#it's like when you and your friends joke about sensitive stuff that you wouldn't joke about with strangers
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Jungkook
𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞♡𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞𝐬 🔞
Who said every omega needs an alpha?
Tags/Warnings: Omega!Jungkook, Omega!Reader, Omega!Jimin, Mentioned Alpha!Yoongi, Stereotypes, Friends to lovers, Major Fluff, Romance, Slight angst, injury, brief hospital visit, smut, oral (f. Receiving), smut, Dom!Jungkook, protected sex, knotting, biting
Length: ~5k Words
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A/N: Boo.
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Jeon Jungkook.
He's a good looking guy, above average in almost everything he does, and easy to like. Conversations flow easily around him and friendships blossom left and right- almost everyone knows and likes him. It's hard not to, really; as an Omega, he's naturally passionate and caring, a gentle guy that enjoys making others happy.
You met him at a friend's birthday party, the young wf having noticed you standing mostly all by yourself without really conversing with anyone. He'd been kind enough to introduce himself, stay with you, and keep you there for much longer than you usually stay at gatherings like these.
And right now, he's standing in front of you, smile still on his lips and hands tucked away in his jacket pockets while he sways front and back on his heels after having told you he's interested in you.
Romantically.
"There's a.. You said you collect those stuffed animals, squishmallows, right? There's a new store that sells the really huge ones. We could stop by that store tomorrow, if you'd like." he offers, curious eyes watching you with a glimmer that's just.. Jungkook.
Jungkook is new. Different. He's nothing you'd expect, always doing something you'd never be able to guess- and ut makes spending time with him hoth exciting and a little stressful at times.
His eyes always seem to sparkle when he smiles. It's honestly unfair, how they always put you under their spell with their boba-pearl charm. How can you say no?
How can anyone ever tell him no?
"I.. Okay wait. You.. And me?" you wonder, and he nods, smile turning into a grin that makes his lower eyelids raise. "But I'm not, uh… Are you sure?" you wonder, and he becomes surprised at that it seems.
"I am. I wouldn't have asked you out like this if I wasn't." he says, still swaying a little.
He's always been like this. Never staying still. Always up to something. Constantly moving. Like his body is constantly generating excess energy he can't seem to burn. Like the energizer bunny.
"what makes you think I'm joking?" he asks, and you look down, rather watching the tips of his shoes than his gaze any longer.
You can't stand his gaze. You're gonna melt into a puddle if you look at him any longer.
"I'm just.. Me. And you're you. Shouldn't you want someone more.. Opposite of you, rather than the same?" you ask carefully and it seems that it clicks for him in that moment.
It's technically common sense- alphas get with omegas, omegas with alphas. That's how it goes- or so one might think.
But Jungkook isn't any wolf. He's not ordinary in anything he does- so it's unsurprising that his sub-gender also isn't what one might expect.
"Ah~." he hums mostly to himself, before shaking his hair out of his eyes after the wind had blown it over his face, fingers pulling the strands from his piercings decorating his bottom lip. "Stereotypes. You're talking about me being an omega and all that, right?" he wonders, and you nod.
"Sorry." you instinctively say. The regret of your words already starting to make you uneasy. Did you insult him now?
Male omegas tend to be very sensitive when it comes to this. Or maybe that's Stereotypes too?
"No problem, lots of people think that way." he shakes it off, taking a step towards you. "But, rather than explaining to you what is and isn't true about the stuff people say-" he starts, feigning innocence before he grins at you, holding your hands in his now, playfully, just by the tips of your fingers. "-how about I show you?" he asks, and you look back at him.
"huh?" you can only answer, and he sways again, tilting his head to the side a little, swinging your hands a bit.
"Go out with me." he bluntly suggests, grinning brightly. "And I'll show you."
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Wolf's sub-genders have been the topic of Novels and movies for a long time now.
The most popular trope being the alpha that falls in love with their omega, to live happily ever after. Some of your own favourite media actually includes this stereotype as well- and for a long time, in your head and in many others, this was the most ideal couple amongst wolves.
However, reality is more complex than that, and you're roughly reminded of that with the way Jungkook behaves.
While he does offer a lot of the general traits associated with being an omega, such as his big round eyes and constant need for physical contact, he also doesn't fit others at all. He's muscly, masculine body dressed comfortably in clothes made of soft materials, and his behavior, while gentle and soft in the way he acts, feels oddly confident and almost dominant to you.
He's sure in his walk. He knows his worth.
There's a hand on your back leading you without any force through the store, like a remote control, no need for actual strength.
There's that glimmer in his eyes every time you struggle and ask him for help with something, as if he's amused by the fact that he makes you nervous.
There's that look of victory in his face whenever you seem flustered by any of his words, Luke it's a game he keeps winning.
He's making your head spin.
You're both sitting on a blanket in a calm park- when he lays down, patting the spot next to you in an inviting manner. "Come here." he smiles, and you do so- easily cuddling up to him, surprising yourself even, considering you're not one that's this easy with physical contact like that. But Jungkook? He runs the inside of his wrist over your neck, bashful smile on his lips as he watches you, caring nature of his sub-gender showing in his actions.
"What're you doing?" you wonder, and he grins sheepishly, caught red handed.
"Scenting you." he says. "I- we technically do it differently as wolves but, I don't wanna seem pushy." he admits, and you nod. You know how it usually goes.
You remember your last alpha doing it, licking your neck instead, or biting. It made you anxious. Every bite could've been made to last, after all.
"…Thank you." you tell him due to that, the way he makes sure he's never too forceful making you feel at ease- and slightly guilty. "And sorry." You apologize because of this.
"for what?" Jungkook wonders. "I had a nice day, even better than I could've imagined. I'm feeling really happy right now." the young man explains, and it makes you a little jealous how easy it seems for him to voice out his emotions.
You're not that good at it. Maybe he can teach you?
"For judging." you explain, but he just scrunches up his nose before softly flicking a finger under your chin, teasing you.
"Don't worry. It's normal." he shrugs, before rolling onto his back, your head on his tattooed arm as you watch the clouds as well next to him. "Do you think.. We could try?" he wonders, and after a moment of thinking, you nod.
You know what he means by that. And you want to try as well.
And he swears, if he had a tail, it would be wagging like an excited puppy.
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Your first kiss happens rather Spontaneously.
It's unprepared, a little clumsy, happening in the kitchen after you'd placed a small bandaid over the cut Jungkook had accidentally given himself while helping you cook. Seeing you tend to such a minor wound so carefully just set something off inside him- and he couldn't help himself.
And after the initial shock of it all, kisses seem to be a constant around Jungkook.
As soon as you meet up, there's a quick peck as a greeting, lips barely properly touching, but enough to make the gesture of affection count.
Small kisses on your cheek whenever he's close enough, just to see you turn red, shyness of you just too precious to look away from.
And most importantly? The way he scents you changed.
While pretty tame at first, the entire act of scenting you has become somewhat heated these days- just like now, as he runs his lips over the crook of your neck, back and forth, hands almost sensually running over your body, clothes suddenly feeling itchy.
He never crosses boundaries, never bites where you don't want to, never pushes himself past your limits just because it's easy to do. He's gentle, caring, offers you just what you need in the right amount, easing you into the waters that's his love.
And it makes you brave. It makes you want more.
Your own limbs seem to want him closer as well, your mind slowly becoming more and more trusting towards him, as he builds up the affection every time you spend time with one another.
It started just with cuddling on the couch while watching a movie. Then, the kisses got added to the mix- shy at first, his confidence with you slowly building up towards the point of where you are today; Heated, bodies warm and needy as his hand travels underneath your soft fleece shirt, fingertips carefully meeting the underline of your chest. "Still okay?" He asks, lowly so as if worried he might pop the little bubble you're both in and wake you up from the trance of emotions, but you simply nod, smiling, happy.
And as an omega, he feeds off of your emotions; he thrives in the fact that you're giving yourself into his arms so freely and comfortable, no worries in your scent whatsoever in his presence.
He shamelessly purrs at the way you kiss his collarbone, lips pressing over a tiny little beauty mark he has in that area, making him shiver in pleasure. You've not talked about going all the way yet- and right now, he's not trying to get into your pants at all. You're so attentive to him, offering such kind affection, that its enough for now. He can't deny however that your scent is driving him crazy- making him hungry for even more intimacy than he's receiving already.
He's needy. Craving.
"Can I eat you out?" He asks breathlessly so, and your eyes widen before your cheeks grow a bit red. "You don't have to say yes." He adds at the sight of your shyness, but you just shrug in response.
"I don't know what it feels like.." You start, before you look up at him, and he feels himself feeling upset. How come you've never experienced that? You're so sweet, you should've been able to explore your most carnal desires with someone you trust. "..but I trust you." You say, and his body erupts into happiness.
You trust him.
You trust him.
It washes over him like the hot stream of water in the shower after a long day, making him nod eagerly as he kisses you first and foremost. Jungkook is pretty orally focused, you've noticed; playfully nipping your skin here and there, kissing you randomly, or just running his sensitive lips over the soft skin of the back of your hand, feeling your skin with his mouth and hot breath. So it's not a surprise when he doesn't mind kissing you a bit more chaotically, open mouthed and tongue exploring your mouth with confidence.
He loves you, after all- and he can see, feel, that you're falling for him too.
He makes it all feel so natural that you can't help but giggle at the feeling of his kisses down your bare stomach; dress pushed up by his hands, a grin showing when he notices your reaction to his antics. He feels as if he's high- never having had the opportunity to be in a situation as easy and simple as this; both of you just existing, no words needing to be shared, no roles defined, no goal in mind other than making the other just as happy as yourself.
It's an odd feeling at first, but simply the sight of him so immersed in the act makes it feel ten times more erotic to you than you thought it might. Your breathing is deep, occasional sighs escaping you, soft voice chanting out his name like a mantra to keep you sane; and he starts to feel drunk off of it, teasing licks turning into more determined motions, tongue flat on your most sensitive area, the feeling odd but not unpleasant. All that fills your head is simply your approaching high, not in the slightest feeling like anything you could've done to yourself.
How will it be when you're both in heat?
You've known each other for months now, after all. Your cycle has synced up by now, you've noticed last time he'd taken time away to himself.
Your back arches as you roll your hips closer to him, lost in the ecstasy while his hands hold a firm grip on your thighs, fingers digging into the flesh while you ride out your orgasm on his tongue, before he let's go of you, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand before crawling back up to lay down next to you with an impish smile on his red lips. "Hey." He jokingly greets you after you've opened your eyes again, noticing how he's moved your dress back down again as to not have you get cold.
