! Give me some!”

Yuna hits him playfully and tells him to let Jungkook be. She reaches over to the other grill and places meat on his plate. Taehyung huffs, and sinks into his seat.

“Jungkook used to put meat on my plate first.” Taehyung continues to whine.

You all hear him but choose to ignore his words. You aren’t even sure how you’re supposed to act with this. Jungkook was always sweet to you. He has always looked out for you. He has been a gentleman… Now that you’re paying attention to him—you can’t help but feel so infatuated.

You're drawn to him.

“Do you even eat that much meat?” Eunwoo teases, as he reaches over your plate and picks a piece of meat off. He shoves it in his mouth and you laugh at him. His cheeks are all puffy from the food he stuffed in.

“No, but that doesn’t mean you can steal it off my plate,” you mutter. “You’re such a thief.”

“I stole your heart once upon a time,” he reminds you. “I’ll be the thief if you’re the cop.”

You cringe at him. “Thank god you broke up with me.”

“You used to love my lines!” Eunwoo jokes, suddenly ruffing your hair like how he did at the field. You shove his hand away and groan at him.

Jungkook witnesses it all.

The entire time, he feels like he’s being tortured. Sure, you’re allowed to have other guy friends. Sure, you’re allowed to have exes… So why was this bothering him so much? Eunwoo is a good guy too! He’s his friend and it’s not like Jungkook has dibs. If we’re being realistic—Eunwoo had you first.

Cue Jungkook’s insecurities.

Do they know how long it took for Jungkook to get to where he is with you right now? How long he had to wait just for him to be able to hook your pinkies together under a table? How long it took for you to sit down beside him without arguing? How long it took for you to accept his presence? How long it took him to get you to act cute?

Too long.

And here Eunwoo is—a mere ex-boyfriend—getting your banters and treating you like you’re still his.

It makes Jungkook sick to his stomach. He’s losing his appetite by the second.

His thoughts are put on pause when Eunwoo proclaims: “___, look! Our favourite… Perilla leaves!”

Jungkook’s eyes bulge.

You smile at Eunwoo and practically celebrate with him. As he picks one up with his chopsticks, another sticks to it. As you pick up your chopsticks, you take the other side and peel the perilla leaf apart. Together, you and Eunwoo giggle and wrap the perilla leaf with some meat. Suddenly, he brings his wrapped perilla leaf to your mouth. Happily, you eat what he offered.

“Good bite, baby.” Eunwoo praises you.

With a mouth full, you childishly hit him and scold him for not taking a bite himself. Eunwoo listens and picks up another perilla leaf. You two repeat to peel them a part and—

Jungkook wants to kill himself.

Oh god, he wants to rip Eunwoo’s head off.

To make matters worse, Yuna attempts to be of rescue.

"Eunwoo," she gasps. "Aren't you being a little too shameless?"

Eunwoo shrugs as he prepares another bite for you. "Yuna, just because there's a goalie doesn't mean I can't score."

That does it. Something inside Jungkook snaps. He wants to be so mad at you—no, he is so mad at you.

How could you do this to him? How could you let Eunwoo say such things?

Don’t you know what this all means? Falling in love. Marriage. Children. A whole fucking nuclear future with someone that wasn’t him. It’s fucking insane you’d let Eunwoo go this far… And right in front of Jungkook? Were you serious? Do you hate him this much?

In a hurry, Jungkook takes his phone and opens his iMessage. He taps on your name— which is easy because it’s pinned—and sends you a text.

Then, he puts his phone down and begins to shove food into his mouth. He stays quiet and glares at the meat as if the meat did him wrong too. He can’t even begin to express how he feels—it’s just all over the place. He is all over the place.

When his text is sent, your phone vibrates. You glance at Jungkook, a little confused as you see that he sent you a text. Sliding your phone open, you tap on his message.

mfker [8:32PM]: video attachment

Curiously, you tap on the video. As it loads, you turn down your phone volume just in case it was too loud. When the volume icon goes away, your screen reveals a familiar zooming in shot of Jungkook's face. He rolls his eyes and you hear yourself laugh. Suddenly, the angle switches to you holding the camera out at arms length.

You see the corner of your face. Your boobs. Your ass. His abs. His smirk. Him. Naked.

Your hands fly to your mouth, stopping yourself from gasping out-loud.

The sex tape.

Your sex tape with him.

In a split second, you shut your phone and turn it over. Wide-eyed, you push yourself away from the table and make the effort to excuse yourself. Everyone acknowledges your announcement but for Jungkook. He doesn’t even look up.

As you get up, you turn to him. You utter under your breath, “meet me outside. We need to talk.”

The minute Jungkook slams his car door shut, you get right to the point.

“What the fuck was that?”

Jungkook settles into his seat, unafraid of your anger. He was unashamed. What he did was reckless, yes, but it was no mistake.

With a nonchalant tone, he answers you. “What? The video? You told me to send it to you.”

Groaning, you bring your hands to your face. “Not during dinner! Not when our friends are sitting beside us! That was fucking embarrassing. Are you trying to humiliate me? That shit is private. It's us intimate. What kind of game are you playing—”

“I’m not playing any fucking game,” Jungkook controls his rage. “Why are you so embarrassed? Because it’s me fucking you in that video and not Eunwoo?”

Your eyes widen at his words.

You want to scream. Instead, with a calm and slow tone, you confront him. “So… That’s what this is about?”

Jungkook sighs heavily, clearly fed up with this conversation already. He doesn’t answer you. Instead, he reaches over and opens his glove compartment. As he rummages through, you huff at his avoidance. When he finds what he needs, he aggressively shuts the compartment closed. You watch as he brings his device to his lips. Inhaling, he takes a hit of his vape.

You glare at him.

“Can you do that on your own time? I’m trying to talk to you.”

He turns to you and blows a puff at you.

“Jungkook,” you warn him, “stop it.”

In response, he shrugs and takes a final hit.

“I didn’t even know you vape,” you say quietly. “Aren’t you supposed to take care of your body and shit? As an athlete?”

