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#inverse philophobia
dollops-of-delusion · 11 months
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WA ALAIKUM ASSALAM HABIBI
im aliveeeeee. barely. next week is soooo fucking terrifying i have 2 major quizzes, a research & presentation all due on the same day and term paper due the day before that💀💀💀💀
then i have finals 2 weeks after that... but on the bright side!! i finish my 1st year of medschool in 3 weeks!! i can't believe it time really flew by omg
hbuu how have u been also pls show me The Rock (not dwayne johnson)
😟😟😟 THE SAME DAY???? cruel and unusual fucking punishment do your profs not realize that all their assignments conflict dear GOD
besides that absolute atrocity i’m sorry you have to deal with OMG CONGRATS???? MED SCHOOL SILKY?? IM SO PROUD OF YOU??? you need to celebrate come graduation this is a really big deal and you worked so hard <333
and please finals 💔💔 i’ve had mine last week and one monday good luck (though ik you dont need it)
but i’ve been good! it was my last official day of highschool yesterday and i had a wattpad moment which was fun (ask me about the wattpad moment itll have you kicking your feet)
and i’m knitting a scarf!!
ROCK. BELOW.
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dollops-of-delusion · 11 months
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If you still check in I was wondering how you were :))
I should probably do that more considering how often I think ‘what would Lusy think of this’
:)) <333
dream my love hello <33 what a coincidence i think the same of you quite a lot
to whenever you see this next (sometimes i like to imagine we leave letters in little time capsules for each other to find when we come back):
as of may, i’m all right! yesterday was my last official day of senior year before internships! my friends and i got lunch after a final (a boy who works there flirted with me), and my math final’s tomorrow!! all in all good
how are you, my love? <3
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dollops-of-delusion · 11 months
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LUSYYYYYYYYY
hi :3c
SILKYYYY
hola bonjour salaam aloha
how’ve you been???? tell me abt your state of being, i’ve missed you
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😭📌
😭 Have you ever made yourself cry writing a fic?
oui! (because unlike SOME people i'm not immune to angst, huff) when i wrote the akaashi fic and the nanami fic. heavy on the akaashi one though: and other things to keep you awake at night is truly my magnum opus (though i don't like believing in the concept of a mangum opus, but that's a whole other thing)
📌 If all your fics/WIPs fell off a ship and were drowning (go with it), and you could only save one, which would it be?
none, i hate them all <3 maybe i'd save some of the ideas that haven't turned into wips yet though. i like my idea for a cater diamond (twst, naturally) fic though. i don't think cater diamond's appreciated enough; he's an unknown favorite of mine
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The event was actually so cute :)
1. It starts off with Kalim + Jamil going on a trip bc fireworks festival yay, and then Kalim invites people (Cater,Lilia) and they bring plus ones (Malleus, Trey) *Lilia ends up not coming bc he was sick ew*
2. I discovered that silk city is so big omg
3. This event has confused me more about what culture the Scarabia dorm is based off of bc I’m just confused
4. I never got Jamil’s event SSR bc school got in the way :(
5. I would reccomend watching walkthroughs/playthroughs of the whole event bc Jamil has some character development !!
1. OMG YAY I HEARD ABT THAT!! super interesting choice of characters to bring along! i heard cater gets some character development along the way
2. Silk city has my whole heart <33 I hear u meet jamil’s sister, najima?
3. see under the cut for my infodump
4. NOOOOO FUCK SCHOOOL (also same mood i tried pulling for his too and didn’t get it and felt like crying)
5. YES YES I WILL!! twst also has an option to play past events in the archives so i might do that too
very VERY long explanation of what Scarabia is culturally based off of under the cut because I immediately infodumped when I saw u were curious I’m so sorry Saturn you ofc don’t have to read it 😭
Scarabia is based off Aladdin, but culturally I’m pretty sure the dorm is supposed to be based of MENA (Middle East/North Africa.)
The white henna done on Kalim’s arms and the name of a lot of the chapters during the event I glimpsed were in Arabic. Lots of the food Jamil prepares is also from the Middle East, most notable shawarma during the Beans Day Event! Kalim in one of his SR vignettes also references his love for excessively sweet mint green tea, a personal standard drink im Morocco that leads me to headcanon him as specifically Moroccan (also bc I’m Moroccan and I’m biased.) Something innacurate would be that they’re wearing gold, as men in Islam aren’t supposed to wear gold, but being MENA and being Muslim aren’t mutually inclusive, although most of the time they do exist in the same realm
The movie Aladdin itself, however, grossly meshes and in that mutilates MENA and South Asian culture, so personally I’m not sure if Scarabia itself can be used as a proper basis for either culture. The movie was honestly quite orientalist and also included weird referrals to the ancient Ottoman Empire? There are also touches of South Asian influence, specifically from India, in the dorm, but I’d have to look deeper into it to make sure I’m correct. Long story short I love Scarabia so much <333
sorry for the infodump whenever someone mentions anything remotely arab i get excited 😭
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hi I’m finally on Winter Break :)
OMG YAY
how do you feel saturn?? liberated? joyous?tired or some other feeling?
