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clingyduofan · 2 months

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i cant stop thinking about these chat messages . and i can’t even explain why they make me so insane because my brain just keeps repeating What if theyre evil. But what if they’re not

#zeph.text #i watched this vod like a month ago and i still think about zam and subz’s conversations during it too frequently #their early relationship is so dear to me #it’s new and odd and neither of them are quite sure what to make of it but they’re something like friends-#-when neither of them really have that. subz is a recluse and zam isn’t on good terms with many people anymore let alone close with anyone #and it’s a fickle thing but it’s a companionship that they both appreciate #and i’d continue this but i really need to sleep . also this post wasn’t even about them in the first place. wh #anyways yeah. unintentional foreshadowing . i’m clawing the walls and foaming at the mouth #i want to bash my head in with a hammer

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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rate the outfit

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 2 #yakuza series #yakuza kiwami 2 #yakuza 2 #daigo dojima #snap sketches #see i did it i told you i'd do it #pov: you are at hot topic and trying to find something (he does not work there don't ask him)#segway section into something toally unrelated to people who do not frequent my blog :)#everyone else go away. unless you wanna keep reading 😳#i watched Not Quite Dead Yet while i was finishing a comm and WHAT a movie #it made me want to call my dad so you know it was good 😭#IT WAS CUTE THO FR i really loved how all th details of the movie tied in in the later sections #like the password being nanase's name but through the period table's numbers... stop that was cute #feels weird to say that as a highlight but i genuinely thought it was cute 😔#im not gonna lie tho when nanase was lookin through her dad's phone brother was emo #i think a lot about what would happen when people i love die and i always think of doing that.. like still texting them.. and whatever..#lemme move on from the somber moment thojVAERLKVA PLEASE when her dad was in the afterlife tho #HER MOM WAS SO CUTE both like. physically and just personality wise #we saw her for ten minutes and i have also fallen in love with her idc #they had to game end her cause they knew if we got to see any more scenes with her and kei i'd start crying i KNOW they'd be cute together #together more than what we got to see anyway... we know what i mean...#THE ENDING SHOT WAS ESP SO CUTE STOPPPP kinda creepy with her just. In Limbo but then she just. DEATH !! 👆#nanase's song to her dad at the funeral had me :(( too im so weak for dads and their kids reconciling/having a nice relationship stop #big L for her not signing up for a record label tho idc like OK its sweet she's working with her dad BUT CMONNNNN #you can do both queen.... i would prefer you do it alone cause Kid Falls In Line always makes me want to chew glass #BUT i will excuse it this time.. i repeat for The End Shot that was cute and the rest of the movie was lovely so ill let it slide #final note before i use up all my tags again i loved her concert outfit 😔give me them bracelets girl i cant find any

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ecoamerica · 19 days

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dynamic-power · 7 months

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@justmori suggested a few prompts to me, and this one stuck out: Az and Crowley don't seem to drink wine together and talk about everything under the sun anymore. What happened?

And while I had completely intended to sit down and write an angsty little blurb, I ended up with this exploration of Az instead. Just a little look into the change in his relationship with Crowley between series 1 and 2.

My asks are always open, so drop in with prompts or opinions or just to say hi.

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After the end of the world was stopped, something changed. Aziraphale wasn’t exactly sure what it was, only that it had happened sometime between standing as a united front with a demon and the son of Satan and sitting in the Ritz for drinks with that same demon. Sans son of Satan, of course.

Before Armageddon, Aziraphale would expect to run in to Crowley every few decades or so. They would see each other, sometimes on purpose, and partake in shenanigans that neither were likely to report to their own domains. Often times, these meetings would end with a bottle or two of wine and discussions, ranging from philisophical and introspective to downright absurd.

Aziraphale never minded, of course. He rather enjoyed the time with the demon, though he never liked to think too much about that fact. Instead, he told himself it was because he and Crowley were of a kind; two timeless beings, alone and surrounded by humans, who were there and gone in a mere handful of decades. No one understood their unique situation better than each other.

But it always came about with alcohol. Inebriation, even for an angel and a demon, came with soothed nerves and loosened tongues. A bottle in and Aziraphale would complain about Heaven and Crowley would gripe about other demons. Two or three and they would talk about their shared appretiation for humans, their feelings surrounding their given tasks, and even their pasts.