He chuckles at the label. Athlete. Sure, that’s what he was… But he was also on a break for a good amount of time. He was also human.

“I’m just stressed,” he admits. “You make me stressed.”

You laugh and take the opportunity to grab the vape from his hands. Without much thought, you open your door and toss it out. He rolls his eyes and just as he’s about to open his car door to retrieve it—you catch his wrist.

“Can you focus on me?”

As much as he hates to admit it, your words will always win him over. Even though he hesitates, he surrenders. Jungkook settles himself into his seat again and puts his hands on the wheel. Bowing his head, he shuts his eyes and takes a moment.

Silence fills the car as you two try to figure out which direction this conversation should go. So far, not so good.

You attempt once again. This time, you go from a different angle.

“Why did you leave me earlier today? I know you were busy but… You didn’t even say goodbye.” In all honesty, you hate it when you say shit like this. You feel so weak and like you could let out a sob in between words. Not to mention the fact that you’re rarely in this position. This was new. You have never fought for anyone the way you fight for Jungkook.

“I had a game.”

Jungkook’s concise answer irks you. Was he fucking serious? Could he try even just a little bit?

“I know you had a game.. At least, I found out through Mina’s Instagram post… Which… I mean, you didn’t even bother telling me you had a game. Yuna goes to those—I can too.”

No.

That’s not even what you really mean to say. What you mean to say is: I want to go to your games. I want you to want me to be there. I want you to care if I’m there or not. I want to be the one wearing your fucking jersey.

Jungkook responds plainly, “I told you… I didn’t feel like begging for you to come.”

“You don’t have to beg,” you pitch. “I would have—”

“You would have what?” he sneers. “Would you have come then? Without me asking? Without me telling you? Or did you come out of spite? Like, the fact that Mina was around me and you weren’t… Is that what brought you to me today?”

Hilarious.

Wow, what a dick.

“No,” you object. “I came because you came over for a quickie and then left. Without a word. Without a kiss. It was unlike you. I wanted to talk about it but you’re acting like this and I can’t—I don’t understand what’s going on. Jungkook, what’s going on?”

At this point, you're practically desperate. You reach for his hands. Eyes searching for his, he shakes your grip off his hands the second you intertwine them. You furrow your eyebrows, completely confused and shocked at his rejection. Wasn’t this what he wanted?

“I hate you.”

Suddenly, your throat feels dry. In an attempt to calm your mind, you search for his hands again. For the second time, he pushes yours away. Then, you brace yourself. What he says next could ultimately be the end… Right? This is where everything is headed.

The end.

Then, he says the oddest thing.

“I hate perilla leaves.”

You tilt your head at him. “What?”

“Are you going to marry him?”

You blink.

“Who?”

“Eunwoo.”

For a moment, you wonder if he’s joking. Was he actually serious? Your question is answered as Jungkook lifts his head and looks at you with a sad expression. It takes you by surprise. Come to think of it—you’ve never seen him upset. At least, not like this. Not sad. Not defeated.

“You’re mad at me… Because of a perilla leaf?”

Your loss for words. Unexplainable. Unbelievable.

He looks at you with despair. “Do you not get it? ___, the next thing to happen after you peel perilla leaves with someone is holding hands with them. Then, you fall in love. Marriage. Babies. What about me? What happens to me, huh? What happens to us? You don't even hold my hand.”

You’re dumbfounded.

“Jungkook, you can’t be serious…”

“He patted your head. Are you a fucking dog?”

Sharply, you mention, “I patted your head too.”

It doesn’t matter. He looks at you dead in the eyes. “Eunwoo is supposed to be your ex-boyfriend, not your fiancé.”

You almost gag. “He’s not my fiancé—”

“You peeled the perilla—no. You let him feed you. Fuck you for that.”

Frustrated, you curse. “Holy shit, do you hear yourself?”

He doesn't utter another word. Instead, he stays quiet. Then, when you open your mouth to speak, he beats you to it.

“I hate Eunwoo.”

A beat.

“I hate Mina.”

Just as expected, Jungkook provokes you.

“What the hell does Mina have to do with this—”

“Everything!” you express rather triggered. "Look, I don't know what you expect from me. I’m not going to go to your fucking practices with a towel in my hand ready to wipe your precious golden sweat. I’m not Mina—”

Jungkook cuts you off only to repeat his question. “What the hell does you not being Mina have to do with all of this? How does that justify the perilla leaf?”

At this point, you feel like you're losing your mind. Childishly, you chant: “Fuck the perilla leaf. The issue is that you're all about her. Mina this, Mina that! You’re so fucking annoying with her—”

Jungkook snaps. “Are you this insecure?”

“Fuck that,” you grumble. “She was wearing your jersey today. How do you think that made me feel?”

He glares at you. “You’re fucking insane if you think I rather see her wear my jersey over you.”

“Why’d she have it on then?” you interrogate. “Are you fucking her too?”

Line: crossed.

There's madness in Jungkook's eyes. His chest burns in slow anger and feels like he's overheating from everything you've said and done thus far. He's tired.. He feels like he's losing.

Fuck it.

One last fight.

One last try.

“Are you fucking serious?” Jungkook slows down his words, trying his best not to raise his voice. It’s so fucking hard. He’s so irritated by your attitude and your fucking delusion. “___, I acted like a total douche to Mina today so she’d leave me alone. I feel horrible already, but I also feel relieved. So, stop it. You don’t have to hate her. You shouldn’t hate her. You don’t need to make these fucking assumptions because that’s just out of line.”

Like fire, your own anger consumes you. “Are you defending her?”

“There’s nothing to defend,” he insists, voice beginning to tremble. “Holy shit, I was such a douche to her already so you can chill.”

You glare at him. “I am chill.”

Lies.

“You gave me a blowjob that one time so I wouldn’t make it to my dinner plans with her,” he comments. “That was a pretty bitch move.”

