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arcadequeerz · 4 years

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Ya boy is gonna babble bout more Scribble Stein au stuff even tho i don’t rlly have a post bout the au on this blog-

So earlier today I remembered somethin tht happens in the au, in the loop.

In order for the loop to ‘reset’, Scribbles and Bendy have to kill each other, They go back and forth with this, Bendy kills Scribbles once, Scribbles kills him the next time they have to reset. It’s early on in their Mission to save everyone, and work to escape, and they only have Boris on their team. Bendy immediately: makes it clear to Scribbles that he /doesn’t/ want Boris to see what they have to do to pull a reset, knowing it would deeply upset the wolf if he ever saw it, Scribbles understands so they do their best to make sure Boris isn’t around when they have to pull a reset.

At some point in that cycle, something happens and it leads to them having to reset the loop, and its Scribbles turn to kill Bendy. And right as he’s doing so(unsure of how exactly he does it?? at the moment), Boris manages to catch him as he’s doing it SO, Needless to say: Boris freaks out, but before he can do anything: the loop resets, throwing them back to the areas they started in.

He only just got to See Bendy again, Gets to see him back to his toon self, only to witness Scribbles fucking killing him before the loop resets. And for those few, scary, horrorfying moments, when he isn’t around Bendy, can’t see him: He truly fears, and thinks the worst, that he’s dead for real. Of course Bendy isn’t, He’s still alive, he comes back after every death in this looping hell, but At that moment Boris doesn’t know that: He truly thinks Scribbles killed him.

It crushes him when he sees it, He thinks Scribbles betrayed them, of course he DIDN’T but he thinks he did, He has so many panicked, scared thoughts running through his head, that he just got to see Bendy back to his old self, Only for him to fucking die right in front of him. When they eventually meet up again, He cries.

Before Bendy can even explain things, He’s scooping him up in his arms as he topples over onto their knees, holding them close to their chest, as he sobs. Mumbling ‘Oh thank god you’re ok Ben-’ But falls silent when Scribbles comes around the corner n sees the two. He looks up at him, Scribbles frowning as he watches him put Bendy down and stand up as he starts to fucking Growl.

Scribbles is: Immediately backing away, Putting his hands up, realizing: Oh Yeah, he just saw me fucking murder bendy, I should probably explain wh- when he Runs at him and before they can stumble away frm him, He’s punched him square in the face, making him fall back onto the ground as he scrambles back seeing stars. Bendy has to rush forward, Standing in front of Boris, arms up as they literally try so damn hard to get past them, to get at Scribbles as they snarl, fur down their back and on their shoulders bristling in rage. Teeth bared as he growls.

Scribles finally manages to pull himself off of the ground, Swaying only a little bit, still kind of dazed from the sudden hit, as he starts explaining what happened, and why he did that. As he explains, Boris’ eyes never stray from him, Watching him, ceasing to growl and no longer baring his teeth, ears falling back against his head. Boris realizing why, and understands why that was done when he finishes.

Bendy assures him he’s fine! He’s not hurt, It’s ok...He’s used to it. But that...Just makes Boris feel even More upset- as he looks down at Bendy, hearing them say he’s ‘used’ to dying. As if that wasn’t a big deal. Death didn’t really mean anything here, Fucking DEATH- Meant nothing and Bendy and Scribbles were just acting like dying was just? Some simple thing.

Boris feels that anger boil up again, That crushing fear comes back, the fear from the moment of not knowing if Bendy was alive. He stands again,ending up screaming: that it IS A BIG DEAL- HE FUCKING KILLED YOU! He doesn’t care, he doesn’t fucking care if it was to make things reset, to go back to the start of this never ending Hellish nightmare. He was so damn Scared. He thought he- He can’t finish the sentence as hr starts crying all over again. Bendy finally realizing why he’s so upset: He thought he was dead, for Real.

He falls back to his knees again, face in his hands as he cries. Ears pinned flat against his head. Scribbles feels bad, They really should of told him rather then just hide it. Bendy takes Boris’ hands from his face as they look to him. He apologizes, Saying he’s so sorry, ‘I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you Bo, I’m sorry I scared you like that-’. Apologizing for leaving him in the dark about what thye had to do. In the end, Boris tells them not to hide things from him anymore. But he says he Never wants to see that again. They both understand, and from then on they’re upfront with everything they know about the loop, and doubly make sure anytime a reset is done, That Boris isn’t around to see it.

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N only today did I realize just uh, How Fucked up it is that both Scribbles and Bendy don’t see them dying as some ‘Big Deal’. God, these two are so damn Numb to it. Sure: first couple times Scribbles has to die to reset the loop, he freaked out- But...He’s done it so many times by that point? He’s just so numb to it all. And Bendy’s died so many times, He’s ‘died’ at every end of this story, but his death doesn’t truly matter, He’s just as numb, if not moreso, as Scribbles.

They’re so calm about it too, It’s no big deal. They’ve gotten very good at killing each other, Making it happen quickly, so its fine. They’ll be right back anyways. Riiight back at the start of this hell, Right back at the beginning of this story every Damn time. It’s fine! It’s ok. Its just another death among the ever building number of them they’ve gone through.

God it just: really is hitting me just how horrifying it is that they’re both so Numb to their own deaths.

“It’s your turn Scribbles.”

“Yeah, I know, Lets go then.”

God, Really: It’s just: Happened so many times, They’ve killed each other, Countless times throughout the loops, even before the two were working together to get out, to save everyone. So Really: this is easy to do. It’s fine. They’ll be right back, It Doesn’t Matter.

And its only after getting out of the loop, out of that hell, Do they realize just how: Fucked Up it was, Just how numb they both got to them having to die, to fucking Death. N then them both realizing: Death leads to them Really Dying now. If they die now that they’re out of the story loop/out of the studio, then they’ll be dead for good and won’t be coming back.

They defiantly get freaked out over this. It’s overwhelming, Realizing that suddenly: Death really Means Death out here. They both suddenly feel so damn small, so damn Scared. It freaks them out for a while. They eventually just. Push past it, but they still think about it occasionally. Still look back onto what they did to reset the loops....And it makes them feel sick every time they do.

#Cade Writes #im like...on a roll lately with writing shit HGFDHSHGS BUT. hav this. again sory if my grammar is kinda bad]#or if this isnt ht good.....#was speaking about this earlier this morning on my batim server n i just cant stp thinin bout it #my poor boys d:[[...#i'm sure i hav a post on this au if yall look around for it on here #d>:o think i answered a ask goin on bout this au?#orat least some stuff bout it at the v least.#its still not all the way finished or settled story wise n stuff but! d:> i lov scribble stein au #also fyi boris n ben aren't a couple until later on in the au a bit after they got out of the loop!#Boris: loves bendy so much.

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