Jungkook lays there with a smile, and you feel funny in his presence like this. You've never had anybody talk to you or treat you like he does ever before- you're used to either being told exactly what to do, or to be scolded for what you're doing or have done- so him talking to you like you're something special makes you a little confused on how to act.
And it makes you scared, because up until now, you've ruined everything good.
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"So have you, you know? Repaid the favor?" Jimin asks, eating his sandwich in front of you while you suddenly turn pale. "Oh." He just humms, while you let your face fall into your hands.
"Oh god, I'm such a nasty bitch, really.." You groan, eyes stinging already at the thought of Jungkook having expected you to get him off as well, just to get nothing in return but a stupid cuddle. The shame washes over you like waves on a stormy day, clashing against your bones with anger that swells up in your chest. You're upset at yourself now, appetite having vanished, and now you're even madder at yourself because Jimin had literally paid for that little piece of cake you'd chosen to eat here, and now you can't even enjoy it anymore.
Hormones are a gorrible thing, especially for omegas. And the stress you have these days just really fucked you over, causing you to drop into a new mental low.
"Hey, no-" Jimin says, wiping his mouth with a napkin before a hand reaches out to touch your arm. "-I'm sure he would've said something if he'd expected anything." He says, making you look at him with glossy eyes.
"Great, so you're saying he doesn't want me like that, thanks." You say roughly, and Jimin sighs, running a hand through his hair. "Oh god I'm sorry, now I'm all moody and-"
"Everything alright?" Jungkook's voice rings out next to you, as he stands close to your chair now, having spotted you in the small cafe with Jimin while passing by on his way home from work. "Hey, what happened?" He coos worriedly, bending down a little to get a better look at you who's hiding your face in your hands, humiliated about crying in a public setting like this, while Jungkook tries to assess the problem- your scent making him anxious too, but in a different way.
You're his partner. And his instincts tell him to offer you comfort, make you feel better.
You've always been overly emotional like this, but its worse now than ever. Jimin said that it's probably from being raised so roughly by your more than strict parents- after all, he remembers the times he had to make up stories just so you would be allowed to stay over at his family home, or for you to attend school trips. He's put himself into the line of fire constantly just to hang out as a friend with you- your mother hating him growing up for being a 'bad influence', and your father even threatening him with violence after Jimin had cut your hair for you, having grown tired of you being unable to express yourself even in the slightest at the age of 15. You remember how Jimin had grinned to you the next day, after everyone at school genuinely complimented you for your new appearance.
However, years after and now both of you working adults, you still have the habit of breaking down crying at the sight of the slightest thing going south in your life. But Jimin simply smiles watching Jungkook squatting next to your seat, carefully wiping your cheeks and eyes concentrated as he listens in on your hiccups interrupting your words to him, none of it very coherent.
But he manages to understand.
"Baby, it's totally fine, I don't hate you." He chuckles, pulling a chair from an empty table close by to sit next to you. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you both, by the way." Jungkook laughs, reaching out to shake Jimin's hand. "Jungkook, nice to meet you."
"Jimin. She's been talking non-stop about you." He teases, making you pout while drying your eyes with a napkin, earning a snort from Jungkook who just can't help but find your glare cute.
At the end of the day, you're happy to see your best friend and boyfriend get along so well- both making sure you know you didn't do anything wrong- and that it's totally fine to cry.
Jimin making sure to underline that no one even noticed at all.
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"I'm sorry sir, but I don't feel comfortable leaving you alone with her at all." Jungkook says, and it's all a face-off you never hoped you'd have to witness.
Your father had arrived unannounced to apparently bring something over your mother had sent- but you know he just does it to tell you how 'messy' your apartment is, and how you don't have your life under control. You don't know why exactly he does it- any parent would be happy to see their child earn a living from a job they genuinely enjoy; your art selling for high prices, well known celebrities decorating their homes with your works. Jimin had always said that your father is simply jealous- but you can't help but feel small under your parent's strong gaze and harsh words, Alpha father too intimidating to resist bowing to.
And now? Right now your father had told Jungkook to leave, and to yours (and probably your father's too) surprise, Jungkook had declined.
An omega, refusing an alpha's command.
"I'm sorry too, dog, but It's not up to you to decide that." Your father responds, and you worriedly look between the two men, when Jungkook speaks up yet again.
"You're right, it's up to her." Jungkook says. "It's her apartment after all." He says, turning a bit to look at you. You quietly nod, giving him the sign that yes, you want this man out, but you can't bring yourself to say it. It makes Jungkook feel protective of you in this situation, no mate able to stay calm at the prospect of their partner feeling in danger of anything in their presence. "Please leave, or I will call police." Jungkook says, and your father scoffs.
"I'll give you a nice black eye before they get here then, how about it?" He threatens, and while you step in front of Jungkook in a moment of thoughtlessness and reckless protection, you end up receiving the punch right into the side of your head, knocking you to the ground.
"No!" Jungkook barks out, rushing down to your level to check up on you- before spotting your father looking down at the scene with horror.
"I didn't mean to-" He almost whispers, before he takes a shuddering breath, leaving the apartment and you two alone.
You feel dizzy, headache already starting while your hearing sounds like cotton wool had been stuffed into it. It's distant, almost non-existent, and you can only hear Jungkook with your unaffected side. "What's wrong, baby, talk to me.!" he urges, and you sit up a bit straighter, noticing an odd feeling in your ear that makes you run your finger over the opening of your ear canal. When you move it away to reveal red spots of blood, the omega wolf immediately rushes to get his car keys, rushing to the emergency room with you next to him.
An overnight stay, and thorough examination later, you're free to go again, Jungkook making sure to cover all the formalities for your release, while you wait in your room.
"I can't believe he fucking punched you. Oh my baby peanut.." Jimin jokes dramatically, though you know there's genuine anger directed at your father in his words. He's currently keeping you company, his job as a nurse coming in quite handy in times like this, before the door opens to reveal a smiling Jungkook.
"Alright, I've been given your antibiotics and papers, so we're good to go now." He informs you, making you nod, albeit a bit hesitant after being told not to move your head too violently.
"You're lucky there wasn't anything more serious." Jimin sighs.
"Her hearing will be back soon right?" Jungkook asks, and Jimin nods.
"A month or two, typically. The bruising will be down even quicker I imagine."
And Jungkook nods, keeping in mind to never let you get hurt again.
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True to his words, a few months later, there's no trace of your past injury any longer.
Now on a spontaneous camping trip Jungkook had surprised you with to help you get over your artists-block and give you some inspiration, you're both entangled inside the van he had rented out, the rain pattering harshly onto the roof of it. You're both unconcerned with the little thunderstorm outside however, rather occupied with each other as he finally uncovers all of your body for himself.
You'd thought it would all feel much weirder than it actually does, but it's Jungkook- every move he makes feels natural at his point, even if the territory you're both walking on right now is absolutely new to you.
The condom over his length makes it a bit easier for him to push himself inside you, your warmth welcoming him eagerly and making him struggle to compose himself. You're just so pretty in the dim orange light that shines inside the van from the front that he can't help himself, his instincts to breed you full of his cum pushing itself into the front of his mind. You'd look so good covered in his release- and you'd smell even better, he knows it already.
Maybe next time. Or next round? How long can you take it?
Right now he's gasping for air, your little whimpers making him feel more sensitive than he's ever felt before. Not even his own heat compares to this burning need he feels growing inside him, your hips rolling up into him, and he's a goner. A growl leaves his throat before he bites around your neck, movements becoming more frantic now in the heat of the moment, needing to claim you as his. "I love you." He hums into your neck, and you respond with your own confession, before his hand angles your leg a little better, his thrusts a lot more desperate at this point. The van is probably visibly shaking from the outside, force of his hips hard enough to fill the small interior of the sleeping area with the wet sound of skin against skin, and your sensual breaths.
You're whining for more, but for what exactly you're not sure of. But again, as if he can read your mind, he knows- hand reaching between you both to press and roll your clit between his fingers, making your core clench and thighs shake with your sudden orgasm, his hips never ceasing to move as you wrap your arms around his neck to pull him closer, kiss him feverishly.
It gives him the final push to cum as well- though he's a bit disappointed it has to be inside the condom, and not you.
But, Again; maybe next time.
You're overly sensitive, noticing something odd happening, but he reassures you with licks and kisses to the bruised spot he'd bitten over and over on your neck while his arms hold you close. "Did you forget yet baby?" He chuckles amused, making you a bit shy considering the position you're now in.
Completely connected, his knot keeping him inside you at all costs.
"Kook?" You wonder when you notice the muscles in his thighs still trembling occasionally, hips pushing as close as he can get, breaths studdering, gasping. He's moaning quietly every time you involuntarily clench around his length still inside or move too much, and it's in that moment that you realize he's probably still in the midst of his orgasm.
Talk about drawn out.
It doesn't take long for him however to notice your rather impish acts, the way you seem to be very aware and in control of your actions- and much to your surprise, the moment he's able to slip out and discard the filled condom, he's back between your legs, thrown over his shoulders with a grin on his lips that spells trouble in bold.
"You didn't think I was done yet, did you?"
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"I'm a little worried though." Jimin says, sighing next to you while you reach into the bag of chips he's holding, TV show playing on the screen while you both spend a day together alone. "Yoongi is an alpha- what if I get on his nerves or something? Alphas are said to be quite moody.." He mumbles.
You giggle, adjusting the strap of your tank top that rests right over the permanent scar of Jungkook's forever bite.
"Don't worry Jiminie." You simply reassure him.
"That's all just stereotypes."
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Hey I’ve been a fan for a little while now, and I just wanted to say that you’ve been an inspiration for me, a younger transfemme. But I do wanna also ask: what’s it like being a trans woman with her life together? I’m 19 (as of sending), been on hrt for almost 5 months, and have been trans for a year and change. But I’m scared. So, I guess, I wanted to ask: does being trans ever become the norm, my baseline? What’s it like after 2-3 years? And does it get any less confusing or scary?
I think there are a few things going on here.
I don't have my life together as much as it might seem; I just don't show you all the ways it's not. I don't talk publicly about the auditions I don't get, or the things I try and fail at, or the insecurities in my own head that hold me back sometimes, or the handful of decisions I've made that were bad calls and which still keep me up occasionally. I've talked about trauma and mental illness in the past, but I only ever discuss stuff I'm comfortably over - when I'm overwhelmed or in the middle of a crisis I don't post about it. I don't set out to deceive you by presenting myself that way, I just keep my most private stuff private. Everybody has failures and regrets and insecurities: "it's a sign of having lived," as my friend Phoebe told me today. But you see a curated version of me that appears not only more together than the real person, but more together than any real person.