this break is needed 😌 my last day of school before break is tomorrow, and its early dismissal
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No that makes a lot of sense! I feel the same way, especially as someone who never “planned out” the experience of having a romantic relationship in the near future. I think part of our “need” for it is in society, especially in movies and TV shows. And guess what? We don’t need romantic relationships. I think that everyone needs that person that really cares about them and is there for them no matter what.
yeah! there's a lot of emphasis put on needing a partner, the mindset of that person being the most important, the person who trumps all.
i agree, and i think perspectively its nice to talk about this, especially because, we're, you know romance writers 😭 subject to that "need" for romance" and aware of it and not actually experiencing it irl-- its confusing but like refreshing? to know that someone gets it?
someone to care about! i think that'd be nice, too
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hi hello we haven’t talked for a while how are you??
SATURNNNNNNN
We Have Not, It Shall Be Remedied!!
i am as existent as schrodinger’s cat is, thank you for asking!! how are you, my dear friend?
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:D
Hi <333
Today the outfit is glorious, I’ve showed all ny friends and they’ve all been delighted
My converse have ~pockets~
I’ll show you later!! 🥰
In other news, how has your day been? I’ve been pushing my debate agenda recently, and will do so now as well. You should join speech and debate, you’ve got the speech part down stupendously 😌💞
:0 >:) HI DREAMMMMMMM!!
outfit pics??? count me in
pocket converse ?!?!? pics are now mandatory, count me in X a googleplex, how is that even possible??
and i wish i had the capacity for debate— i have really bad stage fright 😭 or, rather, i’m not mentally nervous if i know the material but my body physically acts as if i’m nervous? i get the shakes ‘n stuff </3
you shall simply have to be the prowess-filled, state-competing, all-around lovely and competent debater for the both of us, dream
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I still haven’t figured out what I’m wearing for homecoming yet-
0: saturn, i wish thee great luck!! as its evening, i'm assuming home coming is happening right at this very moment, so i'm sure you look divine (as always) and i hope dearly that you're having fun <3
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psst delusion
would you like to talk about twst’s Halloween event? I want to know your thoughts on it
OH MY GOD SATURN WOULD I LIKE TO??? WOULD I LIKE? I WOULD LOVE TO GIMME A MIN TO COLLECT MY THOUGHTS
okay, so i have not been able to read through the books as fully as i would like due to time constraints/life, so firstly LETS TALK ABOUT THE CARDSSSS
i know you like jade saturn so how did u feel about his ssr? personally i think its a work of art but i have yet to read the vignettes or groovy him and i am very excited to do both
i really want vil’s, mostly because i need more good pomefiore cards?? also its one of the most gorgeous things i’ve ever laid my eyes on— 70 into the banner so i’m gonna pull more tn since the dealine’s soon
and the stamp rally mechanism?? how are u feeling about it?? i feel that the loop button on lessons is quite the godsend
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delusion omg
nova omg :0
bonjour,,,, or bonsoir technically :3
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My homecoming is this Saturday :)
AHHH OMG HAVE FUNNN!! i probs should've put that together considering the party's the day after but still!!! enjoy <333
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boo!
boo is correct, saturn!! ur greetings have always been lovely, and especially fitting for the season
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dollops-of-delusion · 2 years
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LUSY i am in need of your daily dose of Gojo Thots™ pls
something SUPER fluffy and cheesy and cliche idk i wanna gag from the romance (iydm)
you know that trope where lover a will eat something and lover b will ask what it tastes like and instead of giving them a piece of whatever they're eating lover a will just kiss them instead?
yeah, that's you two.
citrus' variations exist in differing surfeits; cloying, tart, oversour, all with the same quality of slight tackiness if you take in too much. it's hard to get the right ratio of acidity to bitterness, as personal preference determines enjoyment.
so does the method of consumption. eating a lemon whole is entirely different from drinking lemonade. as is tasting the sweetness of it on someone else's lips.
the tang hits a little bit more when he kisses you, his mouth quirking up a bit into a bemused smile as the astringency hits. the sharpness of the flavor fuses with the brazenness of his response when you asked for a taste, melding feeling and taste inextricably in your mind. you can't tell where one ends and the other begins. and when his hands come up to trail down the length of your arms, and his head tilts to further endow your senses to his...
all you can taste is sour.
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dollops-of-delusion · 2 years
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gojo + neck and/or cheek kisses, go!
he does the thing grandmas in tv shows do. you know what it is. the audible “mwah!” he will take one side of your face and cup it with his chin and then plant a kiss on your other cheek, making it pop. then he will do the exact same thing to the other side. it will happen. you cannot avoid it.
i think he’s a back of the neck kisser kind of person, too. just between the where the neck connects to the collarbone, and where the very end of jawline meets your neck. the connecting points, places that end and start the contours of the body, he likes most.
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