shiny star / yoon jeonghan
â Jeonghan x Reader
â shiny star!au // university!au // non idol!au // strangers to lovers // fluff // slice of life
â word count: 6.1k~
â inspired by: Shiny Star (2020) - KyoungSeo
â Shiny Star masterlist (can be read as standalone)
Seungcheol // Jeonghan // Joshua // Junhui // Soonyoung // Wonwoo // Jihoon // Seokmin // Mingyu // Minghao // Seungkwan // Hansol // Chan
âwarning: curses, food, this one is pretty much peaceful but reader is a little insecure towards the end, NOT PROOFREAD IM SORRY, also it's been so long since i write i feel like my ability is deteriorating sdjfhbjsdhf
âA/N: happy birthday, han, i forgot ur bday is so close by so i literally finished this like 5 hrs before ur bday đđ i hope you guys enjoy this and pls do tell me what you think about it <3
ë ìąìíë ëŽ ë§ììŽ ííìŽ ì ëŒ
My feelings for you are hard to explain
êżìŽ ìëë©Ž ìąêČ ìŽ ì꟞ ìì ëì
I hope itâs not a dream, I keep on smiling
When you first meet Jeonghan, you fall asleep on his shoulder on your way home.
You didn't sleep well the night before, having stayed up for a quiz that thankfully wasn't for nothing because you felt quite confident the moment you stepped out of the classroom.
That said, you still believe now that's the reason why you managed to somehow fall asleep on a stranger's shoulder on the subway. Like that's not embarrassing enough, you didn't even get to apologize properly because you woke up right after you missed your stop and you panicked, hurriedly stepping down the next one without missing the sound of airy chuckle from the man beside you.
He didn't even seem bothered, just very amused.
Itâs definitely not the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to you because the guy is totally not the most beautiful person you've ever encountered in your life (after Jisoo, that is).
Yep, not the case at all.
At least you can rest assured you would never see him again. He does look familiar for some reason, but you mix people up all the time and you're sure it's going to bite you back one of these days.
Unfortunately for you, when youâre finally about to forget the absolutely-not-embarassing-incident, the universe decides it wants to to play a joke and you somehow do meet him again when youâre waiting for your subway home almost a month later.
You contemplate on thanking him, but, at the same time, you hope the ground would swallow you whole because the man is even more gorgeous now that you have the time to actually look at him. Like thatâs even possible because you already think he was beautiful before and you didnât even get to see him properly.
Fortunately for you (or not, youâre not sure), he looks your way and he raises an eyebrow at the sight of you; like heâs amused and like itâs some kinda game for him. To put it short, youâre annoyed. So you copy his action and the guy shamelessly grin at your acknowledgement.
Much to your horror, he comes closer and you have nowhere to go unless you want to make a scene, which really isnât worth it. (Also, you may or may not enjoy the gist of attention heâs throwing your way.) He moves from his line to stand behind you, and the two of you unknowingly play the game of wits in silence.
Whoâs going to make the first move?
The voice inside your head tells you to thank him, because itâs the decent thing to do and⊠you actually did have a good nap thanks to that episode; it was probably the most well rested 30 minutes nap you have ever taken in a subway. But, then again, you can just pretend you donât recognize him and leave it that way.Â
You jump at the arrival announcement, having been too deep in your thought that you didnât realize youâve been spacing out for almost 5 minutes already. You couldâve sworn you heard a chuckle quickly followed by a cough from the man behind you and youâre this close to asking him what it is he finds funny; but you have no proof heâs laughing at you and you do realize youâre probably way too conscious for your own good.Â
Seriously, all this can simply be a coincidence and youâre putting meaning into nothing.
âŠor so you thought.
Because now that youâre inside the train, youâre sure this guy is definitely messing with you. There are plenty of empty seats in the subway but he decides to sit right beside you for some reason and, at this point, you feel like heâs taunting you and itâs annoying you inside out.
You considered telling him off, but he addresses you first and youâre annoyed for exactly two reasons: 1. His tone is annoying 2. Your heart actually skips a bit because heâs addressing you.Â
God, are you that desperate for attention? Youâre fully aware youâve been whining to Jisoo about wanting a boyfriend way too much these days, but you need to get it together because this isnât it.
âGonna take a nap again today?â He grins, and you actually have to hold yourself back from rolling your eyes because this is your chance to finally thank him and youâre not gonna miss it now that the chance has presented itself.
