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Ted Lasso || For Science 🥼 Redux
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go-river-flows · 1 year
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Welcome back to the Avatar Programme
Part 7 of 13
Summary: I was part of the Avatar programme. Simple as that. Then that changed after the schoolhouse incident. 
Heyo! Back in action after writing and posting seven chapters of Sweet Visions of a Flower. When I started writing chapter 7 of this story, I began to think about the previous chapter, especially surrounding (Y/N) and her relationship with Lyle Wainfleet, because I hope they get together in the end and it somehow continues through to Avatar Way of Water storyline.
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  I was back in my office, working away on writing pronunciations to make learning to speak na’vi much easier. Essentially a Na’vi for dummies book. Dumbing it down for Jake, and possibly any other dummy who didn't speak the language. Norm came by with drinks a few times, and surprisingly Wainfleet, who just sat next to me in the swivel chair, was also surprisingly quiet. It was out of character for him, but occasionally he would ask questions upon learning a na’vi phrase. The next time Norm came by, he glared at Wainfleet and ended up forgetting what he was going to say. Eventually Wainfleet left after getting an alert on his tablet. I was left by myself again. I just stared at the doorway, before continuing to write.
  When evening came, I had managed to complete half of the guide. My ass sore from sitting for a long time. I stood up to stretch my legs, back and arms, yawning. I looked out my office door as Jake wheeled by, probably heading off to the canteen. I stacked the guide and put it all in a ring binder. Hoping to give the first half of the Dummies Guide to Na’vi to him, I rushed out hoping to catch him. Catching glimpses of him as he turned the corner, I followed after. Realising that he wasn't heading to the canteen as he rolled the opposite direction of the sign. My tired brain caught up to me. He was heading to the control centre of Hell’s Gate. Oh. Why is he going that way…? Meh, not my problem. I'll catch him in the canteen. I shrugged. Tucking the ringbinder under my armpit I turned and walked off to the canteen.
Approaching the line, someone bumped the back of my shoulder alerting me. 
“What's this?” a hand grabbed the binder from my clutch. I turned to find Ruth flicking through it's contents.
“A Dummies Guide to Na’vi,” she chuckled.
“Dummies Guide? Who’s this for? Wainfleet?” she laughed.
“Guess again…” I turned to look for the science crew.
“Oh, it's for Jake…,” she nudged my shoulder, giving a comical wink.
“First of all, ew. Secondly, I don't think of him that way. He’s not his brother,” I pointedly glared at her, moving down the line. The server raises his questioning brow as if to say ‘whad’ya want?’.
“Burger and chips, please,” he nodded and boxed up my food, then handed it to me. I moved down the line to pay for my meal, “Can I get a soda?” asking the girl at the cashier.
“We’re out of soda,” she blandly stated.
“Okay. What about a bottle of water?”
“We’re out of bottled water.���
“How about electrolyte water?” 
“We’re out of that too,” she exhaled, exhausted at the boring conversation.
“Fine, I’ll just get this,” sighing I pointed to my food.
“That's eleven cyber grams,” she said in monotone. I paid quickly and turned to end the tiring conversation. Turning to Ruth, her annoyed expression said everything there was to say.
“Damn, what's her problem?” 
When a hand stopped me. The person grabbed the back of my jumper as we passed a group of soldiers, I turned to look at the person who stopped me. The sheepish Wainfleet retracted his arm, grabbing his can of soda he had on his tray, he put the cold can into my hand. The others stared at him wide-eyed and giggling like schoolgirls. 
“Uh…Thanks Wainfleet,” I thanked him, Ruth tugged me away. As we left we could hear the group tease the bald blushing soldier. 
“Damn boy, you are whipped,” the man who sounded like Lopez said, followed by an ‘ow’.
We decided that I should eat in our shared bedroom. I didn't give Jake the binder. That night, before bed. I asked if Ruth could give Jake the binder if she would meet him. She reluctantly agreed, asking why I couldn't do it myself.
I sighed in exasperation, “Because I'm busy tomorrow. I'll be stuck in my damn office sorting out paperwork and research.”
“Okay, okay. Fine.”
The next morning when I woke up, Ruth was already gone, her bed already neatly tucked. I got ready for the day, washing my face, brushing my teeth, tying up my hair and putting on proper clothes–a button up with dress trousers, with my cleanest trainers (sneakers). Even putting on my lab coat, something I rarely wore.
The day was very busy. Signing off paperwork, filing them, signing reports, emailing–all the boring stuff. Urgh, kill me. However, Ruth did drop by to let me know that she gave Jake the Dummy guide, so thank god. But she also told me that they were going to site 26, which made me look up from the report in my hand. 
“Wait what? They didn't tell me…” my expression faltered. Ruth noticed my expression.
“Maybe–”
“Hey Doc,” Trudy interrupted, her face popping into view, “I was wondering where you were. Didn't see you on the flightline.”
I looked back at my report, disappointed, “Uh yeah, I'm busy today. You know, I uh…,” I  stopped myself, sadness, “I uh…have…paperwork, and…You know what. I don't care.” 
Trudy and Ruth looked at each other, unsure and weirded out by my response.
“I'm busy. Shut the door on your way out,” I held back tears, avoiding eye contact.
“You alright Doc?” Trudy asked, her voice laced with concern.
“Yeah…I'm good,” clearly I am not. I scrunched up the terrible report in my hands, throwing it into the bin next to the door. The two women stepped out, Ruth closing the door as I turned my chair around. Why wouldn't they tell me? I've been out to Site 26 with Grace before, but why didn't she tell me? I get that I'm busier nowadays, have less time to do field work, but she asked me to come back to the Avatar programme to get me into fieldwork. Is it because of Jake? Is he the new favourite? Damn, now I know what Norm feels. Damn, that stings.
I kept my head in my paperwork the rest of the day. Wainfleet came by again. He bought me coffee and a snack, noticing my sad expression.
“What's wrong?” 
“N-nothing, just tired,” I responded despondently.
“Well, thank god I bought coffee,” he placed it on the table in front of me, offering a smile. And not a flirty or creepy one at that. I silently brought the cup to my mouth taking a small sip of black coffee, choking on the hot liquid when it went down the wrong pipe. He was by my side in an instant, steadying my hand as his other started lightly patting my back.  “You good?” His voice was strangely calm and collected, quite the opposite to our first interaction. After I calmed down, I noticed his hands remained on my back and my hand. My face started heating up in embarrassment. Oh no.
Part 8
Taglist:
@sleepilysworld. @drinking-tea-and-be-obsessed. @wolfmoon8269. @howlerwolfmax. @lovekeeho
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I might be a few books ahead. I make no commitment to continue this.
Love Thy Neighbor,  1774-1775, Prudence Emerson
By: Ann Turner
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Protagonist Age: 13
Started- 7/21/2022
Finished- 7/26/2022
Summary:
Prue’s whole family is loyal to the Crown in the days lading up to the American Revolution (except for maybe an older brother?) Her father’s shop struggles to do business and the Tory children are ostracized in school. After one too many incidents all of the family, except for her oldest brother and aunt, move to Boston to live with her uncle’s family in the hopes of finding more safety. After a few months in Boston both families make the decision to move once more, this time to Nantucket.
#ReadingThoughts
By this point she should be been in stays of varying stiffnesses (not corsets) for most of her life. Stop trying to make corsets an issue for most historical people. It’s like wearing a bra. Get over it. (Spoiler: they did not get over it.)
I don’t feel like the average 18th century teacher would be super focused on spelling. There wasn’t really standardized spelling so spelling anxiety phonetically probably wouldn't have been a huge deal I wouldn’t think.
I probably should have expected the house divided politics thing but big oof. I suppose this will be the case for a good chunk of the Revolution and Civil War books.
When did George III get the rep of being mad? I thought his first episode was after the Revolution but I could be wrong. (Internet indicated a potential episode in the mid 1760s but nothing concrete until the late 1780s so after the end of the Revolution.)
The recipe listed on page 12 is better than 90% of what I find online because I don’t have to skim past someone’s life story for a million years first.
I understand that it’s listed out for the reader but the list and the “Meh, I hate all of these chores” comes off as a very modern attitude. Granted, I don’t think that any kid ever had enjoyed all of their chores.
How quick is the 18th century mail service? Also, a white silk pocket? For a child? How bougie are these people?
Boston makes sense for the short mail turn-around. Would Tories have called themselves Tories or would they have referred to themselves more consistently as Loyalists? Would a Tory have called those on the other sides “Patriots?” I think not.
I think the American intended audience means that even Tories refer to this conflict as a revolution, not a rebellion (or insurrection), because hindsight tells us we won. Had it gone the other way, I’m sure the Empire still would have fallen apart, we’d just refer to the 1770s as a failed rebellion or insurrection.
Would Thanksgiving have been celebrated at this point? The internet indicates maybe but probably not like we’re thinking.
More anti-corset propaganda. You can breathe in stays. The point wasn’t to reduce or constrict for most people. It was to support and give a conical shape. I am not here for this nonsense and Emma Watson can bite me.
Was the lavender soap yummy? (The best Gif I could find with minimal effort.)
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I wonder at what age most midwives learned their trade.
How frustrating it must be for someone to come to you for a vital service at which you are skilled and have them be embarrassed to come to you. Kudos to Mama Emerson for how she handled that situation and shame on Mr. Jeptha’s Dad. (We do not stan this dad.)
I’m kinda amused that big bro is hiding pro-Revolution newspapers under his mattress like a porn stash.
Corset nonsense x 2!
Would Papa, a shop owner, know cobbling? That is a skilled trade and not easy as far as I know.
And on your left you’ll see a variety of trauma responses.
How old is Cousin Betsey? I don’t think most 13 year olds would be seriously contemplating matrimony as anything but far off, something for a few years down the line.
Corset nonsense
Waltzing? In 1775? In the colonies? That doesn’t sound right to me.
Corset nonsense.
Thoughts on the Afterward
The epilogue was fine. I liked that it noted that Mama delivered all 5 of Prue’s babies
Overall Thoughts After Reading
I feel like this was an unusual choice for publication in 2003 but it would be an even more unusual book to publish today. I thought it was interesting that the Emersons were seen as too Papist (Catholic) for decorating for Christmas.
Overall this book was fine. I rolled by eyes at every instance of Corset Nonsense (All 6 times. Stay tuned for this exciting new segment. *cue another eye roll*) and there were a few items that I need to check into a bit more. I remember reading this one when I was younger but have no strong feelings or memories about it.
Rating Scale
7/10 Papist Pine Boughs
Other Possible Contenders: Golden Stars (too basic) and Corset Nonsenses (this is an actual number and thus should not be confused but also being a rating scale)
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Cover: Still me!
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MATCHUP FOR:
@luna-says-stuff
I wanted to send in a Stranger Things request, if that is okay with you. I’ll try to make this short enough, but let’s see where we end. My pronouns are she/her, I am bisexual, and 18+. My most defying traits are probably that I am a cat person, I am obsessed with learning new stuff about things I’ll never use (mythology, true crime, paranormal etc.), and I consider myself a huge nerd. I love walking through bookstores, I collect doctor Martens, lp’s, band shirts, fantasy books, and my closet only exists out of Happy Socks and Christmas socks. This is no joke. You literally cannot find a pair of black socks, even if you dusted off the abandoned corners. Big fan of holidays. There is no such thing as a subtle Christmas, or a subtle Halloween. We have to go all out for that one, boss.
I can be rather impatient, immature, and I tend to procrastinate and run away from responsibilities for as long as I can. I can’t sit quietly to save my life, so I always need to busy my hands. I draw, I paint, I sculpt, I do embroidery, but most of all; I consider myself a writer. I love writing as much as I love to read. I can rant about the things I love for hours, and will not know how to stop (ask me about Tolkien’s works, I dare you). I also cannot stand people chewing. I lose my mind when it’s something crunchy. I absolutely hate it and I can’t explain why.
A toxic trait is that I saw Queen live and I will never let anyone forget. I love going to concerts, and I thankfully have a music taste which allows me to go to concerts often. (Hardrock, classic rock, heavy metal, and - occasionally - death metal, but a very specific corner. Still no fan of the screaming)
From Stranger Things I Ship You With:
Robin Buckley
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Ship Dynamic:
The Chaotic Duo™
Quote:
«Meeting you was like listening to a song for the first time and knowing it would be my favorite.»
I can and will elaborate but also you two just go inexplicably well together, everyone shut up.
First things first, while you give an outcast vibe, it's not punk outcast like Eddie, it's more of a "I'm kinda weird and unfit for society's standards for 'cool' so I don't exist for popular kids", which inevitably makes you gravitate towards Robin.
Only that the 'hey we got interests in common, we should bond to survive' turns into 'you're like my favorite person now'.
I kinda see you two being pretty much aloof towards each other at first because meh, forced proximity by standing in the same corner socially speaking but is a true bond worth the effort?
YES IT IS.
While you two got the same general vibe (and by that I mean would definitely befriend you both), you're not even close to being the same.
Robin 100% pulls a face when you tell her about your music taste. You make it your mission to get her to at least try every hard rock subgenre.
She obviously can't say no to you, so as a revenge, she makes you listen to every song of artists like The Bangles and Stevie Nicks.
It becomes a tradition to go and meet up under the bleachers to listen to each other's music tapes during lunch break. I'm not talking about sitting quietly and listening, I'm talking about turning on the dramatic antics and making a full ass spoken essay about what you think of the songs.
You two might or might not enjoy whatever the other brings in the mixtape, but nonetheless you'll tease the hell out of each other.
Enriching each other's music taste as lifestyle.
First time you kiss you're both listening to music and it's very romantic but also very awkward because ✨it's the eighties✨ and you're ✨two girls kissing under the bleachers✨.
Mind you, I don't think either of you would have come out to the other, so it just sort of happens and then it's panic time. You're good tho.
You two don't start dating straight away, Robin wants to go down the old-fashioned, romantic way and take you on a thousand thoughtful dates to make you swoon. Devoted simp queen.
You sketched Robin in class once and she didn't even know how to function after that. Now you draw her a lot when she's not looking because the way this lanky lesbian goes (⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) is priceless.
Bookstore dates with a lot of bickering because you go for our fantasy Lord and linguistics King J. R. R. Tolkien and she goes for fucking Anthony Olcott????
You two make fun of each other's taste CONSTANTLY but ultimately end up giving it a try and actually enjoying it.
Two energy cannonballs. In this house we don't do control, we only do chaos. You're a menace when you're outside. Be gay do crime etc.
Steve is like, Robin's #1 hypeman in this relationship. He actually pushes her to ask you to be her girlfriend.
Robin buys you weird socks. Once she made fun of your Christmas socks collection and then bought you a pair with that vibe. And then another. And another. And—
This woman hangs anything you create from the wall. Painting? Hung. Rough sketch? Hung. A piece of fabric you randomly embroidered? Hung.
She loves to read whatever you write and actively encourages you to publish it somewhere.
She writes too. Mostly poems. She won't EVER tell you tho because omg so embarrassing going full on Sappho for you.
You probably find the poems at some point because she's a messy queen and you constantly snoop around at her place.
Listening to true crime stories and going to the library to dig into a very specific topic randomly is something you two do constantly and it's just as endearing as it is worrying, because no one —and I mean NO ONE— who's mentally okay runs to the library on a weekend to investigate about sighted UFOs in the last five years just because.
Robin keeping your immaturity and procrastination in check with an iron fist, and you doing the same for her.
Matching costumes for the win.
Robin isn't super big on holidays but she goes out of the way for you.
You say you saw Queen live, I say the two of you saw it and will NEVER let ANYONE forget about it. So sexy of you.
You're that odd couple everyone ships.
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Three to tango
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story summary: You, Harry, and Florence have a good time in your makeup trailer.
warnings: Language // THIS IS P*RN WITH LIKE ZERO PLOT // Threesome // w|w // spitting // oral (female receiving) // i have no idea what a production company is so don't come for me.
a/n: Brushing off the metaphorical cobwebs and finally getting back into writing! Woo-hoo! Ending could have been better but... meh. Also, I'm posting from mobile. If it looks weird, blame Tumblr ✌😍
REQUESTED: by @iwannaholdyoutight- and @hazgoldenstyles
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And also by all these people... sorry it took so long.. 😁
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"Stop movin'." You grumbled for the millionth time that morning. Your focus on covering up all these damn tattoos that you loved had become one of the worst things you had to do almost every morning.
"It tickles." He whined as the makeup brush ran over the inside of his arm. He instantly flinched away from the brush the moment it glided against a particularly sensitive spot.
"Harry!" You groaned, your eyes closed in frustration when he shot you the most adorable puppy eyes.
"'M sorry, kitten." He cooed, his lower lip pouted out when you sighed loudly, grabby hands tried to enclose around your waist before you smacked them away.
"H, I gotta get this done or you're gonna miss set time." 
"Wanna kiss." Those big green eyes flashed up to you from his spot in your makeup chair and you knew there was no way you could say no.
"One kiss." You clarified, knowing damn well he'd use kissing you as a distraction from being tickled again. 
He nodded eagerly before leaning slightly up to your level. Your eyes narrowed, still not sure you could trust that he wasn't going to divert your attention but his lips. 
God, his fucking lips.
They looked so memorizing. The light sheen of chapstick he'd applied earlier was still lingering across the plush pink cushions. His tongue wetting them, taunting you to come closer, and it worked.
You were so naive to think he wouldn't do this.
You squeaked as his hands gripped the fleshy curve of your hips. His lips twitched up into a smile against your own when he pulled you forward onto his lap as quickly as he could. 
You knew you should have tried to protest a bit more. You should have attempted to keep him on track but when his thigh pressed against your clothed core, you knew you were done for. His tongue licked into your mouth as his hand got a firm grip on the round flesh of your ass.
"I see what you two do in here." That sweet voice floated through the thickening air in your makeup trailer as she opened the door. Your eyes lazily blinked open to see your smug boyfriend smile wide across his face. 
Whatever snarky come back that was sitting on the tip of your tongue was quickly choked down to the back of your throat when you looked up to see her wearing that. 
Who knew a robe could turn you on so much?
"Damn." Harry finally commented after your not so subtle shifting of your hips against his thigh. Now he completely understood why you'd suddenly gone silent. 
"Shut up." She mumbled under her breath. Her cheeks flamed red from your shameless stares. 
"You look great, baby." You smiled brightly, your hand extended out for her to take. "Mhm." Harry's quick agreement had both you and Flor rolling your eyes, but a small smile formed at the corner of her lips.
"Wait til you see what he's got to wear." She smiled brightly, her silky soft hand wrapped tightly in yours as she walked towards the both of you. 
"Better hurry up then," you practically jumped off Harry's lap, his lust filled eyes quickly turned fearfully as your eager hands reached for your set of brushes. "Hold him down for me."
"Gonna pay for this later, sweetheart." Harry grumbled as Florence's hand held down his arm. 
"Sort of counting on that, Harold. Now, be a good boy and hold still."
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The rest of your day had been absolute torture. Your core ached, your underwear were beyond ruined, and you couldn't wait another minute for the both of them to finally be off set. 
Instead, the both of them casually took their time, leisurely hanging around to talk to other cast and crew while you were basically jumping out of your skin to get them back into the privacy of your trailer. 
After 30 minutes of them both shooting you sweet smiles and well disguised sultry eyes, you'd had enough. Your feet carried you as quickly across the lot to your haven, your fist clenched in your hand almost as tightly as your core.
You were dripping and the both of them knew you were having a hard time keeping your hands to yourself.
It started out innocent enough, Harry's tattoos needed to be touched-up about a million times with the edge of his suit rubbing away the makeup there. You had been practically drooling over the both of them all day but when he saw your legs tighten together, he could help but lay it on thick. His hand rested on the small of your back as he circled around you, nose pressed almost completely against your ear as he whispered a raspy thank you. 
Florence was just as bad and she wasn't ever the instigator out of the three of you. She couldn't help it when she heard a soft whimper leave your lips when she brushed a few hairs off your forehead when you were redoing her makeup after lunch. 
She smiled sweetly, too sweetly, before those plush lips pressed tightly against your own. Her hand laced around your jaw to pull you tighter into her kiss. 
She pulled away from you before you were even close to being done. "Only fair that I get to makeout with you in this chair if Harry gets to do it all the time." 
You felt like you could combust from how turned on you were and you were done waiting for them to do something about it.
You practically slammed the door to your trailer behind you, making sure to lock it before laying yourself out across your couch that sat in the corner of your room.
If they weren't going to do something about it, you would. Your hands fumbled around with the pesky pants that covered your legs, until you were finally free enough to touch where you needed.
The sigh of relief, shuddering feeling that ran through your body from the contact you were craving only lasted a moment before you heard a metal key fumbling around with the locks on your door. 
"Couldn't wait for us?" Harry chuckled, his keys to your trailer thrown on your table top.
