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zirkkun · 1 year
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quasieli · 6 months
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Help me stay afloat while looking for work!
Hi folks! It sucks to be asking this, but I really could use some help with paying some bills while I struggle to look for a job. I've been looking for work for months, but my options are quite limited in the new area I'm living in, but I have weekly medical bills to pay for therapy if I wanna stay sane through all of this. All I need is a bit of help with copayments, which aren't that high, but I hit the red, so I don't even have that.
I'm trying to get commissions set up to try and make a bit of extra cash on the side, but I've been really stressed out about this whole situation, making it really hard to focus on getting that done. If you could spare even a few bucks, I'd be so grateful. I'll even offer out some sketches and such if you want something while I'm still figuring out my proper commission stuff. Thank you so much to the folks who have already helped out, I'm forever grateful to y'all 💙💙
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faux-fm · 25 days
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I'm gonna nerd about music and my feels for a bit but whenever I listen to this song in particular, one thing that REALLY stood out to me was at the very end of the song. Right after the high-pitched horn sound, there were bits of sounds that reminds me of how sparkles would sound like. A sound of fleeting magic in the midst of nothingness.
When this score was played in the episode, the end of the song cuts to Don's house. He was last seen playing pretend with his kids, knowing not even an ounce of the idea that his world, along others, were at the brink of destruction. If it weren't for Loki, this simple life would've never existed.
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Now, hear me out. I'm very much reaching here and I'm like, 100% sure this is just my brain connecting the nonexistent dots. But, the mirror between both medias just felt really impactful for me.
Why?
Obviously, Loki's magic had given everyone a second chance. Not just his friends, or people in the TVA. Literally everyone. Even for someone insignificant like Don. The thing that saved best for the last is a mundane life everyone has, and I think it's beautiful, because you learn to perceive life on a better light knowing someone wants you to enjoy that while it lasts.
Especially for Mobius, though. It felt bleak knowing a good friend he had in a long while was taken away from him. But, he too, stepped out from his comfort zone and got to see what was his life before the TVA altered him to who he is now. He seemed uncertain of how his future is going to work now he had resigned from his position but perhaps looking back to his older footsteps would give him an idea of what's to come.
Perhaps in the end, there will be better hopes for both him and Loki. It's a fucking bleak outcome for both, and you might wonder if this what their fates were meant to be, even under the fact there are many possibilities for them to be together now. Are they really meant to be separated, despite the signs littered around the show said otherwise? That can't be it, yes?
The overall run of this song is hauntingly beautiful. Gloomy yet optimistic, it's a song that wraps the show in a light so positive yet caustic. Sure, things don't go the way you would've wanted, but the future is flux, so why not look forward for that?
I'd like to think the spark at the end is the sound of hope. And it could be anything. Hope of everyone for a better, lasting future, in the middle of darkness. Hope of TVA to run its course well in the embrace of the void. And, well...
Hope for Mobius to be able to see Loki again someday.
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plulp · 5 months
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hey guys. remy design
#remy the farmer#dol#my art#sorry it took so long for me to make this#im watching live shows for one of my favorite music projects in the corner and i have to pause drawing to scream every 5 seconds#if i were in that crowd id be yelling. id faint. only but a dream to attend one of these#to the people that sent me another personality swap request also. i promise im not ignoring you but the one that said#''avery and eden swap would be a nightmare''#youre completely right. it is a nightmare. i cant think of anything#so if either of you have any more ideas or anyone else does then PLEASE help me im begging you all i can think of is ??? i dont know#i hope you guys like this remy though#i was worried about if it was good enough but special thanks to the people on my side account that told me it was fine#i posted fem remy there too if you want to see it#i think when i do fem vers of them all ill group them up because itll take me less time to make it since ill already have the design basis#and also i feel bad for spamming you guys#actually would you prefer i keep posting them one by one or should i post them all at once? for these designs#i feel bad posting separately because that means the people who rb my posts reblog like 10 separate design posts in a row :(#and i dont want them to spam their blogs because of me#but i do really really appreciate it when i see someone do that in my notifs :) so thank you a lot if you do#and also thank you to everyone who leaves tags i read each and every one of them obsessively like a freak#this is getting too long im going to hit the tag limit at this rate#ill try to work on the avery eden thing again#see you all later :)
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kidrunaway · 3 months
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Hey I don't usually post serious stuff but I want to use my platform to speak up about the scandal happening in Germany right now.
