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NETFLIX ARGENTINA WHOEVER IS RUNNING YOUR ACCOUNT I WANT TO GIVE THEM A BIG KISS
#ronance#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#do revenge#stranger things#i love them for this#idk who is running this account but they’re doing great#eleanor levetan
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idk why but I would love to see Eren, Connie, Jean, etc. working as security guards lmao! I just feel like they would be very unserious.
girl?!?!?! you already know the diabolically STEWPID shit they’d get up to 😭😭
the three of them would be the late night shifters so most the stuff they get up to would take up most of their time
have a feeling theyd be security guards for like a hotel or something so a job where most people aren’t disturbing them at that time of night
but man the antics theyd get up to?? so bold in how theyd hop into the kitchen and start cooking up a storm with the continental breakfast that’s for the customers in the morning
frying up about 5 sausages, bacon and eggs each 😭😭 drinking up all the cereal and milk whilst they play loud drill via connie’s phone in an empty cup for a speaker
since theres barely any trouble around that time, they’d watch F1 and UFC matches on the display tv in the reception area — feet kicked up on the desk as they gamble and make bets between each other
there’d only be two hotel staff onsight and most of the time hotel night workers are getting linen and press ready for the morning and working on imports, so if theres trouble within the hotel, they’re first port of call
and ofc sometimes people be smoking up in the rooms and doing things against the rules and theyd have to sort it out — and they always take that job SO seriously 😭😭
“hey, guys?”
the soft voice of the team member petra called out towards the three men who were loitering by the reception.
turning round with his thumbs round his belt loops, connie nodded upwards at her
“yo, wassup?”
shifting her weight from foot to foot, the ginger haired girl looked nervous as she said her next words
“uhm… someones smoking in room 312. i knocked for them to open up so, so that they…so i could tell them to stop but they didn’t—”
eren cuts in to put his hand up in petra’s face, his expression serious.
“don’t worry. we’re on it.” turning round to jean, eren throws him his lighter. “which plan we doing tonight?”
jean catches erens lighter with one hand whilst he places down his plate of food with the other.
“they sound hostile so maybe C. although let’s try A2 first, just to avoid filling out any risk assessment sheets.”
these men would purposely intimidate anyone who tried this shit. they’d ask the hotel staff to ring up the name of the individual who booked the rooms, they’d put their walkie talkies on loud so they could sound like cops communicating to each other — gosh they’d even rapt the doors with their knuckles, ears to the wood, and put on fake authoritarian tones
theyd definitely play good cop bad cop whilst the other confiscates shit off them, pretending to be on their side
“look if you just give me the roll ups, ill tell the staff not to put a flag under your account name, alright?”
they dont give two DAMNS about that shit, they just see it as a way to get free cigarettes/weed/poppers
although all three of them are still great guys to have as security staff! if there’s anyone in a vulnerable position that runs to them for help, they’re on it!
working in a hotel means they see a lot of people coerced into rooms and situations they either dont want to be in or not in the right mind to be in
even tho they like to play cop, when the actual cops come, they make sure they protect those who are the victim in the situation or the ones who didn’t instigate
“so you didn’t see the person who totalled the car come this way?”
connie juts his bottom lip out as he shakes his head
“nah man. as i said, i heard a loud screech, ran outside to check, saw a turned over car, but when i checked the car? nobody.”
the cop eyes connie up and down before scribbling in his notepad.
“alright, if you say so.” he pockets the book in his back pocket. “but if you see anything, you’ll say right?”
“of course officer! totally officer!” he lies
little did he know, jean was attending to the light wounds of the woman behind the desk of the reception whilst eren was using her phone to call her sister to come pick her up
all in all, theyd still do their job to the standard they should!!
they definitely conspire with each other beforehand when they each log in their timetable dates so they can be on the same shift
but theyre good pals regardless and even if its just two of them on a shift its still a vibe lool
#connie springer#eren jeager#jean krischtein#aot imagine#attak on titan#attack on titan eren#attack on titan jean#attack on titan connie
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I’m typing this all at like. Almost 11 at night so excuse me please if it’s at all rambling or weird idk. I just felt like since it’s been over a year since I genuinely posted anything I need to say some stuff about me just going ghost.
So hi :) to old and the somehow new followers I’ve accumulated. How are all of you? I missed you all and this account a lot and I feel really shitty just kind of abandoning it the way I did so I think it’s time I give some explanations? Or like… I don’t know, life updates? Which feels weird to say considering I’ve always been very anonymous on this account, which I will continue to do in this so. Please enjoy some basic info about my life
1) I graduated college :) Which I think was a huge part of why I had to abandon this account for a minute. Those of you who are unaware, I was a studio art major, and if you think that studio art is an “easy” major you’d be wrong! That shit kicked my ass like no other. “Art school” just used to be old rich dudes giving a little freak some money and told him to paint or sculpt some dicks and god do I wish that was how it still was. I had to like, come up with concepts and reason behind my work, and create a shit ton of it to. I put my entire soul into that shit, defend the hell out of it in critiques, and my final work means so much to me. If I wasn’t anonymous on here I’d without a doubt post it because. It truly feels like I ripped out my little dumb heart and put it on paper/canvas
But with that, I’ve had to become real adult :( I’m doing what I can to make money off my work (which is going better than imagined) while also doing some part time work. It’s great, but very tiring.
Also 2) (this part will be short I swear) I have a long term partner now. I won’t say exactly how long we’ve been together, but I do live with them. And as weird as it may sound, I’ve never told them about this account or my writing. They know I like kpop, but not this side of it. And I think part of me is still weighing my emotions towards writing smut about kpop idols while being in a committed/monogamous relationship. But I digress.