Aziraphale felt vulnerable when he was in such a state, but around Crowley, it was accompanied by a sense of camraderie and safety. Despite his companion being a demon, Aziraphale felt comfortable around him in a way he’d never felt around another being in the entirety of his existence.

By the time the 20th century came around, he was able to admit that he looked forward to running into the demon. He always knew what the best bottles in his wine cellar were, always knew of the most exclusive up-and-coming restaurant, always prepared for the day that the demon would once again stumble into his life. And Crowley did. Increasingly often, and sometimes literally.

And then they had stopped the end of the world that Aziraphale loved so dearly, and suddenly Crowley wasn’t coming around every few decades, she was stopping in to the bookshop every few weeks.

He began coming round just to chat. Slowly, the chair beside Aziraphale’s became Crowley’s. An empty space on one of the shelves near the door remained empty for when Crowley came around and took off those blasted sunglasses. Azraphale got used to his phone ringing, not because of customers, but because Crowley was bored.

Alcohol became less of a tool for conversation and more of an indulgence as they got to know each other. Aziraphale found that they no longer needed that excuse of inebriation to talk, to be comfortable around one another.

It was on a sunny afternoon in May when Aziraphale realized just how deep his feelings about the demon ran.

He was sitting at his desk, sifting through a new first edition he’d managed to track down, when he looked up and to his left, where the two armchairs sat looking out the window. They were both empty; he prefered to do work from his desk, and Crowley hadn’t been around in a few days.

He missed him.

The reality of it hit Aziraphale hard enough that he sat back in his chair, momentarily forgetting about the book. He’d never properly missed anything a day in his life. The closest he’d ever come was Heaven. Sure, he thought it would be nice to be back in Heaven, but his bookshop was his home. His bookshop, where Crowley sometimes came by and put their glasses on that shelf and sat in the most bizarre position in that chair by the window and talked with him about everything and nothing and-

He missed him. Craved his presence more than he craved a good meal, yearned for his company in a way he hadn’t thought angels even could.

He’d gotten so used to the companionship, he realized, that it was noticable when there wasn’t another voice in the bookshop, snarking at him or harassing curious humans into leaving.

He wanted to be upset with himself; wanted to remind himself that it wasn’t safe to be this close to a demon, that these feelings were unnecessary or maybe even dangerous.

But he knew he couldn’t.

The front door flew open and Crowley stormed in, all flailing limbs and noisy energy. There was no hesitation or uncertainty in her movements as she plucked her glasses off and turned bright, shining, yellow eyes on Aziraphale.

Aziraphale couldn’t contain his smile, but he did shove down every emotion besides the contentment he felt at having this demonic presence again. Anything else could be examined later. Or maybe never. He had a duty to Heaven, after all.

“Hello, Angel,” Crowley drawled, flinging himself into his chair so that he was sitting on it sideways. They peered at Aziraphale from over their knees, waving a hand at the book on his desktop. “Whatcha’ got there?”

A first edition book he’d been trying to find for a century. “Nothing of importance, Crowley.” He turned in his chair, ignoring the book entirely and devoting all his attention to the demon and the sense of warm familiarity that settled over his shoulders. “Drink?”

“Nah. You know, I saw something the other day that made me think of you.”

“Did you now?”

#the relationship between crowly and aziraphale is something they don't have with anyone else #they see each other the most frequently #they have an understanding that humans and even demons in hell and angels in heaven don't have #and i think that should be explored more often #the feelings they have for one another are significant because they've probably never felt them before #they've never had anyone who knows them quite so intensely #and i'm gonna stop rambling now #good omens #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #genderfluid crowley #all pronouns for crowley #dyno writes

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drpeppertummy · 4 months

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Idk if you'd be interested but you should draw a character you like to use to represent yourself. I’m mostly just curious and stuff.

honestly ive tried a few times & i either wind up not liking the design or not feeling like they represent me enough😭😭😭 but i Do wanna have a character like that i need to like commit to something

