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bitchy-craft · 5 months

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A Love Letter From Your Future Spouse | Pick A Pile

Hello and welcome to this Pick A Pile! In here you'll find out about a love letter that your future spouse wrote. I hope you guys enjoy and find this useful. Do make sure to leave comments down below on your experience! I do want to remind you all that this is a General Pick A Pile which means this is for a lot of people; therefore keep what resonates and leave what doesn't.

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Pile 1:

To My Beloved [Name],

As the sun sets and the stars fill the sky, my thoughts are consumed by one person— you. Words alone cannot express the depth of emotions that surge within me whenever I think of you. You have become the center of my universe, the reason behind my smiles, and the beating of my heart.

From the very beginning, you captured my attention with your grace, intelligence, and compassion. Your mere presence illuminates the darkest corners of my soul, bringing forth a love that grows stronger with every passing day. Your gentle touch and the sound of your laughter are etched in my memory, comforting me even in your absence.

In your arms, I have found a sanctuary—a place where I feel safe, accepted, and cherished for who I truly am. Your love has shown me the beauty of vulnerability, the power of trust, and the profound joy of a genuine connection. With you, I can be my authentic self, unafraid and unreserved.

My beloved, every moment we share is a treasure to be cherished. From stolen glances to whispered secrets, our bond deepens, weaving our lives together in a tapestry of love. You have become an irreplaceable part of me, and I cannot imagine a future without your love by my side.

Today, tomorrow, and for all the days to come, I promise to stand by your side through thick and thin. I will hold your dreams as dearly as my own and support you in every endeavor. Together, we will conquer the world, hand in hand, and build a love that withstands the tests of time.

With all my love and devotion,

[Future Spouse]

Pile 2:

My Dearest [Name],

I find myself constantly amazed by the depth of emotions you awaken within me. From the moment our paths intertwined, my life took on a new meaning, and my heart found its true home in you. The love we share is a gift I treasure above all else, and I cannot imagine a life without your presence.

In your embrace, I find a sense of belonging that surpasses any words or gestures. Your touch sends shivers down my spine, igniting a fire that burns passionately within me. With you, I feel a connection that reaches beyond the physical realm—a connection of souls that is rare and beautiful.

You have seen me at my best and my worst, yet your love remains unwavering. You have embraced my flaws and imperfections, loving every part of me unconditionally. Your acceptance has allowed me to grow and blossom into a better version of myself, and for that, I am eternally grateful.

Every day spent with you is a new adventure, filled with laughter, shared dreams, and a love that knows no boundaries. We have weathered storms together, emerging stronger and more resilient each time. Our love is built on a foundation of trust, respect, and a deep understanding of one another.

My love, I promise to nurture our relationship with care and devotion. I will be there to lift you up in times of doubt, to provide solace when you need it, and to celebrate the triumphs we achieve as a team. Together, we can conquer any obstacle and create a future filled with love, happiness, and endless possibilities.

As the seasons change and years pass, my love for you only grows deeper. I am grateful for the memories we have created and excited for the moments that lie ahead. You are my forever, my soulmate, and with you, I have found a love that surpasses all expectations.

With all the love in my heart,

[Future Spouse]

Pile 3:

As I sit here, pen in hand, trying to capture the depth of my feelings for you, words seem to fall short. Yet, I cannot let another day pass without expressing the immense love I hold in my heart for you. You are the person who has touched my soul in ways I never thought possible.

From the moment our eyes first met, a spark ignited within me, and it has only grown stronger with time. Your smile, your laughter, the way your eyes light up when you talk about your passions—every aspect of you fascinates and captivates me. Your presence alone brings warmth and joy to my life.

In your arms, I find solace and comfort, knowing that I am loved unconditionally. Your love has transformed me, opening my heart to a world of possibilities. You have shown me the true meaning of happiness and taught me to embrace every moment, cherishing the beauty of our shared journey.

When we are apart, I yearn for your touch, your voice, and the way you make me feel alive. Every second spent away from you feels like an eternity, and I find myself counting down the minutes until we can be together again. You are the missing piece that completes me, and I am forever grateful to have you by my side.