Out of reflex, your mouth drops a little. You can not believe it. Did he really bring that up? “Excuse me?”

Jungkook blinks at you. “It was a bitch move. I didn’t mind, though. Why? Because it felt like you wanted me. Every time you make me feel that way—I can’t let that shit go.”

“So what? Do you want me to say thank you?” you spit. “Are you fucking kidding me? I don’t care if you—”

“You never asked for it, I get that,” Jungkook interrupts you. He takes a minute. Suddenly, he recalls his moment with Mina at the field and feels his heart break a little. So... This is what it feels like to be on the receiving end. “What I’m saying is that I stopped entertaining her because I—well, I thought it would ease your heart. You overthink so fucking much, I'm beginning to run out of solutions. Do you even know how much I hate your jokes? The ones about me talking to other girls? I hate them. I only talk to you. I only think of you. Only you.”

Your heart drops.

“I never asked for any of that.”

Something is wrong.

All your words are wrong. Everything you want to say is not coming out of your mouth. What you mean to say to him is; oh my god. You didn’t have to do that for me, but I feel so seen and heard that you did.

Jealousy has always been a funny thing. Never has it been triggered the way it is when it comes to you and Jungkook. Though some may argue this to be toxic, it is simply the truth about relationships. Jealousy is a healthy emotion as long as it is expressed and validated moderately. It’s so hard to be upset with Jungkook when his confessions are so wholesome. He did a kind thing for you. He did it to bring you peace. Here you are, acting ungrateful because you can’t fathom the way he cares for you.

Jungkook huffs. “___, that’s exactly it. You never need to ask when it comes to me. Whatever you want, I give. I fold. Tenfold. That’s the fucking cycle we’re in and I’m beginning to get sick of it.”

A silence falls upon you two. All you hear are the raindrops from the sky begin to splat on his window. For a moment, you get so lost in your thoughts, that your head begins to hurt. After a few more moments of silence, you realize it isn't your head.

It's your heart.

It feels like a knife has been stabbed into it—his and yours. All at once, it just aches. You both feel it. Your hearts grow tired and fragile.

Truly, it's ironic how the gentle silence is ruined by such brutal words. It's then when the knife, that was stabbed into both of your hearts, twists.

"What do we do now?"

"I think we need a break."

#bts fanfic #bts scenario #jungkook scenario #jk smut #jk angst #jk fluff #jungkook jealous #jk x yn #jungkook x reader #bts x reader #bts series #bts fic rec

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You are mine

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Summary: Jealous Junkook

Pairing: Bf! Jungkook x reader

Genere: Smut. Minders DNI.

A/N: Just writing my filthy thoughts. Hope you like it. Please share with your friends if you like it & please interact with it as well.

Word count: 365 ish

You gifted your boss (secret bf Jeon Jungkook) a pen for his birthday. On same night in Jungkook's birthday party your best friend Jimin flirted with you & you laughed as you both always do this. But jungkook got jealous. He held you by your hand and pulled you out of the place, made you sit in his car & took you to his home. Jungkook's jaws were clenching & his hand on your thigh was sqweezing you possessively the entire drive, till you reached his home. Jungkook pulled you inside & pinned you against the wall beside his door. He held your face with both hands & said "you are mine. You understand. You are Fucking mine." he growl and kissed you. Ypu could smell & taste the whiskey on his lips. He stripped your clothes and kissed you roughly. Junkook pulled you in his bedroom & pushed you on the bed. He pulled the pen you gifted him from his jacket. Jungkook signed each & every inch of your skin with the same pen that you gave him. He kissed the next part of your skin again signing it. Then moved to the next part of your skin. He licked & kissed & sucked & signed. He did it again and again until every inch of your skin is covered with his kisses & his signature. He shredded his clothes & fucked you possesively that night. Repeating "You are mine" & making you say "You are his." after he made you cum numerous of times he cum deep within you, marking you from inside as well. He cleaned the mess between your legs. You were so tired, you slept immediately. Jungkook pulled you in his chest & sleeps hugging you close. On the next day jungkook helped you wash off smudged ink from your skin. But you asked him to sign your heart again. You said "You didn't just signed my body Jungkook; Its engraved in my soul. You own my heart. I love you & only you. I am yours for eternity. In every life I will be yours." That makes his bunny smile come back on his face again. Jungkook kisses you & says 'I love you too Y/N. I am yours just as much as you are mine, for eternity."

#bts smut #bts #bts fanfic #bts-ruu #jeon jungkook smut #jealous jungkook #jungkook fanfic #jungkook x reader #jungkook fic #bts fanfiction #bts jeon jungkook

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btsficsandsuch · 7 months

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Hello! Can I pls request headcanons for BTS members falling in love with a female reader, they are not close friends but have mutual friend (like, she is a friend of a friend of theirs, and because they are not close, the members are insecure about confessing their feelings) And when they introduced her to their band mates, one of them also starts crushing on her and they get jealous? Thank you ❤️

Hope you like it!!

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Jin:

- [ ] It takes a few times of meeting for him to start crushing on you.

- [ ] Wants to be respectful and not make you uncomfortable by confessing when you’re just a friend of a friend.

- [ ] Decides to invite you over for dinner and to get know you better.

- [ ] After he introduces you to everyone he heads back into the kitchen to finish up the dinner while you sit and talk to Namjoon.

- [ ] He hears someone entering the kitchen assuming it was you, he’s surprised when he sees Jimin standing there.

- [ ] “Hyung, you didn’t tell us that Y/N was so pretty. I think I’m going to ask for her number.”

- [ ] Jin immediately turns off the stove and walks into the living room grabbing your had and dragging you outside.

- [ ] “Y/N, I don’t want this to come off as weird but I really like you. It’s okay if you don’t feel the same but I want you to know that.”

- [ ] You couldn’t hide your smile, “I’m glad you said something Jin. I didn’t want to make things weird.”

Yoongi:

- [ ] It takes a while for his crush on you to start. He doesn’t want to get hurt so he doesn’t always allow feelings to form.

