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kittycatofficial · 2 years
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canon call time o/  if this shows up in main tags whoopsie daisy ignore me ^_^
im jared kleinman from dear evan hansen and im looking for.. anyone really, but especially evan, my mom and brother and foster sister, and alana. (ive already found my zoe). if any of this sounds familiar plsplspls tell me
i was amab and nonbinary (he&ae pronouns), and i did theatre. i was also pretty short. i had autism(and/or adhd?) + auditory processing issues, as well as trauma & depression/anxiety. i was also in a wheelchair for a lot of 10th grade if that helps? idk.
evan- we were in love. we met around age 8 and i was.. so deeply in love with u by the time we were in 7th grade. after everything that happened i went thru quite a bit of trauma but once i was stable and we were able to talk to each other again we got together. i remember u loved bees and lemonade.
[tw: child death] my brother issac - i dont think ill ever find you honestly. you were nine months old when you died in a car crash- our father was bringing you to the hospital bcuz u had the flu, i think. u were deaf, i know that for sure, and u had the curliest hair. i miss u little dude, i wish youd gotten to grow up.
my mom - april kleinman. i miss you <3. i know when i was growing up u werent the best but you made steps to change after i came out as gay and later as nonbinary & im so thankful for that
my foster sister - your name was olivia, and u were 9 when i was 18. thats when our mother began fostering u. i dont remember much, but i remember wishing id been able 2 be there for u more.
alana - in all honesty i dont have very many memories, but i do remember that we were close- not as close as evan and i or zoe and i, but close. definite mlm/wlw solidarity <3
if u remember any of this plsss pls dm me or send me an ask ^_^
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ladysunamireads · 1 year
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What do I do when my coworker and I need to fake marry for a case and I'm sort of in love with him maybe??
search Mobgle: what do I do when my coworker and I need to fake marry for a case and I'm sort of in love with him maybe?? by jared kleinmans left foot
Please, Aliens, Tome prays to the skies above. Please make them fall in love, it would be so funny.
- A.K.A, a wedding parlour owner needs Spirits and Such to help her draw out a spirit that's been wrecking her weddings, and an unfortunate series of events ends in Serizawa and Reigen getting fake-married. Updates sporadic. I'm not a writer.
Words: 9315, Chapters: 5/?, Language: English
Fandoms: モブサイコ100 | Mob Psycho 100
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Kurata Tome, Kageyama "Mob" Shigeo, Reigen Arataka, Serizawa Katsuya, Suzuki Shou, Original Characters, Dimple, Reigen Arataka's Parents, Reigen Arataka's Sister
Relationships: Reigen Arataka/Serizawa Katsuya, Minor or Background Relationship(s), Hanazawa Teruki/Kageyama "Mob" Shigeo
Additional Tags: Fake/Pretend Relationship, Fake Marriage, Good Person Reigen Arataka, serirei get fake married for a case, based off that one fanart from a few months ago where reigen is a bride, Slow Burn, really fucking slow burn, LIKE SUUUUPER SLOW, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers, Fluff, Angst, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Overuse of italics, english is not my first language, Post-Canon, Canon Compliant, Case Fic, Rated for swearing, oh and I think Reigen and Seri get shitfaced drunk too, gratuitous use of honorifics, POV Alternating, no beta we die like reigen arataka, Not even proofread tbh, i have so much fucking homework to do, so sorry for the writing quality, Lesbian Kurata Tome, even if I don't mention it explicitly it is the truth, Dialogue Heavy, Romantic Comedy, love me some romcoms, divorced reigen arataka, well technically-, spoilers sorry im zipping my mouth, read to find out, passing references to:, Gyakuten Saiban 1 | Ace Attorney, and, Better Call Saul, for the funny, Sexuality Crisis, discovering one's sexuality, aka reigen goes insane because he realises that serizawa would make a crazy good husband, Reigen Arataka-centric, Serizawa Katsuya-centric
Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43854225
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U went down the deh will roland billions asia kate dillon pipeline
haha that originally happened over three years ago at this point but yep pretty much just that
or the specifics for me were: distantly & occasionally pick up some info about deh during its first couple of years on bway, eventually actively look into a little more, immediately get the idea that jared kleinman is a character i'd latch on to, start focusing on that angle, and end up watching deh in the context of [the full canon jared kleinman lore (bway) experience] lol, and by which point i was already aware i also like his obc actor's je ne sais quoi: the autumn of 2018 period. for the next month or so i'm steeped in that jared / kleinsen lore, i.e. deh, & certainly paying attention to some more general [will roland doing something] material along the way. right around december 2018 i do a figurative spit take b/c i'd realized he was in bmc (which i didn't know too much about) w/that upcoming bway production but i only just properly learned he is The Main Character, so i dived into that asap too, in time for the [bway bmc engagement is approaching] events of the next few months. on march 21, 2019, i happen to decide to see how much i can find abt each of the several & niche imdb listings of will roland's, in order, b/c i like niche things & sometimes even like to dig into things low stakes like that b/c i was expecting this to end up like fun trivia. naturally his billions appearances were last on the list, so i got around to those last, which were episodes 3x03, 3x09, and 3x11 at that time. they were already surprisingly fun to me when like all of twenty seconds into the first scene in kompenso 3x11 it was so so so good i was flipping out and immediately interrupted my own ongoing conversation w/friend and scholar @nothingunrealistic to relay the urgent facts
this also happened to be like, all of maybe ten days before his next billions appearance was already scheduled, so that was very convenient, because while [we are still thinking and talking about billions every day years later] was maybe not immediately obvious, the fact it was Excellent and Impactful was, and it only gained increasing traction w/us from that initial day of going ham about it. i think it's safe to say the akd appreciation was also immediate, b/c These Two Actors' Energy And Rapport Playing Off Of Each Other In This Performance was obviously essential vs just "oh will roland's doing a great job" (which he is) and calling it a day from there, the winnie n tay dynamic was the hook line & sinker there, so how to not immediately appreciate tay and Their actor as well. it is also immediately epic of them to be nonbinary.