#message #ive got a few fursonas i rarely use #ones a bug & the only one who ive really drawn any tummy art of that actually came out good #xhowiex #ones a fish who i share a name with & who id like to use more #xhalx #& ones a turkey vulture who i think most represents me in a number of ways #but who i struggle to draw well & who ive never quite been happy with the design for #xdavex #[<-if you ever wondered why the tag for my more frequently used human oc dave is xdavethehumanx]#there was like a plush shark i designed for this purpose who i stopped using bc they felt too babyish & it just wasnt working out #& a mudskipper who i designed bc i wanted to be one as a kid but never really quite related to #i will admit i project a lot onto sunny in some ways but not all. but of my non-sona ocs i think hes the one i project onto most #although pretty much all of them are extensions of myself in one way or another

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franeridan · 4 months

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this might just be an unpopular opinion in the jjk fandom but i love how little seriously things happen for the most part since the culling game started, like i miss being seriously emotionally invested in it a little bit ngl but i love the way the newer characters will just open their mouths and say things so much, they were all forced in this game against their will and the only ones that survived long enough to make it in the cast are the unhinged ones that makes so much sense to me. maybe I liked the plot until the shibuya incident a little more but tbh some of my favourite characters in the whole manga have been introduced or have been made relevant during the culling game, some of these guys are just pure gold on legs

#of course that's without counting goge they're my forever dudes #but some chapters and characters since the game started are so unhinged they're a delight to me #remember that one chapter all set inside pandas mind what WAS that #or oh god i can't even remember who was fighting there but that one chapter that started with bestie explaining their technique #and their opponent going who do you think is even gonna read all that #(not me that was for sure. probably why I don't remember who that was at all lmao)#i just remembered the arc where they go pick up hakari oh my god #and ah of course yuki and choso vs kenjaku #all fights feel so random in this arc but i enjoyed them all so much in a chill I don't care about the outcome but this is fun way #and that's without counting the latest fights and my best friends higuruma and takaba #nah this is what I'm saying jjk might be a grave for anyone who appears in it but it def has my favourite way of going about it out of #all the manga in this genre I've ever read #like if u wanna kill off all my fav characters you NEED to continuously add new characters for me to choose new ones #if the remaining characters are always the same I'm just gonna get angry at the fact that my fav isn't there anymore and quit #but if before offing my fav you gave me Another fav I'm stuck here yk what i mean #it's good i love jjk #even if the deaths are so frequent none has any impact for me anymore

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leviachansbaka · 6 months

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I'm slowly realizing that maybe, I do have a type, and I don't know how to feel about that...

#btw I'm going to organize this blog in the next few weeks. A lot of non-obey me posts will be deleted #maybe I'll post/reblog them on my main blog or another one #once I'm done. this blog will be entirely about om #I was planning to quit om completely but they started releasing the 2nd season one week after I decided to quit #so I'm kind of still around #I don't think this blog will be updated frequently tho. probably hardly ever #hmm should I create an otome game blog and post random otome game posts there? 🤔#or should I post everything on my main blog anyway since it's a mess and it doesn't matter...#fosciel

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13eyond13 · 1 month

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#here's some of the classics on that list i have beef with btw:#i have tried to read A Confederacy of Dunces several times and it's funny but it's also so cringe and Ignatius is so obnoxious #that i find it too difficult to finish like i just feel depressed and bad for everybody around him too much #i tried reading Infinite Jest like a decade ago and i got like 200 pages in and i remember thinking it felt like #such a slog the entire time because he's just so gd wordy and also i stopped liking DFW after i heard the abuse allegations against him #frankenstein i didnt read that long ago but i just remember finding it so boring for some reason?? i feel i might need to read it again #dracula ngl i feel like im cheating a bit saying ive completely read it because i loved the beginning and then HATED so much of the rest #the characters were just so boring and melodramatic hahaha i just liked the part where jonathan was doing a travel diary #and trapped in the castle tbh and after that i skimmed quite a bit #i almost flipped my shit when i saw ender's game on there because I ALWAYS mix it up with ready player one by ernest cline #which i bought the audiobook of a while back and hated every minute of it i dont think its good at all #but it wasnt that so phew my faith in this list is somewhat restored #i read most of the first game of thrones book and was disappointed tbh maybe because id seen the show already #so i was like 'this feels almost exactly the same except worse?' because i'd been expecting it to give me more depth and insight #into the characters but instead it felt exactly the same and i still didnt love any of the characters enough to feel attached to them #also i am fully aware me not personally liking or vibing with a book doesnt mean it doesnt deserve to be considered great btw #but i think if youre gonna be like me and force yourself to go through a bunch of lists like this very seriously then you also need to just #let yourself be like 'yeah not for me' without feeling too bad about it sometimes too #often times i dont particularly love the classics or 'important books' but at the same time #i still feel like im getting more out of reading them than just grabbing the newest hyped up books that also dont do anything for me #maybe not in a 'wow i loved reading this' way but in like a #'i now have first-hand knowledge of this thing that is so influential / so frequently referenced'#or 'this challenged me and i feel like i did a mental/emotional workout or gave me some new food for thought'#or 'made me more aware of what gaps in my knowledge and reading skills and what my tastes are too'#sort of way...#it really just depends on what you're reading for and why and what you're hoping to get out of it a lot of the time maybe #it's like the homework i give myself to go through these lists that i also intersperse with the stuff i read more just for fun #p

