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yuzuuu4 · 16 days

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(post 2.1 quest) unexpected

#they make me so ill i swear to god #im delusional therefore aventurine lives and ratio welcomes him back like this #i need 2.2 yesterday #excuse how messy it is bc i just wanted to get the gay out of my brain #its still there of course #ratiorine #dr ratio #veritas ratio #dr ratio hsr #aventurine #hsr aventurine #honkai star rail #hsr

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gorgynei · 10 months

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the inherent homoeroticism of carrying someone across the continent when doing so is actively dangerous to your health

#they are the perfect ''ill take fcare of you'' ''its rotten work'' ''not to me. not if its you'' couple. <- delusional #i really wanted to try an experimental style with this idk if ill do it again but it was fun #aceart #malenia #malenia blade of miquella #finlay #cleanrot knight finlay #elden ring

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jentlemahae · 1 year

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HAECHAN ♡ IG LIVE (230325)

#nctinc #haechannet #nct #haechan #lee donghyuck #nct dream #nct 127 #i made solely bcs i wanted to gif his squishy poses #>.<#this post is so arm-ful :)#pretty boy #useroro #mine*edits #colouring is whatever btw ik #this live made me ill #he looked sooooo domestic #not to be delusional but my boyfufu #dont look at the quality

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brittie-frog · 2 months

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While I'm thinking about Matt's cubito and being able to watch parts of his subathon this weekend:

Q!Bagi refers to the thing that follows her around as the god of the obscure since all/most of the cc's irl partners are represented as gods in the qsmp (most notably Kristen and Mine) but Matt's persona is a demon and I would find that so much more interesting.

People have mentioned the fact that she seems to have some affinity for attracting demons - dating q!Tina, bbfs with q!BBH, friends and co-mothers with q!Mouse, having q!Scottonauta on her purgatory team - so I'd find it very interesting if her 'deity' was also a demon.

Like at this point it's mentioned so much by fans that they have to do something with it and just canonising that the biggest voice in q!Bagi's head is a demon would add more layers of questions (and possibly answers) of why every demon likes her. And it's so fun to theorise about demons.

#please Mine is canon in the qsmp #i want Matt to be canon #especially just bring his 'jealousy' of q!bagi's relationship with q!tina on to the server #'a Tina joga minecraft' is stuck in my head that was so fucking hilarious of Matt #ill take demon lore in any form including about bagi my favourite human #qsmp bagi #qsmp #qsmp demons #demons are interested in her because she has something similar to them but stick around because shes a nice person #(so as not to devalue they relationships)#and that similarity is being constantly surrounded by an incorporeal demon #she probably had a minor scent and now theyve forgotten or dont think much of it because shes dating tina so think it just comes from her #im delusional and going insane after saturday i need crumbs PLEASE

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birthday-of-music · 10 months

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hey. guys. did you know that the song that plays at the end of p5r true ending is well. very obviously about akechi. but i did my usual thing where i get mad at translations that could have been so much more sappy and much sadder. and hey!! did you know that the song ABOUT AKECHI literally has the line

“the warmth, our connected hands and your voice

it would disappear into a dream once i wake up”

or something alone those lines

and if this isnt sappy and romantic i dont know what is. atlus doesnt let you date akechi and yet shoves in a song that implies akiren remembers akechis voice and his warmth and the feeling of his hands (implying they have held hands

theyre just cowards i think

#i say shit #i may be delusional because im typing this through tears in my eyes after listening to the song one too many times #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #shuake #fuck i dont usually try to tag my posts in the sense of wanting them to be seen but This Needs To Be Seen #kurusu akira #amamiya ren #akechi goro #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #goro akechi #im so mentally ill about this game im never going to be okay again

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livelaughlovefootball · 26 days

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Guys the Formula 1 championship is ON

