Hello, I've been reading your spideypool fics for a long time and it's been a year since you write one, I'm not sure if you get this kind of words enough but I still wanna say it, honestly jillian you're the best spideypool author I ever meet, I fall inlove with the way you write both peter and wade inside or outside their vigilante/anti-superhero identity.

The way you make their relationship and slowly building up their tension is so satisfying, I couldn't get enough and you set my fics standard high too, I can't find anyone that could capture their dynamic as good as you and I alwayd reread everything you write. If i could I would like to make them as physical books but I can't cuz money (and my parent would ask what kind of book is that and eh..) Anyway, I hope you're alright with your personal stuff and live is doing great for you. I miss you and your writing.

Sincerely,

your fans

wow!!!! i'm so touched by this sweet message, i really can't thank you enough! 🥺 i'm so glad you enjoy my spideypool and my writing!!!

i've definitely been facing some writer's block in the last year, which is annoying and really frustrating at times. at the same time, my life has gotten a lot busier in a lot of really fun ways, like with new friends and hobbies and a relationship. i would love love love to get back to writing spideypool in the future! but at this point, it mostly feels like i have to wait for inspiration to strike. every time i sit down and force myself to try to write spideypool (or pretty much anything recently), i don't manage to get very far and just end up frustrating myself even more. so!!! here's hoping that the writing worm works its way back into my brain sometime soon. but in the meantime, i'm having a lot of fun and happiness and growth and love in my life :)

>reconnect with ex

>they say I love you

>I start crying

>??

i miss when i really was just … well, race blind as a child. I had so many different and diverse friends and all I saw was a friend. I read this one book, the Gold Cadillac, probably a million times trying to figure out what in the world was going on. I saw the character art and thought the girls were pretty but i didn't have anything else in mind. And then when i read it and i kept hearing about them battling "racism" and spaces that said "whites only" i didn't understand at all what that meant. my latina mom finally had to explain to me and i was so small and i couldn't and honestly still don't fathom how or why racism works but unfortunately it's become so common as I've aged. It's there. And i wish it wasn't. I wish we were all just people. Who could share our heritage and pasts and celebrate those things without our differences making us nervous to even talk to each other half the time. Without being prejudiced over these things. I wish it were different.

14 days until st4: the synchronized stare

From me and my gfs art challenge~ I drew my favorite characters from Dragalia Lost <3 I miss them all so much </3

Happy 1year Anniversary “Thanks to Them!” 🎃🦉

made this edit last night and im pretty happy with how it turned out!!

i remember when this came out i was watching it with a couple of my close friends over a discord call. we were screaming at everything and then the website we were watching it on shut down- it was an eventful night to say the least

in all honesty, this has to be one of my favourite episodes! i just think it’s nice seeing the kids be ghost hunters and explore the unknown of the human realm! i miss the Owl House a lot more then i originally thought i would when i originally started watching it. for a kids cartoon, it means a lot to me, which is cringe but whatever i guess

anyways enough of me mourning, hope you guys enjoyed the edit and are having a great spooky month!!👻

that feeling of playing a sport your entire life and then quitting and being left with this weird hole inside of you where practices and games and tournaments would usually be

Sometimes I think that I'm not that invested in Haikyuu anymore because I just haven't watched it in a very long while nor have I engaged with a lot of fanart etc. of it but then I'll listen to a playlist and the first opening song comes up and I have to put everything aside to sing along as I think back on this beautiful anime and I smile the whole time as the song is playing

I lost my favorite knife and am feeling such a weird sense of loss.

Time for the dramatic longing for Cucurucho back

*long dramatic sigh* when will he return from war (office jobs) back to Bad

You!! What is your favorite soup, and do you recommend it for feeding someones dark overlord god that they keep in the cellar?

Asking for a friend…… we need to know what soup

My favorite soup Is one that my mom makes when I’m sick. It’s called Pozole. Specifically pozole verde con pollo. Which is basically just chicken soup with green chile.

It is the best thing ever and I would 10/10 recommend for everyone to taste it.

I'd animate more if it didnt take so long

I should pick my guitar back up again

I just realized that I do really miss dteam/Dream content and that it actually has been a while since we got absolutely anything, but instead of feeling angry or impatient I just feel kinda sad?

I’m like really tired rn

But what if Wifey was an elemental being (cough dragon cough) that lived in not-yet-liyue and kinda knew Morax from there?

I imagine that lowkey playing out like the fic Fate’s Yearning and now I’m sad :(

Dragon wifey... well I can tell you right now, you don’t have to worry about dragons going extinct for a long time.

Okay but fr either those two would have been inseparably married since the dawn of time or this would be the LONGEST slowburn in the history of slowburns. Literally thousands of years of pining before confessing and then immediately getting married/laid. Again literally fates yearning. (cries in never getting updated)

Also for your consideration, dendro dragon wifey, and when they and Morax have their clutch, the eggs and the baby scales look like mossy rocks. Please imagine this with me. I beg of you. Mossy rock dragon babies.

Another one of those nights where bittersweet nostalgia for hsmp/hbsmp hits. Gah