#inspired from irl experiences with this guy I think I have a crush on
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week eighty-six
i was so busy on sunday so i couldnt post in time. sorry!! ill write and post this now at 1 am on monday. it was a good sunday though, cute person at the till but i got so flustered i forgot to look at their last name when i ided them so i just know his first name and middle name loool. went to the bar after work w c, l and s. we then went for food and ate in the school cafeteria. a cute security guard came after a while and asking for us to show our keys to prove we could be there lol.
ive been listening to loooots of saosin. im so in love w their stuff. so the sotw is obvious hehe.
okay now ill go through the week in order lol.
monday i dont really remember. just work.
i had a shorter shift on tuesday, only four hours! afterwards i met up w e and e and we walked around town and then had some food and then went to some shops. it was fun and time went by so fast.
on wednesday i thought id have to rawdog the music quiz and just go alone and hope id find someone ik there to play w BUT c came home just in time so she joined me along w d, e and s. s left before the results and d and e left right after the results. we did HORRIBLY!!! we came like,, 9th ??? out of 14 probably?
s joined us afterwards and m also joined in after a bit. i thought it was a lot of fun but apparently ive now gotten the news that s is... a bit weird. idk, i always thought my friends were kind of,,, making him seem worse than he is but ig im starting to understand what they find so odd ab him and back on wednesday i still enjoyed his company. after talking for a while, m left to go to another table and c and i were left w s. h joined us at one point and omg i was so excited ab it, i think hes so cool and cute and sweet and i kind of fangirled internally. like truly its not like a crush or anything, hes just so sweet and funny so i was so excited to talk to him. THEN..... D JOINED??? idk if ive talked ab him too much on here but basically hes just this bassist dude whos so fucking cool to me and ive never spoken to him and before this i hadnt even sat at the same table as him or stood within the same circle as him. ig this experience was quite humbling though lol i think i made him up to be more talkative and louder than he actually is. nothing bad ab that i just realized ive probably made him way cooler in my mind than he is irl. hes just human lol. hes still cool to me though but i need to mention that its funny that c had literally said to me like “girl, ur hyping him up way too much. hes just a man.” and now i was indeed proved right. he is just a guy lol. its kind of become an inside joke by now though and i like that ive created that correlation to him now so itll always be in the back of esp c and ls minds. i did fangirl a lot when he sat down at our table out of nowhere though and it was so funny bc c kept giving me a look.
d left quite quickly to go to talk to others and after a while me, c, h and ss convo turned into a film bro convo bc apparently all three of them r film bros and i havent seen like,, any movies so they started listing movies from every era and of every genre that i had to watch and it was so funny. after they had been listing stuff for a good 15 minutes they finally said dead poets society and i could finally be like “IVE SEEN THAT ONE”. i then watched interstellar the next day... no reason why i specifically watched that one...
after watching interstellar on thursday, i got so inspired to go learn cornfield chase on piano so i ran to school at 12 am but obviously it was closed. i knew it would be but sometimes the gates might still be open or something so there r loopholes but yeah, not this time. i checked every door lol. i still havent gone to practice it. i practiced a little bit at home on the keyboard but it sounds so bad and its so hard to play, mainly ergonomically.
friday! played sims all day and then went for a drink w t. we then went for a walk and then got some food to end the evening. i love them sm <3
saturday was work again but it was a five hour shift that went by pretty fast and it was such a weird shift lol. theres this guy that comes in every now and then and weve always had this little tension between us, like a pretty obvious romantic tension. i remember all the times hes been at the till while i was working. one time he was also just in the store while i was fixing some shelves, i think i was specifically organizing cat food? anyways, first time, i actually cant remember fully if it was him but im pretty sure?? idk, like i said, i get flustered when i see pretty ppl so i just remember a BIG tension and his hand shaking a bit when holding his card to the card reader. second time he bought cigarettes and i ided him and TURNS OUT ITS A GUY I WENT TO ELEMENTARY W LOLLLL. hes two years older than me and all i remember of him is that he used to show me gore on the computer at the after school thingy we were at. honestly shaped me a lot as a child probably. i wonder if he remembers me from that as well. anyways. he bought food some other time too and i remember just really feeling the tension still. like its sm fun??? like how u can feel that we both find each other so attractive yet no one says anything apart from just smiling and doing like a specific type of eye contact and just like idk... speaking in a certain tone ig??? its sm fun. hes so hotttttt. anyways on saturday he came in twice, once w his friend (who i also know and hes not a great guy sooooooo) and that time his friend was just buying cigarettes but he stayed away for some reason and like fully turned his back to me lol idk what that was ab but then after an hour or so he came in alone to buy some quick meal and the tension was back. i think he mightve genuinely just avoided me the first time bc he didnt want his friend to know??? or am i being totally delusional rn?
later that shift d shows up. THE d. we were both as surpised lol i just looked up from my phone when i heard someone start piling up stuff on the conveyor belt and then i meet eyes w him and his eyes widen just as much as mine and hes like “hi!” and im like “hi!”. we dont say anything else but it was just so funny and i keep smiling lol. hes so iconic to me. maybe a little hot too but like mostly iconic. i think. he is QUITE hot though... like to be fucking fair....
THEN omg. this was so fucking funny and i laughed ab it for the rest of my shift. this guy came in to buy alcohol and he was young so he showed id before i even got to asking him for it and his name is literally the same as w, my crush. FIRST AND LAST NAME WERE THE SAME??? what a fucking coincidence??????? it was so funny and i had to keep myself from bursting out in laughter in front of him it was so fucking weird. i didnt think w had THAT common of a name. like yeah first name sure, one of the more common ones for his age but like first and last name??? woah.
anyways, thats a fucking wrap.
sotw: saosin - racing toward a red light
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Hi! :) I was reading your post about SQH in TUT and it got me thinking. Since this version also wrote SVSSS, when he transmigrates does he realize his "dream" was real? Also, you hinted that he recognizes SY as the same person who transmigrated into SQQ, so now I'm wondering if he tells SY that, and how SY would react to learning he's the protagonist of SVSSS in another universe. I just love thinking about how meta this could potentially get, haha.
Can't wait to find out more! Keep up the good work!
(Follow-Up Post to: Part I, Part II)
@the-legend-of-chel 👏👏👏 Luv, good to see you in my Asks! I’m glad to hear that you’re looking forward to finding out more in The Untold Tale! And thanks for your support and encouragement. 💖
(TUT ch1 - Excerpt)
You’re right. There is a lot of meta potential with older!Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky being the MXTX equivalent in this AU—or, rather, I like to imagine him growing up to be the Stephen King equivalent of modern day China with a prolific portfolio of written works (novels and short stories, and extras). In canon, he churned out a great number of words per chapter and in a speedy amount of time! Do you guys know how miraculous that is, as a writer? I envy him so much! To be able to churn out that much content in a short amount of time, and in a scheduled regimen, is amazing! That’s basically my angle having written this into the prologue of TUT. That’s partially the reason why I wrote ch1. I liked the idea of paying homage to SVSSS and saying that it’s an actual book series in TUT universe that Airplane wrote (as funny as the idea would be, I wasn’t about to let SY be the one to write it, lol, for intellectual property reasons since the PIDW characters belong to Airplane, which would necessitate SY changing names and character appearances if he published what we know as irl SVSSS, so the best I can give SY is saying he wrote his own PIDW fanfic which basically launched his novelist career because he’d realized, hey, I actually have a knack for writing and the ever so spiteful I feel like practically every writer has had this thought before: fine, if I don’t see what I want to read, then I’ll write it myself!)
(TUT ch1 - Excerpt)
We’re approaching TUT spoiler territory so skip below if you don’t wish to be spoiled.
TUT (Meta) Spoilers
I personally love meta. If I’m to be writing a lovestory to SVSSS, there will be attempts at meta thrown into TUT. And this is one of them:
Airplane did “dream” about canon SVSSS. He basically “dreamt” about his favorite black powder fan, Peerless Cucumber
changing events of Airplane’s biggest regret Proud Immortal Demon Way. (As a writer, it embarrasses me to read my old writing. So I imagine it could be the same for Airplane.) As an author, Airplane recognized what he dreamt had potential to be a commercial success as a danmei transmigration story so basically every time he woke up, he would write pieces of what he remembers in a dream journal when the memory was fresh in his brain. It also allowed Airplane the opportunity to show his readers through the perspective of SY! Shen Qingqiu what Airplane had originally wanted to write, but integrated in a way that blends seamlessly into the reading experience. He would’ve thought it was a bit weird and strange that his brain dreamt about his past critic—whom he’d considered a small celebrity in the PIDW forums back then—aka his anti-fan-turned-accomplished-novelist in the writing industry, so he felt embarrassed that his unconscious brain must have thought very highly of the man.
So Airplane omitted any mention of Peerless Cucumber from the final draft of SVSSS (if he mentioned both “Shen Yuan” and “Peerless Cucumber,” then even SY would be like, Hey, wait one moment....). This detail will be included in a later chapter, but did you know the name “Shen Yuan” has come up in other works? Let’s ignore the variations on the Chinese written characters for the name “Shen Yuan.” There was the evil older brother character Shen Yuan from The Rebirth of the Malicious Empress of Military Lineage, a side character named Shen Yuan from a C-drama (I think he was an old minister?), and there’s even an irl visual artist named Shen Yuan. Shen Yuan (Shen Garden) is also a famous romantic garden in Shaoxing, known for the love story between Lu You and Tang Wan.
(Shen Yuan Garden - Trip Advisor Review)
Basically “Shen Yuan” in itself is not a particularly uncommon name in China (imo I would not say it’s super popular either). So when SY saw his name mentioned once or twice in Airplane’s SVSSS—aka rebooted PIDW—during his read-through, he was like, Huh, what a strange coincidence. And then dismissed it as circumstantial and thought nothing of seeing his name come up in a cutsleeve novel as the new protagonist, haha. It’s like a book written by Anne Rice; one of the titles coincidentally has the same name as mine. Now, obviously the book and main character is not based or inspired by me; I just coincidentally share the same name. If I see books which have characters with my same first name, generally I like to read them and sometimes even collect them for my bookshelves. Because there’s something just so fun and interesting about seeing your own name in a fictional piece of work.
There’s also meta joke potential about Airplane dreaming of himself being transmigrated into the cannon fodder Shang Qinghua and seeing the romantic miscommunications between the younger version of himself (his self-insert essentially) and the fictional Mobei jūn character. I can certainly say seeing such dreams would make Airplane question his sexuality and awaken something dormant in him, haha. He’d realize he might not be not as straight as he thought he was, if his brain was capable of dreaming of SY!SQQ being crushed on by LBH, and SQH being crushed on by MBJ and essentially following MBJ around calling him “my king” this and “my king” that. He’ll be sweating bullets when he meets this world’s version of MBJ, because Airplane will definitely remember how the younger Self-Insert version of himself acted toward MBJ in the SVSSS world. (It’s the classic “Just because I dreamed about it happening doesn’t mean it’ll happen here, right? ...Right? Cucumber brother, you’re a fortuneteller! Please check our eight characters for me! I have to know my marriage compatibility with Mobei jūn!”)
In a later chapter, there will be the reveal where Airplane tells Shen Yuan that he “dreamt” of a universe where a younger version of Shen Yuan—having choked on mantou (馒头) (paying homage to the donghua) or just being transmigrated in general after raging at a younger ASTTS’s writing (paying homage to the books)—transmigrated into the Shen Qingqiu we know from SVSSS who married Bing mèi. Because I think it will be hilarious when TUT’s SY finds out about the true source of Airplane’s inspiration, and he’ll naturally freak out over the fact that this is the very same Bing gē from Airplane’s Bing-gē vs Bing-mèi extra and that he’s essentially somehow stumbled on the same path as the alternative younger SY!SQQ “from Airplane’s imagination.” I will leave this open to interpretation if this does show up (it’s just an idea I’m playing with) but I might hint that there might be a higher power at play which allowed Airplane a peek into another universe—which manifested as his dreams.
I very much like this dynamic (we might see this exchange, verbatim, in a future chapter in TUT):
SY/ LBH —> He gave him a disdainful gaze.
Airplane cried inwardly at the oppression and the feeling of being wronged.
Haha, none of this is really Airplane’s fault^ though. It’s a fun parallel and if I’m still motivated when we get to the wedding and consummation chapter, we might see an epilogue where SY and Bing gē from TUT meets SY!SQQ and Bing mèi maybe. Because I think it’ll be funny with the two LBHs getting into a shouting/ fighting match about who has the “superior Shen Yuan” while the two SYs just shake their heads at their silly husbands (and potentially TUT’s SY, as the older party, can impart his fortunetelling wisdom and advice to SY!SQQ).
Personally I can’t wait when we get to those chapters, because I know it’ll be entertaining to write, haha. Personally TUT is a fun project because there’s just so much meta potential that can be incorporated and I have a lot of fun imagining the scenarios.
*Note: like always, keep in mind that these are just my current thoughts. Details are subject to change; things aren’t considered official until they show up in the final draft on AO3. :)
The Novelists’ First Impressions
The first impression SY and Airplane will have of each other will be fun. Because in their perspective, written in my notes it’s essentially like:
(Airplane seeing SY):
His first reaction was shock. Shock because the mere mortal he used to be could not conceive so much charisma being emitted by this guy.
This is definitely a man who had put all of his stats into CHARISMA.
(SY seeing Airplane):
He's suspiciously good looking in ways that normal people are not.
Ah, the Cucumberplane friendship in TUT is going to be so much fun. Not only are these two older souls who transmigrated (both are mid-aged in this universe), they’re both accomplished novelists in their own right in the writing industry. Which means with these two being celestial beings, there’s so many clichés we can playfully poke fun at.