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suntails · 1 year

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unapproachably pretty

#SMASHING MY SKULL THRU THE FLOOR FOR SILVIL!!!!!!! U DONT FUCKIGN UNDERSTAND #I WROTE A GOOGLE DOC EXPLAINING WHY IT WORKS. IT IS ELEVEN PAGES LONG. I WILL POST IT TO TUMBLR SEPARATELY IF ANYONE WANTS TO READ IT #THEY MAKE SENSE I SWEAR (delusional) THEY DO #i want them to be dating and meet up to chat after the ceremony real quick and some poor fuckgfn freshman has a q and this is what he sees #they are dreamy they are enchanting ppl want them i know it. pretty #if anyone says silver looks like epel ill kick u. i tried to make it clear but the color scheme do be workin against me #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #<3 #vil schoenheit #silvil #suntails #im NORMAL im SOOOOO NORMAL #i like the contrast between the two word 'art piece title' and me immediately screaming in the tags

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aaronwhorechner · 3 months

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the body language here makes me want to *clears throat, yodels*

#its delusional time babeyyy #hes slightly turned away from her closing her off a little bit and she's turned into him but still closing herself off from him #he doesnt want to give in and shes giving in but doesnt necessarily want to #or if youre sane “theyre just sitting next to each other talking about the case” in which case i say hell yeah brother youre so right #anyway. ill be running around my block yodeling if anyone needs me #cm rewatch #cm 4x06 #**

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hazardsoflove · 9 months

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okay because My show is next can everyone please please please PLEASE manifest wams on friday for me please fucking god i want that song so so so so so SO fucking bad

#we WILL get a third folie 8ball. trust #any other folie song would also be a slay but i Need wams #or manifest a repeat of afterlife for julie #i will go crazy no matter what they play but please can the universe give me this #i also want a specific song off folie for the medley but i will go crazy no matter what patrick does hes crazy #im acting this delusional bc i need to im not gonna be upset if they dont play it However if its played after friday ill start swinging #r.txt

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mingos · 2 months

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sighs as i find yet another dof-centric fic where the author makes their intention to woobify him very obvious by asserting he's "not as bad" by toning down his more unpleasant traits while also giving him a wider range of more vulnerable "human" emotions like sadness & fear & insecurity (y'know... the things he canonically thinks is a weakness & prides himself as having less of than the average)

and apparently having trebol's gang play a more active role in shaping him evil by encouraging him to kill his dad rather that being his own idea?

#‘ 001. ’ (out of character)#*shakes ao3* listen i know that you think he's hot & want to make him more “normal” because of it but please just let him be evil #the whole moral of his story is that yes his behavior was exacerbated by the abuse as a kid but he was just BORN EVIL #his own brother said so; straight up just doesn't understand how they're even related. calls him a beast & inhuman & everything #he *can* experience emotions obviously but his range is so fucking skewed. he is not normal!!! he is delusional!! mentally ill!! a mess!!#if you don't appreciate him at his “complex psychological disaster” you don't deserve him at his “funny flamingo man w hot wheels ass pants

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cowboy-robooty · 6 months

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does anybody else ship pretty boy flizzy x tom from da boondocks. Anybody. Anybody wanna hear my episode ideas?

#fucking hate the shit that i will get invested in #because ill reading fucking chainsaw man and ship NOTHING #at most angel x aki but everyone thinks aki semes so fuck that noise #LMV was like robooty if u want good yaoi just watch good shows and be delusional #I DONT SHIP YAOI IN SHOWS WHEN THEYRE GOOD #AND THEN THE YAOI I DO SHIP IS FUCKING PRETTY BOY FLIZZY X TOM FROM THE BOONDOCKS #OR STEDE X EIGTHMASTER FROM PIRATES BY INTERNET HISTORIAN #NOBODY IS SMOKING WHAT IM SMOKING AAUAGHWJSJE #I NEED TO LIKE KLANCE OR SOMETHING BUT I DONT. I JUST DONT #me when i dont even have a jujutsu kaisen ship #like if u put a gun to my head id say uhhh.... megumi x yuji #but im not invested idk i just dont ship anything i like yujis awesome adventures #actually no i ship rika x yuuta but aint nobody on that shit except me #same way that i started reading 2ha and i prayed the yaoi WOULDNT happen #me when i read a yaoi novel and go this would be so good if there was no yaoi #BECAUSE THAT FUCKING NOVEL IS PROUD IMMORTAL DEMON WAY EXCEPT IN OUR WORLD #I #no #im not going to talk about 2ha #i saw what happened to shen qingqiu in svsss #i literally am like shen qingqiu towards proud immortal demon way except its me towards 2ha #im not going to talk about it online cuz next thing i know imma wake up and go 'what the... im..... shi mei....?'#IM NOT TRANSMIGRATING INTO 2HA I CANT DO IT THAT WOULD BE MY LAST FUCKING STRAW IM NOT GOING TO BE SHI MEI #anyways tho i got volume 1 of 2ha in mint pristine condition and i want to sell it off because i dont want to own a physical copy of pidw #in fact id prefer having an actual copy of proud immortal demon way 1000x more than fucking 2ha #so if anybody wanna buy it from me dm and ill even put on my moms lipstick and give a page a big fat red robooty kiss

