Just got so mad I called a senator about it

i try so hard to be open to new adult swifties joining the fandom but it makes it so fucking hard when y'all are using this label to make fun of taylor and her fandom for doing things they've done for over a decade now.

if you're wondering why i am suddenly posting i was actually just watching grey's anatomy but patrick dempsey had a really ugly haircut from one ep to another that i had to take a break

Did I tell my mom this morning that wastewater levels confirm not only is our state still in the pandemic (which she previously denied in order to defend "family" members not masking) but is in fact steadily worsening? Yes, yes I did. Not that it'll change much to her but I'll be fucked if she regularly acts like I'm being absurd without saying shit when she's not only endorsing regularly endangering the entire household but also factually incorrect.

i was talking to my therapist last week about how i'm kinda excited but also equally apprehensive about starting grad school this fall because yes, i so so desperately needed a gap year otherwise i think i literally would have killed myself and/or had a breakdown big enough to land me in the hospital, and even beyond that i just needed to figure out a more concrete plan of what i'm going to do with my life in general -- while all of that is true, and i'm glad i took the gap year for it, i'm also apprehensive because i genuinely feel like an entirely different person than i was even at this exact point in time last year, nevermind anything earlier than that. it's only been a single year of me being out of school but my life has changed so dramatically, mostly for the better, and my whole personality has flipped on its head, it's just going to be so fucking weird going back to the same school, the same campus, potentially seeing my old friends around. augh

Trying to yawn with a TMJ flare:

[Id: pic of a scrungy cat. End id.]

After being sick all week and working from home I’m destroyed that I actually have to GO BACK

so my cousin who couldn’t give a fuck about our grandparents just all of a sudden out of the blue invited them out to go see (i assume) the barbie movie, either at her support workers (has never worn a mask in this house) suggestion or her sisters (bitch) suggestion, so now they’re sitting in a packed movie theatre with no masks on : )

idk if visiting my old school was good or bad for my mental health :/

do y’all remember how at the start of the pandemic grown adults would get like viscerally angry at random teenagers online for expressing sadness at missing prom/graduation? what was that all about??

🦖

watching a proud boy neighbor get his shit rocked by a black family walking down the block while smoking weed with your boomer parents for the first time (after a decade of turbulence with them about drugs) really is one for the books

anyways im. DEEP INHALE im doing better now. im still incredibly pissy and do feel bad for the way i snapped at them. but im less "im going to throw hands w a 17 yr old" more "I shall now be letting the worms take me and or just gonna go in the backyard and shriek like a banshee"

my english teacher is making us take the mbti test to assign us groups

I am so fuckin. Tired and pissed lol

I eat Taco Bell in the evening... I wake up in a cold sweat hours later feeling sick as fuck... Tale as old as time.