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locallibrarylover · 10 months

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two (2!) of my ocs from the currently unnamed 1850s russian opera story

id: a digital drawing of two original characters, Daria Usova and Nikolai Usov. they are both Russian people with tan skin and dark brown hair. Daria is wearing a cream gown with blue accents. her hair is a braid wrapping around her head. she is smiling and winking. Daria has both of her arms behind her back. Nikolai is wearing a cream shirt, a black bowtie, a blue vest, a black coat, and cream pants. his hair is curly and short and he has a mustache. he is smiling with a slightly worried expression on his face. both of Nikolai's arms are behind his back. the background is dark purple and the twins are outlined in light pink. end id

#musings #THESE TWO ARE SO SILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!#genuinely. daria is OBSESSED with drama she knows everything about everyone. including frequent audience members #shes also very rowdy & does a lot of silly scheming that she ropes nikolai into.#nikolai isnt quite as silly as her but hes JUST as intense. in a weird way...#also theyre identical twins. yes one of them is trans ..... i was going to say who but. its funnier if people guess #which one of the twins do you guys think has more trans swag.#handmade angels #opera story #nikolai usov #daria usova

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amazinlei · 1 year

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That well-loved plushie post I just reblogged made my heart long for my fluffy banpresto raichu plush I got as a christmas gift in 2014 😭😭 I miss you, Zaps!

For reference, this is what he looked like when he was brand new that I just stole from someone’s listing collection.

^ And this is the condition Zap was in before I ended up losing all my beloved lil guys in a fire..... I’m just thinkin of how much Zap could have helped me a lot of the loneliness I had during the the pandemic and the trauma I experienced since than. I love my new plushies, and yes, there’s even been a new comfort item that has taken Zappy’s place, but he still holds a special place in my heart. <3 I hope someday I can find these two again! The alola raichu plush was Zappy’s boyfriend in my headcanon :]

#actually autistic #comfort object #Raichu #I like to think Zaps and his bf merengue are watching me down from plushie heaven <3 #I like to think they'd be very proud of where I am now with my depression and how much more confident #I have become by learning through life skills of what I can do at a time when I was convinced I was a failure #zappy was such a good boy even if he was getting a little aged #he wasn't quite as orange anymore and his charcoal ears and paws turned graphite gray #but he was still well stuffed if not a little lumpy from my frequent hugs and going to bed with them every night #he also participated in my rocking in place to music since that's how I stim!!!#fun fact! merengue came with me to watch detective pikachu!#zappy needed to have a laundry day so he ended up sitting out for the movie #Lei's Adventures In Life #Lei stop being silly #Pokemon #Alola Raichu

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byooregard · 1 year

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hello people with niche interests today I am thinking about what would happen if you put the phantom thieves in a nonary game

#and by thinking i mean i have a whole google doc #ive come up with numbers and codenames #and frequently run into the fact that 999 #999 is a very exact game #changing any element of it for au purposes creates quite the domino effect but by god if i wrangle it #listen its about revenge. its about found family. its about loving someone you just met #enough to save them from inevitable doom #its about being doomed by the narrative and saying do you want to change this?#its about sticking 9 people in a pressure cooker for 9 hours and watching what happens #it's about fun little maths #p5 #999 #goro akechi could never be akane kurashiki he could never be even close #but he can create his own interesting scenarios i think

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thisisnotjuli · 7 months

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sometimes you read a post and you think to yourself holy fucking shit do usamericans really live like this????????? honestly the insane behaviours I learn from posts saying stuff like "this [thing] [that the post talks about like it's normalized/common] is fucked up" is absolutely nuts