Also, if you're 19 a lot of your life hasn't been in your control until pretty recently and a lot of it still might not be. I'd say it's okay to not feel like you have it all together. You just transitioned, which I think is one of the hardest things a human being can do: you can give yourself credit for that even if you feel like you're not settled into it yet. Congratulations!
As for it becoming the baseline, I mean yeah? Kinda? At least for me. Sometimes I forget. I had a moment today in the gym where I saw a man and I was like "Oh yeah, I used to be one of them, sortof? Weird!" The first year is the hardest, or so they say. I wouldn't say I get less confused or scared now, just scared and confused in different ways. I worry less about getting attacked in the street than I did in my first year, for example. (I'm lucky and privileged in that regard.) But I worry a lot more about other people. I struggle a lot with survivor's guilt, which is something only people who survive get! Anyone who's had a drink with me in the last six months has heard me beat myself up because the night of The Prince premiere in New York was the night of Brianna Taylor's vigil in the UK. That wasn't a deliberate decision - the premiere was booked and paid for months before she was even killed - but I've become a lot more sensitive to those sorts of feelings precisely because I spend less time worrying about myself. I'm more aware now of what my transness means for other people. Like, I made an ironic joke when I came out that I'd become The Transgender Princess of TERF Island, and it's kindof haunted me since - I didn't set out to become "a famous trans person" but it's happened a little bit and it's going to happen a lot more next year. That comes with serious responsibilities and a few mild drawbacks, as well as perks, obviously. So I guess that's a longwinded way of saying I might be a weird person to ask this question because, at least for right now, my transness, my whole self, doesn't just belong to me.
Oh also, some great advice I got from my friends:
Paris: "Only change the things that bother you on your good days," and Mattie: "Don't believe anything you think about your life after 9pm."
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Would you be able to write a blurb with Charles or lando with reader going through it with postpartum? Feeling down and sore maybe recovering after a c section or like issues w breastfeeding. You always write them so well and I need more to tame my baby fever
Note: this can also be considered a sneak peek of a big piece request I have coming up 🤍 also, thank you for taking the time to leave the compliment, it truly makes my day ✨️
Cw: breastfeeding, c-section, post partum, scarring, low mood, self-doubt
"Love, can you fill this bottle again, please?", you asked Lando so you could drink water while you fed Fraser, "it's supposed to help with healing and milk production and health stuff", you gestured.
Chuckling at your words, Lando went to the kitchen to fill it and brought it back, straw ready for you to drink from.
"He's getting bigger, don't you think?", Lando said, sitting next to you on the sofa and kissing your naked shoulder, "you're doing such a good job, baby, I love you", he whispered.
"Just doing what needs to be done", you shrugged your shoulders. It had been a whole rollercoaster with Fraser and you were just grateful that you were home with your family, safe and sound. The rest, you were taking day by day.
"You've been amazing, beautiful. I don't know how to thank you for how much you do for him, for our family", he said as he squeezed your arm reassuringly, "I know it can be hard to believe, but I'm telling the truth. Matilda kept telling her friends that mummy is her hero when I dropped her off", he smiled.
Having surgery, not being able to hold your baby straight away and all of the complications that arose stretched you to the furthest of your physical and emotional abilities, trying to make sure everything was right and doing well, but it was exhausting you.
After feeding and burping Fraser, he was also put in the tiny bedside cot, making you take advantage of the fact that you were up to get your nightitme routine down. After your shower, you rubbed moisturiser on the skin, grabbing the ointment to put on your scar. You wouldn't trade it for the world, your baby boy was brought earthside from there, but the pain and sensitivity were still heightened despite the medications you were taking.
"Baby, is everything alright in there?", Lando said as he opened the door slightly, not missing your rushed movements to pull your nightgown down, "yes, just need to brush my teeth", you attempted a smile.
"I want to take care of you tonight, if you'll allow me", Lando said as he kissed the nape of your neck once you sat on the bed next to him.
"Lando, I don't- we can't-", you attempted, tears falling from your eyes the minute you felt his hands on the side of your boobs.
"Baby, Y/N, darling, I'm not doing anything you don't want to, but I'd like you to relax for a little bit", he encouraged, kissing away your tears, "I hate seeing you like this and I wish I could take this pain away from you", he muttered.
Taking a deep breath, you fiddled with the bracelet on your wrist before you seeked the comfort of his hand in yours, lacing your fingers as you traced his wedding band, "I've been feeling... a lot of things", you started softly, your husband not pressuring you to speak and accepting your touch, "I feel like we're out of the woods - finally - but then it still hurts and I can't do all the things I want and it sucks", you said as tears welled up again,
"Baby, that little boy loves you so much. You're his mummy, and it is because you're so attentive to him that you can't do him wrong. Matilda, who was the biggest daddy's girl I have ever met, doesn't even care about me anymore", he joked, "she's always like, 'yes,b but mummy did this and that and so on', and you know I can't argue with her because she's right! She's in awe of you and you're the best example for her", he kissed your forehead.
"I just feel like I'm slower than everyone else else and that I'm not coming back as quick, and I'm not on top of all of it already", you groaned, "he just learned to latch properly this week - and it's not his fault because he's so clever already -, and then I look at his handsome face and there's this rush of love", you shook your head, "it's so much, all at once".
"It's normal, gorgeous. And you're taking it like a champ, I'm so proud of you for that. I love you for that and so much more", he said earnestly, "you're the best mummy - me, Fraser and Matilda all agree", he smiled, pulling you to rest against his chest and rubbing your arm.
"Tilly's really said that?", you chuckled, "I think it was more like 'mummy was able to feed Fraser and help me with my homework at the same time. Why are you struggling so much?', but, you know, maybe I'm just reading too much into it, you know?", he shrugged his shoulders, happy to see you smile genuinely and calmly.
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Ehhh hi! I love your work so i wanted to ask for hcs with star rail men and kafka (choose whoever you want) with gn!reader or s/o who has a lot of childhood trauma. I mean brutal emotional and physical abuse from a really young age, a lot of scars, blood, sa, ect. How would (star rail character) react to s/o telling them about their past/ seeing s/o's scars? Pls angst🙏. If you dont like the request, just ignore this. Have a nice day/night! -anon
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈ old scars die hard
⊹ character(s) - sampo koski, kafka, jing yuan
⊹ word count - 1.3k
⊹ notes - gn!reader, TW!! themes of abuse both emotional and physical, self-harm tendencies (not touched on as much but possibly implied?), etc. please read with caution and heed the warnings!!!
hi anon omg I hope you're okay (ﾐዎ ﻌ ዎﾐ)ﾉ I don't know whether this is personal to you and your experiences or not but regardless!! this req touched me I know it's been sitting in my ask box for a while but I wanted to do it proper justice. I love you anon and I hope you are doing well <3!!! thanks for the req!
⊹ Sampo Koski
He's not super concerned at first when he sees the first signs of scars
I mean, he's had his fair share of run-ins with disgruntled "customers". His scars are more numerous than yours, he'd assume.
That is, until he remembers you're not really in the same line of fire that he can typically find himself in
That's what gets him wondering.
Sampo's not really one to get into emotional vulnerability, and I don't think he'd ask you first
Unless of course, you started to gain new ones under his watch
If he's known you for a while, I feel like he'd have questioned it often until you told him to stop, and then he'd be kind of reluctant to bring it up again.
However, if you two are fairly new friends/partners, he'd dance around the issue but try to confront it regardless.
Especially if the abuse is current from people currently in your life or something you recently inflicted on yourself, he'd try to mention/address it in a roundabout way.
"That doesn't look so hot, Y/N! Might wanna see Miss Nat for it. What, you getting into the business of scam—aheh, I mean, customer service—too?"
Sampo tries to keep it light, but when he notices the way you tremble at the acknowledgement he makes of your wounds, his face crumples.
He's instantly apologizing, instantly doing anything to make you feel even a little better.
Offering to take you out to lunch, buy you something nice, or just get some takeout food and watch a show together.
I feel like Sampo, being relatively unequipped to seriously handle stuff like this (considering he's very much a humor-cope kind of person) would be especially frantic in trying to assuage your troubles
Whatever you want! Seriously, he'll bend over backwards for you, especially when you're vulnerable.
Sampo Koski may not be the most sensitive or empathetic, but he knows when to hold the quips and jokes.
He's a very good listener, though. It's honestly pretty shocking.
Now, Sampo's not much of a violent criminal.
Yes, he's a conman, but usually his plans involve escape over actual fighting back.
Still, when he hears about those who have made you suffer, he's not going to stand by.
In the cover of night, after tending to your wounds (both physical and emotional), he'd be off.
He won't kill them. But Sampo sure as hell will make sure they wouldn't even think of coming within five miles of you ever again.
And you'll never find out about it, either.
All that will happen is your life improving because your abuser will be out of it, and Sampo is perfectly content melding back into his usual joking self, bringing as much normalcy to your more peaceful life as he can.
⊹ Kafka
At first, I think Kafka sees your scars/wounds and is kind of... uninterested? Or perhaps less uninterested and more just unconcerned.
Sure, there's questions and thoughts to be had, but everyone has their pasts—especially those among the Stellaron Hunters.
However, over time and with careful, calm observation, Kafka notices more about you.
She takes a special interest in you that she doesn't quite hold with her other fellow Stellaron Hunters.
How you apologize endlessly over small mistakes...
Or even how you flinched back when Silver Wolf of all people got angry and shouted at one of her video games.
I mean, Silver Wolf! The smallest of the Stellaron Hunters—outside of her abilities in manipulating the data of reality and hacking, she physically couldn't hurt a fly.
So, Kafka takes matters into her own hands.
She's pretty upfront, seeing no reason in beating around the bush.
She was content before in letting it slide as "everyone has their secrets", but she eventually develops something akin to concern for your situation.
"Darling, I just had a few small questions for you... Don't feel pressured to answer if you're not inclined."
The second half of her sentence shocked her a bit.
She has abilities relating to hypnotic suggestion—if there's something she wanted to hear or know, there's no reason she couldn't acquire it. And if there's something she wanted someone to listen to and obey, she could do it with no questions from the other party.
So really, it was awe-inspiring that she afforded you the luxury of choice here.
After hearing what happened to you, Kafka is not the type to go on a vengeance-path.
She knows the past is the past, and that you're with the Stellaron Hunters now, so your abuser is long gone from reach.
I think Kafka mostly focuses on comforting you in the moment.
Especially if you're partners, she'd be very inclined to give you a shoulder to lean on, a person to cry to.
Kafka may seem flippant, but she holds a deep-seated affection for you and she treats your trauma with the utmost respect and seriousness it deserves.