My love, I promise to cherish and protect what we have built together. I vow to support your dreams, to be your rock when life gets tough, and to celebrate your victories with unwavering enthusiasm. Together, we can conquer any obstacle and create a love story that will stand the test of time.

With all the love in my heart and soul,

[Future Spouse]

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dondeeee911 · 28 days

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since you’ve been gone from your person

Pick a number 1-3! Time is running out my dear someone's heart is on the line 😭😪

Pile 1

Your person most definitely feels that you two are meant to be I mean seriously, the energy in this pile is insane. This person could dream of you, having prolific visions that profess a destined future for you two. They might feel a little overwhelmed with this connection at first, potentially not being grounded enough to handle a relationship of this extent. I see that they are taking time away from you or it is something you both decided on, take what resonates. I see that they may be a very fruitful person, wanting to bring in a lot of stability and many more opportunities for a new beginning for you both. This person is pretty serious about you!

Pile 2

Do you struggle with your self-esteem or your person? Some of you could be going through a personal transformation of self, possibly a physical or emotional change within. Maybe someone is insecure about their finances or their appearance. A relationship may have not been able to get off the ground due to these inner conflicts. Your person hopes that you take charge of your life and go within; finding that inner wisdom to push yourself into the better version you need to be to sustain a forward movement together. Hang in there love your strong and your person loves you unconditionally.

Pile 3

This person may hold some sabotaging behaviors or have mental issues,( sorry if that came off a bit harsh). You could have recently separated from this person or may have taken a break from the relationship. I’m seeing a breakup that could have ranged from 1-2 years of separation. Your person misses you dearly and could be withholding some truth or deep-seated feelings that they willingly kept from you. They saw you as the prize and didn’t treat you as such. Sorry to tell you this love but they breadcrumbed you and that is NOT acceptable. I see that they lose sleep at night or can’t focus on simple tasks because all they think about is you. Wheeew! looks like someone fucked up big time. It’s a win or lose here the ball is in your park.

#pac #pick a pile #channeled message #romance #intutive reading #future spouse

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wellgoslowly · 8 months

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Lockwood and Co. How do I begin to talk about this insane universe that has literally changed my life in so many ways in such a small amount of time?

I think it was probably January 27th that I actually got the notification for the trailer for the show from Netflix’s Youtube. I don’t know exactly what it was that made me interested in the trailer in the first place and set it apart from the hundreds of trailers that netflix has posted that I’ve ignored, but there was just something about it that made me think “oh, this looks interesting, let me take a look at the trailer.” Thank god I did.

If I were to go back in time to that version of linnie and tell them that their life was about to be changed, I think they would’ve laughed. At that period of time I’d had a 2 year long hyperfixation on the grishaverse and I couldn’t think of anything that would’ve possibly broken me out of that long ass period of chaos. And then I watched Lockwood and Co and I immediately fell in love with an entirely new world.

Lockwood and co means so much to me for so many reasons. One of them is that I’ve never seen myself more reflected in a character than I see myself in Lucy Carlyle- hence the name Linnie. I didn’t even realize it until Aaron ( @queer-and-nerdy ) pointed it out (after I pointed out how much of a George kinnie they are) and then everything made sense in a way? Like Lucy Carlyle is the truest form of a comfort character for me because we are basically the same person and I never realized how special a character could be until I met Lucy Joan Carlyle.

Another reason why I love this universe so much is because I love found family, and I love the found family that Jonathan Stroud has written. The Iron Trio will always be so special to me because of how often it is shown and how deeply it is known that they love each other unconditionally, Even George and Lucy, who have their differences when they first meet, grow to love each other in their own way and I genuinely believe that the family found within the Iron Trio is one of the most beautiful relationships I’ve ever read or seen portrayed on screen.

I also just truly love the worldbuilding. The world that Jonathan Stroud has created has such an amazing homely feel to it that I will never tire of. I love literally everything about it- the lore, the execution, the way that he was able to make ghosts even more terrifying for such a young audience.

