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track 18: feelings?
Kenma has never really been a people person. Yeah, over the years heβs gotten better with βhuman interactionβ , but he would still prefer to be alone. There were very few people whose company he didnβt mind, and recently he had been contemplating whether you should be added to the list. Though that idea has been teetering in and out of his mind given the fact you two hadnβt actually hung out in person.Β Actually, save for the one pants-less interaction, neither of you had ever been in the same room together. But still, he kinda likes you. More than a friend, heβd like to think. Though the idea scared the fuck out of him, he would actually like to take you on a real date. One that didnβt result in your dinner being up in flames.Β
Maybe heβd even take you to a cutesy cafΓ© in Tokyo. Like the one he was currently sitting in. Eating apple pie. Across from a girl. A girl who definitely wasnβt you.Β
βHonestly, I donβt know why you didnβt just become a model.β After the photoshoot, Etsuko insisted on getting a bite to eat. Something about wanting to catch up because itβs been a whole year. He didnβt really understand why, he knew for a fact Kuroo called her every time something juicy happened to him. Whatever that meant. Besides, he couldnβt turn down a slice of his favorite food.
βBecause wearing stupid clothes and standing in front of a camera for hours is not my ideal career, βTsuko.β He took another bite of what was left of his slice. Heβs glad he chose to sit in a booth away from the windows, he had already been recognized twice on the way here. Itβs why he did his best to avoid walking through the city. Especially dressed like this.
βCβmon, Kenmaaaa, the button up is cute. You look like a businessman.β She snorts through her smoothie straw.Β
βI am a businessman. Iβm quite literally a CEO.β He gives her a deadpan stare before taking a sip from his own milkshake. βI donβt know how your rooster boy manages to wear this stupid getup 24/7. Iβm suffocating in these slacks.β Heβd been pulling at the tight-fitting pants all day, but the magazine suggested he look professional for the shoot.
βWhatβs the matter, Kenma? Too much junk in the front?β Etsuko wiggles her eyebrows at him. She always did have the dirtiest mind.Β
βGross, βtsuko.β He squints at her and shakes his head.Β
βSpeaking of your little fella, when was the last time you got laid, baby boy?β Despite her suggestive tone, Kenma knew she was genuinely curious. She was the one who told him what sex was anyway. Gross, he shudders at the memory.Β
βIs that an offer, βTsuko?β He knew it wasnβt, and he knew even if it was the answer would be no, but he was deflecting.Β
βOnly if you let me post it on the hub.β She winks at him and slurps at her empty cup for emphasis. βQuit deflecting, Kenma, I heard about your lil boo thang.β She cracks up at her own joke and asks the waiter for a refill.Β
Kenma scrunches his nose in disgust. βDonβt call her that.β Yeah, you guys werenβt dating, and yeah, you probably didnβt even know he liked you, but still.Β
βLook at you, defending her honor, how sweet.β She mockingly shakes her head at every word. βI heard you stole her from little rooster boy.β She leans in towards him, like it was some big secret.
βOf course he exaggerated that, heβs the one who set her food on fire. Besides, she texted me first.β He recounts the way he freaked the fuck out when he saw you texted him. His demeanor was always more calm over the internet, probably why he had millions of fans, but he was still an antisocial wreck IRL.
βAhh, so sheβs ballsy, huh. Who knew little Kenma liked bold girls? Tell me about her.β She leans her head into her palm. To anyone else she wouldβve dropped it already, losing interest. But this was Kenma, she was always poking her nose into his business.Β
βSheβs a med student, same age as me. Friend of a friend, I guess. β He shrugs. He figured that would keep her dormant enough to change the subject.Β
βYou got yourself a smarty pants. Cute, but thatβs not what I wanted to know.β She raises her eyebrow at him. βDo you like her? Is this just a hump and dump? You gonna marry her?β Her eyes got wider with every question, it kinda freaked him out.Β
Damn, he thought he could dodge it, but Etsie has always been super pushy. βI donβt know. I mean I'm definitely not gonna hit it & quit it. I havenβt even hung out with her for real.Β And dude, Iβm 23, mβnot thinking about marrying anyone at the moment.β He held his breath and figured that was enough. He was not ready to admit it out loud yet.
βAh ah ah, you skipped a question, baby boy.β She gives him a devilish grin and leans in even closer. βI wonβt tell a soul.β
Okay, even if she was a bit much, Etsuko never spilled Kenmaβs secrets. To anyone. Not even Kuroo. But it wasnβt that he didnβt trust her. It was just... Was he ready to admit he had feelings? It's only been a few months, and he hadnβt even spoken to you in person. So what if he texted and called you 24/7? Wouldnβt it be too early? Youβd probably be freaked out if he went ahead and confessed his feelings so early on.Β
Ah, fuck it.Β
βYeah, βTsuko. I like her. Like a lot. Sheβs funny as hell, smart as shit, and she gets me. Plus sheβs the prettiest girl Iβve ever met. Like, prettier than you.β He knows that would probably offend any other girl, but he was only ever straight up with βTsuko.
βEEK!β Etsuko lets out a pig squeal that has other customers staring in confusion. She balls her fists up and starts shaking aggressively. βMy baby boy has a crush! EEK! Iβm so proud of you.β She leans over the whole table and grabs Kenmaβs face, placing a loud kiss on his forehead.Β
He flicks her forehead and smiles. βShut up, itβs not like this is the first crush Iβve ever had.β
βI take pride in being your first crush, little bro.β She places her hand on her chest in mock pain, but the grin on her face exposes itself.Β
βWhen you put it like that it sounds like incest. I was 8, you weirdo. β Both were true, when Kenma first met Etsuko he developed a crush on her. (Mostly because she was the only girl who heβd ever interacted with.) It only lasted a month anyway; he eventually got annoyed with how much her and her brother were at his house. Now, after 15 years of being stuck with Kuroo, Kenma could only ever see them both as the siblings he never had.Β
βStill, I was your first love, Kenma.β She looks off dramatically into the distance, as if she was having a flashback.