She'd definitely get more protective of you after hearing your past.
As long as it's not against Elio's script, she's accompanying you on any mission you need to attend to.
And, well, if someone happens to trigger any unpleasant memories, be it a stranger or otherwise...
They're taken care of. Quietly.
⊹ Jing Yuan
Jing Yuan, teddy bear of a man he is, is likely the most forthcoming of the three about any scars he sees on you.
He's the General and goes into battle so that you don't have to get scars like his, and yet, what are these past wounds he sees on you?
The man isn't an idiot, though. He knows the circumstances behind them are likely far from pleasant.
He also knows how to treat a matter with the delicateness it requires.
"My dear... May I ask about that wound on your arm?"
So, so gentle.
He's already got you in his arms before you can say a word, cradling you gently and soothing you before you can get the story out.
Listens to every single word you have to say, only breaking your continuous sentences to hush you now and then and calm you down
Doesn't matter how much work he has to do, Jing Yuan would stay with you for hours or days on end to make sure you were okay
He, like Kafka, is not the type to be overly vengeful or seeking of retribution against those who hurt you.
Rather, he's more of the mindset that the best revenge is a life well-lived, and that's exactly how he intends to get back at your abusers—by making your life as wonderful as he can.
That's not to say he won't do anything, though.
If your abusers were still alive or around, he'd definitely pull some strings.
Nothing violent, of course, but the abuser(s) lives aboard the Xianzhou Luofu would never be peaceful again if he knew who they were.
Jing Yuan is more focused on you and your recovery.
If you ever feel like hurting yourself, or the past comes back to haunt you, he's dropping everything for your sake.
He doesn't just treat you like glass or tiptoe around you, though.
He knows how strong you are to have made it through such experiences and still be alive—to a long-lived species, it's especially admirable that one could sustain themselves through such things
As such, Jing Yuan respects you greatly. And he demands the same from others.
Not that he didn't already, being that you're his partner or closest friend (however you'd like to interpret, but he is most certainly in love with you!)
He's just more conscious of his own actions henceforth.
Jing Yuan wasn't the type to raise his voice or get visibly upset with you even in moments of disagreement or conflict, but he's especially more gentle after hearing your past.
The man is literally a walking green flag, I don't know what else to tell you!
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another thing is like... under capitalism, business success and wealth begin to alienate you from others who don't have that. and that alienation can feed into greed, like why not keep investing and making business deals and buying expensive stuff? and no one around is really going to call you out because they are either capitalist hacks or maybe people who once struggled who now rely on you.
so like, I don't inherently expect much from creators like dnp who come into money. even though they probably have more financial freedom than many other creators because of all the tours, books, games, etc (because they are good at business!)
so like, as their fans who ultimately are their consumers, I think it's good to call them out, especially because they have shown before that they have good intentions.
am I expecting much from them? no. wealth can be corrupting and speaking out comes with risk to business/career interests. but they have a special relationship with their audience, as we're mostly all fellow queer and neurodivergent people with similar interests. so we can provide feedback and be the ones to try to ground them and be like "hey that wasn't cool please do better." stopping engagement with them and their content entirely doesn't really do anything to help, unless they did something they needed to absolutely be deplatformed for. stopping engagement is a valid personal choice, but when I see stuff that begins to resemble like 'they aren't being activists right now time for everyone to unstan' I'm like... if that makes you feel better, fine, but I would rather parasocially / affectionately be like "hey I expect more from you!" in a way that is constructive. which is something I would want to do with my friends, but the difference is, if my friends didn't change or try to then I probably would distance myself from them. Whereas Dan and Phil are entertainers we don't now irl, we have a different relationship with them. but compared to many other creators, they really do tend to be more sensitive to their audience (which has helped their success).
but so this time the (mostly leftist) phannies calling them out actually got them to do a fundraiser so that's cool! even if it's because of the backlash like, that's what the point of backlash is! we should want people to change behavior. not to just abstractly punish them, for something they could be unlikely to do without pressure. though hopefully it will lead to less instances of having to pressure them.
idk this brings up interesting stuff about parasocial relationships, the transactions between creators and their audience, and capitalism. so of course I had to rant about it for a sec lol.
thats completely true! thank u for the rant lol but yeah i dont want to come across as being like, NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM YOUR FAV CREATORS it was more like, with dnp specifically we know where their heart is i guess so it can be unnecessary to call for whatever. BUT you're absolutely right in that they probably wouldn't have done a charity stream were it not for pressure from fans. and maybe this is ME being parasocial but i'd like to think that this isn't for damage control or performativism (i mean it is a LITTLE cuz any publicity is a little bit abt looking good) but rather like, putting their money where their mouth is basically! and showing to their core audience like hey we care about this thing too and we fully hear you.
i was thinking about this General concept wrt dnp because i think there have been other moments where dnp were called out about something or criticized for like their more offensive humor and they stopped doing that and educated themselves which is better than most creators who put up fakeass apology videos. ive seen a lot of ppl say they want dan to talk about and apologize for his racist and sexist humor (and honestly only asking dan but not bringing up that phil also had his share of racist jokes) but it's like. at this point what further could he say? he's not a 21 year old shit head anymore (and yeah good for you for being a socially aware 21 y/o in 2024 but that offensive humor literally was just the culture of that time period) and they both have SHOWN that they have grown and even talked about it in like the pinof react video where they talked about "yeah we bullied kristen stewart a lot cuz it was just popular to make fun of her and justin bieber and that really sucks that we did that" like they have changed and shown change! they do not need to make a grand apology statement cuz like if you wanna talk performativism then lets talk about the fakeness of basically every apology video on the internet????
sorry thats unrelated to what u were talking abt but it just made me start thinking BUT YEAH THANK YOU FOR YOUR HOT TAKES!!!!
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yeonjun sfw alphabet
genre: headcanons, fluff
word count: 2.6k
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a - affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection)
aggressive affection
"i love you so much i could just eat you!!!" *proceeds to bite you*
he is a menace and you love him for it
he's very playful with his affection. he likes to wrestle and tickle you, for instance
but in the softer moments he looks at you with that look. you know, the one we're his eyes are soft and adoring as he stares at you with all the love the world, perhaps cradling your hand in his and rubbing his thumb against your skin
he has his moments, for sure
b - best friend (what would they be like as a best friend?)
so sassy for like no reason
will start drama with you just because he's bored but you both know it's all for jokes and laughs so it's all good
he is a massive gossiper. will always have tea saved up and ready to spill when he sees you. and he's disappointed if you don't have tea to share with him
will also claim your stuff as his own. like, your clothes are his, your food, your jewellery, etc
and, most importantly, he would do anything for his best friend. his bestie is like family to him, for sure
c - cuddles (would they like to cuddle? how do they cuddle?)
of course, he wants those cuddles 24/7
and he will cuddle you anywhere. his fairly into PDA so he will literally straddle your lap and snuggle into you if you're on the bus or something. he has no shame and he doesn't care
this habit of his has lead to the members 'suffering' because, as you are a regular guest in the txt dorms, it is rare to find you and yeonjun not cuddling.
he always has to have his arms around you, because you're his >:(
his favourite cuddling position is when he is ontop of your body, legs in between yours and head layed in the crook of your neck. it's very hard to get up up from that position because he's so comfy <3
d = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they at cooking and cleaning?)
settling down is something he would like to invest in for the future. but for now, he wants to take things slow. he is young and doesn't want to rush into anything like that
actually very helpful with domestic chores
he basidoes as he is told 💀 so as long as you tell him and explain to him carefully what to do, he will do it
i would trust him with cleaning but cooking? i wouldn't let him touch a spoon tbh
he just has this type of chaotic energy that could set a house on fire just by being in the kitchen
e = ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
he wants to ghost you so bad
like that's the only way he can think of doing it
he thinks that will let you down easy, but actually when he thinks about it, that will probably hurt you more
he will probably call you and talk it out, or seeing if you want to meet up so he can tell you he wants to end the relationship
which you can honestly see coming, considering how distant he has become lately. the signs are there, so it's not look he surprises you with the news
f = fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment? how quick would they want to get married?)
maybe when he's much older
he's not the type to want to be 'tied down' too quickly, if that makes sense
he's quite a free spirit so he wouldn't want to rush in full, committed relationship as quickly as others might
g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
yeonjun can be... spikey
there are a few instances when he can rub people the wrong way, which is never his intention
he likes to be casual and friendly very early on in both friendships and romantic relationships, which means he tends to be playful and tease you even if you're not that close
which, for some people, the banter is fine. but for perhaps more sensitive ones, it might be hard to red his banter and teasing as potential signs of disrespect
yeonjun never has harmful or hurtful intentions, that's all you really need to know
and in terms or physical touch? like i said before he likes to wrestle, tickle fight, pillow fight, you name it. he is just very active and has a lot of energy but would never, ever hurt you. and that's a fact
it's all playful. think of him as a cute little lion cub :( that's all
h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)
he hugs you all the time
to the point where it becomes embarrassing 💀
he has no shame though. he doesn't care if the other members tease him or if he is out in public with you. he is big on PDA and wants to show affection for you whenever he feels like it
so hugs are a must
he gets so smiley and happy when you initaite it >.< just sinking into his arms, your bodies perfectly fitting together as you hold each other for no particular reason. just to be close to one another <3
i = i love you (how fast do they say the L-word?)
i see him being quite quick to say it
he is quite passionate and certainly a man who knows what he wants
once he finds someone he really connects with him, that makes him feel important and precious and happy and loved. yeah. that'll do it for him
j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they're jealous?)
i do see him being quite jealous
he's just the possessive type. he will want to be around you all the time. he loves your company. he loves making you laugh and seeing you happy. so why is it affecting him so much when he sees you being happy with someone else?
it's something i feel a lot of people can relate to him on. everybody wants someone to be their special person
so if you have been spending too much time with one of the other members or something, he will get super pouty. and super clingy!
just reassure and tell him you love him and how he is your one and only precious boy, and you'll be fine!
k = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? where do they like to be kissed?)
he smooches you
his kisses are so dramatic like he will shove his lips all over your face and with each kiss he will be sure to smack his lips to make an obnoxious sound against your skin
usually does this when you guys are cuddling
he loves kisses your cheeks the most and nuzzling into them afterwards because 'they're so soft!!'
when he kisses your lips, he goes slow or it a sloppy heated mess. just depends on his mood, you know?
l = little ones (how are they around children?)