- [ ] He doesn’t even realize it at first. Then one day you complimented his new hair color and he felt a tingly sensation in his chest. At first he thought it was just heartburn from the spicy ramen he had at lunch.

- [ ] But then he couldn’t stop thinking about you. He even found himself asking your mutual friend if you were invited to different events he was attending.

- [ ] He wouldn’t even think of confessing though. He doesn’t want it to be weird since he’s just a friend of a friend.

- [ ] So he decides to invite you to his studio to listen to some new music he’s working on. Hoping the two of you could get closer over time. Hoseok walks in and Yoongi introduces the two of you.

- [ ] Your phone starts ringing and not wanting to be rude you excuse yourself and step into the hallway.

- [ ] “Wow Hyung, she’s pretty. Is she single?”, Hoseok asks.

- [ ] Yoongi is instantly filled with jealousy. A feeling he’s not used to. No way is he going to let Hoseok ask you out minutes after meeting when he hasn’t been able to do it in months.

- [ ] He walks past Hoseok ignoring his question to go find you leaning up against the wall outside his studio.

- [ ] “Listen Y/N, I know we don’t know each other that well but I really like you and I’d love to get to know you on a deeper level. Maybe we could go get dinner sometime. Just the two of us.”

- [ ] His heart feels like it’s going to explode as he watches you smile, “I thought you’d never ask.”

Hoseok:

- [ ] Slowly develops a crush over time.

- [ ] Too shy to say anything since the two of you are barely acquaintances at this point.

- [ ] When he hears you talking about wanting to improve your dance skills he immediately volunteers his time.

- [ ] One evening he had you in the practice room going over a routine when Taehyung walks in.

- [ ] He introduces the two of you to each other before giving Taehyung the answer he’s looking for, hoping that it will end this little meeting.

- [ ] What he doesn’t expect is to hear Taehyung straight out ask you for your phone number and panic sets in.

- [ ] “Y/N, we really need to get back to this routine. I just thought of a new move we could add in.”

- [ ] He watches Taehyung bid you goodbye and walk out the door.

- [ ] “Are you going to call him?”, he asks. “I don’t really know. He seems nice.”, you respond.

- [ ] “Okay listen Y/N, I really like you. Like a lot. And I don’t want to loose the opportunity to Taehyung. I understand if you’d rather go out with him but I’d really like the chance to take you out instead.”

- [ ] “Hobi you’re rambling. If you’d give me the chance I’d tell you that I like you too.”

- [ ] He lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding and turns to shy giggle.

Namjoon:

- [ ] It takes time of him to realize his feelings for you.

- [ ] Once he does he becomes a clumsy mess which only makes it worse.

- [ ] He doesn’t want to weird you out by confessing since you’re just a friend of a friend.

- [ ] Invites you to go to a museum with him.

- [ ] Afterwords he takes you to his favorite cafe.

- [ ] While there you run into Jin. Namjoon introduces the two of you. He doesn’t like how long Jin stares at you but decides to ignore it.

- [ ] After Jin leaves he returns his attention to you. Then he feels his phone going off and sees a text from Jin.

- [ ] “Hey Namjoon, how do you know Y/N? Is she single by chance? Maybe pass along my number ;)”

- [ ] Namjoon scoffs and puts his phone back in his pocket. He looks up at you and notices just how beautiful your eyes are and knows he’s in deep and is worried that Jin’s new interest in you will derail everything.

- [ ] He takes a deep breath before reaching out to take your hand, “Y/N, I really like you and I hope it’s not weird but I’d like to take you on an official date. That is if you’d like to go with me.”

- [ ] Even biting your lip doesn’t stop the smile from forming on your lips as you nod your head yes.

- [ ] Namjoon is full dimples on display and doesn’t feel bad at all for ignoring Jin’s text, okay maybe a little bit but it was worth it.

Jimin:

- [ ] Immediately crushing on you. No questions about it.

- [ ] Is nervous to say anything since you’re just a friend of a friend and not even that close.

- [ ] One night at a party he sees you dancing and can’t take his eyes off of how beautiful you look.

- [ ] You make your way over to him and grab his hand to twirl yourself around making him shyly giggle at your cuteness.

- [ ] He completely forgot about Jungkook standing next to him until he hears him speak, “Introduce me to your friend Hyung.”

- [ ] Jimin rolls his eyes, “Jungkook this is Y/N, Y/N, this is Jungkook.

- [ ] “Would you like a drink? Let me go get you a drink.”, Jungkook speaks.

- [ ] Jimin feels rage as he watches Jungkook eye you up and down before walking towards the bar.

- [ ] Jimin grabs your hand and pulls you onto the balcony to get some privacy.

- [ ] “Y/N I know we’ve only met each other a few times but I can’t deny there’s something between us. I really like you and I’d love to take you out some time.”

- [ ] He smirks when you lean in and kiss his lips.

Taehyung:

- [ ] Another member of the instant crush club.

- [ ] Also doesn’t care if you think it’s weird or not but is still shy about telling you.

- [ ] You’re backstage at their concert with your mutual friends when he introduces you to the rest of the group.

- [ ] He notices the way Namjoon eyes you. He tries to ignore it but then he sees Namjoon walk over to you and asks you if you’ll wait for him after the show. What makes it worse is the blush that forms on your cheeks and he looses it.

- [ ] Confidently he walks over to you and steps in front of Namjoon. “Y/N can I talk to you? In private please.”

- [ ] He has no idea where this confidence is coming from but he knows he has to put it to good use.

- [ ] Once in a private room he shuts the door behind him.

- [ ] “Y/N, I know we hardly know each other but I really like you. I liked you since the minute I met you. Will you go out with me?”

- [ ] You’re taken back by his bluntness but you also appreciate it. “I’d love to Tae.”

- [ ] Feeling relieved he opens the door and walks you back out. “You’ll be waiting for me after the show right?”, he asks. “Of course!”, you respond not noticing Namjoon standing off to the side taking this all in.