âFor the record, I slept late that night for a quiz, and I want to apologize and thank you for that day.â You managed to say it as calmly as possible despite your (mock) annoyance. The heat seeping up your neck is betraying you though, and you will your heart to calm down because itâs embarrassing to have a crush on him just because heâs bothering you (and because he looks like an angel).
Or perhaps youâre just in denial (not that anyone needs to know).
Unexpectedly, he shrugs and tells you itâs nothing, that you really did look tired and, as a university student, he knows exactly how it feels to be exhausted to the point of falling asleep on a subway.
âPlus, youâre Seungcheolâs friend, arenât you?â
You blink in confusion, asking him how he knows your close friend or the fact that youâre his friend.
âIâve seen you on his instagram. Plus, he talks about you and your friends a lot.â He shrugs nonchalantly, though he tells you heâs not actually sure until he gets a good look at you just now. âIâm Jeonghan, by the way.â
âYoon Jeonghan? I think Cheol mentioned you and⊠uhh⊠Joshua? as a package usually.â
âAh, I see my reputation has preceded me.â He grins in amusement, and you return the esture. How can you not realize heâs Seungcheolâs friend? That friend of yours has mentioned Jeonghan so many times even though usually itâs just him complaining that heâs being bullied by his two friends who're studying in another university.
Huh. Has Seungcheol never posted them on Instagram or are you just that ignorant?
You really would've known if Choi Seungcheol has a friend as beautiful as Jeonghan, but, then again, you suck at remembering peopleâs faces and youâve never been really interested in what people post on social media so that might be why.
âSeungcheol complains about you and your other friend all the time,â you say before you know it and Jeonghan is more than happy to continue the conversation from there.Â
If heâs being honest, Jeonghan isnât sure either why heâs entertaining a conversation with a strangerâsomeone that accidentally fell asleep on his shoulder almost two weeks ago, someone that turns out to be his own best friendâs close friend.
He recalls Seungcheol talking about you, another girl called Jisoo, and a guy called Jinhwan; the small circle he has in university consisting of people he genuinely considers friends and would often hang out with even outside university. He has never really paid much attention when Seungcheol talks about his university friends, but now that youâre in front of him, he sees why Seungcheol seems to like you; he can tell youâre embarrassed as hell just a few moments ago, yet you still swallow it in to thank him and apologize for nothing at all.
It was pure spontaneity that drove him to mess with you, he was bored and you were there. He wasnât sure you were going to recognize him, but he got his answer the moment he locked eyes with you and you challenged him into a stare down. Thatâs when he decided heâs going to annoy you; heâs in one of his weird moods, anyway. Else, he wouldnât be finding fun talking with strangers.
âOh!â You jump at the announcement, thankful that you catch it just in time. Has it really been thirty minutes already? âThis is my stop.â
Jeonghan turns to the tiny screen announcing your stop and looks just as surprised. His stop was three stops ago. Did he really have that much fun talking to you that he forgot about it? Him? The one person always eager to go home?
Itâs then that the train stops, the announcement once again broadcasting your stop and you pat his shoulder and wave your hand, telling him youâll see him around before getting out of the train to wherever you need to be.
On the train back home, Jeonghan wonders if heâll get to see you again.
A month later, Jeonghan still hasnât had it in him to ask Seungcheol about you nor tell him about his encounter. He doesnât even know why he hasnât told him about it, but, then again, heâs never the type to talk about stuff like that and he knows Seungcheol would be suspicious which is just plain annoying.
But by the look of it, you probably havenât told Seungcheol either because the guy definitely wouldâve said something if you have. Wait. Why is he even thinking about this? Christ, heâs probably more bored that he thinks he is if his train of thoughts ends up there. Where on earth is Choi Seungcheol, anyway? The guy really told him to wait by the park of his university but has the audacity to not take his call when theyâre supposed to meet fifteen minutes ago.
Heâs about to get up and leave when he hears a familiar voice calling his name, your confused smile greeting him when he looks up, like youâre hesitant about talking to him.
âWhat are you doing here?â
âSeungcheol told me to meet him here,â he sighs, telling you heâs been there for fifteen minutes. Is it weird that heâs pleased youâve made your way to sit beside him instead of standing around like youâre ready to bolt after making small talk? âHave you seen him? Heâs not picking up my call.â
He can see something clicking in your head, and you offer him a small smile as you scrunch your nose like youâre about to deliver bad news.
âWell⊠Jisoo said heâs going to the library with his girlfriend?â
Frankly, Jeonghan would be annoyed as hell had he found out from someone else. But itâs you in front of him so heâs more intrigued about your presence despite everything.