3) With how busy I became around the time that my posting schedule really took a hit, I’ve also just fallen away from kpop :/ I still listen to the music and watch music videos and stuff. But the fandom side and the non music related videos, I completely lost on that now. And I don’t like that. Being into kpop made me really happy and I liked watching boys be silly. But it just feels like I’ve missed so much now. I like a lot of groups, but more than anything, I miss nct so much :( I don’t even know what they’re really doing now. I know some of them will be entering the military soon so I feel like maybe the fandom will slow down, and as someone who used to run a 5sos account, I know what it’s like to just feel like a fandom is dying. And idk. I doubt kpop fandoms are like that but. Okay yeah now im rambling anyways!
This is all to say, I miss this part of my life a lot. Keeping up to date with music, watching funny videos of my boys, talking to you guys, and writing. I still have so many stories half finished. So many ideas that im just so disappointed didn’t see the light of day. Maybe I’ll get around to it again, but im not exactly sure if/when I’ll be in the headspace to write smut. Which I know, I can write without involving smut. But some of my ideas kind of needs it I think? And if im being honest, would anyone read my stuff if there wasn’t smut in it? Idk and I don’t know if I want to know.
Anyways if you’ve read this, thank you but like also. Im so sorry about how much there is lmao. If you want to send me a message please do. I don’t know if I’ll respond to what’s in my inbox now, since I just feel like I waited to long and I’d feel like a dick responding now. But I promise to keep an eye out. If you just want to say hi or just update me on what been going on in nct (please I want to get back into nct even if it’s not for my writing). If you have any questions for me I’m here :) and just as dumb as I was when I left. And I would recommend the inbox more than anything. I get really anxious with dms and I’m horrible about keeping conversations going there, so my inbox is really the best. I won’t promise I’ll get to it like, the second you send it, as, awhile ago I turned off my notifications for tumblr. 1) because sometimes the notifications were cringe lmao. Like I’m very liberal with who sees/handles my phone and some of those notifications were clearly for fanfiction and I don’t need to be exposed like that lmao. But also because I started getting very, very anxious about how many notes/likes a fic got and how quickly and it just was so bad for my mental health. But that’s not the point.
The point is, I’d love to hear from any of you guys again, be able to talk about kpop and just shoot the shit. Which if I’m not writing (for now, we’ll see about the future because those old ideas are still gnawing at my brain) I understand if the traction and interest in my account has worn off. But either way.
Hi :)
#putting this under a read more because it’s longer than I intended#and also some of you won’t care#and that’s okay#just needed to say some things :)#and uh if you see any typos umm no u didn’t#anyways <3
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Hello! I was the one who sent that last ask (meant to say accounts not bliss idk why it autocorrected to that) and that’s so great! So if it’s not against your rules may I request ler illumi with a lee younger sister reader? Not too much younger, like only three years? So they’re both adults :D Thank you, I love your work!
You’re still the same
Summary: Illumi is helping you move into your apartment and he brings up some of his your favorite memories together. You explain how you’re 22 now and not a little girl anymore but Illumi has ways to prove other wise.
Fem!reader (little sister) no weird stuff just sibling love. There also is a wee bit of swearing
A/n: first one of the day 🌟(this is probably so freaking terriblezzz) Gon x Killua are mentioned. I tried giving Illumi a little flavor
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“Do you need any assistance?” Illumi asked as he saw you struggling with a huge mirror. “I got it Ill” you simply responded as you almost break the mirror. “You know I’m here to hel—“ he was about to remind you for the MILLIONTH time before you cut him off “yes yes Ill I know you’re here to help your sister whenever with whatever but I got it” you sighed, laughing to yourself as you looked around to see what else needs to be done. “You forgot the little infront of sister.” He said just to be an ass.
“I’m only three years younger shut up plus I am 22 years old now technically 23 sine my birthday is next month” you lightly hit his arm as you crossed arm side-eying him with a grin on your face. “Still little not only in age but in size too Kil may be taller than you” he raised a brow as he scoffed. “You’re still my little sister at the end of the day plus it’s not like I’m calling you my baby sister so you’re okay.”
“Okay but like it sounds like we’re 12 and 15” you looked at him. “You remember at school when you tripped that one kid and he fell down the stairs but only his arm broke from the fall” Illumi chuckled at bit bringing up old memories. “Oh my gosh yes he had it coming he was so annoying” you shrugged your shoulders smiling. “You remember when you dislocated the chimera ant’s shoulder” he brought up. “Can you believe I was only 4 when I did that” you smiled. “Not to brag but I taught you that when you were 3” he said as he brushed his fingers through his hair.
“No need to gloat there bucko” you chuckled. “See I taught my little sister so much” he patted your head before you swatted his hand and point at him. “I am 22! I’m not little I am an adult and how dare you pat my head.”you dramatically acted shocked.“Look at you trying so hard to be so proper that adorable I should tell mom.”Illumi teased. “Actually I am an adult adorable is not in my vocabulary and you should start acting your age too” you sassed him.
“Oh I’ll act my age like the annoying 15 year old brother I can be” he raised his eyebrows popping his knuckles. “You threatening me?… Wait! Illumi no don’t fucking do it” you point at him slowly backing away. “Do what y/n? Tickle you?” He asked in a sly tone as he inch towards you. “Yehes exactly that” you giggled as you tried to make a run for it. He swiftly grabbed your wrist pinning you onto the sofa. “I’ve been a big brother for how many years 22 I knew you were try to make a run for it” he scoffed.
“Would you like to change your mind? Hint hint this is your last chance” illumi asked. “Fuhuhuck off” you giggled anticipating. “No wonder we’re Kil gets it from learned from his bad mouth sister” he chuckled a bit as he poked at your sides.
“Yohohou’re such ahahan ass hahaha” you giggled. “So what you are too” he sassed pinching your sides. “Someone is quite squirmy today” he teased acting clueless. “Yohohou’re literally tihihickling me”
“Oh I am?! I didn’t even notice” he acted surprised.