βYouβre gay.β The smirk on his face gives off his slight amusement with her stupidly dramatic antics.Β
βNow, β She slams her hands on the table, causing more people to stare and the silverware to rattle, βArenβt you going to ask me about my lovelife?βΒ
βNo, I donβt care.β He snorts at the hurt look on her face.Β
βWell, my girlfriend is doing WONDERFUL, Kozume Kenma, thanks for asking.β She crosses her arms and sticks her nose in the air.
βYeah, whatever, youβre paying.β He pulls out his phone to see if there are any texts from you. On cue, the notification on his phone displays your name. He grins down at the unopened text, not even bothering to hide his happiness from Etsuko.Β
Mid-rant about how he should pay because heβs got all the money, she stops and stares at him. A soft smile appears on her face, a swell of pride shoots through her. She only ever saw Kenma as a baby brother, and was genuinely happy for his growth over the years.Β
Suddenly, Kenmaβs phone flashes with your contact, a facetime call from you.Β
βI gotta take this.β He moves to sit up, but looks up at Etsuko at the last second.Β
She grins and nods towards the door.Β
βGo get em, tiger.β
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Hello! I loved your Blog! Matchup, please!! I'm 19, I'm small, I'm 1.52. I am shy, introverted and have problems with my self-esteem. I don't speak much, I speak little, low and fast. I am adaptable and changeable and for this reason I seem to have several "personalities". Anyone who knows me tells me that I am a very good and naive person. I am kind, sweet, sensitive, smiling, distracted, clumsy, I can say that I am always daydreaming. (1/4)πΈ
I am self-critical, systematic,resentful. I may seem calm, but I get easily annoyed. I speak bad words and I like to make jokes, often even macabre. Strangers find me strange and macabre. I care a lot about people, I like to take care of everyone, be it an acquaintance or a stranger. I am generous, jealous, perhaps a little exaggerated. I like what is fair, wickedness, injustice and etc. make me extremely angry. I am helpful, lazy, indecisive, I have a hard time saying "no". (2/4)πΈ
I don't like to hurt and hurt people or any living thing, when I hurt I feel horrible. I can cry easily, I am needy, I like the attention of those I love. I don't know what it wants to be in the future, but I hope I can help more people, animals, lives. They say I have an easy time healing people.I like dark things and I hate violent things (horror movies with gross murders make me horrified). I like to watch series, anime, movies, cartoons, research on the occult and many other things. (3/4)πΈ
I don't have hobbies because the only thing I want is to relax and I don't have much of a heart for things, but sometimes I listen to music, play a few games and sometimes watch something. But I miss drawing and writing. Some characters that people say look like me: Rosa (Final Fantasy IV), Tina (Final Fantasy VI), Luna (Final fantasy XV), Ochako (Boku no Hero), Amajiki (Boku no hero). Sorry for the various messages, I feel it is incomplete (4/4)πΈ
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So, this ask is a bit long...I forgot to put it in my last rules so Iβll let it slide, but I usually only take requests that fit in one ask. Anyways, based on what youβve told me, Iβd match you with...
Jiro!
You gave me so much information to work with, but every time I finished a paragraph my brain just went,Β βJiro, itβs Jiro.β For some reason I donβt have a doubt in my mind. Now, since your ask was so long Iβm going to explain your matchup a bit differently.
Age and Appearance: You are very close to each other in age, and I feel like he would love how you look! Being part of a similar generation usually helps people get along. He has no problem with your height. It actually makes him feel moreΒ βmanlyβ.
Shy and Kind: Jiro has no problem being outgoing, but he is also very respectful of people who are not. He understands that everyone has different comfort levels when it comes to meeting/being around people. What he would look for in a person is whatβs in their heart. His first concern is whether or not you are a good person, and your kindness comes through despite you shy nature.
Self-Critical and Caring: I feel like Jiro is also very self critical deep down. He knows heβs not the most logical person and that he often gets himself into trouble, and he can beat himself up over it sometimes. He would always understand the way you feel in that respect. Just know that he would never fault you for anything, and he would always try to cheer you up! You both are very caring people who would take care of each other. The both of you would also make sure to help motivate each other to be less self-critical.
Hurt, Injustice, and Attention: All of the Buster Bros have been through a lot. The last thing any of them want to do is harm anyone and they are always working towards a more positive outcome. They all also have a strong sense of injustice. You would fit right in with the whole family in that respect! Jiro would also understand your need for attention sometimes. I believe that is part of why he acts out a bit...the middle child usually has a harder time getting attention. He would give you all the attention he could as long as you do the same for him!
Hobbies and Fun: The minute you say you like Anime you are welcome in the Yamada house! Jiro would love spending time watching TV and playing games with you and his brothers. Heβd be a little taken aback by your interest in the occult, but wouldnβt discourage it. He finds some of it really cool! (And other parts terrifying...)
I hope that was enough. I feel like I should write more with a longer ask, but...I donβt know? Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it!
Runner Ups
Ichiro
Extremely similar to Jiro, expect that you two would be closer in age.
Rosho
Understands your shy personality and is very caring towards you! Also very self-critical himself, so he understands you well.
Hitoya
He also canβt stand injustice or people being hurt. Would love your kind personality, and he would motivate you to try and not be as hard on yourself.
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