It also makes me laugh because imagine being SY, and seeing a guy (mortal!Airplane) who exudes the same energy as these two imperial princes GIFs:
#svsss#人渣反派自救系统#shang qinghua#moshang#shen yuan#bingyuan#binggeyuan#the untold tale#phoenixtakaramono#ask#the-legend-of-chel#phoenix talks#reply#replied#answered#I’m almost done photobashing older SY#so there’s gonna be additional visual context#for how he appears in TUT (my headcanon at least)
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rant incoming (don't worry it's not me being mad, i'm just really hype about a book i'm rereading):
i'm genuinely shocked there's never been an uptick in interest in storm thief by chris wooding on this site. like of all places. it's a gothic dystopian YA novel with cyber and dieselpunk vibes with its main characters being a black disabled boy and a girl with chronic illness who live in the ghettos of a society that's built on greed and the bodies of people like them. there's a resistance and the fall of two civilisations. there's also a morally gray monster man. it's a book that's been living rent free in my mind since 2006. i'm currently rereading it as i do every so often and not only is it beautifully written and still holds up but the premise alone seems like the exact thing people would put on lists of diverse dystopian YA fiction or unique books for people who like dystopian fiction, steam/cyber/dieselpunk, gothic sci-fi, or eldritch horror. it has all of those aspects and i think a lot of people are missing out. it's also only one book and it's not too long meaning there's less commitment for people who don't want to read a whole series or start a series and never finish it (i hate doing that and yet i always do).
it's on my list of books i always wished there was an active fandom for because it's honestly one of the coolest fucking book i ever read growing up and much of the imagery it paints and it's story still inspire me to this day. it's at the top of my list of books i'd adapt if i had the chance and something i think people should give a shot. please read storm thief if you get a chance.
also kinda spoiler alert but also everything i'm saying next is either obvious early on (in a good story telling way, not lazy writing way) or straight up on the back of the book;
if y'all do read this book and i end up getting any messages from people whining about the cishetness of the characters i will scream because interracial friendship and love is just as revolutionary as trans and gay friendship and love. like the last time i suggested it to a group of people they complained about it "being basic YA" and "making the straight boy and girl fall in love" and to this day i'm still tight about that shit. like first of all it's obvious from the second they're introduced that they have little crushes on each other and their chemistry is really sweet and natural. it's a good m/f couple and one of the few genuinely sweet and healthy ones i read in YA fiction as a kid (ig you can argue codependency but they're just trying to keep the other one alive). second of all (and more importantly) until this book i had NEVER read a book with a black kid with dreadlocks from the ghetto being the hero of a sci-fi novel let alone being the dude on the cover AND getting the girl even though she's white. like ????? that was a Life Changing Experience for me and if you can't see why i really cannot trust you.
until i was 11 i only read about characters like me and the kids i grew up with in the hood in realistic fiction about being poor and black and sad all the time. this was the first teen novel i remember picking up about a black boy that didn't involve drive by shootings and the kind of racism i already saw and experienced every day. he was out there running from monsters and dodging eldritch storms while uncovering the ancient secrets of a chaos ridden society all while needing a respirator to breathe and wearing a dope gasmask fit. his name isn't some stereotypical "black" name, it's rail which is weird but i always thought that was cool as fuck. he's a character that if he wasn't described as "dark skinned and dreadlocked" in his intro, people would just up and assume he's white because you know why. his blackness is not his character, it's just a trait and he's treated like any other teenage orphan thief archetype only he's way fucking cooler because he has a gas mask and a dope ass artifact.
i will not tolerate any rail or rail/moa slander. he's a bad ass mother fucker and she's an equally bad ass secondary protag who's parents were rebels against the unjust political and economic powers at be and follow in their footsteps. she's also a very active participant in the story even though she could easily have been nothing more than a helpless damsel due to her waifish and sickly presence.
their friends to more arc is a part of the story's progression and their character growth, it is not the main plot point and i'm only spoiling that explicitly because if y'all really don't want to read a story with a m/f couple you can avoid this. but i will say that if you are among the shockingly common many who will straight up tune out when a guy and girl fall in love i really do think you have issues. like i get when it's forced in a really obnoxious way but a lot of y'all will read absolute garbage just because it's gay rep and then sleep on shit like this or other really cool books like hold me closer necromancer (completely different topic but i will rant about that next cause it's my next reread). it's sad to me y'all actively choose to miss out on cool shit because you apparently hate straight people so much that it will completely ruin something that's unique in every other way.
and again, highkey sick of people writing off m/f interracial couples as if the idea of black men being with white women isn't still demonized irl and rare in the media. this book was for kids, written in the mid 00s, and it managed to do what most mainstream media still rarely ever does.
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Hi Nin! I know this might be weird of me to ask because you are an artist yourself, but I am rather new here and was wondering if you have any other artists you'd recommend? If not that is ok!
Hi there, not weird at all! I LOVE supporting fellow artists, I find their wonderful talent and dedication incredibly inspiring, seeing their beautiful works on my feed constantly reminds me to take a step back from my exhaustion and to simply remember why I love to draw to begin with: because it’s fun.
I’m usually really picky about artists I follow and their style, but when I find the ones that I enjoy, I go ALL OUT with my support. So without further ado, the following artists listed are those I am not only in love with, but those who I genuinely look up to.
So make sure you stop by their page to show them some love and appreciation for their hard work (because hard work extends beyond the individual pieces they’ve made, it’s also for the countless hours they’ve spent on practicing and perfecting their craft, constantly challenging themselves to learn new techniques). 💛
👇🏼👇🏼 Nin’s Artist Recommendation👇🏼👇🏼
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@aku-jumbi - HQ!!, Various, You all had seen me share a BUNCH of their works on my blog, but it’s just because their art is so SOOOOOOOOO good. Your style leans toward photorealism, while still maintaining its painting-like quality, so if you had ever wondered how your favorite characters may look like irl, they’ve got you!!! Watching your speed painting is so fascinating, idk how you do it, but you’re always killing it every time (Like our process is so different, so it was really interesting to see how you approach your works you know?). This piece of Kei Tsukishima and Oikawa Tooru are two of my favorite works you’ve done!
@achieve-the-sun - HQ!!, Various, Let me start off by saying that I love Morghy’s art so much, that they are the first and only person I had ever commissioned from so far. They drew Keishin and I sooo adorably, it brings me so much joy to look at it on the daily. Your style reminds me of freshly baked cookies, or the warmth of bakeries, I can’t help but feel a sense of coziness whenever I look at your adorable artworks. This piece you did of Kageyama and Hinata was what had drawn me to you. Everything from your color choices, fluid gestures, and expressions are such a delight to look at!
@chaotickatts - HQ!! I am so in love with Katts, you all. I had never seen anyone draw like this, her style is really unique. I can go on forever about why I love your art, but one of the biggest things that drew me to your style is the way you draw bodies. I like the variation and realistic details you include, for instance, I absolutely adore the way you gave Sakusa more moles on his body, and the way you drew dad bod Osamu. Idk, I think there’s so many different types of body shapes and details out there, and it brings me joy to see you being so inclusive of them in your art.
@namusw - Hunter x Hunter. Was drawn to their Hunter x Hunter works and I don’t even watch/read that manga. Honestly, just check them out, I love everything about their works, they are also a killer at both traditional and digital styles. This piece of Hisoka, Illumi, and Chrollo was the one that made me fall in love.
@cranbearly - HQ!! I really adore the way they draw expressions and their coloring style (inspired me to attempt some flat coloring). This piece of Oikawa and Iwa made me follow them instantly. Expressions are so difficult to nail, and you’ve done such an amazing job conveying every emotion the characters are feeling, I’ve learned so much just from looking at your works, so thank you for blessing us with your craft.
@a-zebra-was-here - HQ!! Their art has a very carefree type of vibe and their coloring style brings me so much joy. I’ve really enjoyed your drawings of the Miyas’, this piece of the twin was what got me, and this other piece, the first image of young Miyas’ was so SO well done, I am in love with the way you colored that. 😻
@erionmakuo - Various, dude....I want to cry, I don’t even know what to say, EVERY SINGLE PIECE of your artworks just BLOWS ME AWAY. The way you color your art is just so ethereal, the color schemes you had chosen, the way you mix the color of your lighting, textures, and everything in general, I can go on about this all day but just hop on to their blog and you will know exactly what I mean. I don’t have a particular piece that drew me in because I was blessed by all your works at once.
@uranarino - HQ!!, Your artworks bring me so much joy. If I have to describe your style like an experience in life, I would say it reminds me of how it’s like to fall in love with someone for the first time, if that makes sense. That sudden overwhelming feeling you get when you’re doing the most mundane things with someone you care about, only for time to stop as you realize how in love you are with them? Yea, your art captures that really well. These two pieces of Kuroo returning home with his groceries and of him taking a day nap with his cats was what had drawn me to you.
@queenoftheantz - HQ!!, Various, Their style is really unique, it kind of reminds me of an adventurous graphic novel or something you would see on Cartoon Network (idk, I thought of Chowder, but please, I really mean it as a compliment, I just really love the fun cartoon style you have.) They also do some animations! I really love this piece of Kyotani you did, the landscape and colors look SOO GOOD!!
@noodlemanjpg - HQ!!, Various, love LOVE your style and the way you draw expressions. I also really love how you color, your works “appear” effortless, but I know a lot of knowledge and precision is put into crafting it. This piece of Kuroo x Yaku being all cozy at the couch was what had drawn me to your blog, it makes me smile every time I look at it. Kuroo’s smitten expression is just...ahsdl;adjs I can’t help but smile with him.
@diabolism666 - HQ!!, c’mon, you can’t be in the HQ!! fandom without at least seeing one of their artworks. In fact, I had seen your art even before I’ve gotten into this show, and it was love at first sight, lemme tell ya. EVERY. SINGLE. THING. you had drawn are so good, it doesn’t even matter if it’s a more simplistic drawing or elaborate one, I am just always staring at it in awe. Thank you for being so incredibly active about it too, idk how, but you’ve produced so many amazing drawings and we’re just incredibly grateful for it. You draw some of best Tendou, Reon and Toshi out there. Your works have so much range, I really feel like you can draw ANYTHING hahaha.
@viria - Various, Viria *sobs* your works are so good. The way you draw faces and affection just gives me butterflies. I don’t even watch Fullmetal Alchemist, but this piece you did of Edward and Winry made me fall so deeply in love with your works. Your style has a certain softness to it, even when it is of an angry character, and I love it.
@nipuni - Various, another artist that I am incredibly nervous to tag because your works are just out of the world. You also seem so so nice and is always incredibly helpful whenever anyone sends you an ask. Just...I have the biggest crush on you and your works. EVERYTHING you had drawn is so stunning, and I mean it. The details, pose, composition, and coloring, it is just so perfect, I could pull up particular artworks, but I was really blessed by it all at once. If you are into fantasy-esque realistic looking portraits, check her out, she exudes so much knowledge and talent.
@hinamihere - HQ!!, Your artworks are soo stinkin adorable. Your color choices, expressions and the way you draw hair is just so cute, your art always bring the biggest smile to my face. This piece you did of Akaashi and Bokuto was what drew me to you, when I saw it, I “awhhh”ed so loudly, my hubby had to ask me what’s up, and when I showed it to him, he had the same reaction, even if he’d never seen Haikyuu!!
@oxxuri - BNHA, so SO good, the way you color, light, and draw is so beautiful. Every single detail, down to every lashes and strands of hair is so beautiful. You draw some of the most attractive faces I had ever seen, these drawings of Aizawa and Midoriya brings me so SOOOO much joy, and I don’t even know anything about BNHA.
@amezure - HQ!!, their comic strips always make my day, I was giving their blog a peep so I can pull up specific examples and my statement is instantly confirmed when I stumbled across their newest comic art of Kuroo and Bokuto and started laughing HAHA. 😂 Your self study sheets are incredibly informative and I find myself referencing them often, it’s so nice to see my favorite artists continue to polish their craft through endless amounts of studying, practice, and analysis. It serves as a constant reminder for myself to do the same. I love the way you draw people (check out this piece of Bokuto x Akaashi), but I ESPECIALLY love the way you draw animals. (Specifically anything that has to do with lil owl Bo and Akaashi 🥺)
@obobro - Avatar the Last Airbender, HQ!!, I am absolutely in love with the way you color and draw portraits. Your drawing and detailing has so much range; you have a series of hand drawings, and that alone already displays so SO much range. I was really drawn in by this drawing of Tsukki, Zuka + Azula, and of Sokka + Katara, you can really tell they were related and I love it so much. Your art has so much life to it, it’s truly fascinating.
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I have a couple more artists to recommend, so if you’d like a part 2 to this, please lmk.
But yes, I genuinely stand by my recommendations, these guys are so SO good at what they do and I am currently sweating because the thought of tagging all my artist crushes in one post is actually kinda scary lol.
Hope this helps! ✌️
#Nin's Art Recommendations 🎨#artists on tumblr#haikyuu!! art#fanart#beginner artist#hq!! art#recommendation#art recommendations#artist recommendations#artistsupport#unknown artist#art#digital art#digital artist#traditional drawing#haikyuu!!#haikyū!!#haikyuu!! x reader#avatar the last airbender#avatar art#bnha art#bnha#hunter x hunter#hunter x hunter art
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Billboard #1s 1982
Under the cut.
Daryl Hall & John Oates -- "I Can't Go For That (No Can Do)" -- January 30, 1982
"Use the body/ Now you want my soul" is about the pop music industry. Hall & Oates had been around for a long time, and did best when they did their own thing rather than what the execs wanted. What's really great about this song, though, is the music. It's the sort of stripped-down Hall & Oates stuff at its best. I absolutely love the -- bells? Synth thing, I'm sure, but the little partial scale that comes in sometimes. And the bassline is great (Michael Jackson apparently used it later.) This music makes my brain happy.
J. Geils Band -- "Centerfold" -- February 6, 1982
Blech. This song disgusts me. He had a crush on a girl and so he thought she was his homeroom angel, only existing sexually for him and never for herself. So when he saw she had decided to pose naked for a magazine, his blood ran cold. Because how dare she be anything but that angel. Then he has a fantasy that later he'll take her to a hotel and take her clothes off. And he buys the magazine. Maybe by the end he gets over his virgin/whore dichotomy bullshit, but I doubt it.
Joan Jett & the Blackhearts -- "I Love Rock 'n Roll" -- March 20, 1982
"I could tell it wouldn't be long till he was with me yeah ME." I've never understood the women who complain that men don't like them to be the aggressors. In my experience, they love it. Channel Joan Jett, my dears. I love rock n' roll.
Vangelis -- "Chariots of Fire" -- May 8, 1982
This instrumental is the Olympics' anthem, so you've heard it an awful lot. It was written for a movie about two British men running in 1924. It looks very inspiring and all, as it's a true story, and one of the men was a Jewish guy who ran to overcome prejudice. It also looks kind of British triumphalist. I dunno, I'm not being fair as I haven't seen it, nor am I likely to. The song is very heartlifting and it's no wonder the Olympics chose it as theirs. Now I expect to see some ice skating.
Paul McCartney & Stevie Wonder -- "Ebony and Ivory" -- May 15, 1982
It's a song about racial harmony. Those are out of style these days. Considering my extended family is multiracial and multireligious (is that a word?) and very much like any other family (but bigger), I'm fine with it. It's a pop song, so whatever. I'm not as forgiving of the simplistic music as I am of the simplistic lyrics. I wish there were more Stevie Wonder here musically and less Paul McCartney.
The Human League -- "Don't You Want Me" -- July 3, 1982
This song inspired the backstory of Lana and Rich Mann in my Sims 2 game. We know how that ended. Though the man in this song is much more attached to the woman, who's about to leave him. Scarily attached. I hope she has control of a satellite or two. It's an excellent New Wave story song. Which is interesting; New Wave had just as much potential with story songs as country music does.
Eye of the Tiger -- "Survivor" -- July 24, 1982
I can never hear this song the same way again after seeing the video. These nerdy guys striding downtown like they're on their way to a gang fight. To see who can code better, I'm guessing. Though at the time, what would it be? BASIC? The original C? Leaving the video behind, this is not a song I'm able to come to fresh. It's been used ironically in pop culture too much. I still like it, taken as seriously as I can, but that's not all that seriously.
The Steve Miller Band -- "Abracadabra" -- September 4, 1982
The Steve Miller Band never took themselves seriously, and that made them good. They were an excellent bar band. They're trying to be a synth band here, oddly along with love song lyrics that are more straightforward than usual for them. It doesn't work. If Dead or Alive had done this, with bigger production and Pete Burns' gutpunch of a voice, it could have worked. I don't know if Steve Miller really sounds uncomfortable, or if I'm projecting, but this is a mess.
Chicago -- "Hard to Say I'm Sorry" -- September 11, 1982
Even Catra eventually said she was sorry. What's this guy's excuse? He has no problem saying he'll make it up to the woman he's singing to, but seems to have no idea what "it" is anyway. And never actually says he's sorry. He also only really seems to care because he'll miss her body and sees her as "a part of me I can't let go." Musically it's uninteresting, but not terrible, and if the lyrics were okay the song would be okay. The lyrics are not okay. What's with people who won't say they're sorry, anyway? I need a research paper on this.
John Cougar -- "Jack and Diane" -- October 2, 1982
As time goes on in this list, and I can remember the songs better, I am going to get more and more unfair. I have heard this song, at minimum, three billion times. And not in 1982 -- no, it got constant radio play in the 90s. I cannot listen to it or think about the lyrics in any kind of even vaguely objective way. I hate it so very much.