“Wehehehehe are lihihihuterally aduhuhults and yohohou’re tickling mehehehehe like a frehehheheaking kid” you laugh as you weakly push at his hands as he gotten closer and closer to your armpits. “I wouldn’t care if we were 75 and 72 uh oh someone is getting a bit squeaky” he scoffed as he teased. “Ihihi am nohohohot”
“You are so stubborn you know none of this would be happening right now if you just accepted you’re my little sister” Illumi explained finally reaching your armpit. IHIHILLUMEHEHEHEHEHEE STAHAHAHAHAP IHIHIHUT”
“OHOHOHKAHAHAY ILLUMEHEHEHEHE IHIHIM STIHIHIHIHILL YOHOHOHOUR LITTLE SISTERAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA” You squealed as you gave in slapping the floor. “And don’t forget it” he said as he stopped the tickles. “You’re still a teen ya’know you may legally be an adult doesn’t mean you have to immediately start acting like one” he told you.
“My god you’re acting like she’s going mars for the rest of eternity” Killua exaggerated rolling his eyes. “I can give you this treatment too Kil” Illumi said with a bit of mischief in his eyes. “Yohou’re one to tahahalk didn’t mom say you were bawling your eyes out when you first found out I was moving” you laughed as you teased him.
“Anywayssssss mom wants us all back for dinner” he side-eyed you with a faint blush, as he put his hands in his pockets. “Are you bringing your boyfriend?” Illumi teased as he smirked a tiny bit. “I—WH—HE— SHUT UP!!” Killua stuttered blushing even more as he slammed the door “HURRY UP!!”.
“Come on before he starts whining and pouting” you rolled your eyes as you got up.
#kiara answers#anon ask#anon request#hxh tickle#lee!reader#ler!illumi#anime tickle fic#tickle drabble#hxh tickle tic#hxh tickle drabble
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Internet Hcs About the Evans
i don’t know. read it
warning: like everything language mentions of porn idk dont read it if ur gonna be like ew stop being lewd
Tate: Knows the fnaf lore. Specifically watched Markiplier play it and also a Sally Face fan like hardcore and kins both Sal and Larry equally. Has a Tumblr acc but it’s only to interact w fanart of fnaf and sally face and like idk follow other fan accs he’s one of those empty accs with some random ass username no posts no bio no prof pic just his name in lowercase. has a deviantart?? again doesn’t post just to look at fanart he’s really into fanart and almost gets into reading fanfiction about his various interests but ultimately decides against it cuz i feel like violet would clown on him for it if she ever found out
Kit: Has an insta but it’s private with like 27 followers and it’s all like just his family and friends and sometimes when his friends post he’ll comment something like ‘Looking good bud 👍’ and then disappears from the internet for another month or two until he gets a notif that his wife posted or something. too scared to go on twitter and i don’t blame him. for the most part he just doesn’t understand how the internet works and has no intentions of finding out so he leaves it alone. he also has a facebook but same rules apply with the instagram only ever goes on to hype up his wife and kids and sometimes friends
Kyle: frat boy sorry cuz i don’t imagine frankenkyle can fathom the internet anyway i feel like kyle gets into debates online like way too much and he sees nothing wrong w the fact that he’s like actively searching out bigots to give a piece of his mind to. he’s got a tiktok and only follows like racist sexist ppl so his feed is full or opportunities to curse someone out digitally. he’s also got a twitter thats almost been banned a lot. he’s completely anonymous w it tho and his insta is completely regular he’s got like maybe 900-1000 followers just of like his friends and frat guys from his own or other frats and a bunch of girls who asked for his insta cuz they thought he was cute even though he never replies to flirty dms. he WOULD have several white boy went fishing posts and you guys can’t argue w me on this ok i wrote too much for him. he definitely has a lot of girls commenting every time he posts and i think his brothers would give him a lot of shit for not ‘jumping on that shit’ but he’s all like ‘oh i’m old fashioned u know i’m not like that’ has an active snapchat that he adds stories to all the time but once again never responds to messages
Jimmy: he has an account on instagram, twitter, probably facebook but they’re all mostly like linked to the freak show ykwim like he’d have like a verified checkmark but he only ever posts like freak show related announcements or like every now and then a little video that he records of him and some other ppl in the show behind the scenes and it’s captioned like ‘come see us (enter date here)’ and that’s pretty much it he’s not super big on being active in social media because he claims he has plenty of friends irl he doesn’t need fake robot friends. also may not know how the internet works
James: i mean sally runs the hotels official instagram page and all other socials and he probably has no idea that she’s doing that until he finds out she posted some image of video of him on one of the accounts and then some guests recognize him at the hotel and say like ‘omg ur that guy!!’ and he has no idea what it all means n shit. I think he would get a great kick out of instagram reels like non tiktok but you know how like a month after a trend happens on tiktok then it goes to reels? right like he eats that shit up he thinks its the funniest goddamn thing like funny cat videos or someshit
Kai: right so like we all know he trolls reddit and 4chan and posts rude reviews on thatcow. the kinda guy that kyle finds himself internet battling like this is the enemy he's been preparing for. he has a tiktok to stay relevant and he's just a comment section lurker 'user17896379' type shit he just likes various biggoted comments and occasionally replies just to start fights and shit. he's got a facebook and insta where he's totally normal tho like 'hey guys vote me for senate!!' again similar to kyle but like opposite ends of the same spectrum. i would love to view his search history. searches the most despicable things on p0rn websites every time he yanks it and i just am desperate to know what shit he's looking at
#evan peters fanfiction#evan peters#evan peters x you#evan peters x reader#tate langdon#kit walker#kyle spencer#jimmy darling#james march#kai anderson#american horror story#american horror story fanfiction#the evans#fanfiction#ahs fanfiction#ahs fandom
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Why do they keep making Roy repeatedly behave violently toward Jamie when he has both witnessed Jamie being abused and comforted him afterwards. It’s soooo out of character imo and also completely unnecessary. He doesn’t really do it to this extent with anyone else either, just yells, which is weird because why are u targeting the one person that you should be most considerate towards (not that it’s okay to be violent to anyone but you get me). It just annoys me seeing so many people giggling about Roy charging toward Jamie in the locker room and making fun gif parallels from season one. It was never funny idk
yeah gotta be honest really don’t love that! like Really Don’t Love It! im like- okay it’s a comedy show that’s fine, he’s The Angry One that’s also fine it’s like that sometimes. things are gonna have a different tone by nature and there’s limited narrative space for different things to be focused on and unpacked and whatnot but this one is real weird for me and i just can’t get my brain around it. it feels so specifically contradictory and like… regressive for roy personally? i just can’t imagine him just being cool with repeatedly acting like that after what’s happened with them. i dooooon’t think we’re at the “i’ll fucking kill you” point with them anymore and it was kind of bizarre that it passed completely without comment or reaction like. from roy himself. i like him a lot and im not unaware of his flaws - he’s got some pretty significant ones! they make him a far more interesting character! - but that just felt incorrect for the kind of person he is with the priorities he has and way he feels about leadership and influence and Jamie Specifically.
