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#i might even take it off.......i havent had a week off for a while
freesomebodybyluna · 2 years
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cheolhub · 9 months
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IM STUPID i thought you meant we can send in a max of three number and member pairings for you to choose from for ur milestone event 🧍‍♀️pls ignore my first ask (ONLY IF U HAVENT GOTTEN TO IT YET AJDJSK)
can i have “Could he make you feel as good as i do?” + “We’re not just friends and you fucking know it.” For gyugyu 🥺 i still haven't recovered from the oneshot you posted yesterday 🧍‍♀️
FWB!MINGYU
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prompt. “could he make you feel as good as i do?” + “we’re not just friends and you fucking know it.”
wc. 915
warnings. fwb!gyu, fem!reader, mirror sex, jealousy, possessiveness, gyu is a bit rough, dirty talk, pet names, cumshot, tears, kinda angsty? — MINORS DNI 18+
note. god u sent this the first week of march for my THREE KAY event… now im at 4k, and i am so sorry 🤣 anyway this wasn’t proofread and it’s literally a mess, but i hope u like it anyway ;-; thank u sm for requesting (even if it did take me 8 years to get to haha)
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“would you look at that?” mingyu laughs against your ear. “might wanna redo your makeup once i’m done, baby, you’ve cried it all off.”
he’s not wrong. when you open your eyes and take in the sight in front of you and nearly choke on a sob. you’re a mess– smeared eyeliner, mascara staining your cheeks and lipstick smudged around your mouth– no longer ready for your date. the one that starts 15 minutes from now. 
when you’d told mingyu– a friend who you occasionally frequently fuck– you were ready to start dating again, he thought you were bluffing. how could you want to date anyone else when he was right in front of you? you and him are practically dating– you go out and do couple-y things then you go back to one of your places and you fuck– you just lack the label. 
and that’s because both of you needed something sexual, but neither of you were ready for a relationship.
now that you are– now that you’re going on a date with some fucker who probably doesn’t even deserve you– he’s upset. beyond upset, actually. he’s livid. 
that’s why he bent you over your bathroom’s vanity, pushed your dress up and makeup products to the ground and thought to prove himself to you.
now his hand tugs at your hair, essentially forcing you to stare at yourself while he reduces you to a mess like he does every time his cock is inside of you. 
“mmh, could he make you feel as good as i do, huh? you think he knows how to make this pretty pussy feel good?” the question comes through gritted teeth and it finally clicks in your dumb little brain. “i don’t fucking think so.”
“y-you’re jealous?” you’re able to ask, though it’s choked. his reply never comes, but his thrusts get harsher– merciless– and you take it as a wordless admission, crying out your next words, “me ‘n you are jus’ friends, g-gyu!”
he tugs at your hair harder and the other hand that resides on your waist squeezes your skin gratingly. “we’re not just friends and you fucking know it.” he replies, voice hushed and raw with emotion. 
you do. you know it. you and mingyu are glued at the hip both figuratively and literally. there’s no one on the earth that makes you feel a quarter of what you feel for him. and you also know there isn’t a single man who could fuck you as well as mingyu does. 
but when you told him you wanted to start dating, he brushed you off with a “yeah, right,” and it made you believe that there wasn’t a chance with him. you figured that the idea of you and mingyu being together was simply a dream that would never happen.
though, you’re not so sure anymore because he’s spewing out possessive words faster than you can comprehend while his cock stirs you up. 
what you didn’t know was that you’ve always had mingyu in the palm of your hand. he was whipped. wrapped around your finger. he doesn’t want to share you– he never has.
“he’s never gonna make you feel this good,” he confidently states. “you’re made for me.” 
“fuck!” you cry, tightening around his cock at the affirmation. “mingyu, please!”
“that’s it, pretty, say my fuckin’ name.” he moans, sloppily thrusting into you as his mind runs away from him. “look at me and tell me how much you like it.”
your eyes nearly cross as they try to find him in the mirror, but when they land on his, you feel yourself grow even hotter. “love it. i love it, gyu.”
he smiles triumphantly like he’s won the lottery. he’s sure that this is better, though. you? admitting to the fact that you love the way he fucks you? fucking priceless. 
“yeah? you love my cock?” he asks, cockily, yet he knows the answer. 
you give him a broken nod, “so much!”
“why don’t you cum for me, baby. cum all over this cock ‘n show me how much you love it.” he coaxes breathily, continuing to fuck you into oblivion. 
you can’t stop yourself as soon as you hear his request. the tight coil in the pit of your tummy comes undone as you sob out his name. you trap his twitching cock between his spasming cunt all the while he fucks you through your blinding orgasm. every second feels more euphoric than the last, more tears running down your face at the pleasure. 
mingyu isn’t far behind you with the way you grip him so heavenly. he’s quickly pulling out, the hand in your hair coming to wrap around his cock. you whine at the loss of his warmth, but you’re pleasantly surprised when you hear the lewd noise of his hand vigorously pumping himself and the sounds of his pretty groans. 
he lets out a string of curses, hand moving quicker before his body jerks and his ribbons of his cum spurt out. some of it lands on your bare ass, but the majority ends up on your date outfit. he can’t help but smile at the fact that he’s ruined your pretty outfit. one meant for someone who isn’t him. 
“actually, i think you should cancel your date.” he pants. “ be sure to tell him that you’re taken now.”
he watches the way you nod and he can’t help but feel proud of himself. you’re his and he’s yours. 
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callme-holly · 1 month
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HEY HI HELLO!! I was wondering if you havent already, do johnny or darry headcannons? BTW I LUV UR WRITING SM 🫶🏻
𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬
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𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 - okay, I freaking love Darry so much but I struggled so hard writing this. omg I also want to apologise bc I didn't realise how many mistakes were on my last post like I audibly gasped when I looked. anyway, hope ya'll enjoy this lmao!! asks are still open for requests - I'm done with exams for a few weeks so I can finally start working on things more!!
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 - 644 words
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 - none
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He is such a gentleman, omg, I can't even
If you need something done, this man will do it for you with no hesitation. You’re important to him, and he wants to make sure you know that.
He’s probably not overly affectionate unless you two are completely alone. Once the gang had caught you both cuddling on the couch, and they had teased him for weeks afterwards.
In public, he’ll hold your hand and give you the occasional kiss, but nothing too extreme. He likes to keep your moments together private; they mean a lot to him, and he’s not just going to give the people around you the pleasure of seeing him so vulnerable.
At night, he’ll definitely hold you close while you two sleep.
He’s like a furnace, so who needs blankets when you’ve got Darry to keep you warm?
Arguments don’t happen often between the two of you, but when they do, they’re usually pretty bad. Give him a few hours to cool off, and then he’ll be holding you from behind and mumbling muffled apologies into your ear as he peppers your neck with small kisses.
Lots of massages and baths together. He works a lot, and his muscles are almost always tense, so having that time to relax and wind down with you is just what he needs.
He’s not the overly jealous type. Sure, if he thinks someone is getting a little too friendly with you, he’ll come up and try to take you away from them, but he isn’t going to stop you from interacting with someone completely just because he can’t control himself.
Date nights aren’t very common. In between work and taking care of his brothers, Darry doesn’t get much free time, but when he does, you best believe he is spending it with you, showing you how much he loves and appreciates you.
He’ll take you to dinner or for a drive in his truck just to get away from the house for a little while.
Sitting in his lap while he reads the paper!!
The gang, mainly Dallas and Two-Bit, refers to you as “mom and dad,” and it honestly drives you both insane.
“Look, I’m just sayin’, you’ve got that whole ‘nurturing, responsible, and slightly annoyed at my antics’ vibe going on.” “Well, if you keep up with those antics, you might find yourself sleeping outside for the night.” “Oh, come on, mom, you wouldn’t do that to your favourite child, would you?” “For the last time, Dallas, you are not my child. And if you were, you certainly wouldn’t be my favourite.”
Sodapop and Ponyboy love you. Like they love you. They will cling to you the second they meet you, and you’ll never be able to get rid of them.
I’m not even going to pretend he doesn’t have a picture of you in his wallet. He does, and he’s proud of it.
WEARING HIS SHIRTS!!!!
Constantly complimenting each other. Not a day will go by where he hasn’t complimented you at least ten times. He just needs you to know how perfect you are.
You stopped him from yelling at Ponyboy so much.
When you first brought it up, you definitely argued for a little while about the subject. He just wants what's best for his brother, and you telling him that he needs to lay off is probably going to spark something defensive within him.
He doesn't say ‘I love you’ very often, usually whispering it late into the night or early in the morning when you two are laying in bed and tangled with each other, but he always ensures that you know how much he cares and appreciates you.
Needless to say, Darry will not let you go away feeling unloved.
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𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬!!