Lastly, I love the fandom. I’ve talked a little bit about how much a kind and welcoming fan space like the l&co tumblr means to me and how I have had rocky situations in a fandom in the past, but I truly cannot even begin to talk about how much this online space has truly changed me in so many ways. I feel like I can have open, honest, and constructive opinions on here without being scared to speak my mind or fear the repercussions of not being 100% happy all the time. This fandom is the most accepting and loving fandom I have ever known, and I’d like to tag a few of the people who have made this place so loving and enjoyable to partake in. Shout out to @ikeasupremacy @oblivious-idiot @losticaruss @youmanynotrestnow @neewtmas @thisgameissonintendo @readyafterthesunrise @waitingforthesunrise @yveni @uku-lelevillain @impossibleclair @donutcats @jesslockwood @kazbrekkerfast @krash-and-co @carlyleandco @biscuitrule @maraschinomerry @lockwood-lover @lvockwoods @givemea-dam-break @someonetooksendnoodles @nomolosk @thedonutdeliverygirl @neverendinglabyrinth @tangledinlove - I defo missed a lot of people but these are just the few that I could remember right off the top of my head <33

All in all, I love this show and these books and this world more than I could ever possibly express. Happy 10th Birthday to The Screaming Staircase, and a very Happy Lockwood & Co Day to all whom I have the honor of celebrating with. I love you all very dearly, and remember: “just reckless enough”.

xoxo,

linnie <3

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nebulaafterdark · 1 year

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More Than Anyone Pt. 5

Aegon x Velaryon(Strong)!Reader

Summary: The fate of the realm lies in their hands. Everyone must choose a side.

18+ ONLY, Targest, mentions of sex, birth and character death.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

Aegon dreams of a boy that night, a little babe with dark hair and his eyes. In his children he saw Y/N, but he also saw himself. Aegon hates himself, and only in the beauty of their shared features did he find acceptance and love for tiny bits of him.

This child is Y/N’s through and through. His sweet girl wants to name him Aegon. After the man she so dearly loves. Aegon hasn’t the heart to tell her that she’s wrong. He isn’t worth anything, he never was and he never will be, because he is Aegon. Not a Conqueror, not a King, just a man forever in her debt.

Y/N made him whole, the closest he’s ever been to it. Though he cried himself to sleep, face buried in her neck, Aegon knows he is safe to do so. For he is unconditionally loved.

“Aegon.”

Y/N’s voice is wrong, pinched with the heaviness of tears and distress. It does not match the joy on the face of the woman he dreams of.

“Aegon, please wake up.”

He does. Disoriented and dizzy at the sight of her, fully dressed. The sun has not yet risen but the flame of their bedside candle is lit, Y/N’s face glistening with tears.

“Sweetheart.” Aegon murmurs, voice rough with sleep. Rubbing his eyes with the heels of his hands. “What’s happened?”

Her brows pull together, bottom lip quivering as she attempts to force the words out.

“Do not cry.” Aegon pleads, moving to sit, catching her face in his hands.

“I am frightened.”

“Why, my dearest love? Tell me why.” His eyes search her face for any indication.

“Because I am a bastard.” She chokes out, lungs taut; fighting against the air she’s forcing into them. “And a bastard cannot sit the Iron Throne.”

The throne? What of Rhaenyra? “Why would you say such things? Laenor Velaryon was your father, Rhaenyra is your mother. Corlys and Rhaenys are proud to have you as a member of their house. Sure as Viserys is your grandsire. You are my wife, my future Queen.”

Y/N shakes her head, “they will demand you take it.”

“No one will demand a thing.”

“Aegon, please,” she sobs, “you don’t understand. Viserys is dead.”

“My father?” Aegon springs to his feet.

Y/N nods, desperately clinging to his hand. “I’m so sorry, Aegon.”

The Prince blinks at her, is this real? Is any of this real? “Does everyone know?”

“I don’t believe anyone knows, aside from my family and a few maids.”

His heart is beating too fast. “Where is your mother?”

“She is-” Y/N breaks off. “She has begun her labors but…it’s too soon. The Maesters cannot say what will happen.”

“Rhaenyra is strong as she is stubborn. She will come out the other side of this.”

“And if she does not?”

Aegon draws his wife into his arms, “then you shall be our Queen. Knowing it is your rightful place, you were born to be Queen. My Queen, who I swear fealty to. Whom I will not usurp, nor betray, by anyone’s will. Not my mother, not my grandsire; even Aemond cannot sway me. I kneel to you freely and above all others.”

