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#im kinda fighting my sleeping meds rn
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that thing where whumpee scuttles backwards on the ground as whumper approaches them and then their back hits the wall and they look up at whumper with terror and tears in their eyes
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spiked-mall-goth · 7 months
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god i hate being so sleepy tired forver... i am literally fighting to keep my eys open rn... like i feel like im dreaming and fighting sleeping meds but i HAVE to stay awake or else i die. like i have important things to do i canNOT be constantly interupted like this its killling meeeeeee. also my visions kinda blurry but whtver
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mulletmitsuya · 2 years
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Toman groupchat
Warnings: swearing, suggestive, mentions of being high, pure crack, also it's kinda long
Draken: yo I need to tell y'all something
Mikey: did you finally ask Emma out
Baji: did you finally ask Emma out
Mitsuya: let him talk
Draken: thanks Mitsuya
Draken: and no I didnt
Draken: I've been fighting demons
Mikey: idc stop being a coward
Smiley: pussy
Draken: can y'all stfu for a few seconds
Chifuyu: all ears Draken-kun
Kazutora: stfu Chifuyu, no one asked you
Chifuyu: ?????
Chifuyu: I don't remember talking to your ugly ass tf 🤨
Baji: calm tf down why are you guys always at each others throats
Kazutora: no lol he's pissing me off
Chifuyu: I didn't even do anything
Chifuyu: did you take your meds? is that why you're acting out?
Draken: please just let me talk
Smiley: you're such an attention whore
Mitsuya: Draken is it something important?
Draken: to me, yes
Mikey: idc I'm going to sleep
Mitsuya: guys c'mon just shut up for a few seconds
Hakkai: Draken-kun maybe you should dm people individualy? it doesn't look like people are gonna settle down soon
Smiley: love how he didn't care until Mitsuya thought it was important
Smiley: fucking simp
Hakkai: I didn't even do anything🙁
Angry: Smiley stop being mean
Chifuyu: Angry why do you only talk when it involves Smiley
Angry: I'm shy and most of you guys are intimidating
Mikey: love the honesty
Baji: Angry are your pubes blue
Mikey: 👁️👁️
Angry: ....
Angry: yeah
Smiley: you weren't supposed to answer the question he was making fun of you
Smiley: this is why you don't talk
Angry: but I want more friends
Mikey: free Souya‼️
Draken: oh my god
Draken: just a few seconds of attention that's all I want
Kazutora: what do you want whore
Mitsuya: guys fr just let him talk
Draken: ykw idc anymore I'm over it
Draken: I'll just dm Mitsuya
Mikey: ok fine you have the attention you wanted whore
Draken: well its smth I've been dealing with for a while now
Draken: and part of the reason I haven't asked Emma out yet
Smiley: you should have just started with that tbh we would have been more interested
Smiley: but you chose to be boring
Mikey: steal the moment Ken-chin
Kazutora: make some noise
Draken: FUCK
Draken: YOU GUYS ARE SO ANNOYING JESUS CHRIST
Draken: IM BISEXUAL
Draken: I LIKE GIRLS AND GUYS
Draken: FUCK YOU GUYS I DONT EVEN WANNA TALK ANYMORE
Mikey: ....
Mitsuya: ....
Hakkai: .....
Kazutora: ....
Angry: .....❤️🏳️‍🌈
Baji: I KNEW HE WASN'T STRAIGHT HAHGHAJSJ
Smiley: FIGHTING DEMONS
Smiley: ARE THE DEMONS HOMOSEXUALITY??????
Smiley: PLEASE
Mikey: ARE YOU SHITTING MY BALLS RN
Mikey: GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL GAY
Mikey: ANGRY'S EMOJI'S😭
Mitsuya: thanks for telling us Draken, we support you all the way
Chifuyu: how did you figure it out Draken-kun??
Chifuyu: was there an awakening
Draken: I hate all of you
Draken: except Mitsuya
Draken: thanks for sticking up for me bestie
Mitsuya: did you eat the edibles
Draken: yeah
Mitsuya: I told you not to
Draken: it's just
Draken: there were pink sprinkles
Draken: and yk that's my favourite colour
Draken: I had to
Draken: shit I'm never getting high again I can't feel my fucking tongue
Draken: also yes Chifuyu there was an awakening srry I forgot to answer
Baji: IM SCREAMING RN
Baji: WHAT WAS THE AWAKENING
Draken: I mean we have a circle of attractive friends idk what you want me to say
Baji: NAMES
Mikey: WE NEED NAMES
Mitsuya: both of y'all have boyfriends chill out
Mitsuya: and he still likes Emma
Mikey: Mitsuya aren't you tired of being responsible
Mikey: just freak out with us
Mikey: Ken-chin likes dick
Mikey: ITS A BIG DEAL
Mikey: I'll act a fool if I need to
Smiley: another one down. guess me and angry are the only heterosexuals left
Smiley: I actually respect Draken so I'll let this one slide
Angry: I have a crush on Rindou Haitani so no
Mikey: NAHHJSLSKS WHAT
Baji: THAT CAME OUT OF NOWHERE WHAT
Hakkai: THE ONE WHO ALMOST BEAT US TO DEATH????
