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dixoterin · 1 year

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my laptop went out of commission in the middle of drawing this lmao

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kanafnwe · 17 days

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silm art after 3764784 years

#maedhros #maglor #celegorm #they have longer hair than drawn dw #kanafnwe art #feanorians #silmarillion #maedhros has the biggest design revamp im never satisfied w the way i draw him

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!!#but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!!#i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this'#but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!!#im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!!#ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived...#it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!!#ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas-#in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be...#THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

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rollingdownthathill · 2 years

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Do you ever talk about yourself detective?

#disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #i am completely normal about him #this took me way too long #digital painting #never painting again #disco elysium fanart #drawing #digital arwork #still not 100% satisfied w it maybe i'll revisit it again in the future

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singulariities · 17 days

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Kayne 🩸

#kayne malevolent #malevolent podcast #malevolent fanart #kayne fanart #my art #I don’t know if I hate this or I tolerate this #I am so critical of my art I could continue hours and hours and never be satisfied #but I finally caved and called it quits w this one

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cata-strophes · 1 year

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after… an embarrasingly ammount of time. i finally finished the six characters :}

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dolcecirce · 2 months

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* partial spoilers for lockwood and co. !

sum more old art

lockwood & co. au where lockwood becomes a rich asshole after they solved annabelle wards murder 😛

mostly inspired by book lockwood because i feel like book lockwoods more of an a-hole but also inspired by show lockwood because of how he wanted the press on everything all the time 🥸

i haven’t finished the books so don’t spoil anything for those but i’ve seen the show like a bajillion times so go crazy!!!

#i’ve literally been looking for a place to post this for so long but i didn’t work on it because i was never satisfied w the lineart 😞#but im glad i left it sketchy because it actually looks half decent!!#peep lockwoods rapier 😋#lockwood and co #lockwood netflix #anthony lockwood #lucy carlyle #au #fanart #art #my art #sketch #doodle #ibispaintx #bella penna 🍰#bttrsctch🧸

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milkbreadtoast · 8 months

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OC sketches after a million years... I'm soooo happy bc they're finally looking pretty close to how I imagined T_T I've had these OCs since 2018-2019 but never finalized their designs (and barely ever drew them...) bc I didn't have the skill lvl to draw/design them how I wanted... but ig I've finally improved enough to get p close AAAH🤧

#OC #my art #the green guy in particular i drew like maybe. 3 times ever and never in color #and he never looked how i wanted #BUT NOW!!! HE TURNED OUT P CUTE... ITS LIKE HES REAL NOW AND NOT JUST IN MY HEAD #and that purple mf... his design has been giving me agony for yrs #i was never satisfied w his design #but now... ig I did p good bc im actually smiling looking at him #instead of just feeling frustrated that he doesnt look right #this OC story actually has a main 4... 2 girls and 2 guys (these r the 2 guys)#ive actually posted the girls before... 1 of them is my short haired blue oc... idk if anyone remembers her #and the other is red... and i drew her back in 2018 LOOL #i gotta draw updated art of them tooo...#this is exciting #*edit: at least i thought i posted them before... huh? why cant i find all of them...#ig i didnt crosspost everything to tumblr after all... huh

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britneyshakespeare · 4 months

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My toxic trait is that I like how my incomplete drawings look better than the finished things

#im sorry i cant be her (my searching lines)#i cant stop thinking about this drawing i have a sinking feeling that im gonna be very unhappy when its done #or. not unhappy. but not as excited as i feel about it now!#i only worked in two short chunks on it but both were pretty productive #i have a feeling that when i take the time to really dedicate myself to it im gonna fuck something up #like i can see areas i need to/can improve already but the glaring flaws are ok! bc it's not finished!#it OVERALL looks cool and LOOKS like it has the potential to turn out well #but will it... WILL IT??? WILL IT EVER?#i have never been so totally completely satisfied w any finished drawing ive dedicated myself to fully.#tales from diana #this is also only the second time ive done a really deliberate self-portrait that wasnt in some for or another. practice #like of course ive drawn my face before. not that often actually. but since yes i do draw. i have drawn myself #i probably should've drawn myself more times for how often i think id like a nice picture of myself #but then again its not gonna be so 'nice' if i make it and am not totally happy w it?#see one of the ppl who inspired me to learn to draw is ned @sneez my dearest. he's spoiled me before #and drawn me very beautifully on several occasions and it's very much a thing to move one's heart #to see someone dedicate their talent to depicting YOU.#and i might say HE has made me look more beautiful in art than i think i'll ever look in the flesh #which is not to say he drew me inaccurately. but he's so talented that his art is more beautiful than life.#and i dont compare myself in skill to him bc he's been doing it for YEARS and way more trained than me in the visual arts.#like it simply wouldn't be fair so i only compare myself to myself. naturally #but i used to think. very VAINLY i might say. that if i could draw like him id draw beautiful pictures of myself all the time #well ce n'est pas ca mon ami. since learning to draw i've found im much more interested in drawing ppl i find beautiful #rather than myself. im not art. not through my own eyes at least.#i should really draw ned sometime. i really should.#actually somewhat embarrasingly i tried to draw him like 5 or 6 years ago. and i NEVER tried to draw then #i did show him tho and he thought it was very impressive but that's probably just bc he loves me. xoxox #maybe ill post that someday as a throwback just for the hell of it. lol. thatd be cute