he's on the same wavelength as them
he just... understand their mindset better than most
the members tease this is because he acts like a child
this is why children usually have a natural respect for him or tend to behave well when he's watching them
that is until he starts playing with them or getting involved in one of their games
then its absolute chaos, as you can imagine
i'm talking play fighting, screaming, running round the house, toys everywhere
10/10 babysitter, would recommend
m = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
he is so tired and sleepy in the mornings omg
he never ever wants to wake up
probably has like 23 alarms and ignores every single one
and it doesn't help when you sleep in the same bed as him. there's no way on earth he's getting out of his 'safe place'
he just wants to cuddle with you all day and ignore the world outside >:(
n = night (how are nights spent with them?)
talkative and tired
it's like he has all this energy to talk to you and recites stories about his day and arranges plans for the week ahead, but his eyes are heavy and he fights the urge to let his head fall on the pillow
get him to play a couple of video games or something and he's fine. all his energy starts rushing back because heaven knows yeonjun is competitive
but if you put on a movie he will likely fall asleep
o = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
he can overshare sometimes without realising it
not any major personal stuff, but probably embarrassing stuff. which actually helps break the ice a bit more and definitely makes you feel more comfortable around him
as for personal stuff, that usually takes a bit more time. it depends how much you have talk to each other and how close you are together. if you guys end up spending a lot of time together, he is much more comfortable sharing something personal with you
p = patience (how easily angered are they?)
i don't see him being that angry
apart from being playfully angry, where he will act as if he doesn't like you when you said something like 'your hair looks weird today.' he will have an angry pout and probably go hide in the corner of the room until you coax him out of his act with kisses and hugs
but other than that, the only thing that i can think of him being angry at is if he finds out someone has hurt you or actively upset you
he is protective and hates seeing you upset. so his concern turns to rage for the person who has wronged you
q = quizzes (how much would they remember about you? do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
he remembers everything
and you're probably thinking 'oh great he's so sweet i love that about him'
no.
he remembers everything, including the embarrassing moments you wish to bury and forget forever
and you wish he would forget, more importantly. but he maintains all this knowledge for good use
if you tease him or make front of him in front of his friends, he's always got ammo. he will always win, don't test him!
r = remember (what is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
he likes the spontaneous moments he shares with you
sometimes he feels pressure to plan really special, extravagant dates, and while you like that, you do prefer the more playful, real side to him
so after one date at a fancy dinner, he will walk you through the city on the way home, but you guys pass an arcade
and obviously you go in
you both had so much fun. you tried your hand at the slot machines, air hockey, racing car simulator. he even won you a plushie from the claw machine!
looking back at that night, he smiles fondly at the memory. how beautiful you looked, how happy you were with him. best night ever
s = security (how protective are they? how would they protect you? how would they like to be protected?)
i mentioned this before but yeah, he's pretty protective
he does like to tease you and make fun of you playfully, but he knows your boundaries. he knows what jokes your comfortable with and what things you do not want mentioning, like your insecurities, for instance
so if someone mentions you insecurities or makes a joke that is out of line, they should be scared
there's no way he is letting anyone get away with hurting you, whether it's physically or emotionally
and will probably never forgive the person, even if you do
t = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
on a regular basis he prefers more casual dates, but every couple weeks or so, when he can, he treats you to a fancy date or buys you an expensive gift when you're not expecting it
he loves seeing the surprised look on your face when he suddenly pulls out some random, grand gesture
"i'm the best boyfriend, aren't i?"
u = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)
because he can be jealous, it is hard for him to differentiate between when you are being playful and friendly compared to when you are flirting
consequently, he assumes you are flirting
which can cause a lot of tension
"why are you flirting with soobin? i'm right here."
he's a confident lad but he can be insecure, like all of us can be. so sometimes, these feelings can rise at the wrong moments
v = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
he is confident in his looks
because, well, he's gorgeous
he dresses to impress. always wearing clean, crisp clothing, even when going casual
i don't know how someone looks that good in casual clothes, istg
w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)
over time, yes
you become his everything: his best friend, partner in crime, confidant, lover, soulmate
he doesn't realise how much he relies on your company and support until he is away from you, perhaps on tour overseas. then he is hit with a new-found appreciation for you, and when you guys are reunited, he never wants to let you go
x = xtra (a random headcanon for them.)
you know he's fly. you know he's cool. you know he's swag
so of course you trust his fashion sense
and at first he's merely making suggestions on what outfit to where when you ask him for his opinion. he actually makes a lot of good recommendations and adjusts your outfits so they compliment your figure
but as time goes by he really starts getting into couple clothes. he wants to match with you in some way because he thinks it's cute!
he prefers the subtle approach. you both might be wearing different outfits but the same socks or necklaces or the same main colour
he just loves it
y = yuck (what are some things they wouldn't like, either in general or in a partner?)
there are people in this world who moan about literally everything
they are always such downers, very pessimistic and doesn't even try to make an effort to change their bad attitude when their around others
yeonjun doesn't like those type of people
cynical people who can only see the bad in everything. or will just go on and on listing their problems
he's not expecting them to be a ray of sunshine. but he just gets so drained around these type of people. he wants to be uplifted, not pulled down
z = zzz (what is a sleep habit of theirs?)
sort of splays himself out when he sleeps
like a starfish, lmao
hes ccovering the whole bed it's actually wild
and he sleeps like a rock. i think if you blasted music right next to his ear he still probably wouldn't wake up
you will have to shake him awake, it's actually hilarious
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[JP] You know what happens when you mess with my stuff, right? Translation
Epilogue (Gilbert von Obsidian)
This post contains a detailed spoiler for the current event in the jp app.
Translation under the cut.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Premium End | Epilogue
What's the biggest threat to Miss Bunny?
Is it an aristocrat who turns malice toward you, or is it a friend who betrays you?
If you were to reach out to anyone in the Rhodolite court and ask them this question, they would all give you the same answer.
There is no greater threat than the prince of Obsidian.
Emma: "You didn't do anything, did you?"
Gilbert: "Who knows?"
Emma: "What did you do?"
Gilbert: "Fufu..."
(I got it wrong.)
I pursed my lips and smiled as I always do.
(Sorry, I'm in a bad mood right now.)
She repainted black as white and believed in her friend even though she betrayed her. But the truth was she was so wounded and refused to show even the slightest sign of it.
(So...)
Gilbert: "Shall I remind you?"
Emma: "No, thank you!”
I burst out laughing when she got up and ran out of bed abruptly.
Emma: "Were you joking?"
Gilbert: "You got it wrong on your own."
(It's cruel that you believe in a traitor but not in me.)
Nevertheless, I think Miss Bunny and I had become much closer, as she used to seem more scared than embarrassed when I did something similar before.
Gilbert: "Since you're up now, why don't you get dressed?"
Emma: "But, you..."
Gilbert: "I'll stay here."
Emma: "..............."
Gilbert: "You want me to leave?"
Emma: "I can't change my clothes if you're here."
Gilbert: "I don't care."
Emma: "I do care!"
Gilbert: "I wouldn't know."
Not wanting to go back to my room in a bad mood, I sat back on her bed and crossed my legs while she looked at me from a little distance with a disapproving look.
(You sound like you want to say something, but I don't know what it is.)
Emma: "Why are you in a bad mood?"
(.............)
I didn't think she would notice.
(I thought I was hiding it, but I guess she's sensitive to the subtleties of people's hearts.)
It's not something I had to force myself to hide, so I honestly admit it and look up at the ceiling.
Gilbert: "Let's see, I suppose it's because your stupidity is blinding."
Only when I put it into words did the cause of the irritation take on shape.
Gilbert: "I'm a firm believer in not letting others hurt my prey."
Gilbert: "Of course, I don't mind the damage I intended."
(The wounds on her neck from the hostage-taking and the emotional trauma from the betrayal were all part of the plan, but when I actually saw them, I was a bit pissed off.)
Emma: "That's usually the case."
Gilbert: "Huh, really? You like getting hurt, don't you?"
Emma: "When did I ever say that?"
Gilbert: "You'll know it when you see it."
Gilbert: "Even today, you put your body on the line to protect your friend."
Gilbert: "You're willing to get hurt for the sake of others. Both physically and mentally."
Emma: "..............."
Gilbert: "You're my prey, and the moment I take my eyes off you, you immediately start hurting yourself."
Gilbert: "That's how it is."
(Others may hurt you someday without my knowledge.)
(I'm convinced of that today.)
Gilbert: "Geez, prey should just shrivel up and stay put like prey."
I shrugged my shoulders and took a breath.
I'm not angry for just nothing. I'm angry at Miss Bunny's kindness.
(Even though it was part of my plan, I chose to hurt her, causing her to have nightmares.)
Emma: "................"
She stood there wide-eyed and stunned.
Gilbert: "What's with the dumb face?"
Emma: "Prince Gilbert."
Emma: "That's what people usually call worry."
Gilbert: "Worry?"
Emma: "You're worried about me, aren't you?"
(I don't know what you're getting at.)
The blackness swirling in my heart is nothing like the naive feeling of worry.
In the first place, I was the one who decided to let Miss Bunny get hurt in this case.
However, something unexpected happened.
The fact that the traitor turned in at the last minute must have given her hope.
Belief works miracles and that there is nothing wrong with loving others.
That in itself is fine, but not everyone will act like Miss Bunny.
The more the hope grows, the deeper the heartbreak becomes.
And yet she will be more likely to choose to hurt herself.
Even if I hold the belief that I will not let my prey be harmed, I don't think I can always uphold that.
(Hm?)
(No, she's right, it does look like I'm worried about her.)
(Wow, that's weird. I'm usually not worried about other people.)
Emma: "Thank you for carrying me here."
Gilbert: "You weirdly misunderstood me and treated me like a good guy."
Emma: "I don't think I'm mistaken."
Gilbert: "Hmm?"
Instead of fading away, the frustration grew even more.
(I have no other choice but to be pissed off.)
Gilbert: "Then, let me help you get dressed."
Emma: "Thanks一wait, how did it lead to that!?"
Ignoring her yelling, I got up and headed for the closet, where I quickly found her sleepwear.
Gilbert: "Since you see me as a kind-hearted young man who cares about others, I should live up to your expectations."
Emma: "I don't need help getting dressed!"
Gilbert: "Ladies need help getting dressed."
Emma: "Maybe, but don't try it out on me."
Gilbert: "I'm doing it because it's you. Besides..."
------------Flashback------------
Emma: "Have you seen my butler?"
Gilbert: "He's right here."
Emma: "Where?"
Gilbert: "I told you. Here."
---------Flashback Ends---------
Gilbert: "I'm your butler today."
Emma: "Rio won't even help me get dressed, y'know!?"
Gilbert: "But I will because I'm nice."
I cornered her against the wall and blocked her escape route with both hands as she tried to run away.