maybe they’re gonna get into his anger this season as a Thing or an Arc for him! maybe not. still, i just don’t think he’d be reacting that extremely with jamie now that they’re not actively at each other’s throats and especially not after what happened in 2x08 which had bizarrely little impact on…. anything, for having been a massively effecting and frankly traumatizing event for everyone involved. i’d so much rather see him make different choices and have that say something about his character and evolution here on the accountability show, like. it was a weird and out of pace step back.
especially when the resolution of roy’s heightened behaviour that episode was centred on his issue with trent as far as ted being like “your ego is an issue right now.” which was a GREAT sequence and was fabulously executed as a subplot and i LOVED everything with and about roy and trent but left the explosive reactions to jamie un-commented on. I think when I was talking to a friend about this I repeatedly put it in the words of ‘it’s a bit much’
which is why i am now naturally neck deep in an episode tag fic about this very thing XD like maybe they’ll address it in the future! but im gonna get out some thoughts on it now. also - im not really involved with the fandom directly, just some buddies and lovely people who send me messages (like you!! thank you!!!) so i haven’t seen general reactions but it’s like. yeah. have a hard time finding that one funny, personally! i saw an interesting comparison shot of jamie’s reaction to him specifically and how different it is now but like. let’s dig into that a bit, hence the fic
anyways. love this show very much and overall think that was a home run of a knockout episode but that particular bit really bothered me and it’s good to know i don’t just have a really specific bone to pick XD or if i do it’s not just me!
#gav gab#gav answers#long post#ted lasso spoilers#abuse mention#i just think it does a disservice to their dynamic and to ROY honestly#also to jamie tbh but a far weirder and worse effect on roy’s characterization#that would’ve been profoundly affecting to him and you can’t convince me otherwise#and i can’t see him reacting like this or at the very least not like#having some kind of reaction to his own reaction or something idk
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12 and 21, for the Good Omens asks
Thanks!
12. Has your interaction with the good omens fandom been overall good or bad?
Definitely both. As a franchise it’s definitely a lot of fun to talk about and engage in fun little scenarios and headcanons for. The source material is quirky and funny but also deep and thought-provoking, which is a really good combination when it comes to these things. I think my favourite part was always the “Crowley invented this” meme. Remember how there was that running joke where you’d point to some everyday annoyance or inconvenience and say “Crowley did that”? Loved that. Great fun. Genuinely quite therapeutic.
The bad part was, maybe not surprisingly, The Discourse. And listen, as far as the question of “should series 1 be considered Actual Queer Rep” goes, I think there are good arguments on both sides. It’s a complicated topic and obviously a lot of people are going to be bringing their personal feelings and experiences to the table. But like so many internet arguments, any kind of nuance got very quickly drowned in the sea of people obnoxiously trying to shut down anything contrary to what they thought and insisting that anyone who disagreed with them must be morally bad in some way. Like, the people who acted like it was the end of the world if anyone said anything even mildly critical of the way it handled things caused me a lot more anger and frustration than anything Good Omens itself ever did or didn’t do.
The other downside was, to be honest, I never really liked the level of involvement the author had with the fandom, or the way some fans acted (and still act) about him. I don’t like “word of god” at the best of times, I don’t think author comments should be considered “canon” or that anyone should have to take them into account in their interpretation of the material, and with GO that sort of thing was really difficult to avoid. Like it was just expected that everyone was going to listen to what Neil Gaiman said on twitter or whatever and factor it into their reading, and as a result sometimes you’d see people insisting that “such and such is canon” when hardly anyone who just watched the show and took it at face value would come away with that as an interpretation. Like, you shouldn’t have to do background research to have a full understanding of something! I don’t care what Neil Gaiman said on bloody twitter and I shouldn’t have to!
Anyway, those were my major bugbears, but apart from that it’s been a lot of fun, especially in the early days of series 1. I love reading fics that capture the story’s tone and the characters; they’re very fun and endearing characters to engage with and honestly just to play with like dolls in a sandpit. My best experiences with the fandom have primarily been laughing at posts going “lol Crowley glues pound coins to the pavement and then tries to pick them up the next day”. I’m not as active in the fandom these days but I’d still like more of that.
21. do you prefer crowley's hair from s1 or s2? why?
That’s tricky. The colour in S2 is closer to the sort of colour I’d prefer to have myself, and it wasn’t a bad look by any stretch, but the more flashy and obviously-dyed quality maybe wasn’t quite… fitting? Idk. Maybe the first series, just because I preferred the first series in general.
