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#its 1:30 am i am sooo mentally ill rn
xiaoming56 · 1 year
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I wanted to draw short haired mic. It devolved from there.
Featuring!!! My fren @zxcantdrawmen ‘s comedic genius for that alternate version :D
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I’ve already answered 8, 9, 10, and 19!!! Thank you for the ask renbug I love you so much!! I’m putting these under a cut cause its long!! o:
1. describe your idea of a perfect date
Anything with my beautiful love Kieren!!
2. whats your “type”
Ren
3. do you want kids?
Yeah! Only once I’m very steady in life and both me and my partner are ready if we ever are and if not thats okay too!
4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth?
Hmm I’m not entirely sure I would most likely adopt though!!
5. describe the cutest date you’ve ever been on
fdjhkgfjhkg It was the most recent one where we went to that cute little town with all of the lights and walked around the park and jumped around on rocks on the river and then shared pecan pie and got coffees at a cafe and then walked around beneath the lights and went to a little flower shop and then drove to a different park and sat by a different river and stargazed and ran around and played on the really cool wooden fort themed playground and just listened to music and talked and it was all really cute but like also every single date you’ve taken me on?? ur just cute I love you
6. describe your experience having sex for the first time (were you nervous? or was it easy peasy?)
uhhh I’m gonna skip this cause its nsfw and I assume you just didn’t see it jhfgjhkd
7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay?
Morning!
11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?
HELL YEAH
12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someone
uhh probably im just more cautious about if my friends dont like them because of a really shitty ex who i never wouldve been with if i had noticed how awful they were to my friends
13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?
i thought u were either gay lesbian or straight and thats it. I didn’t understand the gender spectrum or sexuality spectrum or the difference between sexuality and romantic orientation
14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger self
i would be cheesy and write a well thought out message rn but im tired so just hey at little lee dont let those people make you numb yourself and distrust others. be fully urself and love others fully and with no barriers i know its difficult but please you care so much about others and you need to care about yourself too and let others in or you wont make progress and be the happy and loving person you were always meant to be
15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders?
Not really!!
16. who is an ex you regret?
:)
17. night club gay or cafe gay?
Cafe!!
18. who is one person you would “go straight” for
uhh im nb sooo uhhh but ill just say a girl i would “go straight” for since im not attracted to girls and im somewhat masc aligned. I’d probably say Kesha or Zendaya they are both beautiful intelligent funny and amazing but more than anything id just love to be friends with them
20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)
Killua and Gon they are in love and even though its not directly said in canon there are so many hints dropped in how dialogue was written and other things so uhhh its canon
21. favourite gay youtuber
I don’t watch many LGBT centric channels but I like Stef Sanjati I think shes a sweetheart and shes so cool. I usually watch lets players though and one of my favorites is Cryaotic even though he can be iffy sometimes thats pretty much just true of… all youtubers especially lets players but hes pansexual so i think that counts
22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person?
haha no. im very open about my gay so i would know if someone was straight before i became friends with them and also just… gay people are more fun I don’t think I’ve ever had a crush on a straight person
23. have you ever been in love?
Yes I am right now
24. have you ever been heartbroken?
Yeah but I’ve gotten past it and I’m glad I went through it because I wouldn’t be who I am now without it
25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone
I’ve never had trouble with that! Those two feelings are very distinct to me!
26. favourite lgb musician/band
I really like Lontalius!! I really need more lgbt+ musicians to listen to so like if anyone has suggestions pwease
27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gays
Just find strength in yourself you will find your people and there will be so many people who support and love you you just have to hold on and be strong because you are not unlovable or weird
28. are you out? if so how did you come out
Yep I came out to my friends first and then my mother asked me if I was trans and then she outed me to my dad before I was ready (she has learned from the experience and is a lot better about these things now and has always been very supportive) and then when I joined high school we just asked my counselor to email all of my teachers about my preferred pronouns and name and we got permission for me to use the male bathrooms which was a first in my high school! Now basically just anyone I come across kinda either know or just eventually find out or weren’t around long enough to know
29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have
When I had just gotten out of the mental hospital and my mom asked me if i was trans but like that wasnt the bad part its just when we got home she immediately told my dad infront of me and it doesnt help that the last time i had seen him was a week before when he started yelling at me and left our last family visit in the middle of it and then he cried in his car for literally 8 hours but its all fine now hes come to terms with it and tries sometimes but most of the time its just ignored
30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexuality
Just explore it with yourself and find a community online or outside of the house even if you can there are people who you are going to meet who will make you feel safe and loved so just be patient with yourself and with life and everything will be okay. The bad times do not last forever and will not be your entire life I promise.
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