naturally just as the [being on one re billions for years and counting] has been a collaborative experience, soph nothingunrealistic has been the full time pro re: being taylor mason the character and akd the actor's number one appreciator and expert, which makes them the most important billions viewer ever, and in turn they're the one who's gone and made research forays into akd's nicher roles and passed along info to me, same as passing along info from their research forays into billions stuff as [extended taylor mason lore] lmao so full circle from [deh is like extended jared kleinman lore to me] truly. i am and have been glad to reap those benefits.
the other week i felt like watching an extracurricular bmc interview video and chase brock the choreographer being there reminded me about choreographical direction he gave to asia as lucifer in "the mysteries" about ways to perhaps writhe like an earthworm. i knew of this production / role / trivia fact thanks to soph and decided to do some more research in the passion of the "oh to know more about asia kate dillon as lucifer writhing and joking and seducing and entwining and doing anything else in that production in general" moment. it was a tangent to want to also do some more digging trying to find more pictures of them as blade gunnblade, a role i also know exists thanks to soph doing the research and passing it along to me, to not only the general interest of [any acting they do] but also "oh i Love their outfit and they are so cool and i'm looking directly at them" effect, not unlike lucifer in the mysteries, i.e. this seems like one of the especially sexy roles, like their being the adjudicator in jw3. i remember that being on tv anew a couple of years ago and my being sooo hype like catching first glimpses of their scenes and badly filming them spontaneously with my phone to pass along to soph and any other akd scholars via twitter videos while i had to talk over it slightly in my enthusiasm, true to life, b/c it Was life. and also b/c i was determined to eventually make an unlisted youtube compilation of their scenes properly anyways (which i did)
anyways Yeah lol this has been going on for a hot minute now and i hope everyone's enjoying what just so happens to be a spontaneous event diving further into Lucifer "The Mysteries" and Blade Gunnblade lore. like holy shit have you SEEN the greyscale eleven second video i posted. lifechanging. and that i have to give credit to soph nothingunrealistic for the group project element that has been the [billions] and [asia kate dillon] parts of the experience especially, i presumably would not be pacing around this house at 5am the other night b/c of sexy blade gunnblade discoveries without them. teamwork
(p.s. oh and it was very fun late 2021 there being along for the ride of comprehensively experiencing their niche role of cam stone. SO so fun. if anyone's got an [akd] portion of whatever pipelines they're on, check out That tag)
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kachinnate · 4 years
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re this i was kind of :// about it at first because i wasn’t sure in context how that would work but only After have i really thought abt it and Hm... imagine
-canon begins proceeding as normal
- evan tries to put jared in the orchard/connor story when he’s talkin to the murphy’s and is so “😧” over it that he misspeaks and calls jared his boyfriend instead of his bestfriend
- doesn’t correct himself but Does go to jared immediately after
- evan: i told them that we wrote emails? jared: emails evan:......alsothatyouandiaredating? jared: also that you and i are what
- he goes along with it tho bc ofc he does,, prob with the Seeming Intent of “gdi evan u cant do anything right pls just let me do the talking from now on so u don’t get urself any fuckin Deeper in this shit 😔” but also bc like the pining u know the drill 
- near the start probably several moments of zoe: your boyfriend seems kinda rude evan: jared? zoe: ...uh......yes? who else?  evan: OH, YEAH JAred my BoyfRIEND um,
-in evan’s mind also i feel like he justifies it as “they might not believe me on my own but they’ll believe Me And Jared (but especially jared bc he lies better)” 
-jared: why are you still doing this? what’s this point? [but also continues to go along with it w/ no signs of bailing] 
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spiritualkincalls · 3 years
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hey, im jared kleinman from dear evan hansen and im looking for.. anyone really, but especially evan, my mom and brother and foster sister, and alana. (iv already found my zoe). if any of this sounds familiar please dm me
sone facts abt me that might help: i was amab and nonbinary (he&ae pronouns), i was kin with peter parker, and i did theatre. i was also pretty short. i had autism(and/or adhd?) + auditory processing issues, as well as trauma & depression/anxiety. i was also in a wheelchair for a lot of 10th grade if that helps? idk.
evan- we were in love. we met around age 8 and i was.. so deeply in love with you by the time we were in 7th grade. after everything that happened i went thru quite a bit of trauma but once i was stable and we were able to talk to each other again we got together. i remember u loved bees and lemonade.