"You two were taking forever!" You glared at him through your open legs. 
"Told you she couldn't wait any longer." Florence giggled as she pushed her way past Harry. Her hands on her hips but a smile danced on the corner of her lips.
"Are you two going to help me here or?" You were cocky, impatient, and your fingers weren't anywhere near as good as theirs was.
"Might just watch." Harry shrugged with a smug smile as he plopped down on the end of the couch. The furniture was barely big enough for the three of you to sit normally. His hands moved your legs to lay over top of his own. Your eyes could have shot daggers through him as he loosened his tie, his legs spread wide enough that your hand bumped his thigh with every slow circle around your clit.
"Baby." You whined, your pleading eyes flashing towards Flor. Who was already wearing nothing but a smile, her robe abandoned on the floor, and if you weren't so insanely turned on you would have turned to stick your tongue out to Harry. Gloating that at least one of them was nice enough to help you.
Having sex with them always seemed to be frenzied, blurs of quick paced moments that seemed to fly by.
Her thighs rested on either side of you as Harry peeled away the drenched lacy fabric between your legs. 
Her tongue dominating your own as she pulled down your top enough to free your breast. Her hands pinching and kneading across them as your back arched further off the couch.
You could hear Harry mumbling out a slur of curses, followed by the sound of his zipper. Your legs were bumped up and down in time with his strokes along his swollen cock.
"Soaking my leg, kitten." He groaned at the sight of your cunt soaking the thin material of his brown suit.
"Thought you were just gonna watch." Florence chuckled, her perfectly pouty lips swollen from how hard she'd been kissing you. The edges of them barely touching your own as she talked to Harry.
"Was gonna but she's so fuckin' wet, Flor." His voice was deeper than usual, gravelly, slow, "Bet I could jus'...." 
Your jaw fell open, your back arched off the couch when his fingers filled you. A wild moan ripped from your lungs when he curled them just right.
You could already feel the cord tightening in your lower stomach. You had been so wound up all day long from looking at them you were practically ready to snap within seconds. 
"Awe, poor thing's already about to cum." Florence cooed, her hand around the back of your neck, teasing your jaw with the edge of her nose. 
You always loved hated how well they could read you. How their teasing words made your face burn and your pussy flood with need. 
When she was harshly shifted down further into your chest, her own sweet sounding moan falling from her lips, you couldn't help your own snide remark, "who's the one going to cum too quickly now?"
She probably would have snapped right back at you but she couldn't utter out anything more than whimpers. You knew the feeling, Harry's tongue had a way of doing that, making you both shut up and he had proudly used it on more than one occasion to get you two to stop bickering about dumb stuff. 
Your hand laced through her blonde locks, her lips attached to your neck whenever she could control her mouth long enough to kiss your sweet spots. Your nipples peaked at the contact of her breast against your own, Harry's hand still pumped lazily against your sweet spot, his thumb running tight circles around your clit, and while it wasn't enough, you weren't complaining. You weren't ever sure how he managed to focus on eating one of you out while fingering the other when you knew damn well he was about to combust himself.
You knew she was close when her breathing became erratic, her chest heaving against yours. Her whole body shaking as her orgasm washed across her, her panting barely broke when you felt his warm tongue slipping through your folds.
You moaned at the feeling, your hips instantly shifted downwards, craving every bit of contact you could get from him. 
You could feel your walls fluttering around his fingers with every thick swipe of his tongue across your clit. Your eyes barely staying open when soft kisses were pressed lazily against your neck. 
Such a contrast to the harsh grasp of Harry's free hand digging into your one thigh. His gruts and groans were only muffled by the deafening sound of your soaking core.
Florence perked up her head from your chest, carefully turning herself completely around. Her legs on either side of your head as she draped herself across you to watch Harry at work.
Her sweet honey only inches from your face and fuck did you want a taste. You wet your lips, hands pushing her thighs down but she wouldn't budge.
Your huff of protest was quickly choked down when Harry's tongue ran tight circles around your clit.
"Gonna share?" That sweet voice asking that innocent question about broke you. Your walls clenched tightly trying to not get Harry to stop his fingers from slipping out of you, almost crying when they did anyway.
"Course, baby." 
You squeaked, your legs pushed backwards by your thighs, your body almost folded in half.
"Fuck, you got her soaking the couch." 
You were suddenly very appreciative about the fact neither one of them could see the embarrassment burning through your face. Your forehead pressed to Florence's leg as you whined, not wanting them to point how just how turned on you were.
You heard two simultaneous shushing sounds before your lower lips were pulled apart, the cool air licked across your slick, only making you whine louder.
When you heard and felt Harry's spilt against your core you thought you were done for. Lip tucked so tightly between your teeth you could taste the faintest hint of metallic against your tongue.
Then the softest kitten lick had you losing your mind, her tongue collecting all of his saliva on your clit before swirling around your entrance.
"Fuck," you cried, your nails digging crest moons into the flesh of Florence's thighs. "please, just fuck me already!"
"Don't think she can take anymore teasing Flor." Harry chuckled, yeah, chuckled, from between your thighs. 
"But I was having fun." She pouted, her tongue stopping its mesmerizing movements.
"Can 'ave fun with her after." Harry said as he started to shed the layers of his suit. 
"I'm literally right here!" You complained, your huff of annoyance jammed down your throat when Harry pulled up by your legs. Your face now exposed to his smirking, mischief filled eyes. 
"We know, baby," he cooed, almost too sweetly, something about the look behind his eyes made your pussy flutter but your mind anxious about how sore you'd be tomorrow. "Ass up for me."
You eagerly nodded your head, trying to roll over in your place before the tsking clicks of his tongue stopped your movements. 
"Like this." He said, pulling you off the couch. Your knees on the hard linoleum floor, your elbows resting on the seat of cushion in front of you. Giving Flor just enough space to sit pretty right in front of you.
Your arms instinctively circling around her thighs, pulling her core down to mouth. Her moans filled the small space around you. Vibrating off the walls with an echo. 
"Should 'ave done this in 'ere before." Harry mumbled more to himself than to either one of you as his tip teased your entrance. Your hips swayed instantly at the contact, slowly backing up the little bit you could to feel him slip inside of you.
He hissed, his fingers gripped the round flesh of your ass tightly before he surged forward, stuffing you to the brim with his cock.
"I ruin this pussy 'most everyday and you're still so fuckin' tight." He gritted out through his teeth, your walls clenched down around him at his words.
"Guess you're not fucking her good enough then." 
Your eyes widened in disbelief belief, disconnecting from her core so your mouth could gape in shock.
Did she hate you being able to walk?
"That so?" 
"'S what I said."
"Kitten," You squeaked when you were lifted by your shoulder, your back against Harry's chest. His hands snaked under your shirt just long enough to rip it off. "you can thank Flor tomorrow for why you won't be able to sit." 
"She'll probably be thanking me." The blonde rolled her eyes playfully teasing but enjoying the fact she was getting under his skin.
"Need me to stop, just tap my leg," his deep voice husked into your ear. Your hand tapping his leg, showing him you understood,  before you were hurled back in front of Florence's core by the back of your head. "good girl, now lick." 
You had Harry go hard on you before but when he sheathed himself fully inside of you in one go, you knew you were really going to be in for it. 
Your tongue tried to desperately get Flor off as fast as you could, your fingers slamming into her sweet spot, as your eyes rolled to the back of your head. You had a hard time knowing where to focus. Her addictive taste or his marksman worthy precision thrusts into your g-spot.
Your body felt like warm liquid was being pumped through your veins. Both of them gripping onto you at different ends, his hips grinding against your ass as he sat balls deep in your pussy. Her hips dragging against your mouth, fucking herself against your face. 
The sound of their collective moans slicked through the sticky, sex filled, air around you. Your mind lost in that space of non-thinking as your body moved back and forth between the two of them.
"Gonna cum all over my cock, sweetheart?" Your walls tightened around him as her fingers dug deeper into the back of your head. Her own cord snapping only moments before your own.
The white burning light washing through your body followed by the familiar gush of fullness in your lower tummy. 
"Holy shit," Florence breathed out, her arm dropped across her forehead. 
"Why haven't we done that here before?" Harry asked through short breaths.
"'S company property." You mumbled against the couch, your head buried into the soft material as your legs gave out to lay on the heaven-like cold floor below you. "We literally just said fuck you to New Line Cinema." 
You heard chuckling from either side of you, both of them still slightly out of breath.
"Hope we don't work with them again then." 
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vanderlustwords · 3 years
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We're Going There || part i
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
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Summary: Bucky's just bidding his time because something's always in the way. When you have someone, he doesn't. When he has someone, you don't. But the way you look at each other, Bucky knows exactly where it's going. [angst with happy ending]
Note: Inspired by the song 'There's No Way' by Lauv ft. Julia Michaels. Bucky as an ex is unparalleled. There'll be 2 or 3 parts to this! Comment to be added to a taglist for the next part! :) *psa this isn’t a cheating fic*
If any of you watch psych, know that I extra love you LMAO
Warnings: Pining, a lil spicy, petnames (honey, doll, baby), a lil angst.
Count: ~3k
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You fall back against the wall, chest heaving heavily.
You try to pull back, but there's nowhere to go. You don't think you want to go far, anyway. It's evident in the way your hands are clutching his dress shirt desperately.
"We shouldn't. This is a bad idea," you whisper.
His eyes open, and you feel your heart flutter at his cobalt eyes, dark with desires as he stares at you. You can feel his breath on your lips as he pants.
Bucky grins at you, encasing your head between his arms. "Is it, though?" He brushes his lips against yours, sending chills down your spine. "Or has it been a long time comin'?"
Bucky keeps pressing his lips against yours over and over in short, chaste kisses. "I haven't stopped thinkin' about you since the day you left, honey."
He tastes like whiskey and mint, and your hands clench tighter unwittingly. Your body feels flush with heat. You still stand by your words—this was an undoubtedly bad idea. There had been a reason you left after all.
"Admit it," Bucky lifts one of his hands from the wall, cupping your jaw lightly as he caresses your cheek with his thumb. "Six months of all that tension has just been a lead-up to this. We're going there, honey. We're going all the way for good this time."
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<Six Months Ago>
You felt your heart fluttering in your chest, filled with nerves and anxiety.
It's been two years—two years since you've been James Buchanan Barnes.
Two years since you've broken up.
You run your hand through the side of your hair nervously, trying to not think about it. The last argument, the last words, before silence.
"Are you okay?"
You turn your head over and smile at the concerned look.
"Yeah," you put your hand down in your lap. "It's just been a while since seeing the entire team, you know? So much has changed."
There's a deep, gravelly laugh before a large hand settles on top of yours. "Yeah, you probably weren't expecting to be in Santa Barbara that long, but chasing powered serial killers take longer than you expected, huh? Also doesn't help you met an incredibly handsome man. You nervous about introducing me to the team?"
You cock your brow at him with a smirk. "You nervous about meeting a bunch of superheroes?"
"Oh, but sweetheart, I'm also a superhero," he puts his fingers up dramatically to his temples. "A psychic."
You roll your eyes playfully as your shove him with a laugh. "Santa Barbara may buy that, but I saw through that schtick after our first case. You know Wanda and Vision will know immediately too, right? In fact, many of them will be able to figure it out."
"Well, I mean...psychic is such a loose term. Who can truly say my skills of deduction aren't visionary?" He puckered his lip in avoidance. "What matters is that my visions stay visionary in Santa Barbara. So..."
You sigh, "Already ahead of you. I've already emailed Natasha that my boyfriend, Shawn Spencer, is a fraudulent psychic and to please ask the team to say nothing about it."
Shawn whines, "Babe! You're not going to even try to let me see if I can trick 'em?"
"Shawn...there is a literal magical witch, an AI that can read your mind, a God and multiple trained biologically enhanced agents. You're not fooling anyone here."
"You, my dear, are a spoiled sport," he sticks his tongue out at you, and you laugh as he leans over and kisses your nose. "I'm really glad I could come with you."
You continue to smile because you like Shawn, and Shawn likes you. Despite everything that had happened, Shawn wanted to try to make it work even though you were being hauled back to New York.
You wondered if it would work. After all, you were anxious to see Bucky again, and Shawn had been anxious to leave Juliette behind.
"Me too."
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Bucky checked his reflection in the mirror for the 16th time that day.
He just freshly got a haircut and had that stubble you always liked. He wasn't trying to do it for you per se...but knowing you were coming back after all this time, Bucky was nervous as hell.
Two years of silence gave him a lot of time to miss you. Shit, he'd been such a punk. He should've let Steve and Natasha smack him upside the head when it was all going down.
Knock some sense into him that he was losing the best thing in his life.
Honestly, the worst part is that Bucky doesn't even remember what the two of you even argued about daily. There had been deep, underlying issues that you had tried to bring up and that he was trying to suppress.
The nightmares.
The lack of communication.
The mandated therapy.
You had felt alone.
Bucky sighed. Shit, he really was an asshole.
But Bucky was ready to prove to you that he's changed. That losing you had changed him. He had gone to therapy religiously and done the work to help himself.
He'd also seen people on and off, no one ever really sticking the landing for him. Bucky knows it's probably because he's holding out for you.
There was a sudden knock on his door.
"Come in," Bucky said as he tried to fix up his hair one last time.
"Hey."
Bucky could see in the mirror that it was Nat. She looked rather tense as she had her arm crossed.
"What's wrong?" Bucky asked as he turned to her. "We should probably head down soon. She's gonna be here in an hour."
"Yeah," Nat said softly. "About that..."
Bucky's heart immediately starts to speed up, worry wracking through him.
"What? What's wrong?" Bucky immediately asks again. "Is there something wrong with her flight? Is she—Did she decide she's not coming back?"
Nat shakes her head. "No, no. She's coming back. I just checked my emails, though, and thought I should warn you."
Bucky stares at Nat, silent as he waits for her news—bad news, it seems.
"She's dating, Buck. She's bringing her boyfriend home with her."
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Everyone was outside the Compound, ready to greet you, when your cab pulled up.
"It's been way too long," Natasha said as she pulled you into a tight hug. Wanda hugged you right after Natasha let go.
"It's not the same here without you," she said in your ear, and you smiled and patted her back.
"Yeah, I'm really happy to be home too," you say.
Steve pulls you into a hug that lifts you off the ground and a spin. "Good to have you home." He lets you down before he joins Shawn in pulling your bags out.
"I got it," Steve said as he clapped Shawn on the back in greeting and pulled out the bags at once with ease.
"I could've lifted it," Shawn says with a joking jilt of his chin.
"But I just wanted to see your muscles in action. I'm trying really hard to not have a man-crush on you right now. Can we take a picture? Gus is going to be so jealous."
Steve laughs with a shake of his head as he sets the bag down and leans into the frame of Shawn's phone for a photo.
You sigh as you turn to everyone. "Well, this my boyfriend everyone. Shawn Spencer, everyone. Everyone, Shawn Spencer."
"Nailed the introduction, firecracker," Tony smirked as he bumped fists with you and turned to Shawn. "So, this is the famous psychic we've heard literally nothing about except for a paragraph long email today?"
"That would be me," Shawn dramatically bowed.
"Don't buy it one bit," Tony puckers his lips. "But I guess it's just observation skills, meh."
"Please do not reduce my powers to such things, Mr. Stark. In fact, let me get a reading on you," Shawn brings his fingers to his temple, and you sigh again as Tony looks curious.
Shawn does that thing where he squints, and you try to not roll your eyes with a laugh. "You, Mr. Stark, have had three and a half cups of coffee, you've been wearing the same shirt for 3 days now, and you're in the midst of a breakthrough on your prosthetic project but your lovely wife has specifically threatened to strangle you and leave you in the dog house if you didn't take a break. You're supposed to call in and check in with her in the next..." Shawn hums, "ten minutes to let her know how my lovely girlfriend is since she couldn't make it."
Tony's mouth drops. "What—How did you—"
Shawn looks so smug as he cockily swipes his thumb under his nose. "What can I say, the spirits speak to me."
"And it's your B.O. that we can all smell, the coffee stains on your pants and tremors in your hand, you're still wearing a prosthetic prototype, and you keep checking the time so you don't miss check-in time with Pepper," you drawl.
"Ugh, babe!" Shawn whines, but there's a twinkle in his eye.
You shake your head as everyone introduces themselves to Shawn. As people begin to crowd around him, you're finally left with the last person in view.
Your breath hitches in the back of your throat.
Bucky Barnes stands in the back, looking equally winded by seeing you.
He looks...good. Healthier, happier than the last time you saw him. The dark circles have vastly reduced, and while he was always muscular, he looks like he hasn't skipped any meals. He's not as pallor.
The chattering becomes a distant noise as Bucky approaches you.
"Hey," Bucky says first, and his tone is so gentle, so soft that it makes you sigh with relief.
"Hey," you give him a small smile. "You look really good, Bucky."
He smiles back at you, genuinely happy, but there's something sad just underneath it. "Thanks. After you—uh—left, it kicked me into gear to get the help I needed. I don't even have to see my therapist anymore, but I still check in every three to four months."
Your smile gets wider, but your eyes are slightly sad. "I"m really happy and proud of you, Buck," you say, and you are. You really are. But at the same time, you can't help think there's a little tragedy that you had to leave, that things had to end for Bucky to decide to want to help himself.
Bucky swallows. "You look good, too. All that California sun did you good, huh?"
You bring your hand to your mouth as you laugh a little. "It did. It was a good change of scenery."
"Happy to be home, though?"
You stare at Bucky for a long moment before you nod.
"Very happy."
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Bucky stares at you in the distance as he holds his drink and lingers at the bar.
He watches you laugh and something Natasha says and watches your boyfriend place his hand on the small of your back.
It's just a small get-together to welcome you home, though the floor is packed because so many people are happy to see you. You were always the brightest part of people's day. Of course, they're so glad for you to come home.
Bucky tries to not feel devastated about the fact he probably dimmed a little bit of your light the last few months before it was over and before you left.
But that light looks like it returned, and Bucky is happy for it as much as he's heartbroken. Because it's not him that helped you get that light back. It's your boyfriend, who seemingly only has a wardrobe of oversized jeans, run-down sneakers, and dress shirts. It's a very odd combination.
"How you feelin', pal?"
Steve slides up to Bucky, drink in hand as well, and Bucky just shrugs. Steve knew that Bucky had been so excited for you to come home, so excited to try to make things right and win you back.
"Think I blew it," Bucky admits as he keeps watching you. unable to rip his eyes away. "I should've called her, should've gone to Santa Barbara but I really wanted to get my shit together before I saw her."
Steve purses his lips as he looks down, unsure how to comfort his best friend.
"It'll be alright, Buck," he says as he bumps his shoulder against Bucky's. "If it's meant to be, it will. If not, you'll have her as a friend if you want and there's plenty of fish in the sea."
Bucky snorts. "Now that you're dating Sharon, you're full of wise dating advice now, huh?"
Steve grins. "Can't always be a punk."
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"You sure you're good out here?"
You nod as you kiss Shawn on the cheek. "Yeah, go on back inside. I know you want to try to lift Thor's hammer. You've got to facetime Gus too so he can be here in spirit. Gus'll never forgive you if you forget."
"Oh, right," Shawn laughs. "Alright, see you in a bit?"
You nod again.
When you're left to your own devices, you let out a sigh.
Things are strange. A part of you doesn't really know if bringing Shawn was the right idea—if trying to make it work was the right idea.
You had seen his phone earlier, just by coincidence, when he pulled it out to check who was calling him.
It was Juliette, probably checking to make sure things were okay.
You love Juliette, you do, and you respect her as a colleague and a friend you've gotten to know. You just try not to think about how she's probably still in love with Shawn, that the reason they had only split up was that she wasn't ready to get married when Shawn popped the question six months ago. Shawn said she had stuttered when he tried to ask her when she'd be ready.
It was surprising to everyone.
You think Shawn's probably still in love with her, too, but he's just too good of a guy to not try to make this work between the two of you.
You can't blame him.
After all, one look at Bucky Barnes had you swallowing back all the feelings, the denial you were still in love with him too. But you were still going to try to make it work with Shawn because you think there's just too much history between you and Bucky to try to make it work.
There were too many hurt feelings, and things left unsaid when it was over.
The balcony doors open, and you jump in surprise.
"Oh, shit—sorry, I didn't think anyone was out here."
You place your hand over your heart and calm yourself when you realize it was Bucky.
"Just getting some fresh air. It's getting a little overwhelming," you let out a chuckle.
"Yeah, you're definitely the center of attention tonight with it being your party and all," Bucky grins, and you grin back.
Bucky comes and joins you over the railing as you peer out into the distance, into the trees and night sky.
Silence envelopes the two of you.
You suddenly feel more melancholy.
"I'm sorry," Bucky suddenly says.
You turn your head and blink at him.
