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i want to do 10 things at once but my body says lie down and pass the fuck out.
#frustrated bug noises#it's. 5 pm.#the no bitches meme but my body @ me with energy#body says no#brain says no#i can't even take a nap those don't work for me#cursed to just ride it out#for 6 more hours cries pathetically#trying to laugh about it because otherwise i'd get too frustrated right now#i wanted to doodle and read and finish writing a silly little thing but my brain is fuming and i can't#even focus on anything#huuuuGHHH#i have like. 5 WIPS and 10 different ideas but if i can't then it's all useless and i'm staring into space and#thinking about it is hard because i want to be doing it instead#melts into the ground and fades from existence
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going thru it, i think
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Redrew this thing from the beginning of August
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#phoenix wright#apollo justice#trucy wright#athena cykes#miles edgeworth#maya fey#ace attorney fanart#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#redraw#not sure how entirely accurate it is to how I actually draw them but it was just for fun#it was intended to be my WARM UP for today#but I accidentally spent 3 hours on the phone with my brother talking about AA#so uhh now it’s 5 pm Oopsie
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#it’s 5 am and i am wide awake#do i stay up All day and go to bed at like 7 pm#advice pls#send help#cybercore#2000s#aesthetic#frutiger aero#vaporwave#y2k#retro futurism#webcore#y2k aesthetic
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Day 20: tiny cat
#bocchi the rock!#daily bocchi#bocchi the rock#hitori gotoh#I had about 5 milliseconds to draw this one because I got home and promptly fell asleep until like 11:45 pm#moral of the story is don't procrastinate (<- won't learn from this)
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started doodling to rework my designs and got silly with it a lil
#trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#trolls floyd#trolls clay#trolls bruce#trolls branch#trolls john dory#trolls poppy#sketch's sketches#branch and jd kinda stayed the same tbh im not sure how i wanna change them yet#hi. i slept all day by accident. its 5 pm
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tbh I still think Brock Rumlow was an interesting character and upon further examination way more unsettling a villain than most to me because like. Let’s be real, the second you lay eyes on Robert Redford as Pierce monologuing in his pristine suit and glass office high up in the sky he just screams Evil Politician! at you. You can see it coming a mile away. Meanwhile Rumlow is….Just Some Guy. On the surface, he’s just some side dude. He’s not enhanced, he’s not in some major position of power, he’s just someone who’s really good at what he does and seems dedicated enough to the work and functions well with his team. He respects Steve, might admire him even, but not so much that he gets starry eyed like everybody else. He’s lighthearted but focused, he’s no nonsense, he’s the everyman Steve can relate to way more than spooks like Natasha or Fury.
And okay, maybe what Rumlow does for a living is beat intimidate and kill people, but it’s not like that’s the primary objective, right, because SHIELD are the good guys and this is what Steve does now, too, anyway; except that Steve doesn’t really use any weapons other than the shield, he holds back, he doesn’t carry a gun anymore which is usually fine since he’s dangerous enough without it. But when that leaves him vulnerable, he’s covered: Rumlow’s got his six, and he does it well, and he earns some of his trust. This is familiar to Steve.
And maybe Rumlow’s a little too good, fine, maybe he shoots a guy in the head within the first fifteen minutes of the movie when he doesn’t necessarily have to and then cracks jokes immediately after but that’s alright too, because that guy had Steve at gunpoint and that guy was Bad whereas Rumlow is One of the Good Guys just doing his job, right. Rumlow’s joking around because he’s used to the violence, they’re all used to it, and this is just how it works. They’re just soldiers doing the grunt work and following orders, and this is familiar, too.
Except that they’re not soldiers and this isn’t a war, except that the work is for an intelligence agency whose job it is to hoard and steal information and monitor civilians and orchestrate and sabotage and meddle in internal and external state affairs. Except that the Good Guys, in reality, are extremely grey at best. Except that many of the Good Guys turn out to be Nazis on top of everything else, and it’s not that far of a stretch.