[tw: child death] my brother issac - i dont think ill ever find you honestly. you were nine months old when you died in a car crash- our father was bringing you to the hospital bcuz u had the flu, i think. u were deaf, i know that for sure, and u had the curliest hair. i miss u little dude, i wish youd gotten to grow up.
my mom - april kleinman. i miss you mom. i know when i was growing up u werent the best but you made steps to change after i came out as gay and later as nonbinary. i think u taught me sign language when issac was young but i had to relearn later.
my foster sister - your name was olivia, and u were 9 when i was 18. thats when our mother began fostering u. i dont remember much, but i remember wishing id been able 2 be there for u more.
alana - in all honesty i dont have very many memories, but i do remember that we were close- not as close as evan and i or zoe and i, but close. definite mlm/wlw solidarity <3
📌 additional info: op is 18
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tippitytapp · 5 years
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canon call
hey, my name is connor murphy. i have several timelines! i’m looking for anybody from any of my timelines. i miss you all a lot.
reblog or message me if any of this sounds familiar!
tl 1:
i dated both evan and jared. we were in a poly relationship. jared really struggled with feeling loved, he felt unworthy of it in his opinion. evan and i believed the exact opposite and loved him very dearly. all three of us were very close. i was also very close with zoe after my attempt, and i reconciled with my family.
tl 2:
jared and i dated. we frequently got high together and were overall really happy. this timeline ends well. my family and i were decently close.
tl 3:
jared and i dated, except this timeline has a more sour ending. it’s very triggering, so message me for more details. my family and i had a very rough relationship.
tl 4:
i dated evan, and we were happy together. i was close friends with jared, and my family and i were close.
tl 5:
extremely triggering. if you wish for details, message me privately.
i hope i find all of you!
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Hey if ur DEH kin reblog this and I'll follow you
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kinloveandcare · 7 years
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hey its the insanely cool jared kleinman here with a canon call, im from dear evan hansen and im looking for my boy evan handsoap (evan hansen) because we were really in love and i miss you, not just for car insurance. reblog this post or hmu at @real-life-jared-kleinman! hope to talk to you soon, buddy
Eyoooo!!!! @real-life-jared-kleinman
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aropride · 2 years
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hello i would like to hear about otherkin history from you! and maybe even your kins!! i wanna know more :D
ok so!! basically the otherkin community started in the 1960s when elfinkind- people who spiritually identified as elves from lord of the rings- created a community thru mailing lists and the like, specifically the elfinkind digest. towards the 70s and 80s, more species than just elves discovered themselves, and the world otherkind became common use. this became the word otherkin thats used most commonly today. in 2004, the word otakukin was created, basically ppl who were otherkin of character from anime. this was changed to fictionkin to allow ppl from a variety of sources to use the same word. the word mediakin is also used, albeit less commonly, by those who dont want their sources to be called fiction. as for what otherkin / fictionkin is, the term combines a couple of experiences, with the msot common one being that you believe you were a character in a past life due to the multiverse theory*. (tho theres also the. i want to say colloquial but i feel thats not the right word? so. the often-used meaning of the term, which is “character u relate to.” & relating to characters is fine but thats not the actual meaning of the word- synpath, copinglink, mirrorlink, kith, and otherhearted all exist for that purpose) *(the multiverse theory is basically the theory that theres infinite alternate universes. its rlly fun to watch youtube videos abt when ur on a bunch of pain meds after getting ur wisdom teeth out kjfgfk) as for me & my kins: i figured out i was kin in. early 2018 i think? id known abt otherkin for several years, full transparency i would look up "otherkin cringe" on pintrest in 2016. & 2018 was around the time that kff ("kin for fun" - synpaths/copinglinks/etc using the word kin, basically) was taking off but i still understood the word by its original definition. anyway. yknow when u suddenly get a super strong memory that u havent thought abt in years? i had one of those except it was for sure not of something that happened to me, and it was for sure something that happened to jared kleinman and i was kind of like. Well thats weird. wow that sounds exactly like that otherkin thing ive heard about im sure it has nothing to do with that though. (spoiler alert: it did) for me & for a lot of ppl we'll have a LOT more memories from one canon (canon meaning timeline, essentially) than another- my personal explanation of it is that i feel those are from closer universes/less time ago. other ppl probably have different interpretations tho ^_^ this is getting long im gonna share some random fun facts from some of my canons and then im done i prommy. umm in my jared canon i was nonbinary!! i used he/ae prns. in one of my c!tommy canons i had wings :D!! in my origins!tubbo canon ranboo used she/he pronouns. i was transfem in my jeremy heere canon! my name was jada (<- you know im not making this up i have a HATRED for when trans characters have the same first letter in the deadname and chosen name). im also otherkin! i was an ice dragon one time that was cool <- saying it like that is extremely funny to me sorry
ok im done now :D thank u 4 asking i love talking abt this stuff ^_^
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👍, 💞, 🎤
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WHOAA yay!! Hello! I am so excited you're engaging with me WOO! Anyways, to the questions! 👍- Favorite HC God, I have so many uhhh, probably Jared crushing on Evan but that's practically canon, so! Either Chubby Jared, Stronk Evan, or just all of your fics that include hcs LMAO! Maybe even Evan being oblivious to his own feelings and crushing on Jared???? I also really really love the hc that Jared and Connor used to know each other Or maybe- Maybe I should stop, I just love a lot of headcanons WAIT! I KNOW. JARED KLEINMAN HAS A CAT WITH AN OBSCURE NAME (EX, SPAGHETTI!) THAT'S MY FAV HC! 💞- Favorite ship guess! 3 2 1 TREEBROS! nah, just kidding, Kleinsen all the way, biggest comfort, biggest enjoyment, and it's what led me to you! Which i'm forever thankful for, so! KLEINSEN! 🎤- Best musical moment Haha, wow! You're really asking me the toughest ones! MMMmm.. Let's start with the lighthearted ones, shall we? *gets extremely close to Jared* I AM NOT HYPERVENTILATING!!!!! Kinky! THERE'S NOTHING UNREALSTIC ABOUT ONE MAN'S LOVE TO THE OTHER! IN FACT, SOME MIGHT EVEN CALL IT BEAUTIFUL- You're adorable.. You're as cute as a frickin button...