Men At Work -- "Who Can It Be Now" -- October 30, 1982
This song, about being bothered so much by other people that you become paranoid, feels even more apt in the NSA era. But as someone who needs a lot of alone time, I've felt this a lot. "If he hears, he'll knock all day." My early 20s were especially rough, because you're expected to want to go to parties and clubs and stuff all the time at that age, and argh. I also really like the music in this song. It's different.
Joe Cocker and Jennifer Warnes -- "Up Where We Belong" -- November 6, 1982
It's a lovely romantic duet that has an actual beat and some real emotion. It always makes me think the people singing are middle-aged, and have seen a lot and been hurt a lot, but they're trying again anyway, and it's gonna work this time.
Lionel Richie -- "Truly" -- November 27, 1982
Lionel Richie's singing always sounds completely insincere to me. I wouldn't like his music anyway, but I'd find it more tolerable if it didn't all sound like such bs. It'd still be too slow, bland, and directionless though. So yeah, this is bad.
Tony Basil -- "Mickey" -- December 11, 1982
This is a cheerleading chant. I had to do aerobics to it at least once a week in 8th grade (it felt like more.) Since it's a cheerleading chant, I can't muster any feelings toward it. Tony Basil is awesome and she's had an amazing career in dance, including working with David Bowie. I'm sad that her music was like this.
Daryl Hall and John Oates -- "Maneater" -- December 18, 1982
When I was a little kid, I thought this was literally about a woman who ate men. Probably a werejaguar. I loved it. When I got a bit older, I realized what it was really about -- and I still loved it. I still do. Women get to be the bad guy in fiction too (and it's not like none of us are irl.) See also, from the woman's perspective, Pistol Annies' "Hell On Heels."
BEST OF 1982 -- "I Love Rock n'Roll" by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts WORST OF 1982 -- "Centerfold" by the J. Geils Band
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Eden’s Incoherent Gush Posts!: Cookie Hellzone Edition
You guys. It's because of you pelting me with Cookie Run characters that I've decided to give the game a try. I warned @sentinelofthedepths that this post was coming and now it's gonna have to see the hell it's unleashed! /j
I'm gonna use this space to gush about my favourite cookies so far, starting with a definite Romantic F/O...
Some of you may already know that I'm madly in lesbians with Pistachio Cookie 🥺 The knight in shining armour thing is pretty much my type, and for those vibes to come from a female character is just... *chef's kiss* perfect! I wish I were half as cool as her~ She's my hero!
Speaking of which, Hero Cookie really took me by surprise. I guess it didn't hurt that I got to play through his origin story. For better or for worse, I've relied on him a lot in Trophy Races... Would snuggle with if asked
Okay this is more of a crush since I haven't actually gotten this one yet. But, as I mentioned before, a lot of my favourite aesthetics are being rolled into a super-cute package! DJ Cookie please come home and lemme kis 😙
Lobster already knows who this is... Yoghurt Cream Cookie seems like the kind of guy one has to keep an eye on, but he has enough innate charisma to make up for it! I'll admit that he did catch my romantic interest for a bit, but I think we'd be better as pals.
A friend of my justice gf is a friend of mine! I feel like Knight Cookie and my S/I (if I ever get round to making one lmao) would have a mentor/student kind of friendship. Seeing him charge forward on that horse of his inspires me to strive for improvement.
If you know me, you'll know I love oranges, so this one was bound to be a favourite! Orange Cookie would probably qualify as found family - she's like the little sister I never had! Granted, my only experience of tennis was the time I played it with my irl family at a holiday camp as a kid, so I've got a lot to learn...
BABY. This, to be fair, is probably the result of me trying to buff up Angel Cookie to do better at its trial. I must try hard for my child... #AngelCookieDidNothingWrong
They'll all get tags eventually, but for now I just thought you should know who my faves are before I do any admin. This leaves just enough space for my banners:
#selfshipping#self shipping community#self ship positivity#selfship stuff#fictional other#fictional crush#f/o community#Eden's Incoherent Gush Posts#you guys did this i hope you're happy#long post cw#Joie Don't Look
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Reposting for reasons
Response to Honest’s post here:
Doing this to spread this awareness more as I know theres a bit of a rift in the critical community - plus I really fucking go on. Im PISSED and I do apologise however it NEEDS urgent addressing. I know people will hate me for it but Im used to hate and honestly? Hating rather than helping to solve the issue only furthers my fucking point here. So yeah this is so more people are aware (no offense to any of those involved in said rift either, but this is an important message. Thank you for understanding and if I can do anything to make all sides comfortable, then please message me and I’ll do my upmost.)
“ More awareness of this is needed. Even if it’s your favourite, you can’t justify their shit but rally against another’s shit.
Have people tell you you’re experiences arent real or invalid because, like Husk, people have - in real life - shipped you with someone you are far from comfortable with but you still treat them like a person. Because you have basic respect. And people force you to accept harassment, touching, stalking, advances for THEIR satisfaction. People use you for their fantasies. But you’re just a ‘tsundere’ for it. Or you have addiction issues but people think being with another addict will ‘save’ you because you’re apparently too incompetent to save yourself. Love isnt some magic fuckin cure so stop romanticising it as a fuckin saviour. It’s gross and fuckin creepy. Get stalked and have someone NEVER accept your no just because you show youre still decent enough to not treat them shitty or any different from anyone else. Try having someone way older or way younger (both in morally fucked up ways) advance on you and people encourage that. People you’re supposed to feel safe around.
People touch you when you pull away or show discomfort. Follow you home. Have pictures of you and wont accept you dont like them like that and it’s not ‘playing hard to get’ or ‘the thrill of the chase’. Fuck. OFF. In fact, Im not only disappointed in the fandom. Im disappointed in the entire team who some should know better from their OWN personal experiences - or at least the bare minimal of being a fucking adult. Im disappointed in especially females (sorry idk whether girl or woman is more appropriate here-) who statistically are more likely to have experienced something similar at some point in their lives think this is a cute gay moment. No. Angel is made out as a fucking predator - Im not saying he is, Im saying that his persistence is very fucking unwelcome like one. People like Husk dont need that fucking invasiveness. They/We need patience and someone on our level. Angel’s I know are the fuckin polar opposite - and some of them I know are very sexually harassing, including unwanted touching. It’s a shitty way to present gay people. Gays are fuckin people. Some are cunts and some arent. It’s a HUMAN thing. But considering the shit theyve been subjected to, presenting a gay as a victim only to also show them as a perpetrator is insulting! And for those Ive seen argue this about how people like AD wouldnt know how to express their love normally and whatnot? His pig. His best friend. He’s in his fucking 30s. There are literal real life criminals who get molested as kids and then go on to molest kids. Not all who grow up like that turn into nonces. Stop just fucking STOP justifying and romanticising this bullshit! I used to see the good in AD but now he makes me fucking sick. Especially with my verrrrrry fucking real traumas and connections. But fuck me, eh? Because this fictional guy matters so much more. Fuck real victims. And whilst we’re at it, fuck AD too when it suits your fetishes! Sarcasm aside, the fans and the team need to straighten up their abhorrent behaviour.
Stolas. Fucking clearly having an affair, knowingly fucking up his daughter’s mental health and bribing a guy into sex who only wants the book and nothing more. He even has a fucking warning button over Stolas- Guys, how do you think any of this is cute? Even the team gross me out- I genuinely see potential and talent and it’s all gone to shit to satisfy horny teens, horny adults, and literally everyone who doesnt for the life of them understand being an adult is more than sex, drugs, violence and swears! I REALLY want to keep enjoying HB/HH but it’s getting harder and harder with such ignorant and bordering lazy creators (note: lazy as in wont do the fucking research or actually listen to real criticism and victims), such despicable fans (yeah, some HDers fuckin mocked that they triggered my ED, yet they had the fucking NERVE to support Angel’s potential ED AND laugh and blame me for me getting treated so badly for actually having the balls to call Angel and the teams hypocrisy. I got told to kill myself, that my problems arent real - oh but Angels apparently is! Which... They *are* but AD isnt real so technically only onlookers will suffer and not a drawing - and they just excused their toxic behaviours. These people are like “aww poor angie babey!” yet fuckin INSULT sex workers. All this red in Hazbin yet it feels everyone and they mama colour blind. The issues are getting worse and fans are outright becoming EVIL, VILE, Vindictive little bullies - from kids to adults. You SHOULD be ashamed of yourself if you conduct yourself in such a manner. And you need to readjust your attitudes and behaviours because the only fuckers getting hurt are actual fucking victims. Ever been violated and been gaslit so much you STILL fucking question it’s reality? So you drown that shit out yet somehow it’s effects still hit you? Fetishise it. Make it your uwu gae couple goals, you’re no better than people believing Harley and the Joker werent toxic af. If this shit happened to you, most of you would actually SEE where we’re all coming from. Also, stop making gay a fetish - you’re like those creepy old men in the alley heckling lesbians to make out so they can wank off. Gays, no ALL the LGBT+ are fucking people too. So dont give me that bullshit then start turning everything just gay or just straight to mentally wank off to. It’s degrading and dehumanising. And yes, fiction does effect reality. You crush on a fictional character? Mourn one? Support one? Hell, fuckin jerk off to one - that’s affecting reality. Remember how in fiction all blacks were treated as villians? Look how theyre treated IRL. JAWS, great classic unfortunately their was a spike in shark killings over a fucking movie - the shark in the movie wasnt even real for the most part because they dont behave like that! (Also the animatronic was so shit they genuinely had so many issues - I think they even took to naming each one! Some fun trivia there!). Tiger sharks are more nasty than great whites as tiger sharks will hunt and eat a human. Great whites prefer seals and dislike human flesh, they just mistake us for seals. Hell, theres the toothless basking shark - theyre often SWAM WITH by divers for being so friendly. Yet Jaws made people think all sharks are bloodlusting over humans. Slenderman was created for a fucking contest and that influenced a stabbing (NOT Victor’s fault). Watch a horror movie that isnt based on a real life event and tell me that at least ONE has left you peaking over your shoulder.
Stella may be a bitch - we dont know for certain - but try getting cheated on. Y’know what? Try growing up in such a broken home like Octavia. Yeah reaaaaaal fucking cute now, huh? Funny how as well y’all petition for male victims to be taken seriously then laugh when fictional males experience this abuse, further adding to stigma. You can be hit on by the hottest mf on the planet but if you arent interested, that should be respected! Also we’ve all been inspired by at least one fictional character so yeah. Yknow, since I was little Ive been fighting for sex worker and homeless rights. But HH/HB treatment of both leave a bitter taste in my mouth. I’ll still fully support sex workers and the homeless, but that’s the fucking effect this show is having. Bearing in mind I wont ever share everything Ive been through - and I shouldnt fucking have to in order to be believed and validated (obvs proof is required in a legal case but that’s a whole other topic). Why should I share MY fucking pain especially when you fuckers have belittled and triggered it more so? We have our rights to our secrets but fuck ME you lot NEED to start acting appropriately and like decent fucking humans. ‘iTs HeLl’ yeah and welcome to Earth- the team and yourselves live HERE. You obide by THESE rules. And as someone with beliefs (and a LOT of ancient fucking texts and studies on this shit) their Hell isnt even a proper Hell! It’s closer to purgatory and even then it’s not. Regardless, it’s a poorly built world with the lore consistently changing per episode and tweet, with many plot holes, and is apparently easy to get into - even via accidentally watching porn according to a stream. If youre gonna parade youre a fucking expert and research into demonology and use real believed figures, at least get THAT right. In fact, Lucifer and Lilith (and Stolas tbf) are ESPECIALLY risky as theyre a lot more complex than most easy access texts will tell you. Likewise, Stolas’s first introduction and main focus is sex. He’s one of the FEW Goetia demons that dont have some involvement in relationship issues at ALL. He’s known for astrology, crystals and herbs but hes also known to aid MONEY troubles (it’s lesser known but it’s true! HB Stolas is an insult to the Prince). Turning Vodou into something evil is vile considering it’s powerful and liberated slaves. Pentagrams are nothing to do with Satan, they’re magic based sigils. Upside down cross is the symbol of a SAINT. It’s just some edgy attempt to trick people into believing they know more than they do. Also you should NEVER dabble and doodle sigils without knowing the meanings or respecting what they behold.
Vox and Val, real fuckin cute way to make them look like a stupid fucking highschool drama instead of a fucking SEX TRAFFICKER (note: real pimps often target YOUNG folks too - aka minors - and groom them into sex work. Theres different types of pimp. Viv has shown barely any understanding of ‘the game’ and its a fucking insult to injury. Yes we KNOW what a fucking pimp and prozzie are! We dont need to see it. We need REAL AWARENESS.) and a fucking scheming bastard of a CEO salesman botman. And yet even THEN lets go a step further and make some yandere wuv on boyfweind aboose! Fuck off- Now I love a good anime but these tropes are getting fucking dangerous now. And unrealistic to real love and relationships. Kids nowadays know fuck all on a healthy relationship (neither did the fuckin 50s tbf) and Im seeing more romaticism and glorifying abusive situations. Like the show ‘You’. Ok, there’s a fuckin bloke online who slaughtered innocents and kidnapped yet people commented how cute he is on his IG and that they want to be kidnapped or killed by him next. Dont believe me? Look up Peter Manfredonia Connecticut and the comments people left him and then tell me why shit like whats being presented in HH/HB ISNT fucking concerning - because it is. For a series about redemption, it’s brilliant at the opposite (Quote from the creator herself, Viv has posted that it’s influencing her bad choices. Even as a joke, proof’s in the pudding). And the overall focus on sex in the way Viv does is so immature and really creepy, and this is from an ADULTS perspective. From one adult to another, Im concerned as to why any of them think this is a normal fixation. Then again they’ve hired quite a large amount of dodgy folks and even a child. Most of this shit gets avoided with a basic background check like most companies run.
I DO like Hazbin. Or the premise. I love some of the cast and spite the others. In Helluva, I just like a tiny portion of the cast. And I critique it so harshly because Viv DOES need a wakeup slap, grounding to reality, people who arent going to big her up or kiss her arse for once and shape her up to be the best she can be. The actually reach and even surpass her potential. And to reach where you need to be, there’s a lot of harsh lessons youll face. That’s life. Shes chosen one of the most HEARTLESS industries and if she blocks out critique as ‘hate’ then she’s not strong enough and wont last. It’s just another unprepped YanDev again (except I dont believe Viv to be a nonce. Even with her dodgy past and dodgy present, I think her perspective on sex and relationship with sexuality is FAR from healthy BUT I dont believe she’s a pedophile. Ive bled my fair share and so far, I just think her sex perspective isnt healthy or mature for her age. But there’s little to nothing to suggest actual noncery - dont worry about accusations there. But YanDev is totally a dirty predator. Just clearing that up). Viv NEEDS some harshness and stability if she wants to do things right. And it’ll make her fucking cry but if she loves these projects as much as she claims to, then you’ll sacrifice blood, sweat and tears for that shit. Even the strongest points are mediocre at best when properly observed. She CAN do more, but she’ll have to face the harsh music.