(She should realize that there is no greater threat to her than me.)
Gilbert: "Come on, take it off."
Emma: "No."
Gilbert: "Take it off, or I'll take it off for you."
Emma: "Nope."
Gilbert: "Hm, do you really want me to undress you that badly?"
(She's looking down at me, huh?)
Thinking that I may have been too gentle, I unbuttoned her blouse and slid it down her shoulders without regard to her reluctance.
I only stopped when she quickly kissed my cheek.
Gilbert: "What was that just now?"
Emma: "You wanted me to kiss you, remember?"
Emma: "So please forgive me for this."
(This came out of nowhere.)
Gilbert: "Weird. Did I tell you to do that here?"
I pointed my finger at my lips, and Miss Bunny shook her head.
Emma: "You’re right. I know it will never happen, but I would consider it if I fell in love with you."
Gilbert: "Ahahaha! From the way you're looking at me right now, I'm not sure I'd say never."
(You're making me do whatever I want with that red face of yours.)
(It's good to be liked, but I don't want to be misunderstood.)
Gilbert: "Hey, Miss Bunny, I'm only protecting you because you're my prey."
Gilbert: "It's not out of some stupid sentimentality."
Emma: "Then, let's leave it at that."
(.............)
The discomfort in my chest didn't clear up that day.
Fin.
#ikemen prince#ikepri gilbert#gilbert von obsidian#ikepri spoilers#ikeprince jp#ikepri jp#ikepri translations#ikepri#cybird#spoiler
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"You look cooked": The lost boys x male reader
I was tanning today and thinking about slashers and stuff and I'm going to write something about slashers with a reader who tans and whatever but I got this idea from my mutual @k1nn1e-0n-ma1n my best friend. Anyway I rarely get sun burns so lucky me.
Warnings: Reader is said to be able to visibly tan and sun burn, swearing, smoking, reader gets shirtless, vague descriptions of readers body
You walked into the boys cave wearing an unusually warm outfit for the weather. Despite trying to hide the sunburn running across your cheeks and nose, that patch of sensitive burned skin is still showing signs of being burned. You try to act normal as you see your boys sitting together. Paul is the first one to look at you and he has to quickly hold back his smile as he taps Marko with the back of his hand.
Marko looks over and smiles. You roll your eyes and sit next to Dwayne. All four of them look at you in silence. Paul and Marko look like they're about to burst into uncontrollable laughter. David looks over at you with disappointment in his eyes and Dwayne being his usual stone wall of a man.
"I get it. I got sunburned today, big deal. I rarely got burned before I became part vampire. I was wearing sunscreen and I guess I forgot to reapply it. Now just stop staring at me like I'm some freak. Go ahead and lecture me about it." Paul and Marko start to laugh as David shakes his head and takes another drag from his cigarette.
"It's just...You just...You look like you've been cooking on a grill all day." Paul snickers out with a smile on his face.
"How much of you got burned?" Dwayne asks, looking down at your over sized hoodie.
"Well it's on my face, my chest, and my back. I've been taking cold showers and rubbing this aloe Vera stuff I got on my burn and it's been kind of helping. It doesn't hurt too bad thank god." You say, looking over at Dwayne before noticing that David is still glaring at you.
"You know how serious a sunburn can get? You're lucky you just look cooked. It's bad enough seeing people who look like raw hot dogs around here. But you could end up looking like one of those old people with leather skin," David says, crushing out his cigarette. You scoff and roll your eyes. You'd cross your arms if you weren't so sunburned, "This isn't a joke. You're lucky you're not a full vampire or else you would have been burned to a crisp. Well more than you already are."
"Jesus David it's a sun burn. I've had like five in my entire life alright? I'm not going to die because of it and I'm not going to become a leathery old person," You notice Marko walk away and turn your attention towards Dwayne. You take a deep breath and look into his eyes, "If you wouldn't mind I think having someone else help put on that aloe stuff would be great. I can barely reach my back." You ask him, taking out the bottle of aloe from your pocket. Paul playfully scoffs and crosses his arms.
"Why can't I help you with it Y/N?" He asks, faking disappointment.
"Well I don't really trust you because your hands tend to wonder when you try to rub my back." You hand Dwayne the bottle before you take off your hoodie, revealing darker, irritated skin just like the kind on your face. David mutters something under his breath before you sense Marko around you again. You pick up on him hovering behind you.
"I swear to god if you slap my sunburn I'm going to kill you." You say, turning your head around to look over at him. He puts his hands up in mock innocence and goes back to sitting with Paul.
"You're really not any fun. You should know by now your pain tolerance goes up when you turn. It wouldn't have hurt that bad."
"Well you've been a vampire since like the 20's. You've probably forgotten what it feels like to be sun burned." You feel Dwayne put a cold wet hand against your back. You instinctively move it away before he puts a hand on your stomach and pulls you back against his hand as he rubs the aloe over your burn.
"Just hold still. I'm doing what you asked," Dwayne slowly and gently rubs the aloe over your back. You don't know much of his past. But you do know he turned in the 1700s and he worked with a lot of medicinal herbs. Maybe you should ask him more about it sometime.
"That's one thing I don't miss about being human. All the damn sunburns." Marko says as David lights another cigarette. You start to lean into Dwayne's touch, savoring the feeling of his cool hand against your burning back.
"Want me to get your chest?" Paul teases. You flip him off but can't stop yourself from smiling a little.
#the lost boys x reader#the lost boys x you#poly lost boys x reader#lost boys x reader#lost boys x you
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Heyo :D could you do a "craig's gang + wendy testaburger with a s/o who's a highly sensitive person"?
Btw I LOVE every post you do please never stop <333 it's so comforting :>
CATG + Wendy with a s/o who is sensitive 🌈💗💗💗💗
Warnings: None
Gender: Neutral
💙💛 Team Craig 💜🤎❤️
Craig, Tweek, and Token would probably be the only ones in the group to notice how sensitive you are after they saw the way you acted towards other people.
Clyde and Jimmy would be the last ones to notice, but they both apologized for not noticing earlier.
I personally think Clyde would cry along with you since we do know that he gets emotional sometimes, but he isn't doing it to mock you I promise!
Tweek has experience with anxiety so he understands you and wouldn't mind dragging you away from a certain area If it's making you overwhelmed, nervous, or scared.
Jimmy might tell you jokes to help you feel better or he might hold your hand when you guys are passing through public.
But.....you might have to hold onto his arm or shoulder instead since he does NEED both of his in order to hold his crutches....you know...😢 But If you guys are sitting down in class or somewhere, both of you can hold hands freely <3
Token knows how to help you since he probably read a book called 'How to help a sensitive person'. He will try to help limit the kind of things and people who make you overwhelmed or trigger you.
Craig may not seem like he cares at first, but he really does.
Similar to Token, Craig will try to help you and comfort you in anyway he possibly can.
Now mix all that together and you got yourself a group that cares deeply about you, your health and can relate to you.💜❤️💛💙🤎
💖 Wendy Testaburger 🍭
She really didn't know what to do at first, so she asked her friends for some advice.
They turned out to be somewhat helpful....but not a lot.
So Wendy took this upon herself to research and read some books on how to help you like Token.
She will also limit stuff that will trigger you, and she instead will take you to places or spend her money on gifts that will ease your nerve, or at least keep you from getting overwhelmed.
If she finds out that someone triggers your sensitivity on purpose, she will not hesitate to kick that person's ass.
Or If you accidentally trigger it by yourself, she will comfort you in any way she can help.
She just wants you to be okay alright? :(💖💖💖💖
New divider go brrrrrr
Also, I'm sorry that Wendy's part was short I didn't know what else to write for her.
#south park x reader#clyde donovan#craig tucker#tweek tweak#token black#jimmy valmer#token black x reader#craig tucker x reader#jimmy valmer x reader#tweek tweak x reader#clyde donovan x reader#sp clyde#sp jimmy#sp token#sp tweek#sp craig#catg#craig and those guys#wendy testaburger#wendy testaburger x reader#sp wendy#sensitivity#south park#southpark sp#southpark blog#sp x reader#x reader#southpark x y/n#southpark scenarios#southpark headcanons
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Ari. Honey. Darling. Love.
I am not joking when I say I will rip into any bitch who is mean to you. Your work is fantastic. You are fantastic. Respectfully and disrespectfully people on the internet are too sensitive and need to learn to takes things with a groan of salt.
You are more than allowed to write darker fics. It’s a writing form for a reason. If people out there can’t look at your work and see it as a fictional creation meant to explore a means of creativity then fuck them. They don’t even have to read it. They can just skip over it or block the tags or you even.
Like. I don’t know how other people read fics or watch movies or the shows but the point of them is to pretend for a little while. To have fun with it. People happily watch horror movies and watch murder documentaries or screwed up stuff like that when some of the events are based on real life going ons. But they can’t handle a little (incredibly well written and thought out) story that they DONT EVEN HAVE TO READ IF THEY DONT WANT!!???
I’m dead ass serious. If there are people being mean to you you need to tell me or even just post the ask with a period as a response and let your wonderful followers come at them with bricks and pitchforks. You may not be mean. But I am for the people I care about.
We protect our own in this community.
I am... just... bear with me for a sec... when I want to put somebody on my rec list, I always ask first. people don't usually do that but I really prefer to, because I wouldn't blame somebody if they didn't want to be publically associated with my blog, you know? that just makes you a target as well if someone is awful enough (especially if you're a writer too...), and I don't want anyone to ever get upsetting messages or asks because of me. I even often end up asking if I should go on anon if a mutual's blog is particularly soft, so that they don't get judged for just talking to me.
but every mutual I asked was like, idc lmao I like your writing and if anyone has a problem then too bad 😭 so my point is... you have no idea how much it means to me that you're willing to put yourself forward and... how much it means that you all chose to stand by me. I am never joking when I say to people that I don't want to involve them in my fights, I don't want them to become a target too. you're such a sweet, kind soul, and you don't deserve to deal with rude comments. and it would kill me if you had to just because you stood up for me.
but the fact that you want to and are willing to means more to me than you will ever know. because I don't feel so alone anymore. I don't know how to thank you properly, I don't know how to thank any of my mutuals really, but I do know that I love you all with my entire heart. 🥹❤️ And I love you, so much.
Thank you for being here, thank you for being you <3 and thank you for being my friend. 🥹 Because you're a wonderful one. I love you <3
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7, 11, 17, 31 for minah, dai and vesper!
thanks dear!! // romance & relationship headcanons
7. where is your muse most sensitive?