But when it’s all starting to unravel, you’re still thinking well maybe some of these guys didn’t know. Maybe they didn’t do it out of individual belief, and if faced with the right choice, they can be redeemed.
That is until you realize that Rumlow maybe didn’t respect Steve and what he did so much as what Steve could do if only Steve weren’t “weak” in other ways, if Steve had chosen the right side. That it not being personal is less a cop out and more a taunt the same way just following orders has always been, for Rumlow and many many men that came before him and will continue to come after. Until the vault when, by the most charitable of interpretations, Rumlow looks at the Winter Soldier letting himself be smacked around and crying and getting shocked like he’s maybe a little unnerved (if not just downright fascinated) by the whole thing, but not enough that it really changes anything for him, because the end justifies the means and it’s not really his problem, anyway.
Until Sam shows up and Rumlow looks at him like a bird of prey and says This is gonna hurt with a fucking smile on his face, and then you think: shit, man, obviously. How was it not clear from the start.
To me, what makes someone like Rumlow a good villain, even a side one, is not that he’s straight up Insane & Evil™️ or suffering from Tragic Backstory Syndrome or all hopped up on magic superstrength juice or whatever, but precisely the fact that he’s Just Some Guy with a cockroach survival mentality who operates well within the established system and just so happens to be really good at his job - a job that he might’ve even joined thinking it was for a good cause, or because he had something to prove, or simply because it gave him one hell of an excuse to be a bully. Because he either wholeheartedly believes in HYDRA or he just doesn’t give much of a shit either way so long as he gets his due in the end, and both are just as bad.
Because when you strip away all the grand scale superhero theatrics, you’ve seen this before. You’ve seen Rumlows in your school and in your neighborhood and in the military and the cop car patrolling your street. They’re the ones who sometimes say or do somewhat offputting shit but you figure it’s fine because they’re otherwise real nice or charismatic or normal looking, or maybe they work a job that’s framed as helpful or protective or inherently good despite the power dynamics at play, or they share your background and interests and you chat about the weather being crap this time of year.
And every time one of them turns out to be a violent, hateful piece of shit, you’re still somehow surprised then, too, when you really shouldn’t be.
#apologies for the extra long post but I’ve been thinking about why he freaks me out as much as he does#the world is full of brock rumlows is all i’m saying.#and that to me is way more terrifying than evil crazy russians in underground labs or deranged aliens could ever be#brock rumlow#ca: tws#brock rumlow meta#I guess???? hello how the fuck did I get here at 5 pm on a tuesday jesus christ#mcu meta#max.txt
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bruh
#my art#kon el#i'm alive i feel like i say that once a month#ive been. school#but hi 2 people online at 5 pm on a tuesday#i'm not rly having a fixation moment on anything#which means i'm on my default setting (doodling kon)
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day 16: hourglass
#hololive en#amelia watson#ouro kronii#timeduo#hololive#kiki draws#minifemslashfeb2024#didnt think i would get this in in time but i did#i am so tired i got home from snowboarding on 5 hours of sleep and said well#time to draw ( lies down for an houra nd starts drawing at 11 pm )#its whatever. its fine#FINALLY A NEW FANDOM sorry for vtuber posting#mini and i matched yayy yayay yayayyay yayay#as if “hourglass” COULDNT be timeduo. cmon
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Honestly though, thank you anon for making me remember that that whole confrontation happened when Shuro was literally running on fumes. This man had not taken any breaks except the absolute bare minimum required to survive; he was hungry, sleep deprived, and probably suffering from a major adrenaline crash the moment he realized that he wouldn't be able to save Falin and that he had no goal to keep moving towards.