Jungkook:

- [ ] Crushes right away but it takes a while for him to realize that it is a crush.

- [ ] Is too afraid to say anything. Doesn’t want to scare you away by making it seem like he was stalking you.

- [ ] Invites you over to play video games hoping to get closer to you by doing something he’s comfortable with.

- [ ] The two of you just finished another round of Mario Kart when Yoongi walks in. “Jungkook, please don’t leave your sweatshirts all over. I’m not your maid.”, he says before throwing a black sweatshirt on the bed.

- [ ] He turns to leave but you catch his attention. “Hi, nice to meet you. I’m Yoongi.”, he says taking a seat next to you “Y/N”, you say shaking his hand.

- [ ] Jungkook knows that look in his Hyung’s eye. It’s clear that Yoongi is interested in you.

- [ ] He sits there and listens to Yoongi flirt with you until he just can’t take it any more and storms out of the room.

- [ ] A few minutes later you find Jungkook sulking in the kitchen with a glass of water.

- [ ] “Hey why did you leave? I thought we were playing best two out of three?”, you asked.

- [ ] He scoffs, “Why don’t you play with Yoongi? The two of you really seemed to hit it off.

- [ ] You rolled your eyes, “You’re right. He did mention something about a game we could play in his bedroom but something tells me we won’t be playing video games.”

- [ ] You turned to leave but Jungkook immediately ran in front of you preventing you from going any further.

- [ ] “Please don’t Y/N. I’m sorry I ran away but I didn’t like seeing him flirt with you. The truth is I like you a lot and I’d like to see if there could be something between us.”

- [ ] Getting the reaction you expected you smiled and grabbed his hand, “Of course there’s something between us. I feel it too. Now let’s get back to the game. Next winner buys dinner!”

#bts #bts fanfic #bts x reader #bts headcanons #bts fluff #bts angst #Jin #Yoongi #hoseok #Namjoon #Jimin #taehyung #jungkook #jealous bts

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mariajmajesty · 1 month

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❤️

#jungkook #jimin #so thankful they have each other there #may god protect them from all the bitter jealous liars #bts enlistment #jikook

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roo-bastmoon · 5 months

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“Dongbanipdae (동반입대)”

#jikook #keep being jealous jungkook will keep holding onto jiminie

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jhugas · 11 months

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‘I DON’T MIND’- Jeon Jungkook PROLOGUE

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Genre: exes to friends, angst in this prologue.

Pairing: ex!Jungkook X f!Reader

Summary: You went to a sport camp with a friend. But you didn’t know that you’ll not only be with her, but also your ex, Jungkook, and your bully, Suhyeok.

In front of Suhyeok’s shitty behaviour towards you, how will Jungkook, that already hates him, react?

Word count: ~700

Warnings/tags in this prologue: jealousy, argument, breaking up, crying.

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You and your friend decided to go to a sport camp to train and to meet new people. What you didn’t expect though, was to meet your ex, Jungkook, there.

You dated for four years, and you’re the one that broke up with him two years ago. Here’s what happened the day you broke up:

—> Two Years Ago —>

You sent a message to your boyfriend, Jungkook, telling him you’ll be going to the beach all alone. But once you arrived, you saw one of your old high school friend that you and Jungkook knew. So you went up to him and started a conversation.

Everything was fine, until your boyfriend showed up. He put his strong hand on your shoulder, turned you around and rose one of his eyebrows. His tongue poking the inside of his cheek.

You friend smiles uncomfortably then waves goodbye to you as Jungkook pulls you appart.

“Are you serious? You tell me you’re going alone to the beach then I see you with another dude?”

He says in a furious tone.

You explain to him that you didn’t plan to meet your friend there, and that you just wanted to talk to him. But he doesn’t want to hear you. He tells you you shouldn’t dress like that around friends, you shouldn’t lie and only listen to him.

It would’ve been a regular argument if it just stopped there, but you were so mad that you brung up every other time this happened. He’d get jealous, possessive, and act as if he owns you. Moreover, not only you were often arguing about his jealousy issues, but they were almost all in public. And of course, he made you seem like the bad guy.

You told him you’d talk about this tonight, and that was the last time you were together.

It’s not like it was easy for you to break up with him, you cried a lot and you were wondering if it was really the right choice.

When you broke up with him, he couldn’t say anything. He was just staring at you in disbelief. Then, he managed to talk and told you he was going to change, and make efforts for you. But it was too late, you couldn’t go back now.

He also cried a lot. When you were packing your things, he was in the living room, sitting down on the couch and staring at the floor.

When you left him, he felt so empty. Like a piece of him left with you. He loved you so deeply, more than anyone else. And you… you lost a man that truly loved you. He protected you, comforted you… he even wanted a family with you and was thinking about marriage. You both never thought it’d turn out this way. Even less your friends. They tried getting you two together again. Inviting you two to the same party, meeting up by “accident” in amusement parks, posting pics of you on their Insta story so that he could see them…

Nothing ever worked out.

—> Now —>

And here you were now, in front of the man that you tried getting over for so long. A man that made you cry, but also the happiest woman on earth. Seeing him all grown now, makes you think of what could’ve happened all of those years without him if he was there. He always motivated you to finish your studies, and you finished them without him on your side. Even though, he kept being your motivation in secret.

‘He’d be proud of me. Well actually… he’d probably not care.’

What he also doesn’t know, is that you kept one of his favorite sweater. You knew he’d kill you if he ever learnt that you were the one having it this whole time. It was too late anyway… moreover, his sweater all smelt so good.

But Jungkook wasn’t the only one that you didn’t want here. One of guys that used to bully and stalk you was also here. When you were dating Jungkook, he got even meaner and dangerous towards you. But thankfully, Jungkook defended and protected you. Then after you broke up, he stopped stalking you. His name was Suhyeok.

You thought that was just the past and your bully forgot about this already. But since you’ve arrived, he kept glancing at you and whispering things to his stupid friends.