âThat ass,â he murmurs to himself. âHe probably forgot he asked me to come here.â
âI can take you to the library if you want?â
âMmm. What if you accompany me somewhere instead?â He asks, surprising himself. When has he ever just invited someone he barely knew out? âI actually went here to try this new cafe. I think Cheol wanted to see if he could bring his girlfriend there, so Iâm going to piss him off by going there first because he bailed on me without saying anything.âÂ
You laugh at his suggestion, and then agree because you only have to finish an assignment that could probably be done in the cafe Jeonghan has just mentioned. You recognize the name, and as you both walk there, you tell him youâve been meaning to try it also but never has the chance to because itâs either your party is too large that thereâs no table, or something comes up when your friends ask if you want to come with.
Thankfully, there are still a few tables left when you arrive; all of them only fit for two people. This cafe is full of couples, you notice as you skim the cafe. No wonder it was hard to find a table when there were five of you.
âWelcome, how may I help you?â The cashier happily greets you both. Jeonghan asks for her recommendation as you flip through the menu, faintly, you hear him telling her heâs not too keen on something overly sweet. Her next question brings you to a stop though, and you almost choke on nothing if not for your pride. âAre you two a couple?â
âWhy does that matter?â Jeonghan asks back, his voice far from hostile, just plain curious and full of questions.
âAh, we actually have a seasonal couple set which includes tiramisu and a slice of lemon pound cake and two drinks of your choice. Those two are our best sellers and may fit your taste if you prefer something less sweet.â
Jeonghan asks if you want any of the two, and you shyly nod, having actually been eyeing the lemon pound cake since earlier. He bites a smile at the obvious shyness painted on your face and tells you to find a table as he finishes paying; youâre about to protest, but quickly swallows back your words when he suddenly gets close and whispers in your ear.
âWeâre a couple, remember?â His soft voice tickles your hair, and you can feel heat creeping upon your whole face so you quickly nod and turn around to find a seat.
âYour girlfriend is very cute.â You hear the cashier say faintly when you turn around. Heart almost bursting into pieces at the soft chuckle Jeonghan offers her, and what he says after makes your face hot like itâs set on fire. I know, right? Donât tell her I said that though. She hates it when I call her cute.
Youâre still trying to calm yourself down when Jeonghan sits in front of you, and perhaps you look more flustered than you think because he immediately asks if somethingâs wrong. You shake your head though, because you definitely canât tell him why and says that you were just spacing out.
âDid they say itâs going to take long?â Jeonghan shakes his head, then tells you probably ten minutes at most. âDo you mind if I finish my assignment? Iâm about 90% done so I promise it wonât take me long.â
âSure. Donât mind me.â He shrugs. âIâll just be with my phone.â
You send him a thankful smile, feeling a bit sorry that youâve said yes to accompanying this guy youâve met twice only for you to finish your assignment, But youâre feeling a little productive and you really only need to finish up and reread your assignment; you know yourself and youâll probably be slacking off if you wait to go home to finish it. Plus, the cafe has a really nice vibe that helps you focus so thereâs that.
True to his words, Jeonghan really doesnât bother you at all as you busy yourself with your laptop, the small table barely even fitting, and he doesnât look annoyed even the smallest bit when you check up on him from time to time; way too conscious about his presence until he tells you to just finish it quickly if youâre feeling that sorry for ignoring him.Â
Itâs twenty minutes later that you finally finish, making Jeonghan look up from his phone when you exhale a deep breath, close your laptop, and take the first sip of your peach tea.
âFinished?â He raises an eyebrow, about to make a joke about you ignoring him but decides against it when he sees how relieved you look when you say yes. âIs it a big assignment?â
âYeah. Honestly, the first time I regretted taking a Master's is when the professor announced we have to do this assignment.â
âAre you in the same course as Cheol? I donât think heâs ever mentioned.â
âOh, no. We met during undergrads,â you tell him the short version of the story, about how you, Jisoo, Jinhwan, and Seungcheol ended up getting close with each other. That youâre grouped together for a group assignment during an elective subject and decided to hang out together ever since. âWhat about you?â
âOh, Iâm still not finished with my bachelor's degree.â His grin tells you itâs not something heâs ashamed of (why should it be?), and before you even ask, Jeonghan decides itâs cool to come clear with you because you donât seem judgemental and he trusts Seungcheol in making good friends.