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sun-stricken · 1 month
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I hope this isn’t too much of a bother but do you have any hcs abt grays time in avatar? Cannon is frustratingly vague about his time there. Have a nice day!
i totally thought i responded to this days ago holy shit its been a minute
I havent read or watched the avatar arc in forever, and refuse to do it again so i played it a bit fast and loose with the dynamic
This gets a bit dark, just a little forewarning
* if you asked the mages that shared his time at avatar, Gray had earned the reputation of someone callous and cold and untouchable, who didnt get his hands dirty
* he used more charismatic techniques to obtain information, or fear, but it was rare to see him physically harm them
* If you asked Gray about his time in avatar, he wouldn’t give you a straight answer, if he gave one at all
* Avatar knew who he was, for an undercover mission he wasnt under a whole lot of cover. He was sent in as himself, his “cover/backstory” was a lot of half truths and a warped narrative
* He climbed through the ranks faster than expected, which caused a lot of rumors and speculation, such as maybe the ‘Higher Ups’ were so enthralled by an ex-light guid member turning over they rushed him through, or he did something so heinous they were impressed, or maybe he slept with them
* there were a lot of rumors.
* Of course, most arent true, Gray just had more to offer than the average person
* In most dark guilds / cults there are ‘trials’ of sort to prove someone loyalty, hazings of sorts
* He had to go through them ten times over
* It lasted weeks, around a quarter of the time spent at Avatar was his ‘initiation’
* There were certain points where Gray thought they might actually break him
* He refused to use his ice-make magic during his time in Avatar, he couldnt bear using Urs magic for something like this
* He developed these piercing migraines from his eyes constantly darting around his surrounding, and he rarely slept
* Avatar wasnt a inherently paranoid guild, but it was protective and unrelenting, being caught as a traitor was terms for a public violent execution
* There were two other alleged traitors in Grays time there, when they were accused they were tortured and executed in front of the entire ‘guild’
* and he wouldn’t allow himself to even twitch in case that set his own death in motion, It just served to further his reputation
* He never told Erza about this.
* Despite his reputation, the untouchable aura he gave off proved attractive to some people, they thinking being seen fraternizing with someone like him would earn them some respect, and given some of the rumors surrounding him, they thought he would reciprocate
* He didnt, for obvious reasons, and he often left the more handsy and assertive with frostbite and frozen to the ground for hours
* He had bi-weekly check-ins with Erza so he could relay his and their progress and so she could gauge his mental state; Gray gave her watered down versions of the things hed seen and endured during the months he was there unless it pertained to what she needed to close the operation
* He and Erza had a system where he would call her and she would help him smuggle out any victims Avatar took for information or as a message
* He had killed once while in Avatar, it was a man they were ‘interrogating’ who couldn’t provide anymore information and they couldnt just let him go, so they entrusted Gray taking care of him while they watched, it was a test to see if he would, it was as fast and humane as killing someone can be but he will never ‘get over’ it
* He can still remember exactly how he looked, how he sounded, down to the smallest detail
* That was what almost broke him
* He didnt draw it out, it was fast and clean, which was another reason for his ‘doesn’t get his hands dirty’ reputation
* He tried to live by the ‘the ends justify the means’ principle, he survived Avatar by doing what he had to, regardless of what that was that was
* He tried so hard to help himself cope with it, but he just couldnt no matter how hard he tried
* Even though he acted annoyed when the rest of his team burst into Avatar and tore down his whole operation, he was relieved, so fucking relieved he didnt have to stay any longer
* The transition after Avatar was, for lack of a better term, fucking terrible. there was a lot of panic and guilt and paranoia and dissociating to get him through it
* He trained his instincts to act to the slightest trouble, which would be fine considering every movement towards him before was trouble
* But hes back with his friends now, with the people who wouldnt hurt him. So instead of being proud of his reflexes all he feels is panic and guilt
* Gray was constantly searching for an exit and always kept one open and in sight, and would forget he was with safe people and lash out if they blocked one
* Months following the reformation of Fairy Tail held a lot of blanks for Gray, his brain in an attempt to finally protect him would have him go on autopilot, dissociate. He did this a lot early on after Deloria but he thought he ‘grew out of it’, clearly not
* His sleep got even worse after Avatar, he thought the familiar environment would help him but it only made him more on edge
* He knew what could happen to them if he let himself sleep at the guild, the thought of something happening while was taking a fucking nap was nauseating enough that his brain wouldn’t let him let his guard down enough to feel tired
* And sleeping at home was out of the question completely, if a dark mage decided tonight was the night for vengeance against him for tearing apart their cult, how could he defend himself if he was asleep?
* This was fine for a while, but when the adrenaline crash of no longer actually needing to be on guard 24/7 and the weeks of no more than half an hour (involuntary) naps caught up to him, it caught hard
* i mean, it was brutal, collapsed at the first moment of relative peace he came across, it felt almost like withdrawal, with a lot of sleeping
* in some ways he feels so fucking angry and almost betrayed by Erza for asking him to go undercover for her, for making him go through everything he did. But he knows if he didnt its possible she wouldve, and he would do it all over again if it meant that wouldnt happen.
* In other way, hes angry at himself for letting himself get to this point, for letting them break something in him like they did.
* He’ll realistically never be able to go back to before, never be able to trust people, his friends, truly and without reservation again
i hate the avatar arc sometimes but it provides such good material
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starfish-sonnyangel · 1 month
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so bored you might... come out of fanfic retirement? you must be really really bored,,,
squad's favorite terran foods in your hcs?
-from @auroracycle-enjoyer
guess who has two thumbs and is working on this instead of their lit final! 🤗🤗🤗
THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!! again please please ask me things i promise ill respond even if it takes me a couple months lmao!
he squads fav terran foods
ty - 
had a gym rat phase during the academy so for like 3+ years he was literally only considering how much protein a certain food had not how it tasted or anyyyything
seasoning? we dont know her here
if you ask him he’ll probably say salad (he’s lying)
auri introduced him to pizza and he’s hooked
fav is margarita bc he likes to pretend that the basil add some nutritional value
auri
SOUPPP SOUP SOUP
ugh i just need her to curl up with a good book and music and a bowl of soup she deserves it
literally any kind of soup as long as its hot n served with some kinda bread
loves chicken noodle/irish stew/really heavy soups like that bc it reminds her of what her mom used to cook
also egg drop soup, oxtail, lanzhou beef noodles, all the stuff her dad used to make
give her a mug of chicken noodle and some sourdough and she’ll literally love you forever.
its canon from aurora rising that she likes spicy food so i know she loads allll her food up with spice
everyone’s learned to not ask for a bite of her soup if they dont need to give their sinuses a deep cleanse
ty was the first to learn the hard way, snuck a sip of her food secretly and 2 minutes later was curled up on the floor with a box of tissues and a jug of milk
“ty are you cryin-” “IM NOT CRYING SHUT UP MY EYES ARE WATERING”
again, he’s not a big seasoning guy
Scar
any kind of pasta
she got really into making fresh pasta during the academy, bc she obviously needed a hobby to fill up all the time she spent not studying
is lwky a pasta prodigy can lecture you on any type of pasta
her favorite kind is fusilli (“because it’s extra, like me!”)
also a pesto fanatic
goes vegan at least 4 times each year
her current record is 2 weeks
sweet treats!!
fav cake is tirmisu
can always be trusted to have a snack tucked away in her bag
Fin
survives off energy drinks and caf, you wouldn’t really call him a foodie
that being said, he’s a sucker for a good sandwich
clean, compact, won’t get into his suit, tastes good, sandwiches check off all necessary boxes
would sell his suit for a good turkey panini
took him a while to get used to terran food but he is now a confirmed fan
with that being said he cannot cook
once set off the fire alarms across the entire academy after forgetting about a baguette he had toasting in the kitchen
i feel like he'd also be straegly obbsessed with random terran snacks like goldfish and graham crackers
is a FIEND for those yougurt chew things that are for babies
"fin, two go-gurts and a family sized bag of chex mix is not a well-rounded dinner"
looooves those nerd gummy clusters
to be completely honest he'll eat literally anything if he's hungry enough
as previously stated i need to get on my academic grind so ill be completing everyone else soon, just wanted to get this out bc i havent posted in a while
this was so much fun to do, thanks again to @auroracycle-enjoyerfor the ask!
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moonshine-nightlight · 5 months
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Being sick for the past week meant that I had nothing better to do today than lay in bed and refresh tumblr waiting for chapter 34, and seeing it at the very top of my dash was the highlight of my day! The wait was definitely worth it, my health for the duration notwithstanding lol
SPOILER WARNING FOR PAST CHAPTERS IDK HOW TO PUT READ MORES IN ASKS I'M SO SORRY
You made the right call taking the extra time to edit this doozy of a chapter—figuring out how to share Dale's exposition in a way that made sense and fit into the events of the story while maintaining tonal consistency must have been quite the process, between the restrictions of Sana's POV, regency genre conventions, and the story's (heh) natural climax being Dale's identity "reveal" followed by the wedding. I'm very curious if you currently have any ideas for how you're going to tackle this exposition in the novelization, or if you're inclined to handle it differently at all!
