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#i've been in kind of a slump lately bc im just really burned out
pigeonenjoyer · 2 years
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FAT PIGEON HAS RETURNED I MISSED HIM SO MUCH 🥺
#fat pigeon tag#wood pigeon#columba palumbus#for weeks he was just fighting that other pigeon constantly and rarely did anything else#so he never visited and i got increasingly worried abt him#feathers were flying everywhere and even here you can see he's missing a lot of feathers and is much skinnier#i wish males weren't so territorial :(#ik it's the circle of life and natural selection and shit but i was worried fat pigeon was gonna be bullied out of his home#and it's not safe out there there are so many cattis that are excellent hunters and my dogs scare them away from here so it's safer#but he's back now and im so glad bc first of all im lov him and second of all i needed this#i've been in kind of a slump lately bc im just really burned out#existence itself is tiring for me and owl city wasn't lying when he said ''im far too tired to fall asleep''#bc my insomnia ironically gets worse when im burned out and need more sleep and i get endlessly frustrated with it#and i've just been so. not knowing what to do with myself?? bc like i have adhd so i can't do nothing that's torture#but everything else just compounded my fatigue and when you mix that with depression you get everything that usually chers you up just#not being fun anymore. and being just another Thing that tires you out even more#it's so hard to get out of those slumps bc it's not just mental it's physical. i've been physically exhausted#and anything i could have done to get myself out of it required energy i didn't have#but then i saw fat pigeon and just. my mood did a complete 180#i have been so happy and energetic today and obviously all my problems aren't magically solved but that's what it feels like#like i feel like im top of the world rn?? there is a reason this blog is titled ''antidepressants with wings'' bc that's what pigeons are#to me at least. i love them sm 🥹#i wish there was a way i could tell fat pigeon that i would literally die for him and he's changed my life#ok so i MAY have bipolar disorder. but idc im gonna ride this high as long as i can
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harrystylescherry · 3 years
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hiiii, hope you’re doing good! i remember you’ve said that you like to go on walks and i was wondering what that looks like for you? i’ve been in kind of a slump lately and i’m trying to be healthier and more productive and i wanna start going on walks bc i think it would be good for my mental health BUT idk what i should do! i guess what i’m asking is: how long do you walk for? do you listen to music or just walk in silence? do you go every day? do you walk to a destination (like a coffee shoo or something) or just until you get tired? sorry if this is a lot but i see you as someone productive and with your life together and it’s inspiring 💗
hi!!!!
how long: so how long i walk really depends on what my body needs. during the pandemic and before school and work started, I was walking for about 2.5-3.5 hours at a time, like 9-12 miles...it was insane BUT i had the energy for it! bc i wasn't working. i was just sitting for hours and hours a day writing. now, it really depends. some days i go for 1-2 hours, others I can only go for 45 mins because it's what fits in my day/how much energy i have to give. I think setting a minimum helps. i always go for at least 45 mins (that seems to be how long my mind needs to relax/ how long i need to calm down if i've had a bad day or something has happened) and then if you want to walk more, i do. if i don't, i go home.
I always listen to music. ALWAYS. my mom and aunts love to walk in silence and just listen to like, the neighborhood or whatever, but i can't. i use my walks to work through some stuff, work on my wips for both here and school, brainstorm ideas, or sometimes i even just spend like 3 hours in my fantasy world that's typically saved for when i go to sleep lol. i need the music to tune everything out so my brain can just wander. almost all of my fics have come from what my brain does on a long walk.
i used to go everyday, but now i go when i can. I'll go on days I can't make it to the gym, or days i just cannot bring myself to go. I always go if im having a bad day, or on days i know i'll be spending writing or doing homework in order to break it up.
so i have a route in my neighborhood that i developed over quarantine. to get to my towns main st and where the coffeeshops and library are, i would have to cross the high way and i hate doing that lol so i just walk my route until i don't want to anymore. it's nice because my body just goes on autopilot now, like muscle memory, and i don't have to think about where im going, but i'm just completely in my head. but my friends who live in the city will do like landmarks. they'll walk to the park, around a certain section of the park, and then back.
thank you for thinking i have my life together <3<3<3 i'm trying to be productive always, but not to burn myself out, which the walking absolutely helps with!! if you start walking, i want updates!!!
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