#i am obviously not going to mention this in the original post in any way. but this is because #i just read that post about how 'peoples reaction to seeing a person walking with a white cane is either fearful or agressive'#and obviously i am noone to say anything about the topic. seeing as i dont use nor am close to anyone who uses a white cane.#but. i have seen plenty of people using white canes out in the streets in my life. and a few i see/saw quite frequently #like both of us walking on the same street regularly for a while #which of course doesnt make me anyone with enough information to have an opinion about that post i read #but never in ky fucking life have i seen *anyone* react the way that post described to someone walking with a white cane #and i seriously think its just because usa is so fucked up and usamericans have so many hang ups about people with disabilities #the whole 'but are you REALLY disabled or are you just faking it' bullshit theyre obsessed with #but seriously. people here see someone walking down the street with a white cane and they just. move out of the way #theyre not 'eithr scared or agressive'#ive seen people who're in a hurry get impatient‚ hell im pretty sure ive been that person once. but they just fucking wait #or find a way to walk around them. or something.#ive seen kids get curious about it qnd i remember when I was a kid and cueious the first time i saw someone w a white cane #walking to school and i asked my dad about it. i also remember being a kid and not getting out of the way fast enough and #lightly bumping into a person w a white cane #anyways my point is. im not saying theres no people who're shitty about it here i al sure there are #and i know for a fact that blind people do suffer from discrimination here and ut fucking sucks #but. nothing at all like that post describes. im pretty sure thats just. usamerican bs. or not bs but. sucking really bad. or smth #mine #me #personal

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ecoamerica · 19 days

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vargaslovinghours · 2 years

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Half a dozen in one (1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5)

Oh no the Apotheosis is back and it wants to play, that’s never a good thing

Scriabin is not into it

I wanted to draw King Scriabin but I goofed up the crown so bad lol, at least his face is cute ✨

Pokemon Vargases! From that time that I forgot how to draw their Pokemon versions lol. You have to approach Espeon!Edgar gently, he’s easily spooked

Sylveon!Scriabin is such an attention hog, poor Edgar haha

*puts my feelers around you condescendingly*

Sleeping on each other, always ♥ Even sleeping, they’re still intertwined lightly, Edgar’s hand on Scriabin’s shoulder and Scriabin’s on Edgar’s arm ♪

I had an idea about Scriabin “reading” Edgar’s mind by guessing how he feels about something, but I unfortunately forgot the specifics just as I was writing it down, so frustrating

I do remember that it was something a lot closer to how Scriabin felt about that thing and he was describing how he felt, not just Edgar, but he realized too late

Made him feel isolated :(

Apology hugs 💕

Who wrote this eviction notice, this is a cave?? I just think they turned out really cute here haha ♪

Stop being naked >:0

Don’t wanna get used to it >:(

After all the Father and Daddy puns, I had to lol. Lady!Edgar with her hair down is just so prettyyyyyy

Two mops, makin’ out

For whatever reason, I started a teeny tiny little ScriAnimal series - first up is Scriabat with hand-wings because lol

I was watching a video of someone with their bird who was munching on the inside of their glasses stem haha

Scriabird is here to scream and knock things off the counters

And cutely chew on things

We are stopping this sketchdump for a Jake appreciation minute ♥ Thank you for appreciating Jake, now back to our regularly scheduled programming

A quick and silly digital doodle - waxing via tape is not recommended

Got the urge to draw dragons again, Scriabin needs to settle and Edgar is in protecc mode. His hugs are even harder to escape than normal!

The original sketch for sleepy Edgar - I couldn’t decide whether to use “World’s #1 Dad” or “World’s Best Dad”, so I just used both for the final version lol. Did Todd give it to him? Did Scriabin? Did they both get him nearly-matching mugs??

One of the early drafts for the ‘17 redraw; this was actually all drawn on one layer (on purpose! lol), which was a really fun experiment with some brushes I rarely use. I liked the angle of Edgar’s face too, he looks so smug haha ♪

Tiny Edgar doodle for a quick reference, he’s so cute ♥

I wasn’t kidding when I said it took a while to get Alone Together right, I was this close to giving up and just doing it the easy way several times before finally getting the trick down - I’m glad I didn’t but sheesh!