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seaquestions · 2 months

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i dont know how it took me this long to fully come to terms with it but. im literally just aro. or something to that effect.

#incoherent turtle noises #‘often when i play a game w/ romance options i accidentally play the most aroace protag ever’ <- does he know?#‘these are my fav characters i love them. btw theyre easily interpreted as aro.’ <- Does He Know?#and most egregiously of them all:#‘yeah let’s get friendmarried im never gonna wanna be in a romantic relationship anyway.’ <- DOES HE KNOW?#like. i can indulge in romance and sexuality in the hypothetical. for any gender. so im bi.#but truly im too disinterested to engage w/ it in reality. ive accepted the asexuality but aromanticism felt untrue bcos ive had crushes #but. rewind the tape. ive never wanted to kiss anyone. or do couple stuff. i just wanted someone to think im special & pay attention to me.#surprise that doesnt have to be romantic! and im fully satisfied being in a qpr. god the fact that my partner was just like. like.#’yknow ive been thinkin abt it i think i might just be aro’ ‘Yeah. I Know.’ and i didnt??? <- He Did Not Know.#the fact that this all finally processed in the brain yesterday. on valentine’s day. love loses!! lets gooo!!!!

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alligaytorswamp · 11 months

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you know what, i get it. his real eyes were too powerful

#i say that as if snake eyes don't do double the damage #baizhu #modern au #genshin impact #my art #full art #i wish i drew him the same way every time and also i wish i was satisfied with the result #i think loving him too much cursed me w never being happy w my own fanart #anyways #modern au baizhu my beloved

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fakakta-art · 1 year

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stopping crime never looked so gay

#timkon #dc #tim drake #conner kent #kon el #not totally satisfied w it but im posting it cause i dont wanna work on it anymore LOL i did a background!! i never do that haha #timkon endgame timbern endgame something else idc i love them all but man these boyos are fun to draw #pls REBLOG! its greatly appreciated and helps a lot more than likes :)#my art

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jungwookjins · 2 years

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begin, perf. yoojung (2022) chungking express, dir. wong kar-wai (1994)

[id: 5 gifs from yoojung from onlyoneof's 'begin' mv and 5 gifs from wong kar-wai's chungking express, arranged in an alternating 2 x 5 fashion. 1 & 2. yoojung and faye cleaning their respective cafe windows in from of kb and officer 663. 3 & 4. officer 663 and kb walking into the cafes as faye and yoojung look up. 5 & 6. yoojung and he qiwu removing the shoes from a sleeping kb and the woman in blonde. 7 & 8. faye and yoojung dancing, utensils in hands, as they prepare food in the cafe kitchen. 9 & 10. kb and officer 663 each sipping on a coffee, kb looking at yoojung sat at the counter in front of him, faye looking at officer 663 leaning against the counter she is also leaning against. the colored caption reads: begin, perf. yoojung (2022) // chungking express, dir. wong kar-wai (1994) /end id]

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truegoist · 7 months

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isagi and rin is so funny as a ship because isagi is so fucking well adjusted it's kind of nausea inducing. he's just generally mature, willing to accommodate others but values himself all the same. meanwhile rin is just a fucking mess. i like the idea of rin being jealous of isagi for being generally popular and a slightly better striker in a way (football iq and nothing else at all)

I think it’s cannon that rin IS jealous of isagi for getting approved by sae if nothing else

#I think main difference is that rin NEEDS to be acknowledged #by sae by blue lock by whoever. He needs the feedback and the power coming from turning down admiration w “ofc u losers could never do that #while isagi just focuses on his own self view #even if others may think he’s good at smth if he’s not satisfied he’ll acknowledge it reflect #<- talking abt that kaiser’s the same as isagi on that #blue lock #rin itoshi

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numbuh · 10 days

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