“Are you certain that is your desire?” Y/N swipes the back of her hand over her face, attempting to dry it.

“You are my desire. Your continued happiness and peace. To stand forever at your side.” His palm finds her belly. “I will defend you and our children, from any threat. Naysayers will be put to the sword. And so help me; any man who dares calls you a bastard, any man who so much as suggests that you are illegitimate shall be sent to the wall.”

Y/N nods. “Thank you.”

“My father loved Rhaenyra, he loved you. This line of succession was his wish and in that he never faltered.”

“You were his son, Aegon.”

“I have made my peace with this, Y/N. For all he was my father, he did not like me. He did not want me.” Aegon says with finality.

“That is not your fault.” Y/N clings to him. I like you. I love you. I want you.

“It matters not. For now, we wait for word of your mother’s condition; then we determine a course of action.” It is rare for Aegon to take charge in these affairs, but she needs him now. To be efficient, to be leveled, to be kind.

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Rhaenyra’s cries echo through the corridors of the Red Keep. Her three eldest children lying in wait, just outside her chambers.

“It’s taking too long.” Luce shakes his head, dark hair bouncing as he does.

“Be patient, brother.” Y/N passes a hand over his curls, “these things take time.”

“All is well,” Jace assures him, though he is not sure himself. Pacing the floor as the noise intensifies.

“Get out!” Rhaenyra roars, to whom the children cannot say.

“She should not be in so much pain.” Lucerys pulls away from his sister. He loves her, but in this moment it is his mother he wants.

There is another howl, a wail, and silence.

Y/N presses her ear to the door, waiting, hoping, praying for the babe to cry.

“I’m going in,” Jacaerys moves her aside, swinging open the door.

“Mother,” Luce rushes past them both.

“I am well,” Rhaenyra pants, exhausted from her efforts. “All is well, sweet boy.”

“Thank the gods.” Y/N breathes.

“You’ve a little sister.” Rhaenyra informs them.

“Never thought I’d see the day,” Jace smiles. Moving to kneel beside Luce on either side of their mother.

Y/N inches in, peering down at infant. She does not cry, her eyes wide and searching. She is so tiny, but she is, “beautiful. She’s beautiful.”

“Visenya,” Rhaenyra tells her.

“Healthy?” Y/N makes no other move toward her.

Rhaenyra looks up from the babe to smile at her daughter, “I believe so. In any event, she will not bite, come closer.”

Y/N hesitates.

“Come,” Rhaenyra insists.

The Princess obeys, closing the distance between them to slip in between her brothers. The infant kicks her little legs, sucking a fist into her mouth.

“Would you like to hold her?” Rhaenyra asks.

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“Behind you!” Rhaena points just beyond the children’s heads. Joffrey, Aegon III, Viserys II are gathered with Visera, Dahlia and Laenor in the children’s chambers. “A big scary dragon!”

The children squeal as Aegon II flaps his arms, chasing them about.

The adults in the room know that this is hardly a time for games or laughter. The fate of the realms hangs in the balance of these next hours. But somethings are not for children’s ears and so they shield them, at any cost.

“Save me, Baela.” Visera tugs at her Aunt’s dress.

“I’ve got you, Princess.” The woman takes the girl into her arms. “We’ll need a weapon.”

Joffrey tosses over a pillow, “get him, Baela! Get the dragon.”

Laenor catches his father’s leg, wrapping around as if to scale him. Seated at his foot.

“What are you doing, Laenor?” Aegon chuckles at his son.

“Papa.”

“No, Laenor. Papa is a big scary dragon.” Dahlia giggles, peeking out from behind the arm chair.

The little boy only holds him tighter.

“Now I have a baby dragon.” Aegon reaches down, taking his son into his arms. Continuing to chase Viserys as he toddles after his brothers. Screaming as they scramble with huge grins on their faces.

When Aegon finally claims a victim, it is Joff, tickling him into submission.

“Behold,” Aegon chuckles, “my opponent sues for mercy.”

The door opens then, the Maester stepping inside. “Prince Aegon, if I may have a word.”