Smiley: 😁
Smiley: excuse me??😁
Hakkai: Angry please tell me your joking he literally tried to kill us😟
Chifuyu: so many things are happening
Angry: I went to visit him and his brother in jail cause I wanted to apologize for almost killing them
Angry: and we've been hanging out
Angry: we usually go out for ice-cream😊
Baji: IS HE BEING SERIOUS
Baji: ANGRY BAGGED A HAITANI????
Kazutora: cap
Kazutora: Angry this is the first time I've seen you speak to anyone but Smiley and Hakkai
Kazutora: and youre telling us that you hang out with Rindou Haitani
Angry: I do tho🙁
Smiley: Angry let's have a talk
Angry: Smiley calm down he's really cool
Angry: when he's not killing people i suppose
Angry: and he hasn't killed that many people
Angry: mostly Ran does the murders, Rin just makes sure they can't move
Baji: RIN?????
Mitsuya: why are you talking about this so casually
Mitsuya: I don't judge
Mitsuya: but the Haitani's are.....bad news
Mitsuya: just stay safe
Draken: yeah, i have a pack of condoms in my drawer if you need em Angry
Mitsuya: .......that's not what I meant
Angry: thanks Draken-kun
Smiley: ?????????????
Mikey: Ken-chin why do you have condoms in your drawer I know you're not getting any😕
Draken: stfu
Draken: anyway I've said my truth
Draken: so I'm gonna leave now
Draken: bye👍
*Draken has gone offline*
Mikey: I'm going over to his house
Mikey: maybe I'll ride smth other than this bike
Baji: STOP
Kazutora: can't wait till he sobers up and reads this
Angry: I'm gonna go too. nice talk guys ☺️
*Angry has gone offline*
Smiley: ...
Smiley: I'ma have a few words with this bitch
*Smiley has gone offline*
Baji: so Mitsuya
Mitsuya: say something else I dare you
Baji: ayt 🤕
Baji: it's just since he's bi you have a chance now
Mitsuya: what the fuck did I just say
*Mitsuya has gone offline*
Kazutora: I think he's gonna hurt you
Baji: no he won't
Baji: shit nvm I think he's pulling up
*Baji has gone offline*
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wozwaid · 3 years
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Genshin Boys Sleep Habits
requests are always open so go off ig
ALSO I GOT THE VACCINE TODAY POGGG
Kaeya
- contrary to popular belief, he isnt always a little shit
- the only time you get to see a less annoying kaeya is when hes fast asleep
- hes a genuinely respectful sleeper and stays on his side
- even if he isnt sleeping next to someone, he still stays on his designated side (practice maybe?) 
- he’s naturally cold so sleeping in bed with him is AWESOME CUZ WHO DOESNT LOVE A COLD BED??? BOTH SIDES OF THE PILLOW ARE COLD TOO ITS AMAZING-
Diluc
- k hear me out
- i dont think he sleeps
- i cant see him wearing pajamas like i refuse to
- he doesnt change out of that leather outfit thingy
- lying down = vulnerable and diluc doesnt like either of those things
- but not in the “sleep is for the weak” sort of way, i think he just kinda forgets
- me too
Chongyun
 OEIJAFPEIODKPIO MY BELOVED
- yunnie sleeps on his back 
- and he doesnt move a muscle
- like if you saw him sleeping you might think that hes dead
- however during summer... chongyun is a sleep walker
its the funniest god damn thing ive ever seen in my brain
- his positive energy gets triggered by the heat so he stays cold, but its hard in the summer and for once in his life, chongyun gave up
- he walks around liyue at night and throws salt at people trying to exercise (spelling?) them
- he almost got into a fight with hu tao when he was sleep walking cuz she tried to wake him up
BIG. MISTAKE. never wake up a sleep walker
- the reason i said “almost” was because he tried to swing at her with his claymore but he didnt have it so he was just spinning in circles until he passed out. 
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Xiao
- voluntary insomniac 
- “you can die from lack of sleep? lol ok bet”
in another lifeee
- i mean he says he doesnt sleep cuz he doesnt need to but lets be honest: the bags under his eyes are heavier than his emotional baggage
- i feel like he would sleep standing up
- or with his eyes open
- OR BOTH
- maybe xiao is just constantly asleep and we just dont know it
- he isnt a sleep walker, he just likes killing things so much that he can LITERALLY do it in his sleep.
 catboy xiao
Albedo
- isnt he like... clay?
- i dont fucking know
Tar-Tar-taglia
- little. shit.
- he takes up the entire fucking bed
- and hes AWARE OF IT
- its not even a romantic thing where he could go “aw you can lie on top of me or something!”
- no. he jumps in the middle of the bed and stares at you with that look you get from 3 year olds when theyre about to do something that they know annoys u
- he sleep kicks too
- and sleep talks
- i feel like he leaks sometimes
wow that didnt make sense idk im on meds cuz im incredibly sore rn
- hes a cuddler but not hte good kind
- its not even cuddling its like hes putting you in a chokehold
anyways fuck you ed sheeran
k my arm hurts and i cant think or type anymore gn send requests for what u want me to write next
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kaemaki-enthusiast · 2 years
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may i have an encanto match up please<3
Hi my name is rex, i’m queer and use they/them pronouns and i’m 15. And i would prefer someone not over the age of 18 plz.
have like a caramel colored skin-tone and im 5’3 (short king). Rn i have a purple-pink short mullet and i have pretty curly hair(the ethnic popped off hehe), im pretty chubby but i have an hourglass shape, im pretty busty(im a fuckin k cup bro😭) and thicc thighs(thicc thighs save lives, sorry i’ll stop). I dress pretty alternative but i cant just choose one subculture tho, i wear a lot of heavy eye makeup. I could say i dress kinda “showy” but thats kinda what only fits me, but also who gives a fuck.
