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bunniibpd · 2 years

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intrusive thoughts 1 - me 0

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mirroringshards · 9 months

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"is that a threat?" depends, will i get in trouble with the law if i say yes

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superectojazzmage · 2 years

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I think in my experience with it, the best/funniest way to describe living with OCD/anxiety issues/intrusive thoughts is that it feels like having a Tumblr user who sends anon hate in your brain; a loud, annoying, pathetic little voice that jumps to the most ridiculous, disgusting, uncharitable, nonsensical, bad faith, and upsetting-to-you-personally hot take on almost everything you do, see, like, believe, think, enjoy, and feel. And it harasses/bullies you by spamming these takes at you repetitively and demanding you engage with them, but the only way to really deal with it is learn to distinguish it from your real anons/thoughts and ignore it as the powerless deranged weakling it is because engaging with it is useless and just encourages it to keep bugging you.

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curseheaven · 1 year

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I wasn't worth your time.. but really I'm fine, I've been like this my whole life.

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localyan · 1 year

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art by me plz credit if used.

Traumacore playlists help me keep pushing on. Do you guys listen to anything that particularly seems to help when you are struggling?

#actually dissociative #childhood trauma #mentally unhinged #complex ptsd #actuallytraumatized #yandere vent #venting #original art #weirdcore #intrusive memories

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just-your-local-jezebel · 2 years

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One of the most important lessons I’ve learned since leaving the church is that my intrusive thoughts are not a moral failure, and I’m not evil for experiencing them. Once I learned this I was able to begin healing.

#ex evangelical #ex fundamentalist #ex fundie #exvangelical #ex religious #religious trauma #intrusive thoughts #intrusive memories #intrusive thinking

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rottenrabbit010101010 · 8 months

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Wasting the last few weeks of my summer staying up until 5 am and waking up at 1 pm, because my head is so loud and I’m trying to calm down and distract myself from all the triggering things I’ve seen and thought about during the day.

#vent #vent post #tw self destructive behavior #actually mentally ill #sh implied #self h@rm #sh vent #tw sui ideation #tw self h@rm #personal vent #intrusive thoughts #intrusive memories

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str4nded-1n-th3-r4in · 1 year

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”i am going away for a while, but i'll be back, don't try and follow me…. cause i’ll return as soon as possible….”

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!! alert !! you’ve recieved a letter !!

hello dear traveler!

my name’s mae! i’m a bi, mentally ill, and extremely exhausted soul you just encountered somehow. i am a minor, so please know that before interacting with me.

this is a vent blog, so please, please don’t continue reading if vent topics trigger you. i recommend you read some of the tags below, as they make up 90% of the things i talk about.

i also tend to vent in lyrics a lot, so if you want the song (or can’t find it), just drop by the ask box and i’d be happy to reply!! (i also would love to just chat with you!! i’m always looking for more friends and people to talk to!!)

as a final note, please don’t report my blog. i would very much appreciate it if you would just ignore it instead of reporting!

signing off,

mae <3

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emoji code for our alters (we are a system)

🌫️ - mae! (your lovely lovely host! if theres no tag, assume its me bc it probs is)

⚓️ - caspian (traumaholder - we try and keep them from posting bc they are young (tween) but sometimes they post under supervision)

🧣 - kayo (protector - usually here with cas)

💌 - yukina (persecutor - batshit crazy uhh she makes the yandere posts but we love her anyways)

“we are just misguided ghosts… traveling endlessly… the ones we trusted the most… pushed us far away…” “we are just misguided ghosts… traveling endlessly… the ones we trusted the most… pushed us far away…”

#self h@rm #shblr #tw self destructive behavior #personal vent #vent post #self sabotage #vent tag #anxi4ty thoughts #anxi4ty #tw depressing stuff #spiraling #intrusive memories #mental illness #trauma #tw selfhate #vent tw #emotionally abused #attachment issues #bpd thoughts

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sleepii-freddie · 9 months

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vent-ish ig

Why do I always remember the bad things? Why can't I think of the good? Why do I always let my mind wander to the things that happened and that I can't do anything about. Why do I always let myself do this to me. It isn't fair. There's no point in resting on bad thoughts. It's not like I can do anything about it now anyway.

#vent #tw vent #ramble #sleepyfred rambles #rambles #ramblings #intrusive thoughts #intrusive thinking #intrusive memories #intrusive images

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caffeyn · 11 months

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I always believe I can control my own fate.

I was never the person who would let it be.

Now I'm tired and starting to lose faith.

I don't care where the current takes me.

#my poem #my poetry #poetry #thoughts #midnight thoughts #intrusive memories #go with the flow #flow of life #lifeisanadventure #life is hard #life is strange

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acid-fruit · 1 year

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#trauma #weirdcore #traumacore edit #ball jointed doll #you were there #oddcore #intrusive thoughts #intrusive memories #my edit

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bunniibpd · 1 year

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i'm just an insane silly billy <333

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etcrow · 2 years

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Having a very disturbing intrusive thought that you have to tell your brain to stfu

#intrusive thoughts #intrusive images #intrusive memories #obsessive compulsive spectrum #obsessive compulsive disorder

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alighted-willow · 1 year

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Complex trauma is weird for a lot of reasons, one of which being that literally no holiday is enjoyable. I want to enjoy them, and am working to process thing and figure out new traditions and activities I can actually enjoy.

I saw a picture of corn beef and cabbage in a slow cooker yesterday and did not expect it to send me into a several-hour-spin, so that's good to know.

That said, now that the spicy nostalgia has past, I hope to make my celebrations today. I'm posting this because sustained trauma (childhood trauma) shows itself in unexpected ways and I like the idea of someone else having an idea of what to expect when they are ready and safe enough to start the healing process.

#And this is one of my two favourite holidays. /sad #CPTSD #PTSD #Complex Trauma #intrusive memories #trigger #Yesterday afternoon consisted of ‘I thought I had processed tht already!’#Spring Equinox #Saint Patrick's Day #It's still weird to me that we celebrate a guy who co #colonized Ireland and wrecked the culture.#Whenever you do research and find it to be limited (the source claiming that the Irish didn’t write stuff down)#Remember that they did; Patrick just destroyed the books.

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alphareader · 2 years

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Rev Dr Jill Richardson: I got to tell a kid in church that no, intrusive thoughts are brain chemistry, not sin, and I almost cried. Y’all, there is so much pain out there. Let’s not make it worse.

Daphne ColemanPerine; I once heard a preacher say, you can’t control what bird flies over your head but you don’t let it have to build a nest in your hair. That was honestly a breakthrough for me.

#intrusive thoughts #intrusive memories #intrusive thought #brain #chemistry #truth #kids #it’s ok #church #sin

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trxshpxnda-xo · 1 year

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Escape room Idea

Execpt, it's just you trying to leave the bathroom after the intrusive thoughts of

✨️ relapsing ✨️ hit.

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