"Sorry?" You repeat unsurely.
Bucky turns to you fully and nods somberly. "For everything that led up to you leaving. For the terrible, terrible things I said. For how I really hurt you when you were just trying to help."
You instantly feel something raw claw at the back of your throat, something stinging in your eyes.
You suddenly hear the last words Bucky had said to your flash in your mind.
"Jesus fucking Christ! Do you know how unbelievably aggravating it is to have you bring this up every other day? I'm not one of your little projects for you to fix. I've asked you to leave it be for me to deal with and you're constantly getting on my case about it. I can't get a moment of peace with you around!"
You pinch your forearm subtly. That had been two years ago. It didn't hurt as much anymore, but it had been those words that pushed you to the outside.
But Bucky is standing before you now, apologizing and looking better, and you just want to let it go.
"It's okay," you give him a small smile. "I know you were just hurting."
Bucky purses his lips because it's not really okay, it'll never be okay, and he wants to make it up to you even if he doesn't know how exactly yet.
"Are you happy?" Bucky asks, and you look surprised.
"Happy?"
Bucky nods. "No one deserves to be happier than you, not in my book anyway. Even though you were gone, I never stopped caring. I'll never stop caring."
The words ring your heart painfully.
A part of you wished Bucky never said that, and a part of you can't help but be elated.
But caring hadn't been enough the first time around. It's probably not enough now.
"Yeah, I think I am," you tell Bucky. "Shawn...gets me. I get him. We're working with what we have and I think that's enough for me."
It's a strange answer, but Bucky nods because despite him thinking you deserve more than that, you said it was enough for you.
Bucky wonders if he should hold on or let go.
But as you smile at him before turning back, the moon illuminating you with a slight breeze, Bucky doesn't think he can ever let go.
So, he's content to watch you.
"I'll always care about you too, Bucky," you say softly. "I hope we both get to be happy. You deserve happiness too, more than anyone. At least to me."
Yeah, Bucky thinks as he feels an odd pang thud in his chest, right against his ribs. He's content to watch until he knows he can't anymore.
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pilothusband · 3 years
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fly me to the moon
Rating: M-ish (a lil spicy at the end)
Pairing: Frankie Morales x f!reader
Warnings: Swearing, boner mention, a douchebag, a little hint at food shaming
Word count: 2.5k
Description: You go on a date with a complete asshole. He takes you on a helicopter tour, not expecting the pilot to be the one to sweep you off your feet.
Author’s note: Probably should have edited this more but meh. This was completely self-indulgent. Unbeta’d. Let me know what you think!
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Why did I agree to go out with this jackass in the first place?
Your eyes were starting to feel sore with the amount of times you had rolled them throughout your date. He hadn’t noticed the exasperated movement of your eyes, too swept up in talking about the summer he spent in Ibiza with his former fraternity brothers, his medium rare, overpriced ribeye untouched.
So far, everything had felt off. The way he pulled up outside of your apartment and honked his horn to signal his arrival, the anchor cufflinks in his freshly pressed suit, paired with a pair of leather boat shoes and a salmon-pink button down. You loved a man in pink, but the rest of the outfit just felt like it didn’t fit together. Was he going to a wedding or going to party on a yacht? You had glanced down at your own outfit, a simple black dress that stopped mid-calf and hung loose, just barely hinting at your curves.
God, you hoped he wasn’t going to take you on a boat.
You had only agreed to this date in the first place because Liam, an investment banker who worked in your office building in the suite below yours, had asked you nearly every day for a month in a row. He was persistent, kind of like a mosquito, but you figured you were being too picky and needed to expand your horizons a bit. Maybe you would learn more about him and actually have a good time.
Not so much.
You couldn’t help but notice the way his brows knit together when you had ordered the fettuccine alfredo. The restaurant’s menu was pretty limited, and you didn’t recognize most of the items. This place was just too fancy for your comfort. You had wanted to call the waiter back to the table and change your order to a cheeseburger, just to embarrass him further.
As Liam droned on about how his father had taught him how to manage his finances, you let your mind wander to last weekend. You had gone out with your friends, Benny and Will, a pair of brothers who were each other’s polar opposites, yet they had a bond that was stronger than any other siblings you had ever met.
You were already well acquainted with their other friends, Santiago and Frankie, affectionately known as Pope and Catfish. Pope had a magnetic personality– he commanded the room without meaning to, sometimes to the detriment of others around him, who were trying to get a word in edgewise. 
Frankie was complicated. He was quiet, a little rough around the edges, and a little gruff, but so soft at the same time. His eyes gave way to a deeply settled kind of hurt. They had drawn you in almost right away. It only took one glance at his smile, brilliant and boyish, with a hint of a dimple gracing his cheek, before you were hooked.
You had only known him for a few months now and only saw him when the guys got together, but you couldn’t deny the desire that clutched at your stomach whenever his deep brown eyes met yours.
You heard your date call your name, snapping you out of your daydream.
“You ready for part two of the best date ever?” Liam asked. His smirk was all wrong. It wasn’t soft or playful. It was polished and practiced. He reminded you too much of Patrick Bateman.
“Ready as I’ll ever be,” you said, pasting a smile onto your face, inwardly wincing at how fake it was. You could not wait to go home and put on your sweatpants.
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Shit. Holy shit.
He was taking you on a helicopter tour. The same company that Catfish worked for. Your stomach was in knots, threatening an unwelcome return of the alfredo you had for lunch.
Maybe he’s not working today, maybe we’ll get a different pil–
Of course you had no such luck. The guide ushered you both over towards the launching pad, where Frankie stood, wearing a tan flight suit. His hair was tousled, likely from being up in the air for most of the day and he had a pair of aviators on. He looked delectable.
His eyebrows shot up in recognition. He cocked his head to the side, glancing at your date, then back at you, a grimace set on his face.
Frankie schooled his expression and walked up and gave you a side hug, his hand squeezing your shoulder gently.
“Good to see you,” he said, giving you a small grin.
“You two know each other?” Liam asked, his eyes shifting between the two of you.
“Oh, yes, Liam– this is Frankie. He’s one of my friends.” 
Friends.
“Nice to meet you, Liam,” Frankie said, shaking his hand politely.
Liam gave Frankie one of his wide, practiced grins. “Likewise.”
You could have sworn you saw Liam wince a little during the handshake, but you chalked it up to pre-flight jitters. Liam slung an arm around your shoulder possessively and chuckled.
“Excited to show this pretty lady some pretty sights.” His fingers curled into your shoulder, a little too hard, and he jostled you a little, trying to come off as a cute gesture. It had you feeling like a rag doll. 
The smile you gave him must have been pretty forced, because Frankie coughed, interrupting the moment.
“All right, folks. Ready to get going?” 
You nodded, feeling a fluttering in your belly. Despite not wanting to be stuck in a helicopter with Liam, you were excited to finally see Frankie in action.
Frankie handed you both a pair of headsets and instructed you to buckle up. Before climbing in himself, he checked Liam’s belt, tightening it a little and then came over to your side, adjusting your belt as well. You risked a peek at him out of the corner of your eye, noticing the way his Adam's apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed. 
“All set,” he murmured, giving you a soft smile.
Before you knew it, Frankie was in the pilot’s seat and the helicopter roared to life. The blades were whirring above your heads, making your hair whip around your face. You tucked the sides of your dress under your legs, silently cursing Liam for not warning you of this afternoon’s non-dress appropriate activity.
The swoop you felt in your stomach was unlike anything you had felt before, more intense than a commercial flight. You tried not to fidget, knowing you were in good hands with Frankie piloting, but fuck, were you already high up, and only climbing higher by the second.
You briefly wondered how high up you were now, how high up Frankie had ever flown. You planned on asking him once you were all safely back on the ground.
A large gust of wind made its way into the helicopter, forcing a shiver down your spine, goosebumps rising on your woefully unprotected arms.
“You cold, sweetie?” Liam asked. “I would give you my jacket but I need it to stay warm. You should have planned better, gorgeous.”
You instantly clenched your teeth, wishing murder was legal at this very moment.
“Well, Liam, I would have brought a jacket if you had told me we were coming here,” you said, voice dripping with a sarcastic, syrupy sweet tone.
“I have a jacket in the compartment in front of you,” Frankie said, glancing over quickly. “Go ahead and put it on.”
You obliged, opening the compartment and bundling up in the oversized jacket, instantly feeling better once the corduroy material covered your arms. You wrapped it around your torso and took a deep breath, hiding your grin in the sherpa collar. It smelled like him.
“Thank you, ‘Fish,” you said softly. He didn’t respond, but you saw his dimple appear out of the corner of your eye.
“All good back there?” You heard Frankie’s voice in your ears. You looked over to him, only catching a glimpse of his hands and the side of his face, partially obscured by his headset and his baseball cap.
“Doing fan-tas-tic, Frank,” Liam whooped. You couldn’t help but wince at how loud his voice was, and how he intentionally pronounced Frankie’s name incorrectly.
“Great,” Frankie sounded unamused.
You huffed, annoyed at your date’s bad manners and looked out the window. Terrible date aside, you had to admit the bay from above was absolutely gorgeous. You looked down at the ocean, so expansive and eternally blue. Your eyes skimmed over to where water met land, at the soft sand on the beach, turning into a thick forest.
“Frankie, it’s beautiful,” you gasped.
You looked over at him briefly, seeing a hint of a smile on his face.
Liam was momentarily forgotten, until his hand snaked its way onto your thigh, giving it a little squeeze. Instinctually, you moved your leg at the unwanted contact. Liam looked over at you, an ugly scowl marring his face.
“Careful with the turns in this thing,” he said, addressing Frankie. “Our girl here ate about 15 pounds of pasta before this.”
You felt a hot wave of embarrassment wash over you, tears pricking at the corner of your eyes. They streaked down into your hairline from the force of the wind around you. You had already realized Liam was a bit of a douche, but you hadn’t thought him to be cruel.
“The only thing we have to worry about bringing this thing down is that big head of yours,” Frankie quipped back.
Biting back a laugh, you looked out the window so Liam wouldn’t see your reaction.
You could tell Liam wanted to argue back, but he stayed quiet, since the man he wanted to lash out at was responsible for keeping you all alive at the moment.
The rest of the ride was pretty quiet, other than the persistent chopping of the helicopter blades. The views were beautiful, but you found your eyes wandering back over to Frankie every few minutes. The tanned skin of his hands as he deftly worked at the throttle. Every time he pulled on a control you saw the veins in his forearms strain with the movement. You wondered what else those hands could do.
Before you knew it, the bird touched down and you unbuckled your seatbelt, removing the tight headset from your ears. You had a slight headache and you could tell getting down was going to be a struggle.
Frankie seemed to have no issue, jumping out of his seat with grace and walking over to your side to help you down. Your legs were shaking, so you stumbled as your feet hit the ground, grabbing onto his broad shoulders for dear life.
“I– oof, sorry,” you laughed nervously, rubbing your nose. You had bumped into his chest nearly smashing your face into his sternum. Frankie bit his lip and chuckled in response, squeezing your waist. You felt dizzy with his arms caging you in like this. It gave you an overwhelming desire to wrap yourself around him, to feel him pressed against you.
“It’s okay, I got you.” His voice rumbled in your ear, absolutely sending your senses on a tailspin. His strong, quiet voice was doing something magical to your already weak knees.
You stepped away before you fell over, remembering your date after a moment. He was about ten feet away, arms crossed, his face pinched in an angry expression.
“I don’t think this is working out,” he said as you walked over to him.
“I couldn’t agree more,” you said, giving him a sickly sweet grin. “I’ll find another ride home.”
Liam scoffed and made his way back into the tour center to grab his belongings. You instantly felt a weight lift off your shoulders. Thank God he left.
“So, why did you go out with that asshole, anyways?” Frankie asked, a bewildered expression on his face.
You sighed, feeling embarrassed.
“I honestly don’t know. He wouldn’t leave me alone so I decided to give him a shot.”
“I can’t say I blame him for being persistent, but seriously, fuck that guy.”
You huffed a laugh. 
“Seriously, when he made that comment about what you ate for lunch I wanted to throw him right out of the helicopter.”
You bit your lip and sniffed, feeling the embarrassment wash over you at the memory.
“I’m sorry you had to hear that,” your voice was small and you rubbed at your arms nervously.
Frankie had a hard, angry look on his face. It made you feel a little giddy, that he was so angry on your behalf.
“He should have never talked to you that way. He’s lucky you agreed to go out with his sorry ass.”
“You’re right. And God, I can’t believe he took me here, of all places,” you laughed. This really was surreal.
“Feels kind of like fate, huh?” He said, giving you a boyish grin.
“How so?”
“Well,” he stepped towards you, arms sliding up the material of his jacket. “I’ve always wanted to see you in this jacket.” His gaze made its way down your figure. His eyes were dark as he swallowed heavily.
“And I’ve always wanted to go on a date with you, though not while you’re on one with another man.” The smile he gave you was shy, searching, as if he wasn’t sure how you’d react.
“Well, I won’t be making that mistake again,” you replied, stepping closer. 
Your tongue came out to wet your lips and Frankie watched with rapture. 
“I’d like to kiss you now, if that’s okay.” His mouth was an inch from yours, and his large, calloused hands cradled your face gently.
“Please, Frankie,” you sighed.
His lips were soft, despite the bruising urgency in his actions. Your hands immediately tangled into his hair, knocking the cap off his head. You melted against him and licked his bottom lip, asking for permission. He immediately complied, licking into your mouth. Your tongues found a delicious rhythm, tangling together. You moaned into his mouth, spurring him on further. His hips pressed into yours. You could feel how hard he was, even through his flight suit.
“Fuck, baby” he rasped, pulling away. His chest was heaving, breath ragged from your kiss. “The things I want to do to you.”
You slanted your hips back into his, pressing into his erection. “Then do them.”
Frankie bit his lip and groaned, pressing his forehead to yours.
“You’re absolutely perfect for me, you know that?” 
You grinned, leaning forward to capture his lips again.
“I want to do this right, though,” he said. “I’m going to take you out on a better date. Show you how first dates should go. And then I’m going to take you home and show you how much I’ve wanted you for months.”
You felt as if your heart had stopped momentarily.
“That sounds perfect to me,” you said, kissing him again.
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Spectacular!
Pairing: Alive! Luke Patterson x Fem Reader
Summary: Inspired by Nickelodeon’s Spectacular! Luke Patterson needs the money for his bands demo, and miraculously, that same night he gets an offer to fix his problem. The catch? Rockstar boy has to join his school’s show choir and put up with their fearless Female Lead Singer. (don’t come here searching for accuracy remember it’s inspired by a movie)
Note: I had a lot of fun with this one, hope you like it! Oh and it’s a little long so keep it in mind +8k👀💜
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Say this is not her scene would be to fall short, but she has to make sacrifices to find greatness. The first thing she notices when she walks into the little club, is that it's packed. The people look excited and somewhat desperate and she doesn't blame them. The pamphlet marked they were supposed to start at 8:00 p.m. and it's already 8:40. She makes her way carefully until she finds a perfect place in the middle of the room.
The musicians take the stage visibly anxious, especially Alex who cannot stop moving his hands trying to probably calm himself down. Reggie and the rhythm guitarist take their positions. They look at each other one last time before beginning to play the enveloping sound of the pop-rock song. The bass line sounds insane and she hasn't heard Alex play drums in years, he’s exceptional. They could both play without their singer all night and she wouldn't mind.
The space in the center of the stage that belongs to who she came to see today, completely empty. The bassist seems about to take the first verse when Sunset Curve lead guitarist and vocalist Luke Patterson appears on stage.
She has seen him multiple times in the hallways laughing with her childhood best friend, Alex Mercer and her lab partner, Reggie Peters, but she has never spoken directly to him. Still, it's hard not to notice how handsome he is and how much of a charismatic personality he has.
“I'm living my life just the way I like, they say I get a little too loud. Try to push me in a box, over analyze. But I'm never gunna turn it down”
His voice is enchanting and mesmerizing, a sound that immediately reminds her of the best rockers in history and his movements and energy are electrifying. In seconds the entire audience is jumping and dancing to the beat.
“They say never and I say right now!” Y/N analyzes him excitedly. The passion with which he sings and plays his guitar reminds her of when she is on stage, although the two of them dedicate themselves to totally different things, their love for music is the same. She definitely has a lot of work to do to polish him and make him the perfect performer she needs, but if there's anyone who can accomplish the impossible, it's her.
“No one's gonna stop me tonight! Thank you, we are Sunset Curve, tell your friends!” The presentation ends and Sunset Curve leaves the stage. The girl moves quickly to catch up with them at the back of the club, but when she finally arrives, screams can be heard from two of the members of the band.
“I know you don’t like me, Bobby. But trying to sabotage the show by giving me the wrong time is just the most stupidest thing you've ever done!” The guitarist looks furious, his muscles are really tense and Y/N can't help staring at his biceps way more than she probably should.
"This fight of egos between the two of you has to stop, we can no longer continue to be in the middle." The bassist cries out, tired of all the bickering.
“You no longer have to, Reggie. It’s time to decide. The lousy rocker or me. Remember that the money for the demo is mine before choosing... I'm not sure Patterson's lyrics can compete without the money to record them.”
The guitarist looks down at the ground, a mixture of anger and sadness on his face. Alex and Reggie turn to see each other for a second and then position themselves on either side of Luke, no sign of doubt on their faces.
“We’ll find a way without you. Let’s see If you find one without us.” Reggie declared with a little smirk. Bobby grabs his stuff and gets into his truck without looking back, completely furious.
"Some things Bobby was angry about are true and you have to improve them. You are not a solo artist, you are part of a band." Alex points to Luke as soon as the truck is out of sight, but before he can respond the blonde intercepts the girl at the door.
“Y/N?” The three of them turn to see her, Reggie smiles at her while Luke looks pissed off.
“Hey guys, I came to talk to Luke.” Luke frowns in surprise while the other two gape for a few seconds.
"Really?” Y/N turns with a murderous face towards her friend, who puts his hands in his pockets and begins to walk. “...Okay. Meanwhile Reg and I are going to figure out how to get the drums in Luke's car."
"If you come for an autograph please be quick, I don't feel like socializing." The guitarist declares to the wind, not wanting to pay attention to the stranger who approaches him in the middle of the alley, no matter how cute she looks.
“I’m not a fan.” She confesses in a firm voice, trying to measure the situation.
"Oh, then I'll go. See you later beautiful." He's about to leave when her voice stops him.
“Patterson, come back here!” There's something about her tone that makes Luke suddenly interested. He turns to see her carefully, her chin is up, her shoulders back. Her lips are press together and her eyes look determined and he can't help but admit that the confidence she projects is really doing something to him.
“2 minutes, firecracker.”
“I’m Y/N Y/L.” Faced with no comment from the guitarist, she decides to continue. “I need a male lead singer for my group and I think you might be the perfect fit, after I'm done with you, of course."
He’s unable to believe what he hears. “A band? I think you know pretty well I'm already in one.”
“It’s not a band, it’s a group. THE group If I can say so myself. Spectacular!” She affirms with the first smile he sees her that night, and he can't believe it is possible that she can look even more beautiful.
"Don't you think you're exaggerating a bit with the spectacular thing? At least tell me the name or what kind of band is." She rolls her eyes and he chuckles in response, thinking it was adorable and hot at the same time.
“I already told you, Spectacular! It’s a show choir.”
“Is this a joke? Did Bobby sent you?”
“No and no. I know it’s not really your style, but I’m telling you I can make it work. I heard a bit of the conversation you had with the band, the prize of Nationals is 10,000 dollars. I'm willing to give you half for the demo, if we win, obviously. And I can assure you we will if you accept and do absolutely everything I say.”
“Firecracker, are you trying to tell me that all I have to do to raise the money is put on some stupid cowboy or tiger-print outfit and humiliate myself in front of an entire audience with my best jazz hands? Wow, sounds like a dream!” Maybe he got a bit too sarcastic, but meh, as pretty as she is, she's still a stranger.
“My name is Y/N, and I'm not appreciating your tone of voice.” By this moment the girl seems tired of the musician, who feels the frustration in her and tries to be more gentle.
“I- I’m sorry. Thanks for the offer, but I don't feel as desperate yet as to end my reputation in that way. I hope you find what you are looking for, but that’s just not me. I'm just a guitarist.” She nods, entwining her arms against her chest. He admires her for a few more seconds and turns to his car, where his friends are already waiting for him to help with the drums.
Before getting behind the wheel he turns to her one last time, but she is nowhere to be seen.
Fights between Luke and Bobby weren't new to the band. The big-headed attitude of both collided practically all the time and things had been getting worse in recent months with the more overconfident attitude of the guitarist, but they never imagined that they would end up in this situation.