Good Omens ask game
#yeah took me a while to get round to this one#I don’t tumble on the weekends and I got it on Friday night so there wasn’t much time to marshal a response#still I love ask games so wasn’t about to pass it up
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hi i hope this isn't weird askdjfksdksl, you seem to be much more active on twitter but i REFUSE to make an account on that website BUT a mutual of mine just said something to me about the idea of an au where the rattlers run like. an apocalypse gladiator ring instead and ellie eventually gets caught and stuck there with abby and this is just actually insane we can't believe no one else seems to have had this idea yet??????? my first thought was tell the only ellabs person i know of who is in any way active on social media idk you can tell twitter about this or whatever i just think you need to know. i think ellabs nation (ellabs village really lol) needs to consider the possibilities
1) come to twitter i promise it’s like not that bad i just get into fights a lot 😭
2) i have a new tumblr but it’s under a pseudonym because i’m literally writing x readers and i know people will clown me and think i’m doing it in the “y/n” way (nothing wrong with that) and not the “x readers are a great way to character study without making whole ocs and you’re able to share them with a large audience” way
3) honestly , i really hate fics that have like . anything to do with the rattlers . because they’re just , like , EXTREMELY miserable (hypocritical coming from me , i know) and i deserve a speck of dopamine every now and then . but i will spread the idea ! because tbh it’s pretty good and not done before . just not my thing
4) i’m going to take this as an opportunity to explain why the fuck tl2 isn’t out yet , but it’s going to be a very longwinded self-psychoanalytical bananza , sooo . .
so , tl2 isn’t going to be a multichapter , if it ever gets put out . it’s gonna be a really long oneshot , because if i post it , i want it to be FINISHED so i don’t leave anyone waiting again .
the reason why i have a mental block against writing it right now is because i’m really unhappy about where tl1 left off . i never really liked it honestly , i just felt a bit pressured to get it out asap so i could be done . i reread the first few chapters all the time , and i really consider that its peak , because it started to feel like a chore after chapter six .
it’s hard to write the sequel to something you don’t like . it feels like you can only disappoint (if not others , yourself) and expand on its horribleness , which sounds so melancholy , i know , lol , but it’s the truth . like , how do you fix what’s broken on something you can’t touch ? by adding more that’s broken ? nuh uh . it’s a lot of stress .
also , i just . . need a creative recharge . “spencer , it’s been like five months since you finished tl !!” no i mean like . a year . before i even poke it with a ten foor pole again . LOL it’s that bad . this might change , but that’s how i feel right now .
i’ve been really insecure about my work lately , and i’ve never been able to read original novels or other fics without feeling incredibly envious of others’ talent , and it has sowed a lot of discontent inside of me . so i stopped consuming others’ work for a bit , but that just left me uninspired and in an echo chamber of my own writing without any improvement , so it became hyper-stylized and odd to read , especially months later . i don’t even know what i was trying to accomplish at some points ?? it’s all very odd and tryhard and makes me cringe .
so , right now , my goal is to read more published work lol . i’m reading my childhood favorite “daughter of smoke and bone” right now , and it’s even better than i remember . highly recommend
but yeahhh that’s why tl2 isn’t out sorry 🌸🩷🩷💕🥺🥺🥺
(but like fr i am incredibly sorry)
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i’m assuming everyone and their mom has heard about what the p3 remake is removing but imma be real i think the issue goes beyond just removing content since what atlus ends up doing regarding extra content will determine if the remake is actually worthwhile.
if you haven’t seen the announcement here it is:
p3 has a ton of issues and yeah my biggest hope with any remake is to improve those issues but if they’re going to take away content they have to add content while making sure said content justifies the remake. we don’t need another pokemon bdsp situation.
idk much about fes but from all accounts it’s considered the definitive version and i know for a fact there’s extra story stuff included. p3p is piss easy to emulate and also has more content with the femc route (and imma be real outside of the ken social link the actual social links themselves are much better written than if you played as the male mc). removing the p3p content seems to be because “oh we rereleased p3p already” but i don’t see why fes stuff got removed. the add-on disc itself is currently stuck on the ps2 plus gonna be honest emulating ps2 games is a gamble especially if you don’t have the best pc.
in terms of the p3p port, it is really bad in comparison to the og, and this is coming from a guy who’s first p3 experience was emulating 3p on a shit laptop where it somehow runs and sounds better than the port released in 2023. it can definitely damper experiences and i wouldn’t be surprised if it has. it’s sad because there is stuff to like and even love about it. lots of p3’s problems stem from the gameplay, social link writing, and even some of the character writing for a good chunk of the cast (though that’s more subjective), but god the ost is amazing, the story is great, and the ending is downright near perfection.
the additions were what made p3 better or at least more fun to revisit. there’s a reason most people don’t go back to base versions of games when a rerelease comes out that includes more content.
persona 3 deserves a remake. arguably not as much as 1 and the 2 duology, but it still has enough issues that a remake is needed. all mainline persona games do deserve at least one shot since they all offer something unique that sets them apart from other jrpgs. the p3p port was trash and shouldn’t be the experience most people have with it. however, if reload can’t justify its existence and instead is just p3 but flashier and with (hopefully) some quality of life improvements, then i think that’ll define where the series goes as well as atlus remakes. it needs extra content. if they’re not bringing back fes or portable stuff, there needs to be new stuff included.
#and this is also coming from someone who was disappointed by p3#i’m genuinely sorry to all p3 fans out there you guys keep getting done dirty#shantien rambles#persona
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// Rambling mun thoughts, tbd
I have the great urge to do some writing, but idk who I wanna write about. Might browse reddit for prompts or see if I can send some asks to some people. I want to finish AU pages for all these OCs but it’s also... such a task.
Reading lots of RP since I returned to tumblr has defintely made me want to get some more writing practice in and improve. It’s also fun because when you’re writing with someone, there’s someone to hold you accountable to write.
Unrelated, I’ve been tempted to bring back some of my retired OCs from when I initially ran this blog as myriad-of-muses. Namely; Saphernion and Zephyr. Only weird thing is Saphernion is a package deal with Magdus, and having two OCs who are in a relationship with lots of shared history makes it feel a little weird to fit new people into that dynamic. After all, they were originally the deuteragonists of a novel concept I had a long time ago.