very heterosexual! YOU KISSED ZOE MURHPY ON HER BROTHER'S BED..AFTER HE D I E D? CrACK? *slaps the back of Jared's head*
THE INSANELY COOL JARED KLEINMAN! they think you were lovers, you realize that, right?
lots of Sincerely me and kleinsen, whoops! Now, to the angst! E: We need more emails. Emails showing that he was getting worse. *Jared laughs.* E: This isn't funny! J: Oh, I think it's hilarious. I think everyone would probably think it's hilarious. E: What is that supposed to mean? J: It means, you should remember who your friends are. E: I thought the only reason you even talk to me is because of your car insurance. J: So? E: So, maybe the only reason you talk to me, Jared, is because you don't have any other friends. J: I could tell everyone everything. E: Great. Go ahead. Do it. Tell everyone how you helped write emails pretending to be a kid who killed himself. J: Fuck you, Evan! Asshole. GODDDDDDDD THAT MOMENT,,, TOP TEN!!! Also, easily,
And you say what you need to say, And you play who you need to play, And if somebody's in your way, Crush them and leave them behind. (basically, all of Good For You, before and after!) and we'll end on a bittersweet note since this is getting long, Dear Evan Hansen: Today is going to be a good day. And here's why- because today, no matter what else, um, today at least you're you. So, no hiding… no lying. Just you. And that's… that’s enough.
List of asks!
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zombieratt · 4 years
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Alright so forewarning this is LONG as FUCK specifically because i came up with this idea in early high school and was just today POSESSEd By the Spirit Of Musical Theatre to put it to paper— er Tumblr.
So without further ado:
DEAR EVAN HANSEN BUT EVAN ISNT A TERRIBLE PERSON AND CONNOR LIVES.
the beginning is the same, canon diverges just after waving through a window.
*this ended up getting written is script format? i also just sorta ignore alana’s whole exsistance bc in this version of the play she’s unnecessary*
In the moments before he talks to Connor evan decides to omit Zoe from his letter, having resolved himself to move on from her. (instead of being a hella creep.)
Connor: “dear Evan Hansen,” what are you writing letters to yourself? *he laughs*
Evan: its, uh, its for my therapist. its just a stupid little assignment that she says is supposed to help me process my feelings or— uh or something
Connor: hm. here. * hands Evan the letter*
Connor: your cast. no one’s signed it.
Evan: uh no. no one has.
Connor: gotta sharpie?
Evan: huh?
Connor: gotta sharpie? im gonna sign it.
Evan: *handing the sharpie to Connor* w- whuh uh why?
Connor: *shrugs* feels right.
Evan: i wish i could do that
Connor: what?
Evan: UH, IMEAN—
Connor: no wait- dude.
Evan: i mean uh, i meant that i wish i could just be, y’know impulsive like that.
Connor: Why Cant you be?
Evan: i uh, my heads pretty messed up, and stuff like that just, makes it worse i guess.
Connor: well theres some thing we have in common— were both fucked up in the head.
*the bell rings*
Evan: oh shoot! i missed the bus—
Connor: i’ll give you a ride.
Evan: are you sure i mean i can walk its not far-
Connor: all the more reason, i probably have to pass it on my way home anyway, cmon.
——
they meet Zoe in the parking lot
Zoe: I have Late practice today
Connor: whatever, gotta passenger.
Zoe: who the fuck would be crazy enough to trust your ability to drive?
Evan *being Brave*: Me Apparently?
Zoe: Uh, Evan Right?
Evan: yeah, uh, yeah.
Zoe *holding her hand out to be shaken*: i’m Zoe, we’ve met though right?
Evan wipes his hand on his shirt and shakes it: yeah, uh, nice to formally meet you, Zoe.
Zoe: i’m off, don’t kill him stoner.
Connor: i wont Princess
Evan breathing heavy: that was,, an eventful ten minutes.
Connor: oh fuck— you cool? or—
Evan: Panic Attack.
Connor: Right, uh
Connor: can you get in the car?
Evan: yeah
*car nonsense*
Connor: Can i start driving or do you want me to wait
Evan: Distractions are good,, Can Uh, Can you Talk about Stuff?
Connor: What stuff!??
Evan: any Stuff!
Connor: Is Zoe okay??
Evan: Sure?!
Connor: Uhh we don’t get along as well as we used to?
we were really close as kids, shes a huge asshole now but *fully venting now*
i kind of miss it you know? having someone to talk to and care about— and i still care about her— but its scary and i always fuck it up! not to mention the fact that our parents hate me— make her see me as some alien and not just a fucked up kid who wants to talk and — (more ranting that i dont feel like writing, but its a whole monologue bro)
Evan: Connor
Connor snaps his mouf shut: yeah
Evan: thanks
Connor: oh that, uh actually helped?