Aegon swallows, prying himself away from the children with a forced grin. The news must be grim.

The men step out into the hallway, Aegon closing the door behind him. “Well?”

“By the request of Prince Daemon we have examined the contents consumed by the Princess Rhaenyra at your last supper. Her cup did contain remnants of moon tea, seemly enough to force her body into labor.”

“That is awful,” Aegon frowns, lost for words.

“His grace is looking into the matter.” The Maester assures him. “I rush this message to you, in hopes of sparing Princess Y/N from a similar fate. Until we can determine the culprit of this heinous act, her intake must be closely monitored.”

“Of course, thank you.”

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Visenya clutches Lucerys’ finger in hand, swaying gently in her eldest brother’s arms.

“Soon you will have two more little ones to play with.” Jacaerys tells his sister, fair haired as her father and mother.

“Two?” Y/N quirks a brow.

Rhaenyra is resting on her bed, just a few feet away. Watching her children with a tired smile.

“Yours…and mine.”

Y/N blinks at him. “Baela is with child?”

Jace nods, “the Maester confirmed it.”

Luce nudges his brother, lightly, in congratulations.

“I’m very happy for you.” Y/N beams, they have wanted a child for sometime.

Rhaenyra’s light snores greet their ears.

“We should leave her to rest.”

“Will you have the nurse sent in? I believe Visenya is hungry.” Lucerys says, as Y/N rises to her feet.

“Of course,” She nods. Her brothers are men now, soon to have families of their own. When had childhood fleeted them?

The Princess hails her mother’s nurse before returning to Aegon and her brother’s wives with the good news. Only her husband is missing from the children’s rooms.

“Where is Aegon?” Y/N wonders, greeting her children as they come.

“We thought he’d gone to find you.” Rhaena’s brows furrow.

Part 6

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deevotee · 9 months

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Cielinny Moments? Cielinny Moments. (Pt.2) (Pt.1)

finny + mey rin being determined to help out and ciel being fond over it <3

every time a cover includes cielinny i jump and cheer tbh

and yes we do post crumbs here when it comes to them

finny being jealous of snake getting to go with ciel

finny having nearly the same expression and blush as elizabeth? yeah okay yana you arent slick

more crumbs because i always enjoy finny speaking like a pal to ciel

ciel sees finny and asks "is anyone going to spoil him unconditionally?" then doesnt wait for an answer

finny sees ciel and asks "is anyone going to protect him with their life?" then doesnt wait for an answer

finny holding his hand on his knees at ciels bedside while he's sick then being the one ciel instinctively gravitates to despite being temporarily blind? yana really said "this ones for you devo"

even sieglinde can see it

and be prepared for more full page photos because the green witch arc was MADE for the cielinny shippers

i know its a ptsd episode but it means a lot to me that finny is one of the few to get to see ciel actually cry, because we know he loves him dearly and thinks the world of him so he just wants to help him

its probably no surprise this is one of my favorite covers but i love the imagery of ciel showering finny with all these good and beautiful things in his new life

literally love at first sight like the image of ciel reflected in his eyes smiling? he was enamored from the beginning

finny once again being shown that he will speak up to defend ciel from anyone, even his own insecurities

and we've hit image limit again so i will make another of these posts once i get through more of the manga and have more to add ^^

#cielinny #ciel phantomhive #finnian #cielfinny #ciel x finny #screen caps #kuroshitsuji #black butler #devo speaks

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erigold13261 · 4 months

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Song for FRAU Yinu! "Bocca della Verità" is a song with dubstep and piano! (She is becoming like her mother)It is about hatefulness and immaturity. Englihs cover by Kuraiinu:

"I-I-I hate you W-w-what a twisted view That without you around My life would never debut Right, right I comply All that was said in spite Maybe your venom that I swallow’s a pure delight"

"A-a-a I-I-I hate you H-h-here’s my only view You’re like a sewer draining me of every joy I feel “You’re such a good girl” trying to be like that, I hurl Sorry, do you miss that? Miss me? My baby"

"To my core I-I-I hate you W-w-what a twisted view That while my virtues linger You spread my restraint thinner How have I kept on going in dystopia Without you I’d be a goddess living in utopia!"

