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fairydrowning · 2 years

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Zoë Lianne, "Erasure"

Mary Oliver, "Felicity"

Emily Bronte, "Wuthering Heights"

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shokupanko · 3 months

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First Fukase Friday of 2024! This one took 5hrs lol I wanna to be so extra (─‿─)

#vocaloid #art #fanart #vocaart #fukase #procreate #fukase friday #FIVE HOURS OF MY LIFE #But actually I was working on it for a week on then off so the total time was 5 hours and 11 minutes of insanity #I love creating new outfits so much like designing clothes is sm fun #I was trying to make it steampunk but then it started looking harajuku now I have no idea what it is lol #I feel bad that I had nothing for his birthday but I’m always late for VocalSynth birthdays anyway sooooi #ALSO I SAW THAT SOMEONE SAID MY ART INSPIRES THEM AND OMG I’VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPH #I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I MISSED YOUUUUUUUU #I tried to make this extra extra detailed which is why it took so long #usually I finished artworks in like an hour hour and a half #but I wanted this one to be ✨special✨#ALSO can I just say January was like the hardest month of my life? it was so mentally draining and exhausting #I started spending more time with my siblings and now I can’t get away from them lol I love them with my whole soul #no like fr they keep me going and I’ve never been happier #maybe isolating yourself when you’re sad ISNT a good idea and you SHOULD socialize?#I’m big dumb okay #anyway happy Fukase Friday and belated birthday to my special boy #ALSO I REALIZED THAT I’VE NEVER DRAWN HIM WITH HIS MARK???? WHY????

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laesas · 1 year

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The hands holding yours are not clean either.

VegasPete + Hands || KinnPorsche (2022)

#Disclaimer: I have very complicated feelings about this show and this couple after everything that's happened over the past month #I actually started these in late december for a friends birthday but the colouring ended up so complicated I didnt get it done #and while I'm still untangling how I feel about the fandom and fan culture and the whole situation (tldr: bad sad parasocially betrayed lol #I was so proud of these for my 3rd ever gifset the absolutely insane amount of time I spent on the colouring and masking against shaky shot #like I genuinely had to keyframe adjust about 8 different overlapping layers frame-by-frame for at least 1 of these lol #and perhaps selfishly: I need to post bc I can't bring myself to work on new sets while this was staring back at me every time i opened PS #And I'm proud of it and it meant a lot and even though the shape of the fandom and friendships have changed its still worth something to me #anyway. enough rambling. on to the actual tags lol #VegasPete #kinnporche the series #vegas theerapanyakul #pete saengtham #asiandramasource #asianlgbtqdramas #lgbtedit #vegas kp #pete kp #kp #kpts #idk idk idk I feel like this is my one last little love letter to these silly little characters that meant a lot to me #and to the friends that inspired it too #on a lighter note: the caption is an adapted taemin lyric and the colours were inspired by the criminal MV lmao #so like lol its not that deep :')#aaaand post.#bee.gif

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fizpup · 1 year

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january joy 🎉 (1/12)

#my little pony #mlp g3 #january joy #jewel birthday ponies #if I actually manage to draw each one of them each month that’ll be a miracle lol #we’ll see! 😝

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months

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reminders of the passage of time moodeboard