Evan: yeah focusing on your voice and whats real and stuff— it makes a difference.
Neither of them noticed that Connor was just sort of Driving. they end up at the park where in canon Connor commits Sewer-slide.
Evan: i didn’t know there was a park here.
Connor: huh, oh, yeah i guess i just sorta auto piloted, i come here to think.
Evan: About stuff?
Connor: Yeah, Stuff.
*the convo lulls*
Connor: do you have a laptop?
Evan: no, i uh, i left it at home? why?
Connor: give me a second
Connor walks to the car and grabs his back pack out of the back seat
Evan watches Quizzically from the swing-set
Connor pulls out a Sketch Pad and Pen, flipping to a clean page.
Connor: So tell me how to write one of those letters of yours.
Evan: uh, well you start like any other letter- just addressing it to yourself
Connor writing: Dear Connor Murphy,
Evan: and uh, my first one was supposed to be about my ideal summer vacation? since i started in middle school- but you don’t have to—
Connor: thats perfect.
Connor starts to sing for forever,
eventually Evan joins in there is a minor gay moment where they’re holding hands face to face.
the song ends with Connor hugging Evan.
Evan: its- its pretty late.
Connor obviously crying: just— just a couple more minutes.
Evan lets go and grabs Connors sketch book of the ground, closing it and handing it off to him: then how about this, labor day weekend- we actually go.
Connor: what are you talking about?
Evan: being spontaneous?
Connor: o-okay.
and it cuts to black.
theres a small montage here, as the set changes to Connor and Evans bedrooms
sincerely, me is a lament in this context, Connor and Evan are duetting from their respective rooms, writing to themselves.
(the lyrics are completely different and i will not be writing them here because thats too much fucking effort.
but they’re duetting from their bedrooms about making a connection to another person, feeling seen, for the first time. what it felt like and how they really want to keep it up but are afraid of making a mistake and ruining it.
its got some themes of waving thru a window, and a little bit of for forever, but its still largely the same notes just in a different key.)
after wards, Zoe knocks on Connors door to tell him dinner is ready to find him peacefully asleep.
requiem is the same, Zoe sees Connor as Dead to Her instead of actually dead, so some of the wording changes, so and so about how a monster doesn’t deserve peaceful rest etcetera.
school day happens, Connor doesn’t die, but the hot goss is that everyone saw Connor and Evan go home together after school, jared makes a shitty homophobic joke to Evan and Evan kind of tells him off about it. they argue and it culminates in Evan saying “well god forbid I’m friends with someone who isn’t YOU!” or smth like tht and it hits jared right the fuck at home man.
Connor says from the side lines: damn that was pretty hard core dude.
Evan: you have, no idea how long i’ve wanted to do that.
Connor honest to god l a u g h s, theres a number of people who hear it and lose their shit, Zoe being one of them: i have a pretty good idea, wanna get some lunch?
Evan: yeah, sure.
this general routine continues until labor day weekend, when they plan to go on their little escape. theres a short scene of Connor leaving the house with his keys and a backpack.
Connors mom confronts Zoe about his oddly upbeat attitude and hows he’s seemed differently lately Zoe Shrugs but decides to investigate his room.
she finds the letters. the first one is for forever, the theme plays as she reads it frantically, and is signed “Sincerely me (connor murphy)” so she knows its him, i f i could tell her begins but its a real duet between Connor and Zoe and at the end she resolves to try harder to connect to him.
Evan sings disappear to Connor after breaking into a formerly public park, in this context its him confessing that he broke his arm attempting su!c!de. Connor records it, for personal reference.
jared hacks Connors phone and steals the video, posting it to yt, in an effort to ruin their friendship.
Evan and Connor get in a little fight about it, and in the meantime Evan is called to the school to give an assembly because hes a phenomenal speaker and Disappear got like 1000000 views over night.
Zoe and Connor bond a little bit in a short scene before the assembly
Zoe: wheres Evan what happened?
Connor: Kleinman Did!
Zoe: what?
Connor: Why Do you care?
Zoe: because! you look happy around him!
Connor: i, i do?
Zoe: yeah? he could tell the worst joke ever written and you’d crack up. i haven’t heard you laugh like that in years Connor, maybe ever.
Connor: oh.
Zoe: Come back inside?
Connor: y, Yeah.
they all perform You Will Be Found together.
end act 1.
(no more dialogue from here i got tired)
to break in a glove is Connor’s dad trying to reconnect with him, it goes mediocrely, but Connor feels like hes being seen by his dad for the first time in years. its said in metaphors, but this is Connors dads way of saying that if Connor is willing to put in the work, so is he. they hug at the end, things are looking up. some talk of therapy is sprinkiled in the dialogue as they walk of stage together.
Only Us is Evan and Connor saying that they saved each other. its loosely romantic, as its a love song, but they don’t out right say that they’re in love or anything, they don’t know if theyre ready for that. its a promise. the song ends with Connor finally apologizing for pushing Evan over at the beginning of the show.
good for you is sung by jared only, as a power ballad, about losing people you didn’t treasure. its his attempt at an apology, but it ultimately fails, since jared is unable to take responsibility for his own actions. this is where jared and Evan go their separate ways.