Day one—>

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luvismenu · 21 days

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Strange Addiction || Jeon Jungkook

warning: kinda toxic?

#jeon jungkook #jungkook x you #bts #jungkook fic #bts jungkook #jungkook x y/n #text fic #angst?#jungkook #jealous jungkook #bts army #bts fanfiction #fanfic #fanfiction #jeon jeongguk #mistakes #heartbreak

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fanyyy444 · 3 months

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Lmao I just said I wanted to eat a sandwich and I found this on my Pinterest feed KJSKJSSKJSSK🥴🥺

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97luvs · 1 year

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the eye makeup is so pretty☺️

#i love a good smokey eye #he so pretty #he pulls it off so well i’m jealous lowkey #bring back male idols with pretty eye makeup #i can name so many who used to but now like 5 😫#bts jungkook #jungkook fluff #jungkook imagine #bangtan #jeon jungkook #jungkook #jungkook photo folio #jungkook smut #jungkook nose #jungkook icons #bts

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bangtansmauyeondan · 11 months

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hello! does 35 jk ever gets jealous of mc's guy friends? i'm also not sure if you accept drabble requests but i'd love to see a jealous jk! pwetty pwease? ♥

THIRTY-FIVE | Bonus Clip - The Reality Competition Show

Pairing: In-Studio Director!Jungkook x Stage Director!Fem Reader

Genre: rivals au, social media au, frenemies to lovers, slow burn, fluff, smut, angst, crack.

Rating: 18+

Warnings: explicit language, mentions of abandonment, alcohol consumption, harmless scheming, dare, bet, smut

Summary: It has always been the battle of the best between you and your college rival, Jungkook. What happens when years later, you cross paths again working for the same network broadcasting company, and the competitive flame is rekindled? Well, a whole new drunken bet that determines your futures wasn’t in your line of vision but here you are… and you have until 35.

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Jungkook hissed in frustration as he fiddled with one of the GoPros that’s supposed to be hidden and camouflaged amongst the liquors and spirits lining the glass shelf behind the counter. His mood was a bit off and he couldn’t concentrate on what he’s supposed to be doing because of your presence in the studio.

It’s not like he’s not used to working with you, but his sour mood wasn’t because of you per se, it’s because of what he’s seeing in his peripheral vision— you, a few meters away from him, deeply involved in a conversation with a man he barely even knew.

Your network is launching a new reality competition show called Behind the Bar, where world-class mixologists showcase their cocktail-crafting skills as they compete for a hefty prize — it’s Namjoon’s biggest project by far, spearheaded by your in-house self-proclaimed alcohol connoisseur, Yoongi. As the main director, Jungkook is required to do test screens and monitoring, to make sure he’s got all the angles and the blocking right.

The competitors and the judges were scheduled to show up, but you’re neither a competitor nor a judge, that’s why it baffled him to see you entering the studio. You sauntered in with one of the judges, the mixologist who designed the drinks menu of almost every bar in Seoul, Yoon Sejeong, and a man who looked oddly familiar but for some reason, he couldn’t point out who.

“Jimin hyung, we’re good to go,” he signaled to the show’s producer who took it as his queue to get all the participants — competitors and judges alike, to take their positions on the makeshift bar setting. Yoon Sejeong took her spot, which left you and whatshisname on your own, comfortably talking in the corner of the studio.

The dark haired man seemed to be so invested in what you’re saying, because he leaned in a little bit closer, shifting his weight on his elbow anchored on the cocktail table. Jungkook noticed two deep dimples gracing his cheeks when he smiled at whatever it was that you’re… you know what, he couldn’t just stand there and act all oblivious to the fact that some random leather jacket-wearing bloke is flirting with his girlfriend.

“Dude…” he tapped his AD1 on the shoulder. “Mingyu, bro…”

Mingyu took off his headphones and looked at him questioningly. Jungkook grumbled something incoherent to him before storming off. Following Jungkook with his eyes, Mingyu couldn’t help but shake his head and smirk in amusement, knowing full well what got his bestfriend all worked up.

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“Hey, babe…”

You turned around when you heard your boyfriend’s voice, and it took you a split second to realize that he had pressed his lips firmly against yours in greeting. Something about Jungkook’s aura is different, especially since he’s not one to display affection publicly.

“Hi… I–” you caught Jungkook’s eyes flitting between you and the man in front of you. “Oh, this is Seungcheol, DK’s friend… the owner of the bar we went to, to celebrate the launch of the morning show, remember?”

Seungcheol smiled at Jungkook and reached out for a handshake, which the latter gladly accepted.

“Oh yeah, yeah… Nice meeting you again. I’m Jungkook, YN’s boyfriend.” He cleared his throat, “So, uh… what brings you here? Are you a consultant?” He asked, tonguing his lip ring out of habit, genuinely curious.

“Yoon Sejeong is my cousin,” he pulled his lips into a thin smile as he nodded. “It’s actually her first time on a set up like this, so she’s a bit nervous, and I’m just here for moral support.” He chuckled. “Thankfully, we ran into YN in the hallway.”

Jungkook’s jaw visibly clenched when Seungcheol looked at you a little bit too fondly for his liking as he stated his last sentence.

“I went to middle school with her,” you added. But your boyfriend’s attention is still set on Seungcheol. This is new to you, since your friends are mostly men— but those men are also friends with Jungkook. Seungcheol, however, is someone he just met. You felt the tension radiating off your boyfriend, and you’re not sure what to do in this situation except silently wish it would blow over. As if the gods heard your silent prayer, Seungcheol's phone rang and he had to excuse himself to take the call. Jungkook followed him with his eyes as he left the room. "What's up with you?"

"Huh?"

Suddenly he's back to the doe-eyed innocent-looking Jungkook, as if he didn't just try to size up Seungcheol.

"Are you okay? You seem… I don't know, ready to fight or something?"

Jungkook heaved a deep sigh and looked at you, studying your face. Feeling resigned, he didn’t know how to answer your question. Is he okay?