Im a libra sun, scropio moon, and gemini rising. This means that im a pretty social person and always wanna hang out with friends and just have fun, but moon in scropio makes my emotions rlly haywire and kinda boosts any sorta negative emotion, which is hard when you have chronic anxiety and major depressive disorder. Which also means i take medication for it, which i forget a lot. And because of these things i have anxiety tics, where it ranges to making noices and twitching a bit to full on hitting myself and saying random shit. But I really like making people laugh, it makes me feel helpful, but im also good at being to mother figure for people. I also like playfully bantering with people, like i love you but will full on roast you and get into fake fist-fights. I am a bit of a violent person at times but I have a punching bag and boxing gloves which help a lot. But I only get that angry when someone uses an insecurity of mine against me or is talking bad about someone i love, cause it you do that im beating your ass. I do have a bit of body insecurities mainly about my hip-dips and stomach. But because im curvy i get hit on by adults a lot and its creepy as fuck.
My hobbies include art (painting, drawing), sleeping (because i stay up mad late😭✌🏽), reading comics, Marvel and D.C superheroes, and super villains, cartoons, and anime/manga.
My favorite music genre’s are rock, alternative, emo, rap, and a little bit if indie music.
Personality: funny, sarcastic, creative, kind, inappropriate and the right times. Like im not gonna pull out a dick joke in front of your family
Im bad at describing what i look like so here:
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hello!!! 1, you are very attractive, 2, i’ve decided to match you withhh
Camilo!!
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HE LOVES YOUR STYLE SM!!! he makes you do his makeup instead of his sister doing it
loves that you dress “showy”
whenever you feel especially anxious, especially in a public situation, camilo will lead you away from it and have you focus on him, then list off things you see
makes sure you take your meds bc they’re important shawty
whenever your tics become more harmful (such as hitting yourself) camilo will place his hand against where your hitting so that it softens the blow, etc
camilo will playfully argue and fight with you, but he is a wimp so he’ll probably run away
will reassure that he loves everything about you
will either turn into luisa or send the real luisa + isabela to beat up whatever adults r talking abt u
sorry if this seems short, hope u like it ❤️❤️
@rexy26
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planetdream · 2 years
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That’s the worst part, I don’t even know if the cat was essential to the plot or not 😭 it was just kinda there?? Noooo no horny dream? It’ll happen eventually, I believe in you (or ig your brain) also I just checked my (half-assed) dream log and apparently it wasn’t m&m’s, it was cherries, and he did his little tiny clap thing that he does when I finally caught it in my mouth, so that’s cute
I love that us talking abt dreams has started a trend of anons sharing their idol-related dreams 💀 y’all have had some…interesting dreams to say the least. I’ve had my fair share of weird ass ones tho, like I had one where Mingi and I were stuck in a hotel fighting off a zombie invasion that turned out to be planned but we survived?? I also had one where Skz and I were at a hotel and we were all sitting on couches hanging out, except I was getting cuddle-sandwiched by Felix and Jisung? I was on jisungs lap straddling him and Felix was behind me? And if I remember right felix kept kissing my neck or something and the rest of the boys acted like it was completely normal 🤨
Idk my dreams are always so fucking vivid and kinda odd. I can’t remember any of my non-idol related dreams rn but they’re also hella weird, I’ll tell my mom and she’ll look at me like tf?? She always asks if I do something before bed like eat or if it’s a side effect of my meds and my answer is always no, my brain is just on one ig -🌙
when i have another horny dream i will definitely report back!!
these zombie apocalypse dreams omg??? i don't think ive ever had one of those...lve how it's a trend between a few of you. idk if i could be in an apocalyptic setting with mingi though—id be too h*rny. and to be cuddled by jisung and felix??? i literally could only dream about that—highkey jealous fr bc im only had...maybe three (?) skz related dreams. still waiting on a hyunjin dream 🛐
i keep a dream log, but the last one i entered was from nov 2020 😭 i usually can remember them scene by scene though, so i dont really have to write them down. i do know that when i smoke weed, sometimes i can't remember my dreams when i wake up :(( literally the only con of smoking. also don't dream/cant remember them if i sleep next to my phone.
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angsteraser · 4 years
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Clarke Griffin Modern AU
Reposting from my Instagram @allthings_.books
• Almost all the Clarke AU’s I read have her as a doctor – but I prefer thinking of her as an artist. I feel like yeah, ofc we saw her as a medic on the ground but that’s because she was the only one out of the 100 with the knowledge and background. And on the ark it’s not like artists were needed – she was the daughter of the head medic so it was her natural root. But that doesn’t mean it was a passion.
• But she definitely volunteered at hospitals in her spare time.
• she started out doing a med degree because that was what Abby wanted, and at the time she thought it was what she wanted to. But as she grew up and experienced life outside of the Griffin household she realised art was what she wanted to pursue. So she decided to major in it, and that’s when her mum stopped talking to her. She ended up finishing her medical degree to, because she only had two years left and did enjoy learning everything.
• So if you want to get a rough idea about how I imagine her life to be, maybe picture Lorelai Gilmore – but her incentive to leave wasn’t because of a baby but her degree.