Evan’s mom comforts him, as he sings words fail, which is about specifically jared, and how their rocky friendship is ruined and Evan pegs himself as the cause, instead of parents or perfect girl he uses metaphors that apply to best friends— maybe more. and talks about how he didn’t try, he was happy so he ignored that jared was hurting, and how that was really shitty of him. but instead of it being a generally somber song the end is lighter, because Connor is there— waving through his front window.
Evans mom sings So Big/So Small as Evan steps out the front door to embrace Connor and they mime talking about jared, hug and take hands. the house moves off stage in preparation for the finale.
Connor and Evan open the finale saying each others names, and sing it together as the test of the cast (minus jared) joins in, Evans mom taking his hand and Zoe Taking Connors, Evans mom the Murphys and Zoe break off to the back where Evan and Connor finish the final “all i see is sky for forever” while looking into each others eyes, and finish the musical by embracing (maybe kissing if thats ur jam).
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kinning-things · 7 years
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Hello!! Canon-call type thing for an Evan from DEH! I recall either dating or crushing on my Jared, I had dimples when i smiled and used a lot of big hand movements. Im looking for said Jared and remember he nearly broke his glasses a lot. If this sounds anything like you could u like this and ill msg you or message me at @bptord ? Thank u!!!
@bptord !!!
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kachinnate · 4 years
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honeslty any au where the boys are sad and/or one of them is dead Hurts but Doubly so if it's Jared bc he's the one person Evan always goes to for support/help in canon when something goes wrong and him realising that he Did have Jared in his life more than he thought is just a painful concept. also he's my fav and i don't want him hurt but at the same time i do
LITERALLY EVERY TIME something happened to evan he was telling jared about it !!! 
like for someone who wants to be like “i have no friends :( i b wavin thru that window” ev sure is at least comfortable enough to approach jared uh Consistently and without even being like “oh... he probably doesn’t care..” like he just. always goes to him. i get that jared is kind of a jerk but the whole ‘i have other friends thing’ is like such blatant Garbage like evan knows that this dude is just as much of a loser than he is so he probably doesn’t actually think that jared is choosing him second over anything... i feel like honestly if evan ever called him on his bluff like Earlier or was just less indifferent/compliant to the shit jared said to him they would’ve been,, fine (or more fine than they are) bc it’s kind of a two-way street in regards to their friendship being the way that it is - jared being an asshole to evan and pushing him away and evan letting jared push him away without really a fight At All (i lowkey feel like jared cares more about being evan’s friend than the other way around because evan is so inherently ‘i am anxious and a loser and no one likes me’ + ‘jared is an asshole’ that he just. Does Not invest a lot of time even trying dsjgnsdg and thus sort of self sabotages a lil for himself too) 
OKAY i know you didn’t ask for literally me analyzing that at all BUT YES you’re right though 
like.... in the event that jared is the one that dies who is evan going to talk to about it? his mom maybe? and even then probably not to a complete/actual extent because they’re both aware that him and evan had a weird relationship (in canon heidi was like “oh i’m glad you’re talking to jared more :D”, implying she knew that they Didn’t Really Talk much before). 
that boy and being alone w the thought that the only person he was ever like actually comfortable with being gone is :( esp considering like if this follows canon like that first day of school jared is probably acting off enough for evan to realize it, but evan is probably too caught up in his own feels for the moment that he doesn’t really... say anything? not that if he wasn’t that he would , because although he’s kind of comfortable around jared they aren’t comfortable enough to talk about like How They Feel 
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it’s probably a lot for him to process once he does find out that jared is gone,,,, in my head the way it’d work plotwise maybe is jared’s parents come to evan like “he always talked about having a lot of friends but we only know you? but.. you guys seemed to drift apart these last few years idk did you notice anything?...” and evan, while not completely lying, does bluff a little on how close he and jared were , which i think would be more for himself than it would be for the kleinmans so he can like. idk handle the guilt :’D if he can convince himself that he and jared really did mutually care for each other but were bad at showing it maybe he won’t think it’s partially his fault that jared didn’t like.... say something to him about feeling this way 
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insanelycooljk · 4 years
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IF UR STILL DOIN THESE can i ask about your roleswap au? oR the evan is a compulsive liar one, whichever! @bandtrees
send me the title of one of my deh wips and I’ll share an excerpt/tell you a bit about it  
(you can read my reply about the “maybe evan really IS a compulsive liar” one here)
Oh boy the roleswap au... honestly this is an idea I’ve had for a really long time that I kind of forgot about, but then Kayla’s jared dies! au inspired me to revisit it. In a suprise to absolutely no one lmao, there’s a whole lot of angst. Like, I’d kind of forgotten what the plot was, and when I went back and read over my notes for it the other day I made MYSELF cry. So uhhh, yeah, this one’s gonna hurt
The concept is very simple, and I’m sure has been done before, but basically Evan and Connor (and Jared and Zoe to an extent) swap roles. So Evan dies, and Connor writes a therapy letter which gets mistaken for Evan’s suicide note. On that, obviously trigger warning for suicide.
Alright so this wip still needs a lot of work because I’m still trying to narrow it down to a single cohesive plot and figure out how to keep it in character (for instance I just can’t see Connor forming the equivalent of The Connor Project and dragging out the lie to that extent) But, here’s what I’ve got at the moment!