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lil-vibes · 11 months

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chuuya "i grew up with like 10 other kids" nakahara vs dazai "single child and it shows" osamu. fight!

dazai mentioning that hes thirsty offhandedly and chuuya hands over his water bottle. that he just drank out of. (dazai has to Sit and Think about that one for a bit.)

chuuya lending clothes, when they were more or less the same height. giving dazai extra food from his plate (read: all but throwing it at dazai but hey! it ended up in his plate, better eat it). walking into his room for something and then leaving the door wide fucking open when he leaves. going to make coffee, half asleep, and flicking dazais ear as he goes.

... yeah, dazai aint winning this one fellas 😔🤞

#chuuya treating dazai like a kid is what im saying #/acting like a Big Sibling tm bc thats all hes ever known and also payback for dazai being ... the way he is #*bites sandwich* oh shit this is good. hey dickhead #you want some ?#and then he turns and dazai is staring. not blinking. his face is turning red #dazais crush is.... a battle. and his ass is NOT winning #i KNOW they went to an amusement park once and won eachother bigg ass plush toys i just know it #(delusional)#im such a sucker for teen!skk acting like teens and also im projecting bc my irl friend group shares everything but shush #themstve 🫶🫶#the skk illness is kicking in again girl help #bsd #skk #chuuya my love #dazai #personal hc #my hc

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rhys-ravenfeather · 3 months

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Curious about something...

#rhys-ravenfeather signing on #mental illness #delusions #for context i recently got into a discussion with someone (well a COUPLE of someones) on instagram #when i said that the term 'delulu' is offensive both of them said they like the term #because it makes them feel like they aren't bad for being mentally ill #granted one of them while mentally ill ISN'T delusional but still #i'm not delusional either so i don't want to speak for anyone who is #i just want to see what people think #for now i'm just going to stick to my general opinion that tiktok should BURN #for so VERY many reasons...

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appalachy · 8 months

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My warehouse crush is ukrainian‼️‼️‼️ i got to test him with the breathalyser today and thanks to that i was close enough to take a look at his worker id card and his last name was def ukrainian but i didnt want my staring to be blatantly obvious so it was a fast lil glance i dont actually know his name 😔 lol

#so nice to have a person i can be delusional abt #i obv dont actually want anything to do with him hes just a random person i picked to be obsessed abt #so that ill have smth to look forward to at work lol 🥸

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salsflore · 7 months

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#💭#cw vent #GODDD wish i were normal i hate hate hate feeling this way and i hate hate hate!!!! that i cant tell anyone about it #i dont want to come off as crazy and weird and delusional but i don't think i can even help it!!!!!!! and i'm just. this can't be healthy #anymore i don't think T_T ahhhh i just feel shitty and awful and ILL its really upsetting me. i really really hate it like i really do!!!#i hate feeling that i always have to prove myself like its not enough i hate the fact i cant do anything to stop X from happening i just #i need to sort out my own issues i’m aware but goodness this is such a shitty feeling i’m. ahhhhhh #i hate!!!!! i hate how its unavoidable i hate how i have to see it i hate how sensitive i am towards this issue

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dykegirlie · 3 days

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one of my worst traits is that i believe fully that if i just think about it really hard i could make myself not bipolar. sheer force of will

#cat meows #ough i'm really in it tonight. this is forever huh.#not even like a socially acceptable mental illness either... i just suck #i don't want it to be forever i don't want to cycle forever #and i think your long term outcome is worse the earlier you develop it #the only way it's socially acceptable is when people think mania is fun #but it's not i'm annoying and it eventually becomes hallucinating and being delusional and substance abuse #not socially acceptable or cool or fun it feels like a personal flaw. to me.

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