âI started university late because I wasnât sure I wanted to pursue a degree. I was convinced I really didnât want to when I saw Seungcheol and Shuaâs studyloads, and I didnât think a formal academic setting was for me, you know? I considered taking a course for licenses, but thereâs nothing I was really interested in so, in the end, I decided to study business administration because I wanted to see how theyâd teach such a subject.â
Youâre not sure how to answer him, but the first thing that comes to your mind after listening to him is how much you respect someone like Jeonghan who learns just for the sake of learning. You study because itâs whatâs expected of you. Youâre taking masters because youâre not sure what to do after university, the real world scares you and your parents are more than willing to support you when you say you want to take masters.Â
âSo you took like two years off before going to university, yeah?â He nods, taking a bite of the cake in front of him. âWhat did you do during then?â
âThis and that,â he purses his lips as he tries to remember if thereâs anything interesting happening during that time. It hasnât even been that long, but it feels so long ago for someone like him who rarely looks back on things unless itâs important. âI come from a place of privilege to be able to think this way, I admit, but Iâve always thought formal education isnât important after high school. Even during school, I feel like weâre there to be proper people, you know? Learn how to place yourself in a mock society and do your responsibilities as students. Thereâs definitely more than formal education, but people are so fixated on it and it kind of saddens me that we live in such society.â
You continue to have a discourse about education for some reason, but itâs fun and you donât regret bringing it up because Jeonghan seems to be just as immersed if not more. From all the topics you couldâve been talking about with the man in front of you, you never thought this would be the one youâre on when you agree to come with him.
Heâs right though, and you feel admiration growing in you the more you listen to him talk. Youâve been talking to him for about an hour now, the topic moving into something else though it still doesnât hide the fact that this guy is easily one of the smartest people youâve ever met in your life. You see it in the way he proposes his argument, in the way he attentively listens to you and counters yours.
Hell, heâs probably even more perceptive and critical than half your class who are promptious kids taking a master degree and always belittling people who decide their bachelor is enough.
Currently, your topic has shifted way too far than the first one; the two of you busy arguing about whether itâs better to be really short or really tall. Youâre trying to keep it cool, but youâve found that Jeonghan has the ability to rile you up rather quickly and youâre this close to knocking his head because it seems like you two have reached that stage already.
Itâs Jeonghanâs phone that cuts through your argument, and you both glare at the device, even more when you see Choi Seungcheol flashing through the screen.
So now he finally remembers heâs supposed to meet him?
Jeonghan rejects the call, and only then realizes that Seungcheol has sent me a few texts asking where he is and if he forgets that theyâre supposed to meet up (the audacity). Jeonghan scoffs incredulously at the message, truly at a loss of words and shows you the text that you burst out laughing.
âIâm going to video call him. Move here beside me so he can see you,â Jeonghan mumbles and you happily follow through, always giddy at the prospect of annoying Seungcheol.
Not to anyoneâs surprise, Seungcheol picks up immediately, already ranting about Jeonghan not showing up and all that while Jeonghan simply nods. He wanted to wait for his friend to finish before showing you and where the two of you are currently at, but Seungcheol doesnât seem like heâs going to stop any time soon so he zooms out the phone and shows you beside him, which shuts up the older guy real quick.
âHi!â You make a âVâ at the camera, only then realizing how close you are sitting to each other because your cheek bumps into Jeonghanâs shoulder when youâre trying to move closer so the camera can capture you, none of you answering him when he asks why the two of you are together or how you even know each other.
âWeâre here, by the way,â Jeonghan talks over Seungcheolâs question, flipping the camera to show him the cafe which only makes the guy whine harder for obvious reasons. âBye, Cheol. Sucks to be you.â
And he hangs up just like that, already waiting for Seungcheol to send him a bunch of messages because if thereâs anything he knows about that best friend of his, he never lets things go just like that. True to his thoughts, his phone keeps on pinging with notifications, all from Seungcheol while you both laugh at the situation.
Your phone pings with notifications too, and you show Jeonghan the notifications because of course Seungcheol would text you too. You shake your head as you move back to your original seat in front of him, almost choking on air as youâre sure the texts Seungcheol sends Jeonghan and you are different.
[15:12] Cheolđź: why are you with jeonghan????
[15:12] Cheolđź: youre interested in him arent you
[15:13] Cheolđź: theres no way you agreed to go with someone ALONE else
[15:13] Cheolđź: you better tell me everything tmrw
âDid he send you anything weird?â Jeonghan asks, concerned at the way your eyes double in size.
âOh, no. Sorry.â You pretend to cough, avoiding his eyes as you take another sip of your tea. âThere was another text from my friend and⊠I just remembered I promised to meet him at 4.â
This seems to convince Jeonghan, or heâs just too nice to say anything about your shitty reason though it is true that youâve just remembered youâre meeting Jinhwan in less than an hour.