@weasellyferret
i hope you're feeling better! i'm so glad you enjoyed the new chapter!
i hav no idea if u can even put a read more in an ask anymore and i can't hide it now but my answer will be under the read more
thanks! i think some people really underestimate how helpful even self editing is to make things coherent, especially for a long chapter like this one that covered so much but also was literally just two ppl talking to each other (ppl lov to say they'll take any update, but lik, thats cuz they dont knooow lol and i dont just want it to b passable, i want it to b good).
with lore/backstory like this i also have to make sure it makes sense to readers who havent read any of it before nor know any of the even more info that I know because there's even more worldbuilding and dale backstory that wont end up in the story.
i'm glad u think i pulled it off to any degree because i was still pretty nervous when i was posting it that it did make sense, fit in the world, was followable, interesting but not just exposition monologue, etc
yeah, chapter 30 where they have the reveal convo is the primary climax of the story and that's also 'just talking' in a sense so its interesting to write this story in that sense lol
while i had the broad outline of the world and dale's backstory from the beginning (i did a little exercise where i sketched out a sort of Dale POV of chapter 6 to get into his mindset which was super helpful) as I wrote the story a lot more of that info became fully fleshed out/defined. so for the novelization, i'll probably try to work more of the info in earlier or have better allusions to it, which will make some of the info in chapter 34 more of a quick confirmation than the exposition itself
ie i might add a chapter with more detail on Sana researching with Dale's books that Bilmont smuggles and plant suspicions of what went wrong with the summoning; i might adjust the chapter after the attack to be more of a convo about the assassination that the grandparents interrupt where Sana can suspect more of Dale's past etc and generally spread out what i can so its more foreshadowed/natural - things like that
other aspects sort of have to be told to Sana because its POV limited, evn when it is updated to 3rd POV. i'll probably do a straight POV swap and minor edit ; then take a look at it as a whole, reassess things on my own, run those ideas by some writer friends/betas and get their thoughts, and finally my editors (who i used for DSM) are also very good with making sure worldbuilding fits in right and so their advice will be helpful - especially since they will only get the draft i giv them without knowing how it was and what changed etc
once chapter 35 is out (which i'm still writing because smut is a challenge to right and i write it more slowly than other things) i'll start slowly editing and passing along to betas the rest of the story (i've got thru chap 11 done and betas who only read those and who are chomping at the bit - u think u've had a long wait? lol) but it will be spring by the time i do any big edits/revisions and then i'll giv it to the editors, who i already lik, semi-lined up for that time period and idk how long they will take because its a long book and then i'll need to process their edits too so it'll be a lengthy process, but i hope everyone knows it will 100% b a novel and i hope they enjoy it!
now back to stabbing away at the smut writing ;)
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scaraaamouche · 2 years
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Trouble keeping up // Professor!Zhongli (pt1) college AU
✦ Pairing: professor!zhongli x afab!reader (she/her)
✦ Summary: your history grades havent been the best lately and youve been ditching class, your professor isnt particularly happy with this and is asking you for an explanation.
✦ Warnings: age gab(reader is about 20, zhongli about 30, dont attack me), swear words, usage of pet names (sweetheart, love) making out, mention of getting chaught, grammar mistakes probably, tell me if i missed anything
✦ A/n: first work after a week of being gone, im feeling a lot better now (for context check me page), pt2 will come tomorrow probably.
✦ Wordcount: 1330
✦ ATTENTION!!! do not copy. translate, remake my work, i do not give you permission to so dont do it. also GIF not mine, credits to the creator.
part two right here > (to be be uploaded august 30th)
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Someone cleared their throat behind you before addressing you, “Miss Y/n? May I have a word with you?” 
Your face went pale as you looked at your friend in pure terror. You two had been hanging around campus after class, not wanting to go back to your dorms yet seeing the weather was nice (for once). What you didn’t think of were the professors that also walked around campus, seeing their work days weren’t yet over. 
“Oh fuck,” You whispered. To be fair, sooner or later you would have to face him. But for the last two weeks, skipping his class and avoiding him seemed the better option for you. 
“Miss Y/n?” your history professor spoke. His voice sent a chill down your spine as you turned around to meet his eye. 
“Yes, professor?” 
“Can I have a word with you? In private?” 
“Uhh s-sure?” 
Okay the reason why you were ditching his classes and making sure you were at least 50 feet away from your history professor was simple; you used to be, (key word; used) one of his best students (you were his best student according to him, but maybe, just maybe he took a liking towards you ever since you first walked into his classroom). But to continue; you used to be his best student. 
What changed? You might ask. Well.. about a month ago one of your friends started talking about how attractive some teachers were at your college. You had to agree with your friend, I mean one look at the science and physical movement professors Albedo and Childe and everyone would agree. But when they started talking about the history professor; Professor Zhongli, you brushed it off.
“No, what the fuck. He’s old.” You said to your friend.
“So? He could be a dilf.” 
“He's not married,” another friend joined in. 
And later that day when you were in his class you started paying attention to him, but really paying attention. And after not even one lesson you understood what your friend was on about. The way he moved his hands while he talked, how he leaned against his desk with his hands on either side of him, or how he would sometimes address people as love, or sweetheart, or how he would take off his overcoat. Basically everything he did suddenly made an impact on you. Before you were so focussed on school and your grades that you didn’t notice. But once you did, it affected everything. Your grades, your activity in class, everything. So the last few weeks your grades went down really goddamn fast, and as expected your professor wasn't all that excited about that, and with the fact that you had been straight up avoiding him and his classes.
“Do you understand that, miss Y/n?” reality came back to you at once as you found yourself standing in the history classroom.
“Yes sir?” You said, your answer coming out more like a question rather than an answer.
“Were you listening to what I said to you?” he asked, his eyes narrowing and his head slowly tilted as he leaned against his desk in that oh so distracting way with his arms folded over his chest.
“Yes?” you hesitated into telling the truth or not, but to be fair, much worse the situation couldn’t get. 
“I am gonna repeat myself one more time, listen closely, otherwise there will be circumstances. Understood?” 
You nodded. 
“Your grades have been very disappointing the last couple of weeks, and together with the fact that you haven’t been present in any of my classes in the last two weeks that does not surprise me.” 
“Mean much,” You muttered as you looked at your feet.
Pretending he didn’t hear what you said he continued; “I do not know the reason for you being absent and failing my class, but I suggest you do something about it. If there are medical reasons I wish to know about it, no specific details needed, so I can keep it in mind. If you are having trouble with keeping up, you are aware you can always stop by to ask me questions, no?”
You nodded again.
“Although, if I have to guess, neither of those are the issue, seeing you have had no problem in my class and you were a straight A student before. What changed? I wish to hear your feedback.” 
Fuck fuck fuck
“I- uh- yeah no um there are no medical issues sir. I’ve just been having some trouble keeping up lately,” you couldn’t look at him, everything in you screamed to get out of the classroom.
“And is there a reason for that, sweetheart? Is it only in my class, or in other classes too?” he stood up and walked over to you, looking down at you.
“I-” You were at a loss for words as your professor used his thumb and index finger to lift your chin up to look at him, your eyes met his and you felt blood rushing to your cheeks.
“Perhaps it’s because you aren't paying any attention to the things I tell you and your fellow classmates in class. Because you were too busy looking at me, rather than listening to me.” 
Slowly he took a few steps ahead, making you walk backwards until your thighs hit a desk. “Or maybe you were listening to me, but you just didn’t bother to actually take notes of what I said, you were busy hiding your red face while pushing your thighs together. I’d like to know, what were you thinking about?” 
You were now completely out of words.
“What is it, love? Cat got your tongue?”
“I-it doesn’t concern you, sir.” you closed your eyes as you tried to calm your breathing and racing heart.
The feeling of lips brushing against your neck startled you but hands were placed on your hips, pulling you up to the small desk a student sat in not an hour ago. His lips moved to your ear, “Are you sure?” he asked. Lost in the moment you shook your head. “What were you thinking about sweetheart, no need to be shy.” He pulled away, staring into your eyes, “Well?”
“You, sir. But sir we really shouldn’t be doing this, this is strictly forbidden, if someone sees this, you could lose your job and I could-” you were shut up as he pushed his lips against yours.
“Call me Zhongli sweetheart,” he said against your lips.
It didn’t surprise him when you kissed him back, your arms moving across his neck to pull him closer. After all, he wasn't stupid, he had known many students had a bit of a crush on him, but he always brushed it off- like a normal and good professor should. He never thought you’d be one of them, until the last few weeks. You were avoiding eye contact in the beginning, and the next moment you would be looking at his hands or forearms when you thought he didn’t notice.
But like said earlier, he kind of took a liking towards you, your lowkey rebelish and at the same time shy personality was adorable in his eyes. Or the way you sometimes came to his class in a girly summer dress only for you to come in in a shirt of some 80’s rock band and wide jeans the next. Today you’d pulled out a black schoolgirl skirt with a yellow shirt, and Zhongli was having a hard time keeping his hands off of your thighs.
And when one of his hands indeed moved down to your thigh and squeezed it you let out a quiet moan into the kiss. Pulling back to breath your already red cheeks were a dark crimson red now. 