Zephyr, though, would be a blast. Especially his modern AU that I explored in my hiatus via D&D. Adopted son of a major fashion mogul who is strictly anti-establishment, eat-the-rich, lives on his own, and is a professional gamer. Incredible gremlin energy. He may also do crime.
That and him being a very androgynous aroace short king has given rise to many funny situations, especially because he gets a kick out of people’s confusion. Very “What’s in your pants?” “A knife” energy. While he does identify as male and uses he/him pronouns, he also has been known to wear just about anything regardless of norms (though most commonly it’s old sweaters, sweatpants, and flipflops because they’re comfy).
ALSO. I need to get some ships up and running on either this blog or @arkyn-iceborn-vindication. I see all these fluffy starter prompts I want to reblog but all of Arkyn’s old ship partners are deactivated or left tumblr ToT
#out of legends#tbd#sorry if I'm spamming OOC I'm trying to figure out which of these blorbos to write for
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Hello yes Amadeo has intrigued me please do feel free to share some lore
OKAY OKAY BESTIE WITH PLEASURE-
well. let’s see. he’s the son (im gonna say he and son in this post to avoid confusion bc hes amab and also he literally couldn’t care less about gender stuff).
He was born in 1996 and is the son of the youngest of the four pascuzzi siblings, Gabriella. She ran away from home when she was 13 bc the way her parents made their money disgusted her (they are a bit like the mafia but with art and jewellery) and also bc the little sicilian village where they lived bored her to death. she wanted to go see The World i suppose but bc she was so young and also kinda dumb she landed in Palermo and didn’t get away from there for quite some time. She joined a gang of small time criminals like pickpockets and such bc she had no other choice (they picked her off the street). And bc she was so young and stupid she managed to get pregnant at 14 (it was consensual like the dad only was 15 himself and they just didn’t think of the consequences) and thus Amadeo was born.
About a year later, the police found out about their gang and they had to flee. Amadeo’s dad managed to get back to his home country, Brazil, and Gabriella somehow fled to Monaco where she began working in a casino as a croupière (does this exist? idk). They stayed there several years until she was 19 which was when she married an old man who was sort of lonely and only wanted to give her security with the marriage. He was a really great guy and they were all happy for two years. Afterwards, the old man died and bc his family was the bitchiest family ever, they managed to take all the money he had left Gabriella away from her. So there she was again with nothing oops
They travelled around Europe for one or two years afterwards and this time was not the best, I will say that much. Many not-so-nice things happened during that period but Gabriella was too proud to ask her family for help after she had spent so much time hiding from them. But after a while, they came to Portugal where Gabriella got together with some normal (or pretty normal) nightclub owner who was nice enough and they lived there for three more years until Amadeo was 13 and Gabriella was 27. And yeah. Then she died of alcohol poisoning one night. BUT
Amadeo’s family (the italian part, he has no clue the brazilian part even exists) all showed up to the funeral and it was very frightening and sad and new for him bc his mum had always told him that they were bad people and he couldn’t trust them. Which is true in some way but they’re actually really nice if you look over all the illegal stuff they have going on. And well, he became the oldest brother Felice’s ward and came back to Italy to live with his grandma in that same sicilian village his mother had run way from. It’s actually quite nice there.
When he was 18, he also moved to Palermo, into the old flat his mother and father had occupied back in the day (it’s a super crazy 70s style apartment with curtains made out of glass pearls and a pink velvet sofa and a cardboard Sean Connery and stuff like that). And bc he didn’t have to worry about money (Felice just founded his account every months with LOTS of money bc he is sorry what happened to his mother but also doesn’t know how to show it properly) he just did what he wanted aka partying and drinking a lot and doing drugs and not caring about anything. Not to mention he also has a lot of trauma. Which obviously sucks. His only help during that time was Janice, his cousin (Felice’s daughter. Remember Janice, she’s that other storyless oc of mine i introduced once) bc she is strong and amazing and would always help him in one way or another. But of course this was no situation to be in for very long and it all changed for the better when he met his boyfriend-to-be Celio in a bar.
Which is when he asked Celio for his number but never texted him until Celio was attacked by some assholes one night and Amadeo happened to be there and saved him. Then took him back to his flat, let him sleep in his bed and they became really close. And well. Now they’re in a very healthy, happy relationship. But that is another story maybe for when I draw Celio one day.
okay this was A LOT. I hope it’s not too much but you asked for it sooooo :3
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Okay wait
Idk if I’m alone in this but I’ve never seen people say this
But like
I really really don’t like when people say things like “men/guys who like Taylor Swift>>>”
Like seriously they make it seem like such a massive feat and act as if it shows a great display of character (actually it does, don’t get me wrong, but why exclusively men in that case 😭😭😭)
Like hello- other genders do in fact also listen to Taylor Swift but hey I haven’t heard you say a word about them
And in my short time having TikTok (I truly hate that app and find myself to be much happier after deleting it) I see the most irritating guys always making videos about how they’re ~ different ~ because they listen to Taylor Swift
EXCEPT
EXCEPT
The only song
That I have EVER seen them singing or playing in one of those silly videos
is, you belong with me, (just the bridge that too) and it’s just like- sir do you like know any of her… idk… other songs amongst the abundance of them that she has released?? Fun fact her discography amounts to over 200…
Also a real swiftie guy wouldn’t make that big a deal of it- he’d just casually run his my tears ricochet account and whatever lol
And it gives the same energy as that one guy who posted vids of him reading a book shirtless thinking he was atlas corrigan (the guy from it ends with us I believe ALSO PLS don’t misunderstand me- I HATE it ends with us I don’t like the author or any of her other books- they are disgusting- and I hate that genre trope in general!! I am a COLLEEN HOOVER ANTI) anyway yes, this one guy literally just reading or something and 2000 people going crazy over him in the comments??? Like hello??? I guarantee you that I read 1000x more books than he has in his lifetime in like a week??