Viv wont see this, but if she does, I dont care if it upsets her. Why? Because this is that much of an issue - something she’s cultivated - that she needs to take action and not ignore it or be secretive about it. She needs to grow up and get tougher skin. Im not saying this to cause her pain. In fact, I wouldnt waste my fucking limited time if I DIDNT care. Trust me, I have duties to be met at a certain quota every single day. I say this shit only because I give a shit and care. If we met, she’d fucking hate me. But people like me are good for shaping people up to their potential. And we arent always this ‘tough love’ either. But when someone needs that level of harshness to help themselves, we’re not afraid to lose people or cause upset if the results end up being the best for them. If she ever saw this, she needs to re fucking evaluate her message, her story, and those she’s choosing to welcome into her circle. And all Im seeing is one rookie mistake after the other. Her paid patreon discord. Just like the messages Honest has posted on her side of being harassed (not in Vivs fyi), Ive experienced shit and bullying and even stay silent on their for being attacked for a group I fuckin paid to be in and yet I feel isolated. It’s all arsekissing and ‘thank you viv’ (thats an actual channel-) and it feels like a place of borderline worship and people trying to appease her 24/7 whilst kicking others with different opinions down. There’s so many I love but I aint kissin yer fuckin arse. Ask the closest friend I have - we’re fucking raw and wont just side with each other just because. We’ll call each other out if we think they’ve fucked up and then help each other build themselves up better. Because real fuckin people who actually care wont just want to be adored by you. They’ll care enough to point out your bullshit and help you, even if they upset you at the time. They’re real and upfront with you. People like us arent always the easiest to be close to either because we arent afraid of upsetting someone if it’s in their best interest and to help them. Likewise, we dont go out looking for fights either. Most times, we’re fuckin soft bastards- All this shit listed is the fuckin surface level of the real life hell of this fandom. And unsurprisingly, those who experience little to no toxicity have always been higher on that popularity ‘food chain’ - enough admirers and shared opinions that people wanna arse kiss regardless of their OWN feelings as well as neutral perspectives. I’d say you’re the lucky fans, but you’re not. You’re sheltered, and that isnt always the best way to be sadly.
As for the fans. If Ive upset you. Well... I dont care. Because many of you have actively sought me out and weaponised my traumas against me. You never cared about my feelings then. Why should I care about yours? Im not doing this out of malice. Im fed up of humans behaving so pathetically yet claiming to be high and mighty. Most of you have been arseholes to those in and out of the community. The victims and non-victims alike. Hardly any of you considered once my real suffering. You put a drawing over a life. Many lives. You had the audacity to tell me Im full of shit. Some even using my real traumas to make a mockery of me and those Im around with a very similar history. Some with traumatic histories that differ from my own. You hardly ever considered the real lives of those effected. So no, Im not sorry for having the fucking balls to this day to still stand up for our rights and give us a voice that’s long been stolen. Im not sorry for being a fucking victim. Im not sorry for saying what desperately NEEDS voicing. And Im not sorry for not conforming to you or any fandom just to belong. We deserve better than to constantly be your fuckin arse monkeys (well... the trope is butt monkey but yknow-) and to be mistreated, misrepresented and harmed by you. You’re no different to the school bullies who give speeches on anti-bullying day. And I hope every single one of you starts looking into yourselves and improving.
PS: Depending on the texts you read, Lucifer is said to have been redeemed or to be redeemed. Fun fact to haunt yalls with~ “
#warning long#long post#hazbin critical#very long rant#important#hear victims voices#just sick of how awful people can treat one another and believe this is acceptable#everyone is accountable#toxic fanbase#Toxic shippers#toxic ships#im literally too fucking old for this#forgive the anger but after years and years it gets so cumbersome and tiring#im happy to be the pariah if it means victims actually get heard and helped
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Hensley & Char: Friends or Whatever || Part 6
I have to warn y’all, this chapter has some sadness in it. I tapped into 15 year old me and how I was trying to navigate what I thought back then was me being bi, which IF someone calls me bi, I am not opposed to the able, even being technically ace, but for that time and for my feelings/experience and the language I had access to, that’s what I was considering myself as, but nobody knew that (though I was rumored gay by several people in high school, despite never seeing me in any relationships and me only ever speaking about male crushes to others) LOL, yes, Mama used to have male crushes irl, when I was a kid. But, I tapped into some of myself, but made it more Charlotte-like and leaned on the gay. Idk how well it will or won’t resonate, but I hope that I at least did Charlotte justice in her experience with looking inward, though her results may be disappointing, I hope that they at least come across as realistic, if not relatable or understandable. @just-a-j-reallly @junknstu1f @henryharts I’m not in a rush for feedback, as I know everybody has things going on. Hopefully my tags work out. A lot of people never get notified of them.
Also, as a heads up, the next chapter, whenever that might come, might also be sad too. I’m so sorry.
The Jasper Juxtaposition
They had been trying to get Jasper into the fold of their outfit for a while. Ray wasn’t having it. Even whenever Charlotte basically throw her pride into a burning bin, seeping with trash juice, to pretend that she was secretly dating Hensley, but that they couldn’t tell anyone because, “Charlotte’s not out of the closet.” At this point, Charlotte was very heavily debating this ruse.
There was an element of “people shouldn’t lie/joke about being in the closet,” which she strongly and firmly believed in… But… She went along with it anyway, because as she did her backstory for this test on Jasper, she found that she comfortably created the guise.
“I can say that I’ve been curious about my sexuality for a while, and seeing you out of the closet, living your best gay life inspired me to come to you for advice on how to navigate figuring it out and in the process, we fell for each other and started dating secretly.”
Hensley laughed in her face and said, “It’s Jasper, Char. You don’t have to say all of that. Just be like, “We’re gay together, Dude.” He’s gonna accept it and be super chill about it. I’m not convinced there’s a pile of homo rattling around in him, if we’re being honest. PLUS, he thinks we’re both hot. He’s gonna get a kick out of us kissing and stuff.”
“I’m not kissing you!” Charlotte squealed.
Hensley turned up her nose, “What? Ew. No! Of course not. Ugh. This incites disgust, to think of it.” She shook her head, “Kissing a straight girl… in the mouth? I don’t know where your mouth has been. On boys, probably. I don’t want boy kiss transfer.”
“You kissed Chloe all the time!” Charlotte argued, unsure of why that was her response instead of arguing that she didn’t want to kiss Hensley (and hadn’t been kissing any boys, unless you counted kissing Jack Swagawitz at camp… which… she didn’t), and furthermore…
“Chloe was different, though. I really liked her,” Hensley said.
“You went out with Bianca as soon as you had a window,” Charlotte muttered.
“You told me to go for it! What? Now, I gotta stop listening to my smarter half?”
They bickered up until the moment that Jasper came over for them to feed him the lie. Whoa, were they bad at lying together… Fortunately, it was Jasper. Who, Charlotte was very disturbed by his fascination with the thought of them kissing. “Jasper is fetishing us, and I don’t like it,” she told Hensley.
“He’s not fetishizing you. He’s fetishizing fake lesbian you. It’s different.”
“Yeah, but… He’s… fetishizing lesbians!”
“He’s a dude. Dudes do that,” Hensley said, waving a hand. Charlotte didn’t like that explanation and it was often Hensley’s excuse for a number of sexist and problematic things that happened on her watch. Maybe it was for the best that Jasper didn’t pass the test. Then she’d have a problematic Hensley, and ANOTHER problematic guy at work. Ray was alright. He was nice, enough, but he said stuff sometimes that made her uncomfortable and he didn’t really listen whenever she pointed these things out. (Something that she had no idea would get worse over time, but that’s another subject.
Currently, the subject is Jasper.
It took a while before Jasper came on board with the team. It took a while before he was ready for this secret. From the time that Hensley and Charlotte “broke up” until then, there were a lot of adventures that Hensley and Char saw together that made them really close in a way that Charlotte and Jasper were not, and even that Jasper and Henry were not. And in a way, for Charlotte, it was a lot like the fabricated story that she had spun - their secret involvement and the connecting together that nobody knew about… Also, since then, she had really been thinking about how easy it was for her to think of that, and how… relatable it felt, how natural it was to even imagine herself, keeping that sort of secret because she couldn’t tell people that she maybe… well… she didn’t really think it was so much a maybe these days… liked girls.
More specifically, she maybe (and this WAS still a maybe), liked Hensley. Her hopeless heroine who she helped on a daily basis, and loved being so close to, even when she complained and fussed at her about the things that she deserved to be fussed at about. She would probably NEVER let her live down almost getting killed by Jasper’s crazy ex girlfriend, and she was so tired of Hensley always coming to her to get her out of stuff that she warned her about prior to the decision - like when she tried to go to the dance with Chloe as Kid Danger and Bianca as herself… STUPID HENSLEY! Charlotte decided, right around Jasper Dunlop Day that she wasn’t doing this anymore. She was going to explore her options and see what felt right.
She bought a project board, some cards, and a science journal and she set up, literally in her closet, a little experiment center. She decorated the board, and across the top, had lettered, “Am I Gay?” Her hypothesis?: “I might be gay.” Procedure: Well, she supposed, she had to talk to some people, go on some dates, maybe kiss somebody? She shuddered. The amount of germs in saliva was terrifying to her. In fact, whenever she kissed Jack, she had threatened, “If you slip me any tongue, I’ll slip my fist right into your ribcage!” Needless to say, he slipped her no tongue.
But, her “experimentation phase” generally was not very successful for a number of reasons.
First and foremost… meeting people? She wasn’t a fan. She joined the Student Council as a means to help her with a bit of self diagnosed social anxiety, but cared a lot about issues, so that she genuinely stayed in it to do community stuff and be a helpful member of the club. She met cool people, too! It was one of her things away from Hensley and away from Jasper, and wasn’t primarily academic, so she held it close to her heart as something for herself and decided against using it, and the fine people she met in it as lab rats for her orientation exploration.
Then, there was the little problem of personal space and unnecessary touching. There were very few people that she allowed into her bubble. Her parents, Uncle Roscoe, Hensley, Jasper, Piper, and Ray, and even with Ray, she tensed up for the longest time whenever he entered her bubble without warning. Even with that select amount of people who could be in her bubble, the only people that could casually touch her were her parents and Hensley. Sometimes Piper, but Piper had the respect to not touch her for no good reason. Unlike Hensley, who she simply had to get used to the fact that the girl was simply GOING TO just stand close, throw her arm around her, hug her, pick her up, play with her hair, tug on her backpack, or whatever she felt like doing at the time, and saying, “You should get permission before touching people,” just became background noise for Hensley, after a while, so Charlotte simply stopped saying it and adjusted.
Jasper still sometimes got elbowed. It just wasn’t the same thing when a dude just touched you casually, she had initially thought. Maybe that wasn’t it at all and she just didn’t mind girls touching her as much, because she liked them? But… in order to figure that out, she’d have to let people in her bubble and let people casually touch her and see how she felt about it.
So often, when it looked like somebody was getting too close, she stepped away, creating the distance of comfort for her and also, very clearly letting them see where it was. To the point that everybody who knew her knew not to get too close and everybody in her extracurriculars always did stuff like, “Hey Charlotte, I’m gonna take this lint off of you, okay?” (to which, she’d tell them to show her where it was and get it herself) or “Hi, Charlotte, do you mind if I sit here, or is that too close for you?”(To which she’d tell them to go ahead, but she’d move over more). She’d have to start telling people that being near her was okay, if she wanted to see her reactions to boys and girls and others in her proximity… And nowadays, they didn’t even ask anymore.
Even Mitch Bilsky would take one look at her and say, “UGH. The only space is by the queen of “don’t stand so close to me?” He’d then still do it, and even purposefully make her squirm, but she would resolve to ignore him and he’d get bored and move along.
But, she didn’t have very many times to test this out, and had to eventually rule out trying to get close to people (or let them get close to her) to see if she might feel a little flutter or not.
Lastly, in addition to not being a people person and not wanting anybody in her personal space, The Man Cave was a whole ass full time job to maintain. She began to wonder what happened to people who previously worked for Ray/Captain Man? Even the ones that were there when she got there, and ones that would pop in and out for little assignments… after a while, she just didn’t see them, and she either was assigned their jobs, or took it upon herself to do them for worry of things going terribly wrong if she didn’t. Things went wrong in general, and she often felt like if she didn’t step in whenever she did, they could be downright disastrous. This job basically became her life. She never signed up for another marathon after dropping out whenever she thought the Super Volcano would kill them. She still had StuCo, but that was school related and when push came to shove, she only forsook the Man Cave for educational purposes, unless it was an extreme emergency.
In fact, she completely gave up on testing it all out and just let it bother her beneath the surface. Her conclusion: I’m more confused than ever, but technically… going to consider myself in the closet.
Imagine if I was as comfortable with myself as Jasper is…
You couldn’t tell that boy nothing. He protested stupid Swellview laws, jumped into hero mode to get his own hero day, wore belly shirts to everyone’s chagrin, was willing to go to tremendous lengths - sometimes extremely embarrassing ones - to get girls, and he overshared weird facts about his body with great excitement that just let you know that he adored these things about himself…
She couldn’t even with certainty say that she MIGHT like girls, which, she was sure that she absolutely did, but she could hardly admit it to herself, much less out loud. What if it hurt her? What if it affected how she was seen by people on college boards or in the job field, once she left Swellview. Sure… there were YEARS before this happened, but Charlotte had been thinking ahead since she was small, and the moment she felt an inkling that her feelings may be… counterculture, she began to research related laws and statistics.
Swellview didn’t have a big Black population. In fact, the demographics indicated that there were a lot more lgbt citizens than there were people who weren’t white, period. So, in Swellview, perhaps it wouldn’t be anything to be open about her sexuality… but… what if it was different for her, like a lot of things were. It was often different for her as a girl to be accepted in some spaces, to be listened to, to be respected. And it was frequently double different for her as a Black girl. Even the “good” people made her feel things that she often didn’t want to complain about, because they ALREADY thought she was an angry girl, when she couldn’t think of very many instances in which her anger was not justified. Research told her that was a common issue for Black girls and women. She didn’t have enough around her to touch base with, and was frustrated that she had to consider all of these intersections to even consider whether she would be free enough to have a sexual identity.
Even with her academic record, immaculate articulation, and non-threatening appearance, Charlotte didn’t have many friends and didn’t have the best reputation. She was a nerd, but also, unfriendly. A Black girl in a male dominant world, in a white dominant city, and to possibly also be gay… she just… she couldn’t just toss that out there and have it attached to her name without knowing, and she felt like a coward for feeling like that.
What would be the big deal, Charlotte? If that’s who you are… what would be so wrong about that? People be gay all over Swellview… but then again… everyday, she would see people be able to freely do things that she previously thought she WOULD never do, but as she got older realized that she wouldn’t do certain things, because she COULD never do them… not without possibly losing something. Chances? Respect? Heck, in certain areas of the world, her life. But, thinking this hard about it and not coming up with anything to push her to believe that she was indeed a straight girl, despite all of the reasons that it would be SO easy, and she loved easy things, despite her knack for tackling hard things. Why wouldn’t she just accept that she was straight, if that would make all of this anguish and confusion go away? She could just tell herself that she was straight and get it over with and move on… IF she was indeed straight. And if she wasn’t, no matter how much “experimentation” and hypothesizing she did, nothing would make her feel those feelings that she sometimes felt around Hensley, for some boy.
So… She just sat with it. In her closet. She didn’t experiment and she didn’t hypothesize. But, in her science journal that she had previously been writing all of these things in, she scratched out her conclusion and wrote.
Conclusion: I’m gay.
But, she tore the page out and wadded it up. Then, she felt bad, straightened it back out, and slid it back into it's space. She tucked her cards into it and stuffed it into a lock box where she kept keepsakes and stuff, locked it in and got rid of her project board in the Junk n Stuff dumpster.
She had been handling Kid Danger’s secret for a couple of years now and planned to hold on to it forever. She had time to figure out what to do with her own.