“Ow!” Jungkook flinched, clutching his chest after your fist landed on him. “What was that for?!”

The punch weighed like a kitten and not enough really enough to hurt anyone.

“He’s DK’s friend, are you trying to intimidate him?” You hissed at him, both hands resting on your hips, like a teacher scolding a child.

“Why does he look at you with hearts in his eyes?” He pouted.

You rolled your eyes at your boyfriend in disbelief. “Are you jealous?”

“And if I am?” he challenged, chin held up high and eyebrows rising to his hairline. “Yah… You’re defending him too.”

The whole situation greatly amused you, as if you’re not in the work place— a crowded studio that is— where both you and Jungkook are respected in your field, yet here you both are, bickering like a teenage couple in the corner. It’s so amusing to you that you started giggling— partly because of the situation, and partly because the fact that your boyfriend is jealous of another guy looking at you is making your heart flutter.

“What’s so funny?” Jungkook looked at you intently.

“Because…” you started, gently cupping his face between your palms. “I,” you squished both his cheeks, puckering up his lips in the process. “Love,” squish again. “Only,” another squish. “You,” you held the last squish in place, rising on your toes, and planting a soft kiss on his pink little puckers.

Jungkook’s face contorted before he burst out laughing— the nose scrunching and eyes wrinkling kind that you love so much. He loosened your hands away from his face and intertwined them with his. “You’re cheesy, you know that?”

“You love it and you love me, though,” you replied smugly.

“That’s true, that’s true.” Jungkook sighed in contentment, before spotting Seungcheol coming back into the room. “Okay, I’ll leave you and your friend here. I have to get back to work.”

“Okay,” you smiled up at him. “See you later.”

“I love you.”

“I love you more.”

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A/N – hdlsfhaksj idk is it okay?! 😅 Just a small excuse to bring Cheol into the story! Kind of. lol

#ask bangtansmauyeondan #bangtansmauyeondan #thirty five jungkook #35!jungkook #35!jk #jungkook x reader au #jungkook jealous

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2:30 series || the after - part 8

Summary: One too sure, the other not that much. One focused on the present, the other too stuck on the past and afraid of the future. Both of them in love with each other.

warnings: jealous and grumpy oc, 😠, teasingly JK, flirty Haru, flirty Jin 😏, bit of course words and of course, angst :)

A/N: I added a bit more in this chapter using an idea some lovely anon gave me about jk making oc jealous, thank you very much 😊 ☺️

also feedback is always appreciated! 🥰 feel free to reblog, comment or send me an ask at anytime 😊

haru to jin

jk to you

"It's so obvious... it's embarrassing..." you complain for the tenth time. Haru had no further comment to make on the conversation, but just calmly drank her beer.

"Just admit that you're jealous. It's not a crime, you know?", she's too busy looking for Jin to notice your frown.

Jungkook arrived a little later than the other members and you could see that he had gone home to change. His hair was way too neat for someone who had been dancing for hours. He was wearing his usual black outfit that looked way too good on him for your taste. The girl who had literally been following him literally since he arrived seemed to love his outfit as well, because she touched his chest at least four times since you started counting. You weren't jealous, of course. Of course I wasn't. Why would I be jealous? He's not your boyfriend anymore. It's just that this girl... she didn't seem like a pleasant person. She kept grabbing others' chests.

Jungkook didn't seem to mind her touch at all, though he could be seen looking around far too many times. What was he looking for? Could it be you? No. He was probably still mad at you, even more so after you texted him earlier to tell him to back off. Haru laughed because he liked the way you reacted to Jungkook and the girl. Maybe that could motivate you to do something other than cry when he wasn't around.

"I'm not jealous, Haru!"

"Yeah, tell that to your face," Haru patted your shoulder and stood up. "I'll go talk to Jin if you'll excuse me," she grins and fixes her clothes.

You're ready to say something about her and Jin, but you pause when you see Jungkook bow to the girl and reject the drink she offers him, pointing to his own. Always a gentleman. Fucking great, you think. After two shots, a beer and many glances at Jungkook and the bitchy girl, you're ready to go to bed when Jimin approaches you. You've missed him.

Jimin actually manages to distract you by telling you all the things you've missed since he last saw you. About the new songs, his collaborations and Namjoon's new project. He's a lovable guy, you think to yourself. Much more lovable than a certain boy who let anyone touch his chest for no reason. Jimin notices your glance in the corner and realises very quickly what's going on. He can't help but chuckle, amazed at your reaction and Jungkook's inability to pretend he doesn't like being stared at by you. Jimin actually heard the conversation between Jungkook and the girl. Jungkook was telling her about a friend who broke up with his girlfriend but was too in love to let her go. A funny story. Apparently too funny, since the girl kept laughing and touching him, and Jungkook didn't seem to mind. He had a plan and it worked. As you end your conversation with Jimin, he hugs you and assures you and Jungkook would be okay somehow, even though he didn't bring up the subject once in your conversation. Jimin is too good for his world, you're sure.

"YN?", you hear the voice you love the most call out behind you, and you turn around. Jungkook looked even better up close. And he smelled even better, too. But why is he smirking at you? "You look like you're about to bust a vein. You alright?", he points at your forehead and sits down where Jimin is sitting.

"Yup" you finish the rest of your drink and slam the cup down on the counter, startling Jungkook a little. "I'm fucking fine."

The girl continued to look at Jungkook from a distance, completely ignoring you standing right next to him. Wow. You look to Jungkook who is too busy admiring how pretty you look to pay attention to your dagger look at him.

"Good to see you could make it. You seem to be having a blast" you signal to the girl on the other side, who is annoyingly still looking at him. Jungkook looks in the direction you're drawing with a confused face.

"What do you mean?"

You chuckle and reach for another beer that's right in front of you. How many have you had? You really couldn't count.

"You're so oblivious. "

"Oh, come on. Don't worry about her. We're just friends," Jungkook gives you his bunny smile and tries to lighten the mood, but it's no use. "How can you be friends with her when I've never seen this girl once in my life, Jungkook?! Who is she?"