The first day of school is almost identical to canon, so I won’t get into that, but Evan still had his attempt over the summer and hence has his broken arm. I mean yeah, maybe Evan’s dialogue is a little different because he’s struggling more with his depression, but I don’t see his second attempt as necessarily being planned. It’s more of an impromptu “finish what I started” decision he makes after having an awful first day back at school
The only real change from canon at this point is the letter. It’s a therapy assignment for Connor rather than Evan.
The scene where Evan prints his letter and Connor signs his cast is essentially the same as canon too, except obviously Connor is the one writing the letter. Evan is just in the library to print out some homework or something for school.
After they talk/Connor signs his cast, Evan goes over to the printer to grab his own thing, and sees the page underneath has “Dear Connor Murphy” written at the top. Evan assumes it’s Connor’s, so in an attempt to be nice, grabs it as well.
Aaaaand here’s where the angst really starts. Originally I was going to do a whole kleinphy thing by fully switching Zoe and Jared. But then I had an excellent (aka horrible) idea.
So Connor’s finished letter still follows the same format of Evan’s as [today was NOT an amazing day] [talking about Zoe/Jared] [sad shit].
Except here’s the thing. The morning was essentially the same as canon, which means Jared still made the awful school shooter joke. So sure, Connor mentions Jared in his letter, but he’s got nothing nice to say. As he’s venting about how today wasn’t an amazing day, he writes a few lines about how Jared is a fucking asshole and he can’t believe he ever thought that they could actually be friends.
... Yeah. I’m sure you can already guess how that is going to turn out :(
But the angst doesn’t stop there. Evan clearly isn’t going to see Jared’s name in Connor’s letter and freak out because he thinks Connor has a crush on him. That just... makes zero sense lmao. But you know what Evan might think when he sees Jared’s name? Especially after Jared was a dick to Evan at the start of the day?
That they’re making fun of him.
“D-did Jared put you up to this?”
“… What?”
“He… you’re making fun of me. Both of you.”
Connor can see Evan’s spiralling into some sort of panic attack, knows he probably shouldn’t push but he’s got no clue what the fuck Evan is talking about.
“What the fuck are you talking about?”
“That’s why you came to apologise and-, and why you signed my cast, you two are making fun of me.”
“What? I wasn’t-“
Evan’s not even listening, he just keeps talking like he can’t hear Connor at all.
“I can’t believe I thought you were being nice to me.” He chokes out a bitter laugh that sounds more like sob. “But no, it’s just one of Jared’s stupid jokes.”
Connor’s speechless. Has no clue what to say because this just makes no fucking sense at all.
Evan’s full-on hyperventilating now, taking these huge shuddering breaths. Connor’s kind of worried Evan might pass out on him if he doesn’t do something
“Evan hey, just breathe.”
“I’m sorry,” he gasps, finally making eye contact. “I-I have to, have to go.”
And then Evan runs out of the room because he’s definitely having a panic attack and he needs to get away.
Connor is just kind of standing there staring at the door, trying to figure out what the fuck just happened. Feels like shit because he was actually enjoying talking to Evan, but no somehow he managed to ruin it. 
It takes Connor a minute before he realises Evan still has his letter. He calls out after Evan but he’s long gone.
Then we switch to Heidi’s POV. She gets a phone call while at work from Evan’s therapist’s office saying he never showed up to his appointment after school.
Heidi never forgives herself for this after the fact, but her first reaction is to feel kind of annoyed. She knew Evan didn’t want to go to his session today when she booked it, but she was just trying to do the right thing because she knows Evan always struggles starting back at school. Plus therapy costs money, they don’t exactly give you a refund/cancellation fee for not showing up, and they just can’t afford to be paying for therapy sessions Evan isn’t even attending right now.
She is a little concerned though. It’s not the first time Evan’s skipped an appointment, but he usually only does it if he’s had a particularly bad panic attack that day. But she isn’t worried enough to leave work early, which kills her later. Heidi wonders if she had of gone straight home if she could’ve been there quick enough.
I don’t want to go into this in too much detail, but I’m thinking Evan ODs. The tree thing didn’t work out last time so he figures he better try something else. He feels bad that this definitely couldn’t be interpretted as an accident like his fall was, but he just... doesn’t care anymore.
And god, Heidi finds him when she gets home from work, and somehow her being a nurse makes it so much worse because she knows it’s too late. Of course she still tries everything she can, and she kind of dissociates into work mode so she can put some of her panic aside, but she knows.
But... I don’t really want to write that because it’s too sad even for me lol. So the scene will probably just end with Heidi coming home and getting a bad feeling when she calls out to Evan and he doesn’t reply. It’s not the most out of character thing, because Heidi’s assuming he must have had a really bad panic attack since he ditched therapy, so he’s probably exhausted and having a sleep. But when she goes to Evan’s room to check on him her heart stops.
The next couple of days Connor mirrors Evan in canon. He’s getting antsy that Evan stole his letter and now hasn’t been at school.
I haven’t quite worked out what Zoe’s role will be yet, so I’m not sure if she’ll act as Connor’s sole confidant (like Jared is for Evan) or not. It’d make sense since Jared is kind of taking Zoe’s place, but I just don’t think it will work given the current state of her and Connor’s relationship. Either way, whether he told Zoe or not, Connor is getting really paranoid about Evan/the letter.