“I- sir-”
“Zhongli,” He said once again. “Zhongli we really shouldn’t.” you whispered, your arms still around his neck and his hands still on your hip and thigh. “I know sweetheart,”
“But I need you, Zhongli”
To be continued…
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girlhorse · 2 months
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I understand you might not want to share, but if you dont mind, what happened? no judgment of course shit happens
under cut bc its long and boring kinda but i need to vent lol
it's like... literally nothing. not even interesting really. when i got hurt last week it was while breaking company safety policy - in the salon I'm in, literally everyons breaks several policies daily, bc our manager doesn't enforce them and most of us including me don't know the actual rules because of this. I got "caught" essentially because i got injured, so now my boss has been giving me so much shit for it. I'll concede that i knew i was breaking the rules leading up to the incident, but it was a rule i thought was "safe" to break in that particular salon bc i was told it was ok by another employee that worked there.
fwiw i still don't think what i did caused the incident to occur, they are only related in that they happened close together. and it doesnt matter if they're not related bc corporate will see them as related either way
on top of this my boss since i started has been really hard on me for seemingly no reason. She called me rude & irritating to my face many times, which stopped after we had a meeting with the gm. she consistently has accused me of things i havent done and has it in her head that I'm slow at my job and incompetent.
I struggle to understand what she wants from me. Recently I left late due to being stuck on a difficult groom that was taking a long time, ans her response was to accuse me of purposely staying late (again mind you) in order to make more money ig. She then continued to threaten me with retraining. today i left on time despite having a busy day, after asking her if she wanted me to stay and clean or if she wanted me to clock out. she told me to clean my station and leave. i did that and I left, and after i left she got mad that i didnt clean and asked me to come back to clean which regrettably i did go back to do like..off the clock lol.
today was the first time ive worked with her since i got injured and since she became like... mad at me about it idk. and shes been kind of being snippy more than anything..i literally had a nightmare about working today last night bc I've been so out of my mind anxious all weekend (her way of communicating that I'm in trouble is to just hint at a looming meeting, tell me shes unhappy and like let me fuckin simmwr with rhat for hours or days) and while she disnt outright yell at me or anything today she just kept making snide remarks or criticizing me constantly, not just privately but in front of others too. today was just so busy and i was anxious and fawning the whole damn day because of it and im exhausted. i worked so hard and did my damn best to please her like..almost subconsciously. i felt like i was dissociating. i was very anxious all day and frazzled and had trouble focusing. it ended up getting me in trouble during closing too.
its just really frustrating bc it only seems to happen to me. My othsr coworkers stay late with her on busy days. and i feel confused about what she expects from me.
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bridgyrose · 5 months
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Good morning Bridgy. For the ship ask thingy: Frostbyte? Please have a nice day.
Also, I'm gonna put in a request for the next chapter of either blind or transfer student Weiss while I'm at it, please.
(I didnt forget you. For the shipping asks, Frostbyte is a fun one for me to explore, especially in an au setting where Weiss finds out about Penny before coming to Beacon. I have a couple of ideas regarding this ship that I still havent figured out.)
And for your request:
“I’ll take you both out on a shopping trip in Vale!” Weiss practically yelled as she stepped up onto a chair. “A change of scenery will cheer you up. And we can find a few things to help spruce up the dorm.” 
Yang sighed. “We dont exactly have room for anything more in the dorm. Besides, why the sudden interest in Vale now? For the last three weeks you’ve been here, you’ve done nothing but complain about how different it is from Atlas.” 
Weiss’s smile dropped for a moment as she stepped down from her chair. “Okay, I want to try to make things right with you. All of you. I know its been rough to deal with me and I-” her voice started to quiet as she continued. “-I… wanted to try to catch some of the visiting students for the Vytal Tournament.” 
Yang rolled her eyes. “I knew there was a catch.” 
“She has a point though,” Blake spoke up. “We havent exactly had an easy time getting along with her and maybe… going into town might give us a bit of time to get to know each other better.” 
Ruby nodded. “And we should start paying attention to who the competition will be for the tournament too. After it was delayed from last year, I’m sure the teams will be different.” 
“I’ll make it worth your while too.” Weiss pulled out her scroll and started to thumb through the itinerary she made. “We’ll stop by the weapons shop for Ruby to get her a new scope for her scythe, we’ll stop by the bookstore for you and Blake, and then we can have lunch at the new cafe that opened.” 
Yang took a moment to think things over and finally nodded. “Alright, we go to Vale, follow your plan, and that is all we do. Nothing more.” 
“I wont let you regret it.” Weiss smiled a bit as she led her team through the halls of Beacon and to the landing area to take the airship back to Vale, starting to relax as she walked. For once, she felt like she could start moving on, start getting to know her teammates and let others in where she was wounded. And yet… she still found herself starting to focus on Blake and the bow she wore. A small fear in the back of her mind started to rear its head around about what could be hiding under it. She shook her head to dismiss the thought, mentally berating herself for even thinking Blake was hiding anything. 
“Everything alright, Weiss?” Blake asked. “You’re not having second thoughts spending time with us, are you?” 
“No, of course not.” Weiss took her seat on the airship back to Vale, thumbing through her scroll to take her mind off her fears. “A little nervous, I guess, but that’s mostly since its my first time actually exploring Vale. Compared to Atlas, it’ll be like going to the underbelly of Mistral.” 
“Vale isnt some crime infested kingdom just because it’s not Atlas,” Yang said with a frown as she sat down. “We get it, Atlas is better, but Vale has its own charm. The sooner you give it a chance, the better it’ll seem to you.” 
“And I’m giving it a chance to show me what this kingdom has to offer.” 
“And what kind of a chance is that?” 
“A chance.” Weiss looked out the window of the airship as it started to take off, making its way over the forest and to the city. She had to admit, Vale had a lot more to offer in the way of scenery outside the kingdom than Atlas did, which was one of the few reasons Atlas made trips to the continent of Anima for training missions near Argus. 
Her heart started to thump in her chest as she thought about the last training mission she was on in a forest similar to the Emerald forest, her breathing starting to quicken as time seemed to slow down around her for a brief moment. Weiss gently pressed a hand to the glass in front of her, fingers shaking as she looked down, and then pulling away as her reflection turned into the White Fang member that had captured her. Red hair, horns just above a grimm-like mask, blue eyes that seemed to pierce into her the longer she stared. 
Weiss finally snapped out of it as she heard a soft alarm on her scroll, slowly fumbling through her bag for her medication and water bottle that she kept on her. It took a moment for her to open the bottle and dump a couple pills into her hand, shaking as she popped them into her mouth and washed them down with a little water. 
“You have anxiety too, huh?” Ruby asked. 
“We… we all have our own flaws,” Weiss responded as she started to calm, slowly putting her pills away. “But… yes. Though I’d prefer not to talk about it.” 
“Alright, but just know you’re in good company.” 
Not like you’d understand, Weiss thought to herself, keeping her eyes on the window of the airship as it started to make its way over Vale and to the landing pad near the far edge of the city. The first thing she noted that she hadnt noticed before was how much quieter the city seemed to be compared to Atlas or even Mantle. While there were still plenty of cars on the streets, there seemed to be more people out walking than driving. Though, what really caught her eye was seeing one of the SDC dust outlet stores with cops around it. 
As the airship landed, Weiss quickly pulled out her scroll and started to get a map app up to plot a course to the dust shop. It was on the way to the weapons shop that she had planned to take Ruby to and figured it’d be worth the look to see what was going on. “We need to take a slight detour. Something personal has come up and I need to check something out.” 
Yang sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose. “I thought we agreed to stick to our original plan? Its not like we have a lot of time to be here before the last shuttle back to Beacon-” 
“And we’ll be able to make it in time,” Blake said as she put a hand on Yang’s shoulder. “Besides, maybe this will give us a chance to learn more about Weiss. Just like she’s been trying to do for us.” 
“It wont take long, just a quick stop to a dust shop and its on the way anyway.” Weiss started to walk down the street, glancing down at her scroll as she led her team to the dust shop. Once the dust shop came into view, she stopped and paused as she saw the damage to it. Windows were shattered, the door had been broken, and all the dust on the shelves had been lifted. 
“This is the third dust robbery this week,” one of the cops said to his partner. “No money or weapons taken, just the dust.” 
Another cop shrugged and finished taping off the building. “Maybe its a rogue huntsman trying to stock up. Wouldnt be the first time.” 
“Or maybe it was the White Fang,” Weiss said under her breath as she started to look up the other shops that were robbed. While none of the witnesses were hurt unless they fought back, the only stores that had been robbed in Vale were those that were in partnership with the SDC. Her blood began to boil as she frowned at her scroll, taking a look at a picture of a figure in the dark of one of the robberies. 
“Not everything that goes wrong is the White Fang,” Blake retorted. “All they want is to make things better for faunus and are a bit misguided.” 
“They’re a terrorist organization, Blake!” Weiss snapped. “That’s not just a bit misguided.” 
“Okay, very misguided.” Blake sighed and looked at the damage to the dust shop, her ears twitching under her bow. “If it was the White Fang, why take only the dust? That isnt exactly something they’ve done before.” 
“Because its not about the dust, its about sending a message to my family!” Weiss turned to look at Blake, glaring at her. “The White Fang are monsters. Killers. They’ve done nothing but hurt my family’s company and everyone we consider friends.” 