• Coming to how she met everyone. I think during her childhood, she only had Wells as a friend, but then Jaha moved out of their small town and she lost Wells when she was in highschool (they reconnected when she moved out, and he would come to meet her whenever he could and vise versa because GUESS WHAT, no one dies in my world.).
• except Jake, idk I just can’t imagine her dad being alive in my world and her still doing half the things I write. So yeah, he died in a car crash in my head when she was in highschool.
• Throughout highschool she had friends but no one she could depend on. You know the whole ‘we will walk together to the washrooms and sit at the same table, but god forbid we share any valid life detail.’
• Then one night she went to New York to look at universities, and met Murphy at a bar. He was about to get his ass beat but she helped him out and they ended up getting drunk and he let her crash at his apartment.
• Idk I like the idea of her meeting Murphy first.
• She went back home the next day and forgot all about that night.
• So then she gets accepted into university, and for the first few years is doing her med degree, but lives at home and barely interacts with anyone.
• Then when she decides to do an art degree, she gets into a fight with her mother, and ends up moving out and into a dorm.
• THEN she meets Jasper, Monty and Octavia who go to the same university – but she never saw before because they obviously werent in the same department as her and Clarke never hung around the university.
• They helped her settle into the independent life and get her own space and through them she met Raven, Bellamy and everyone else.
• She ofc saw Murphy with them as well and they hit it off again
• Okay now random headcanons that I thought of.
• I can only picture her in like a studio apartment, with BIG windows, a huge living room space. Wood and neutral colours. One bedroom, and a small kitchen that’s apart of the living room.
• And her work EVERYWHERE. She would paint and decorate all her furniture. Design all her pillow covers. She was an artist and proud of it.
• Her living room is her art studio, and has easels and paint and canvas’ everywhere.
• Definitely a night owl™.
• TERRIBLE puns and knock knock jokes.
• Plus she has terrible joke timing.
• But she got really excited when she told a joke so everyone laughed anyway.
• She was ALWAYS cold. Always. Her feet were like ice cubes. But she never wore shoes because they annoyed her feet. And she wouldn’t turn up the heat because it ruined her ‘vibe™’
• big snacker, she’d be the one with all the unbranded, weird ass snacks in her cupboard like idk squirrel shaped onion rings or whatever. Basically my girl took full advantage of the freedom she got after leaving Abbitch.
• But she was always forgetting to eat actual m e a l s.
• sleep schedule? I think the fuck not. The sun came up and went down it was all the same to her.
• She loved animals, especially dogs – but didn’t trust herself to take care of one. Neither did Wells, not after her fourth grade Hamster™.
• She would research about the most random things, just so she was always prepared and well informed for a Debate (Heated Argument*) at anytime.
• Loved board and card games. And was super competitive which goes without saying. She was an UnO chaMp™.
• A tumblr girl™ – either you know what I mean or you don’t. Like yeah she had all the socials – her private school friends back home made them for her. But she didn’t know their usernames or passwords. Her instagram bio still her highschool name in it. But then she could spend hours on tumblr because they were Her People™.
• Loved painting her clothes. Especially her socks. All her socks had her favourite characters on them, ranging from the Bananas in Pajamas and Pippi Longstocking to Monica in FRIENDS.
• Speaking of characters. She had two extremes while watching shows – either she would immerse herself fully in them, analysising every character development, researching every plot hole, ranting about every character on tumblr, or she wouldn’t watch it at all. No in betweens here maam.
• She loved crime shows, and would try and guess the end result before the episode ended.
• Also loved rewatching movies and commenting about how dumb everyone was.
• Physically incapable of turning down a dare ?? rumour has it she’d break out in hives if she did.
• Like she was sensible and practical, she had to be after leaving home when she was like 19 (idk im not good with working out ages) and the only money she had was the cash her dad left her, because Abby is a bitch and cut her off. The money was enough to pay for her art degree (Abby had already taken care of the medical one) – anyways getting off topic.
• Basically she was smart and sensible but say the word Dare™ and she would bunjy jump from her flats window..
• Claustrophobic. Good thing her apartment had that window, huh? (I just really like the idea of Clarke painting in front of a big ass window with the view of New York beneath her. It’s my whole brand rn)
• Coming back to apartments, poor thing never learnt how to lock a door. She was always leaving her door open, and Bellamy (look I have so many Modern Bellarke AU’s but Im running out of room so i’ll give us all just one) would come in with food (because her friends had to feed her if she wouldn’t herself.) and have to shout at her.
• She just kept loosing her keys under her shit so it was either leaving the door open or being locked out all night.
• So ofc, she left the door open.
• had a pillow army™. The fluffy ones, ones shaped as penguins, and doughnuts and various other food items. You couldn’t see much bed, all it was was pillows.
• Her life goal after moving out of her mums and getting an apartment was to keep one (1) potted plant alive (‘that cactus was fa u l t y’)
• has a really old tattered leather journal that was filled with sketches and ideas and reminders she would never remember to check.
• S t i c k y n o t e s on fridges kinda girl™. But all her friends were convinced it was because they looked pretty, because it’s not like she ever CHECKED what she wrote.
• She loved those honk if you’re __ stickers. she’d constantly switch the one on her jeep. (YES the jeep made it into my headcanons, don’t fight it)
• was a ‘blast your music loud and proud kind of girl’
• indie music when she was worked, or painting something that required concentration and a steady hand. Rock when she was jamming out and cooking
• speaking of cooking, my girl can’t cook, okay?. She was a master at breakfast foods and could whip up pancakes that tasted like fairy dust but that was I T.