#my blog is in his last year of middle school. he'll be off to high school next year (at least I think so..? 13 yrs old is usually 8th grade #at least from my experience. 9th graders are usually 14. 10th are 15. etc. etc. and then you're in 12th grade #and graduate high school usually 17yrs old.) ANYWAY.. wow he is so ancient..#maybe he's still in a preteeny early teen emo phase or something.. I hope he gets some black and white striped armwarmers and black eyeline #r for his birthday. Maybe an MP3 player of course. Though because I don't really like most alternative music and he is my son he's actually #not allowed to listen to metal or pop punk or emo rock whatever stuff. I open the mp3 player and pre-stock it with only #disco and funk and classical music. he can have a little chiptune or techno stuff as a treat (sometimes emo adjacent maybe more #scene. I think a lot of scene kids were into that more.. emo's weird eccentric brother))#Also he starts taking iron pills his 13th birthday because he's probably incredibly anemic just like me #so on and so forth and et cetera (I'm just being silly.. I am not pro-controlling your children down to whatmusic they #listen to or etc.etc. lol)#THOUGH I love that it's in january... january is one of my favorite months if not my favorite. yeeaaay #just such a nice cool month. I like that it's the start of the year mostly and that it's sometimes snowy here. Like where I live nov - dec #isnt really actually snowy?? You always associate those winter Months with snow but I think snow happens later on this coast #so it's more like Jan - March or even april sometimes. Though that may just be climate change lol.. But it's cool that Jan is winter AND #ACTUALLY snowy. plus the Beginning Of Year vibes and energy.. hrm... nice nice.. ANYWAY #AND this is not even my first tumblr blog. I had a different one before it I think..#evviilll to be on one website for so long lol.. Very thankful that most websites I used to use as a 10 year old or whatever #are now defunct. There's something weird about how humans are just creating endless streams of words and pictures and all of this stuff #and it just goes out into the void and stays there long after the person themselves has forgotten it. not even like 'oh no what if i said #something bad!!' but more just the general sense of.. people create so much more ideas than they can actually hold in their heads. nobody #remembers exactly word for word every post they've ever made or etc. It's like parts of yourself that you've externalized and then fade awa #from you but they're still you but they're not so you just have little snapshots of yourself in time floating around entirely unbenknownst #to you. like making clones of yourself and then forgetting you did so but every once in a while going 'shit... there's clones out there..#of me and I don't even have track or awareness of them anymore.. what an odd concept..' etc. not EXACTLY like that ghbj..you know what I me #n.. or maybe you dont.. hrmm... ANYWAY #I am just now slightly recovering from my most recent mysterious illness spell and etc. so I would like to post more again and mAYBE even #do a costume if I'm being ambitious.. but after so many times of being randomly stricken by problems I'm now fearful of ever being too #hopeful lol.. always like 'I would like to go to the grocery store tomorrow! .... MAYBE.. if i CAN.. possibly... NOT getting my hopes up'.#etc. etc. etc. every statement has a caveat and a backup plan and so on and so forth and such is life.. anyway. happy birthday evil tumblr

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wifegideonnav · 4 months

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tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”

#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck #and on opposite sides of the country #during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety #they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship #(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao)#(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later)#and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking #and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had #(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol)#but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me #it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever #and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too #bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present #and obviously that just got dropped #and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend #I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to #but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore #and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights #i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you.#sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit #and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it #so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully #op

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blorb0 · 9 months

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reblog and tag how many posts are in your queue (if any) and how often they post, like i have 106 and they’re set to 4 per day :)

#i LOVE organizing my queue i’m actually obsessed with it.#queued some amazing posts for my birthday (nearly a month from now lol)

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bigcats-birds-and-books · 9 months

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July Haul, or: Wow, I'm So Good At Acquiring Books In Moderation, Huh.

#spoiler alert: I Am Not #books #book haul #maybe cold turkey ban months are also no good for me lol because then i do shit like this literally the next two weeks #I HAVE A DEFENSE IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO HEAR IT:#black helicopters and tindalos are books 2 and 3 in a series i really liked book 1 of #silence and home are from my first visit to my local indie IRL (never mind how much i've bought from them online)#garden was a preorder from A Long Time Ago (i forgot about it)#wake up was because i had to buy a birthday present for someone and i figured i could get one (1) impulse purchase also #i did have a coupon for HOME and SILENCE #and black helicopters is actually used!!! so that was nice #cheaper lol #black helicopters #the tindalos asset #caitlin r kiernan #always coming home #ursula k. le guin #feed them silence #lee mandelo #and then i woke up #malcolm devlin #a half-built garden #ruthanna emrys

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majimassqueaktoy · 3 months

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So, Jess I know you’re not an artist like your bestie in the entire world snap… but what does your art look like I remember you doodled this little pic for me of Tien with Choatzu’s make up lol but have you’ve drawn anything else?

Ya

#i draw a lot i just dont post it all the time bc well... sometimes i dont like em sometimes i forget sometimes its just a personal lil thing #i havent painted for months bc i lost my paints but Snap actually bought me some replacements for my birthday the other day so 🫶#maybe i'll try and paint daigo or somethin and post it sometime soonish #in his honour #or maybe Tsutumi bc i like his face it might be fun to do................#or another baba since i sure like daito #or maybe i will just continue doin the boys from my REDACTED group lioe i have been the past few months #i have done haruka and majima but i couldnt find the posts in my tag and im dying of a flu or maybe covid (real not clickbait)#so i dont feel like gettin up n goin on my computer. i mostly had to screenshot these from insta lol #but yeah. i do also do stuff :)#ask #also yeah we made exactly 5 days into the year before my body decided to fuck me over so uhhhhhhh bodes well #genuinely feel like ive been hit by a truck and i have such a bad headache still havent played gaiden 😭#also why does answering on tumblr mobile app lately be so weird ???#like freezes the app keeps reloading cant look at notifs til i close it and reopen ? anyone else have that issue