“Maybe if the Schnee Dust Company could quit taking advantage of faunus-” 
“We dont take advantage of them! We pay them just like the rest!” 
“And they’re the only ones your company ever sends out into the dust mines!” 
Weiss frowned. “We send more than just faunus in there. Besides, the White Fang are the ones that take things too far. If it were up to me, I’d put an end to them.” 
Ruby quickly rushed between the two, gently pushing them apart. “Weiss, why dont you and I go to the weapons shop and Blake and Yang can go to the bookstore. Then, we can meet up for lunch?” 
“Fine,” Weiss huffed as she started to walk off. “Our reservation is at one, dont be late.” 
Ruby quickly followed after Weiss. “What exactly was that about?” 
“Just putting the blame where it belongs.” Weiss felt her heart start to pound in her chest, her legs shook with each step as she angrily walked. After a few minutes, she found a bench to sit down at and started to fumble around her bag for anything to help her calm down. “The White Fang are a menace to everyone no matter where they’re at.” 
“Yeah but… they tend to stick to protesting here. Blake’s right, robbing a dust shop isnt exactly something they do-” 
“Its exactly something they’ll do if they’re willing to kill!” Weiss grabbed a stress ball out of her bag and started to squeeze it in rhythm with her breathing, trying to calm herself. “They’re the reason I’m here and not continuing at Atlas.” 
Ruby looked at her confused. “I… I dont think I understand.” 
Weiss stood up and started walking again, continuing to squeeze her stress ball to take her mind off of everything. “Forget it. Lets salvage our day and get you to the weapons shop. I still owe you a new scope.”
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5tr4ylov35t4y · 1 year
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Dont get over me, Im here
pairing: chan x fem!reader genre: angst in the start,fluff,smut
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warning: sadness, clingy chan, SEX...... sweet affirmations reader is scared of thunder
notes:my first real fan fic that i haven't deleted, havent checked my grammar
It's been a week since Chan and I broke up.He has been too busy to be with me, so i started feel lonely and depressed. i couldn't handle it so i broke up with him thinking it was for the better. But damn, do I miss those eyes of his. They used to hold so much adoration for me, but now they're just filled with sadness during his lives that I still watch to help me sleep. I didn't even realize how much he was doing for me until he was gone. He would always be up before me, leaving me a note to start my day with a smile, and he would come to bed after me because he was working on his new track. I miss our happy comforting dinners that we had once in awhile. Now I'm just eating dinner in silence.
For Chan, it was not doing him any good either. The bed would be cold, the apartment would always feel too empty… what was he supposed to do when all his jokes didn't make sense to other people because his other half was not there to laugh? Why did it have to happen so suddenly? Would it not have been easier, fairer for them to both fall out of love at the same time? (At least he thought you fell out of love.) That wasn't how it worked, of course, that would have been far too easy. For it to be mutual and comfortable. Chan had been hurt immeasurably. He did not argue and merely agreed that if y/n was not happy, then it would be best for them to end their relationship. But this was the end he thought, and it fucking hurt. He couldn't cooperate with life as well as he did when you were still together. He never went to sleep now, no matter how hard he did. He would reach over for you, but it was empty.
He didn’t get around to dropping your things off until the next weekend and you hadn’t messaged him asking what the hold up was, he likely didn’t dare The last thing you needed was to sound like his ex nagging him about shit.It was Saturday night, 9pm by the time Chan got away from work and it was pouring with rain. The typical cliche weather for dropping off personal items to someone who broke your heart, The boxes were going to be left on the porch and Chan was going to ring the doorbell and then bail. He wasn’t going to hang around hoping you would talk to him begging him to come inside because the weather was getting harsher.
Chan sat parked outside y/n's place with the engine off listening to the rain splattering hard on the roof of the car. he forced himself out of the car lugging a box through the torrential rain towards the white door. Setting the box down under the porch roof,A rumble of thunder growled above before a flash of lightning lit up the street, just as chan ringed the door bell the light died and the power failed. "fuck," chan said pushing back his hair he knocked on the door and went back to his car trying to start it but it didnt turn on.
chan went back to the door and knocked on the door His knock was near drowned out by the rain and thunder, but he pounded the door until it shook and just when he thought it was better to give up the door swung open and y/n threw herself into chan's arms, her face buried in his shoulder. crying as she said "chan im so scared please stay with me" his heart broke even more, he picked y/n up and walked in closing the door behind them. chan walked to y/n's room with her in his arms the bed was all messy and the sheets were tangled but he still sat on the bed while cuddling y/n when he spoke “I’ll be honest, I thought you already had someone else here with you.” Sure it might have upset y/n for chan to admit such a thing but it would, at least, take her mind off the storm. “I always knew you were one hundred per cent honest with me so I don’t know why I figured you were leaving me for someone else. You’d have told me if you were, I know that.” chan honestly told you
“I love you, chan. I can’t switch that off, I made the decision to leave because I was so lonely. I missed being with you, I missed us being together.” you told him Without thinking, chan leaned down and kissed you softly.“I’m sorry, I’m sorry I made you miserable. I’m sorry that it’s too late to realise it and fix it. I’ll stay until the storm is over and I promise you won’t hear from me again.” chan softly said into your hair “channnnn-, you’re so stupid. I love you so much.” you said right before you assaulted chan with kisses pressed all over his cheeks and forehead until chan had dissolved into laughter and you were just lying against him with your head in the crook of chan's shoulder.
While everything seemed to be genuinely perfect at that moment, chan still needed to know what was going on because it felt the same way as it had when they first got together.
Unfortunately, his question went unasked as the storm, which had seemed to calm for a moment, picked up with renewed energy and the rain battered the windows, the glass rattling from the force and y/n tensed in his arms.
“Stay, stay with me until the storm blows over.”
“Then what?”
“Stay until the next one.”
“What if the next one never comes?”
“Then you can never leave.”
“Okay.”
chan started to leave kisses on your face as his hand went to your hip" are we back together/" he asked softly 'there has to be some ground rules first chan"
His glossy eyes stared into yours. His eyes were filled with hope. “yes love tell me."
Placing your hand on top of his, you began to speak.
“You need to come home every night. You can’t continue to be at work 24/7. You’re already exhausted and you’re just hurting yourself. I’d also like to see you. I don’t want to keep coming home to an empty house.”
Chan nodded, the ghost of a smile could be seen on his lips.
“H-how about…” He began to say.
“Hm, what is it?” You asked.
“How about I try to make up a little for the time I missed out with you tonight?”
You looked at him with curious eyes, “Yeah, and how are you going to do that?” A smile was heard in your voice.
Chan showed you what he meant the moment his hands began to slide down the waistline of your pants. He looked at you with big eyes.
“I know it’s not much but I want to do something at least. If it’s ok with you, of course.”
Rotating your neck, you leaned in to give him a kiss on the cheek. “I would love that.”
With your permission, Chan slid off your joggers, followed by your panties. He grabbed them and tossed them near the foot of the bed.
You spread your legs open wider to give him better access. His warm hand traveled down your mound. You always melted at his very touch. His touch was safe and warm. Each time he touched you it sent shivers down your spine.
Dipping his fingers past your slit, he sought out your clit. Placing a gentle touch onto it, he began to move his finger causing you to whine.
“Does it feel alright baby?” He asked as he continued to tease your sensitive bud.
Softly squirming, you responded in a breathy tone, “Mm it’s so nice Channie. F-feels good.”
“Good.” He breathed out in relief. All he wanted to do was pleasure you, to make you feel his love from his touch. He softly attached his mouth to your neck as he continued to play with you. Starting from your earlobe, he began peppering soft kisses down your neck. He could hear the soft breaths you let out at every kiss. Chan continued to plant kisses slowly down your shoulder.
“Whatever my baby wants.” He stuck a second finger into you causing you to mewl.
“Fucking love your fingers Channie! They’re so t-thick.”
Moving his fingers, he began to fuck them in and out of you, “Yeah baby? You like my fingers?”
“Mhm!” you nodded, your head already going hazy.
“You’re just sucking them in, aren’t you?” He said, teasing you.
“Yes!” You cried out.
“Good girl.”
Chan simultaneously fucked his fingers in you as he sucked on your neck. His touch felt amazing, absolutely loving that all his attention was on you and making you feel good.
“Chan.” You breathed out, “I’m almost there!”
“Mm, come on baby, come for me.”
You let go the moment you heard his words, keening as he fucked you through your orgasm. Your muscles clenched as you split all over his fingers.
“You did so good.” Chan whispered into your ear as you fell onto the pillow.
Laying down beside you, you were both face to face with each other. Chan looked at you, smiling at your sleepy expression.
“I love you so much.” Chan said as he raked his fingers through your hair once.
“I love you too Channie.” You whispered out before you fell to sleep.
Chan stared at you for a bit, he admired how beautiful you were. He was so lucky to be loved by someone like you. you have no idea just how much he's head over heels for you. It's like he's under your spell or something.