When listening to this I kept thinking about the relationship between Mama and Yinu as the song progressed. Not just the song being from Yinu's perspective.

By that I mean, the two love each other dearly. They don't actually want to wish harm on each other at all, but damn do they sometimes hate each other and how they act.

Yes, Mama sometimes hates Yinu because of the things Yinu has said to her in the heat of arguments.

Like obviously this song is heavily from Yinu's perspective, in how it was Mama who was needed to "debut" Yinu's life as a Megastar and how she complies with her mother's wishes.

However, Yinu hating Mama is pretty much justified and even expected because of how she is treated. The line "W-w-what a twisted view" just makes me think of how fucked up it is that Mama would sometimes hate Yinu.

The lines "My baby // Why why don't you know? // I had wondered long ago // the meaning of the words I say don't matter anyway // truly, to convey them, attitude's my facility // any other way would leave the nuance up to policy"

These lines, at least the first 4, make me think of Mama wondering when her words of love and endearment stopped meaning anything to Yinu. While the last 3 lines (with the 4th line overlapping for both of them) is more Yinu saying the only way to convey her love or words in general is through an attitude, otherwise Mama can twist how she hears Yinu's words around.

Then the "Top secret // I'll keep it confidential // that // I-I-I hate you" is a line that both represent Mama and Yinu. They are trying to keep their hate for each other a secret. Because it's not "right" that a mother and daughter would hate each other. They are SUPPOSED to love each other unconditionally, and yet these two really just can't get to that place anymore.

That section before about the sewer draining out any joy could also be seen as coming from both of them. Yinu is obviously having all the care and joy of music and life being sucked out of her because she is trying to provide for her mother, so Mama's presence is just a constant reminder and drain for Yinu to deal with.

On the other hand, Mama wants to try and connect with her daughter, maybe have some fun times with her and fix their straining relationship. Only to see Yinu not even trying, no matter how much effort Mama puts in to making Yinu have a good time. She doesn't realize how hard Yinu is on herself, so she just feels all the joy and love she put into an event or planning or connecting with her daughter get sucked out of everything.

The "'You're such a good girl' trying to be like that, I hurl // Sorry do you miss that? Miss me?" are lines where the first part comes from Mama, while the rest of it is in Yinu's mind. Mama is gonna obviously compliment Yinu whenever she can, but it's gotten to the point none of her words matter to Yinu and Yinu is just questioning everything.

Wondering if it is true praise or just to keep her happy. She feels sick every time her mom compliments her, especially by saying she is a good girl (probably starting her identity crisis or something) and she's sorry that she can no longer be what Mama envisions her to be. She's no longer that sweet (but spoiled) little Yinu from before the Revolution, before her father's piano was destroyed. That little baby that Mama loved so much is gone.

That last paragraph of lines you provided is another one mainly from Yinu's point of view. The only line I can see coming from Mama is the "you spread my restraint thinner" mainly because Mama is starting to get fed up with Yinu's behaviour, but she is absolutely not going to change or start disciplining Yinu. No instead she is holding restraint with her daughter and then whenever she has none she lets it out on someone else (most likely 1010 or Neon J, perhaps Eve if she is there in the moment).

The rest of those lines I feel mainly belong to Yinu. But they feel like lies. Like Yinu is trying to make it so she doesn't love her mom to make the pain of possibly losing or disappointing her to a minimum. I know the song itself is being sincere saying without the person they hate the singer would be in utopia.

But I don't think Yinu would believe that at all. She would always still want her mom, no matter how fucked up their relationship gets. It's a sick and twisted mindset to have, but it's one that Yinu does keep, for the time being as a teenager at least.

Even the last half of the song kinda points this out. One of the lines that keeps almost repeating is the one about "the "Maybe your venom..." The first one states how the venom is a swallow of pure delight. And maybe since this is translated to English that the meaning got lost, but drinking venom isn't actually that bad (as long as you don't have cuts in your mouth or throat), it's poison that is.

However, because that is how this song is translated, I can see it portraying an image of Yinu willingly drinking her mother's toxicity in a hope to keeps things okay. Like it didn't seem bad at first, but now that she keeps drinking the venom, there are cuts in her mouth that are allowing the venom to seep into her blood (perhaps the cuts are from the sharp words of hate that Yinu threw at her mother).

