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i need to become a different person rite away the way if i try to draw someone without paying attention it’s always this pose 😑
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The musical episode.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangyao#nie mingjue#Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses.#When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see.#s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing!#Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage.#This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else.#Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable.#and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself.#In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself.#He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety.#Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable.#'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs.#Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable.#He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow.#We could go deeper into his psyche on this.#But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.
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I'm a bit late in talking about the update!
But!
Oh this is so interesting!!
Firstly, the effect of it all was so good! I feel like the previous update had everyone SO confused and then this one drops and it just CLICKS.
So the WHRP.. the Question-Answerer. They finally decided to try and talk to Wally! And they don't even care about explaining it or hiding it! They no longer care if We know. They might even know we know!
Anyways, they knocked on his door, gave him a call and BOY did he answer! Not only did he answer, but he sorta showed off!!
Some of them he did simply, such as writing Hello! And moving Barnaby!
But then he does this
And he even says "I didn't write it, I did something else"
The "Not only can I do this, but I can do more!" He is thinking creatively!
Wally is putting in the extra effort. Really not being subtle. He is so LOUD, basically screaming "Yes, this is me! I am here! I am the one doing this! Talk to me!"
But the instruction that makes me think the most is the SALLY one
I thought it meant to just flip the image! From left to right!
But! Wally has somehow conjured up an entirely NEW image! When you think about it, someone on the team drew or restored that image of Sally. Most likely, there was not a backside at all! Why would there need to be an illustration of that! Wally somehow made it happen! Very very interesting!
And then there is this, a little bonus, a little extra
Wally and Home. Sitting nicely together in the same... House?
I think most of us already think that there is a connection between the two of them. A deep connection.
Personally, I see the concept of Home as more of a general idea. Your Home, your upbringing, your family, your life! And what are you without these things? They made you who you are! If you were to separate yourself from the idea of Home, would you even know who you are?
And then there is the Eye. And it is under the same House. Wondering if this is saying "This and This are the same" "Wally and Home are both the Eyes" which feels like the more obvious statement.
But for me I see another connection. A Third. And it's You. The collective You. We are the audience, We are the Watchers and We have a connection to Wally through his eyes.
That connection is different and separated from the one between Wally and Home, but it is there! Under the same roof!
Wally, Home and You
Ooh I honestly am so excited to see the WHRP's response to all of this! They have been answered! And so very obviously too!
Anyways! As usual, I pop in with my little thoughts! Clown and his team are always full of delightful surprises! I hope they get some well deserved rest and good treats!
And all of you guys too!
Have fun out there!
#jazzisaspazz#welcome home theory#wh theory#site update#i must go and blab into the void awahahaha#im late because i was enamored by the wonka movie ahaha#and also playing video games!#murder mystery!#resting from the holiday really#tho i need to do more art#awaaaaa#the days just went by so FAST and i just wasnt able to grasp them!#hopefully my work schedule goes back to normal soon and i can draw and play more!#and do something else!!#oh i am doing a secret third thing#it will take me time because i am learning how to do it!!#but i am making progress!!
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The ghost in the bedmachine
#guilty gear#guilty gear bedman#bedman#romeo f neumann#bedman?#my art#these tags are ridiculous#his name makes me laugh every time#also hello long time no post I've been playing too much guilty gear#im awful at drawing human faces but how else do you learn than by becoming completely obsessed with something#I also just need to sketch and draw instead of trying to do finished pieces all the time#The Circle also kills me I love that song