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conanssummerchild · 13 days
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okay so id initially put this in the tags of your ask but i thought id put it in your askbox so you don't feel obligated to answer it or you wanna answer privately instead cause it's very rambly and kinda personal
#also im curious. what do you do after you get an autism dx?#because like back when my psychiatrist evaluated me for a bunch of things. i was curious if i was somewhere on the autism spectrum too#cause i did check a lot of boxes#and she essentially told me i have a lot of the overlapping stuff because of other conditions and i could do the autism evaluation#but it would be a waste of time for me because it wasnt my main dx and doesn't make my life unbearable#because im already taking meds and shit for other stuff but you dont take meds or really do anything about having autism#so she basically told me you might be on the spectrum but there's no point in getting a dx cause it doesnt change anything#but also cuz for me it's probably mild and doesnt affect my every day life that much#so yeah i guess i was curious. im so sorry if this comes off as rude btw#because i know getting dxed changed my life and its so much better now. and im so proud of you for that finally happening#and my situation is very different from yours like even if i am on the spectrum it probably doesn't affect me to an extent where it fucks#with my every day life to an unbearable degree yk#but im definitely curious about how you go forward once you get an autism diagnosis when it does significantly affect your life. like do you do anything about it?#i do know it's validating as hell and your parents will finally take you seriously. cause you've obviously known for a while#and again i know its gonna get so much better hereon. getting dxed literally changes your life and im so so happy for you#how did your family and everyone take it?#like i had the worst relationship with my parents i was gonna cut them off after school but it got so much better after my dx#like they became so much more understanding and like put in the effort to change and be better and its still a long road but yeah#it's kind of fucking awesome and life changing and i really hope it is for you too#im so so so happy for you
well i guess i dont really know yet, i had an appointment yesterday at school hours and i went alone and then i went straight back to school and now im at my friends house so i havent seen my parents yet. i have my last appointment with my psycologist in 2 weeks and that one is with my parents so its basically when shes going to tell them, i dont plan on telling my dad about it before then bcs he can go fuck himself but i am going to tell my mum as soon as she gets home from barcelona. so i cant really say anything parents-wise yet. as for like outside that at the moment theres really nothing at all i can do until my parents are in on it, since im a minor my parents are the ones who choose if the school knows and i can get accomodations but if they choose not to tell them theres really not much i can do, so for me a diagnosis doesnt change much (apart from FINALLY after more than EIGHT years knowing whats different abt me) unless my parents let it change stuff, and at the moment i font know if they will :/, so to answer "what do you do after a diagnosis?" i really dont know. if u want to get diagnosed though and u think you could i would probably go for it, you can keep it to urself since ur over 18 so u dont have to tell anyone else if u dont want to and idk it might come in handy even if it doesnt it is nice to feel validated but anyway its up to you <3
ps: you can literally ask me anything u want to know i dont mind and dont worry abt coming off as rude i dont think u r <33 love u
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football-whore · 1 year
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Honeymoon smut w’ kylian🤧please
OFCC and I apologize if its bad because I have been busy going to hospitals and other stuff like school and football trainings, cups and matches because football season has started again.
So I might not post as often but maybe like 1-2 every week so yall know.
Warnings: smut and fluff at the end.
And reader is from italy because why not(Def not bc im from italy) There might be some italian and it might be bad bc I haven't written in italian for so long.
AND DONT READ IF UNCOMFARTBLE WITH SMUT!!
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You and Kylian were on a honeymoon in your homeland Italy. You havent visited Italy since you moved to France so you were really happy when the private plane landed.
Kylian had to hold you down so you wouldn't jump up and down the whole trip.
You were the first to get out of the plane when it landed. You even forgot about your bags so Kylian had to carry them.
You two waited for a taxi to pick you two up and drive you to your hotel in rome. When the taxi finally came the driver came out and helped us pack our stuff in the car "Dove stai andando?"(where are you going?) the man asked.
"Stavamo andando a roma" (we're going to rome) You answer. The man just nodded and started to drive to rome. Kylian was very confused because he didn't understand Italian but he trusted you.
When you got there you thanked the driver and took all of your bags and suitcases out of the car. The hotel you were staying at was named rome cavalieri.
Kylian had booked the most expensive room just for you two and that was why you loved him.
Not because of the money but how he always wanted the best for you and you wanted the best for him.
When you two got up to your room the first thing you did was to look around "Cosí bello!" (so beautiful!) was the first thing you said. But kylian didn't care so much because he was exhausted so he jumped on the bed to take a nap.
You went into the bedroom where Kylian was napping and kissed his cheek before you went into the bathroom to take a shower.
Just as you were about to jump into the shower you heard the door open and you saw kylian "Did you really think you would shower without me, mon amour?" You heard him say.
"No..I just didn't wanna wake up!" You said and Kylian had already taken off his clothes showing his big member.
You blushed when you saw it even tho you've seen it hundred of times before but it still made you frustrated and that turned Kylian on. He jumped into the shower with you and turned it on.
Your back arched as you felt the cold water on your skin and that turned him on even more but he didn't wanna do anything yet.
"Can you help me with my back amore?" you asked and he does as you ask him. He took some soap on your back and started to rub it. While he rubbed your back he looked down and saw your ass and decided to slap it.
"Ow! Kylian!" you moaned as you felt that your ass hurt. He didn't really care if it hurt he was just horny right now and all he wanted was you.
After you two was done in the shower you were still in a robe trying to decide which outfit you were gonna have when you were gonna wear to the restaurant you two were supposed to go on a date to.
"Mio caro which dress should I have?" you asked while you showed two diffrent dresses a red and a black.
"The black one.." Kylian said looking at his phone clearly not looking at the dresses. "Could you atleast look!" You said kinda mad at him. He looked up at you and walked over to you grabbing your waist.
"You don't have to worry about how you look..You will always be pretty no matter what mon amour" he said which made you blush.
You kissed him and when you tried to pull away he just hotten the kiss. You moaned as you felt him pull you closer to him. He then threw you on the bed taking off your rope.
He crawled ontop of you and started to kiss you rubbing the side of your waist making you moan into the kiss.
You tried to make him take off his boxers since he didn't have anything on expect boxers. He helped you take off his boxers reaveling his big and juicy member.
You didn't wear anything so he just pushed inside of you.
"Ohh mio dio!" (Oh my goodness)You moaned and he started to move without warning you. He always got turned on whenever you spoke italian so it made him want you even more.
He gripped onto your hips and his grip got harder by each thrust in and out of you. You gribbed onto the sheets as you felt a knot in your stomach.
His thrust got rougher and faster getting him closer to his own orgasm "I'm close, mon amour!" he groaned. His thrust getting sloppier and slower.
You felt him twitching inside of you as both of you finally realeased your orgasms.
He pulled out and laid himself beside you.
He took your hand in his and kissed it "You know I love you more than the whole world" he says. You smiled and said "Of course I know, amore!".
After a while you two finally got up and fixed yourself for the restaurant.
While you two were walking there you felt put his arm around your shoulder and giving you a kiss on the lips.
You two finally arrived at the restaurant and he held your hand the entire time you were there which made you get a big smile on your face.
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This is probably so bad and I probably spelt wrong on every single Italian word so if i did pls correct me. But I hope you all like this and this is a apology for my bad Haaland ballon d'or imagine
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failed221b-chill · 3 months
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Sat 6 Jan 3am
... turns out avoiding all chores to figure out a baseline that wiuldnt set off pem has just meant my dishes have gone moldy and my bedding needs changing and im getting major histamine dumps at night and cant sleep from how intensely my eyes are leaking. Stupid mcas.
So i guess when its daytime and i wont be disturbing anyone in the house im going to have to massively exhaust myself and send myself into pem to try and get rid of all the mold and dust and whatever else isnt helping my mcas flaring and then... oh right. Im due on again soon thats interfering with my body and making the mcas worse too. Ffs.
I havent even gone downstairs more than once in a day the last two weeks trying to rest enough to not do the whole boom and bust thing. And yknow. Trying to avoid catching coughs and fuck knows what else from my housemates.
I just want to be able to cook for myself without it costing me so many bad days afterwards!
Ive had mostly good days while ive been doing minimal activity and eating mostly dried foods and powdered soups i can make with the kettle in my room. It's been nice to play animal crossing pocket camp on my phone and listening to the text to speech app read my fic back to me. It's been nice to know i dont have to go anywhere and dont have to push myself.
Of course now im worried bc next week i have at least 2 appts to go to and im not sleeping well at all from these allergies and tbh i think the cold at night is part of the trigger but i know moldy dishes in my room arent helping so i need to deal with them.
And oh god i want to have enough energy to be able to fact taking a shower with my shower chair. I havent dared have one since i fainted on the way to the bathroom last week. But i also didnt have enough energy before that so im just gross atm. Chronic illness ain't cute!!!! At least. Not when youre the only one around to practically care for yourself and you cant even stand up for 3mins anymore.
Mentally im doing great!!!! (I wasnt the other day but i got through it and reminded myself of the warm feelings and the goals and i had the big epiphany about still being able to dream and have a sense of purpose just on a longer slower timescale) so yeah im doing well as far as mental being goes. i wouldnt say im majorly stressed bc im just avoiding everything that i cant do and playing animal crossing on my phone which is lighthearted and adorable.