I started a pretty long mini idea that I managed to get like 90% of the way through before deciding I didn’t like it lol, but there were still some really fun poses and expressions

“What is it?” Light concern Edgar ♥

Probably the most complex panel of the set, as much as I like the leg poses I’m also frustrated by them lol - didn’t help that my page smudged >:P

A little bit of expression practice, the cute thing is Scriabin

I heard it, we all heard it, everybody saw!

Couple’a Scriabins to practice hair differences. I’ve gotten used to making him simultaneously fluffy and sleek like on the left, but I really love a True Floof look too, with many more starts and stops, it’s really fun ♪

Uppies!

Oscillates between “Why” and “You can’t tell me what to do”

Brain baby Weirdly enough, this was actually inspired by a skin-horror idea I had but decided was a little too body-horror-y and so I repurposed it lol

Some goofy matryoshka dolls haha. They remind me of Near’s finger puppets from Death Note somehow hmm

More hair differences, using opposing methods of line directionality while shading and texturing Scriabin’s hair. Pushing up from under gives this really nice line weight; it’s harder to do consistently because I keep wanting to sweep down, but when it works, the shadows fall exactly where they should and it’s lovely ✨ And like I said, pulling down is a lot easier, and because of that I can get these really uniform lines - I prefer the tapered effect, but pulling definitely has its uses and-

Hey wait a minute-

Golden floof ✨ This is actually really hard to see IRL lol

Edgar Warmup to see if my tablet was working properly, didn’t have time to pull up refs so from memory it is!

And that’s February through May again! Lots of silly little things, and a surprising number of scrapped larger ideas hmmm

#💟#Doodles #Sketchdump #Art #Edgar #Scriabin #Jake #A short and sweet one this time around #Also wow Nny didn't get any placement this time around - I guess he did show up a big more frequently in normal sets lol #Kind of anyway #Got a few of the classics running around - Apotheosized!Edgar - Lady!Edgar - Snake Charmer #Mostly all regular Vargas stuff tho ♪#And no blood! Wow!#That I Definitely got out of my system in the meantime lol #I think the only ones I didn't talk about as much as I wanted to were the Scriabirds - I actually love drawing birds I just don't very much #They're simultaneously so sleek and fluffy and poofy and goofy! Love birds!#And Scriabin's coat was really fun to draw over wings haha ♪#I really should draw the Vargeons again - ironically the birds turned out way more how they're supposed look lol #I still have a few more longer ideas that I'd like to finish up that didn't quite make the cut for May #I started them in May but it's looking increasingly like they'll be a June+ thing lol #Guess it's yet to be seen on whether or not they'll make the next sketchdump! Since I've jinxed it every time so far haha ♪

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dido-main · 8 months

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i might be planning quiting writing for a while after i finish 5 request i have and yeonjun's bday event. i have 4 other works in process too but i will be writing them slowly. but i am not sure. gonna rant in the tags

#maybe those will be my last 10 works #i won't quit tumblr tho #i might come back again #been feeling like getting a grip #putting myself together #focusing on other things #it has been fun #i feel sad and emotional for some reason #maybe i lost motivation due to low notes i am getting but i don't think so since i have been a writing machine recently #and also school will start probably after these 10 works i am talking about #it is not like i am the only pebble on the beach but still wanted to let you guys know #i will also focus on my actual writing ideas like not for tumblr and not in english that might turn into comics #i have a lot of things that i should learn for them #also i think i became kinda obsessed with tumblr so it will be a good thing #like i check my notifications as frequently as i can #definitely not healthy #but i don't plan quiting probably will keep reblogging stuff i like and stuff #also i love my friends and moots here #i never got hate and i also want to thank you guys for that #things i will focus on include myself astrology tarot reading skincare exercising dieting studying using my phone less making friends #and more #also my creative juice ran out #didospeaks #didorants #i might come back #this is not the end #but definitely taking a break #love you all

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tinderfishboy · 7 months

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So it turns out i think maybe my friend group is bad for me actually