If you're able to take your time to read this article then please do. Here's a short summary of what's going on however;
Correktiv a group of independent researchers and journalists went undercover into the right wing scene in Germany and they discovered something big. If you're German I'd definitely recommend reading this article. If you're able to translate it I'd also recommend reading it because this is insane.
On November 25th people from Correktiv went into a secret meeting from right wing people in Germany. Some of the people who were at the meeting, were people who are from the right wing party. One of them was even the right hand man of the leader of the party Alice Weidel. They had people who work finance, had lawyers, had doctors, had all types of people.
All of them were making sinister plans on how to get rid of non ethnically German people in Germany, no matter if you have German citizenship, no matter if you were born in Germany, if you are not ethnically German they want you out. That is their plan.
They talked about possible methods as well on how to get rid of us so that this goal could be accomplished. A lot of these people are millionaires, seriously influential people, that are coming together in a secret meeting to discuss how to get rid of every single immigrant and send them to Africa.
They Firstly want to start with everybody that lives in Germany but doesn't have a German citizenship yet, as they're quote on quote the easiest to get rid of. Then they want to get rid of those immigrants that were born and raised in Germany and also have a German citizenship, but happen to not be ethnically German. This is one of the secret meeting and it just leaves me wondering how many there are.
The right wing extremism has been on a rise in Germany once again. They're one of the most powerful parties right now. History repeats itself again.
The only thing I ask of you to do is spread the news and sign this petition.
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#So I'm putting all this in tags because I'd prefer it not get out into wider Tumblr. I pondered even posting it but I think some of y'all#are following the drama and/or praying for my family so I figured I'd post an update. Just pretend there are commas and it's all readable.#Got a hearing date today. February 6th. Now I need to get affidavits and medical records. Not much to do in the way of affidavits because#either he made sure no one saw anything or I made sure. (Shame is a heckuva thing.) I really need the medical records from the assault.#Can't get them because I am currently without ID. I am currently without ID because I have had a beginner's permit for ~10 years now and#those have to be renewed in-person every year. Can't get to DMV to get it renewed because... no car. Can't use Uber because you have to#provide your own car seats and where am I going to put three car seats while I'm at the DMV? Can't use bus because... bus lines.#...it's stressful.#Also I'm still not sure about the theology of all this but it's also impossible not to see the Hand of God in freeing me and the boys from#this man so either God will help me work out the theology of it later or I'll ask Him when I get to Heaven.#Practically speaking I will not ever permit him and the boys unsupervised contact again if I can help it because he WILL neglect them#at best and physically hurt them for his own amusement and/or beat them up because of his temper at worst.#...anyway any and all prayers are appreciated.
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thermodynamic-angel · 2 months
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Uhhhh I think it worked but its not showing anything.
Anyways. :3
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sexualvivisection · 1 year
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oh fuuck i need help again bc i havent yet been approved for ebt cash (i did get food!!!) and i have like $4 and i need $80 in the next week (by Nov 28). i might be able to get $40 myself by then but I'd really really appreciate any help. this is for a bill that will be auto charged from my account.
i do art if anyone wants anything in return. thank you so much if you help out or reblog!! please don't tag this as anything like b00st or similar.
pp: kuehnkingdom
v: Solar
c$: Solar
EDIT: thank you i met my goal!!!!
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fatcowboys · 4 months
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You're a real one for doing image descriptions on posts (not blind just had no idea who that grinch looking mfer was on the smoke a bowl get silly post. Apparently the answer is "Lae'zel BG3", thanks)
aw yay, happy to help!!! thats a huge part of why i try to do them when i am able - often context can either add a cool layer or make a joke even funnier or also introduce you to a character you didn't know lol. glad you found them helpful!!
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ladyelissarose · 1 year
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Hey guys I have a question?
So for my new story, I’m writing the prologue, and I wanted to know, how long can it be? Like can it be really long or does it have to be short? Because I really want to cover the introduction of all the OC characters And Top Gun Maverick Characters in the prologue, so that from Chapter 1 and onward, you’ll know who they are and where they come from. So I wanted to know, if that’s ok? (Because it might be long, but it’ll be very informative!)
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godisaknife · 10 months
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urgent!!
hello it is glen here. i am currently very broke and very much in need of money. i have a bad flu, i ran out of my psychiatric meds and i need to do the groceries but i have not a single cent on my account. i need flu meds cause i have to prepare for two exams so i cant afford to just rest in bed and i very much need my psychiatric meds and groceries for, well, obvious reasons. i will set up the link here for any kind soul that can help me, even two bucks would be a huge help! and if you can't donate please reblog, thank you!
