when you write smth that you have never written before, it’s always so scary, somewhat stiff, but also a bit fun or like funny even? i mean, i’m pretty sure, that i will create one of the most badly written and awkward fighting scenes ever, but i also wanna learn how to write it. so i just have to start doing it.

but then, there is also that one moment which made it all happen, so i just have to commit. some parts of it make my imagination run wild. oh, the temptation, that you are du'lie!