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#idk i hate being stable i wanna be a travel nurse and so everywhere
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I feel like the change from working 24/7 to make negative money to working a weak 40 a week for like a thousand dollars after tax, despite being very good for me in every way, has been very bad for my concept of money
#i literally lived off like $100 a year and borrowed my tiny rent to live somewhere super shitty and eat plain rice every day#and my mindset is still like half there and half 'im god now'#im not so i cant be insane but i can afford to live somewhere nice and have acheived my dream of being able to eat out#without checking my bank acct first. which again is all i ever wanted from a job#i can do the same with expensive sex toys tho which is giving me some kind of prion disease <3#i cant wait for my cat to have her surgery so i can know how much savings i have left so i can order my fucked up body pillow#i also just want her to be healthy finally so she can live w me. insane comfy lifestyle. cat. food. sex. its everything 😭#also i hated being in school so much. going from like 25 years in hell to being in the best place beyond what i was able to imagine.#its fuckin insane#to be fair i also have a very measured concept of paradise. and i have some gripes#like theres no dunkin donuts right outside my work. its like 3 blocks away#theres a starbucks in the building i just hate how expensive it is#and i wish i could afford a house but i mean...thats realistically in my near future if i actually want it#idk tho bc some of these apartments here slap#i might live atthe upper end of what i can afford for a few years to like. taste the high life before i calm down and act normal#then i can save money and get stable#idk i hate being stable i wanna be a travel nurse and so everywhere#the money's so insane rn i hope it stays that way#actually i just hope all nurses unionize but its more realistic to pay all of us 6 figs for 4 months of work apparently#you wont catch me complaining abt that tho
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