Besides… by the time Jasper got in on the secret… Things changed a lot, anyway.
#Friends or Whatever#Hensley and Char: Friends or Whatever#Hensley Hart#Girl!Henry wlw AU#Henry Danger#Nesha HD Fics
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I'm not very good at drawing horror and blood but I recently have been getting into OFF lately so I figured I'd try to draw batter to pratice lighting and shadows
I also made my own au where batter and hugo switch places but I doubt anyone would like it or even read it heck I couldn't even get a single like on any of my posts
But here I go anyway :
So common belief that the world of OFF isnt real and that its all happening inside Hugo's head because hugo is in a comma and that the batter resembles the father and the queen resembles the mother
And that the guardians are the boy's immune system and organs that are intolerant to the drug liquid plastic that is being experimented on hugo
The mother was always a working woman and never gave hugo attention while the dad was a straight forward and loving man (I also have a personal theory that he's religious)
The mother wants hugo to live but the father wants to let the boy die because he's tired of seeing his own child in pain everyday
Ok now that I have that out of the way here's my au:
In this au its the father that ends up in a comma and hugo is the one who tries to save him from dying
Backstory to how the dad ended up in a comma:
Hugo in this au is healthy and lives a normal life the father was once a baseball player (as a hobby) so hugo got inspired by his dad and started to take baseball classes at his school
One day the dad was dropping hugo off for baseball practice and while waving goodbye while slowly moving out of the parking lot a reckless older student who wasn't looking quickly backs up his truck hitting the father and sending him into a comma
Ok now for the characters:
We enter the game as hugo and we are greeted by the judge and we start our journey of "purifying" the world just like batter
The enemies represent different family members who dislike or or even hate the father and the father's phobias or fears as well as microbes or poisons in the father's system
Then we have other characters like pets,neighbors,friends who are good guys or people who side with hugo in the this au
Also the puzzles would changed in this au
Hugo is a child and the father would probably play alot with hugo and his games since the mother was always busy ,so instead of floating boxes we'd get more complicated versions of kids puzzles like connect the dots or fill in the shapes etc.
Now for who each character represents and then I'll move on to what the goal of the game is or what Hugo's mission is:
Hugo= he represents the son in real life but he also resembles a new antibiotic that's being experimented on the father
The judge = in real he's the family house cat named milk ingame he's a guide but I have my own head canon
so alot of people tend to draw batter with his eyes closed some draw 4 eyes some draw no eyes at all
I like to think that the father irl has bad eye sight or sensitive eyes so he wears special glasses but will not wear any glasses when at home because he doesn't like to so he will walk around with his eyes closed
So milk will guide him throughout the house by purring or meowing at him
As for the smile the judge has on his face hugo likes the movie Alice in wonderland over and over so the image of the Cheshire cat would be embedded in the dad's memory which is why the judge appears that way
He views the judge as someone who is helpful
The queen = the queen is his wife however they start to have alot of problems and arguments before the father fell in a comma
And the relatives try to convince her to turn off the life support and move on with life
Dedan= irl he's the father's brother in law with a snappy attitude and he hates the father alot and even objected in thier wedding day he will do anything to hurt the father or cause trouble
The father sees his brother in law nothing more than a all bark no bite a big mouth
Japhet= in real life is the lady that lives next door (yes I KNOW japhet is male but he's based off if her in the father's head)
She's is very controlling person who enjoys gossip and can't mind her own business always sticking her nose where she can as well as pushing everyone around she does everything she can to get attention and impress people and she's flirted with the father mutiple times but she's ignored her every time
She has very loud and noisy birds and has killed thier other family cat Venice saying that she did it as self defense (Venice is Valerie basically)
The father views her as a parasite
Enoch= he resembles another dad that takes his kid to baseball practice but is in bad terms with the mother and will constantly pick on hugo for fun
He assumes if the father approaches him its because his wife told him to do so
and will constantly say that his child and wife are happy ,living a life with no problems thinking that he's got life figured out
Even though its clear that his son isn't enjoying baseball at all, is quite over wieght as well as his wife ignores him all the time not to mention he's constantly eating meaning that he has some sort of food addiction it seems he sees no irony in his life at all
The father sees him as an irresponsible over wieght person who's always lying to himself and to blind to see the truth thinking that his life is ok when it's clearly not
Zacharie = irl he's the father's best friend since middle school and they've known each other for years he was the best man at the wedding he's bisexual and in a relationship with a girl named sweetie (please don't hate me batterie shippers QWQ!) He used to crush on the father and even confessed to him on the wedding day he was heartbroken but accepted that the relationship was never gonna happen and was even mad at his best friend but realized it was wrong of him to feel that way
He eventually moves on
He likes to bring and buy alot stuff and show them to his best pal later somegimes illegal stuff (he even brought weed over one time oh boy) he's like an uncle to hugo and is always happy to help and defend his best friend no matter what
He views him as a brother and family member aswell as a very optimistic chill dude and will jokingly refer to him as "the merchant"
Sugar: irl she's zacharie's gf (before her he had 2 toxic exes and she helped him out of those toxic relationships) she and the father don't really talk all that much so he knows little to absolutely nothing about her aside from the fact that she likes to talk funny sometimes and is really into dolls and aliens and a slight addiction to eating pixie straws (straws filled with powered candy or sugar)
He views her as a silent person nothing much
The elsens= they are the people that the father meets/sees/interacts with everyday/every once in a while but don't have much of a connection with (you know like a co worker you have small talk with or barely ever see)
Now for the plot :
After the father enters a comma the son starts to go from school to the hospital (they're very close to each other and you can say hugo is 5-7 years old and ) and visits his dad everyday and calls out to him hoping it'd wake him up
The mother scolds him for running off without super vision and that his dad won't wake up if he keeps calling him that whatever he does is useless that his father will remain to be a lifeless bag of meat on a bed
Hugo doesn't give up ignoring his mother's words
She realizes that hugo has an obsession with his unconscious father that is affecting his studies along with his social life
Zacharie doesn't make this any better because he offers to pick up hugo after school to prevent him from getting abducted or lost along with his jokes all the time
She slowly starts to Contemplate turning off the life support machine wondering if it would fix everything
Hugo hasn't been paying attention in class and thier marriage has been having a issues lately her family never liked or accepted him she sees zacharie and others as annoying and problems bringers and maybe they'd have less expenses if hugo didn't have to go to baseball pratice every day not to mention he'd less likely get hurt if he stopped playing
Everyone else started to convince her to turn off life support they discuss this next to the unconscious father
She prevents zacharie from seeing hugo and locks out any other connections the fatehr has
finally she becomes convinced however there's 1 barrier preventing her from doing that.....Hugo
The only person who truly gives hugo attention and love is his father without his father he'd feel lost and scared his mother is always working and doesn't give him much attention
Everyone tells him to give up on his dad and move on but hugo stands his ground
Alot of the arguments and conversations happen in the hospital room next to the father so he hears everything in his comma which leads to the creation of the world of OFF in his head
Therefore we play as hugo through out the game (dressed in a baseball outfit) solving puzzles and fighting enemies "purifying" the world
Not much changes the boss battles the add ons etc. Will remain the same in this au
Maybe there will be more rubber duck /duck/ bird themed stuff in this au aside from the pedalos (ex:move the boxes to make them look like a duck idk lol)
However the final boss will change
Canonly batter is stopped by the judge but in this au the judge sides with hugo because its the queen (the mother) who is trying to turn the switch off and hugo is trying to prevent that
So instead of the judge stopping hugo
Hugo will meet the queen, she will tell him to halt and not bother going any further that her intentions will not change hugo will begin to tell her off everything she's done wrong she will respond saying that she's doing it for thier sake (Hugo's and her's) but hugo calls her out and tells her its not true and she loses her patience with him leading to a boss fight if hugo wins then she will refer to him as "my little sweetheart" and fade into dust
"The room" will also change instead of hugo it'll be his dad (the batter)chained to a wall (basically a prisoner in his own mind) hugo will take 1 step forward activating a trap causing him to plummet down a tube and fall unconscious for a few minutes
When he wakes up he sees the queen and all the guardians standing before him the queen states that he can give up or die trying then she speaks to the puppeteer (the player) the you are given 2 options
1.aide with the queen
2.side with hugo
If you side with the queen you will have the guardians ok your side then Hugo's appearance will change as well he will appear to have a large head with a huge gaping mouth a baby rattle and apron and speech bubbles that say "wah wah" "whine whine" (stating that his mother sees him as a cry baby)
If you defeat hugo then the switch is immediately turned off and it gives 1 out of the 2 bad endings this ending is called "check mate" as a reference to a queen from chess
If you side with hugo then you will be defeated but you won't get a game over yet instead the queen will give you 1 last chance
Then you are given 3 options
1."surrender" 2."gasp for help" 3."cry"
If you choose surrender then you will get the 2nd bad ending in which in life support is turned off the father dies hugo becomes lonely with his mother busy all the time (and not allowing him out side the house and not trusting people) which leads to hugo growing up cold,plain and unloving
At some point there's a scene where adult hugo stares at his old mother laying on the kitchen floor in pain for a few minutes instead of helping her immediately indicating that he doesn't care
If you choose "gasp for help" then you will get the good ending "aye batta batta,strike!" In which hugo will call for help (while in deep pain from the fight) after a few calls judge,zacharie,sugar and a few elsens will come to the rescue and revive you fighting by your side allowing you to defeat the queen and guardians
Everything slowly starts to go back and the father wakes up from his comma everyone in the room stares in shock but hugo had the biggest smile on his face while standing next to his dad's bed "did...I miss something?"
"...daddy *breaks into tears*"
The 3rd ending called "better late than never" is triggered when you choose "cry"
Hugo will cry very loudly
The mother changes her mind and doesn't turn off life support but hugo stops visiting his dad and similar to the 2nd bad ending hugo grows up to be cold and unloving 13-16 years later hugo visits his father again and he finally wakes up from his comma and is discharged from the hospital after 1 year of rehabilitation therapy
By now the mother had remarried and the father missed his son's childhood so now he has to relive his life
However hugo meets a girl who is a complete opposite to him at work and church (rainbow hair,optimistic,enjoys music of various kinds,loves cute things,baking,jokes,and artist etc.) And is forced to work with her as well as she tries to get Hugo's attention so he asks his father for advice on how to get rid of this woman which leads to alot stuff going on and hugo allowing how to love and live life leading him to falling in love with the girl and becoming a new man
(This is personally my favorite ending lol and I MIGHT write fanfic of it on wattpad or here idk tbh )
Anyway this my OFF au I GUESS the name can change to the ON au or OFF/ON au lmao idk
Reblogs and feed back is appreciated
PLEASE DONT STEAL MY AU i worked hard on this thing spent 5 hours to write it all
Heh I sat this as of anyone is even gonna read whatever I dount it'll get noticed at all
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@magneticghouls first of all... My ask box was apparently turned off so it's good to know I'm an idiot. Secondly thank you for asking
Season 1: Charlie Has Cancer. I love this so from the depths of my heart. The concept of it was like that first idea rcg had for the show. Nothing will ever be as relatable to me as Dennis trying to get out of that conversation as soon as possible. "You can talk to me any time" ... "Oh you meant now?" Fucking incredible.
Season 2: The Gang Exploits a Miracle. I'm gonna be honest s2 is my least fave season. The episodes are all pretty good. They just don't grip me as much. They are bastards to the best degree in this episode though. I've never been Catholic but I'm obsessed with the rituals and imagery. "Am I gay for God?" (Real talk I made a dream daddy meme to that) I love Charlie in all white and Mac in all black.
Season 3: The Gang Gets Whacked. Everything about this 2 parter is funny to me. (Except when I get sad abt Dennis) But! Pussy Hands. Peter Nincompoop. Jackie said she counted that Mac and Frank slap Dennis 13 times in a row and I love that. I think cocaine is funny. I think ruining Crucket's life further is funny. I think watching this ep after binging 5 episodes of the Sopranos is extra funny.
Season 4: It was very nearly Mac's Banging the Waitress but I am a sucker for a musical and a basic bitch so you know it's The Nightman Cometh. It was one of the first eps I ever saw. My best friend showed it to me then immediately showed me a live recording. I get Dayman stuck in my head often. I love Charlie. Also "I'm eating because I'm uncomfortable" Cat eyes Mac makes heart eyes Jack.
Season 5: Mac and Dennis Break Up. This was the first episode I ever saw. My bff was like "watch this they're gay" and by God were they. I think about the line "Far be it from me to keep the flower of you from flourishing" every goddamn day.
Season 6: Who Got Dee Pregnant? Admittedly I'm very soft for Dee Gives Birth, but I'm hella gay for Jimmi Simpson and Halloween. Also I love the reactions to if Mac had been the one. I am a sucker for characters telling conflicting accounts of the same event. I think Dennis looked hot as Luigi and think he could have worked that without a Mario just fine, he just wanted a couples costume with Mac. I will not encourage incest shippers, but Dennis thinking he might have gotten Dee pregnant is the funniest gd thing.
Season 7: The High School Reunion. I love far Mac with all my heart and if I saw that man at a high school reunion I do not care what rep he had in high school I would be on that. Also irl I had a crush on the high school drug dealer so what are standards? I love Dee immediately jumping on being the nastiest meanest bitch ever. I love the dance at the end. I think Tim and Dennis made out in high school. I'm gay for Jason Sudeikis so seeing Schmitty show up was beautiful. Cricket..... Was there. My only regret is that I already knew Mac's legal name is Ronald McDonald so I did not get to experience that reveal as a fresh concept.
Season 8: The Gang Dines Out. Did you ever know that you're my hero? I love endings where the gang appreciates Dee. Episodes that take place in one set are always great. The Waiter is great. Frank and Charlie havin' an anniversary 💙 Dennis did not have to give that speech in front of a crowd. He was going to tell Mac all those things just to his face. But he needed that whole restaurant to know who the real hero is. Dennis Reynolds said fuck the troops. I still don't know what a Groupon is. Also that table being so close to the kitchen door probably violates OSHA guidelines but thay's not a part of why I like the episode, just an observation.
Season 9: The Gang Saves the Day. I love seeing characters just imagine fantasy scenarios. Dee's is inspirational but should have been gayer. Mac is... Stupid but I love him with my whole heart and I support him imagining Dennis crying over his corpse. All hail our mighty and buff Lord. Love Dennis saying he'd rather die than have a broken dick. I love that Charlie's is animated. He is so small. There are two genders: janitor or waitress. The most relatable is Frank tho. You eat those hotdogs bitch
Season 10: The Gang Goes on Family Fight. I'm a slut for Argyle sweater vests and Dennis having a mental breakdown. Also Charlie being one of the survey takers was priceless.
Season 11: It should come as no surprise that my favorite of this season (and the series as a whole) is Mac and Dennis Move to the Suburbs. I love every single moment of this episode. I love the breakdown of their sanity. Rage fuels me. People think Dennis is a psychopath but who in this episode is feeding their roommate a dead dog? Not Dennis. What would be different if Dennis was the house husband? You know Wally just wanted to be nice to the gay couple that moved next door but they acted Like That. I'd love to make a longer post just about this episode. Some guy in fb was like "the seasons sucked after sesson 8" and everyone was like "okay but suburbs in season 11 tho" and they guy was like "okay u right" Suburbs is the episode that brings the gays and straights together and will bring us world peace
Season 12: This wss hard cuz I think this is my favorite season overall. And I'm gonna be real controversial here and let you know my fave ep is Dennis' Double Life. I love the concept. I love the convoluted scheme. I would die for Mandy. I know there's a lot with real life stuff happening and how it affected things after but I wanna appreciate it as is. Sometimes you juat have so many big feelings that you run away to North Dakota to be a dad I guess. "I'm the lover obviously" "I have a good plan but you wouldn't listen to it anyway" Did I mention I love Mandy? Maybe it's that I grew up in the Midwest but I understand her on such a deep level. I love this episode so much.