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elegyofthemoon · 11 months
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In the cool, plush core of the moon sleeps a mouse as we speak, dreaming of a world lush and green, then golden and undulating, then chopping and churning, a world of many surfaces with skies of many moods.
When it awakes, it will poke its tiny head out of a crater and bask in your glow as it does every morning. Here, all is still and silent. On that sparkling planet in the deep black distance, the sun seems capricious. But the mouse lives in the abyss of the body and therefore with a unique perspective on its essence. The mouse sees what other life does not see.
One needn't worry about unbecoming for the sake of containing a sun. Clouds may blanket the atmosphere of a planet, but still there burns a sun. The spots on the sun's surface may grow and shrink and shift, but still there it burns. And if one decides to cool it down like a waning flame or expand it in a cataclysmic supernova, still there it burns, and one has the right to revoke the state of their existence and become new.
Because perhaps the truth is you are not the sun--not alone--but it is rather a part of you. Your body is the solar system, each planet a world within the body, and each knows this glow in different ways. Some are nurtured by its warmth, others by its distance. Regardless of the sun's changes, they stay the course encircling it.
The universe cannot be held back, harnessed, fully comprehended. It pulls at the seams of solar systems as it pulls on its own seams. In that unstoppable shifting, we stumble. Sometimes it feels like our love and light slips from our fingers, shattering irrevocably in our falls. But what makes us cannot be seperated from us, even in times where our essence is obscured.
There is always another life to appreciate your life, no matter what happens. And in the least, there is always a little mouse in you that understands you in telescopic clarity and offers forgiveness for every change--no matter what, right into the end of time.
#answered#this was sitting in my inbox for a little while#and i wanted to answer properly but i fear that responding back is a little...hard#not that i dont want to its more like this was so prettily written and just so beautiful i fear if i responded id just ruin it lol#so im responding in the tags bc i feel better about doing that#i appreciate whoever decided to write all this up and leave it here for me it means a lot#more vent in the tag#not really vent but ig just reflective i suppose with the last week:#i think i may have actually talked about it before but you have no idea how happy i am with just. the people im surrounded with these days#because even if im going through something ill always push my feelings down in order to make someone else happy#because idc what happens to me overall. if i can make someone else happy thats all that matters#but ik a lot of people take advantage of it so when something bad happens when im unable to help someone they used to get mad at me for it#so more reasons to kinda push my feelings aside to cater to them etc etc etc#but i think the past week has been nice too in realizing that the people around me are patient and just overall kind -- not really expectin#much of me#ig theres this understanding that we all have busy lives now and maybe thats just the gift of maturity as a whole#even if im not the super positive or comforting presence people put me as at least people still care and thats how i know im loved at least#ig in a way this ramble is just a very big thank you to everyone for that#theres a lot of kindness and warmth in this ask that i appreciate and only want to spin back to friends. i hope they can feel it#or that it reaches them#anons#kind messages
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PLEASE DO NOT FEEL OBLIGED TO DO ANY OF THIS IF YOU ARE UNABLE
Hi, the cost of living in the UK is a mess right now (thank you tories) and a lot of costs have fallen on June for me (MOT, work qualifications, petrol, family birthdays, ect). I'm only a part time teaching assistant at the moment and the school doesn't have the budget to extend my hours until next year and I’ve already asked my parents for some financial help but the costs keep creeping up on me and they're struggling to pay their own bills too
So I ask you, if you are in the uk visit my vinted account. This way I can feel like I’m doing something for your kindness
but if you’re able to spare a bit of change this is my PayPal (hopefully the link works)
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silasbug · 2 years
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dream log Nr. 014
03/09/2022
Type: - | Flow: disjointed | Amount: 2
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this one is actually taking quite a bit to remember. there is one scene that i remember incredibly well because it reminded me a lot of the lucid dream from log Nr. 006.1, everything before that is a lot more hazy.
as i was typing out the dream, i recalled a whole other dream i had before that. so there's actually two. it gets a little weird with period blood in both dreams, for whatever reason (no, there's not a lot, but it is a weird plotpoint).
and a bad childhood memory.
