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#i went to sleep way too late so ofc today i've been feeling foggy and i haven't written a word and it's 6pm like..............
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#had an okay writing day for my thesis yesterday and it was a rly nice day overall and then idk. rsd hit i guess and
#i went to sleep way too late so ofc today i've been feeling foggy and i haven't written a word and it's 6pm like..............
#makes me feel like i wasted the work i did yesterday and i should've gone to my grandpa's bday celebrations yday
#even though that didn't feel viable. he sure made me feel like shit for missing it too!
#it just feels like see i could've gone and done yday's work today or some shit which ?? but sure
#i just know myself and im p unbearable to be around rn/when im stressed/on a deadline so yk. + travel time + adjusting plus socialising...
#also had a long talk w/ my friends yday and it was nice and it was all about how you experience consciousness but also idk.
#also i keep being so sharp and kinda mean to one of my friends and it's sooooooooo she says it's fine and it's not that bad but ughhhhhhh
#im sure the core of this spiral is i just rly don't like myself and i think im right not to so like. what now
#and none of this even matters like. get it toGETHER
#also adhd meds aren't magically fixing my life so that's another scam (but ok they DO help at least i can actually write and think then)
#anyways.
#i think it's. feeling this & hating myself and my friend talking about how they're past that and life is still hard for them
#and it's not about me but it does make me feel stupid like true all my problems are self-made not even circumstancial like.
#also feel like i keep saying the wrong thing to people and i keep messing up my words lately and boooooooo idk
#anyways im ok i just don't wanna moan abt this to anyone specifically but clearly im stuck so yk?
#should i share more nice moments here too??? i just always feel like whatever emotion im feeling disappears when i share it so???
#maybe bc i overthink it then or whatever
#but i can!! maybe i should
#for yday: had a rly rly fun convo with a friend who gave me the wildest updates ever + spent time with 2 of my best friends
#+ smelled the flowers and that v v specific spring to summer air and felt the sun on my face
#FINE maybe therapists have a point
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