• because yes, she would follow recipes. To begin with at least. But halfway through she would get bored and *merge* steps and it would all just be a mess.
• She drunk dialed Abby once and said ‘no mum, i’m giving up YOUR dreams’ because she would be damned if she couldn’t live out her Disney fairytale when the opportunity was r i g h t there.
• As for work, she had a part time job in the book store near her flat at night. In the day she would paint, and a lot of her work sold for top dollar. Her parents circle were her first few clients, and as they spread the word she found her career taking off.
• She hated being still and not doing something. So when she wasn’t painting, or hanging out with her friends, or at work, she would volunteer at the local hospital.
• But no matter how hard they tried to get her to actually w o r k there, she wouldn’t.
But like, she would also *volunteer* all night if need be, and all the staff treated her like she was actually working there idk lol this probably makes no sense but it’s clear in my head and I love it.
• The Delinquents (yeah, they call themselves that. Octavia is a softhearted rebel™) always ended up crashing at her apartment (because her door was always unlocked) and she loved painting them while they had movie night together, or stayed up late baking.
• All their apartments were full of paintings she did from their time together that they liked.
• OH THEY DEFINITELY WATCHED THE VOICE OR AMERICAN IDOL OR S O M E T H I N G LIKE THAT TOGETHER –
• wait I can see this so clearly. NONE of them could sing except Harper
• but that didn’t stop them from rating everyone elses voices and shouting at the judges for their decisions.
• now I am having group flashes oop -
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warmau · 7 years
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hi!!!!! can I please request for a minhyun college au? I am addicted to your writing (・´з`・) thank you in advance xxx
for nu’est ive decided it’d be cool to make them all medical students!! so consider it residency-college!au LOL~
specialty: minhyun is doing his residency in dermatology  
is known as the “pretty boy” of the unit and other residents are always joking that patients favor him because,,,,,,,,well one he has gorgeous skin,,,,,,,but everything else about him is literally just as gorgeous
is really sweet and tries his best to be polite,,,,,,even if taking another 10 hour shift is literally going to Kill Him,,,,,minhyun just smiles and is like : ) it’s fine : ) im fine
his superiors like him the most and their favoritism shows because guess who doesn’t get yelled out for taking a five minute snack break? it’s minhyun
but even though he comes off so mannered and mature,,,,,he has a lil nerdy side,,,,,like his phone background is always his cute niece and him but one day someone noticed that his lock screen was literally a screenshot from the transformers movie,,,,,,,like,,,,,,,,,
everyone keeps asking if he’s dating and minhyun is just like,,,,i,,,,,d,,dating?!?!?!?! and they’re like oh my god you have the face and you’re telling us you haven’t used it yet
and minhyun is like ?!?! i use it everyday to eat, to read - and everyone is like oh jesus no that’s nOT WHat we MEANT
but if anyone as much as dares to try to do ‘corrupt’ minhyun (as dongho affectionately refers to it) minhyun just turns pink and bites his lips and is like i!! don’t know anything about that,,,,,
boy is already in residency and sometimes if a patient get too close he has to excuse himself,,,,,,,soft boy
speaking of dongho and the rest of nu’est they all do residency in the same hospital so every now and then they’ll meet up to eat lunch outside
and everyone swoons because they’re the ~visual residents~ a group of goodlooking guys in white doctors coats,,,,,,what a dREAM
and then dongho gets crumbs all over his scrubs and minhyun is like come here i need to clean it - don’t you dare run from me- come bacK
is really good at his job though, so much so that people are like he doesn’t even need to do residency he knows sO MUCh
graduated at the top of his class in med school, still studies as diligently as before, literally takes notes on e v e r y t h i n g the doctors say
jr jokes that when minhyun opens his own dermatology clinic he should give all of them face lifts but minhyun is like,,,,,,,,im not doing that im doing immunodermatology wanna hear what i learned about leprosy-
jr: i gtg rn i was just trying to make a joke i am so sorry
anyway you also work in the hospital,,,,,but not as a resident or anything you’re actually in the tech department
and you know about minhyun because how can you not,,,,,but also,,,,,,,,he’s called the tech department like a minimum of twenty times a week because for some reason he’s super smart
but takes like ten years to type in a patients chart notes and he’s always getting a bit confused with the hospitals interface
and you,,,,,,,dont mind being the one called to help him i mean like have you /SEEN/ him  
just standing beside him is like basking in the sunlights glow and u dont mind. not one bit. tbh u r not gonna like lie when u see a call from the dermatology dept u basically fight people for the phone
buuuuut you also know that it’s a one sided kinda thing,,,because minhyun could have anyone,,,,,,,literally 
u can tell from the fact that his lab coats pockets are always full of candy, letters, and more that both patients and staff give him and yeah it makes ur heart sink a bit but like,,,,
whatever the short moment where you get to stand beside him at the desk and tell him (for the 15th time) how to reset the scheduling system works like,,,,,it’s enough
which is why when you get called down again, minhyun voice sounding apologetic over the phone u cheerily tell him it’s no problem - you’ll be right down to see what happened 
but since the elevator is taking too long u decide to go down the stairs where,,,,you hear voices echoing as you get closer to the floor ur supposed to meet minhyun on
and???? they sound familiar,,,,,one is obviously dongho’s,,,,,and the other???? minhyun?
and u stop your steps,,,listening to their echoing words 
“are you going to ask them? minhyun it’s been two weeks since you decided to say something and you’re still putting it off.”
