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monster-noises · 2 months

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Man i fucking Wish i was Poly like I fucking Wish

I consider it, everytime i find someone on an App that I really like, and they inevitably turn out Poly, I consider it

I really turn the idea over in my head, consider the factors and if I think I could even just give it a Shot, and sometimes i get ooo so close to convincing myself i could do it

But it's just not my scene, i'm just not built for it. Or at least i'm not built for the kind of polyamory that most people are engaged in when I encounter them in Apps

And it just makes me want to keel over

#monster noises #i've made this post before and complained about this ad naseum i Know #but so long as journals continue Not to really work for me you're going to keep getting Posts.#cause it sucks the Same Amount like every time!!!#cause it's Always the people that are the Most what i'm looking for #like given how much a Match all these Poly guys are to what I want #i'd be Shocked if on the flip side there's an equivalent amount of suprise that i'm Largely Monogamous #wouldn't be shocked if i have a Vibe #regardless i am Experiencing some tumultuous feelings this Night and i think i should have been asleep several hours ago #but i had a small Floor Time Cry earlier and it really just set me back

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