âOh, should we get going, then?â
âYeah, I gotta go back home to put my books first.â You scrunch your nose in distaste, a habit that Jeonghan notices you often do when youâre conflicted at just about anything. âRight, how much did I owe you? We can just split the bill.â
Jeonghan shakes his head, telling you thereâs no need because heâs the one that asked you out of nowhere anyway.
âWhat? No! Come on, just let me pay you,â you try to convince him but he doesnât budge.
âJust buy me something else next time we see each other.â Jeonghan offers nonchalantly, making your thoughts spiral into whirlwind of scenarios. Is he really implying a next time? Why are you so giddy at the prospect of it? You donât even have his number, for God's sake! âWhich reminds me, can I have your number? Who knows if Seungcheol will bail again next time I come to your campus.â
Your head is already taking you everywhere as you type your number into his phone, wondering if heâll text you first or heâll really just call you around under the circumstances heâs already said earlier. But Jeonghan immediately texts you after heâs saved your contact, âso you have my number too,â he has said, way too casually for you to figure out if he wouldnât mind you texting him just about anytime or what.
You donât have it in you to ask too, too afraid to be perceived for some reason, so you say your bye because Jeonghan says he needs to drop by the convenience store while you go the other way around to the bus stop. Heâs offered to walk you, but you tell him thereâs no need and you donât miss the way he softly tells you to be careful even if itâs still very bright outside.
The thought still lingers in your mind until later that night, your tendency to overthink stuff has brought you to ponder if youâre attracted to Jeonghan that way or, like you used to tell yourself, youâre just more lonely than you thought you were.
Itâs the way your phone lights up that halts your thought, a giddy smile immediately breaks into your face as you see the text from the one person that you may or may not have been waiting for.
[21:22] Yoon Jeonghan: Thanks again for today! Had been quite some time since I found someone that could debate with me lol Iâll see you when I see you?
You inhale and exhale in exaggeration, scolding yourself right after for thinking about it too much. Whatâs so wrong about replying immediately? Heâs just thanking you.
[21:25] Thank you also for paying!!! Iâll pay u back i promise
[21:25] Yoon Jeonghan has sent an imageÂ
[21:26] Yoon Jeonghan: reminds me of someone who said being really short is better than being really tall lmaooooooooooooo
[21:26] FUCK OFF WE DO NOT DISRESPECT THE SHORT IN THIS HOUSE
âSeriously, why is everyone suddenly in a relationship?â Jisoo whines at the table, making her three friends all look up from their phones to see her. âSee? All of you are too busy texting to realize poor Kim Jisoo is being ignored.â
âIn my defense,â Jinhwan starts and puts his phone down. âI was texting my mom, not my boyfriend.â
âIn my defense, my girlfriend was asking if youâre busy,â Seungcheol looks at her then shows her his phone that says exactly what heâs just said.
âAnd in my defense, I donât have a boyfriend,â you offer your argument, ears getting hot because you were texting Jeonghan just a few seconds ago.
You glare when Seungcheol snorts at this, and Jisoo is quick to get into it because thereâs no way Seungcheol would react that way if he doesnât know anything. When she squints her eyes in suspicion, you insist that heâs just messing around and you really donât have a boyfriend.
Jisoo rolls her eyes at this, not buying it but doesnât want to push. Sheâs noticed that youâre sprouting the same look Seungcheol and his girlfriend did when theyâd only started seeing each other, and she figures perhaps you are still in denial like they were even though itâs clear that youâve been looking extra happy everytime youâre on your phone.
âWhatever. Youâre still seeing someone,â she concludes anyway, not caring about your continuous denial. âDonât you all have someone to introduce me to? I want to be in a relationship too if youâre all in one.â
âSoo, I told you Iâm not in one!â
Seungcheol smiles annoyingly at you as something brews in his mind then he hums at Jisoo, all three of you already looking at him like youâre waiting for him to say nonsense.
âI might know someone,â he nods to himself, his eyes glinting with mischief finding yours. âThereâs this friend I've known since I was a kid.â
Your heart drops at what heâs implying, though youâre really getting ahead of yourself because Seungcheol has a ton of friends. The guy is great at maintaining a relationship youâre not surprised if heâs still friends with his classmates from elementary school. But still, your mind wanders to Jeonghan as Seungcheol says this and you suddenly start picturing Jeonghan and Jisoo together.
Theyâd make a perfect picture, wouldnât they?