Season 13: The Gang Solves the Bathroom Problem. Every time I go into a bathroom I just think "animal shithouse" nonbinary/genderfluid Charlie rights. Hawaiin shirts. I also love Jimmy Buffett. I love they all sing the wrong song. "As a straight man" in the least convincing way. This episode speaks to me on all levels.
#iasip#i care so much about this show#i think i could have talked even longer#but my thumbs are tired
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🏳️🌈 pride q&a
❤sexuality: Bisexual
🧡pronouns: she/her/hers
💛gender: Female
💚relationship status: long term monogamous relationship (together for 8 years)
💙celebrity crush: Lol idk
💜best friend: I have many!
💙when did you come out?: I think the first time I came out was on the message forum that I went to a lot as a teen. I was about 14 at the time. I got some crappy comments but mostly supportive.
💚first person you came out to: Oh see above lol
💛first partner/S.O.: My first boyfriend was a guy I was sort of interested in when I was about 16. I was interested in him at the time but in hindsight I think I just wanted to try dating someone lol. I ended up breaking it off with him partly because he was going away to university and partly because I didn’t really see a long term future with him. When I broke it off I also told him I was questioning my sexuality and that I might be a lesbian (he already knew I was bi). Interestingly enough he sent me this weird fb message a couple years ago about how he regretted letting our relationship fizzle out and blah blah blah. I ignored the message but interesting how he never referenced me questioning my sexuality lol 🤔 and after all that, funny enough that I’m more comfortable than ever identifying as bi.
🧡ever had a crush on a straight person: I think this question is more directed at lesbian and gay folks because I’m bisexual and my partner is literally straight lol. But I have had crushes on straight female friends and acquaintances before who weren’t interested.
❤️fallen for a friend: Yup. See above
💛 best LGBTQ+ friend: I am truly Blessed to have a lot of close friends who are part of the lgbt community!!
@serena-waldorf and I have bonded a lot over going to local bi-related support group meetings, attending other queer-focused events and even just talking amongst ourselves about “Bi stuff”. Plus we have a lot of other things in common and it’s always fun to hang out together! I’m so glad we reconnected over the last couple years!
I have another friend who isn’t out publicly but after many years of strong friendship came out to me as Bi and now our friendship has grown even deeper as we can talk about it and share experiences/frustrations as well. ☺️ 🏳️🌈
And lastly special shout-out to @obslivian who is not bi but is part of the queer community. So not only were they one of the first queer folks I ever knew personally but back when I was with my unsupportive ex (and in the fallout period after I dumped him) and was less comfortable talking about my sexuality/being out publicly, they still stuck by me and was a great and supportive friend. I will never forget hanging out in your old apartment and talking about queer issues and stuff and you always included me in the queer community with “we” and “us” statements. In a time where I talked about my sexuality almost never that meant more to me than I can ever really convey in this silly questionnaire lol. But thank you, friend!!
💚person that made you doubt your sexuality: does the above ramble about my high school boyfriend count?? Lol. I never had a “straight” phase I always figured I was bi or lesbian. I guess like I mentioned above being in a relationship with a guy I wasn’t super into made me question if I was ever really into guys in the first place. But a few isolated incidents plus meeting and getting to know my partner and being attracted to him as soon as we’d met and instantly feeling romantic chemistry between us has made me pretty sure I am actually bi at this point lol.
💙proud of your sexuality: Yes!
💜comfortable with your sexuality: there are a few specific folks irl I’m not very comfortable talking about it with but overall yes and just for a pure sense of self absolutely yes.
💙describe yourself: I am a boring person lol
💚 LGBTQ+ hero: Miley Cyrus
https://www.refinery29.com/en-us/2019/02/224981/miley-cyrus-queer-relationship-liam-hemsworth
“The reason that people get married sometimes can be old-fashioned, but I think the reason we got married isn’t old-fashioned — I actually think it’s kind of New Age. We’re redefining, to be fucking frank, what it looks like for someone that’s a queer person like myself to be in a hetero relationship. A big part of my pride and my identity is being a queer person," she told Vanity Fair.
“Being someone who takes such pride in individuality and freedom, and being a proud member of the LGBTQ+ community, I’ve been inspired by redefining again what a relationship in this generation looks like. Sexuality and gender identity are completely separate from partnership."
💛favorite part of being LGBTQ+: as @serena-waldorf said, “women are hot AF” lmao. I can’t imagine what it would be like to be straight and not be attracted to women. I feel so blessed to have this experience of being able to love and feel attraction without barriers due to gender, etc, and I also love the sense of community and unity I feel when I participate in LGBT events, attend support group meetings, post in fb groups, etc. I’ve forged a lot of close friendships where we’ve bonded over our similar experiences as part of the queer community (and even in cases of not being similar “flavours” of queer, just to have that common bond of “not being cis and straight”.)
🧡advice to younger you: it’s okay to be 90% attracted only to women and still be bisexual. Also dump your unsupportive second boyfriend lol.
❤️do you ever wish you weren’t LGBTQ+: nope! My life is much richer for it and I wouldn’t be the same person if I wasn’t.
🏳️🌈
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I was tagged by @viiavi! <33
Rules: Post 57 facts about yourself and tag at least ten people. When posting include the tag “57 facts” in order for people to find out more about you and perhaps find a kindred spirit to talk to.
I used to pretend that I was Stevie Nicks when I was a kid. I’d take my mom’s scarves and necklaces and twirl around like a maniac mouthing the words to Timespace.
I didn’t leave the island I grew up on for twenty years (not even for vacations or trips). When I left, I didn’t have any intention of ever going back.
My brother and I are seven years apart and he is my closest friend. Coincidentally, we are both libras (my mom used to joke that we balance the family out).
Drinking coffee is a huge part of my creative process.
I’m right handed and definitely right-brained.
I tend to form better relationships with people who are older than me. As a adult, all of my irl friendships/relationships have been with people who are slightly-to-significantly older than me.
I get lost in daydreams often.
I’m 5′ 6′‘.
I can’t drive and never wanted to learn. It’s a legitimate problem.
I’m slowly learning to cook and I really enjoy it.
I hate the taste of alcohol. If I drink, it has to be something sugary + frozen or wine-----otherwise I’ll probably vomit.
My lucky numbers are 4 and 6. I don’t really know why? I just associate those numbers with good things.
Proud Hufflepuff.
My little brother and I were once being stupid at home (I was probably around 10 or 11) and thought it would be hilarious to “pretend to call 911″. My dumbass accidentally did (and hung up quickly after that). Two cops showed up. They asked a couple questions and left after a few minutes of sussing us out. Not even five minutes after they left, my mom pulled into the parking lot. Close call.
I’m a romantic and thrive on affection and love.
I’m the kind of person who will spend an hour on my makeup and virtually none on my hair.
My first fictional crush was on Shaggy from Scooby Doo. Both animated and in the live-action movies, lmao.
I thought that I was a cat person until I adopted my dog! Now, I definitely consider myself a dog person (who still loves cats).
My circulation is shit. I get cold super easily.
I love rainy weather and storms.
My favorite food is spaghetti.
I’m a very sentimental person and put a lot of value on gifts/cards/personal objects.
Christmas and Halloween are my two favorite holidays! With an emphasis on Christmas, lol.
I had a truly amazing experience when I took shrooms. Not trying to endorse drug use, but psychedelics are fascinating.
I love movies so much. Film-making and cinematography are such incredible things to me. I would love to be part of that creative process.
If I could have lunch with one famous person, I would definitely choose Lana del Rey. She’s been such a massive inspiration for my writing and personal aesthetic....I would love to meet her and have a conversation.
Tied to that last fact, LDR has been the only artist I’ve seen live! I went back in February and I’m still not over it!
I haven’t had any close IRL friends in years. I only vibe with certain types of people and am very picky when it comes to who I let in.
I used to write fanfiction. Big yikes.
My middle name is Ray.
I love pretty clothes but I hate wearing them because I feel like I’m going to ruin them.
I really love the vibe of airports. Not flying, getting through check-in, the stress around it, or any of that, though! Just the feeling of walking to your terminal, of the air conditioning, the smell of black coffee in the air......it just really ticks something for me?
Aliens are real and so is magic.
I desperately want to meet and hang out with an alpaca.
I’ve never been to a wedding.
I almost drowned in the ocean and it was the single most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me.
I saw Wicked in NYC at the Gershwin Theater and it was magical.
I love the idea of getting a tattoo but I also can’t commit to any tattoo concept, so I’m not sure if I’ll ever get one.
However, if I was to get a tattoo, I think I’d get a portrait of my dog and a sleeve featuring different cryptids!
My least favorite foods are oranges and purple grapes (yes, I think there’s a distinction between purple and green grapes, and YES, I prefer green grapes).
I want to have a duck once I own a house.
^^This is because I used to be an Aquatics Specialist at a pet store and I had one client come in often to buy crickets. She’d bring her pet duck (I think his name was Percy) in and I’d give him little scratches and head pats. I LOVED HIM. He’d wiggle his lil butt when he’d see me and...……..wow, what a guy.
I think my handwriting is horrendous but other people seem to like it.
I’m very observant and detail oriented.
In elementary school, I used to be a JPO (Junior Police Officer), which is basically a mini-traffic director.
This is the only social media platform I have. You won’t find me on Facebook/Instagram/Twitter....they kind of squick me out.
I got my CPR + First Aid certification twice----only to never use it for a job. It has long since expired. RIP.
I have a large oval brown birthmark on my upper leg.
I love red lipstick but I haven’t found my perfect shade yet.
I’ve never broken any of my bones. I am sincerely surprised, tbh.
My favorite color is pastel pink.
I wish there were more opportunities to wear costumes/fancy clothes because I love looking Extra Af.
I used to collect Pullip dolls and BPAL perfumes.
When I’m sick, I will marathon Twilight Zone episodes until I fall asleep.
I can be extremely stubborn and set in my ways.
I turn 22 next week Wednesday.
I’m 110% positive that my dog is my soulmate.
Not tagging anyone bc this is pretty intense and I don’t want anyone to murder me lmao!!
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Bitch I told you this was our friendship. We force each other to answer all the questions.
1. selfie
Well… I wasn’t dubbed Selfie Queen for nothing…
This one is interesting bc I have zero makeup on. The most recent ones are too blurry. A lot of my fav selfies are full faces of makeup tho.
2. what would you name your future kids?
I feel like that’s a decision for both parents but I really like the names Felicity, Isabella and Dimitri. Yes, all of them are names from various franchises I enjoyed throughout the years. Be glad I’m out of my phase where I thought Vladimir was a good name.
3. do you miss anyone?
I miss all my friends I don’t get to see frequently. Love all of y’all and hope y’all are doing well in life!
4. what are you looking forward to?
Fucking graduating. Jesus Christ it’s taken me five damn years.
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?
From my club it’s Chris, Yara and Josephine. Also my entire friend group from back home. Honestly I love my friends so much.
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?
I feel like every situation is different so that’s a tough question to answer.
7. what was your life like last year?
I honestly don’t remember much from December of last year. It was a good time though.
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
I’m an emotional bitch. I’ll cry over anything. I cried over fucking Mulan the other day.
9. who did you last see in person?
My parents and brother. Earlier in the day my club.
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?
I’m shit at it. My face gives away everything. The other day my professor was going into her inspiration porn narrative and I just gave her a cold dead look the entire time.
11. are you listening to music right now?
No but I have the Hamilton soundtrack stuck in my head right now since that’s what I was last listening to. If you haven’t heard it I highly suggest it. Man I wanna see it so badly.
12. what is something you want right now?
Sleep but I’m trying not to throw off my sleep schedule right now and am waiting a bit before going to bed. I only got three hours of sleep last night so that’s fun.
13. how do you feel right now?
Kinda tired. Relieved that I got two service projects in a row done today. It’s been a long weekend.
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?
My friend Sebastian hugged me when I dropped him off. I guess that counts.
15. personality description
I’m a makeup loving nerd who enjoys sitting in pajamas watching anime and superheros as much as she enjoys swatching EVERY lipstick in Sephora. According to my friends I can’t go 5 seconds without mentioning how old I feel and my love for Dungeons and Dragons. I’m also an asshole. (Wow this sounds like a 12 year old writing this)
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?
Yeah tons of times. It’s bitten me in the ass. Oh well live and learn I guess?
17. opinion on insecurities.
Everyone has them? If they say they don’t then they are lying. Mine is mainly related to my appearance or how I speak.
18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?
I miss how things were in the beginning of this year. It started off strong then kinda turned into a shit show.
19. have you ever been to New York?
No but it’s my top thing on my bucket list. My friends and I are highly considering a trip.
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
Of all time: Get Low by Lil Jon
Currently: “Told You So” by Little Mix (If you haven’t heard their new album I highly suggest it if you love girl groups that preach women empowerment)
21. age and birthday?
22 - June 21st (She’s a Cancer)
22. description of crush.
I don’t have a hardcore crush right now. More like 5 second crushes that are over the second they do something I don’t like.
Edit: Currently “celebrity?” crush is Nathan Sharp. I am seriously considering dropping $55 to see him at a convention this month.
23. fear(s)
Heights, something terrible happening to my loved ones, wild snakes, and the usual common anxiety fears
24. height
Five foot three inches. I’m short. Yes I know it’s not that short but tall people like to put me in the short category anyway.
25. role model
My mom’s coworker who was my internship supervisor. She has a doctorate’s in what I want to do and is amazing at what she does. The amount of knowledge and experience that women has is incredible. She is also extremely funny and knows how to teach with a sense of humor which I appreciate.
26. idol(s)
Celebrity idols? I don’t really idolize celebrities bc humans are humans and have flaws.
27. things i hate
Immaturity, intolerance of differences, demeaning slurs, The Last Jedi, and the new Fantastic Beasts movie
28. i’ll love you if…
Play with my hair, are kind to my friends and family, share common interests, show an interest in what I have to say, basically respect me and those close to me and we’re good
29. favourite film(s)
Hairspray, High School Musical, The Greatest Showman, Stardust, The Harry Potter series, Avengers, Guardians of the Galaxy
30. favourite tv show(s)
Jane the Virgin, Naruto (fuck off I hate myself too ok), the first three seasons of Arrow before it turned to shit
31. 3 random facts
I’m not artistically talented but I genuinely enjoy makeup and creating looks
I have a nonverbal brother with autism and he’s my favorite person ever
I completely programmed my brother’s communication device by myself
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?
Now my friends are mainly girls but when I lived in Tampa 90% of my friends over there were guys (Hi Mason). I’m going to say that’s bc of us all playing video games in the Delta lounge (RIP Dirty D). But yeah now it’s mainly girls and 80% of my dude friends are gay.
33. something you want to learn
Sign Language. Ice skating. Hairstyling. Fashion (I’m trying to be better about putting clothes together). Also I’m down to learn more about makeup and techniques
34. most embarrassing moment
Either farting while doing an air guitar in front of my entire girl scout troop
or signing to my friend that I liked her friend at a party and his brother repeated what I had signed out loud in front of everyone
wait. No. When I F U C K E D up in front a super hot guy while volunteering and then chose an 18 year old jock as my wingman. 18 year olds are dumbasses. Don’t use them as wingmen. Fuck you Khaled.