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#1. this dream was entirely like a movie- i wasn't an observable entity and i didn't interact with anything. i was more like a shadow over everyone's shoulder that watched. a camera, if you will.
a woman was holding a party at her house. she looked very similar to helena bonham carter (specifically her role in Sweeney Todd) & as she was getting ready, when she lifted her skirts up a little, she noticed a streak of blood down the inside of her thigh. she cursed, let her skirt back down and i remember wondering why she wasnt going to just clean it and take proper care of herself.
she continues to curse and heads downstairs for the parts. it's really just a huge, liminal space, with shapes and forms coming up from the ground. all white. basically an all white space with things like white pyramids, columns, boxes etc. protruding from the ground.
she tries to behave normally. there's a man at the party (for some fucking reason it's sans undertale, wow) who notices her odd behavior. he seems interested in her because of this. she pointedly avoids him & most of her other guests, brushes them off and generally seeks to just get them out of her hair & this party over with.
eventually she finds a chair to sit in (which is also white and coming up from the ground) next to a large window that views into what seems to be an office (kind of like in Control). there is another chair opposite her, and sans appears again. she is sitting with her legs slightly spread, which makes her skirt fall in a way where her bloody inner thigh becomes visible (it's the kind of skirt that is split down the middle front, but falls in a way where you don't notice unless you sit down/move it apart).
he seems worried by what he sees, and asks her a question. i can't remember what he says. i also don't entirely remember what happens next but..
he manages to get a drop of her blood to analyze without her noticing (HOW- i have no idea). he disappears for a while, to a lab, and after a montage of shots of her sitting there looking deflated and blood under a microscope (these shots were super cool ngl), he reappears.
after revealing to her that he had gotten her blood to analyze, she is entirely furious. but there's more. apparently her blood was so saturated with filth and bacteria, that at first it was hard to make out (it was described as being very "muddy"), but she was apparently carrying a deadly virus.
she figured that this explained a lot about why she had been feeling so horrible. despite being mad, he basically saved her life by uncovering something that could now be treated.
it ends with them sitting back across from each other on the chairs.
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#2. it starts with me at work. it seems to be after hours based on how dark it is, and how few people are around, but i am apparently stocking shelves with a coworker (even though we are only sorting cards in a box). i apparently get along well with this coworker, there were odd romantic undertones. there was a lot more weird stuff to the work-part of this dream, but i don't remember it well.
eventually, i go to the backrooms to get ready to go home, but instead i take a flight of stairs into the basement.
the room that i enter is a small square room, there's an empty tub in the middle of it.
in the dream, it feels like i've gone to the doctor's. a two women gather with me around the tub, on our knees.
the doctor comes in and hands me a little device (which looks a lot like a pregnancy test ngl), telling me to drop some (period) blood on it.
i'm confused and keep turning the little device over in my hands, looking at the odd little buttons, how there were too many for this to be a pregnancy test, unsure of what it would do or what it was supposed to tell me.
the tub in the middle of the room starts filling with a dark substance. the room was drenched in red, so i can only assume what the contents were. there wasn't really any discomfort though. everything, besides the confusion at the device, felt perfectly normal. there was nothing "off".
eventually i get back up. the women and the doctor are gone. i head back upstairs and exit through the front door of what was my childhood home in Jöllenbeck. i end up in the driveway. it's all drenched in sepia.
i look back towards the house and keep thinking about Ingo. keep seeing flashes of him. there are flashes of him, hanging in our doorway.
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(i don't remember what happens in between, this is the part i remember really well)
i wake up in my bed, back in the farmhouse we lived in in Canada. or at least, something incredibly similar to it.
it's the early hours of dawn & instead of continuing to sleep, i decide that i want to get up and go outside. to avoid something or someone, i think. i remember, very pointedly, going into the opposite direction of where that someone would have been outside because they were also already up and about.
when i get outside, the sky is odd. i'm wearing a white nightgown that i didn't bother to change out of, and i have this weird, hollow feeling in my heart. it almost feels like it's being gripped and squeezed tightly. there's an odd sense of hopelesness.
i look back up towards the house, from which i'd taken a straight path along a field. the colours of the sky drench the house in a weak orange. the sky itself is swirling with muted reds and oranges, drowned out by big clouds of grey and black. it almost looks like smoke. the entire sky looked like it was burning and suffocating. it was ablaze.
i take off down that path, getting further away from the house, until i eventually reach a bus stop. there's a bus waiting there, even though it is much too early.
i get on through the middle entrance and hold on to a bar instead of sitting down. i am now in a hoodie and jeans. the hood is pulled up around my head, the hand that isn't gripping is buried in a pocket.
i'm the only one on the bus besides the driver, who cranes his neck around from where he is sat to look at me suspiciously. i've forgotten my ticket, i recall, but hope that the driver doesn't ask. if i continue to stay still like this without making a move to talk to him, maybe he'll take my confidence as a sign that i have a right to be here?
and he does. well, for the most part. as the bus begins to drive (it's a yellow bus), he keeps swiveling his head around to give me pointed stares. i wonder how he doesn't crash. the roads that he drives down are oddly shaped, they swivel a lot. i'm just waiting for a chance to get off at this point.
once we reach the next stop,i exit the bus. suddenly, i am back in my nightgown. i look up the hill towards where my home should be, realizing how far the bus had taken me. i decide that i should finally head back, and begin walking through a narrow path uphill that is littered with bushes and thorns.
it's not long before it starts raining, gently at first, until it suddenly feels like the entire sky is collapsing on the world. you can barely see anything through the walls of water. i become entirely soaked.
the world begins to flood with the sky still in flames. i think about screaming.
then i wake up.