The days go by and the boys are running out of time. They have to deliver the demo to the Orpheum offices in two months so that they can be taken into account for the great concert they will hold at the end of the year presenting the best new talents in the city. All they've heard from Bobby is that he's trying to build his own band but without much success. Still, he doesn’t fold his hands and continues to try on his own.
The three remaining members of Sunset Curve are in Alex's room lying on the floor with their instruments around trying to think of solutions, when Y/N's voice coming from outside refreshes the blonde's memory. “What did Y/N want to talk to you the other day?”
“Who?” Luke narrows his eyes in confusion.
“Y/N? The captain of the school’s show choir? She went to talk to you after Bobby left the band. Small, fire in her eyes, a lot of attitude.”
“OH, Firecracker! So that group is our school's choir? that's even worse. She tried to recruit me, even offered me the money for the demo if we win the competition in which they will participate.”
“What? She wants you in Spectacular? What did you said?” Alex heard that his friend's ex-boyfriend broke up with her and joined last year's national champions, but he never imagined that she would try to replace him with someone like Luke. Luke is distracted by a melody and doesn’t answer his friend's question.
"Why does your mom always leave her music on when she leaves to work?" The music is definitely not his style, they are always usually pop songs or even songs from musicals, but the singer's voice is one of the most beautiful he has ever heard so it never bothers him.
“It’s not her music, is Y/N.” Alex responds, wondering what the young woman is up to since she is never usually home at this hour.
“Who?” Alex's eyes widen, not able to believe his friend.
“Really? I already told you!” The guitarist tilts his head and shrugs. “Firecracker?”
“What does firecracker have to do with this?” Alex opens his balcony curtains and the silhouette of a young woman singing and dancing through her transparent pink ones comes to their visions.
“She’s so good bro, I thought it was a record too.” Reggie looks at her with a big smile as Alex rolls his eyes at Luke.
As soon as he sees her, the musician is in a trance, admiring the grace and energy with which she moves, wanting with all his might to remove the pink curtain that does not allow him to see her properly.
The song ends and a well-known melody begins to play with prominent bass and drums. “Guys, shut up! I’m trying to hear her sing.”
“It’s not us, man.” Reggie answers almost screaming with how loud the girl’s music is.
“What do you-” Luke turns around and sees his friends with their hands raised, the cables finally connecting in his brain. "She is listening our song?"
"Not just listening, she's also destroying your career, her vocals are amazing." The black-haired boy adds, smirking and running to connect his bass.
Luke excitedly opens the balcony window and sings the pre-chorus as loud as he can to get the singer's attention. “Call me in the morning to apologize, every little lie gives me butterflies.” She immediately turns around and smiles at the guitarist's cocky smile. She opens the curtain and the window and her sunset curve t-shirt is the first thing the band notices.
“Something in the way you're looking through my eyes, don't know if I'm gonna make it out alive.” Luke sings seductively towards her, each word fully dedicated to the woman in front of him.
Reggie accompanies them with his bass while Alex looks at his friends incredulously, an "Are you fucking kidding me." Comes out of the blonde almost like a whisper when he identifies the shirt that the girl wears as his.
Both sing the chorus together and the chemistry is unquestionable. Alex had never thought of this two together because at first glance they seem completely different, but thinking about it a little more deeply they couldn't be more similar. They are both passionate, headstrong, live for the stage, and are ridiculously talented and confident.
“Fight so dirty, but you love so sweet. Talk so pretty, but your heart got teeth. Late night devil, put your hands on me. And never, never, never ever let go.”
The performance between the duo is playful, driving, sexy and intense and Alex and Reggie can't help but feel like they're interrupting a private moment. As soon as the song ends, the girl moves closer to the window, blows them a kiss and closes it.
"Where did that woman come from?" Luke whispers as he tries to catch his breath. Nobody had enchanted him so much just by singing, well, nobody had enchanted him, period. But she’s definitely something.
“She has been my neighbor since we were 6 years old, we used to be best friends but we both drifted apart when we entered high school. She’s amazing, the best performer in the city.” Alex informs him and then Reggie adds his own piece of valuable information. “She’s my lab partner. Fun, smart, beautiful, the whole deal. A true gem.”
“Answering your question, I said no to her offer. But I guess the group of someone this rad can't be that bad. And we really need the money." The drummer purses his lips and nods. His friend definitely took the hook.
"Honestly, I always wanted to audition, I guess the three of us could try in, to support you obviously."
“Of course man, she sounded desperate when she asked, and if the shirt and song is any indication she is definitely a huge Sunset Curve fan. She tried to fool me by saying she wasn't a groupie, as if that was possible after seeing us perform.”
His friends leave the house and Alex plays on the drums the secret signal he had with the girl when they were younger, a minute later the girl appears in her window with an amusing smile, dressed in her classic blue pajamas.
“Really?” The drummer chuckled and his friend’s smile grows even bigger, a little laugh leaving her lips. “The shirt was a nice touch. A little much, but that idiot must have fallen for it completely. I want it back by the way.”
“You can see right through me. You know the invitation is open, right? I would love nothing more than to have you there.” He has known her his whole life, and realized early on that she was just trying to get his friend's attention to reconsider her offer by raising his ego, and he honestly doesn't mind. It's about time Luke met someone of his caliber. Perhaps her influence could do him good.
“I- thank you. I guess we’ll see. See you tomorrow.” She blows him a kiss and closes the window. Tomorrow sure is going to be an interesting day, Sunset Curve joins Spectacular.
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Having to face Spectacular! And telling them they still don't have a male lead singer who can compete against Damian was not easy. Her options are running out and she honestly doesn't know what to do to save them.
Damian on stage is the best, it pains her to admit that she has never seen anyone like him. At first she thought she could continue without him, but it’s becoming increasingly obvious that he is just impossible to replace.
Everyone continues to practice the routine, clearly discouraged after her bad news and it honestly breaks her heart. She knows how much the group means to everyone for different and personal reasons and she can't let them lose this. So whatever she has to do, she’ll do it so they can have the leader they deserve.
“I thought the children in the choir would have more energy, this is just sad, firecracker.” She hides her wide smile before turning to the owner of the voice, who is entering the auditorium with his best friends. Money really talks, otherwise she can't explain what would make him appear here.
“Dude, can you please play nice? This is important!” Reggie looks flustered and scolds Luke probably louder than he planned. The guitarist just ignores him and winks shamelessly at her. Seems her little plan from yesterday was successful, now she just has to play the situation in her favor.
“Mercer, Peters... Patterson. Can we help you with something?” The performer shows a perfect poker face, Spectacular continues to practice but they can't help but turn their attention to the rock band.
“I came to accept your proposal, but only If we can include Reggie and Alex in the deal. I guess as long as I’m in whatever I ask shouldn't be a problem." He crosses his arms and gives her a confident smile.
“I could actually do with a few more members, specially as talented as Reg and Alex. As for you, you've already turned down my offer Lucas, but if for some reason you don't graduate this year, make sure you audition the next one. Now, let’s start boys." Y/N moves within inches of Luke to gently close his open mouth with her index finger, and gives him a small wink before turning and taking the other two musicians each on each arm and pulling them closer to where the group is still practicing.
“Y/N, you can’t be serious.” The skilled singer continues to ignore him as she explains to her new members something Luke can't quite hear.
The musician frustrates and walks until he is directly in front of her. “Y/N” He groans.
“I'm not firecracker anymore? That is just sad.” Luke looks upset, but she's determined to not let him have what he wants after what he said at the club, so if he wants the money that bad he's going to have to prove it.
“I’m going to explain you something quickly so you can go and stop wasting my time. I’ve seen your band play, I know how good these two are at singing, which means I don't need you anymore, nor do I have to put up with your rockstar wannabee attitude. I need someone that I can connect with and have the chemistry that leaves everyone forgetting how to breathe, and after yesterday, I just don't think that's you.” Right now she is grateful to be such a good actress because yesterday's act melted her legs, even though they were separated by the balconies. This man is unreal, totally unfair.
"I do, I wouldn't be surprised if they kissed at any moment." The bassist whispers as Alex looks at him with an incredulous face, he just slowly shakes his head from side to side and continues to see the leader of their band and their new leader in a starting contest, is kind of an amusing sight since Luke is definitely not used to having to face someone like him.
“It’s like you said, you are just a guitarist. Thinking you could handle something like this was ridiculous of me. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a group to direct."
Y/N hopes she hasn't pushed the rockstar too much, but remains firm in her tactics and turns to the others to continue with the rehearsal. She signals them to put the most similar song to the Sunset Curve sound that she can remember at the moment to make Alex and Reggie feel more calm and to see if she finishes catching Luke’s interest, who still doesn’t move from where he is with his eyes fixed on her, which she takes as as a good sign.
The moment the song start, both sunset curve members smile, and Luke's voice is heard from behind. “So you're the girl, I heard the rumor.” He sounds powerful and captivating and immediately sets everyone's eyes on him. She doesn’t give him the luxury of turning to see him, but he is not going to give up and in a quick and agile movement he turns her by the hand.
“Why don't you break my heart, make it hurt so bad. Come on give it your best, nothing less, I insist, I want it just like that.” The girl should have thought more about her choice before asking for a song like this. Every word that comes out of the musician's mouth is addressed directly to her with an intensity in his eyes and movements that should be illegal.
She tries to get out of his way but he makes it pretty clear that he's not singing to prove himself to the group, he's doing it to prove something to her. Specifically, to prove her wrong.
“Stare me down, intimidate me. Oh baby please you'll never break me.” He comes dangerously close to her, basically inches apart, his eyes fixed on her lips and smiling flirtatiously as he sings, his eyes glinting mischievously.
She enters the song so as not to make him feel like she’s defeated and starts dancing with him to the rhythm, their movements matching effortlessly as they move across the stage.
She pulls herself back as far as she can, but Luke surprises everyone by doing a body roll on the floor, his arms looking more gorgeous than ever in that sleeveless shirt as they take the full weight of his body without any problem, his eyes never losing contact with hers. All the girls start to do small screams while Y/N's cheeks turn red at her thoughts. He slides on his knees towards her and gets up as he puts his foot on her to make her lose balance and catch her right at the end of the song.
“Why don’t you break my heart.” They've been in a trance since the song started and it's like it's just the two of them in the auditorium. Their lips are almost touching, neither willing to give up eye contact or move from their current position, until the applause and shouts of excitement bring them back to reality.
“I have chemistry with everybody that I sing with, firecracker.” He whispers to her lips before shifting the girl's full weight to his right arm to raise his left one to her face and carefully close her mouth with his finger, winking with a cocky smile before lifting her up.
Immediately everyone begins to advocate for him with all kinds of arguments that ranged from how sensual he was to how much of a presence he had on stage. Her best friend’s comment is the one that catches his attention the most. "You have even more chemistry with him than Damian, I didn't think it was possible." That definitely sounds interesting.
Y/N pretends to listen to her teammates before saying Luke can enter the group. The truth is that she knew from the first moment she saw him perform with Sunset Curve that he was a star, but this facet without the guitar and irradiating passion from his pores was something that left her speechless.
Still, she knew all the work that would go into preparing the band and it really was exhausting. For them to understand that they couldn't just sing like they do at the club, that there are rules to follow, dance steps they have to learn, facial expressions they have to master, notes they have to hit perfectly, wasn’t easy but they succeeded.
Along the way, she regained her bond with Alexander, her friendship with Reggie grew stronger, and each day she felt closer to Luke. She has been practicing a duet with him for weeks now, and the chemistry that they have set to burn the stage more than once. It was hard for her to ignore how the guitarist's hands feel on her thighs as he lifts her or the way he wraps himself around her, breathing softly down her neck or brushing his lips teasingly over her cheekbone. Both are very physical to show affection so small contacts such as hugs or caresses, as well as small kisses on the cheek or hand were very recurrent. They had also gone out multiple times alone and with their friends, from the cinema, the park, to see them play, to small parties at home, to midnight talks.
Reggie was the one who had her alone the most because they were lab partners, but no matter how hard the bassist tried to get information from the girl, he never succeeded. The truth is that not even she knows what is happening with the guitarist, she is for the first time in her life letting herself be carried away and enjoying the moment, and she’s loving it.
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Luke and Alex are in detention after the brown haired boy made a mess in the classroom by putting together a little concert with the help of the blonde, and as they die of boredom, his mind can’t help to go to her for the 14th time of the day. "How did she end up in the show choir?"
Alex is blank for a few seconds but analyzes the question and realizes who they are talking about. “Spectacular used to be the most important show choir in the country, led by her mother, may she rest in peace. Y/N always wanted to be a part of it and when she lost her, it became a goal. She suffered a lot to get to the perfect star we see today, especially because her father is rarely there since he works outside the country. She has practically had to face alone auditions, injuries, she had to learn to sew, comb her hair and put on makeup for the show, sing for hours her solos with no one to encourage her, without mention that the current director could not care less about the group and practically leaves all the work to her. That’s why she’s so be fearless, she kind of has to."
“I didn’t know.” The sight of Y/N as happy as ever with his mother when he took her home for lunch the week before appears in his memory. She looked radiant as she ate his mother's famous stew and listened to stories of little Luke as he gently stroked her thigh while songwriting with his other hand. When was the last time she got to experience something as homelike as that? Luke probably doesn’t want to know.
Alex's sad voice brings him back to the conversation.“I was supposed to be there, you know? At first I was. We were going to audition for Spectacular together, but that summer I met you and Sunset Curve was born, and I didn’t have the time anymore so I abandoned her. I knew how important it was for her to have me there, and I didn't even go to her audition. And do you know how many times she has reproached me? Not even one.”
Luke knows that Alex would never hurt her on purpose and that the situation was probably much more complicated than he expresses it, so he reassures him and lets him know that she loves him and is proud that he took his own path. As soon as the blonde calms down, he begins to tell him multiple stories about when he and the girl were kids, the songwriter takes out his journal and begins to add lyrics to the song he has been working on, more inspired than ever.
“You are falling so deeply for her, man. I’m happy for you both.” His friend comments to him while reading the verses written on the paper. He totally is.
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“Bowling, nice. I'm going to finish you off, Patterson.”
“As sexy as your confidence sounds, I'm not going to let you win.”
“I'm pretty sure you've never gone bowling.” Alex adds with furrowed eyebrows.
“Your point is, Mercer?” She wrinkles her nose and sticks out her tongue. Reggie chuckles amused.
"How can you be so sure that you are going to win?"
“Oh, my dear cute blonde. I’m good at everything.” She makes a slight remark on everything with her eyes fixed on the guitarist, who chokes while blushing.
She smiles cheekily at him and confidently steps into the room, Sunset Curve behind as Alex and Reggie tease Luke for being completely whipped.
Happiness doesn't last long when the first thing they see inside is Damian Miller along with a couple of his new teammates. The moment their eyes meet, Y/N seems to melt, but not in the good way.
Her firm and perfect posture now all bent as she embraces herself with her arms and tries with the strength that has left to hold her gaze at the person who took everything from her without much more than an empty sorry.
When she feels the guitarist at her side again, she unconsciously stretches her hand to intertwine her fingers with him, who tilts his head to see their hands together and then to see her face.
She is not doing it to make Damian jealous, but to feel supported. And when Luke realizes it, he can't help not feeling angry at the boy in from of them. In the month that he has been with her, he has never seen her doubt, fear, or believe anything less than that she is unstoppable. And today for the first time ever he sees her intimidaded, and the fact that it's because of a jerk like this makes it even worse.
He rubbs her hand to make her feel less anxious and when she turns to meet his eyes, he brings his index finger to her chin and winks at her, hoping she gets the message. She seems to do it because she immediately smiles playfully and begins to look more relaxed.
The guitarist is aware that Damian was his firecracker's first boyfriend, and he also knows how much he betrayed her love and trust. No matter how strong the woman is, her reaction is completely normal and valid, and that she has the confidence to be vulnerable and let him be there for her means a lot to him.
“Princess.” Damian whispers as he moves closer to her, his eyes fixed on Y/N and Luke's clasped hands.
“I’m not your princess, Y/L is just fine. Listen, Damian. I could pretend this is not uncomfortable and boring but, I don't want to. So yeah, excuse us.”
She pulls the hand that joins her to Luke to make him walk and Alex and Reggie follow behind them, looking at her ex boyfriend with little smiles of pride. Alex knows how much Damian turned off Y/N’s spark and seeing her put him in his place makes him feel so proud.
"So someone is going to teach me bowling or what?"
“I’ll do it baby, but another day. Today we came here with a different purpose.” Luke points to the large Rock the World machine located in a comfortable corner space.
“Of course, is always about music with you, eh Patterson?” She smirks, getting a little closer to him.
“Pretty much, but I can tell that attracts you, Y/L.” He wrinkles his nose, his lips parting slightly.
“Hell yeah it does.” he smirks, not at all expecting her to admit it so openly but he definitely should have seen it coming.
“Good thing I’m into dominant firecrackers then.”
“Could you stop flirting for a second and start playing? I have plans to destroy Alex and your daily session of sexual tension is not going to ruin it.”
Both smile at Reggie while Y/N takes the games microphone and Luke the guitar. The song that Y/N chooses is She’s so gone by Naomi Scott, and it goes without saying that the boys have never played it in their lives but they love a challenge.
The mastery with which the girl interprets the song makes a good number of people come to see the round, including her ex-boyfriend and his new friends.
“Here I am, this is me, and I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be. Are you shocked? Are you mad? That you're missing out on who I really am.”
The singer sings the verse directly towards Damian, as his friends start pointing out and teasing him. Reggie goes over to tell Luke he thought he would join her, but the guitarist only replies, "I want to see her shine."
She gets carried away with the music and draws Luke to her, jumping and twirling to the beat of the music. The guitarist hyping her up every single second og the song. At the end the night was incredible, the four of them spent it singing, dancing and even bowling, which Y/N ended up dominating from the second round.
Luke thought that there would be no better time than that night to show her what he had been working on, so after saying goodbye to her he went to Alex’s where he had left his journal.
Before he can say goodbye to the blond, screams are heard from the house next door. “I wasn't trying to embarrass you, Damian!”
“No? So what were you doing shaking your hips against the rock boy?”
“I don't have to explain anything to you, but I think it's pretty obvious why I wanted to be against that body, have you seen it?” She says it playfully with her eyes fixed on the guitarist, who is walking with the blonde to her door, her eyes glinting wickedly in the dark. He chuckles, knowing it's the girl's way of reassure him and she smiles as she sees his expressions relax.
“Everything alright, firecracker?” Luke does not stand in front of her like a brave prince, he stops a meter from both of them and asks before intervening, and that makes her heart melt. Because he wants to hear her first, he trusts that she can take care of it and has the confidence to tell him if she needs help, which is also completely valid. And it's something she has to work on, know that there are also times when it's okay to trust someone. That you don't always have to carry the weight alone.
“Go away, punk. My girl and I are in the middle of something.” The three of them start laughing at the ex-boyfriend's intimidation attempt, who seems to get angrier with every laugh that comes out of their mouths.
“I’m fine baby, but you guys could show him the way out? I’m tired of his bullshit.” She asks the boy with a cute smile, and he would disintegrate over the nickname if her horrible ex-boyfriend and her best friend weren't there.
"Don't touch me, I’ll go. Right now the numbers are not working in my favor so we will fix this where it really matters, on stage. Let's see if this attempt at a singer can save you from total humiliation, because let's be honest Y/N, you are nothing without me."
The faces of both members of Sunset Curve begin to tense, Luke's fists completely white from how much he's clenching them. For her part, the singer, who is already used to that type of comments from her ex-boyfriend, only tells him "yes, yes, you're right. It was a pleasure Dami, never come back." while pushing him to the other side to make him go away.
The nickname comes off her tongue in the most natural way in the world, she doesn't even seem to notice it and Luke feels some annoyance hearing it. As if someone had hit him in the stomach. But immediately the discomfort goes away when the girl turns to them again with a big smile and runs to hug them excitedly.
“Thanks for coming to check me out, guys. Things can sometimes get out of control with him.”
"We will always be there for you when you need us, okay? I actually went into Alex's house to get something I wanted to show you but it's late, I’ll come back tomorrow." The blonde turns from his friend to the other, a tired smile appears on his lips as he passes Luke his journal to place his arm on his childhood friend and lean on her.
"No, don't go please. Damian was pretty mad and... I don't want to be alone." She can be very dramatic at times but the fear in her voice sounds sincere, and remembering the scream that brought them outside in the first place Alex imagines how scared she really was before seeing them show up and his heart clenches at the thought.
“O- Okay, sure.” He sounds nervous but the excitement is evident in the way his left leg keeps moving, just like when he's on stage.
“I do have to go in, you already know mom. Will you be alright with just Luke?” He already knows the answer from the girl's radiant gaze but it doesn't hurt to confirm. She hugs him tightly with her arms around his neck and whispers a "Yes, I love you but go away already." which makes the drummer laugh out loud while high-fiving his other friend goodbye.