A beautiful person with another beautiful person. Jisoo is easily the smartest person you know, which makes her a great pair for Jeonghan whoâs also one of the smartest people in your life.
Huh.
Theyâd probably be together by now had it been Jisoo in your place that day.
You jump at the sound of your name, all of your friends looking at you in concern.
âYou okay?â Jinhwan asks in concern. âYou just⊠zoned out.â
âOh⊠yeah, sorry.â You smile awkwardly, feeling bad for spacing out out of nowhere. âDidnât sleep well last night. You guys were saying?â
âDo you have anything to do after class? I want to watch this movie if youâre down,â Jisoo repeats her question, her arms hugging yours. Itâs a gesture she always does when she feels someoneâs uncomfortable, something that she hopes would ease whateverâs bothering the other person.
âAhâŠâ You exclaim, Jeonghanâs text from earlier today floating in your mind. âI already have plans, sorry. You three can watch without me, though? I donât mind. We can go somewhere else next time.â
They probably wouldâve teased you and asked you about your plan if not for the awkward smile youâre sprouting, Seungcheolâs eyes full of concerns following you even after you excuse yourself first because your class is in another building.
You donât even realize your stance doesnât differ that much when you see Jeonghan, the guy immediately asks if youâre okay because you seem tense and your smile doesnât reach your eyes.
âWe can reschedule if you donât feel like going anymore,â he reassures you, his fingers softly grasping your arm to let you know heâs really okay. âOr we can talk about it if you want to?â
You consider his words carefully, thankful that Jeonghan lets you think instead of making assumptions by himself. Itâs been about three months since that afternoon you went to the cafe with Jeonghan, youâve gone out together four more times since then and this would make the fifth one.
You donât text everyday; sometimes youâd talk til late at night or sometimes you donât talk to each other at all. But itâs so easy to talk with him that you both just randomly text each other when you feel like doing so.
It scares you.
Itâs never been this easy to talk to someone, has never been this easy to get comfortable and now that Seungcheol has put the image of Jisoo and Jeonghan together in your head, you suddenly wonder if Jeonghan would still want to do this with you if he knew someone as capable as Jisoo is very much single and available.
You donât even have it in you to be annoyed with Seungcheol.
âCan we⊠sit somewhere?â You say instead, if youâre going to talk about it, might as well do it somewhere comfortable.
Jeonghan looks at you in concern, but doesnât ask until youâve found a pretty quiet park nearby and decided itâs better to talk in an open space than a cafe with other people who might be able to listen to you.
âItâs okay too if you donât want to talk about it,â Jeonghan starts for you, something in his heart hurts at the way you carry yourself small. âIâll still be here with you. I know sometimes we just need someone next to us.â
âYou know Jisoo, right?â You throw it out there and rip the bandaid at once, pretty much aware that your question sounds absurd. But Jeonghan nods a yes and you ask if heâs ever seen her.
âUmm. Only from Seungcheolâs instagram and yours. Iâve never met her in person though, why?â
âSheâs very pretty, right?â You say instead, not even looking at him. âSheâs single, you know?â
Jeonghanâs not sure where this is going, and you wouldâve known what youâre saying doesnât make any sense to Jeonghan if you had looked at him. But youâre too deep in your monologue and youâre too afraid to look at him, so you simply look at the ground as you continue to tell him about Jisoo and all of her good points.
âHey, Iâm not sure Iâm following you here,â he finally says after youâve finished talking. âWhy are we talking about her?â
You seem to hesitate before you answer him, and Jeonghan frowns at the way youâre biting your lip. Itâll definitely bleed if you put on just a little more pressure.
âWe⊠were together earlier before class. Me and the guys,â you exhale a deep breath. Why do you even feel nervous telling him about all this? âAnd Jisoo was whining about not being in a relationship becauseâŠâ
Uh oh. You forgot youâd need to tell Jeonghan about that part.
âBecause we were all busy with our phones and she just assumes weâre all in a relationship because of that.â
âAre you?â Jeonghan cuts, his voice so curt that you finally meet his eyes for the first time that day. Heâs never sounded so sharp when talking to you before.
âI was texting you, Han.â You shake your head, reassuring him youâre very much single as heat once again creeps upon your neck because of the way heâs staring at you. âAnyway, she asked if thereâs anyone we can introduce her to, which is stupid because sheâs Kim Jisoo and guys literally ask for her number on a daily basis. ButâŠâ
âBut?â
âSeungcheol says thereâs⊠someone he knew that might be a good match for her andâŠâ
Before you can finish, Jeonghan interrupts you and grasps your arm so youâd look at him. âAnd you thought it was me?â
You donât answer immediately, and Jeonghanâs somewhere between annoyed at your assumption, at Seungcheol saying stupid shit, while both concerned and a little giddy because apparently knowing he might be a potential candidate for someone else makes you feel that way.