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sometimes i am seized with the hyperspecific urge to think about my faves if they lived in england for like no reason. i dont mean historic england or some shit i mean what if they just went to some normal fucking secondary school in buttfuck nowhere sussex. what if they went for kebabs sometimes. what if they just hung out at a pub. what if they went up the high street and bought a shitty 50p chocolate bar. what if they talked about the shit weather all the time. does anyone else understand this. british oomfs im begging you please draw your faves like doing mundane but very stereotypically british shit that you do. i want to see my blorbo-in-laws at the chip shop. Please
#cheeky nandos is too much for me to take seriously but rest assured. im thinking about that too#i love a cheeky nandos </3 miss having a nandos near me#also. I MISS BEING ABLE TO BUY A 50P CHOCOLATE BAR DUDE#in the us it's at least $1.25 for something half the size. PLUS TAX#also also. Sorry to the irish and the scots and the welsh i was mostly thinking about england when i wrote this#cause thats where ive lived and visited the most LOL#but if anyone does actually want to draw their sillies in the uk first of all obviously it doesnt have to just be england#LIKE YOU DONT NEED MY PERMISSION DUH BUT I WANTED TO LIKE MAKE IT CLEAR#that when i say this? i absolutely want to learn where in scotland you think your fave would live.#like does your fave speak welsh? gaelic? i GOTTA know#anyway my other point here was if you draw this shit or find someone else who does. PLEASE TAGME I LOVE THAT SHIT#muffin mumbles
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I love drawing in charcoal because when you're in the beginning of a work, instead of looking like something reasonable it's perfectly acceptable and natural for them to look like this
#does that look like anybody you know#tales from diana#(c'est moi)#i was trying to redraw brian protheroe (the same pic of him as edward iv i sketched roughly--and p badly--last month)#in charcoal. bc my mom got me charcoal PENCILS for christmas instead of sticks of vine#which were what i really needed. i dont like to use pencils hardly at all#it was an utter failure. i started off by just trying to do the basic contours of his face + neck + the crown#and then after about 20-30 minutes when i had an ok start i was like ill take a break to refresh my head#went away from it for like an hour. and was like why dont i just try it w the vine#i thought i would improve it. and i suppose i could've if i had REALLY tried#but i was exaggerating the proportions and making the worse while trying to fix them. everything got larger#and i was essentially erasing EVERYTHING i started with while i was trying to even them out#so i just gave up. lol#a girl has learned to quit while she's ahead. and she learned the hard way.#but i wasn't happy to just leave off that drawing a failure wo any plans to do something else#so i went looking through my photos on my phone and found a pic from nov. 2022 that i was going to use#as a reference pic for a figure drawing assignment that i was going to use. but my professor allowed me to draw#my grandmother instead of myself. so i never did that dramatic self-portrait assignment. i did a dramatic grandmother portrait#but i did like the dramatic-lighting picture i took of myself well enough and figured i would draw it someday#im just leaving this as a started picture for now. this wasnt much work at all maybe like 15 minutes#it's an ok start.#bc of the fucked up nature of forming a charcoal drawing i have to admit i usually like my progress pictures more than my final works. lol#like they just have a sort of monstruous edge to them. lol
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got my heart right pierced by a pin!
[flintlock fortress is, as always, a collaboration with @dxppercxdxver]
#em draws stuff#flintlock fortress#team fortress 2#learning to draw with Just The One Pen! no sketch or anything! and it is going okay!#these are some of the best likenesses I feel I've ever gotten for samuel and julien and I'm Proud of myself#though I don't know if I actually do like the alternate long-hair look for julien. maybe if I gave him back the curls...#Dangerously Obsessed with these fools [someone guessed the identity of someone else on the page and I proceeded to spill All of the beans!]#wish I could draw Silly little pictures because the situations we've been spinning up lately are simply something else#but instead we have them Just Standing There again#I have SO many drawings I need to do of them and NO time what a TRAVESTY#despite that we have many things planned for these two. many many many exciting things.#they're going to hate! they're going to fight! they're going to wear fancy outfits! they're going to be so uncomfortable!#they're going to get awkward semi-secret married! they're going to have a horrendous intertwined sleep schedule!#ehehehehehe [is writing fic again]#caption lyrics from 'yankee bayonet' by the decemberists which I am Well Aware is about a completely different war. shhhhh.
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I wanna get better at drawing in digital... I see all this really cool fanart and I wanna be able to do that too....