The third wheel enters his house and finally they are alone. She smiles and takes him by the hand to enter the house. Luke takes a moment to admire it, everything is in place but there are several instruments throughout the living room. A keyboard on the couch, a guitar next to the TV, even a tambourine on the table.
"May l?" He walks over to the guitar and turns to see the girl nodding and pointing up the stairs for him to follow. Her room is quite similar to her style, white is the predominant color but there are many details in pink and gold, as well as multiple yellow lights giving a romantic tone to the room at midnight.
“Do you want to show me now?” she asks eagearly, with joined hands, closed eyes and pursed lips.
“Y- yeah... of course.” He sits on the rug and puts the guitar aside, then puts his notebook between his legs and when he finds the sheet he is looking for, he carefully tears it off. The girl looks at him adoringly, the happiness of having him with her making her heart beat louder in her chest. She sits across from him making sure to brush his legs and waits for him to speak.
“Here.” He looks nervous, his cheeks totally flushed as he avoids eye contact for the first time since they met.
Y/N takes the sheet in his hands and a huge warm smile appears on her face when he sees the guitarist's terrible lyrics. BRIGHT written and highlighted several times in the title.
“It’s for you.” Luke whispers while bringing his face closer to hers, making her shiver.
“You wrote me a song?” She doesn't know what to say. Since her mom, no one had done anything so beautiful, considerate, and selfless for her. Something so vulnerable and full of love.
“Don’t be mad, but Alex told me a little about how you ended up in show choir, your friendship with him, your mom.” He turns to see her looking for her reaction, she just nods to tell him it’s okay to continue. “A sweet story about a little girl with the voice of an angel who loved to sing love songs. And you know what was in my head all that night? That even though I've never written one, I would write millions of love songs for you.”
Some tears fall from the girl's face, she carefully places the lyrics on the guitar and throws herself on the guitarist, who falls in surprise against the carpet, making sure to grab her by the waist so that she falls safely on his chest. She rests her arms on either side of his head and brings her lips against Luke's, brushing them gently.
Luke doesn't move a muscle, not wanting to do something to make her uncomfortable, when he suddenly hears her talk. “And what about teeth? I mean is not the sweetest love story ever told but-”
The boy chuckles, Y/N's curious eyes a few inches away. “Alex wrote that one after his first breakup, Reggie and I did the melody.”
“Good. Guess we’ll have to start making some experiences to help you write all that songs.” At that moment she finally pushes her lips against his, both in a moment of euphoria at the taste of each other. She presses her body against him and he bites lightly with his teeth on her lower lip to shove his tongue against her mouth in response. Her little hands pulling his hair hard as his hands go down her butt. Both of them enjoying what they had been dreaming of for so long.
When the two finally separate they fall in a comfortable silence, she starts to admire his facial features, delicately running her fingers through his nose, his mouth, his cheekbones, until he interrumpts her. “I knew you want me from the beginning, I could see the lust in your eyes. Everything about the choir was a complex plan to get me under you.” Luke affirms with his best poker face, and sees clearly how her eyes fill with light while a pure laugh escapes from her now swollen lips.
“And as always, I achieved the goal. The hot local rockstar is sleeping on my bed tonight.” No matter how hard he tries, he can never catch her off guard and he always ends up being the one blushing. She kisses him softly before getting up and taking the song lyrics back. “Luke, do you mind if I sing a bit of the song?”
“Of course not, it's yours. I will accompany you with the guitar, from the pre-choir?”
She nods and begins to sing the words he wrote for her. “Life is a risk but I will take it, close my eyes and jump. Together I think that we can make it, come on, let's run.”
She is reading the choir as she sings and the urge to cry reappears. He's basically telling her that she no longer has to go on living life alone, that she can lean on him, she can trust him to fight by her side. That it can be us instead of I.
“And rise through the night, you and I, we will fight to shine together. Bright forever.”
As soon as they finish singing Luke puts the guitar aside and goes over to wipe the tears from the girl's face. “I know that at first glance it doesn't seem like a love song, but..."
“But it is. It’s perfect, thank you Luke.” She didn't know that someone other than her could make her feel so special, but he proved her wrong, again.
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The night before was like a dream. Y/N sleeping with his shirt while he wrapped her completely in his arms, singing softly in her ear and leaving little kisses on her neck every few verses until she fell asleep. At this point there is no way to deny how completely in love he is with her.
“Man, we need to talk.” His blonde friend wakes him up from his daydream and starts pulling him down the hall to an empty table in the cafeteria, where Reggie is already waiting for them.
They both sit down and Alex takes a deep breath as he plays with his fingers, trying to form coherent sentences with the words in his head. “Bobby called last night.” Luke's gaze instantly shifted to disgust, while Reggie looks quite shocked.
“So? What did he want?” Luke whispers, trying to sound disinterested.
“He sent some of our videos to an important person at Destiny Management and they are interested in the band. He said that if we comply with certain requests he will give the money for us to record the demo this Friday so that it’s ready for the appointment."
“And I guess you told him we don't need him or his money. What did he answer you? He cried?" the guitarist asks with an amused face, but his friends just look at each other.
“Don't you think we should think more about it? What happens if we don't win nationals? We’ll have lost something as sure as Bobby's deal for nothing."
“She’s my friend and I love her but I have to agree, Luke. As difficult as it is, our priority has to be Sunset Curve, not Spectacular"
“But-”
“They are right, Luke.” All three look at the girl, as pale as If they had seen a ghost. “Spectacular is my dream, And I know I'd do anything for it. It would be unfair of me to get angry because you’re fighting for yours. Don't hesitate, if anyone can find a way out of this it's me.”
“But, the duet...”
“I’ll just have to be the melody and the words. I’ll be fine, and honestly I'm so proud of you guys, I know you will be rock legends one day.” All three feel guilty but don't know what to say or do to make it right. She goes over to hug the drummer and the bassist who take her in their arms with all their strength, a “I’m so sorry” from the blonde accompanied by an “I know” from the girl can be heard. Then she stands in front of the guitarist and kisses his lips intensely, but breaking away painfully fast. The guys leave lovers alone for a moment of privacy.
“I believe in you, baby. You are destined to be a star, forget everything else, even me. Take the moment and knock them off their feet.” She kisses him lightly on the lips and walks a few steps back. “This month was the happiest of my life in a long time, thank you. Guess I’ll see you guys around.”
“Why do you sound like you are saying goodbye? And a horrible one? I thought you were good at everything.” Luke walks over to her again and places his hands on her cheeks, rubbing them gently. His voice is shaky and his eyes are glassy, she snorts at his sudden taunt, a little smile covered with the tears.
“Once everyone gets back to their own business, do you think you'll still have time for me? Alex is my damn neighbor, and we couldn't keep in touch.” And Luke gets it. She is used to being alone, to people not being permanent in her life. Neither her parents, nor her best friend, nor her boyfriend, nor anyone else has stayed. So this time to protect herself she decided that he too was going to leave, that it would be foolish to think that he of all possible people would stay.
“I‘m not letting you go baby, you're the only one I would let to boss me around.” The girl laughs when she remembers the millions of times she had to correct him and how he always ended up making her blush in some way, especially when they danced. She can't remember telling him but dancing with him has been the most special thing she has ever experienced. She danced with Damian for years and it never felt like the first time Luke put her long, strong hands on her waist and pulled her close to him. She can only hope to feel that way again one day.
“You are my one and only, firecracker. We’ll find a way, neither of us is a quitter.”
They say that actions are worth a thousand words, and Luke had definitely missed his first chance to show Y/N that he was serious about them by not getting in time to wish her good luck before she left with the group to the city of the competition, a few hours from there. He couldn't help but feel more miserable when he returned to the studio and found a small yellow sheet in his journal.
“You got this, rockstar. I have so much faith in you, so go make me proud. And I don’t want you feeling guilty, okay? I always want to see you shine, baby, no matter what. Your firecracker, Y/N.” Luke laughs softly, dazzled by her attempt to be sweet. If she trusts him so much, why doesn't he return the favor? She assured him they could win and when she says something, she follows through.
Why ruin his life with all of Bobby's ridiculous demands while ditching his girl in the process when he can go sing with her and do band things their way, without selling their soul to the devil. He sits on the couch thinking about what to say to the boys when they both rush in and pick him up, one from his feet and the other from his arms.
“What the hell are you two planning this time?” Luke sounds annoyed but does nothing to stop them from moving him, they throw him into the back of the car and he hits his head, getting him to kick them before they close the door.
"I'm not going to let her down again, I can’t."
"Yeah, and surely we can win, the number is spectacular... do you understand what I did there?”
Alex rolls his eyes and Luke smiles. They drive at full speed to Luke’s for him to take all his things and when he returns to the car, stands thoughtfully by the window.
“What are you doing?!” Alex is not having it, looks like a vein is going to burst from stress any second now.
“Do you think we’ll make it?” Questioned the guitarist, clearly nervous.
“If you stop asking stupid as fuck questions and get in the car, maybe.” Luke pouts but listens and finishes loading everything in the trunk.
The road is full of music to try to calm all the nerves, there was also plenty of time to rehearse the number over and over again, Luke analyzing in his mind every move he had to make, from time to time his bossy girl correcting him in his head. The only difficult thing was probably changing into the costumes, especially for Alex.
They arrive directly to register and the band turns pale when they hear the powerful and breathtaking voice of the singer who is playing her solo right now, a heavenly version of 'Never enough’. By the time they are ready to go, the main number has already started, the imposing woman in the very center of the stage with one of the boys of the group, who although does not have the voice of the guitarist, is making a good effort. Damian is on the other side, staring at her with a superiority smirk and Luke can't help but want to punch him.
“I never realized how anyone could make everything so right, I was so sad, you brought me back.” Alex quickly indicates to him how to enter the stage from the back, and Luke prepares to jump in time for the chorus, taking care of not being seen as he climbs the platform. The song is an old pop-rock song from the 80s, specifically chosen to make the guitarist's voice shine. He and his firecracker sat listening to music for hours until they finally found it, the girl's eyes shining with excitement as she imagined all she could do with the potential of the melody.
“You give me something to believe in, after all that we've been through.” He appears on the platform just in time, the lights and smoke coming out right in his grand entrance. Y/N turns immediately upon hearing her voice and he dances his way towards her.
“The love you give, it all comes back to you. You give me something to believe in, you can see the real me. And here with you is where I'm meant to be.” both singing together the remainder of the chorus and dancing to the beat. The biggest smile he has seen in his girl since he met her on her beautiful face. With that he feels satisfied with his decision, whatever happens, win or lose, it was worth it.
“And here we are together side by side, and nothing seems impossible tonight.” the duet between them is electrifying as always, he puts his hands on her thighs and lifts her with ease, both of them moving and enjoying themselves as if they were the only ones in the place. The dance ends as the first time they danced in the auditorium when he showed her that he was the right option, he holds her with one arm, their lips inches from touching but holding the magnetism back for a few more seconds until finally leave the stage.
As soon as they are backstage Y/N throws herself at Luke, wrapping her legs around his hips and devouring his lips with hers. “Someone missed me.” Luke whispers catching his breath.
"I can't believe you guys did this for me." Expressed the girl as she turns to see her other two friends, still wrapped around Luke who has her tightly held with his huge arms around her butt.
“We trust you as much as you trust us. We know that you will win, you worked like nobody for this moment.” Affirmed the blonde, giving her a small kiss on the forehead.
“I feel like I won already.” And she did. She won the trophy, the money for the demo, friends, and a ridiculously gorgeous rockstar who drove her crazy in more ways than one. All this years working hard were finally worth it... and Damian throwing a tantrum in the middle of the stage felt good too, not gonna lie.
“When are you going to ask me to be your boyfriend? As much as I love you more than anything, a man has to have some pride, you know? We've been together for like 5 months and I'm getting desperate.” They are both lying together on the girl's bed, their legs intertwined as he makes little circles with his fingers on his girl's stomach.
She raises her head resting her hand on his bare chest, her thoughts impossible to read. What are you talking about? I'm waiting for you to ask me!” He chuckles, prepared to tease her. “Bu-”she interrumpts him, pushing the hand that is resting on him to sit down. “Ba-”
“Wait a second, Lucas!” He bites his lip, he never liked being called by his name but for some reason it sounds incredibly sensual when she says it. “Yeah, baby?”
“D- did you say you love me?”
“I did, and I do. Everybody knows you've got me trapped in your claws.” He jokes to make her laugh, and he succeeds.
“I love you too, so much.”
“I know baby.” He winks teasingly at her. “Returning to the topic, you are the most bossy and confident person I have ever met, and you want to tell me that you were waiting for me to take the first step? Doesn’t sound like my firecracker. You literally pretended to be a sunset curve super fan to get my attention.”
"I totally did, I was awesome, first thing next day you were at the auditorium.” She says proud while Luke rolls his eyes with a smile. “But if it makes you feel better, I'm 100% a fan now, and...You are completely right, for once.”
She takes a deep breath, intertwining her fingers with his. “Lucas Patterson, I want you, if we're being honest, probably from the first time I saw you at that Sunset Curve gig we met at. You are annoying, cocky, passionate, and I love you with all my heart. Be my boyfriend... please.”
“There it is, that’s my girlfriend.” His eyes full of lust after hearing that she wanted him from the first night, he draws her closer to him to push his lips against hers, his girlfriend's tongue quickly dancing with his.
"Oh my god, we already talked about this, close the damn window, I don't want to hear it!” The blonde cries from his balcony, the couple can't help but laugh before joining their lips again.
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~ He Promised P3/???~
AN: I wasn’t as happy with this part but enjoy anyway!
Characters: f!reader, Bucky Barnes. Sam Wilson is mentioned so is Steve Rogers.
Warnings: spoilers to FRIENDS (tv show)??? Mentions of nightmares, mentions of Bucky as The Winter Soldier, mentions of grieve, swearing (I think), an anger outburst, reader is at a graveyard for a while and I think some angst and tiny bit of fluff at the beginning.
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Bucky decided he should leave after a month, you weren’t mad, you were grateful that he stayed with you for as long as he did.
You knew he still thought of Steve as his best friend, so you knew he needed time and space to grieve on his own, and you gave him just that. He knew you were just a phone call away if he ever needed you.
It’s been six months since Steve left, and honestly, you were beginning to feel over him. Sure you still cried yourself to sleep, had the odd dream involving Steve never leaving, but he wasn’t on your mind 24/7 anymore, and you were thankful.
You and Bucky kept in touch, always texting and the occasional phone calls that turned into three hour chats.
Bucky would call you after a nightmare, since you didn’t sleep much either, so those chats kept you grounded.
“Yeah, but Rachel didn’t specify that they had broken up, so it’s not entirely Ross’ fault,” Bucky said one night the two of you were on the phone.
“Yeah, but if Ross didn’t know they weren’t together, he shouldn’t have slept with that girl. He should have gone home and talked to Rachel,” you laughed, finding it funny that Bucky was still watching FRIENDS even without you.
Bucky went silent.
“True,” he admitted making you shake your head with a smile.
“What are you doing?” Bucky asked gently, noticing it was 4:32 in the morning.
“Meh. Just playing on my switch really. Animal crossing is really calming,” you said, smiling at your five star island.
You could tell Bucky was smiling. A little silence engulfed you both, it was comfortable.
“How bad are your nightmares, bub?” You asked, gently, you didn’t notice you began giving Bucky different nicknames each time you were speaking to him, he did and he loved everyone.
“Pretty bad. The one I just woke up from was probably the worst yet,” Bucky admitted, your calming tone calmed his breathing down and it began to even out again.
Bucky didn’t want to tell you that the nightmare involved him being forced back into The Winter Soldier, he was sent to murder you, he could remember hearing your realistic screams as you pleaded for him to stop, inside his mind the real Bucky was doing just the same. He got control of himself after he murdered you, he stood over your blooded body and fell to his knees begging you to wake up. It was true, that nightmare was his worst yet.
“I’m sorry, Bucky. I’m sorry I can’t help you more, after everything you’ve done for me these past few weeks,” you said sadly, saving your game and putting your switch back in its charging socket.
“You do help me, doll. You being gentle, loving and understanding is all I need,” Bucky said honestly, he truly meant it. “You do more for me than my therapist does.” He added gently.
“Are you telling me I should be getting paid a hefty amount of cash for talking to you all this time at ungodly hours of the day?!” You fake gasped making Bucky actually wheeze with laughter.
“How about i pay you with my undying love and appreciation?” Bucky teased.
“If you’re gonna pay me at all, you’re paying me with cash, Barnes. I could use it for this month’s rent, besides, I know you’re basically minted since you don’t buy anything,” you teased, making Bucky laugh again.
Silence, it was comfortable.
He finally admitted to himself that he loved you, and you finally admitted to yourself you loved him.
But you were both too stubborn thinking you’d both end up hurting Steve if one of you acted on your feelings, completely discarding the fact Steve ripped both your hearts out the moment he left.
“Have you spoken to Sam lately?” You asked gently, knowing what Sam asked for you probably hurt Bucky more than it hurt you.
Bucky had even made the choice to move to back to New York, while you remained in DC, and Sam in Louisiana. It hurt that your boys were far away from you, but you didn’t blame them.
You hadn’t really spoken to Sam since he asked you to attend Steve’s memorial. It was eating you alive that the memorial was taking place in three days and you hadn’t decided what you were gonna do.
“No,” Bucky said after a long pause, “have you?” He asked.
“Not much, no. The odd text. A like on one of his Instagram posts,” you said softly, lying on your side. “But not properly. Not like what I do with you.” You added gently, staring at your wall of memories.
“Are you gonna go on Thursday?” Bucky asked gently.
“I haven’t decided. Part of me thinks I should, you know? Not for Steve. But for Sam. I don’t want him to be on his own there,” you sighed, “but another part of me can’t even look at Steve’s face anymore.” You sighed, this time, tears were threatening to make their way down your cheeks again.
Bucky sighed.
“Are you gonna go?” You asked gently.
“No,” Bucky said.
“Well, my darling, it’s coming up to 5:45, and I’ve gotta be ready for work by 7, I’m gonna be dead tomorrow,” you said gently, yawning slightly.
“Alright, doll. Thank you for talking to me again. I’ll try and come up and see you one day,” Bucky said gently, smiling at you unknowingly calling him “your darling”.
“Alright, Buck. I …love you,” you said, cringing slightly, hoping it didn’t sound the way it did in your heart.
“I love you too, doll,” Bucky said gently, hoping exactly the same thing.
You said one final goodbye then hung up. You put your phone on the bedside table, yawned then fell into a gentle sleep.
You woke the next day, did your normal daily routine of getting ready, once you were showered and dressed, you smiled to yourself in your mirror. You got a text from Bucky (something he always did):
Bucky: have a good day x
You smiled, you replied:
Y/N: thanks! You too x
With that little exchange, you had a little skip in your step as you put your headphones in and began walking down the street.
The bookstore was a 10min walk from your apartment, and you loved it. Some days you listened to music, others you listened to Podcasts.
Today you decided you’d listen to a Podcast you’ve been obsessed with for the past few months.
Your day at work went by so quickly. Not much exciting happened; you saw your regular customers, you stayed and chatted with your coworkers. Then you made your way home.
You stopped by the grocery shop and got stuff in to make your favourite pasta dish for dinner.
You checked your mail box, you took the mail then went up to your apartment. Straight away, you began playing music as you cooked, gently bobbing along to the rhythm of your favourite songs. You hummed along to each one.
After dinner, you went through your mail, only to see a letter from Sam, you sighed as you opened it:
“Y/N,
I totally understand you don’t want to come to the memorial on the 14th, and it wasn’t my place to ask, and I’m so sorry.
I don’t know if this’ll make you feel better or worse or make you hate me, but please find enclosed the letter Steve wanted you to read. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.
You mean everything to me, remember that. Please.
From,
your Sammy x”
You sighed heavily as you saw the letter and Steve’s beautiful handwriting, he had written your name with so much love and care.
“I shouldn’t open this,” you muttered, your hands shook.
Your heart told you no but your brain told you you needed to hear what he had to say for himself. You got your favourite comfort film on standby. You sighed once again as you gently opened it.
“Dear Y/N, my beautiful dame,
I hope Sam was able to convince you to read this, but I can understand why you wouldn’t want to. I also understand what you must be feeling and I’m sorry.
Y/N, a day doesn’t go by where I regret leaving you, because I do, I regret leaving you, every day of my life. I wake up and your face is the first I think of.
The five years without you were the worst five years of my whole life. I didn’t want to wake up every day to live it without you, and the moment I saw you on the battlefield, things went back into place.
I guess it showed how much I miss you. I used to visit all the places we loved, I also kept an eye on you.
I wanted to speak to you the first time you got dumbed in a busy park, where you broke down crying. I felt horrible but I couldn’t go over to you. It was still too early on, and I still looked like the Steve you knew.