35. favourite subject
In grade school I think it was English or History. It really all depended on the year.
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
VISIT NEW YORK
Hike the Smokey Mountains
Visit Europe
37. favourite actor/actress
Chris Evans (especially when he is trying to fight orange president on twitter)
Also Mark Hamill is perfect
38. favourite comedian(s)
I don’t watch comedians often. I guess the Fluffy guy?
39. favourite sport(s)
The only time I give a shit about sports is when my university is undefeated or playing my first university in football. Or the soccer world cup if it’s on. However I appreciate the skill it takes to do a sport.
40. favourite memory
San Antonio. It was my first time traveling without family and it was the greatest time. It was such a cool city
41. relationship status
Single - I take my sweet ass time
42. favourite book(s)
Eragon (No, I haven’t finished the entire series. No, I don’t want spoilers bc I will do it eventually.)
43. favourite song ever
“Get Low” by Lil Jon
“Look Through My Eyes” by Phil Collins
44. age you get mistaken for
Last year I got mistaken twice in a row within an hour for a middle schooler. I was 21 at at that time. During my internship one of the parents asked me if I had any kids. I’m either mistaken as a parent or as a 13-15 year old. There is no in between.
45. how you found out about your idol
N/A since I don’t have an idol
46. what my last text message says
“lmao it’s alright” to Joey but the previous one is more funny “thankfully no one threw up this time” in regards to my friend’s party last night
47. turn ons
Well I aint about to talk about my sex life so let’s go with personality
Common interests such as superheros or anime, charismatic, easy to get along with, common goals in life, cares about their loved ones, has passion, and someone I can hold an intellectual conversation with
48. turn offs
rudeness, immaturity, inattentiveness, bad tempers, superiority complex, not being genuine, judging others, treating people like objects, and general lack of care for others or themselves
49. where i want to be right now
Back in the smokey mountains in a cabin watching movies and anime
50. favourite picture of your idol
N/A
51. starsign
She’s an emotional Cancer
52. something i’m talented at
Apparently I’m good with kids Makeup too I guess?
53. 5 things that make me happy
friends, family, nerdy shit, makeup and Kakashi
54. something thats worrying me at the moment
Some shit happened last night that has me worried for some friends but I’m sure they’ll figure it out
55. tumblr friends
A shit ton of y’all I know IRL. I won’t tag y’all bc that’s annoying af
Joey’s my only internet friend @earthschampion (answer my text bitch)
56. favourite food(s)
pasta, empanadas, crab rangoons, taziki sauce
57. favourite animal(s)
Meerkats and koala bears
58. description of my best friend
K @burnitstronger: realest damn friend you will ever have. Will tell you how it is and provide never ending love and support. Never understands my dumbass shenanigans but loves me anyway. Love you boo
J : Will also tell you how it is and forces you to watch Naruto and ruin your damn life. Will happily go with you to eat junk food after class. Will fight anyone who wrongs you and is def still plotting revenge on all my ex’s. Stans Loona
M: Will scream at you in Leo in a frightening but loving way. Has the best damn fashion sense I have ever seen. Is the friend that comes by when I need her to and brings a shit ton of snacks and love (J does this as well).
59. why i joined tumblr
I was bored on fourth of July in 2012 and my friends kept telling me that this website would be fun. Also the avengers “fandom” from back then
60. ask me anything you want
I would say I’m sorry Mason but I enjoy making all my friends suffer. Make sure to give him a follow bc he’s cool. @masonjar828
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Look Away - MARK
I totally wasn’t inspired by @hellohaechan‘s Jeno basketball au
Not at all
Anyway just a little oneshot I cooked up in my spare time; RIHY 2 will be out probably sometime this week? Maybe the next week if I’m really busy or really lazy
Also this keeps happening to me with my irl sort of crush so this is kinda based off personal experience lmao
Pairing: Mark x fem!reader
Genre: fluff (bc do i really know how to write anything else)
Word count: 4.4k
You’re pretty sure the star basketball player and campus heartthrob, Mark Lee, thinks you hate him for some unknown reason.
Why?
Every single fucking time you catch his eye, you look away on reflex.
Little does he know that you’re actually head over heels for him.
NCT Masterlist
“Lee Minhyung? Mark Lee? As in THE Mark Lee?? Basketball extraordinaire, campus crush, heartthrob, cutie, the one everyone loves??” Chenle yells in a stage whisper as you cross the cafeteria with your food.
“Will you shut the fuck up, Chenle?” you hiss, looking around anxiously. You slide your tray onto the table and begin shoveling rice into your mouth.
“Fine. But seriously, you couldn’t have picked anyone else to like? You just HAD to go for the most unattainable guy in the school?”
Jisung plops down next to you, looking interested. “Who?” he asks, raising an eyebrow at Chenle, who wastes no time in answering. “Mark Lee!”
You scowl and toss a grain of rice at the Chinese boy. It lands on his forehead.
“Ew!”
“Serves you right. Now shut up. It’s probably just a stupid puppy crush. Like the one you had of Jina. Do you want me to bring that up?” You smile sweetly at Chenle, who blushes darkly and scowls. “Screw off,” he complains.
“Well, Y/N wants you to screw off too but you won’t,” Jisung says logically, swallowing his vegetables.
“Thank you, Jisung.” You grin.
~~~
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
help
help
help
this is not a puppy crush
help
- ChenLE has logged on! -
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: ChenLE
I TOLD YOU SO
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO FOR HIM
MARK LEE
THE MOST UNATTAINABLE GUY IN THE SCHOOL
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
SCREW OFF CHENLE
JAEMIN
JISUNG
HELP ME
- Nana bear has logged on! -
- jISunG STRESS has logged on! -
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
how do i help idk what to do
talk to him
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: Nana bear
Are you an idiot Jisung
Things don’t happen that way
And Y/N it’ll be okay! Just be yourself around him~
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
Jaemin I love you but dude how do I be myself around him if I can’t even look him in the eye
EVERY TIME HE LOOKS AT ME I REFLEXIVELY LOOK AWAY
I THINK HE THINKS I HATE HIM FOR SOME UNKNOWN REASON
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: ChenLE
scream
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
get out Chenle
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
I can talk to Jeno or Renjun
Or Haechan
They’re close with Mark
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: Nana bear
Yeah that’s a good idea
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
wHaT is WRoNg WitH yOu ALL
THAT IS A HORRIBLE IDEA
I’VE TOLD YOU ALL I DON’T NEED ANYONE ELSE TO KNOW
PLUS
Mark probably doesn’t even like know who Ia m??
I’m just that nerdy child that sits in front of the class and knows the answers to calculus and chemistry questions
That happens to play piano and violin and tennis
Das it
Can I go live in denial now
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: ChenLE
No
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: Nana bear
Well if you feel that way then… we’ll help you in other ways!! :DD
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
I still don’t get what’s going on
But whatever
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
Jaemin you’re such a sweetheart Ily
Chenle go die in a hole
Jisung go take a course on emotions and how they work
I’m out
- the only sane one has logged off! -
~~~
Jisung greets you in front of the school with his signature blank face.
“Mark’s behind you,” is the first thing he says.
You stop short, gazing at Jisung with wide eyes. “Fuck we’re going inside RIGHT NOW Park Jisung.” You grab his arm and drag him inside where you find Chenle and Jaemin waiting for you.
“Haechan knows,” Chenle spits out as soon as you reach him.
“Knows what?” you ask, completely confused.
Jaemin coughs. “That you like Mark.”
In that moment, you think you’re about to quite literally die of embarrassment. “Are you kidding me?” you half-screech, drawing the attention of several students around you.
“Sorry! He just walked up and started a conversation with me and Jaemin and then suddenly said ‘You know Y/N, right?’ And of course we said yeah, and then he said, ‘Does she like Mark?’ and then both of us froze and then Jaemin kind of stuttered out a ‘no’ and I shook my head and Haechan was like ‘Thanks’ and he walked away! I’m sorry!” The Chinese boy cowers behind Jaemin, fearing your wrath.
You hit the side of your head. “Ah, fuck. Oh well. Hopefully he doesn’t say anything,” you say more to yourself then Chenle. “Let’s just go to class.” You take off down the hall, only stopping when Jisung pulls you back. “Your chemistry class is that way,” he says, pointing in the opposite direction.
You facepalm.
“Having a crush is killing off my brain cells,” you mutter.
~~~
Three weeks pass with no new mention of Mark and your growing crush on him.
It’s not your fault! He’s cute, he’s nice, he’s pretty smart, he’s cute, he’s athletic, he’s cute, did you mention he’s cute-
You groan quietly and slam your head on your desk. No one else is in the room except your chemistry teacher who is in the back getting something.
As people file into the room, you lift your head up and take out your notebook. You fill in the date and topic listed on the board and look around the room out of boredom.
By sheer fucking coincidence, you meet eyes with the one and only Mark Lee, and in that second, he flashes you the cutest fucking smile you have ever seen.
Out of reflex, you flick your eyes away, then look back and give him a smile in return, only he’s no longer there.
Why is it that every fucking time he looks at you you turn your head away what the fuck Y/N what is your problem-
Your shoulders sag. Maybe you’re doomed to never be able to have a romantic relationship. Or maybe you’re just being melodramatic. Probably the latter.
~~~
As you walk out of your chemistry class to go to history, a shout of your name stops you. You look around, frowning.
Tan skin appears in front of you and a bright smile fills your vision. “Hey, Y/N!” Haechan says, waving.
Haechan is another campus heartthrob, along with Renjun, Jeno, and Mark. They make up the unattainable clique of the school- hot, smart, cute, sweet, funny, etc. Jaemin went to school with Jeno, which is probably how Haechan knows your name.
He’s also the one that figured out you like Mark.
“Hi, Haechan.” You bounce on your toes, hoping he’s not here to ask about Mark and that he’ll hurry up because the history room is far away and you need to get going.
He scrutinizes your face. “You’re cute,” he says finally. “I can see why he likes you. Anyway, there’s a basketball game on Saturday. I hope you can come.” He then turns on his heel and walks away.
You stare at his disappearing backside.
What the fuck?
~~~
Last class of the day.
Calculus.
“You’re getting a worksheet today that’s to be completed in pairs.” The teacher waves a sheaf of papers in his hands, and the kids in the class immediately start shouting, claiming partners left and right.
You have no friends in this class and most of the students here are the popular crowd that already have half a million friends, so you place your head on the desk and sigh.
“And I will be choosing those pairs randomly!” your teacher yells over the din, causing a chorus of groans and sighs as people finally quiet down.
He produces the set of twenty-four cards he uses for this class. There are twelve pairs of cards, one for each student. Those who get the same card are in a group.
He approaches each student and each picks a card. When it comes your turn, you pick a ten.
Once everyone has a card, he goes back up to the board. “Alright, who has the aces?” Two popular, bored-looking girls raise their hands. “Get working, then.” They take their worksheets and move to sit next to each other.
“Twos?” It keeps going on until finally he reaches the tens.
“Tens?”
You raise your hand, and to your surprise and horror, Mark raises his hand as well.
As slowly as you can, you pick up your pencil and worksheet and drag yourself over to his seat, trying to ignore the stares of the whole class.
The nerd who’s already in calculus as a sophomore and the hot, basketball star junior? Not an ideal match.
“So… um…” you say quietly, not quite looking at him. “Should we divide the problems and then share the answers at the end?” You see Mark nod out of the corner of your eye. “You can do the evens, I’ll do the odds.”
Twenty minutes later, you’re finished. You sneak a glance at Mark’s paper and see that only about half of his problems are done. You steel yourself, then ask, “D’you need help?”
Mark’s shoulders sag and he looks up. “Yeah.”
You nod, pulling his paper closer to you. “So for this one…” You explain the problem and how to complete it in detail, looking up every so often to make sure Mark is following you. At the end, he looks much less perplexed and is nodding in comprehension.
“Thanks, Y/N.”
“No problem. Try the next one on your own, now.”
He completes the next problem with difficulty but gets the right answer. “Nice, Mark,” you say, giving him a thumbs up. Then you cringe.
What the fuck was that thumbs up supposed to do you idiot-
He half smiles and completes the rest of the problems in silence.
The end of class comes, and after handing your paper in, you rush out the door.
“Wait, Y/N!” someone yells again. It isn’t Haechan this time, though.
Mark stands in front of you, backpack slung over one shoulder. “Um, I know I’m not the best at calculus but you’re really good so, uh, could you tutor me sometime?”
You’re stunned.
THE Mark Lee wants you to tutor him.
THE Mark Lee.
“It’s okay if you don’t have time or something,” he says quickly, beginning to turn away. Somehow, you find your voice.
“Oh, uh, no, it’s totally fine! When and where?” The relieved smile that crosses Mark’s face is seriously entrancing.
“Maybe tomorrow at four in the public library?” he suggests. You purse your lips. “I have work tomorrow… and my brother’s coming back from uni and I promised we could have the rest of tomorrow together so… is Friday okay? You can come over to my house.” He nods. “Friday at four, then?” You nod. “I’ll get you my address tomorrow.” He smiles and you’re again struck by how ethereal it is. “I’ll see you then.”
“See you,” you say, managing a small smile back before darting out of the school.
~~~
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
MARK WANTS ME TO TUTOR HIM IN CALC
FRIDAY
MY HOUSE
FOUR O’CLOCK
- ChenLE has logged on! -
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: ChenLE
WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN OHMIGOD
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
AFTER CALC
WE DID A WORKSHEET TOGETHER
AND WHEN WE GOT OUT OF CLASS
HE ASKED ME
ALSKDJGHORIEHGQJLHGKJHLJAG
- Nana bear has logged on! -
- jISunG STRESS has logged on! -
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: Nana bear
That’s awesome! By the way, did Haechan corner you today? He asked me some stuff about you.
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
Yeah he asked me too about what you like and stuff
Idk why
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
Wtf
Oh right he did talk to me
He said something like ‘you’re cute. i see why he likes you’ and then said there was a basketball game on Saturday and that i should come
What do you think that means
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: ChenLE
D’you think he wants to set you up with Mark or smth
Seriously tho
I’m not joking
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
I hate to say it but
Chenle is actually kinda making sense rn
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: ChenLE
Wow thanks jisung
Rude
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: Nana bear
I talked to Renjun today and he mentioned you too
I don’t get why
He just said smth like ‘Doesn’t Y/N hang out with you guys a lot?’ and I just kinda nodded
That was it
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
Weird
Whatever
I wanna sleep now
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
Wow das creepy Jaemin
And Jisung wtf it’s literally eight o’clock
Don’t you have a lab to finish anyway
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
HUSH
~~~
“Hey, Yuta, one of my classmates is coming over at four so I can tutor him. Unless you’re going to be a civilized human being, you’re not allowed in the house,” you say flippantly, grabbing a peach from the refrigerator.
“What do you mean, ‘civilized human being?’ I am civilized, thank you very much.” Your brother walks into the kitchen and flicks your head as you wash the peach.
“Ow. And I mean not prowling around, making dick jokes, interrupting my teaching, et cetera, et cetera.” You throw a banana at him, which he catches and starts to peel.
“No interrupting?? Come on, you know I live to interrupt you,” he says, pouting. “Fuck off, Yuta. No. Interrupting.”
“Fine. No dick jokes, prowling around, or interrupting. Taeyong’s coming over anyway, so we’ll be busy. And why d’you care so much? Also, why are you tutoring him here? You never tutor people at home.” Yuta raises an eyebrow.
“Library’s closed on Fridays, he has a basketball game or something on Saturday. Simple as that.” You bite the peach.
“Then why tutor him on Friday or Saturday? Why not next week?” he counters.
