was thinking about if spike was cursed like angel to lose his soul if he had a moment of pure happiness and would he be able to have an enduring romantic relationship with buffy in the absence of sex, would it be enough for either of them yadda yadda and then i realized what am i even thinking?? sex??? spike would lose his soul bc buffy preset the microwave to nuke blood for just the right amount of time, spike would lose his soul bc buffy passed him the cereal box, spike would lose his soul bc of the way buffy’s butt looks in those pants, spike would lose his soul bc buffy laughed at one of his jokes, spike would lose his soul bc a light breeze blew a strand of her hair into his face, spike would lose his soul bc buffy-