Like everyone who thinks that Shuro genuinely hates Laios, instead of just being frustrated with him, needs to remember how they feel about their loved ones after skipping a meal or two lmao
#toshiro nakamoto#dungeon meshi#i can love someone with everything i have#and still want to rip their head off for breathing near me when it's 5 pm and all i've had to eat the whole day is a cup of coffee
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bahhh the suckers wip
#ferris quiddlegoose brain thoughts#jrwi#jrwi the suckening#wip#dont ask me whats going on with emizels pants i dont fucking know#i wanted to finish this today but this alone tOOK ME 8 WHOLE HOURS.#I STARTED THIS AT 5 PM. ITS NOW 1 AM.#i told myself i would go to bed before midnight. yet here we are#i know shilo and emizel are supposed to look similar. and i tried. but i wanted to go crazy with shape language and design and whatever#also shilos outfit was a nightmare to figure out. arthurs too.#also sorry to any exmormons that see this . or anyone that has mormon knowledge and is also a sucker (suckening watcher/listener)
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#I am so bored at the moment...I just want to sleep but it's only 5 pm...sry for being annyoing#sleep token#sleep token worship
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positive affirmations for older players:
you can delete those 60 pages worth of auction bought / auction sold / auction expired PMs now. really, you can, it won't hurt anything, alright? its okay now.. go on, you can do it. it's okay. i'm by your side. i promise the couriers can't hurt you anymore. i swear it on my entire dragon career. you can even leave 1 of each variant for old time's sake. it's time to heal. let's heal together, okay?
#yes i am going through my pms looking for a really specific pm from 2016 and fighting for my life.#I hope this reaches whichever oldie needs to hear it. i needed to hear it 5 years ago. my god.#fr#flight rising#chimechatter
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i hope you'll stay
#svsss#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#im dying im dead i havent had anything to eat and its 5 pm#i looped understand by keshi for 3 hrs while drawing this and ill loop it for a couple more#anyway i think they should have all the marriage they want#every flavor of marriage
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GUYS GUESS WHAT
I took my friend (who doesn't get out much and needs to have a quiet retreat space) to the library today.
I FORGOT HOW RAD THE LIBRARY IS.
-My library has private rooms with locking doors that you check out with your library card and then have keycard access to.
-These rooms are made of plexiglass for Obvious Reasons, but still. Rooms.
-I checked out a Lounge space and, guys, it's a balcony.
-It's over the main entrance to the library so you can see everyone coming in and out. The door locks so it's private, but it's also open air to the tall ceilings and has SO MUCH natural light.
-literally so much natural light the one exterior wall is floor-to-ceiling windows with a view over a fountain and a courtyard and the local shopping district. the sunset was rad.
-My laptop connected directly to the WiFi.
-There were so many people there! There are chairs spread throughout and a bunch of computers and people just chilled and hung out!
-My friend was thrilled to be able to navigate a quiet space with strangers who didn't speak to her, and then to have a retreat space.
-My library also has a Makerspace (!!!) and a Cricut machine (!!!) and I can email someone and get trained in how to use it!
-Someone was in the recording booth and I couldn't tell what she was reading but it sounded cool.
-There's a whole room along the side of the upstairs that's just for teens. Like literally just. The sign says that if you're not a teenager you should see the staff for other rooms. There wasn't anyone there when I stuck my head in but there's a giant whiteboard and orb-style chairs and
-sorry I forgot to mention that my balcony has not only a couch but also several big comfy chairs (like, I can sit on my chair and put my feet on it too and balance my book on my knees and it's STILL not too small of a chair) and a couple coffee tables and a corner where the sunlight isn't direct y'all it's so nice
-I'm so glad my tax dollars went to this, guys. We're stuck on campus for Thanksgiving break and we desperately needed to go somewhere that didn't cost money.
-for as much as I get on about the necessity of Third Spaces, you think I'd remember this.
-I also found out my friend likes Agatha Christie novels. She read me a section while I washed dishes tonight, and I think I'm gonna like them too.
#moss's musings#library#public library#go to the library#third space#solarpunk#kinda literally lol the amount of Vitamin D I got almost made up for the fact that it was dark at 5 pm#also they have a Craft and Chat on Monday nights and I've never been sadder to work on Monday nights.#the connections I could make!
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