You roll your eyes. “I don’t know, okay? Quit asking questions.”
It’s totally not like you’re trying to get this over with as soon as possible so you don’t have to anticipate Mark’s arrival for another week.
“You probably like him.” Yuta’s nonchalant remark stuns you.
“W-what-”
“Oh shit, you actually like him?” Yuta asks, surprised. “N-No! Stop!” Your flaming cheeks say otherwise though and Yuta stares at you, incredulous.
“You better not say a fucking word about this when he comes over,” you say, pointing a finger at him. “Fine, sis, fine.”
There’s a knock on the door. “Probably Taeyong. We’ll just be in my room.” You shrug and go back to your own room, still munching on the peach.
An hour later, another knock sounds. Focused on the sound of your violin, you don’t hear it at first until Yuta yells, “D’you want me to get the door, Y/N?”
Startled, you nearly drop your violin. “Yeah, please,” you yell back, hastily grabbing your calculus textbook and notebook and running to the living room where the pink-haired Taeyong greets you.
“Hi, I’m Y/N’s brother. Who’re you?” you hear Yuta say. You rush over to the door, still holding your violin and calculus things. “Oh, hey, Mark. This is my idiot brother Yuta and the pink-haired one is Taeyong, his friend. They’re not going to bother us. We’ll stay in the living room.” You push Yuta away and let Mark in, closing the door behind him.
“Yeah… we won’t… bother you…” Yuta snickers and looks at Taeyong, who smirks back. “No inappropriate jokes, you idiot!” You put down the violin and heft the heavy textbook, threatening the elders with it. They disappear into Yuta’s room, still snickering.
“Sorry about that, they’re dumb as hell,” you say, your face feeling a bit hot. Why does your brother have to be so idiotic?
“It’s okay. I’ve got an older brother too,” Mark says, sitting on the couch and pulling out his notebook.
You plop down next to him, acutely aware of your proximity. “Um, let’s get started then.”
~~~
At some point, Taeyong leaves, bidding you and Mark goodbye. Then Yuta comes out and turns on the TV. It’s seven by then.
“It’s seven… I guess you should be going,” you say finally. Mark looks at his phone, then nods. “Yeah. Can I talk to you outside though? Like, alone?”
Your heart rate quickens, and you look at Yuta, who’s grinning at you evilly. “Uh… sure.” You follow him outside after he packs up his stuff.
“This is straightforward… but Y/N, do you not like me? Did I do something wrong to you? You never seem to look me in the eye, or if you do, you immediately look away, and it’s like you try to avoid me.”
You know Mark is looking at you, but you can’t really bring yourself to meet his eyes.
Oh, God, what do I say? What can I say? That I really like him and that’s the reason I can never look him in the eye and that’s why I always avoid him?
Before you can think, you blurt out everything you just thought.
And then you realize what you just did.
And you bolt inside after a really quick ‘sorry.’
~~~
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
I accidentally told Mark I liked him
I’m fucking dead
Someone bury me now
- jISunG STRESS has logged on! -
- ChenLE has logged on! -
- Nana bear has logged on! -
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
What the fuck how did that happen
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: ChenLE
YEAH HOW
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: Nana bear
I can hear Chenle screaming next door
please shut up
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
HE ASKED TO TALK TO ME OUTSIDE AFTER I FINISHED TUTORING HIM
AND HE ASKED ME IF I DISLIKED HIM BC I NEVER LOOK HIM IN THE EYE AND I AVOID HIM
AND I KINDA BLURTED OUT THAT IT WAS BECAUSE I LIKED HIM
AND THEN I RAN BACK INSIDE AFTER SAYING ‘SORRY’
I’M DEAD
SOMEONE BURY ME RIGHT NOW
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: Nana bear
Well on the bright side he knows now
Just give him time to answer
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
Do you even have his number Y/N
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: the only sane one
…
No
To: Idiots + Y/N
From: jISunG STRESS
Idiot
- jISunG STRESS has changed the group name to ‘Idiots’! -
To: Idiots
From: ChenLE
Hold up
Didn’t you say Haechan said there was a basketball game on Saturday
To: Idiots
From: the only sane one
I don’t like where this is going
To: Idiots
From: Nana bear
I like where this is going
Yes Y/N we’re all going to go to the basketball game so you can get your answer
To: Idiots
From: the only sane one
JAEMIN
I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE
HOW COULD YOU BETRAY ME LIKE THIS
To: Idiots
From: jISunG STRESS
lmao
Jaemin’s joined the dark side
anyway i just texted Doyoung
he said he can drive us
we’ll pick you up at five Y/N
To: Idiots
From: the only sane one
why are you all so invested in my crush
i hate you all
fuck you
~~~
The others quite literally force you into a relatively nice outfit and into Doyoung’s car, where you stare out the window for the entire ride, ignoring the others’ attempts to bring you into the conversation.
“Oh come on, Y/N, it won’t be that bad,” Doyoung finally says. “It’s just a boy. You can deal with that.”
“Easy for you to say,” you mumble. “You attract all the girls to begin with. I’m just a potato.”
“LIES!” Chenle yells next to you. “You’re a pretty potato!”
Jisung looks at Chenle with disdain. “What the fuck, Chenle.”
Jaemin laughs from the front.
The three boys herd you into the gym, forcing you to sit down. Bored, with nothing better to do, you watch the bleachers fill with people from your school and your rival school.
After about a half hour, the bleachers are filled and the players come onto the court.
Your breath catches when you see Mark smile at the crowd and you clutch Jaemin’s arm hard. “He’s there,” you whisper. Jaemin nods.
Jeno is on the team as well, so you expect to see Haechan and Renjun somewhere. What you don’t expect is for them to plop down next to Jaemin.
“Hey, guys!” Renjun says happily, waving. Haechan smiles brightly.
“Hi,” you mumble.
“I heard Mark said he was going to score the winning point for a certain someone,” Haechan remarks offhandedly as the game starts.
I wonder who that certain someone is.
You don’t expect it to be you, of course, but you can’t help feeling a small stab of hope that maybe he likes you back.
“Who’s that?” Chenle asks, looking at the tanned boy in curiosity. Haechan gives him a secretive smile. “You’ll see.”
Fucking ambiguous piece of shit-
The game seems to pass in a blur, full of shouts and passes and shots and screaming, and suddenly there’s only twenty seconds left on the clock.
Mark steals the ball from the opposing team and begins to dribble his way down the court, his fellow teammates covering him.
Ten seconds.
You clench your fists together, willing him to make it.
Five seconds.
Mark looks up for a split second, and in that second, he meets your eyes.
For once, you don’t look away. Instead, you raise your fist in a ‘you can do this!’ gesture and smile.
He evades the last opposing member and shoots the ball.
You and the rest of the crowd hold their breath.
The ball circles the rim once, twice, and then drops in. The gym explodes in screams.
You grin so wide you think your face is going to split open as Mark is hoisted onto his teammates’ shoulders and carried back to the locker rooms.
~~~
You didn’t see Mark after the game, but Haechan and Renjun made you promise to go to the music room on Monday before school.
Which is why you’re currently standing in front of the door, having dragged your friends over so you wouldn’t be alone.
“Knock already,” Jisung says impatiently. You scowl at him but do it anyway.
Haechan opens the door, grinning like a maniac, and pulls you in.
The first thing you register is Mark in the middle of the room, awkwardly holding a red tulip. Then you see Jeno and Renjun standing the corner, both sporting identical Cheshire grins. When you come in, they all run out, giggling.
“This is awkward,” you finally say after an extended silence. Then you internally slap yourself in the face.
Why the fuck would you say that-
“Yeah, I guess.” Mark finally looks at you, extending the hand with the tulip. You take it hesitantly, trying (futilely) to hide behind the flower.
“I would’ve told you before if you hadn’t run back inside but… I like you too, Y/N. It kind of upset me that nearly each time I looked at you or tried to talk to you, you would acknowledge me only the slightest bit, so I thought you hated me for some weird reason.” Mark looks down, his normally confident aura gone. Now he just looks like a shy teenager.
You give a small smile. “Sorry about that. I’m just a naturally shy person and I don’t open up easily. Once I figured out that I liked you, it was even harder to acknowledge you properly. I thought you wouldn’t want to talk to me anyway, I’m just a nerdy sophomore. That’s all.”
He smiles, looking up. “I noticed you first because you were smart and answered a lot of questions in class. I thought you were cute. Then when I saw you interacting so happily with your friends, I think that’s when I started to like you.” He steps a little closer.
You can feel your face flaming. “I originally thought you were just another hot, preppy jock, but when I saw you in class, you seemed so earnest when you tried to learn something new, and you were always nice to everyone. So I ended up liking you, like half the other girls in the school.”
Mark takes your hand. “Well, now that we’ve successfully confessed to each other without further complications, are you free later today? We can go on a date.”
You grin widely. “Sure, I don’t see why not.”
“You were the one I said I was going to score the winning point for, you know?” Your hand in Mark’s is one of the best things you’ve felt.
“I do now,” you say, choosing to hide behind the tulip.
~~~
To: Idiots
From: ChenLE
HOW WAS THE DATE
To: Idiots
From: jISunG STRESS
YEAH TELL US
To: Idiots
From: the only sane one
calm tf down guys
it was nice
we got coffee and walked around the park and talked
To: Idiots
From: Nana bear
DID YOU KISS THO
To: Idiots
From: the only sane one
are you kidding me
To: Idiots
From: jISunG STRESS
ANSWER THE QUESTION
To: Idiots
From: ChenLE
YEAH DID YOU
OR DID YOU NOT
To: Idiots
From: the only sane one
….
yes, we did
~~~
As your phone buzzes with the influx of messages from your friends, you lay on your bed with a stupid smile.
Mark had walked you home, and in front of the door, he’d asked shyly if he could kiss you.
You’d said yes.
It was perfect.
~~~
To: Idiots
From: ChenLE
LKASJDGLHKWAJLKJG
YOU’VE GROWN UP Y/N
To: Idiots
From: jISunG STRESS
yea lmao chenle you still haven’t had your first kiss yet
To: Idiots
From: the only sane one
lmao burn
To: Idiots
From: Nana bear
BURNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
To: Idiots
From: ChenLE
y’all are rude i hate you
- ChenLE has changed the group name to ‘Idiots + Lover’! -
To: Idiots + Lover
From: the only sane one
wtf chenle
i hate you
To: Idiots + Lover
From: ChenLE
no you don’t
you love me
To: Idiots + Lover
From: the only sane one
no
no i don’t
To: Idiots + Lover
From: jISunG STRESS
she loves mark
To: Idiots + Lover
From: the only sane one
OHMIGOD JISUNG SHUT UP
#nctwriters#smtownnetwork#kpop#nct#nct u#nct 127#nct dream#mark#fluff#high school!au#nct scenarios#nct u scenarios#nct 127 scenarios#nct dream scenarios#nct mark scenarios#look away#scriptura-delirus
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Yori info 1
I just really want to answer questions about Yori, I have zero followers so I must rely on myself. ヽ(・∀・)ﾉ
questions from:
“OC questions I haven’t seen yet”
1. Do any of your OCs have a speech impediment? hmm I don’t believe any of them do.
2. Do any of your OCs have a physical disability? They do not; because I myself don’t/haven’t experienced what its liked to live with a physical disability, I would rather study/educate myself deeply on that topic before creating a character that may have/experience it. I don’t want to make one that could come off as disrespectful in anyway, since it’s a serious matter.
3. What is your OCs favorite band if they have one? I just realized i don’t have alot of ocs.... hmmm with my oc’s i just realized that I tend to have them living in their own world apart from my own. So I never took time to think if they’d like any celebrities/music/groups from irl.... hmm yori might like something like kinokoteikoku?.. hmmm
4. Does your OC have anything they take pride in? (like an award or collection?) Yori takes alot of pride in his business that he started with his friends help. They inspired him to live life for himself for once and find something he loved and he managed to do just that, now his business is like his baby. Apart from that he also starred in a few competitions for baking and won a few awards from those as well as his collection of vintage wedding dresses~ his pride and joy.
5. Does your OC have a favorite film? He does not... hmm I feel like he’d be a sucker for sad romance movies, not romcoms but ones where hes like a sobbing mess constantly yelling out BRO.
6. How tall is your OC? I don’t remember how tall i originally made him...I wanna say I said 4 something, but now I wanna have him at least 5′5 or 5′6 (167cm) average height.
7. Does your OC have any celebrity crushes? Hmmmm, does my other oc, celestin, count lol. Celestin is a model for a period of time so I think he could count.
8. Do you ship any 2 of your OCs? I do!~ I ship Yori and stein of course, the main pair, but I really like to draw yori and celestin together alot. Theres just something pure about them (｡•́︿•̀｡)
9. How would you describe your OCs fashion taste? Hmmm, as a teenager, yori definitely had an average sort of style (wearing sweaters, school unirforms, cardigans, beanies, like regular scene/hipster teen stuff). But as he grew up and worked along side saga (his fashion designer friend), he was able to find his own certain flare. I’m not sure how to describe it, cause he can go from goth king, to chunky shoe hip cool guy. idk. im not good at describing fashion... i should draw him more to give visuals hmmm. for the most part though, turtle necks and black clothes. but he has moments where he likes to switch it up.
10. Does your OC have any special talents? adapting. and baking. he didn’t realize how good he was at baking until certain stuff starts happening around him and he needs an outlet to suppress negative thoughts. probably the wrong way to go about things, but...realistic in a sense.
11. Is your OC really bad at something? as a teen he is very bad at keeping his daydreams and reality apart. he thinks everything comes easily ex: Because he and stein are in love, if they move out with little to no preparation (no income, no help, etc.), things will be easy sailing. I guess hes very naive?He was also pretty bad at cooking and generally just taking care of himself overall. As an adult, hes really bad at expressing his emotions, he was amazing as a teen, but now hes very... seclusive.... keeps things bottled in, kinda like he doesn’t want to get hurt, but in a, lol no one can hurt me cause i just wont care/invest.
12. Does your OC have both of their parents? He does...for a while...
13. Does your OC know their parents? He does and doesn’t. he knows who they are, but he never built a relationship with them so he honestly doesnt know much about them.
14. Does your OC have any siblings? Yes~ he has an older sister, Naoko and a younger/twin sister, Yuki who had passed away at a young age.
15. Do any of your OCs have pets? I never thought about them having pets....maybe i should give them pets... hmm~ Maybe yori would have a dog, ooo maybe like a collie, a husky, german shepard or golden retriever... or maybe a smaller breed... i have to think about that.
16. Do you have any nonhuman OCs? HMMM well yori and the rest started off as half human half animal oc’s, but I ended up changing them around, because I wanted a different kind of story going on... Yori was originally a wolf, stein was also a wolf, saga a cat, kairi a lamb, celestin a bird (i dont remember what kind, I wanna say swan), Miya a fox, Narci a spider, etc.
17. Do you have any OCs you haven't posted about? Technically because I restarted my art blog for this series, all of them apart from yori lollllll
18. How would you describe your OCs nature in one word? Resilient.
19. Who is your youngest OC? mmmmmmm I DONT REMEMBER. hm... I guess it would be Narcisse?
20. Who is your oldest OC? I think it was Kairi if I remember correctly, unless we’re including parents? then maybe Celestins mom...
21. What race is your OC? Yori is Japanese.
22. Would your OC like you? Hmmm I feel like he would and wouldn’t. He would probably be friends with me, but maybe treat me the way saga treats celestin. Harsh towards him, but in an endearing, older sibling kind of way but also “you’re a fucking idiot, i’ll destroy you.”
(;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
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