#im triggered every time im surrounded by the teams' drunken bullshit but i find ways to cope.
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#i know that when joining a community you have to learning to put up with people who dont suit you. who you dont vibe with#but i feel like theres a distinct difference in not vibing with and putting up with bullies and those who wield their#insecurities and traumas like weapons against everyone around them. policing everyone and every space they enter with them.#like yeah its valid to be uncomfortable at times and be triggered at times but how you handle it is key.#im triggered every time im surrounded by the teams' drunken bullshit but i find ways to cope.#im triggered by the dickhead whos just like my ex-friend of 20+ years but i dont force the coach to kick them out to keep me happy#like. if its gonna be this safe space you're preaching you need to not be the key element of why it isnt safe. just thoughts.#ignore me im just getting very tired of the squad I'm on in rugby rn and considering bailing for the rfc even though i dont jive with#the coach and cant physically keep up with any of them and wont get any playing time#so on that side id be horribly depressed and ignored but socially i think id be happier because this mean girls shit. im done.#if we cannot stamp it out before the end of the season then im bailing for fall cause im not putting up with these fucks#its only a handful of ppl who police and act like the chronically online therapy speak dickheads who havent actually grown up#but theyre very loud about it and im. its not why I joined.
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