Anyway it’s just the whole praising men for doing the bare-minimum that’s so off-putting as always and it allows these weirdos to feed right off that
And of course I seldom see posts which say something like ‘[insert gender] who listen to Taylor Swift>>>>
So yeah that’s all
So, i wanna make clear smth first: im both, the worst and the best person you couldve send this.
Okay so im just gonna go full queer mood from here.
First, the gender binary there bothers me. So. Much. Like. Okay. They're just cishet girls expressing their sexuality, its fine. But i just cant help to notice it everytime.
AND then you realize that no one goes and say Woman who listen taylor swift>>>>>> and its just. Like. Wtf. I really never ever have seen someone celebrate any kind of girl that way, its always the woman that feels lucky of finding a guy interested on their fandoms.
And añmdpwnspdnap id say queer rights cuz sapphics and nd pals and unlabeled ppl?? So many cool ways to express gender and you pick the guy that only plays ybwm okay-
Tbh ive never been interested on reading Colleen Hover. But yes, for some reason ppm always seems to celebrate cishet guys doing like normal stuffs?? Like, TS even talks about it on TheMan mv.
Idkidk, on one hand i know most of the things behind tha treanding bother me cuz im aroace and demigirl, but also pandoqkwoqnaoqlqpamwpw violence
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Honestly I’m being treated like shit by this person, they’re causing such a toxic environment that other members of the team are threatening to quit. It’s due to structures within our company and we’ve been haemorrhaging staff for a while now. The only person on my team who probably won’t end up finding a new job by the end of the year is THAT person which means I’ll be stuck with them and at the moment I honestly feel like I can’t breathe around them because it’s very every step you take I’ll be watching you. And today that person was supposed to work and I was supposed to be off as everything is closed for the queens funeral but they’ve randomly decided they don’t feel like working so now I have to run around like a twat and go into work to cover them as I’m the only one able to do it.
And nobody wants to listen to me talking about this because everyone is just like “ahhh you should just quit though” from my friends to my partner to my parents but the thing is… who’s gonna pay my rent and bills if I quit and can’t get a job with the same wage? Hmm? We’re on a cost of living crisis and if I quit me and my partner are going to have to decide between paying our bills or feeding ourselves. None of them take that into account. It’s always like well quit or suck it up 🤷🏻♀️. Literally feels shitty and like nobody cares about me enough to truly listen to what I’m saying.
I suffer with depression anyway on a good day, but felt well enough to stop taking my medication a while back but in the course of three days my mental health has done a complete nosedive and I am on constant edge and stressed and upset all the time and i honestly don’t know what to do with myself.
Anyway I’ll stop bothering you with this now.
- 🦇
honey, i sincerely apologize if my words are anything but helpful, but again, i am truly sorry you're going through this.
while i can't say i understand how you feel with you struggling to pay the bills and find a job seeing as i don't have a job myself, i completely understand how you feel about no one listening; they don't know how you feel— but i am listening and trying to understand you.
don't quit your job, or (idk if this is allowed) look for one while you still have this job honey. but you shouldn't be the one adjusting, it should be this bitchy ass person. i'd say fight back, but it could maybe get you in trouble and make the situation worse.
you and your co workers should all file a report about them (if you're all getting the same treatment from this person). that way, you have an opportunity to solve this predicament their causing.
i apologize if this is not very helpful, but feel free to rant in my askbox and i do not find you or your rants bothering. you're doing great, honey <3
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I mean it’s media that makes people think Saudis or people similar to them are 3 headed aliens they can’t relate to. there’s a shocking number of people who think places like Saudi are run like Afghanistan, which is ironic because some of people who are most bigoted against afghans and who think Afghanistan is basically hellfire on planet earth are Arabs themselves lol. I remember when Plestia, the girl from Gaza went viral after the war started, people looked at her TikTok and instagram posts from before the war and were so amazed by how she was just a typical girl, posting pictures with her dog.
yeah idk people are people and they just live their little lives and most of them are boring as shit lol. I don’t know what people expect lol. Like if you get an ISIS member or like a weird hellfire and brimstone Christian or the West Bank Orthodox Jews who are currently protesting Bibi (fun note: it looks like the far right religious crowd is the one that’s gonna take him down because they’re upset at being conscripted looooool so that’d be funny like they’re not doing it for the right reasons but the base he’s stoked seems to be the one that’s gonna take him down) they’re all obviously nut jobs like let’s not deny that but otherwise people are people?
Saudi is by all accounts lovely. You can’t drink there and they’re a lil weird about like room and apartment sharing if you’re not legally married which sucked for my friend’s cousin because he likes to drink and he did find a girlfriend there but like he stayed on another couple years because overall shit was awesome. As I said, I taught a guy from Saudi ESL in person privately and he’s a great dude and we still chat sometimes and like some stuff he asked me I was like “that seems like a fantasy for the west my guy like no idk where you’re gonna just get piles of girls and shit that’s not realistic but I’ll help you set up a Tinder profile” but like awesome guy overall with yes some preconceptions of the west that we had to tone down same as anon who said her friend’s Saudi bf was normal obviously had preconceptions about that.
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It’s nice to see another 2p!Japan blog, a lot of them seem to be inactive! Maybe I’m not looking hard enough, or they have a blog setting so they’re hidden from Tumblr searches :(.
I will make sure to send you plenty of asks when you need (when I can), just let me know when you’re bored or need some more >:). I’ll try to keep my asks creative so that you have something to work with; unless you want me to send in more open ended questions I can. I used to run an ask blog myself(and sorta do now but it’s struggling) so I know how frustrating it is to run an ask blog and get little to no asks (and then people are upset that you’re not posting)! I think a lot of people who run ask blogs (especially of less popular characters) understand that though.
I don’t know if I need a name just yet(some blogs give anons names or allow them to have names like ❤️ anon, etc), but I’m pretty sure I’m one of the first people to interact/send you asks? It’s okay if you don’t post this though, I get it, just wanna let know that this ask blog still has a chance.
