It looks like i’ll hit 100,000 lifetime posts on this blog today

went to go look at my AO3 stats to make a joke to a friend about how I totally like wwdits a normal amount, but now I have to contend with the fact that I've actually posted over 300k words of wwdits fic

...that's not even counting all the meta...

Wait. Do we ever hear anything about what Almalexia likes? What she does in her free time? What interests her besides being hot and having prophetic dreams about the annihilation of those she loves???? Like literally I will take ONE mention of ANYTHING.

Sil is doing science and inventing Vivec is doing TONS of stuff. What is Almalexia doing?? Please prove me wrong. I’m begging you to point me to somewhere in the lore where we hear about things she likes.

i hate writing cvs and teachers r useless at help i love them and i appreciate it but "i have no skills to put on my cv what should i put" - "aww no everyone has skills just think of something"

my younger sister made a comment over the holidays where she said something like "every time i come home for a holiday, you always have a new weird thing you're really into" (she said this in an impressed way, not a mean way)

and i mean. its true. i've had bnha, fnaf, bill and ted, wrestling, (etc, i cannot remember everything LOL) and several different craft projects/hobbies, all things i'd previously shown zero interest in until suddenly it was smth i was thinking constantly about

but now i feel kind of bad bc this time she's coming home again and i have absolutely nothing new (that i can share w her) and i feel like its expected at this point FDSJKL but i've got ... nothing to show her

one day i will be free from the debilitating emptiness i get after finishing a drawing 🙏

Sigh. Tomorrow. I'll do more. tomorrow 🥲

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i am holding back like a hundred thoughts about mir at all times

I'm slowly starting to understand more about building mechanical keyboards.. I found some gorgeous green and white keycaps, they don't restock until December so I still have plenty of time to figure this shit out before then 😅

This morning I've learned about "switches" and which type I want for my keyboard. Still don't understand what all I need to buy to build a keyboard. I think the cases come with stuff.. but I think I'll need to buy keycaps, those metal stabilizers for the bigger keys, and switches?? This is all so overwhelming 😭

i have many thoughts in general but this tidbit from tingyun's voice lines is one of the things i wanna elaborate some more on at some point...

" Every time I head out, I leave a letter behind and lock it in the drawers of my shop. If I come back, then I'll burn it later. If I don't... then it'll be something for others to remember me by."

presented without comment

I got some new pins for the board, PrettyPrincessPins had a sale on some lower grade pins to clear inventory and they still look fantastic. I’m especially psyched for the Mugen Usagi, I was sad to miss the presale on it, it’s super pretty.

Haruka and ChibiUsa’s transformation pins are *huge*. Like Haruka is next to the full-size Disneyland celebration pin *mostly for scale* and she’s still bigger and hangs off the edge

So I found an antique tabletop loom at the thrift store today. Looks like it still works! But I need a manual. Can’t find it online. But there’s a yahoo group for this loom! But yahoo groups was disbanded last year (RIP). But there’s a Facebook group! But they won’t let you into the group unless they can see your likes and profile. (I made my profile private years and years ago.) 😭

Anybody have any good resources on learning how to weave?

She’s a beauty but she needs a little TLC:

I need to apply for scholarships more often! I hate that the main reason behind getting this job was to pay for classes but working for 8 months has gotten me no closer to my goal. In fact its taking my time for granted while barely paying me enough to afford weekly bills

like... to get an idea of what all id need to do. for anyone curious ig and also to just... totally beat the allegations of yucky little beast:

survey the damage... bc shes obviously in VERY bad shape. so id need to see if i could even get her eyes out or if id maybe. need to dremel into them to get them free so i could start on faceup removal

get the eyes out. this is very scary bc of the hot glue and also the mysterious gray substance. if it IS apoxie sculpt like i think it is then good god. thats going to be the worst 7 bucks ive ever spent or smth

clean the head. im really hoping that its dirt and not.. the alternative on the forehead and other parts of the face. if it IS some mold or fungus, ive got pony experience here (as in. i have dealt with that a few times on MLP) so I'm not... too worried? My guess is its surface level grime that should go away w the faceup being removed.

attempt to remove the faceup. the paint rly looks like it goes ALL the way around her head (poor thang) so ill probably test with acetone at the back of her head. for whatever reason i feel very much like her head has to be fragile so id rather test the more strong/easy to use chemical in a lesser seen spot. i really do not want to be scrubbing with rubbing alcohol for 5 years. bc the faceup looks like at LEAST a few layers of paint with a bad sealant so (as someone whos removed two full body resin paint jobs) i know acetone would be quickest (but alcohol is safest. but we will see)

assess the damage AGAIN. i predict that she is severely yellowed (due to the cracks on the cheek) but the question of if it is either just. in those spots where the faceup cracked or if its all over is really unsure. i mainly want to get her to try retrobrighting (which ive done on older MLP with great success and it seems to be something that works for this kind of vinyl as well) on her and just. fix up a doll that is beyond repair for most people lol. from what ive experienced with resin, i think the yellowing could either be all over (and the head was painted to try and hide this. although this clearly did not go well lol, altho i think its a sealant issue and not a paint issue, as it kind of looks like when ive fucked up with MSC (a common sealant for bjds)) or it could be just... shes been in sunlight and where the paint cracked got unevenly yellowed (i experienced this most recently with my big blue boy, where all the blue paint kind of. protected his resin and the non covered parts got more yellow). so its kind of a toss up. or a mysterious third thing you never know.

once shes all clean (which i assume will take a while due to well... how bad of shape that she is in), ill probably sit with it for a few days and then get milliput and sculpt a new nose. this will not be fun for me i think because I just... am not a sculpting fan (funny thing when this project WILL have a lot of sculpting) and much prefer sanding. I'm not too mad about the chin being sanded down (as the original had an INSANELY pointed chin which I really didn't like. I hate sanding vinyl so this works for me) or the eyes being opened (other than.. having to figure out the size on my own and pray for the best). Most of the mods are not... bad to me and are partially why I'm drawn to miss yucky bc like... the diseases but also the fact that the mods do mostly make the head cuter for me

Redo the faceup. I would love to keep the elements of the original with the big eyelashes as I find them cute, but the BIGGEST order of business is eyebrows good god. I'll have to paint over the mod that I did but I'm not super worried about it (maybe falsely I've never painted a vinyl head in full bc I have exactly one vinyl doll) and then hope i can get the head right on the first try. depending on how bad the yellowing is (and if im able to retrobright her to a lighter skin tone, as the body i have is pretty light (altho it doesnt match any skins from this company so. its a whole thing its ok)) i might just paint the whole head (or even come up with a story or reason why its mismatched. I have a lot of heads and bodies like that so I don't mind fully lol). It's just kind of a scary tossup on how bad of shape everything is.

Done <3 i really dont think itll be TOO bad but i also like... think i wont know fully until i get my hands on her if i do. She would be pretty tiny too (as in 45 cm or so, or for the americans, 1.5 ft) but I do love that scale of doll so. it could work.