Be patient and practice Seari... And watch tutorials
#all that is on my art blog is almost all ive done in digital ever#its always something i pick up and leave because i draw on my phone and i get frustrated sometimes#i first drew on paint because i saw an artist that made some amazing shit there... and I really like it... but of course i want to do more#also drawing without a mouse on the dpad of the laptop hurt my fingers so i had to stop#then on my phone i started on my notes app and somehow managed to do two really cute pieces#now i use ibsx paint... its so different from traditional and thats frustrating....#its so difficult to doodle in digital for me? maybe its the whiteness and the smoothness of the canvas... or maybe its the texture of the#brush.... sigh... i want to get better at it and make some really cool art...#im proud of how some end up but they arent full art pieces...#also i sometimes feel so conflicted about my art style... its cute... but that's about it... its not cool or anything else its just cute...#sigh... i have to get my life together and stop procrastinating... thats the only way anything will get better#< needs to go to therapy to learn to deal with executive dysfunction and hopefully get a diagnosis but doesnt have the money as of now#rant#might erase later
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I wanted to show my love for my favourite boys and this was all I could come up with
#smol makes art#goro majima#akira nishikiyama#these men are in DIRE need of physical affection and i will be the one to give it to them#they deserve kisses and headpats and hugs <3 i love them so so much#also bbygirls i PROMISE i will learn to draw u properly and decently in a way that looks good that aint just chibi style#i just...theyre so pretty and i wanna do them justice which is very hard for me xdcftvgbyhn everyone else nails it and every attempt i make#it's like...okay its FINE but something is MISSING yknow? anyway sorry to ramble about my Art Woes lmao#the focus here is that these are my two favourite men and they deserve love
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But what about men when they're bruised & bloodied
#i won't blorbotag but if you know what i've been watching recently you know who the blorbo is#i'm lucky to be watching a show that loves to show me my darling blorbo in all kinds of injured states#his own blood on himself someone else's blood on him cuts and bruises and wounds and stitches in a lot of places#and obviously pathetic little lost kitten face but that's emotional hurt not something physical#talked about it with my friend m and they said they liked their women bruised on occasion (in fun contexts or just standard violence)#but they weren't a fan of the blood and honestly i'm too fascinated by blood to be indifferent to it#blood has a fantastic colour a texture that makes it look good and i don't know it's just Something#there's another guy in the show i'm watching that has bad bruises on his face for a while#and every time he showed up on screen i was like 'owie that must hurt' and at the same time 'wow he looks good in those'#they weren't sexy bruises to be clear he just got hit in the face repeatedly. in a non sexy way. extremely unsexy#but like it gave his face a dimension it just Did Something!!!#and right before that i was teetering on meow meow territory with another character#he was the reason i made that 'i need to learn to draw bruises' post and honestly still haven't mastered those but i need to#to give my blorbo some fun bruises for once instead of unsexy dangerous ones#wow i have a ramble tag now
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i wish the ppl posting CSP brushes in the assets store would give more demonstration of how the brush actually works in practice rather than here is what a stroke looks like on a white background and here is a fully rendered and finished piece that i used this brush in somewhere
like....how did you use it to accomplish what you did? whats the point of giving us a tool with no instructions on using it? am i just needy???? are we just supposed to pick up on it? are we just supposed to futz around with it and hopefully produce something we like despite probably never figuring out how to use it as the original creator intended??? is that how art is?
#stupid shit#i think its part of why young internet artists get so frustrated#theyll ask artists they admire how they do what they do and get brushes and tutorials on how light works or something#which is fine but being given the resources is only one step#the next step is.... actually using them right. and it just seems like nobody will tell you how#i think its part of why i myself get frustrated ffs#i know anatomy. i know perspective i know how lighting works i know all of these things#but i cant get that Knowledge on the canvas in an accurate or appealing way and i dont know how youre supposed to learn that part#the very popular digital painting teacher who could have offered that to me in college retired the quarter before i got his class ofc#so how do i make the picture in my head come out? what brush do i use to make something look the way i want? what settings will create it??#i cant trial and error without even knowing where to start...#so i guess ill eternally draw like a child whose grasp of the world is outlines and flat colors with shading on top#bc i cant figure out how to do anything else right#the problem with literally needing structure and routine in your life in order to function is that when presented with full freedom#and told to just Do Whatever or Be Random!!!#you just get fucking stuck until something tells you what the fuck to do again#which is why i never get anything done in minecraft frankly#what do you MEAN theres no quests or goals. what do you mean just build and explore? BUILD WHAT? WHY? WHERE?#minecraft more like dissociation simulator
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#WHO IS JOINING INKTOBER ?? (i just rbed ellas prompts if u wanna and dont know any)#i have an idea for the first one. but it requires to do it digitally first. but then i dont know how. so i need to learn how to do it#digitally first#then create that#then draw that creation#every step assuming itll work#@ self this is literally the first prompt why are you like this#and then im just typing this in here and in dms instead of just figuring it out#ill prob end up just making something else in the end
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I hear the walls repeating
The falling of our feet and
It sounds like drumming
And we are not alone
I hear the rocks and stones
Echoing our song
#huehoa17#hoa's art#hoa giang#digital art#arknights#fanart#Specter (arknights)#Skadi (arknights)#Paint tool sai#Csp#Clip studio paint#Color#Shaded#Song is from hadestown's wait for me reprise and i've wanted to draw this for a while now. i'm glad that i can finish this now#Also if your interested. There's another song from hadestown that you can check out called 'doubt comes in'#I just beat wd ex 8 cm and I'm still in shock after all the pain I went to beat it#I guess the lesson here is that just take what you learn and make a plan that works with what you have despite what others have (*E2 team)#Also I worked on this to just focus on something else besides that stage since I needed to get an idea out at least#Maybe in a few months I'll look back and say 'why didn't I add or remove this' but I'll at least try to be nice to myself and say that#I at least done something whether it may be chicken scratch or something in the realm of finished to the brim of your limits#And perhaps just be lazy sometimes if you're not doing well as seen here. Where I didn't do my usual painting(?) style#Instead I used my tried and true method of a thing I don't use anymore which is using the multiply mode for the warmer colors#For cooler colors I used screen#And one more thing! I also tried to make sure that it wasn't to dark or light so I checked it by using the saturation mode filled in black#I'll stop here and as per usual to my ending tags. Take care! And have some food to enjoy for yourself! (and others if that's that)#eyestrain#tw eyestrain#specter the unchained#skadi the corrupting heart
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I always have to remind myself that I don’t need to push myself to make art, and I don’t need to apologize or feel bad for not making a lot of art.