Remember that stranger who told you about a job opening at Stark Towers on the day your old PA job was horrible? That was me.
I remembered you telling me about the day you ran out of your building after your boss screamed at you for a good twenty minutes, you felt worthless but you met a kind old guy on the streets and he told you about Tony Stark, that was me.
One of my favourite memories I have of you is on my 100th birthday, you brought me 100 presents. It took you three days to buy them all and it took me three days to open them all. You’re such a prankster, and I miss that in our relationship.
I even miss you hiding behind anything you could find and jump out and nearly kill me every time. Remember the first time I did it to you? You screamed so loudly and punched me in the face thinking I was attacking you. If I feel sad, I think about how comical your face was when you realised who it was you punched, it makes me smile.
I’ve never felt like a king after that, the way you were trying to make up for almost breaking my nose, running to my every need even though I told you countless times you didn’t have to feel guilty, it was just your reflexes kicking in. I should have been more careful since you are one of the most powerful Avengers.
I tried jumping out at Pegs the other day, she wasn’t as impressed, and it broke my heart.
Anyway, my point in writing was to tell you I never stopped loving you and after what I did, I know I don’t deserve your love or kindness, and I regret that I threw away somebody so perfect, because you are.
I want you to find the happiness you deserve, the love You deserve. Everything you deserve.
I miss your face, the way it lit up whenever somebody you loved walked into a room, your laughter, the dumb jokes you made when things got heavy - you felt the need to see people laugh, and every time you successed.
I miss how you’d always find a way of telling me you love me - whether it be a little note on the fridge, or gently tracing the words “I love you” on me when we cuddle, or just you mouthing the three simple words at one of Tony’s galas.
I miss our movie marathons, and how you managed to drag me along to see some musical on Broadway almost every time - Les Mis just came out, Pegs wanted to see it, so we went and I had to go into the bathroom in the interval and cry, because … you know that was our first date.
I remember seeing you mouth the lyrics to One More Day, then you whispering to me that that was your favourite song. I mouthed the lyrics and thought of you, how much I know you’d enjoy being there on opening night. I know, I still remember the theatre lingo ;)
I miss your hugs, I miss cuddling up to you on cold winter mornings, and I miss how you’d plead for me to stay in bed with you for another hour (which always turned out to be two hours). I really really miss you, Y/N, and I did a stupid thing leaving. I really did.
I just hope you live the rest of your days surrounded by love, peace and happiness because you deserve all those things, and I wasn’t able to give you what you so rightly deserve. Somebody’s out there who will give it to you.
So, my beautiful dame, as you can probably tell by the tear stains on this letter, I think I should end here. I’ve gifted you my dog tags, and I get you probably don’t want them or any reminders of me after what I did to you, and I completely understand. But I wanted you to have them, in case you changed your mind.
I’d also just want to say; please take care of Buck. He’s been through a lot and he needs someone like you by his side. Though, I wouldn’t try jumping out on him, it might not end in a tickle fight ;)
I love you, my beautiful dame. I never stopped loving you but after what I did, I don’t deserve to love you. I hope you find peace, love and happiness. I’ll always be on your left. I promise.
My place is here. I fight with you. One day more.
Always on your left,
Steve x”
You put the letter down and saw Steve’s dog tags. You clung to them and cried. You hid your face in your hands and cried hard.
You remembered the day you and Steve went on the first date. You were both very awkward around each other. You did something so simple: dinner and a movie, but it was perfect.
But it ended with you being wrapped in Steve’s big jacket and him walking you home. It’s one of your fondest memories.
“It’s a good job I brought ice cream,” you muttered to yourself as you left the tags on the table along with the letter.
You took the tub of your favourite flavour ice cream, hit play on your favourite comfort movie and ate the entire tub and watched the whole movie with tears in your eyes.
—-
The next day the tags hadn’t left the table, and you decided to go to Steve’s grave.
You found out where he was buried. You kept telling yourself it was dumb of you, when you were finally feeling better and beginning to show feelings towards Bucky.
You reached the private graveyard, you stood awkwardly with flowers in your hand.
“Dumbo,” you muttered to yourself as you stepped through the gate.
Only two graves were there:
One read:
Agent Peggy Carter
April 9th, 1921 - June 18th 2016.
Founder of SHIELD. Wife to Steven G. Rogers, devoted wife and loving mother, she meant everything to Steve.
You sighed heavily, you didn’t entirely blame Peggy. It wasn’t her fault. You gently laid the flowers on her grave.
“Peggy had Steve’s children,” you sighed heavily, knowing you wanted to be the one to give Steve a child - something you both always used to talk about and dream of.
The one next to her broke your heart:
Steven Grant Rogers
July 4th 1918 - June 17th 2017
Husband to Peggy Carter, died of heart break of being without Peggy for an entire year.
You sobbed slightly. You gathered yourself before you spoke.
“Hi, Steve. Long time, Huh?” You said gently, sitting down in front of Steve’s tombstone. “I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you, Steve. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you to stay behind and live the rest of your life with me …. but I guess …. The world has a funny way of turning things around, doesn’t it?” You laughed softly.
There was a silence, you heard birds sing above you and a gentle early summer wind went through you making you smile. You took a deep calming breath:
“I came here to tell you,” you said gently, “my dumbass forgives you. I forgive you for what you did to me, I don’t know why I do but I do. What I don’t forgive you for though,” you added trailing off.
Your mind went straight to Bucky. Sitting alone in his apartment that he hadn’t let you see yet. You knew he was hurting more than you were.
“I don’t forgive you for leaving Bucky. After everything he’s been through. He died for you. He lost an arm because of you. He became a slave because he followed you,” you said, suddenly feeling angry, you stood up. “You promised him you’d be with him til the end of the line and now you…you lied. Were we all just … just … just projects to you? To help you get over Peggy? Is that all we were? Objects,” you nearly shouted.
The anger took you surprised you completely. This must be part of the five stages of grieve people talk about. You hadn’t noticed you had moved on a stage.
Had it not been for the warmth of the summer and the clouds forming in the sky indicating rain (your favourite weather), you would have screamed.
“I don’t care that you used me. I really don’t. I’ve been used by guys before so I’m kinda used to it. But you used Bucky?! Someone so sweet, so loving, so selfless, so beautiful ….” You said, you started to shake with anger. “I can’t begin to think about what he’s feeling right now. You don’t deserve me, you never did. You definitely don’t deserve Bucky either.” You nearly spat.
You calmed down after hearing a little crackle of thunder above you.
“It’s going to rain and I don’t want this cardigan of mine getting wet,” you said, you huffed. “I came here to tell you that I’m over you. I’m done crying about you. And I don’t want your tags. And I … don’t want this anymore,” you said, noticing the ring still on your left hand.
You took it off with ease, noticing there was a lake next to the graves, you tossed the ring in the lake, turned back to the tombstone.
“Goodbye, Steve. I hope you’re happy up there. …I … I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you,” you suddenly sobbed.
After that anger, came sadness. You ran out of the graveyard and slammed the door shut of your car. You were still angry, not at Steve now but at yourself for crying over him again.
With all your anger, you smacked the wheel of your car and screamed. You rested your head on the wheel.
“I’m sorry, Steve. I’m sorry,” you cried onto the wheel.
Your features relaxed when you got a text from Bucky:
Bucky: you okay doll? Sam said he went by your apartment and you weren’t there?
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Roommates Part 3: KO
Pairing: Frankie Morales x F!Reader
Word count: 2k
Warnings: drunk reader, Santiago is a bad influence, drink responsibly kids! That’s all I think?
A/N: I know it’s been a long wait but the next part is finally here! Thank you for your patience and I hope you enjoy it!
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Frankie had been gone for a while. He had excused himself to go to the bathroom almost twenty minutes ago and Benny was bound to go on soon. You didn’t want him to miss the fight and get in trouble is what you’d excused the nag in your gut urging you to seek him out as when you were about to go looking for him. You knew he would get an earful if he missed even a second because you were the one in the hot seat last time when you missed a whole fight after being called into work last minute. 
Pope seemed to find you first, shoving a drink in your hand as you peered over his shoulder, expecting Frankie to be close in tow. “You don’t have to sound quite so disappointed you got me instead.” Santiago teased you when you not so subtly asked where he was.
“You know that’s not what I meant.” You assured him with a roll of your eyes, giving him a nudge to the shoulder and a thank you for the drink. But if you were being honest, you’d been with Pope all day and had hardly seen Frankie all week. You were beginning to wonder if something was wrong. “He’s right over there. Ran into an old high school classmate and they’re catching up by the bar.” Santiago said with a directed nod of his head and you followed his line of sight over to where you could see the familiar silhouette, corduroy jacket and baseball cap and all, stooped a little with his arms folded over his chest and talking to some woman you’d never seen before. 
You weren’t sure what the feeling that twisted in your stomach was or why it decided to rear its head right now but you found yourself feeling slightly defensive when you turned back to Santiago with eyebrows raised. For some reason, you hadn’t been expecting a she and you couldn’t tell why that threw you off so much. Frankie could talk to whoever he pleased, it was none of your business but you still found yourself downing just about half your drink in one go to try and drown whatever feeling it was that had begun growing in your belly.
“That was fast.” Santiago remarked, giving you a skeptical look as he glanced between you and the almost empty cup in your hand, “You alright?” He asked.
“Yeah, fine! It’s just been a while since I let loose. Thought I might let myself have some fun tonight.” You shrugged.
He glanced back up in Frankie’s direction and eyed you for a second, taking a moment to consider it, “Can’t argue with that,” he nodded before downing his own drink as though it were a challenge. 
You had lost track of how many beers you and Santiago had snuck behind Will’s back who was too busy to play baby sitter tonight as he usually did. Drinking with him had certainly done its job to distract you. You had almost forgotten all about the fact that your best friend had decided to spend the evening talking to some stranger instead of you. God what had gotten into you? You were not the jealous type and you didn’t like how it felt-
Thud.
You didn’t have time to consider that thought any further before you had run straight into the man of the hour himself on your way back from the bar.
“Shit, sorry- Oh hey!” You exclaimed, having miraculously avoiding throwing your drinks all over both of you with those dumb plastic cups they gave you here.
“Woah, you alright there?” Frankie asks, throwing an arm out to stabilize you. “I swear, I left you alone for ten min- okay an hour and a half and- how many of those have you had?” He asks, noticing the slight wobble to your balance and slur to your speech as you introduced yourself and shook the hand of the woman he had been talking to.
“Uhhh good question,” you ponder for a moment before shrugging “Santi and I found out that if you’re a girl alone at an MMA fight you can get a lot of free drinks so we’ve made it our mission to find out exactly how many.” You explain, shooting a wink and a slight salute over to Pope who was still standing, waiting by your seats.
“And have you gotten an answer yet?” Frankie asks, slightly amused but also positive that he would be making sure this was your last drink of the night when you stumbled slightly over nothing and he had to wrap an arm around you for support.
“It appears there is no limit.” You say proudly, missing the fond look in his eye when he shakes his head with a soft and slightly disbelieving smile.
“Cheryl, this is my uh, roommate.” Frankie says gesturing towards you.
“What, are you embarrassed of me or something’? I’d say we’re a little bit more than that.” You interject. You had meant friends but from the look on her face she appeared to have taken it another way and for some reason or another you felt no need to correct her.
“Oh well uh, it’s nice to meet you.” She says politely although clearly thrown slightly by your quite obvious inebriation. 
“Nice to meet you too, Carol!” You declare happily and you mean it, it’s interesting to see the kinds of people Frankie went to high school with but you really weren’t in much state to be particularly conversational at the moment.
“From Red Feather Lakes, Colorado, standing six foot three, weighing in at a hundred and ninety five pounds, I bring you… Ben Miller!” The announcer blares over the booming speakers, pulling you from your conversation. You and Frankie are quick to give Benny your support, you perhaps a little more enthusiastically in your less inhibited state as he and Will walked into the arena and the crowd roared to life.
“Well we should get back. I’ll never hear the end of it if I miss any of this and I’ve gotta make sure these two don’t get into any more trouble,” Frankie explains, “But it was nice catching up with you.” He says and Carol- Cheryl? One of those- nods.
“Yeah, I hope to see you around again sometime.” She says. She’s hardly turned to walk away before you’re wiggling your eyebrows suggestively at Frankie on your way over to Pope and Will.
“You realize she was hitting on you, right?” You asked when Frankie turned back to you, a teasing smile on your lips despite the rising feeling of inadequacy you felt from having stood within a two-meter radius of the gorgeous woman. 
“What? No! She was just-” Frankie cuts himself off after considering it for a moment. “...huh.” He says, eyebrows rising in slight surprise when he looks over his shoulder at the woman who he had already lost in the throngs of people. “I’m sure she was just being polite.”
“You’re too hard on yourself! She was checking you out!” You exclaim defensively, more for his own self esteem than anything else.
“...Me?” He gives you a skeptical look. 
“Yeah, why not you? You’ve got this sort of je ne ce quoi about you. The ladies dig it.” You say with a goofy grin and Frankie can’t help but burst out laughing. 
“That so? What about you?” He asks. For a millisecond your heart stops in your chest. Could he read your mind? Did he know about the thoughts that had just slipped to the forefront? The jealousy? The little bit of longing? It was the alcohol talking you were sure. You would never want to jeopardize your friendship by allowing yourself to picture him as anything more than that but for a flash of a second it hadn’t seemed like such a bad idea.
“Oh, I dig it too.” You say, nudging him in the gut teasingly. What you didn’t see was the way Frankie’s breath had hitched at the slightest inkling of you expressing interest in him, even if he knew you were just joking around. “I bet if you asked you could get her number.” You say and he’s snapped quite violently out of his trance. 
He didn’t want her number. He wanted you.
“Nah, she’s not really my type.” Is the response he settles for, his attention resettling on the fight in an attempt to drown out the feeling of disappointment he wasn’t sure he knew how to hide. He knew it wasn’t fair on you but the slightest hint of jealousy might have been nice to hear and instead you were giving him a rousing endorsement to go after someone he didn’t even like all that much.
“Are you kidding? Pardon the pun, but she was a knockout!” You exclaim just in time to watch Benny take a rather jarring blow to the jaw.
“Meh,” Frankie shrugs and you can’t help the yelp of surprise that escapes you.
“If she’s ‘meh’ then what am I?” You exclaim and Frankie’s jaw just about hits the ground at the fact that you could even think to ask him such a question. You were just about perfect to him in every way imaginable.
He doesn’t get the chance to tell you when the crowd roars to life as Benny finds himself making a comeback and you’re practically jumping out of your seat to bolster your support for your friend.
“You should go get her number.” You suggest when you sit back down, a little confused as to why. Perhaps you were overcompensating for your wave of jealousy earlier but there was still something in you screaming for you to stop acting like you were so okay with it. Because if the way you had reacted earlier and your current state of inebriation was any inclination, you clearly weren’t, but your mind was in no place to put those pieces together at the moment.
“Why is everyone trying to set me up all of a sudden?” Frankie scoffs playfully trying to shrug off your suggestion. “First Pope, now you,” He stops himself hoping you haven’t realized he’s probably said too much.
“Who was Santiago trying to set you up with?” You ask. Just the question he didn’t want to answer, especially not right now, not like this. He’s quite literally saved by the bell announcing the end of the match and when you look up Benny’s opponent is unconscious in front of him. A KO and you’d both missed it. You wouldn’t be getting out of that one too easily. You’re whisked away in post win festivities before you can even think to get an answer from Frankie.
He thinks you’ve forgotten about the conversation completely until he’s gotten you and Pope both wrangled into the car on your way back to the apartment and you pipe up from where he thought you had passed out the moment he had you strapped in. 
“So what’s Francisco Morales’ type?” you ask groggily, clearly not ready to give him a break yet and he laughs as he peers into the rearview to make sure Pope is still asleep before he even considers giving you an answer. 
“What makes you think I have a type?” He counters fruitlessly in hopes that he can at least attempt finding a suitable answer.
“Well you said Carol-”
“Cheryl-”
“-wasn’t your type so I’m assuming that means you have a type.” You prod him, your eyes still shut as you leaned back in the passenger seat.
“Well… I’d say my type would be someone who is smart, funny, supportive, all those wonderful things,” He explains, feeling a little more at ease when he looks over to see your breaths have shallowed slightly and your head has lulled against the window. “Has a good sense of humour, makes me smile, is fiercely loyal to her friends,” he goes on, “can be a complete dork if she wants to be, has no idea how beautiful she is,” he adds “and has me completely and utterly wrapped around her finger.” He mutters to himself when he looks back up at the road with a sigh.
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Memory lane
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Summary: you and alex have been married for many years had children and grandchildren your grandkids stay over and you all look back at photos from the past
Word count/1158
(Fluff)
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"Granny" my 5 year old granddaughter and 8 year old grandson beamed as I opened my front door
"Hello my dears come in grandpa is in the music room" I said to my grandchildren
"Thanks mum for watching them tonight me and Beth need the break" my daughter Nat said chuckling her wife standing next to her
"No problem love me and your dad are more that happy to" I waved off
"Tell dad I said hi and I love him" Nat said making her way out the yard
"No problem" I shouted
I closed the door and made my way to the home studio to see my husband Alex with his two grandchildren sitting on his lap while he was showing them the music he used to make back in the day when he was young and wild
"How many albums did you bring out grandad" our grandson Robbie asked
"Nine six wif the Arctic Monkeys two wif the last shadow puppets and one of meh own I did for a movie called submarine" Alex replied (let's just pretend tbhc was the last one)
"What one is your favourite papa" Millie asked
Alex thought about it for a minute
"Yeh kno' I don't have a favourite I luv them all" Alex said with a chuckle
"Deh yeh have a favourite milleh" Alex asked smiling at his granddaughter
She nodded excitedly our grandchildren always loved listening to Alex's music
"I have two papa" she said
"Oh realleh tell papa" he said
"The dancefloor one and the go get em tiger one" she said she didn't really know what the titles of the songs were but it was cute seeing her trying to name them
"Oh I bet tha' yeh look good on the dancefloor and miracle Aligner" Alex said chuckling
"What about you Robbie" I asked my grandson
"Probably snap out of it and standing next to me nana" Robbie said
"What about yeh nana" Alex asked with his usual smirk
"Oh I don't know papa there's so many to choose from" I said giggling
"Deh wanna know Wha' yer mummehs favourite was when sheh were little" Alex asked our grandkids nodded eagerly
"Here's were hiding tonight I used to yeh sing it teh her every night" Alex explained to the kids
"Can you sing it to me tonight papa" Millie asked
"Of course" Alex said smiling
A few hours later we all had dinner and now sitting on the settee
"Nana" Robbie said "yes dear" I replied
"What did you and grandad look like before you were married" he asked
Me and Alex chuckled
"Should weh get the photo album out luv" Alex asked
"I think we should" I said standing up making my way to mine and Alex's room into the wardrobe where the box full of memories were
I came back with the photo album in hand sitting on the settee Alex sitting by my side with Millie on his lap Robbie sitting on my other side
I flicked the book to the first page
"Oh my lord alex look that was when we first met" I said looking at the photo
It was me and Alex at a pub laughing at something while Matt took the photo we were both pissed
"How old were you then" Robbie asked
"I was 25 and papa was 28" I explained
"How old are you now nana" millie asked
"Well I'm 53 and papa is 56" I said
We flicked through more until Millie stopped us on a photo
"Who's that" she asked
"Oh that's uncle nick" Alex said
It was a photo of me Alex and nick at a Christmas party Alex had nick in a headlock for the photo with I was laughing my arse of
Then we got to a specific photo mine and Alex wedding photos from us getting ready to the end of the night
"The best night of mEh life" Alex said smiling looking back at the memory
"You look beautiful nana" Robbie and Millie said in union
"Oh thank you dears" I smiled
We got to the photo where we both said I do and we kissed it was a very sweet picture
"Eww" Robbie said
"Wha'" Alex asked chuckling
"It was weird seeing our mums kiss but it's weirder seeing our nana and grandad kiss" Robbie explained
"Well one daeh yer gunna kiss somebodeh" Alex said
We showed them more pictures of when we found out I was pregnant to the baby shower and when their mum was born when she was growing up to a teenager to when we met Beth and when our grandchildren where born
"And thats all" I said closing the book
"Wow there's a lot" Millie said yawning rubbing her eyes
"Right pyjamas and bed you two" I said the kids hurried of to their room and got ready for bed
"I enjoyed tha' luv trip down memory lane" Alex said
"Me too I can't believe how long we known each other" I said
"I can't believe weh have grandchildren" he chuckled as we entered their room so Alex can sing the song he promised Millie and Robbie
"Yeh ready" he asked Millie stoking her hair as he sat beside her I stood by the doorframe watching in awe
"Tomorrow, I'll be quicker
I'll stare into the strobe light flicker and afloat, I'll stay
But I'm quite alright hiding today
Tomorrow, I'll be faster
I'll catch what I've been chasing after and have time to play
But I'm quite alright hiding today" he sang softly like he did with Nat
"And I will play the coconut shy
And win a prize even if it's rigged
I won't know when to stop
And you can leave off my lid and I won't even lose my fizz
I'll be the polka dots type
I'll know the way back, if you know the way
But if you are, I am quite alright hiding today
Tomorrow, I'll be stronger
Running colourful, no longer just in black and white"
"And I'm quite alright hiding tonight
And I will have a game on the coconut shy
And win a prize even if it's rigged
I won't know when to stop
And you can leave off my lid and I won't even lose my fizz
I'll be the polka dots type, I'll
Probably swim through a few lagoons
I'll have a spring in my step, and I'll get there soon
To sing you a happy tune, tomorrow
And you better bring a change of clothes
So we can sail our laughing pianos
Along a beam of light
But I'm quite alright hiding tonight" he sang the last words Millie was sound asleep aswell as Robbie
"I fink they liked it" Alex whispered with a small chuckle
"I think they did come on let's go to bed" I said Alex nodded and we sat talking about the past for a little while longer
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FRANCISCO ‘CATFISH’ MORALES. ┃ TRIPLE FRONTIER.