“,,,,,what if they don’t like me-”
“NO OFFENSE BUT THATS NOT POSSIBLE”
you blink,,,,wondering if you’re hearing another voice,,,,,and it is,,,,this one belongs to another resident. ren
“minhyun, seriously you’re handsome. i dont say that a lot. but ur handsome. very handsome. look at me minhyun does it look like i would lie.”
and finally,,,,the calmest voice of the bunch belong to jr: “you should go for it. i think they like you too.”
and you’re not sure what else they say because the door opens and a couple of nurses rush by you, their footsteps making noise
and in your head you’re wondering,,,,,,who is it that minhyun likes,,,,,,,
but not wanting to get lost in your thoughts you rush down coming out into the dermatology dept and seeing minhyun leaning against the wall near the elevators. 
you pat his shoulder,,making him jump a bit and the both of you breaking into blushing apologizes but then he mumbles that he’s pretty sure something is going on with the vital monitor
and you go inside the room to check it out
and as you’re doing your work,,,,you don’t notice minhyun bite his lip,,,,shy eyes trying to avoid your figure in the center of the room
quietly fidgeting with his name tag pinned to his collar
and when you turn, smile on your face “done! it just got unhooked-”
“are you free,,,,,on sunday?”
minhyun’s sudden question catches you off guard and you’re like w-what?? and he’s like,,,,,,,, “i-,,,,i have a shift,,,,but i can- it ends at 8 so i could take u to dinner,,,,,maybe,,,,,-”
minhyun,,,,with all his pretty features and polite personality cannot seem to stutter out a date invitation 
but,,,,you also cant believe ur ears???? the person minhyun liked?????was you???
and you’re like “d-don’t you not have many free days? you should rest-”
“it’s ok! i want to,,,,,spend it with you.”
there’s something of a shy smile on his face,,,,but his eyes are nervous and you’re always feeling your palms sweat
because god u really want to say yes,,,,the happiness in your stomach is turning to butterflies,,,,,but you also know that minhyun should rest
so you go “ok,,,,,but how about we do something simple,,,,like watch a movie at my place?”
and minhyun almost turns cherry red at the mention of coming over and he refuses,,,,,saying it’d be un-gentlemen-y of him but ur just like pleassse it’s fine
safe to say you guys do have that date at your place but you purposly pick a boring movie so minhyun falls asleep fifteen minutes in and you let the tired med student sleep soundly on your shoulder as you do your own thing
and ofc when he wakes up minhyun is a mess of “im sorrys” and “im not a creep i promise” but u just laugh and tell him it’s ok,,,,,it was a perfect first date because u were able to see him rest
which honestly just makes minhyun’s heart flutter even more about you,,,,,on the way home he texts ren and is like “i think they’re an angel,,,,,,,”
dating med student!minhyun is slow at first because he’s surprisingly shy about pda or skinship,,,,,to the point where when he first holds ur hand he has to let go 5 minutes later and be like “its not that i dont want to,,,its just,,,,,my hand got sweat and i didnt want u to think thats gross-” and u had to grab his hand back and be like idc if its sweaty i want to hold it forever, minhyun once he gets more comfortable has a habit for always dusting off your uniform or tucking strands of your hair back because he thinks u look cute when ur all neat and whatnot, tbh dongho and jr tell minhyun it might be a lil weird but u like it,,,its minhyun’s personality so u accept it, since he works super long hours u dont really get to see each other often but minhyun really likes it when u text him what ur doing after work esp if u include pictures, at first he’d just be like oh! cool :D or looks yummy! but as you two get closer he’ll kinda be a little sappy saying things like even your silhouette is pretty or i wish i could be beside you right now, a constant struggle is showing people photos of you and minhyun together looking cute in the hospital lobby doing peace signs and ur like that’s my boyfriend! and people are like no no no thats a celebrity honey and ur like,,,no,,,,,no he’s my bf,,,,,,,basically people r just really shocked because minhyun’s visuals are no joke, whenever someone confesses to minhyun whether it’s a patient or a staff he gets all embarrassed but also secretly reaLLY likes saying he has a significant other that he is head over heels for, ren makes fun of him so much for it he imitates his voice and calls out ur name and is like head !!! oveR HEELs~~~!! and minhyun is like pLEASE and ren is just kiss kiss love love u two are sooooo corny, on an anniversary minhyun had work but he sent you a video of him playing on the piano and singing your favorite love song and it legitimately made you tear up, does this thing where when he gets really really tired he’ll never admit it but one kiss from you makes it feel like he can take on the WORLD, an exchange resident named aaron comes to visit and minhyun introduces you to him and is like he’s my bff and aaron is just like “so what base have you and minhyun reac-oK FINE I WONT ASK”, those rare times where residents get more than a day off minhyun always insists on doing the absolute most for you and sometimes you have to literally argue with him to let you do something because he works so hard you want to support him and make it easy, you cooked for him once and you can’t tell if him telling you he LOVED it was fake or real,,,,,,,you guys got matching sweaters from the nu’est boys as a gift and they’re bright pink and corny and minhyun refuses to wear them until you giggled and put it on and minhyun melts for anything you do so he was like ok FINE, surprised you once by pulling you into a storage closet at the hospital and letting a hand slip up your shirt and you were like minhyun?? ?against his neck and he,,,,,couldn’t keep it up you felt his cheeks go hot and he was a stuttering mess like ten minutes in but he was also like i just,,,i really wanted you i dont know what came over me ,,,,,WHAT A FREAKING CUTIE AMIRIGHT THO,,,,promises that once he is done with residency he’s going to get a good job and take you on vacation for never leaving his side through the hardest years of his life and you just kiss his nose and tell him not to worry about it,,,,,but seriously the only thing on minhyun’s mind sometimes (which he finds fascinating) is how much he really rEALLY wants to make you happy,,,,,,,,,,he wants a future,,,,with you 
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cherri-ice · 6 years
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fuck you 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
uH MY CLOSE FRIEND LMAO? 2. Are you outgoing or shy?