art is something that should make me feel happy, so if I’m pushing myself to the point of not enjoying it anymore, then I should just stop and calm down for a second. and take some time for myself. Art won’t disappear, it will always be there waiting for me again, its okay for me to take some time doing others things sometimes.
#sorry this is a bit negative. most of the art i’ve been making latelyis personal/ocs so i dont post it here and thats been stressing me out#since im scared a lot of people are expecting things from my art that i cant give#my art changes a lot because i get inspired by so many things each day. and a lot of my designs are personal and mean a lot to me#so seeing other people like them is both a happy thing for me. but also so scary.#most people i see post art in fandoms im in will post so much of it so often#so i think i subconsciously think that i have to do that too. Make a bunch of art super fast and i HAVE to post ALL of it#but from the things that disabled me to just. that not being how i do things. i cant keep up with that#art takes a long time for me to feel happy with. And i dont always have the motivation or energy to finish all my drawings#Or even do things past a messy sketch#so i keep most things to myself for one reason or another#i dont know it just feels like everyone needs to have things “now now now. fast fast fast” nowadays.#or else the stuff you make isnt worth it. or isnt as good as everything else. In the case you make art late into joining the fandom#I think someone called it fast consumerism? or something? But yeah its just#bad. i dont like it at all#sorry for the long tags. i might stop posting as much art for a bit so i can take some time for myself.#go outside more. learn a new hobby. maybe even join a club or something#if you read through this hi. feel free to ask for my toyhouse if you want to see my ocs or whatnot.#I was very lax on checking my grammar here. not sorry this time. im getting seen for dysgraphia and im tired and need a break#myposts#rambling
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my old sketchbooks are just FILLED with furries and angeldevils like . hello . what influenced this
#I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT INFLUENCED THIS IT WAS APHMAU IT WAS APHMAU AND#ANIMATION MEMES IT WAS THOSE TWO MIXED TOGETHER#i bet j bet those two things are exactly what ate at my brain when i was younger#not only was there mystreet which was the entire werewolf thing but there was like . also another series#she made . with this goddess irene or something . JNLESS THAT ALSO TIED IN THERE 😭😭 i remember drawing irene once#and then the memes . i dont think i need to explain that one#i genuinely cannot think of anything else thay couldve influenced this furry thing#j dont even remember how i learned of it#it kinda jist appeared one day and became apart of my . like . life i guess#not that im complaining . i really want to draw these furries in my old sketchbook#(i havent drawn an animal or rather a furry in . ages. how do they work)
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#my art#vent art#i mean i guess this could be considered vent art#lately I've been having what i can only really describe as like. functional depression.#like how there are functional alcoholics and stuff but there's no substance use. im just perpetually mildly to moderately depressed#but not enough so to impact my ability to do school work and leave the house. it's like I'm on autopilot. sleep mode.#i cannot bring myself to socially interact outside of being explicitly prompted by someone else to do so.#i cannot bring myself to do things i used to enjoy. i can only do things that are required of me and like. adhd cantripts.#like scrolling through tumblr on my phone or watching youtube videos. i cant make myself read i can barely make myself draw#i cant make myself learn something new if it's not needed for school. i can't do anything. its like before i got on my adhd medication.#it started getting worse when i got covid last month. id imagine that is related but i dont know how.#or what to do about it. i should probably make an appointment with my psychiatrist to start.#sorry that i use tumblr as a public diary. insert that image where it's like 'things i tell my friends my family and my tumblr mutuals'
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