MINAH — psychologically. uhhh I mean probably under her arms. honestly maybe her neck, a little. not nearly as many places as she used to be pre-troupe; you can only have so many people touching you and so many weird callus spots before you stop being sensitive to some stuff.
DAI — inner thighs maybe? right inside his elbows. back of his knees. the tender places where his skin is softer and less stone
VESPER — in her heart. also neck, stomach. the insides of her wrists?
11. how comfortable is your muse with their appearance and their body?
MINAH — she's more comfortable with her body than with her appearance. one of those things she can train to do the things she wants it to do; the other is innate and much harder to change. either way, there's a reason she got into makeup and costuming (and her hair salon work)—she likes to be in control of how she's seen
DAICHI — less than he was pre-abyss, but still mostly comfortable. he actually really likes his physicality and his appearance; he likes that he looks like his dad and he likes his strength and his sturdiness. he's worked hard to be who he is and he's pleased with the outcome.
VESPER — she's aware that she's sort of gangly and long and a little on the knobby side, but it so completely didn't matter in the circle that she kind of stopped thinking about it at all. it's her body, it's fine. when the war broke out it was slightly more of a problem, mostly because 15 years of study really doesn't prepare you for being on the run in a war zone, but she made do (she was privately delighted to discover that eating well, exercising regularly, and going to the Iron Bull's crash course school of how to properly use a polearm resulted in some actual muscle mass)
17. what are some of the signs that your muse shows their care/love without saying they love/care about their partner?
MINAH — little gifts. teasing, joking, trying to cheer a partner up.
DAI — being there. listening, giving his attention. small acts of service, small touches. cooking. jokes.
VESPER — seeking them out to spend quiet time together. sharing laughter/jokes/stories. bringing food/drinks/etc. it's about the extra step of care and consideration
31. does your muse develop crushes easily? would they be open about it to a friend or keep it to themselves?
MINAH — minah's the sort who would gossip about the cute, attentive stranger in the audience, or whisper-giggle about an admirer while fixing up makeup between acts, but she doesn't really do crushes. she somehow always has a knack for turning conversations towards her friends' crushes over her own interests.
DAI — no. and in the exceedingly rare instance that he did, he wouldn't tell anyone about it—he likes to sit with his feelings and think them all the way through before he talks about them, and spilling about a new crush really isn't his vibe like. at all.
VESPER — not particularly. she tends to need to know someone pretty well before she even starts to think about them that way, and she's not much for opening up. that said, she'd have an incredibly small and insular group of friends who she might maybe gossip with. (it's dorian. it's 90% just her and dorian, and maybe bull and varric)
#realizing that minah's ability to redirect conversations and tease out other people's interests must mean she's a really good listener#if only I were ever able to retain any information#anyway#ty for these!!#minah#daichi#vesper
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Hello! I hope this ask comes across ok because I’m experiencing some super bad burnout right now and am trying to make sure this doesn’t come across weird, but do you feel like the whole para social relationship between BTS and ARMY has gotten out of hand lately?
I am seeing all these tweets and comments lately about that just seem over the top with people saying JK (just an example because he’s the most active right now with lives and stuff) is their best friend and how they are so glad that they trust us or just a lot of thirst tweets in reaction to him going live shirtless and things that don’t seem based in reality.
I guess it never really bothered me before because I never bought into the fandom in the same way, but I’m curious if it’s just me feeling this way because of where I’m at mentally or if others agree. It seems pretty obvious to me that a lot of the decisions to come live or interact with fans are at least partially driven by business interests (even if they do genuinely care about their fans) and people don’t seem to realize that.
I dunno if this even makes any sense but love your posts and hope you have a good day!
Hi anon,
I think it's been even more obvious these past few days.
I watch lives from Taemin from Shinee and the comments there are nothing like the comments army leave here. This fandom doesn't have limits anymore. I wanted to ask Taemin a question but he will actually call out fans so I stayed with my question instead, just in case. And it was nothing invasive! I just wanted to know about his dance challenges -_-
And I hate to say it but the parasocial relationship has crossed the beneficial side because the members have encouraged it. I'm sure they are appreciative of their fans, but keeping fans happy is business 101.
Like back when army was bullying James Corden, Namjoon called out Corden instead of addressing army and bullying. James Corden had to apologize for making a joke. The joke wasn't even an insult. I certainly didn't take it as one. All that was needed to calm that down was Namjoon making one tweet that said "ARMY, it's a joke. Corden is a friend." And all would have been well.
The fans are not just fans anymore but they've become this police entity/romantic partner/bff for life to BTS and they legit think they have ownership over BTS and the things the guys do. "No one knows BTS better than army. No one deserves BTS more than army."
Jk made a song about sex and now they think they have the right to ask him about his dick. He talks to them and answers questions and they ask him if he lives with Tae. It got so bad he told them to not send sensitive questions because he wouldn't answer them. One fan followed him down a street and waited for him outside the barbershop. So he had to backtrack and say it's best they don't come looking for him. Jk in the live at Inkigayo showed slight annoyance because it is simply just too much. And it has to be slightly annoyance because anything else is not permitted.
Perhaps we wouldn't have gotten to this point if army had been taught respect and limits. Jin had a good approach and the rest of the guys should have followed it. I don't think it's too late to fix.
Jimin actually called out a question in the live where he talked about On the Street and his approach to fans has changed entirely. And lately, Jk has been more vocal about army. Tae and Namjoon have talked about armys comments as well.
Maybe BTS is reaching the tipping point too? But then they backtrack with their words and actions. They should just rip the band-aid off.
Maybe after ms, BTS will be able to address the fandom as actual adults and set limits for their own well being too?
Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
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Blue Oak NSFW Alphabet
It’s been like… a year and a half since I’ve done anything blue related (so sorry!) but by popular demand (aka a friend begging me to) here is some spicy, spicy stuff about the motherfucker himself.
Proofreading? I hardly know her!
NSFW under the cut
A = Aftercare (what are they like after sex?)
He really likes to just lie there for a second and just bask in it, in that post orgasmic haze. He’s a bit sensitive after too, so he will just hold your hand for a bit before cuddling you. He does really enjoy showering with you after, even if it’s just an excuse to touch you again.
He does brag a little afterwards (though he always earns the right to ;) )
B = Body part (what is their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner?)
Blue LOVES himself, literally he could say any of his body parts – but if he had to narrow it down, really had to scrutinize himself and weigh it all up, he’d go with his thighs. Yeah, his thighs, speckled with hickeys from you~
On you, well there’s the trouble again, he thinks you’re so fucking hot all over that he has difficulty deciding (he’s greedy like that). Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut, if he’s really thinking about it, he’d have to go with your butt ;)
C = Cum (anything to do with cum)
Likes cumming inside, mainly because he’s not arsed to pull out, you just feel so good around him. That, and he’s a huge fan of cumming on your stomach or ass.
Oddly enough, he doesn’t like finishing on your face or chest.
D = Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs)
Way more of a sub than he’s willing to let on. It’s something you really have to coax out of him. But once you do…. well, things start to get quite interesting 👀
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Fancies himself as more experienced than he actually is. His body count is in the double digits, mostly casual relationships amd one-nighters. While he’s definitely no novice, he still has more to learn, which he is totally eager to do with you!
F = Favourite Position
COWGIRL!!! Omg it’s cowgirl 100% He gets to look at your gorgeous body and hold your hips and do barely any work! It was practically made for a smug bastard like him.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment or humorous?)
He’s such a little shit, so of course he jokes and laughs and gets you giggling by saying something silly. Even in more intimate and raw moments, he still manages to keep things light-hearted.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes?)
His hair’s a little darker down there, coarse and curly, but he likes to keep it trimmed.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? are they romantic?)
Even as funny as he is, he can still be so very sweet, so very heartfelt, when the situation calls for it. Intertwining his fingers with yours, whispering I-love-yous against your lips as he slowly glides in and out of you.
Can’t see him spreading rose petals all over the place, but he would light candles if he’s feeling fancy
J = Jack Off (masturbation headcanon.)
Oh, he loves to masturbate. Especially if he has you as his audience. Intentionally lets you walk in on him jerking it.
Obviously a huge fan of mutual masturbation too.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks.)
Surprisingly he’s more on the vanilla side. That being said he does love a bit of hair-pulling and marking. Though I also wouldn't put it past him being a bit of an exhibitiomist.
L = Location (where are their favourite places to do the do?)
He could go for it anywhere honestly – he’s a globe-trotter. And he’s shameless too. Beaches in Alola, a bush along a route, behind the bleachers at the Viridian City gym, even in his grandfather’s lab (yes, he is that horny). As long as no young eyes are present, and you’re not fully out in the open, he’s game.
Speaking of him travelling, you two have gotten plenty of noise complaints from other guests at the hotels you stay at 😂
M = Motivation (what turns them on and gets them going?)
Back-talk, being a brat, ribbing him, he loves a good challenge, loves beating an opponent even more.
But also, you being shy, being cute and sweet and flustered – makes him want to see how flustered you can get.
Also, short shorts/skirts and leggings.
N = NO (is there something they wouldn’t do? what are their turn-offs?)
Although he can be a bit of bully (though you like it when he is) he never goes to far to the point of degrading you or physically hurting you – he could never.
This goes vice-versa too.
O = Oral (do they prefer giving or receiving? how skilled are they?)
You better make his hair so messy, you better tug on it as he’s between your thighs. He will go down on you like he’s desperate – and act all cool and like you’re the desperate one the whole time.
He’s so smug when you go down on him, acting like he’s doing you some great favour by giving you the chance to suck him off. While he’d never force you to, he definitely prefers you on your knees.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough or slow and sensual?)
He’s often fast, often a bit desperate despite how he carries himself, but he rarely veers into being rough. Slowness, and sensuality, are less common, but he definitely indulges in that from time to time.
Q = Quickie (what is their opinion on quickies over proper sex? how often do they have quickies?)
He LIVES for quickies. 80% of your fucking is literally a quick banging before you go off to do something. He likes the fun and spontaneity of it all, plus there is something so good about you being half-dressed.
That being said, he does also love longer sessions, especially in the morning or on a lazy afternoon.
R = Risk (are they willing to experiment? do they take risks?)
He’s not really experimental, he likes what he likes and isn’t one to branch out. The only thing he does risk is getting caught - actually he gets off on the idea. (Well… it depends who’s catching you two, Red’s fine… his grandpa though? That’s a no-go)
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Rarely does he ever go for one round, it’s usually two to three. He’s having fun, and well, you just look so good all blissed out and naked, he can’t help himself!
He lasts longer than his reign as champion. Is that even a brag though?
T = Toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
While his collection isn’t prolific by any means, he does have a couple things, some for you, some for him. He is particularly a fan of anything that vibrates
U = Unfair (how much do they like to tease?)