lowkey both?? im more shy but if i know the person im incredibly outgoing 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
MY LOWKEY GF4. Are you easy to get along with?
oft no 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
YEP6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
ppl who are kind !! also ppl who could either break me or love me 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
,, hopefully8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
,,, can i say keaton henson bc his music makes me sob9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
no but depending w who lmao :””^10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
mm i think my friend from school abt shitty people ngl 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
”do you think it’d be a good idea for me to run and get tea right now”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
ok jeez
1. cherry bomb - the runaways (wow, original)
2. all of sevdalizas songs ever
3. blood // water - grandson
4. charger - gorillaz
5. pools - glass animals
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
YESYEYSYESYEYSYES. fuck yes.14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
mhm!!15. What good thing happened this summer?
err i mean, if u count summer as past summer then convincing my dang dad that i dont wanna stay at my shitty school lmao?? 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
depends on what kind of kiss !! but ye!!17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
pfft, absolutely 18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
,,, i dont think so tbh19. Do you like bubble baths?
HELL YE I DO20. Do you like your neighbors?
ngl i dont rly talk to them but they seem Nice21. What are your bad habits?
if i dont know someone all too well i tend to joke around w them?? idk its weird but i kinda get annoyed easy as well,, altho another bad habit is my flaky ass backing out of events sometimes22. Where would you like to travel?
i’d love to ,,, travel to scotland or france23. Do you have trust issues?
oh boy i do24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
going the hell to sleep again and wrapping myself up25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
every part w scars lmao26. What do you do when you wake up?
take my dang meds27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
,, idk?? i like my skin tbh but it could clear tf up28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my sister29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
nope :””^ 30. Do you ever want to get married?
yes!!31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
ye lmao32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
,,, IM 16 LETS NOT GO HERE33. Spell your name with your chin.
aki34. Do you play sports? What sports?
i work out but i dont play sport lmao35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
without tv, music is my lifeblood36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
almost always37. What do you say during awkward silences?
i try to joke abt smth usually38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
someone who cares for me smh39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
T2, I LOVE TEA,,, 40. What do you want to do after high school?
university or nap 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes!! unless they’re super shitty42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
i’m nervous, anxious or overthinking43. Do you smile at strangers?
i try to ??44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
oo fuck outer space ty45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
,, honestly talking to lovely ppl46. What are you paranoid about?
people abandoning me or being completely alone and shut in and just,, closed away from the world47. Have you ever been high?
tba48. Have you ever been drunk?
not rly lmao i have a high tolerance 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
,, UM,,, lowkey yes50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
olive51. Ever wished you were someone else?
before, yes. now? nah, i’m pretty good 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
highkey wish i was less anxious 24/7
53. Favourite makeup brand?
NARS. nars. or kat von d altho i hate what she stands for
54. Favourite store?
T255. Favourite blog?
,, idk? 56. Favourite colour?
blue / green!!57. Favourite food? 
creme brulee58. Last thing you ate?
a rly good double cheese burger59. First thing you ate this morning?
croissant60. Ever won a competition? For what?
knowledge of novels for school!! or art wise, i’ve won a few comps inside our school61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
nope62. Been arrested? For what?
nada63. Ever been in love? 
smh i fall in love,, way to easily64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
,, jeez i hate the person who it was with, but it was underneath the harbour bridge after chocolate strawberries and a picnic,, she asked if she could kiss me and i said yes65. Are you hungry right now?
jfc not rly im super content tbh66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
no @official-akko is a binch (im kidding i love u)67. Facebook or Twitter?
fb68. Twitter or Tumblr?
tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now?
nope but i was watching law and order svu 70. Names of your bestfriends? 
beauty, my cat71. Craving something? What?
cuddling someone and gently lying my head on their chest 72. What colour are your towels?
white!!72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3 binch73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
yes!!74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
on my bed is 2, but i think at least 5+ around 75. Favourite animal?
i love,, cats,,,, so fucking much 76. What colour is your underwear?
wouldn’t u like to know77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
mm cookies and cream?79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
dark bluuee80. What colour pants?
grey81. Favourite tv show?
right now its between brooklyn 99 and stranger things82. Favourite movie?
i will never stop loving mulan or the princess diaries 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
mean girls 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
mean girls i guess 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
,, janis ian86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
uh the turtle smh87. First person you talked to today?
ash!! 88. Last person you talked to today?
rn, its niko89. Name a person you hate?
me90. Name a person you love?