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❝ request by @chibsytelford: Heyo. What about reader being very shy around Frankie on the first date, who's also shy, and one of them just cracks a joke and they just laugh and laugh and the ice is broken, and they have the best date. ❤ Thank you.
❝ words: about 1.9k.
❝ a / n: first time writing for Frankie! I'm really excited and I hope you all enjoy it.
Gif credits to the author.
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“Santiago García, I swear that if you stand me up, I'm gonn—”.
“(Y/N)?”
Your blood freezes at the call as your eyes go wide, keeping the phone in your ear as you spin around with a forced and ashamed smile on your lips, you feel your knees weak watching Frankie some steps away from you with both hands inside the red and black flannel jacket. Son of a bitch. Hanging up the call —or better said, the voicemail— the two of you come closer to each other.
“What 'you doing here?”
As the question comes out of his mouth, there's an awkward moment where you don't know if you should greet with a kiss on your cheek or hugging, being a mix of both that makes you giggle.
“Well, uh… It was supposed I'd have dinner with Santi, but… he hasn't shown yet”. You reply puckering your lips, noticing the change in his gesture. “I've been waiting for the last twenty minutes and I'm really hungry”.
You can't help but frown watching him rub the back of his neck, slightly moving the hat covering his softs curls. Squinting at him you don't really need Frankie to speak to know what's happening. You can feel your face and the tip of your ears burning because of the embarrassment. Last week you confessed to your best friend the things you were starting to feel for Fish and he has decided to force you to take a step ahead.
And seems like Santiago has done the same with him. But, does it mean he feels something for you too? You sigh rubbing your face trying to calm down the heat covering your skin, while he babbles random words. You see him waving a trembling hand between the two of you, perceiving he's as nervous as you are. That causes you to curve your lips up with a soft funny smile.
“Listen, we don't have to do this if you don't want to. I— I— I… shit”. He ends up grunting stroking his lips and his chin passing his palm over them, putting his terrified dark chocolate eyes from you. Frankie looks like a pudding and you can swear it's the sweetest thing you have ever contemplated. Too captivated by the way he has to raise his black hat from his head to brush his hair using only three fingers, before putting it on again, he takes your silence like a negative. “Lemme walk you home at least”.
His beg throws you back to reality, finding an insecure gaze looking for a positive this time. It's the first time since you met him two years ago that you watch him doubting, feeling unsure of himself. He has always given you the impression of being a cool-headed and confident man, but now Fish is quite the opposite.
“I'm hungry tho”. You reply as soon as you can react. “I just… think he did it on purpose. Making me wait for dinner, you know… So I wouldn't say no”.
Santi knows pretty well how to play his cards. It is his specialty. But that hasn't sound how you were expecting, as Frankie continues feeling ashamed, probably misunderstanding you.
“I me— mean, I wouldn't say no anyway”. You confess with a soft whisper, bowing your gaze down to his boots for a second. A brief second that seems enough to offer you a hand without noticing it.
Your heart races with the deep belief it could fly off from your chest when your cold fingers get laced with his warm ones. An electrifying shiver roams your body from your tiptoes to the top of your head, as he secures your hands together to come inside the restaurant. Only like a gentleman would do, he keeps open the door for you to walk in first, not loosening your connection at any time. For an instant, you can't help but fantasize about having real dates with Frankie, with him falling for you while continuing to believe he's just being polite and compensating you for Pope's ambush.
You lead your steps through the hallway between tables with old couches just in like the fifties, till the end of the place with the last table free close to the large window from where you can see the street. That's when, much to your regret, your hands are separated to take a seat in front of the other, occupying yours then with the menu to calm the nervousness shaking them briefly. You're going to kill Santi tomorrow. How does he dare to play dirty to you? And poor Frankie who —probably— could have a better plan than having dinner with you, if it wasn't for his friend.
The silence is installed soon around your table after the drinks are served, feeling the tension in the environment while you continue not knowing what to say or how to break the ice. You're about to tell him that he doesn't have to stay, just like he has said a couple of minutes before, but when you open your mouth nothing comes out; totally enraptured on the way he's looking at you waiting for something. You can't help but force another smile pursing your lips shamefacedly. Putting down your eyes over the menu between your hands, you try to pretend you're actually reading it, but your mind is busier on how the simple touch of his hand stole the air from your lungs.
“Pope told me you're learning Spanish”.
You have to hide your face for a second, cursing your damn best friend in silence before sticking your head out of the carte nodding with your cheek.
“Why?” Frankie sounds so curious that makes you think he maybe knows the real and main reason.
“Oh, uh… expand knowledge”.
You're a terrible liar and he doesn't need to be a genius to notice it.
“Tell me something in Spanish”. He asks cockily, placing his arms over his backrest.
You chuckle shaking your head this time while saying no once and once. But when he leans over the table, forearms against the edge of it, you have to gulp before choking on your own saliva like an idiot. The heat invading your whole anatomy again causes you to lick your lips, hoping that gesture calms you somehow.
“There's a… sentence that… I find funny for some re— reason”.
“Okay… Go'head”.
You make a short pause, finding some encouragement to utter it by remembering why you started to learn it. To impress him. To talk with him and call his attention.
“Juan come manzanas”.
(Juan eats apples).
Your accent is horrible, that's a fact, you knew that; but you feel more embarrassed when he remains silent for a second, breaking into a burst of loud laughter after not being able to contain it. You can't avoid a chuckle either, leaving in the background your shame, to focus on the beautiful melody his laugh is. You could spend all your life listening to it without abhorring it.
“Your pronunciation is awful”. He giggles adjusting his hat, raising a little the visor to look you better.
“Woah, thank you”. You reply with a humorous grimace drawn on your lips and a light sarcasm in your tone of voice. “I really appreciate it coming from you”.
“You're welcome”.
Shaking your head you begin to feel somewhat relaxed, finding a topic to talk about and joke about it so this situation is less awkward. You grab your beer to have a sip whilst he continues keeping visual contact with you, noticing he wants to add something but he doesn't dare. You know what it is, tilting your head as your eyes are narrowed.
“I don't trust you to be my teacher, surely you'll teach me the wrong things to make fun of me”.
“Meh…” He replies waving a hand jokingly, causing you to chuckle again.
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As the night goes on and you discover more interesting things about him and his stage in the army, the dinner comes to an end and he insists you to walk you home. He doesn't want either to finish your conversation, talking about everything and nothing, in reality, just enjoying your voice and how excited you sound while talking about one of your hobbies or your favorite tv show. Just like you, he couldn't get tired of your company.
You reach your house sooner than expected, having been entertained and feeling this time your way back home has become shorter than ever. The nerves kick you again standing close to your porch not knowing what to say, what to do, or offer him a last drink. You'd sell your soul to the devil for five minutes more, but maybe you need to take it easy.
“Thanks for walking me”. You utter in a thin voice thread, playing with the keys between your fingers.
“It's been a good night”. Frankie opines then keeping a hand in a pocket and using the other to scratch a side of his neck. “I mean… we can repeat it whenever you want”.
Like another date? Has it been a date, actually? Or just two friends hanging out?
“Yeah! Yeah, sure. Sounds good to me”. You nod an instant before letting go a soft sight. “Uh… I should… you know”.
“Yeah, 'course. Good night, (Y/N)”.
“Good night, Fish”.
Offering him one last smile, you turn around to go upstairs your porch straight to the front door. But as soon as you introduce the key in the lock, you're interrupted.
“Hey!” You face him again, curious and intrigued, watching him coming closer towards you with his hat now in a hand. “How bad would be if… I kiss you?”
That's the most unexpected question you have ever heard, causing your brain to collapse momentarily until you realize it hasn't been a figment of your imagination. The smirk on his face curves shyly in the right corner of his lips, stopping his feet not too far from yours.
“Not… bad at all”. You giggle in response. What else could you say?
His mouth meets yours with a soft sweet touch. Just a touch, until they get used to each other. Slowly, Frankie places his hands on your lower back seeming afraid if you suddenly decide it's a terrible idea, and take a step back. This feeling disappears when yours land on both sides of his neck, securing a little more the grip and shortening the small distance between your chests. He tastes like beer and chocolate, after sharing a piece of brownie like dessert. For you, Frankie tastes like heaven. And without planning it, he needs the urge to slide his tongue between your lips to find yours. By inertia, your fingers tour his skin till being gently nailed in the back of his neck, breathing through your nose not wanting to finish the kiss.
As both of you swirl your tongues around the other, you become a little addicted, almost moaning inevitably against his lips when you have to stop not having enough air filling your lungs.
“How bad would it be if I ask you to stay?” You murmur unable to believe what you have just said.
“Not bad at all”. He doesn't hesitate, caressing the tip of your nose with his, wrapping his arms around your waist to hold you tighter and pepper your lips as you try to open the front door.
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giuliadrawsstuff · 2 years
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Hello, my friend! I see you love movies, what are your fav movies everyone should see? I used to watch the Oscars every year, except this one and I missed the whole Will Smith fiasco lol, but I still remember when they did the mistake to give the best picture oscar to La La Land when it was Moonlight all the time....what a night.
Oh yes I LOVE movies, I watch the Oscars every year too 😂 I was there for Ellen's selfie and for the La La Land/Moonlight thing hahha I loved the surprise, thought Moonlight deserved it more. And I saw Will Smith's slap live, I actually thought it was all a joke in the beginning, then the Italian speakers said something had occurred and I realized it wasn't planned at all. I also think his punishment is a bit too much, I mean he shouldn't have hit Chris Rock, but he did indeed make a very poor and mean joke about an illness. Definitely not funny. 10 years ban is a bit too much, but we know Oscars have weird rules, sigh.
As for my favourite movies, damn tough.
- The Lord of the Rings trilogy is all time favourite, there's nothing better than this and no one can convince me otherwise 😌 I love everything about it I watch it 2/3 times a year (extended edition) and the soundtrack is the best ever.
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- Howl's moving castle, possibly my favourite animated movie, anime for sure. I love everything about it from soundtrack to characters and the book is a masterpiece too even thought it's very different.
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- Spiderman Into the Spiderverse, the animation is worth it alone, mind-blowing, never seen anything so amazing in my life, probably the next best one is The Mitchells Vs the Machines (I'm mad cause Encanto won instead of this one ugh).
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AND there's Olivia Octavius that's the American version of Hange so bonus point hehe
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- Alien tetralogy, well mostly the first three, the fourth is pure trash but still enjoyable. I like to watch it like a watch the Machete movies and Robert Rodriguez movies in general 😂
I think my favourite is Aliens, that's the one from James Cameron, but I love the first and third one too.
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- Hook, Ghostbusters, Jumanji, The Addams Family, The Blues Brothers. These are all my childhood movies. I love them all and they're a part of me. They're not perfect, but the stories, the special effects and the acting are true and heartwarming. Maybe it's my nostalgia talking but who knows you might love them too.
- Coraline. Almost like Howl hehe, love the book too. And I'm a big fan of stop motion especially Laika's they're the absolute best.
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- Star Wars (the old and the prequel trilogy only). Childhood movies and memories once again, though they teach valuable lessons about family, love, self-discovery and fabulous special effects (for the time).
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- Some like it hot. Old but one of the best movies I've ever seen. Billy Wilder is a genius director and Tony Curtis and Jack Lemmon are Oscars good. Plus there's the best ending/movie line ever:
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And they almost made me like Marilyn Monroe so 😂😂
- The Invisible Man (1935) yes it's ooooold but I love old movies even silent one (this is not though). Love the sci-fi story and the invisible effect on him is top notch.
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- Becoming Jane. I'm not a fan of romantic movies or comedies (there are very very few I cherish, the others meh I get easily bored when there's too much romance involved), but this one, boy I love it. Maybe it's the chemistry between James McAvoy and Anne Hathaway or the Jane Austen setting (I love Jane Austen movies, these are one of the few romances I like, dunno why), but my heart melts every time I see it, and I cry A LOT. I'm huge crybaby, you don't wanna know how much I cry every time I watch LOTR 😂
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- Tim Burton movies, I don't have a real fave, probably The Nightmare before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands or Big Fish, but he's my favourite director, there are few movies he's made I don't like. Lately he's lost a bit of his touch but I'm so close to him can't not like him 😂 don't know if it makes sense.
Right now these are the ones that come to mind, but I'm sure I'm missing some movie for sure. I'm sorry it's so long you don't have to let me talk about movies 😩 I can go on forever and ever, I'm kind of autistic when it comes to cinema. Thanks for asking though, anon 💜
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Rating Kdramas (plus some bonus other Asian dramas) I watched in 2021 not in any order
warning: contains some spoilers, although hopefully not more than in these dramas’ plot summaries
The King’s Affection
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Watched on Netflix. Rating: 10/10
I had to take a brief break while watching this drama because it was exciting and dramatic and I was neck-deep in a stressful semester of grad school. Still: in a year where I struggled to finish any piece of media and feel invested in anything, I was on the edge of my seat with this drama. I laughed, I cried, I gasped. This may not be my favorite drama ever but it’s my favorite 2021 drama: both one that aired in 2021 and that I watched in 2021.
I was into historical dramas in 2021:but in this historical drama, the crown prince’s twin sister has to take on the identity of her brother, the crown prince, when he dies. Secret identity stuff and cross-dressing are already fun, but to make it more intense, if the female lead’s secret is found out, she would be killed by her super evil grandfather. Park Eun-Bin was incredible playing the female lead, Hwi/Dami. She did a great job at embodying the identity of the crown prince and also making me feel her anguish over all the dramatic crap that happened to her that she didn’t deserve. I hadn’t watched Rowoon in a drama before, but he played probably my favorite kdrama male lead of all time. He’s clever but also a himbo (imo), kind, gentle, understanding, funny, absolutely smitten by the female lead, and tall—I’m a little in love with this character, shut up. I loved the male lead’s Mulan-esque bi panic (banic, if you will) because it wasn’t really a bi panic: the problem was that he fell in love with the crown prince, of all people. I found the political intrigue gripping and the romance was a good mix of happiness and sadness to pair with the already-compelling concept. I told all my friends about this drama, and now I’m telling you too.
Extraordinary you
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Watched on Viki. Rating: 7/10
I watched this 2019 drama while I was waiting for episodes of the King’s Affection to come out because Rowoon is also the male lead here. Verdict: yep, Rowoon is dreamy in this, too. This drama is about a high school romance comic in which the characters become aware that they’re characters and try to change their fate as written by the writer. It’s a really cool concept, and overall, I pretty much enjoyed it. Like a lot of dramas, I was gripped by the first half of the drama and then started losing interest or just didn’t feel as invested as it went on. The setup, reveal, and the two leads meeting and growing closer--that was all really great. It takes several episodes for the female lead, Dan Oh, to meet Rowoon’s character and that build-up is exciting. The middle and ending were kind of “meh” for me. I still enjoyed the drama and finished it, I just think possibly it could have been shorter. A lot of the dramas I have watched have a great setup and then fall into “oh no the male lead is in danger. Now they’re ok. Oh no now the female lead is in danger!” back and forth to kind of create this push and pull plot where not a lot happens. That happened a little here, but not enough to make me stop watching. I rarely want the secondary characters to be explored or explained more than they are. In this drama, I wanted more layers in some of the other characters and how they related to their comic world.
Hometown cha cha cha
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Watched on Netflix. Rating: 10/10
It took me longer than it should have to finish watching this drama—right when I was about to watch the last episode, some yikes news broke about the lead actor. Regardless, separating the actors from the art, this is one of my favorite dramas now. To my American @ss, this drama’s plot is basically just a Hallmark movie (others on tumblr have said this too, but it bears repeating): a rich well-off women from the big city moves to a charming small town with a lovable cast of characters, and a jack of all trades guy who knows the true meaning of life (not Christmas) helps the female lead unwind and get back in touch with what matters. That alone would be a fun ride, although pretty predictable. Hometown is so much more: the two lead characters have layers and are both good people with some deep emotional obstacles they have to overcome to be together. This drama is surprisingly heart-wrenching as you get to know the characters more. The second to last episode made me cry like a little bitch. The found family of the town made me cry in a good way. Hye-jin and Duk-sik are each other’s manic pixie dream significant other, and we love that for them. The only thing that I don’t like about this drama (although I accept it), is that there’s a restaurant lady who should have gotten together with the pretty teacher who has a crush on her. Instead of a wlw couple, we have a realistic and frustrating and touching side story about a heterosexual divorced couple. Whatever, fine, I guess. This is still one of my favorite dramas.
Lovers of the red sky
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Watched on Viki. Rating: 5/10
This should probably have a lower rating. This is a drama with a beginning and setup I LOVED but then could hardly keep watching as it completely lost its way halfway or two-thirds through. The plot is bananas but basically: in this historical fantasy drama, we have two destined lovers, who are both blind but at alternating times in their life. They meet as children and fall in love, the girl is blind, the boy is not. The boy is sacrificed in a ritual to save the country from the curse of this god of evil/blight. The boy then becomes that god’s vessel, he becomes blind, the girl gains the god’s eyes and she can see now through the intervention of a good goddess. The girl goes on to become a divine royal painter: the evil god can only be truly captured and banished if he is trapped in a painting of the previous king by the court’s divine painter. The girl and boy are separated but then meet again as adults, and the magical friction causes the boy to sometimes become possessed by an evil demon that wants the girl’s eyes while they’re reconnecting/falling in love again. 
The drama is really great up to the end of the painting contest plotline—it’s beautiful, dramatic, fantastic, and seems touching if a little cheesy. After that point, it’s just the same point of conflict over and over. Oh no, we have to paint the divine painting. Oh no, something went wrong and the hot guy is still possessed and trying to kill the female lead when he goes into demonic fits! There’s an evil prince who lusts after the demon and a good prince who is in love with the female painter. I found them pretty boring. I gritted my teeth and forced myself to finish the drama. The ending is pretty sweet actually. I mean, they better give us a happy ending after forcing us to watch the same conflict/plotline three times (or was it four times?). Such a disappointment. Very beautiful though.
Flower of evil
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Watched on Viki. Rating: 9/10
This is a 2020 drama, it just took me a while to finally get around to it. This should probably be a 10/10 drama for quality, it’s really good, it’s just not my usual type. This is a crime thriller with some romance: the complicated romance is what kept me hooked because I don’t usually go for crime thrillers. The setup is that a homicide detective finds out that her husband has been living with a false identity since she first met him. He is a suspected accomplice to a serial murderer from an old case before their marriage. The drama unfolds: is the husband a serial murderer? Is he killing again? Is she one of his targets? The wife detective and husband characters are extremely well-written, layered, and compelling. The action and identity stuff in this drama is gripping and kept me on the edge of my seat. Would recommend!
My roommate is a gumiho
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Watched on Viki. Rating: 7.5 or 8/10
I thoroughly enjoyed this drama and thought it was fun, but honestly, there were some parts to it that I thought were dumb, haha. The plot is that an almost 1000-year-old fox spirit needs to collect human energy in his bead in order to become human. If he doesn’t by the time he turns 1000 years old, he dies. Yet! One day his bead accidentally pops out of him and goes into a modern-day college student (the female lead). While trying to figure out how to get his bead back, the fox spirit asks the female lead to be his roommate so he can keep an eye on her and his bead. The best parts of this drama are the comedy. The first few episodes are really strong and really funny. This drama goes into my favorites pile because of a few particular scenes, including an iconic moment when the female lead calls the second male lead to get help unplugging the first male lead’s toilet. 