Jungkook laughed even harder, enjoying all your reactions. "Are you jealous of me? Seriously?", he can't control his laughter right now, but you don't see where the fun is. Jungkook pokes you in the side, making you yelp.

"Stop that! And you're naive if you think she just wants to be your friend," you bark back, giving her your scariest look, but Jungkook couldn't be less interested on her. To be honest, he didn't even remember the name the girl just said to him."

You're jealous, aren't you?"

"I am NOT jealous, Jungkook! I'm being absolutely reasonable. I just don't like the way she looks at you, that's all.", you stand up and get ready to leave.

"Where are you going?", he holds your hand and keeps you in your seat.

"I feel dizzy. Need air."

"I could make you feel better." Jungkook grins, stealing the color from your face and the air from your lungs. You must be hallucinating, or Jungkook had too much confidence in your ability to not jump him right there. Or maybe it was both.

"How much did you drink, Jungkook?" you looked at his cup, trying to defuse the situation, but Jungkook grinned, showing you his cup.

"This is soda." the look on your face is priceless. "I'm sober as a judge, babe."

Why did he do that? Why was he flirting like that? And why didn't you stop him? If you let Jungkook do this, things will only get worse. You've already hurt him enough to keep this back and forth going.

"How could I make you jealous, YN?" he asks genuelny. "I melt when you say my name."

Jungkook takes a step closer and lets you take the next step. He won't touch you unless you ask him to. There's only so much he can tease and so much he can take if you reject him again. You take a step closer, which makes his heart beat way too fast. So fast that Jungkook actually thinks you can feel it right above his shirt. He rests his forehead on yours and suddenly it's just the two of you. Just like it was before. The rest of the world ceases to exist. It's just you and him now. And it1s all he needs. Jungkook leans over, grabs your chin, and tilts his head to kiss you, but you pull back.

"I...we...", you shake your head, searching for the words, but they have disappeared with the rest of the world. "I can't do this.", you walk away and run out of the house. Jin and Haru are too busy talking and laughing to notice.

Jungkook quickly ponders whether to let you run away or chase after you. Before he could decide, he was already running out the door.

"Yah! Wait a minute," he chases after you. You're staying at Haru's house, where are you even going? Jungkook reaches you without any problem, holds your hand and brings you to a stop. "Wait.", he tries to catch his breath and prays that you don't run away again. "I'm sorry for trying to kiss you. It wasn't appropriate," he touches your shoulders and tries to get you to look at him. "I'm sorry."

You just want to hug him, but you hold back. This is what happens when you let things get out of control. And again, you're making Jungkook feel bad about something that isn't even his fault.

"None of this is your fault, Jungkook," your eyes fill with tears as you avoid his gaze.

"YN, what's going on?", Jungkook keeps his hands on your shoulders and holds you in place. "Tell me what's going on, babe," he pleads.

Where to start? There's something very strange and very dark about someone asking you what's wrong, and there are so many things you can start with. You think of so many approaches, so many ways to start the conversation, to start your confession, but you can't find one. There's no point. Nothing would change whether you told him or not. You'd only make it worse. You always do.

"I'm okay, don't worry," you look him in the eye and try to smile. "I'm just really tired... you don't have to worry, really," you wink at him, but Jungkook isn't convinced. You've done it again. Avoid. Running away. For a second, he thought you'd given up on that. Jungkook nods and lets go of your shoulders.

"You're still not used to normal, huh?" he says bitterly.

"Normal?"

"Yeah. Still not used to people caring about you." he stopped smiling. He just seemed... tired.

"Jungk..."

"No. It's okay, YN. I won't pressure you," he shrugs. "I just wanted to know if you were okay."

"I am.", you force yourself to smile again, but your cheeks are shaking so much that you can't hold it for long. "I'm sorry", you stare at the floor.

Jungkook says nothing for a while before deciding to break the silence. "For what? Why are you sorry?"

"For everything," you confess, "My default is self-destruct, Kook. And the most complicated part of your life was me... I'm sorry for everything. I feel like you wasted your time because of me. I owe you so much..."

"You don't owe me anything," he states firmly. What kind of way is that to talk? "Yeah, maybe your default is self-destruct and yeah, you are a little complicated," he laughs lightly, "but I liked the complicated parts too, you know?"

You lift your gaze from your feet and look at him.

"Really?"

Jungkook smiles at you again and nudges you lightly on the shoulder. "When have I ever lied to you?"

Jungkook looked so beautiful but sad at the same time. But he still gave you a warm smile. Why was he like that? Why couldn't he just hate you? That would make everything easier for him. For you. You close your eyes and try to hold back your tears, but you can't anymore. Your body starts to shake, overwhelmed by the fact that you tried to hold back the tears for so long. Jungkook doesn't say anything, he just moves closer to you and hugs you tightly. So tight that for a moment, you think you hear his heartbeat.

You don't know how much time passes, but it seems like a lot, because people on the street start to stare. Jungkook notices this too and holds you a little bit tight, just in case.

"I should really be going." he says softly, still not letting go of you. "I won't ask anything else tonight, I promise. But I need to ask you something," he waits for you to nod your head.

"I need you to be okay, YN. 'Cause I can't bear the thought of you not being." he holds you close and strokes your hair, scared you're gonna leave again. Scared you'll leave him. "Don't close yourself off to the world, okay? You and I know you tend to do that when you're sad... Even when things don't go the way you want them to. Don't cry alone, don't get sick alone, and take care of yourself. Can you do that for me?"

You nod again, unable to speak, as Jungkook gently lets go of you. He fixes his clothes and lets you dry your tears. He's ready to ask Jin if he was ready to go. He has no idea that Jin is too busy listing all his favorites recopies to Haru, who seems far too interested in the subject. Haru couldn't even boil an egg.

"Hey," Jungkook calls attention to himself once more before turning to leave. "You don't have to be jealous of her, you know. Or of anyone, for that matter. None of them can hold a candle to you."

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