You play with your fingers as you think what you can say to Jeonghan at this point. Yes, you thought it was him. And then⊠what? What are you supposed to say so you wouldnât say stupid and ruin whatever it is between the two of you?
âHey, look at me,â his small voice ushers you softly, his hand finds the top of your head as if to make sure youâd actually stay looking at him. âDo you want me to be introduced to her?â
Your eyes widen in fear before you even realize, and Jeonghan definitely wouldâve teased you if not for the fact that he knows he might blow everything if he decided to do so. But itâs his next words that make your heart jump out of your chest, your fingers grasping the side of his green top without you even knowing because thatâs how much you need something to hold on to.
âI thought we have something going on between us here?â He chuckles lightheartedly, though his eyes donât leave yours so youâd know heâs not kidding. âOr was it one sided all this time and Iâm the only one trying?â
âIâ UhhâŠâ You stare at him dumbly, suddenly forgetting how to form comprehensive words because of the sudden confession. It is⊠confession, right?
âWow, it really was one sided, huh?â
âNo!â You say louder than you intended, making Jeonghan laugh at your panicked face. Did you think heâd leave just because youâre not saying anything? âNo⊠I mean⊠Uhâitâs not one sided.â
âThen why did you think that much about the Jisoo situation?â He asks with a playful smile, his hand messing with your hair. âAnyone would think youâre trying to set me up by the way youâre talking about her earlier.â
You scrunch your nose at this, and Jeonghan reaches out to pinch the tip of your nose because he thinks heâs resisted long enough at this point. He's always wanted to do that.
âThereâs a reason why Iâm texting you and not her, alright?â He reassures you instead, because he knows itâs what you need right now. Teasing you can wait, and while heâs happy this means you already have deep enough feelings for him to be jealous, he doesnât want you to be insecure because of such a thing. âI choose to be with you and not her."
âOkay,â you nod with a shy smile, suddenly very abashed now that youâre in this position. Werenât you annoyed at him, like, four months ago? Ready to fight him because heâs starting something in the subway station?
âNow, letâs not tell Seungcheol weâre dating, okay? Letâs mess with him a little bit and tell him later.â He decides just like that, takes your hand in his and declares that you both should celebrate without actually asking you the question.
The smile on your face is so wide that it hurts a little. You like it that way though, and as you look down at your hands joined together, you realize you wouldnât have it any other way.Â
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A/N 2: this.. isn't my best work and i'm sorry but i really wanted to write but i've been busy adapting in my new place and i honestly do feel like my writing is getting worse but i hope you enjoyed this somehow ;-; once again, happy birthday, han! i love u with all my heart and i wish you all the happiness the world has to offer.
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oh good gods pls your luciferian hcs made me YELL theyâre so good lmao i was side eyeing my altar and space for lucifer the WHOLE TIME
do you think you could do a part two? and if possible, nsfw? if not thats more than okay!! thank you and i hope youâre doing so good!!!
đ·ïžanon
Absolutely đ·anon! AND LMAO YEAH I COULD FEEL HIM SIDE EYEING ME ACROSS THE ROOM AS I WROTE THESESGSHSJS asking the old man âwhy are you like thisâ whenever lucifer in game does something cornyđ ik heâs sick of me
Lucifer:
- Okay so since part 1 was when you arrived this will be more about day to day life in the next term
- Right off the bat Iâm imagining minor petty spats that the other brothers are likeâŠ. Wtf is going on here
- Like yâall have been glaring across the table at one another for 30 mins and havenât spoken a word
- WAY more picky w offerings lmao
- Is literally going to be super extra about it for no reason other than to bother you
- For example! When you give an offering to oshun( African orisha theyâre like the HR in the heaven department just above the angel hierarchy) you have to eat a little first bc she was poisoned once so itâs like to show youâre in good faith
- Lucifer will ask you to do that w food you donât like
- âEat someâ
- âI got this for you-â
- âAnd I want you to taste someđâ
- ââŠ.. do I really I have to???â
- âAre you telling me what to do w MY offeringđ€šâ
- MAKE FUN OF HIM PLEASE ITS SO FUNNY!!