When the romance and the next few plot lines really got going, that’s when the drama started to not feel as fun and fresh for me. The second male lead is just annoying and he’s way too present in the main plotline/takes up too much screen time. I still would recommend this drama, especially to anyone who enjoys fantasy romance like me. It’s fun and I absolutely love the female lead. Lee Dam (Hyeri) managed to be super charming, strong, but also realistic. She seemed like a silly college student at some times (who I’d want to be friends with no joke) but also navigated a relationship with a 900+ year old magical creature smartly: she had realistic morals, insecurities, and established her boundaries and communicated throughout the drama. A+ romantic heroine in my opinion. Also, the side characters are super cute and I was just as invested in them as the main couple. Yeah, thinking back, some of the main plotline drama and the really frustrating/kind of boring second male lead are what lower this drama’s rating for me. Everything else was a great time. I kind of miss this drama? Maybe I need to rewatch it?
Are you human too?
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  Watched on Viki. Rating: 4/10
I wrote a longer review (rant) of this drama in another post, in which I collected all three of the robot dramas I’ve watched together in one pile. This drama was okay—not great. In this robot drama, the robot is created by a genius scientist who is separated from her son by her husband’s ultra-rich family. The grandpa wants an heir who is completely under his thumb. The mom creates the robot to help her manage her grief at this separation. Yet, when the son is in an accident (coma trope alert), the mom and the son’s best friend/secretary scramble to make sure he doesn’t lose his place and fortune in the family. The robot takes the son’s place in secret, right around the same time the female lead becomes the rich son’s bodyguard. This drama is dumb. It’s not horrible. Kind of grating, annoying. There seems to be little real science with the robot and I found even the fantastic, leave-your-ethics-at-the-door romance silly too. The character who is most developed and interesting is the rich human son, who is portrayed as a cartoon villain at points. Every other character could be interesting but were not written well to their potential. The female lead isn’t a good bodyguard and doesn’t seem like a good person, although I think she’s meant to be? I mainly watched this whole thing because the main character, the robot, is played by a handsome actor and is a cute character. Also, the episodes were short. I wouldn’t recommend this drama unless you’re really into robot stories (although not realistic ones) or are a fan of the lead actor.
Crash landing on you
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Watched on Netflix. Rating: 8/10 (due to genre preference)
To everyone who is into kdramas, this drama is old news, but I still feel like I’m catching up on getting into kdramas. This is a really great drama from 2019 that I never finished. I’m still at episode 13/19. A rich heiress from South Korea lands in North Korea during a freak paragliding accident. With the help of a band of North Korean soldiers she befriends, the heiress has to find a way back home without being captured by the North Korean authorities.
The romance in this drama is excellent and I love the cast of characters/found family. The moments of comedy are great, the dramatic moments make me cover my mouth with my hand and gasp (always a good sign), and I can sense that the ending will put me through an emotional wringer. It’s just hard for me to get through--I think that the genre of this drama is not really my cup of tea? I will finish this drama one day, when I’m in the right mood.
Doom at your service
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Watched on Viki. Rating: I don’t even know.
By the end of 2021, I was STILL watching this drama, even though I started watching it (and I think it aired in) the summer/late fall? I finished it in January but only by gritting my teeth and forcing myself to. The main plotline has an 8 rating from me. There’s a lot in the fantasy and world building that’s unexplained but essentially: in modern South Korea, there are two gods. One is the gardener, who seems like a more traditional “god” (goddess) who takes care of humans. The other god is Doom: he brings destruction, unhappiness, doom to humanity. Doom is your typical tortured tall handsome bad boy type except powered up to the extreme (because he’s a god/spirit). Doom despises humanity and so when a cancer patient wishes doom on the world in a moment of despair, he leaps at the chance. He can’t destroy humanity himself but he is allowed to grant human wishes. The female lead is the cancer patient: Tak Dong Kyung is played by Park Bo Young, one of my favorite Korean actresses and the reason I picked up this show. When she realizes what’s happening, Dong Kyung and Doom arrange a contract (this is kind of a contrived plotline but it’s fun): if she dies, Doom will unleash doom on the world. However, Dong Kyung can live and be healed by Doom if she instead allows the person she loves most to die in her place. 
When they set this up, Dong Kyung decides to fall in love with Doom so she can get rid of him. But she’s in an enemies-to-lovers fantasy tragic drama so uh that’s not going to go her way in the end. The main plotline is, yes, a little contrived in my opinion but the high stakes, drama, and emotion are great. There’s a lot of emotion in Dong Kyung and her family coming to terms with her terminal illness. There’s a lot of heart in the family and relationships, and this drama is way warmer and more touching than the main concept would have you think. However, this drama has the absolute dumbest secondary romance plotline I’ve seen. Dong Kyung’s best friend (who is charming in the main plotline scenes) is in a love triangle with two handsome and boring men and this takes up a lot of show time. The secondary love triangle was extremely painful to watch and the main reason why this show felt like a slog. What were the writers thinking? Why was the secondary love triangle never somehow meaningfully connected to the main plot? I’m still so confused by this.
Mr Queen
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  Watched on Viki. Rating: 9/10
In this drama, an egocentric male chef from modern Korea bumps his head and wakes up in the body of a Joseon-era queen. This somehow is exactly what the political intrigue and court shenanigans of the Joseon court needed to right wrongs and bring retribution against the corrupt people in power. This drama is hilarious and exciting and the lead actress, Shin Hye Sun, deserves so many awards. I think I’m a sucker for historical dramas that have some sort of identity or gender-crossing plot (lucky for me that there are so many of them). I’m also a sucker for the modern-person-falls-back-in-time trope.
I love everything about this drama except 1. There were some parts in the middle that felt slow, and 2. The ending could have been set up better. I saw people online get mad at the ending, but I wasn’t surprised. I never expected this to be an out and proud mlm pairing. I enjoyed and was surprised by the bi/gay/gender stuff that did exist in the drama. The ending didn’t break my love for the drama overall.
Bonus not-Korean Asian dramas:
A Man Who Defies the World of BL
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Watched on Viki. Rating: 9/10
This Japanese drama is short and sweet, an homage and parody of BL tropes. I haven’t watched a lot of BLs, although I have friends who are into them. I still found this drama hilarious, despite not knowing as much as the intended audience probably should. The ending is sweet, and it’s a short but fun ride!
Triad Princess
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Watched on Netflix. Rating: 8.5-ish/10
This is a 2019 Taiwanese show, but I watched it on a whim this year. The daughter of a powerful mafia boss secretly gets a job as a bodyguard so that she can be close to an actor she’s a fan of. Honestly, I don’t have much to say about Triad Princess except that this was fun! It delivered what it promised and was a cute romance with a badass female lead. I don’t think this had a clear ending, so I’m waiting in hope for season 2.
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Don’t Let Go | Lalisa
Roommates!au | friends to lovers | "Why are you awake so late?"
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“You know you have your own bed, right? It’s exactly two steps to the right...”
You groaned when a sudden weight on top of you interrupted your process of falling asleep.
“But my mattress is really uncomfortable.”
Lisa mumbled while nestling her head against your body and wrapping your arm around her neck.
“You should really work on your excuses.”
You chuckled in amusement considering that both of you had the exact same lousy mattresses. But in the end, both of you knew that Lisa’s excuse didn’t matter anyways. It had become a habit of hers to crawl into your bed every night to bury herself in your arms. And it had become a habit of yours to complain every night while opening your arms willingly. It was a routine that both of you already knew by heart and you thanked the universe every day for sending Lisa into your life. You could have ended up with some weird roommate who walked around naked all the time or hosted some weird orgies, but instead you were paired with a girl that you considered your soulmate by now. It was truly amazing how fast the two of you had befriended each other and you hoped that you would never lose her out of sight. But when you looked down to see Lisa in your arms with a cute smile on her lips, you didn’t even believe for a second that that would happen. Contently, you sighed before closing your eyes to find your way into a deep, relaxing sleep.
You only jolted awake several hours later when your extremely annoying alarm clock caused you to flinch in shock.
“Noooo, five more minutes.”
Lisa groaned as you sat halfway up to turn off the piercing sound.
“I can’t, I have class.”
You giggled and tried to push her off, but your roommate tightly clung to your body.
“You could skip it.”
She grinned and wiggled with her eyebrows cheekily.
“No I cannot. I already missed two classes this semester, because a certain someone didn’t let go of me.”
You answered reproachfully, causing Lisa to sheepishly lower her head, because she knew fully well that you were referring to her.
“Fine, I’ll let you go.”
She sighed dramatically while plopping back down onto the mattress.
“But to make amends for leaving me here so ruthlessly, you have to promise that you’ll stay in tonight and watch movies with me?”
A pout formed on her lips and you laughed in response. She was such a baby.
“Fine- oh no, wait. I can’t, I’m sorry.”
You had really wanted to agree to Lisa’s plans when you remembered that you had already let yourself be talked into a stupid idea by some other friends.
“Why not?”
Lisa asked upset and you scratched your neck sheepishly. You didn’t know why, but you didn’t really want to tell her where you were going.
“Um...I’ll be going out tonight.”
You beat around the bush, causing Lisa to look at you in amusement.
“Ouu are you going on a date?”
She giggled jokingly, but when she noticed that you were starting to blush, her grin faltered abruptly.
“Yes.”
You mumbled, suddenly feeling guilt washing over you, although you didn’t know why. It wasn’t like you owed Lisa to stay in. You were allowed to see other people; even if you couldn’t shake the feeling that it seemed to be wrong for some reason.
“Oh...yeah that’s no problem. I hope you have fun.”
Lisa flashed you a sad smile as she jumped out of your bed and climbed into her own one where she immediately hid under her blanket. Helplessly, you stood there, fighting the urge to explain yourself. You wanted to tell her that you didn’t even want to go on the date. Seungyeon who had the same major as you had just annoyed you until you agreed to see whoever she had chosen for you. Yet, you stayed quiet. There was no logical reason why you should justify yourself. Therefore, you turned around without saying another word and got ready to begin your day even though your heavy heart begged you to crawl under the blanket with Lisa.
Sparked by that incident, your whole day was ruined. You couldn’t stop thinking about the expression on Lisa’s face after she had found out about the date and you couldn’t stop thinking about the guilt that was tugging on your heartstrings. If you were honest, you couldn’t even look less forward to that date. Still, you tried your best not to be rude; it wasn’t the girl’s fault after all that you were in this unfortunate situation. Therefore, you met up for dinner with her like you had agreed. But it was just so hard to concentrate on her words when another girl occupied your mind. You couldn’t even enjoy the movie that you decided to watch together after dinner although you had really wanted to watch it for months; just not with her. All you wanted to do was to go home. Therefore, you almost sprinted out of the cinema as soon as the movie was over, much to the confusion of your date.
“I’m really sorry, but uhm...I have a test tomorrow morning and I really need to get some studying done.”
You apologized your behavior while ushering her to the car with big steps.
She would probably never go out with you again.
But for some reason that didn’t make you upset. You were more concerned about your friendship with Lisa right now. Therefore, you ended your date rather quickly. After you had brought her to her dormitory, you almost kicked her out of your car before speeding away.
12 am, you read on the display in your car, causing you to curse silently.
Would Lisa still be awake? You knew that she had an early class tomorrow and that she tended to fall asleep rather early. In that case, you wouldn’t be able to talk to her until your afternoon classes would end tomorrow. I can’t wait that long, you thought to yourself before parking your car carelessly and running to your dorm as if your life depended on it. You really needed to make sure that everything was alright between Lisa and you.
Slightly out of breath, you eventually arrived at your front door and unlocked it silently, just in case Lisa was already asleep. But gladly a stream of light fell into the hallway as soon as you pushed open the door and when you stepped inside, you could see Lisa sitting on her bed with her gaze firmly fixed on the door. You sighed in relief before closing the door and taking off your shoes.
“Why are you awake so late?”
You asked sheepishly to break the silence, observing how Lisa fidgeted about on the bed.
“Um...I wasn’t tired.”
She mumbled almost incompressible, but the tired look in her eyes told you that she was lying.
“Really? Because it almost seems like you were waiting for me.”
You giggled and Lisa’s eyes widened.
“No! I wasn’t!”
She defended herself vehemently, causing you to chuckle. She truly was a terrible liar.
Relieved that she didn’t seem to be mad at you, you threw your jacket and purse on your desk chair before getting into Lisa’s bed. You crawled all the way up to her lap and claimed the spot yours when you roommate didn’t protest. Wordlessly, she let you lean your back against her chest and after a while, her arms even found their way around your waist. With a small smile on your lips, you savored the feeling of the familiar comfort in silence until Lisa eventually cleared her throat.
“H-how was the date?”
She asked carefully and you wondered whether that was nervousness in her voice.
“Meh I wasn’t feeling it.”
You shrugged, causing Lisa to suddenly exhale loudly as if she was relieved by your answer.
“Um...That’s a pity.”
She commented though, causing you to turn your head to be able to look at her.
“Really?”
You sounded almost disappointed, but when your eyes met, you knew that there was no need to worry. There was no sympathy in Lisa’s eyes that would support her statement, but joy instead.
“No.”
She grinned before pulling you tightly against her body, causing you to giggle.
“Movie night tomorrow?”
You asked relieved, ready to go back to where Lisa and you had left off.
“Of course, or did you think I’d let go off you after tonight.”
Lisa scoffed and you threw your head back in laughter.
No objections here.
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Stone Cold Sober
Jax Teller x Reader
REQUESTED BY @everyhowlmarksthedead // OH, HI. WHAT A COINCIDENCE, ISN'T IT? 😏 I was thinking about Jax confesing to reader his feelings for her, being drunk, but she doesn't believe him and he gets angry, feeling like the fucking Hulk and destroying everything on his path. You choose the end, and if reader feels something for him or not ✨😎👌🏻
A/N: AND YOUR GIRL IS BACK 🙌🏼 lyrics are in bold
Glancing up at the clock on the wall, a sigh left Jax’s lips, it was 3pm and he was already 6 beers and 2 glasses of whiskey in.
What started off as a bit of Dutch courage ended up in him deciding to get slaughtered but at least if shit went south he hopefully he wouldn’t remember it come morning. He was going to pour his heart out and confess tonight at the party.
Hearing your laugh fill the room, he took a deep breath downing the rest of his beer he pushed himself off the stool, stumbling into you as he did.
“Whoa there blondy” you laughed helping Jax stand up right “looks like you started the party without me”
“Meh” he shrugged
“Everything okay?” You asked slightly concerned for your friend.
“Just peachy” Jax said with a slight slur before wandering off, swaying side to side as he did.
He never got this drunk at 3pm so you knew something was weighing heavy on his mind, but you knew from years of experience never to push for details off Jax as it just made things worse, he would tell you when he wanted.
The night went on and you currently had a nice buzz as you sat on the bench lighting a smoke.
You had noticed Jax was extremely drunk right now and you were getting worried. Until he stumbled over to you pretty much becoming a dead weight as he laid on you causing you to fall back on the bench.
“There’s my beautiful angel” he slurred placing his hand on your cheek “I love you”
“I love you too jackie” you laughed “but right now you are kinda crushing me”
“No no no no you don’t understand” he said “I love you, as in I want to kiss you so bad, I want to do everything couples do, I want you to be mine”
You instantly stopped moving, his words weighing you down now. Trying not to read too much into it because he was so drunk.
“And you are drunk Jax” you sighed “come morning you will have forgot what you have said and we will go back to being Y/N and Jax, the friends that ignore the tension”
“Right” he mumbled “yeah you are right I’m being stupid, I’m drunk and don’t know what I’m say, don’t worry about it”
Somehow he managed to push his drunken self off you and as quick as he appeared he had disappeared. Leaving you wondering what the hell just happened.
“You know drunken mind but sober heart” Happy said appearing from nowhere.
“Shit Hap what have I told you about sneaking up on me” you breathed placing your hand over your heart.
“Didn’t mean I listened to you” he smirked “but don’t rule out what he said as drunken words”
“Oh eavesdropping now” you winked, punching his chest.
Jax had now locked himself in his dorm room, anger running through his veins, he should have never said anything, he knew he would never be more than friends with you.
He should have stayed quiet.
His feelings just got too much for him as hot tears ran down his cheeks as he threw the bottle of Jim Beam against the wall watching the bottle shatter, just like his heart did moments ago.
Something flipped inside of him as he started smashing his room up. If it wasn’t nailed to the floor it was being launched at the wall. Picking up the photo frame he kept at the side of his bed, he ran his fingers over the picture letting a few tears drop onto the glass. You looked like a couple in the picture, it was from the weekend you fake dated for your cousins wedding. Taking a deep breath he threw the photo at the wall watching it break and fall to the floor.
His fit of rage was too much for him as he laid on his bed before passing out.
I woke up hungover
But still had to call you
'Cause I just realized girl
That maybe it was all true, yeah
As Jax opened his eyes, he realised just how hungover he was. Letting his eyes adjust to the light flooding into his room, he looked around his now trashed room before remembering his fit of rage last night.
He didn’t know what you did after, did you stay and continue drinking? Or did you go home?
Running his hands over his face as he sighed, he needed something to help this hangover so pushed himself off the bed before going on the hunt for coffee.
Happy was the only one up.
“You look rough brother” he nodded as he ate his cereal.
“Feel it as well” Jax sighed “did Y/N get home okay?”
“She’s still here, she’s probably passed out in my room” Happy said.
He saw the cogs turning in Jax brain followed by an angry expression.
“Not like that, look you disappeared at 9pm and I needed to get Opie as didn’t want to leave him alone for the night so we got an Uber and went to pick him up and you know when he is here she passes out curled up to the dog” Happy laughed.
I let the whiskey talk
And baby it said too much
I got the feeling now
It didn't say enough
'Cause I'm waking up alone
Missing that midnight kiss
I can't promise you forever
All I know is I still want you to come over
And I'm stone cold sober
“What’s up Jax?” Happy asked “something’s on your mind”
“I definitely let the whiskey talk last night” he huffed “but now I don’t think it said enough”
“I heard what you said last night and it’s just because you were so drunk Jax” Happy said placing his hand on Jax’s shoulder “just speak to her, now you are sober let her know what you said was true”
“It just sucked waking up alone you know, when she stays here she’s in my bed 95 percent of the time” Jax sighed “I don’t know if i fucked things up, I didn’t plan on being that drunk when I told her”
“Tell her today then” he shrugged “but sober”
Well I can lie about 99 percent of the time
When I've had too much to drink
Yeah I do stupid things
But this time is different
And baby it feels so right
I hope you were listening
To every word I said last night
Jax had scrapped the coffee he just needed to speak to you and clear the air.
Pushing the door open to Happys dorm he could help but smile as you had your body curled around Opie’s, your head resting on his back. He knew how much you loved the dog.
Sitting on the end of the bed, he watched you sleep for a few minutes before he ran his hands through your hair, making you stir from your sleep.
“Hey sleepy” he smiled at you.
“How’s the head?” You mumbled as you sat up stretching.
“Sore” he shrugged “but with how much I drunk I’m not surprised”
You both fell into an awkward silence.
“I let the whiskey talk last night” Jax sighed as he scratched behind Opie’s ear.
“I knew it was just because you were dru-“
“I’m not finished darlin” he half laughed looking up at you “yes at the time it might have said too much but now I don’t think it said enough”
You stayed quiet as Jax placed his hand on your thigh.
“Look I can’t promise you forever with the life I live but baby I hope you were listening to every word I said last night” he whispered keeping his gaze trained on his hand “yeah I know I got bloodshot eyes, but it’s all crystal clear that I don’t need Jim Beam to know I need you here”
“So everything you said last night” you trailed off
“Was true and yes I should have gone about it in a better way but after I disappeared I smashed my room up and passed out” he said looking up at you. “But I couldn’t hold my feelings back any longer, every time you introduce a new boyfriend I just want to kill them, I hate seeing you in the arms of another man”
“Jax” you breathed before confessing “you know I only did that to make you jealous”
“What”
“Yeah I didn’t know if you felt the same so why do you think the relationship never lasted that long” you whispered taking his hand in yours “because my heart belongs to a badass blonde biker who is the biggest idiot I know”
“Can I kiss you?” He whispered leaning forward resting his forehead against yours.
“Took you long enough to ask boy” you giggled.
The feeling of his lips on yours was euphoric, your mouths working in sync saying all the words that you couldn’t. The kiss left your whole body tingling and wanting more.
Pulling away when your lungs started burning from the lack of air you rested your forehead against Jax’s, a goofy smile on your face.
“What do you say we bail and go get some breakfast” he breathed “lord knows I need something to soak the alcohol up”
“Sounds like a plan Batman” you giggled before getting off the bed.
“You are such a dork do you know that?” Jax laughed, following you out the room with his hand planted on your lower back.
“Yeah I know” you winked looking at him over your shoulder “but you love it”
“Damn right I do darlin’”
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