so yeah, i'm gonna be on hiatus here. i'm sorry to everyone and those who still wanna talk, my dms are open for a while and i'll give my discord but i have no motivation to write after the year i've had. it has taken an emotional toll on my heart and the past few weeks was my breaking point. i might make a blog to talk and interact with everyone, just not writing. i love you all and once again, i am truly sorry for this