But physically im just... declining? Deteriorating? Or have i always been like this? Was the past where i climbed up cliff faces in harsh winds and crawled through cave rivers and had four different part time jobs and volunteerng and studying and social hangouts all dreams? Did i ever actually do the things? Did my brain ever work?
I know it did. I know it still does, on some level. I know I did those physical things in the past. I have very little possibility of safely being able to do any of them again. I have some recollection of them feeling challenging to the point of too much at the time. I have some vague feeling of this isnt right everyone else is doing it better than me why does it hurt me why am i so goddamn tired constantly? But i didnt know enough back then. I didnt know what i know now and i have to forgive myself for that. And thats just a big part of growing up anyway. A universal thing. We learn more as we grow and we have to learn to forgive our past selves so we can continue with our focus on the present and the future.
I think maybe my eye might have stopped leaking now that its been like 2hrs since i took the extra antihistamine and 1hr since i drank ginger cordial which is another form of antihistamine.
So perhaps... might be able to sleep before 5.30am tonight? Its 3.30am now. I am so tired i only got two daytime naps in today in the hope that id be able to sleep properly tonight but the mcas just doesnt care about my plans!!!!
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toastyliltoasts · 6 months
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"I promise"
A/N : Yall I miss the damn SMP so I wrote this .. It has a happy storyline dw dw ..
Warnings : Light swearing (It has 'ass' lmao and some *cough cough* other stuff) , Sort of panic attack but not really ?
Type : ANGST AND FLUFF MOTHERCLUCKERS LES GOOOOO
You try to adjust your baby blue coloured hoodie to 'almost' perfection using a mirror .. Today was the big day .. Your best friend Meme was getting married in less than 3 hours and you still couldnt figure out how to get your hair let alone clothes to look right ..
It was quite a ... fiesta when Meme announced his upcoming marriage to the lovely Wictoria (whom you've only heard of once or twice) .. Fiesta as in Socks refusing to believe Meme got engaged , Blaza and Tbh laughing their asses off and them almost getting sent to the ER just by the glares Meme was sending them (Because if looks could kill , They already dropped dead weeks ago) .. So it was quite obvious that everyone was underprepared for the wedding , Even the groom himself ..
Your job in the wedding being assisting with decorations , You had to get to the venue early and help the boys out with the chairs , the food (which you did not trust them with) and fixing the aisle but firstly you had to look like you could do all that .. After a few moments , You huffed a sigh of relief as you finally got your hair to a presentable sight and you took one last look in the mirror as you dashed off .. You're going to change before the wedding anyway , Might as well not ruin the good outfit ..
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You flick a bead of sweat off your forehead as you looked around the venue , checking the mental checklist one by one ..
Chairs ? Check.
Aisle ? Check.
Flowers ? Check.
Food ? Ch- Well .. Half check ? .. You had to keep Muffin and Nadwe from turning the wedding into a war somehow ..
Your checklist gets interrupted by a sound of your own name and you crane your neck from your spot to see the one and only , Socksfor1 .. He's dressed in his usual spaceman outfit without the helmet ..
"Hey , You're early" You muse while dusting your hands on your already messy jean sleeves ..
"Eh you dont see Meme getting married to a cow everyday" He smirks as you both hug ..
"That for sure .. Meme said she's lovely though" You offer after you both break apart ..
"Yeah yeah .. Is that her ? Wictoria I mean .." Socks asks (after almost calling Meme a woman) , Tipping his head towards the wedding altar ..
"Uh I think so ? I havent been able to talk with her yet except for a few 'Hi's .. You're the one that invited her right ?" You question while your eyebrow travels to your hairline ..
Socks just shrugs while changing the subject ..
"Not to be a killjoy but are you wearing a hoodie and jeans to the wedding ?" He asks with a snicker ..
You immediately acknowledge your current outfit and nudge him in the ribs as payback when he laughs ..
"Of course not , You dumbass .. Says the person who wears an astronaut costume to the wedding and would you rather me wearing some fancy shit but drenched in sweat " You say , playfully rolling your eyes ..
"Ow .. No need to be so mean" He whines with a pout , slightly rubbing the area of impact on his ribs ..
"Yeah yeah you big baby .. I'll go change anyway .." You say while he replies with a 'be back soon please , I'll be bored if my favorite 'dumbass' is gone' to which you stick your tongue out at him ..
It doesnt take you long to change into your outfit , pat down the creases and fix your hair for the second time today .. Planning weddings were hard but as said before , You dont get to see Meme get married to a cow everyday ..
Socks smiles as you leave the changing room and sees your attire .. He'll be lying if he said you didnt look absolutely amazing .. He compliments you when you dramatically twirl to show off and asks you to come with him to get the guests .. You both run around , 'goofing around' being the correct terminology (I mean you worked hard , It was just a small reward) , until Socks sees Oompa and playfully calls him out for not being ready for the wedding while you act mock-offended ..
"Is that even legal" Oompa asks as you three wonder whether its okay to marry a cow ..
"I dont think this is legal" Socks replies with a light laugh .. You , Socks and Oompa share a look of nervousness until you hear Blaza ..
"Heeey Blaza .. Looking good , Looking good" You say as you greet him with a hug ..
"Could say the same to you , brudda" He replies as he ruffles your hair ..
"OH COME ON MAN .. I just fixed this" You cry out as you shield your hair from his wrath while he had the audacity to chuckle ..
"Blaza with the DRIP ?" Socks greets while bumping fists with Blaza ..
"Yeaaah .. Im looking kinda fly for this wedding , Y'know ?" Blaza says confidently while Socks starts to vent to Blaza about Oompa not being prepared at all ..
The wedding venue slowly started buzzing with people over the next hour as you and Socks greeted more guests .. You saw Muffin (With a weapon , might I add) looking at Socks with soulless eyes as Socks , Blaza and Oompa freaked out at being threatened with Muffin's 'weapon' .. You greeted both Muffin and Tbh with a hug (Eh Muffin's not bad at all .. Just has a questionable mentality but dont we all ?) and see Tbh doing some sorta crab dance with Socks and Blaza but just shrug it off ..
And you finally see the groom himself , Wearing a wedding dress .. You and Socks have a laughing fit , almost toppling over the carpet of the aisle itself .. But manage to keep it together long enough to greet Wolfster (Who confessed that he was just in it for the cake) .. And when Meme along with Laff start coming up the aisle , Socks definitely did not shake with silent laughter ..
"Memeee" You drag the last 'e' as you run over to hug him ..
"(Y/NNN)" He mirrors your actions and envelopes you in a hug ..
"You should've told me atleast a month before , You idiot .. I would've made it more presentable" You say flicking him on the forehead ..
"OW .. Im sorry IM SORRY .. That hurt like shit-" He cuts himself off mid-sentence seeing your glare ..
"You should be .. Anyways , Im happy for you" You grumble out reluctantly ..
"Thanks man" Meme says genuinely while patting your shoulder .. And soon you can visibly see the adrenaline start to set in in Meme ..
"Im actually getting married" He says while doing some dance that manage to crack both you and Socks up and also gets Laff to have an inner conflict with himself ..
"Im so happy for you Meme" Socks congratulates while doing a cursed dance himself .. Then Socks proceeds to 'compliment' Meme on how his dress matched his , soulless , eyes ..
Then before the actual wedding begins , Socks nervously realizes (and confesses) that he has infact invited not Wictoria but Bella , her sister .. And shamelessly murders her while you and all the others half-scream (Apparently , It 'had to be done') ..
And Nadwe coincidentally brings the real Wictoria and the wedding finally begins ..
Laff , as the priest , reads them the vows and Meme respectfully replies with an 'I do' to each rite (Even Wictoria responds... Verbally ? Even though Socks claims it could be a no) And halfway through the ceremony Nadwe interrupts the exchange of vows because he has to go to the 'bathroom' while in reality he goes behind a tree and proceeds to play vine boom sounds ..
And they move on from that incident as the time finally comes for the wedded couple to kiss .. Everyone cheers and hoots but your stomach churns .. You're happy for them , Really .. You know you are but something is just off .. Your eyebrows furrow together and your gut just screams at you when Meme nears Wictoria with passion some people only feel once in a lifetime .. Unbeknownst to you , You legs take you to the altar and push both Wictoria and Meme ..
It feels like time is messed up as you hear a sound of something loud followed by your friends' screams .. You feel the impact like bricks to your torso as you hit the ground , hard .. Your lungs feel like someone ran over them with a car .. You can still hear your friends screaming but its all oh-so distant .. All you wanted to do now was sleep for a bit .. I mean , Haven't you earned it ?
Your plans come out as foiled when you feel your arms and shoulder shaking .. Huh ? Definitely not doing that .. You try to focus on nothing but universe was just not having it .. It takes a long while for you to realise that you are being shaken .. Why cant people just leave you alone ?
You can feel your throbbing head being pulled towards something and your arms flailing around something ? Someone ? .. Damn , That must've been one hell of a fall .. Did you hit your head or something ? You must've .. That explains your head feeling like someone just performed surgery on you (Might be Meme , Who knows ?) ..