- A lot of people ( white peoples I fearđ) be talking about he only accepts blood offerings and you have to sell your soul or whatever and stuff but literally this man will be giddy over a red candle w gold glitter
- Write all your assignments in sparky pen so when he looks at them he canât hold back a smile
- As a joke you leave crystals associated with him in his coat pockets but he will never take them out
- Congratulations you played ya self
- You doing the stuff you do for him out of habit will fluster him if you say it
- âWhy are you waking up so early to get ready?â
- âHm? For Luciferâ
- âNo im not gunna drink this tea itâs an offeringđâ
- Please donât tell his brothers he will lock himself in his officeđ
- Whenever you google âwhat can I do for Luciferâ 9/10 the first thing will be taking care of yourself
- So when your self caring w asmo and you go âoh I do this bc Lucifer likes itâ
- The house will expose in chaos
- Mammon demanding you tell him your card numbers âfor himâ LMAO
- Theyâre all super jealous
- Gotta tell em its nothing personal heâs just always been there for you
- Whew if he reached out to YOU?
- The silence in the house REAL LOUDđ
- Belphegor waking up and going âik you fucking lying!!!â
- Youâre all confused like???
- ââŠ..you said Lucifer⊠reached out to YOU?â
- â??????yeah????â
- âAs in⊠he ASKED you to work with him?â
- âYeah, I couldnât stop thinking about his name and he showed up on my door one dayâ
- Lmao belphie and mammon are the LOUDEST FR
- âYOU CHOSE A HUMAN?? MR I HATE HUMANS BECAUSE THEYRE WEAK??đžâ
- OH SO THERES MORE THAN ONE FAKE BITCH IN THIS HOUSE HUH?â
- lmao heâs sitting there red faced clenching his fist like
- âListen I can explainâ
- He cannot explainđ
- Canât even say he did it on a whim
- âHe really picked me up like a wet cat lmaoâ
- âMc I am literally begging you to shut the FUCK upâ
- Oh maaaaan diavolo will get a Kick out of this!!
- Solomon is very salty
- âBut I canât get a pactđđâ
- Heâs literally going to double down and bother him more
- âLucifer you never told me you were taking on disciplesđ„șâ
- âI didnât think it was that important lord diavolo simply to pass the timeâ
- Simeon is laughing but internally having the feels bc heâs like đ„č âeven after all this time you still choose to be a guardian angelâ
- Will tell you embarrassing stories about him he is now super close to you
- âLucifer being the lords favorite was also the best one at singingđ he loved musicâ
- Thatâs tru btw lmao Lucifer was like one of the angels who liked singing the most thats what makes humans and angels so alike- love for music and dancing-
- Call him your morning star and he MELTS
- Back to why were really heređ
- Call him that during sex or when you first wake up and heâs on cloud nine
- FUCK HIM DURING GOLDEN HOURđŁđŁ
- Heâs literally he rises in the morning for a reason!!
- He will deadass purpose bc imagine riding him as the sun stars peaking over the horizon
- Heâs under you moaning looking up at you w the most glazed over love struck eyes
- The sun filtering through the window and hitting him juuuuuuuust right
- That it looks like he has a halo again
- Breathlessly calling your name as you grind down on him
- He barely manages to get out that heâs close before you caress some of his hair out of his face
- âCum for me then my Morningstarâ
- Time freezes for like 16 seconds and his eyes are getting teary
- He hugs you close as he starts rutting his hips into you harder
- Will cum and keep going until heâs about to pass out
- Holding you like a lifeline
- When you can finally breathe and think straight he pulls you in for a kiss
- Literally stealing your breath away
- Will say I love you in the most honest voice ever while smiling at you with teary eyes
- probably wonât stop touching you all day might as well just spend it in bed
-is embarrassed by body worship calling it now
- be HE can do that but if YOU sink to your knees behind his desk and hold eye contact heâs getting nervous
-âjust showing my devout gratitudeđâ
- embarrassed how fast he finishes
- if you keep doing to overstimulate him heâs putty in your hands
- this man is very soft he will crack at the slightest sign of domestic romance
- bring him coffee when he wakes up?
- heâs already selected a wedding venue
- I always thought it would be cute if he gave you his ring
- HILARIOUS IF HE DOSENT TELL YOU LMAO
- You swing by the celestial realm and itâs crickets and youâre like ??? Fuck is yâall starring at??đ€š
- Simeon hums and says that nobody expected lucifer to get married much less to a human. How he was never one to put anything above his responsibilities
- Excuse me?
- âYouâre wearing the right of light,yes? He doesnât just give that to anyone dear. You two are bonded for life nowđ„°â
- âHELLO????â
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