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catcatb0y · 1 year

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Me: I am having a really bad brain day. Like all it takes is one little push and I'm gonna fall apart.

Tumblr: Do yoy want BPD memes??? Constantly tagged 'Actual BPD' and 'Borderline Personality Disorder' and 'BPD Mood'???

Me: Ah shit, why are those relatable wtf??

Tumblr: How about self harm posts that type like tw cvts and s3lf ha//rm and censor d3press10n

Me: Wow I magically don't feel like I'm spralling into insanity.

PSA don't censor your goddamned fucking tags. If you're gonna post about cutting and self harm and smoking and replasing and you fucking type it out like #cvts s3lf #ha//rm #d3press10n go back to fucking Twitter and TikTok or learn to properly tag your goddamned shit.

Stop censoring your fucking trigger tags, you assholes. No one is going to learn fifty different fucking ways that you want to spell legitamate fucking triggers because you are typing in The TikTokified Fucking L33T sp34k.

If you're fucking tagging a goddamned trigger, type out the whole fucking word. People blocking out #pro ed and #self harm (like me!! who has both of those tags blocked!!) STILL sees your fucking vent posts because y0y typ3 l!k3 th1s so no 0ne s//ees y0ur posts while you romanticize being a direct danger to yourself.

#like no offense to people that cut #I get it I get the urges #and like everything I understand the urge/desire/need to validate your issues by posting them #but also I don't wanna see that shit #it's also creepy that any semblance of an alorgithm will go 'oh you feel like shit? here's more like that'#to begin with it's a garbage system #but the fact that it specifically escalates from 'depression' and 'vent' to 'self harm' and 'ed'#is absolutely disgusting #and I will wholly say anyone who tagged their tr1gg3r p0sts l!ke th//is: fuck you #I thought that was a fucking myth and a joke when it started circling around #I have so many feelings about the pro self harm/pro ed blogs. shit like 'I'm nothing without my cuts' bitch not with that fucking attitude #I was THERE I GET it but holy shit dude you can be shaped by your mental illness and not brag about it #and the more that you FEED into these circles and the more you MAKE 'self harm' your ONLY PERSONALITY TRAIT...#it's a self fufilling cycle honey #yeah you're nothing without self harm and hating yourself because YOU made yourself that way #YOU made it your only personality trait and now YOU feel consumed by it and YOU are LETTING IT CONSUME YOU MORE #but it's not my place to step in either you grow up and realize you were young and stupid or you never make it to adulthood #but still either way #I don't want to see that shit #so properly tag your fucking posts #there should not be THREE different fucking suicide tags with exclamation marks #there are already so many variants to fucking block

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