You lightly hear the far-off voice of the person dearest to you .. Socks ? What the hell was he doing ? Even when you're almost-dead (You guessed you were) he cant leave you alone ? Just why man .. You decide to try to open your eyes to savour him for his attempts atleast one last time ..
You see Socks' usual goofy , happy demeanor overshadowed by one of greif and concern .. You wish for the ringing in your ear to just scram so that you can hear what Socks is oh-so desperately trying to say .. Years of close friendship lead you to believe Socks is trying to tell you to get your shit together and focus (Atleast the latter part) ..
Warning : Small panic attack
You try to do just that and you can hear him trying to tell you to.... Breath ? But you're already breathing ..
You mentally roll your eyes and do so just so you could tell him to shut up .. Surprisingly , The pain in your lungs lessen and lessen the more you breath .. And , accordingly , You see a bit of relief etching on to Socks' face ..
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"God you scared the shit out of me" Socks whispers dejected ..
"That easy?" You croak out , a broken sentence to cheer him up , to which he offers a half-hearted smile ..
Then after some time you see Meme running over to you with a bit of gauze and some sort of bottle .. His face mirroring one of Socks' own , As if worry was permanently drawn on to his face .. Yet his hands are steady and swift as he cleans your.. head ? You mustve actually hit it or shit .. Well that explai- FUCK THAT HURTS
"FUC-"
Your train of thought gets interrupted as Meme pours the liquid in the bottle onto an area on your head .. Your arms scramble around and not-so graciously holds on to Socks' hand as you grit your teeth after not-so graciously swearing .. Next time a warning would be nice , Yeah ?
After what seemed like decades , Meme wraps your wound with gauze and gives you a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder .. You weakly smile to lighten up the mood , making a mental note to not mock Meme's medical degree for atleast a month ..
"You should get some sleep" Socks offers ..
"Mm" You agree while your eyelids already droop ..
After that torture you definitely wanted to sleep so you slowly slip in to slumber , praying to everything to let you have this ..
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You open your eyes to blinding light and immediately regret your actions .. You try to slowly creek open your eyes to minimise the impact and succeed .. You look around to see that you're in some place totally different , Your house ?
You recognize the familiar surroundings .. Bed , desk and windows- These are your ones .. Yet you take one more look around to confirm and see a tired Socks hunched over the bed , with his head on the said furniture , sleeping soundly while gripping on to your hand as if its his lifeline ..
You smiled to yourself as you carefully detached your hand from his , reached over your hand and ran it through his soft curls .. The spaceman awoke with a groan while rubbing his eyes as you retreat your hand to yourself .. Recognition flashed in his tired eyes as he scrambled to straighten up , all sleep gone from him ..
"(Y/N) ?" Socks asks disbelievingly ..
"Sup .. What'd I mi-" You croak out only to get cut off by a bear hug from the man himself ..
"My god I thought you were- dead" He forces out ..
"Me too ? The hell ha-" You start ..
"You fucking jumped on to that altar and hit your head on the steps like the dumbass you are .. Thats what happened" Socks said angrily as if he read your mind .. You let out a condescending sigh ..
"Im sorry .. I just-.. had a bad feeling and didnt know what else to do" You replied in a soft voice , hanging your head on your shoulder ..
"You shouldnt put yourself in last place .. Your life matters as well" Socks whispers , on a different approach which just did more to piss you off other than to see him so worried ..
"What else was I supposed to do ?" You ask quietly , anger slightly showing through ..
"Anything .. Anything else .. You could've atleast told me .. Did you even think of what would've happened if you got hurt ? What would you do then , Huh ?  What the hell am I supposed to do if something bad happens to you ?" Socks frustratingly runs his hand through his messy brunette hair as he shouts the last part which betrays the raw emotion like hurt and worry in his voice .. You place your hand on his hand , The one that isnt messing with his hair right now , and try to calm him down ..
"Im really sorry .. I didnt think that through .. Its dumb , I know" You say while settling on a hug to calm Socks down .. He hugs back immediately and buries his face in your shoulder ..
"Please dont do that shit again" He asks you so quietly that you barely pick it up ..
"I promise"
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YOOOOOOO
2609 words duuuuuudes (Btw 609 *Insert troll face*)
Update : Sadly it is 2662 words :'c
Update : GUESS WHAT ? ITS 2669 >:DDD
Les gooooooo
Im officially a certified writer /j lmao
Anyway , Hope you enjoyed
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*kicks down your door* I have some of my own would you rathers for you! It’s horror character edition, both horror house and non-horror house!
1. The house residents have to stay at a hotel because Beetlejuice brought termites during his visit. Everyone else has been bunked together except Patrick and Michael. Would you rather have to share a room with Patrick Bateman or Michael Myers?
2. Would you rather get stuck with trying to repair Christine or having to feed Audrey II for 2 weeks?
3. Uh oh! Both Pennywise’s have gotten into a fight! The fight has caused others to join one or the other’s side. Whose side are you on, Pennywise (1990) or Pennywise (2017)?
4. Pinhead has asked you to take care of Chatter beast while he’s gone for the week, but you had promised Tiffany that you would babysit Glen and Glenda while she’s on vacation with Chucky. Do you take care of Chatter beast or do you continue to babysit Glen and Glenda?
5. You are driving on the open road when you notice some hitchhikers. You recognize them to be Jason Voorhees and Bubba Swayer. They ask you for a ride, problem is, you only have enough room to take one of them. Do you take Jason or Bubba?
6. Would you rather let Carrie do your makeup or do you let Jennifer do it?
7. You walk in the kitchen one night to see that Freddy has eaten all the Christmas cookies Pam made for the Christmas party. He asks you to keep it a secret. Pam is both angry and heartbroken when she discovers the cookies she worked so hard on are gone in the morning. Do you tell Pam what happened or do you keep Freddy’s secret?
8. Would you rather stay the night at the Overlook Hotel or the Bates Motel?
OOh, yay!! Thank you so much for these!! And be sure to share your own responses, too!!
Damnit BJ. We need to start spraying him at the door. HMM... I prefer Michael but... Patrick isn't exactly subtle when it comes to killing, so its possible I could get away from him!! Besides, he definitely wont trash the place which is total load off my chest so, yeah, I'll go with him! ^^
Aubrey!! It would be a dream if I could befriend the plant- but even if they do try to eat me, that's honestly okay too XDD I wouldn't let any of the Slashers kill me- but I would risk it all for Aubrey XD
I'm Pennywise 1990's side, for sure. I'm not a big fan of IT in the first place but I much prefer Penny's look and laugh in the miniseries!
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4. Easy peasy- I already made a commitment to Tiffany so sorry Pinhead don't tear me apart for this but I have to decline... thank god...
5. Oh!! Ah- This one hurts my heart!! I'd probably take Bubba... because he's human and cant walk forever, but Jason's a zombie and probably could walk forever... it hurts me, though!!
6. Carrie ^^ I have feeling she'd be gentle with me and so it might be kind of relaxing!
7. I'm no fink- and he may owe me after this which is a valuable favour to cash in, so... Sorry Pam.
8. BATES!! Mostly because I havent seen the Shining, or Dr Sleep, or anything like that. Also though because I prefer the vibes at Bates Motel.
Thank you again! ^^ These are really great!! Number 5 genuinely hurt my soul to pick 😅XDD😅 What are your answers?
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osaemu · 5 months
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🍉 — hello! good night, good morning, whatever! your new theme is cool btw! I love it! Choso slays! Anyways tho I finally got my ass out of my head and finished my theme which includes the rules, requests, and self ship (me and Ethan 🙄) now i am so proud of myself, because i am incredibly satisfied with the results (i might end up hating it in two seconds)
i forgot what I was supposed to say.
Also I passed chem! For the first time in two years, yay! I changed my school system two years back so I was failing so much and I just couldn't catch up and I used to fail chem by one mark before seriously and I passed this time (tho am gonna repeat the year so what's the point? But I am taking the win, am proud of myself!)
ALSOO (fck i forgot again) oh! i opened my requests so i hope I'll get some asks, when you opened your requests, did u get asks immediately or did it take a while?? (asking because I have 0 confidence and feel like I will never get an ask :/)
(also I was only supposed to ask just that question but I went off instead, I apologize [really because I'll probably do it again, sorry])
ooooh congrats on finishin all of that ! espec the selfship page bc i looove lookin at those + ur better than me bc i literally havent even touched most of my requests 💀
BRO IM TAKING AP CHEM AND MY TEACHER ACTUALLY MAKES ME WANT TO KMS EVERY TIME HE LOOKS AT ME LIKE THIS GUY. . . *sighs* thats a whole nother post tho. i could write a 2000 word post on why i hate him </3 good for u tho for finishin chem!!!
so uhh i opened requests pretty early on and i got one or two that day but i feel like i had to post about it three times jus to get that few . . . apparently tumblr used to use the askbox more and now engagement levels are kinda shit so dw about it bc i only get a few requests in a week even tho i have a decent amt of followers so its just tumblr not u ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
LMAOO talk as much as u want i like it :3
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