When you first make one it can be painful trying to get interaction because your account is new and gets drowned out by all of the other popular blogs :(. Don’t feel pressured to do trends and stuff if you don’t want to, because you’re making this content for free (unless you do commissions)! Do things you enjoy on this blog so you aren’t dreading coming back to it :3 because I know I didn’t for mine and it ended up stressing me out trying to get asks answered as quickly as possible, etc.
If you want more interaction/reach though, using tags/hashtags is a great way to go. I don’t know which you want to use, but the character and fandom tags work well (ex: 2p!japan, kuro honda, 2p hetalia), etc. Also interacting with other ask blogs(or just other blogs in general) can help you get reach/interaction (by sending in asks, reblogs, liking posts, chatting, etc).
But overall do have fun on your ask blog(s), because you don’t want to make a hobby feel like work. I’m not saying that you will, I just know I’ve destroyed a lot of my accounts/blogs by overworking myself to make good art and content but getting no interaction anyways. Please do prioritize your mental health, you aren’t paid to run this blog so your health comes first!
(Again, it’s okay if you don’t post this ask; I just wanted to give you some hope/motivation) /gen /nf
(Tysm 4 this !! Idk what to say other than thank you and I won’t try and pressure myself or anything !! I got so happy when I saw a couple of asks and I’m working on the answers rn :3 I really love having fun with characters and stuff and I promise I won’t overwork myself or anything!! Thank you anon :3 I’ll take your advice to heart//
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satiating my craving for bts-related questions part 1/5
what's the first bts song you heard?
To be honest with you I don’t think I’ll ever know the True Answer to this because they’ve been mainstream for a while now, and I know I’ve caught some of their songs on the radio back in college. If I had to guess it’d probably be something like DNA or Boy With Luv; but I would say the first song I heard when I was starting to give them a chance in 2020 was Dynamite. I feel like that song was a massive entryway for many of the current fans.
what's the first bts music video you watched?
The first time I willingly watched a music video of theirs was in December 2020 when I watched Dynamite. At the time I wasn’t invested in the boys themselves and only watched the video because I liked the song.
who/what made you start stanning bts?
So Angela urged me very early on and was always telling me stories about the guys, but I was pretty unmoveable until my Facebook feed fed me a short video from the Hawaii season of Bon Voyage – it was a snippet from that episode where they entered a restaurant one by one to order and speak with the nice old lady completely in English, and from there it was color me smitten lol.
Literally right after finishing the video I rushed to ask my sister to teach me their names, which took me a good few days to memorize.
who was your first bias and is now your current bias?
So from that Bon Voyage snippet, I formed a Hobi bias, right off the bat.
Then it turned to Jin, which I’d say was largely an influence of Angela’s since she’s a Jin bias hahaha.
Though once I started becoming a more invested fan and having my own thoughts about the group and all, it became Taehyung – and it was Taehyung for a really long time up until very recently.
Around a month ago I’ve switched biases and since then it’s been Namjoon.
you can only listen to one album for the rest of your life. which? the tweet i saw this from included photos of be, ly tear, mots 7, and dark & wild.
This would be a very easy MOTS: 7 for me. Obviously I love the group’s entire discography, but personally Map of the Soul 7 is the album I’d listen from start to end without feeling like skipping any single song, ever.
You’ve got the guys’ intensity shining through on every OT7 track, the vibe of every subunit in their respective songs, a taste of each member’s personal music taste in the solo tracks, idrk what else you can ask from such a great release. Big shame Covid ruined the massive hype that was building up around the album.
what's your favourite collab?
Steve Aoki. I really can’t live without that Mic Drop remix. Who with Lauv is amazing too! I’m also a fan of Coldtan largely because of the mutual respect and bond within the two.
what's your favourite bts japanese song?
Your Eyes Tell. I’m obsessed with their Japanese discography in general, but I will say Your Eyes Tell is an extremely easy decision to make.
you can only choose one cypher!
Contrary to most Armys’ preferences I’m not actually the craziest fan of the cyphers hahaha since they’re all very in-your-face rap, but I have to say Killer is my favorite. Triptych is also great, idk why it doesn’t get nearly as much hype as Killer and Cypher 4.
if your @ is bts related what does it mean?
Obviously my username here isn’t, but I do have a secondary Twitter account for BTS fangirling stuff – sparklythv. It’s pretty self-explanatory, it’s just me and my appreciation for all the times Taehyung has looked all sparkly and pretty.
whose birthday is closest to yours?
Yoongi’s is a month before mine.
favourite rap line song?
UGH! Another easy decision to make, but Outro: Tear also gives it a run for its money.
favourite vocal line song?
The Truth Untold. 00:00 is another favorite on other days.
zodiac compatibility with your bias?
Idk and don’t care for this.
what’s your mbti compatibility with your bias?
I actually researched this recently and saw that I’m apparently most compatible with Taehyung. I honestly thought it would’ve been Namjoon.
favourite songs in d2 and agust d?
The Last from Agust D; Dear my friend from D-2.
favourite songs in hope world and jitb?
Base Line or Blue Side from Hope World; Arson or What If from JITB. I’m just obsessed with everything j-hope lol
favourite songs in mono and RM?
Joke from RM; everythingoes or uhgood from mono.
what official merch do you own?
Uh...so many hahaha should I really delve on this?? I’ve got all albums in all their versions save for the LY series, MOTS Persona series, and MOTS 7 series; all the DVDs released starting April 2021 when I became a fan; a bunch of photocards and postcards I’ve bought individually; BT21 plushies; and a bunch of other miscellaneous merch like the BTS coffees, BTS Meal packaging, postcard books, mood light, a TinyTan V pen haha the list goes on, really.
ever seen the tannies live?
I haven’t. The most beautiful moments in life take some time.
who are tannies to you?
Best friends.
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