#its nobodys fault i think some of us have just. autism flavors that dont always mesh the best #like. one of my friends. is one of my favorite people i know. but i get so scared im saying things wrong or that they dont like me allll the #damn time. no fault of theirs i just have really evil ocd and i care too much about if they like me or not bc i like them so much #like frequently i will be kvetching and they take it srsly and seem annoyed. or like ill jokingly be upset and i dont know if they dont #realize im joking or if they do and theyre just annoyed with it so they dont go along w it? but either way like it doesnt Work and then its #awkward and i dont know. i dont know. i think i need new friends i dont fit anywhere jn this group anymore #i think its going to very much become split into a few smaller groups none of which i fit into as the rest of our friends get here and im #just going to be left out a whole lot or like begrudgingly included but not really needed or wanted there and i dont think i can take that #so i will probably just leave to be on my own quite a bit #if it sucks hit da bricks etc etc #makes me sad bc i do love these people quite a lot but something here is just really very bad for my head

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aza-trash-can · 10 months

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one free ticket to share more on espirt! :D

Oooooo, okay. We know a lot about him during the war, but not after, so lets see what happens to him then.

Esprit does survive Order 66 by the skin of his teeth. He and his master are in the temple when it happens, they hear blaster shots and she urges him to leave immediately. He bolts, escaping into the bottomless Coruscant speeder traffic. He hides in the lower levels for a few days, and after hearing what's happened, he makes a plan of escape from Coruscant altogether. Buys a dingy but useable old ship, various medical supplies, and leaves as soon as he can.

He spends his time as a wandering medic, never staying on any planet for more than a few months at most. The upside of having an old dingy ship is that it can't be tracked easily. He does his best to stay out of the growing conflict between the rebels and the empire, but before he knows it rebels start trying to recruit him to their cause. He keeps on denying any involvement, but if many of his patients just so happen to be rebels, well, how was he supposed to know? He's just a wandering medic, he helps any who are in need.

He also earns a reputation for being a 'folk healer'. He hides his use of the force in medicine by using plants that yes, would help, but not nearly as much as he tells his patients they do. He's shocked that this actually works, and so far he's successfully stayed under the emipre's radar.

#ask box #this was so fun!#esprit post order 66 is much more chaotic and fun than esprit pre order 66 tbh #he's just going about healing people and constantly thinking 'how tf am i not dead yet holy s h i t'#and yes while he doesn't have any official connections with the rebellion he is known by them and will answer their calls for help #around tv show rebels era he does help the rebellion quite frequently and shows up at many of their bases like 'okay who's dying now?'#ocs #esprit deivet

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sanstropfremir · 2 years

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I love the fact that Yunho stayed true to his artistry throughout the years. Sadly the same can’t be said for younger male idols like Taemin or Kai, in my opinion, who strayed so far away from what we saw of them doing in their groups. And it got me thinking; how much of it is them and how much of it is SM’s marketing strategy? How can their group self and solo self be soooo different? For me they’re not selling their solo self well enough to convince me that that them you know what I am? It feels almost like they’re acting (yes, every performer acts a little bit) but with Kai and Taemin it looks like they’re both playing a role…

#i genuinely do not know how to answer this sldkfsdkljfsldkjf #but you probably should have read more than one post on my blog before you sent this #considering i 1) have several of the top posts in the taemin meta tag #and 2) one of the things i talk about quite frequently is about HOW ACTING IS IMPORTANT TO GOOD PERFORMANCE #unironically: do you think every idol is totally genuine in their performances? and that 'playing a role' means something is bad art??#bc if you do you need to get a grip real quick darling bc i can guarantee that even yunho is 'playing a role'#...do you not think that human beings have depth??? that they can want to portray more than one thing in different performances???#look. if you dont like taemin and kai's solo work that's totally fine. you are allowed to have your opinions and disliking things is fine #but to say that neither of them are 'selling' their work well enough to you bc it 'looks like theyre acting'??????#kindly but what the fuck is wrong with you #what the fuck else do you want them to DO????????#taemin especially has talked a LOT on many separate occasions for many years now about how much artistic input he has and how he makes work #also also: literally WHO CARES if its sm marketing?? i'm here for the music and for the performances not some weird parasocial shit #i am under no impression that i know anything about these artists' personal lives or what theyre really like and i dont care to know #all i care about is the work that gets produced and if its good or not #text #answers #i cant believe someone had the audacity to send ME. A TRAINED THEATRE PROFESSIONAL!! the phrase ''yes every performer acts a little bit''#do you hear yourself. do you.#i almost thought this was bait bc you literally managed to hit every point i would strongly disagree with you on #like some kind of perverse internet argument bingo. i feel like i should applaud you. well done!#hall of fame asks

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