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maaarshieee · 1 year
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I just had a horrible angst idea so imma just put this out here for someone else to take the reigns because, for one, I am NOT going to write angst again just yet! I blame Weekly anon for this tbh /j
cw: blood, mentions of killing, gore, insanity, angst, implied possible death
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He's had many regrets in his life, but nothing beats any of those more than them. He merely wanted to help them, because he thought it would be for the best. He thought it would be a good idea for them to learn how to defend themselves, pushing themselves to their limits and testing them, and inviting them to his plans.
But he was wrong. So wrong.
What once his lover, is now an empty shell of what they were. They lusted for battle. For bloodshed. The cries of the innocent, and the sight of chaos, all created by their own two hands. They served a new selfish purpose; to kill. They still loved him, or so they proclaimed.
But their soft, gentle kisses became rough and painful, and the loving, tender hugs they'd share became a power struggle for dominance. He could see the grin on their lips, but it wasn't the same smile he grew to love. Then comes your hot breath against his skin, whispering a Thank you to him, and the way he shuddered wasn't out of delight. No, it was out of uncharacteristic fear. Of them.
They had the same name as his lover. Same features, the same voice, same figure. But he had never felt so distant from them. It felt like it was as if they were a stranger.
It was then he realized he loved them for who they were before they lost themselves into the path of madness. Before he had thought they were doing this for their sake. It was his fault. He pushed them to the edge, he led them to a life filled with agony that they now thrived on.
He loved the simplicity of it all. The serenity their smiles brought, the soft touches they'd give him against his skin, their loving gaze— what have he done?
And to be at the end of their blade? He surrendered. Because he could never bring them any more harm, for he has done enough. He wishes he could turn back time, to cherish who they were back then, before he selfishly ruined it.
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