He is SUCH A TEASE. An absolute motherfucker. Never giving up, never giving you want you want until the very last moment – and you love it!
V = Volume (how loud are they? what sounds do they make?)
He loves to grunt and moan and mewl and groan, he’s never shy about how you make him feel. He isn’t very loud though.
He intentionally gets louder to piss off anyone in the next room – and to embarrass you.
W = Wild Card (a random nsfw headcanon.)
I would not put it past him to invite Red to watch you guys sometimes… maybe join? 👀
X = X-Ray (what’s going on in those pants?)
Bigger than average, almost enough to qualify for BDE but not quite, circumcised too
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty high, he’s a horny little bastard. Ideally he would have you twice a day, every day.
Z = ZZZ (how quickly do they fall asleep afterward?)
He’s not really one to fall asleep afterwards, unless it’s been a particularly long day. Plus he doesn’t like going to sleep all sticky and sweaty, so that also deters him from hitting the hay right away.
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you know what, typically when i see a post that bothers me i don't post about it and instead just send it to my partner and rant abt it but fuck it, i'm posting about it this time, why not
this post bugs me;
and I'm gonna explain why now
so, with the final note being "are you aware that you are responsible for the funniest post on this site" that makes the clear framing of this be that the second commenter is completely ridiculous
and sure, yeah, on the surface, that reblog does seem kinda silly! like "the original post was just a vampire joke, where the hell did you get 'aphobic or possibly terfy' from???" but like.... idk, if you were part of the ace community at that point? it's not entirely bullshit, even if I myself Wouldn't directly assume that the op was making the post as an exclusionist
here's the thing; [@ all my friends who worry they aren't "real vampires":]
exclusionists were, you know, excluding aspec people. insisting they weren't really lgbt.
and exclusionists also liked making fun of aspec people for reassuring each other that their identities were, in fact, valid.
so, like... if you're an aspec person who's on high alert for exclusionists because of how vicious they could be, towards your identity... I can see why this post might raise some red flags. I'm not saying the post was made with that intent! I haven't checked the op bc I don't really care about the actual original post enough to do it, so it's entirely possible that was nowhere near their intention and I'm not assuming it was.
[adding it here because i hadn't mentioned it yet; the "possibly terfy" also comes from the fact that there is, whether people want to admit it or not, an aphobe to terf pipeline built off excluding more and more people from the lgbt community.]
but my problem with this whole thing is that the frame of this popular post is the implication that it's SOOOO funny that someone would ""randomly"" call the og post aphobic; or, underlying that, that it's hilarious when aspec people are wary of aphobic people. that's my problem with it.
and hell, i bet some people would think this post deciding take the time to talk about it is "funny"; after all, it's just a joke, isn't it? it's just a joke, but you had to write a whole bunch of paragraphs about why it Bothers you? that's HILARIOUS! you're so stupid and sensitive for actually caring about this instead of just moving on.
well sorry. i just don't think it's all that funny.
[addition; i'm not angry at people who reblogged the post without thinking about any of this stuff. it is a joke after all, and on the surface it does seem ridiculous, and so i don't think it's a huge moral problem if none of this stuff i've said crossed someone's mind before reblogging. I'm just... elaborating on something that bugged me about it]
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1, 3, 7, 8, 12 and 13 for the disability pride ask game?
1. What disability/ies do you have? (And are they mental, physical, or both?)
*Music starts up*
Physical: Crohn's Disease, Celiac, Scoliosis, AND Kyphosis. My ankle might also have something going on with it but I'm not sure if it's a disability from "this has been left untreated for too long" or something else
Mental: Autism, ADHD, OCD, anxiety, probably more shit if I keep digging but right now I don't think I need to
3. What, if any, disability aids do you use? Do you customize them/their containers/outside?
I have an ileostomy because my large intestine is so fucked up from the Crohn's that I basically can't go to the bathroom normally anymore. I have a cover that a nurse made for me but I always forget to put it on so no customization. I also have some citrus slice chewelry necklaces if those count but I need to order other ones
7. What's a struggle you wish more people talked about?
I think I just wish people talked about ostomies or even just gastro issues in general? Like the most acknowledgement I see are IBS jokes and I can never tell if people are laughing because yeah it is hell or because ha ha poop. I remember when I was first told I'd need an ileostomy that I was like "well this is the end of my social life" because of the stigma around fecal matter. It still gets in the way sometimes but like, my friends don't care. The airplane attendants didn't bat an eye and just helped clean up. My family is constantly trying to help and support in any way they can. Just people acknowledging it as something normal so that when someone does have to get one it's not terrifying to them
8. Does your disability affect how you experience other parts of your life?
Being autistic DEFINITELY plays into me being non-binary. I think my OCD also affects my sexuality like yeah I'm aroace and looking back I've always been like that but my OCD affects how I explore it. Which fucking sucks.
12. What's something people don't realize about your disability?
My parents don't seem to realize that yes I'm autistic and that means sometimes there's more to it than quirky things they like. I've gone non verbal a couple of times and gotten in trouble for trying to communicate in writing, I sometimes have a flat "bitchy" voice because I don't have the energy to emote and that doesn't mean I'm angry at them I just can't be a cartoon character anymore, and I've gotten in trouble for vocal stimming. Also same with ADHD, I get in trouble for not remembering some things over others and not having time awareness. Like sorry my brain latched onto a video game instead of reminding me to grab the cat's dishes because I'm leaving in 10 minutes (this means nothing to me)
13. What's the most Abled Person Thing someone has said to you?
I have TWO things. First one, I used to have this therapist I chose because she said she worked with autistic patients and I was starting to suspect I was autistic. I brought it up at the first meeting, she never really brought it up again except for our second to last meeting. She suggested I was a "highly sensitive person". I looked it up then and
Oh my god it's literally just autism symptoms. I was like "do highly sensitive people tend to be autistic?" and she was like "Erm it's often confused FOR autism". She also specifically said "if" I was autistic that I'm "likely high functioning" and "it wouldn't be worth getting a diagnosis". I don't plan on trying to get diagnosed anymore but at the time it felt like a punch to the gut
The second was also when I was a skeleton (flaring up and losing a shit ton of weight because I couldn't absorb any nutrients) and was being pushed in a wheelchair at Disney World. My mom was pushing me and we were headed to the Nemo ride. The cast member at the line entrance "jokingly" said "Don't think you're the princess for the day" and other stuff after that I blocked out. Sir putting aside the misgendering I am almost quite literally a skeleton and barely have any energy. I do not think I'm the princess I think I am going to die YOU CAN SEE MY BONES-
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Hey there! Can I request a Project Sekai event request? I’m not sure my last request came through (bad internet), so if it did: could you please only take this one into consideration? Sorry and thanks in advance! (Also, if you don’t mind, I have a preference for guys - but you don’t have to take that into consideration if you want).
* What nickname would I call my lover? - Well, I only use nicknames if I’m really comfortable with someone. When it comes to that, I go all out. Babe, darling, sunshine, sweetie, light of my life, anything flamboyant or dramatic enough. Also, various words or names that remind me of their original names (like Anna - Annie, Annabelle, Anode, Anion - don’t ask). I usually say these things in a joking manner.
* What are my hobbies? - Oh boy, this is a tough one. I love doing anything manual that I can do while listening to my favourite music or audiobook. This includes painting, sewing, gardening, anything really. I also love horse riding (anything with animals).
* What is my perfect date idea? - I honestly wouldn’t mind anything as long as I can spend quality time with my lover (just us two, so not a nightclub). However, I love going for long walks and talking about any topic that comes to mind with my lover. These can be in the city (fun walks, pointing out pretty houses or stopping by interesting shops), but I’ve always wanted to go for a long hike with someone in a secluded, beautiful place where we can enjoy the nature.
* What is something I hate in others? - Goodness… I really hate when people are overly argumentative and pick fights just for the sake of conflict. I hate when people are superficially nice without being genuine (they also often give backhanded compliments). I don’t like it when people underestimate or ignore me. One last thing: I hate it when people do tasks assigned to me themselves or try to explain things I already know to me.
* What are my main personality traits? - I’m a different person in many surroundings. Around people I don’t know or I’m not comfortable around, I’m shy, quiet and a total airhead. Around my friends… I’m dramatic, funny, flirty and confident. I also have a side I rarely show to anyone: deep down, I can get really sad. I’m sometimes very sensitive and very unsure of myself. I’m very, very imaginative.
* What activities/hobbies do I like? - Like I said before, I live anything manual and active. I like horse riding, sailing, arty stuff (not drawing though).
* What activities/hobbies don’t I like? - I really don’t like studying (even though I get good grades). I don’t like group projects at school (I like doing everything by myself or I won’t have to motivation to do my part). I don’t like highly theoretical conversations or activities.
Thanks for reading! 💖✨💞
Hii! I did saw your previous order but you were just kinda long in the line so it took me some time... But I kept the order and just took this one instead of previous one! I also kept in mind that you prefer boys so let's get into it~
I pair you with...
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Rui Kamishiro!
⊱ believe me when I say, you exchange many different nicknames all the time, like there could even be different nickname per sentence! And he definitely loves it~
⊱ you cannot tell me that he doesn't make his inventions with music in background so he wouldn't mind that in you! Be it both of you listening to something else on headphones or listening to the same thing through speakers
⊱ as for dates, he's kinda similar but even tho he doesn't mind crowd that much, he does prefer focusing on just you. And when it's about walks, he's a big fan of evening walks but he can understand if you prefer ones during the day. And he definitely won't mind either of them, especially since he can spend time with you and possibly hold your hand~
⊱ now for your traits! He's friends with Nene so he's used to you acting a bit different around star gets and around people you're close to. As much as he finds your shy self cute, he enjoys your flirt side much more as you two can just flirt with each other as if it's competition. As for side when you just feel sad... Rui is rather observant type so he quickly noticed that and is on his way to secretly comfort you through it or if you tell him yourself, he'll be more direct with comforting
⊱ as for the fact you like doing things himself, he does understand it and obviously let's you but he also sometimes asks you if you need help just out of care for you
Currently you and Rui going back home from the calm walk. It was already evening so of course he couldn't just leave you like that. On your way you passed through many shops and even if they were closed, you just liked to ramble about what you recently bought there for example. It was just usual walk full of ramblings for both of you.
"Darling, I was actually thinking of going to the same cafe you just pointed out! I take it as a hint that I should take you there for our next date~"
"Well who am I to refuse, sunshine?"
"Fufu~ I'm just irresistible I guess~ But don't worry, I promise I'll make this date worth your time~"
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