It’s been 3 days now since Evan took his letter and he’s still not at school.
Jared’s been away too, but he’s back today and is acting really fucking weird. He’s wearing like... a plain hoodie or something which is very unlike Jared, and he just looks really exhausted and has none of his usual arrogance. Plus he keeps staring at Connor and giving him these weird looks.
Connor’s so stressed about this stupid letter that he’s contemplating asking Jared where the hell Evan is, but he’s seriously freaking Connor out right now.
Before Connor has a chance to make up his mind about whether he should try to talk to Jared, he gets called to the principal’s office. And so the lie begins lmao.
But god... the amount of extra angst of NOT going the kleinphy route and instead having Connor write bad things about Jared in the letter is just... pure evil genius if I do say so myself
Like, imagine Jared’s parents going to see Heidi and do whatever they can to be there for her and make sure she’s ok, and Jared kind of numbly getting ready to go with them, only for his parents to explain that Heidi doesn’t exactly want to see him right now because of what Evan wrote in his note... ouch.
And god that just makes Jared sick to his stomach because what the hell did Evan say about him? And once he gets to actually read the “note” himself he really is sick.
And since his family is obviously very close with Heidi it really puts a strain on Jared’s relationship with his parents too, because they’re clearly extremely disappointed in him for doing whatever it was that made Evan write THAT
Just the whole Kleinman/Hansen dynamic would be so complicated. (but it will be fun to write!)
And oh boy... remember the amount of horrific hate Zoe recieved when Alana posted Evan’s letter online? Connor’s letter outright says something along of the lines of Jared is a fucking asshole/why did I ever think we could possibly be friends/etc. I haven’t worked out the exact wording yet because getting the letter right is just... so critical to the fic lol, but yeah if it gets posted online? yikes.
So anyway, that’s the roleswap au. I’m still working out the more specific plot details of this one, but I think it’s got some alright potential. There’s going to be a lot of tension between Jared and Connor as Jared struggles to decide whether or not he believes Connor, and as Connor finds it increasingly difficult to lie to Jared. Hmm you know on second thought maybe a kleinphy subplot doesn’t sound so bad 🤔 but just more of a slowburn angle which doesn’t start until after Evan dies... much to think about hahaha
I like to think Jared works out the truth on his own eventually, which leads to a gfy-esque fight. And whilst Zoe might take on Jared’s role in a way, Alana will be pretty much the same as she is in canon. Because for her it was always more about the message of the project than the actual person.
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nothingunrealistic · 4 years
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👉 costume ideas for the figure skating au pls,,, either for singles or doubles 🥺
i got this a while back (sorry!!) and realized i hadn’t really thought much about Costume Ideas, and found that googling “figure skating costumes” almost exclusively brought up female skaters and women’s costumes. which really sums up the different / gendered expectations with regard to figure skaters’ appearances and how that ties into the pervasive homophobia in competitive figure skating. (this article discusses both pretty comprehensively.)
so, building off of all that, and off of character wardrobes in canon, some fairly General statements about costumes in this au:
in singles, evan’s costumes are what could be called “conservative” (if you’re being kind) or “boring” (if you’re being honest.) very standard shirt & pants-type combos, muted / dark colors. a decent amount of blue, but nothing bordering on bright / electric blue. he very much wants the focus to be on his skating alone, rather than how he looks while he’s doing it or what this or that costume Means. there’s been an air of spectacle around his career for years, and he doesn’t want to encourage it.
in singles, jared’s costumes are flashier than evan’s - more color, slightly more imaginative cuts, more likely to be Relevant to the themes / narratives of his programs - but still trying to be Masculine. not much in the way of frills or rhinestones on his costumes. he doesn’t want to be Yet Another Male Skater Wearing All Black, because that’s boring as hell, and he does enjoy just a bit of spectacle, because why be a figure skater if you don’t want to put on a show? but he’s well aware of how male skaters whose costumes are ““too”” creative / flashy, and who themselves are  ““too”” theatrical, are talked about, and he doesn’t want that to happen to him.
in pairs, jared and evan have to find an approach to costuming that works for both of them. they are also both aware that as a man/man pairs team, they could wear the most aggressively boringly heterosexual costumes imaginable (like, wrinkled collared shirt and khakis straight off the hanger) and still get a thousand tweets / comments / thinkpieces to the effect of “Does Hansen And Kleinman Are Gay??” after every performance, and that the whole point of this endeavor is to try and break down / show the pointlessness of the extremely Gendered nature of competitive figure skating. their singles costumes were quite different from one another, but all still designed with “what do i have to avoid to be Safe” in mind just as much as “what do i want to wear / what would suit me and my skating”; their pairs costumes are suitably Complementary to one another and lean just a little more in the direction of flashiness / fun and away from Sufficient And Necessary Masculinity. 
(drop me two characters and a hand emoji for headcanons)
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ao3feed-kleinsen · 4 years
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isn't that what friends are for (even if we could be more?)
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by outlawslikeus
During his sophomore year of college, Evan gets a call at three in the morning from someone he never thought he'd hear from again.
Words: 6788, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Evan Hansen, Jared Kleinman, Original Characters
Relationships: Evan Hansen & Jared Kleinman, Evan Hansen/Jared Kleinman (implied)
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Alcohol, Drunkenness, Reconciliation, Pre-Slash, Not Beta Read
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