ash91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
GOD this one asshole from school i will actually brawl92. In a fight with someone?
not rly?? idk93. How many sweatpants do you have?
at least 494. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
5!!95. Last movie you watched?
legally blonde pfft96. Favourite actress?
i lowkey love madelaine petsch97. Favourite actor?
shrugs loudly98. Do you tan a lot?
no im pale af99. Have any pets?
a cat!!100. How are you feeling?
tired, coffee makes me tired101. Do you type fast?
yep!! i can touch-type too so i dont even have to look most of the time as well lmao102. Do you regret anything from your past?
waayyy too fuckin much regret over what ive done to myself 103. Can you spell well?
ye!!104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
,, my grandma :105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
nope lmao106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
,, i think i have,,, 107. Have you ever been on a horse?
yes!! i go horseriding at least four times during the year108. What should you be doing?
sleeping probably109. Is something irritating you right now?
i have a fuckin itch on my leG110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yep,, oh boy 111. Do you have trust issues?
i already answered this lmao112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
,, my sister because i wanted her to comfort m e shes v sweet113. What was your childhood nickname?
”leash”114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yes!!115. Do you play the Wii?
sometimes116. Are you listening to music right now?
i am, its glass animals :””^117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
yes!!118. Do you like Chinese food?
eh, iffy but i dont mind it!119. Favourite book?
THE NAME OF THE WIND BY PATRICK ROTHFUSS120. Are you afraid of the dark?
only a lil121. Are you mean?
,, i think i am sometimes122. Is cheating ever okay?
never ever ever ever is it okay.123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
yes! if not i fuckin clean em wth124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
not rly? i think love is something you have to grow and share together, kind of like a garden plant? works gotta go into it for it to blossom 125. Do you believe in true love?
i believe in it!126. Are you currently bored?
,, yea lmao127. What makes you happy?
memes, reading and tea ngl128. Would you change your name?
birthname? ye, probably lmao129. What your zodiac sign?
cancer! im an emotional fucking crab130. Do you like subway?
ye!131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
remind them im a lesbian132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
binnch this is a past question133. Favourite lyrics right now?
”Our skinIn time would tellCan I hold on to our genesIn my lifeI could not failWhen I run out will you leave?”
134. Can you count to one million?
i can but i’d loose track i have attention issues pfft135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
”i was late because my cat threw up one on of my school uniforms and i had to change”136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed, idk who can trust anyone that much to keep them open137. How tall are you?
5′7!138. Curly or Straight hair?
i have wavy hair if this is asking m e139. Brunette or Blonde?
blonde140. Summer or Winter?
winter141. Night or Day?
night142. Favourite month?
july bc its cold and my birth month143. Are you a vegetarian?
nooppe144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
milk chocolate!145. Tea or Coffee?
tea146. Was today a good day?
meh, highs and lows 147. Mars or Snickers?
mars148. What’s your favourite quote?
either:a. “And what we learn about ourselves in those moments, where the trigger has been squeezed, is this: the past is not dead. There are things that wait for us, patiently, in the dark corridors of our lives. We think we have moved on, put them out of mind, left them to desiccate and shrivel and blow away; but we are wrong. They have been waiting there in the darkness, working out, practicing their most vicious blows, their sharp hard thoughtless punches into the gut, killing time until we came back that way.” from Trigger Warning (Short fictions and disturbances), neil gaiman
or
b. “Perhaps the greatest faculty our minds possess is the ability to cope with pain. Classic thinking teaches us of the four doors of the mind, which everyone moves through according to their need.First is the door of sleep. Sleep offers us a retreat from the world and all its pain. Sleep marks passing time, giving us distance from the things that have hurt us. When a person is wounded they will often fall unconscious. Similarly, someone who hears traumatic news will often swoon or faint. This is the mind's way of protecting itself from pain by stepping through the first door.Second is the door of forgetting. Some wounds are too deep to heal, or too deep to heal quickly. In addition, many memories are simply painful, and there is no healing to be done. The saying 'time heals all wounds' is false. Time heals most wounds. The rest are hidden behind this door.Third is the door of madness. There are times when the mind is dealt such a blow it hides itself in insanity. While this may not seem beneficial, it is. There are times when reality is nothing but pain, and to escape that pain the mind must leave reality behind. Last is the door of death. The final resort. Nothing can hurt us after we are dead, or so we have been told.” - The name of the wind, patrick rothfuss
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes!! i believe that ghosts exist lmao, or at least guiding spirits 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“… but he left his doubts unspoken. Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.” - Game of thrones lmao
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glomofnit · 7 years
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so i ran out of meds on monday bc im a Fool, and the pharmacy wasn’t able to do a same-day refill like they usually do, so i was predictably Kinda Fucked Up that night and most of Tuesday which wasn’t super fun but whatever
the problem is it didn’t immediately improve like it has in past after I manage to take my meds?? like i was expecting wednesday to maybe still be a lil weird and it was but it literally has not stopped??
i’ve been disassociating on and off all week, mostly lowkey but its been pretty bad at times ://
& i’ve been suuuper tired too more than just usual summer heat tired, kinda verging on depression tired?? so i’m like, am I not getting enough sleep?? am i fighting off what would otherwise be a major depressive episode?? is there something different about this batch of meds???
i mean like I am Stressed(tm) rn bc i still dont have a fucking job and im broke as shit but this doesn’t feel like anxiety usually does?? so idfk whats going on
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