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unknownmads · 5 months
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CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT INMATE TOJI AND CUTE LITTLE Y/N WHOS SO NAIVE TO BIG BAD TOJI
CW: Slight smut (mentions of his pp🤭)
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thinking about Prison toji who you met when your college has you do a little project in your criminal psychology class. The project was make a penpal get to know them ask why they are in prision, what their lives before was like, do they regret what they did etc. basic questions of course all you had to do was get the most information out of the penpal about their personal lives as you could.
Prison Toji who only signed up for the program because it was part of his latest court order saying he ‘needed more understanding’ so a penpal would give him a friend while they stay safe😭 he ofc hated the idea and thought it was the dumbest shit ever. until he got his first letter, from you (duh).
Prison toji who got mail for the first time and it was a little white envelope with a cute little sticker sealing it. He deadpanned *is my penpal an idiot these letters are for a prison not a daycare* he silently judges examining every detail as he opened the letter. i read the letter taking in every little personal detail you shared with him, your cute little name, how you loved your cat, how you’re new to the city only just moving for school, of course the boring questions for him as well. But at the very end of the letter he noticed an extra little note.
Ps. i left a few photos of myself along with some of my cat! i think it’s only fair since i got to see your photo on the website
Prison toji who grabs the envelope he previously had thrown to the side and pulls out 3 polaroids. One of you and probably your cat you’re dragging it into the photo with a big grin on your face. the second is a photo of your face a soft smile on your lips meant for whoever took the photo but Toji couldn’t help but wonder if that little smile was for him. Until he pulls out the third photo it’s a full view of you, you’re out in the city dressed all out, and Toji couldn’t help but know you chose that photo just for him.
Prison Toji who can’t wait to finally get some alone time so he can truly appreciate your pretty photos. And immediately goes to write you back answering all your cute little questions. Telling you where he lived before, how he ended up there, telling you what he did for work before (Surprise he sold drugs😍), telling you what he does to occupy his time here (he works out he just wanted an excuse to tell you how strong he is), and he asks you some questions.
Prison Toji who has been relentlessly flirting with since you started writing to him, asking if you had a boyfriend, how your school was going, why you moved to the city, how a cute lil thing like you is still single. You had been writing each other for a few weeks now which is a lot less than you think when you know how long mail takes. But your letters to each other are long. answering every little thing each other asks, learning about one another more and more. You had really connected so you finally ask him the big question he read the words as clear as day.
~Do you think i could come pay you a visit? ~
Prison Toji who had to immediately write back answering the most important question first.
~ And doll, you can come visit me anytime id love to finally meet you and see your pretty face in person~
he wanted to be nonchalant.
Prison Toji who was sitting in bed looking at your photos when he was called
“Zenin, you’ve got a visitor. away from the door.”
Prison Toji silently followed standing on the other side of the cell while the guard came in to handcuff him and bring him to the visiting area. Once he was in the room his cuffs connecting him to the table he waited. until he heard the door open again. He felt his cock twitch in his pants as he saw the guard guide you in. You were wide eyed taking in the new environment until they landed on him.
Prison Toji was large, you knew he was tall and muscular thanks to his letters and photo but nothing could have prepared you for the real deal. Eyes widening even more when you fully take him in. seated At the grey metal table his hands on the table as the guard had told him to. his hair poking at his eyes which were staring drinking you in. his lip in a smirk helping you notice the scar on it which you couldn’t really see from the grainy prison photos. His shirt stretched against his muscles showing off a few tattoos hidden along his skin. the view making you squeeze your thighs together to release some of the pressure building.
Prison Toji who took in as much of you as he could as he watched you shuffle into your seat across from him, enjoying how you squirmed slightly within his gaze, his smirk growing into an almost full smile.
“hey doll it’s good to finally meet you.”
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tealfruit · 6 months
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it's not actually difficult to get me to work hard, or maybe not hard but generally well at least, all you have to do is be a decent person who does their own job and treat me and others with respect and I will be ride or die for you
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