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dragondawdles · 2 years

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fangamer refuses to restock so to get a cool wandersong thing to put in my room I had to take matters into my own hands

#wandersong #kiwi #miriam #kiwi wandersong #miriam wandersong #bard wandersong #diorama #dragon doodles #dragon... crafts?#sure that works #dragon crafts #IT LOOKS BEST BACKLIT... it will probably not be backlit longterm... tragic #actually had this idea and prepped the box for this like. months ago. but I got into the mood to work on it yesterday so I just finished it #incase anyone's curious this is a recycled lego dragon box from my birthday #and the most hodge-podged grab bag of art supplies. I watercolored a grocery bag LOL #my intentions to draw frogshow were thwarted yet again by wanders song the beloved this is so sad

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d-ama-ien · 7 months

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Header and icon updates for October! I like to celebrate Heist's birthday with the header representing all the egos. In the past I've generally gone with spooky Damien icons but I decided to do a Host edit for this year!

(This is the first time in the history of this blog that Damien has not been either my header or icon, and that I've used an ego other than Damien or Dark for the icon)

#icon #icon change #a heist with markiplier #markiplier the host #i've been in a host mood lately #(maybe in such a host mood I'm writing a fic with him for halloween.. maybe)#hopefully I'll actually finish it in time lol #ah wkm's birthday is this month too #technically the mark egos in wkm are represented in the header minus actor lol #heist's birthday i remember cause it came out on my birthday i always forget wkm's #i'm weeks away from entering my mid 20s wowee

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trinitea-fics · 2 months

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I hate when you're very sure you're over something, but then you're awake at 4am and clearly Not Over it yet :/

#something something thinking about how my childhood ex-best friend is the reason i think everyone is gonna leave me eventuality lol #and i havent thought about them in YEARS #but the past 8 months it's been bad again #like. it could justify going back to therapy bad #and its gotten better. at least i dont hate my birthday anymore like i did though all of high school #and like. okay it basically stems from how i was the only one who put in effort into maintaining our friendship after #we went to different high school #and they would hang out with the other memeber of our friend trio but NEVER would ask me #and things then slowly fell apart #and that period of my life was when i was the most depressed and heartbroken #it's so much better now #cuz i realized #“well. i cant stop people from leaving me. the only thing i can do is be a good friend and trust them not to break my heart like ***** did”#cuz like. im still best friends with my kindergarten bestie. so like #***** is an outlier and should not be counted #and most of my friends are extremely introverted or on anti-depressants. so i dont mind being the one who makes plans #but sometimes its 4am and the thoughts GET TO ME #sigh sigh sigh #“***** is an outlier and should not be counted” damn. that actually does help.#thanks 4am brain <3 #unfortunately its 5am and im too awake now rip #ive had friends comment over the last year about how much they appreciate the effort i put in #why can't i just cling onto THAT #sigh sigh #it'll get better

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mirillel · 5 months

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Beautiful woman interested in me???

#joined lunch yesterday with a friend and some of his friends that i didn't know yet #and today he told me that apperently one of the two gorgeous lady is interested in getting to know me?#what witchery is this #been trying to put more effort into being social lately #(actually only recently started hanging out more with this friend - am invited to his birthday later this month)#also gonna go for coffee with someone i really hope to befriend tomorrow #but also sooooo overwhelmed with my paper that's due the beginning of december #like almost cried at bib today #so the upwards trend in my social life could have waited a month longer lol #personal

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tj-crochets · 2 years

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A ouija board and planchette made from @firesidetextiles fabric! The board itself has quilt batting to provide a little structure and the backing fabric is dark gray. The planchette’s backing is gold minky and it’s filled with polyfil stuffing

#sewing #handmade #firesidetextiles fabric #ouija board #plush ouija board #well…kind of? lol #I am proud of that planchette I wasn’t sure I could make it work to make there actually be a hole in the middle of the planchette #but it worked!! :D #I know absolutely nothing about ouija boards but my friend liked this fabric #this is an extremely belated birthday present for her lol I meant to make it like…nine months ago?#maybe it’s no longer belated maybe I’m just early for her next birthday #yeah let’s go with that lol

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icewindandboringhorror · 10 months

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