The second venom repetition states how it's "got a point to keep in hindsight." It's hard to explain this line, but it's like Yinu knows something is going to go wrong. Hindsight is understanding something that happened in the past, but this line is saying to keep a point in hindsight. Yinu is basically trying to look for signs that would be obvious to her future self from the toxicity she is in (though everything and nothing probably looks like a sign to her at this moment in her life).

A slight deviation of repetition comes in the line "the venom rises up, goodbye to me, goodnight." It's not the same as saying "maybe your venom..." but it still references the venom. This is no longer a "maybe" statement. It is stated like a fact. Like Yinu is realizing she is in WAY too deep now to actually get out of this toxicity. She is starting to give up in fighting this and just letting the situation play out by itself with no real input from her.

Then the last repetition goes back to the "maybe" statement and repeats the hindsight version again. Between this one and the last one, a line can be seen of "W-w-w-what could be wrong" and the later line of "the piper couldn't be wrong" just makes me think that Yinu has fully given up on fighting everything.

She wants to still LOOK for signs, but because everything looks like a sign and not at the same time, and the toxicity is too much for her to deal with, she is just condemning herself to "fate" and gonna stop fighting anything that really happens.

Even the last two lines are now in quotes themselves "'I-I-I hate you // HAHA! I'M RIGHT ALL ALONG'" Like the song themself puts these lines in actual quotes. The only other lines to do this is an earlier repetition of this line in the song, and the "'you're such a good girl'" line. The good girl line feels like it is actually being said by someone (in this case it is Mama) while the haha I'm right line feels like it is not being said but more emphasized.

That line is not being outwardly said by Yinu or Mama. Instead it is an internal line by Mama and Yinu. They are both hating each other a lot. But the actual "I'm right all along" part of the line means something different for each other them.

For Mama, she THINKS she is right, doing right. Yinu doesn't protest to her at all so it's not like she knows she is doing something wrong. Only that she knows something is wrong with Yinu.

For Yinu though, I see it as her seeing things go to shit, or knowing how her mother will react and telling herself she was right about it. If Yinu ever tried to talk to Mama, her mom would take it as a personal attack, or deflect, or blame someone else. Yinu knows this and when it happens she sees that she is right.

The toxic environment these two are in is creating a horrible void of hate between the two that neither knows is truly there. So when they think they are actually right, they don't realize how wrong they are because their love-hate relationship stops them from communicating to each other.

Like, overall this song feels like it is being sung behind the scenes of this relationship. A completely unsaid song that is subtly hiding under what little relationship Yinu and Mama still have. The two are constantly screaming they hate each other in their heads, wanting things to go back the way they where or to at least get a fresh start, but they also love each other enough to not say anything in the fear of hurting the other.

So the two are in this kind of limbo or love and hate silence, never able to reach each other anymore, and probably never actually will again because sickness left by the venom of their situation will absolutely never be something they can get over.

Perhaps they can heal and get to an okay place. But the scars will always be there and it is never going back to before the revolution.

#song #nsrtalk #eritalks #noart #asks

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YESYES BOTH veryvery nervous papas, i like to imagine that kageyama has two sassy little girls <33 LIKELIKE they’re the exact copy of him! black hair and then eyes like their mother, one is exactly like you why the other is like him n they’re both vvv sassy BUT YOU BOTH LOVE THEM UNCONDITIONALLY ^-^

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THAT'S ADORABLE<3 he doesn't know how to deal with them when they sass him 😭 but he loves them dearly, dresses up in skirts and dances with them at their request, and sits and waits in a little pink chair for them to cook him a fake restaurant meal and serve it to him. they demand he pay them in real money, and he does, every single time.

you tell him he can just draw $$$ on little pieces of paper and give that to them instead, but he thinks that's not fair. they spent time and effort on cooking their fake meal for him, he might as well pay them real money! he's like “it's not a big deal. i have money.” and you're like no tobio... that's not what you mean... 😭

#‶｡ଘ.*+ — [ loveletter ].#‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ 🫖 anon! ].

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2022: Yearly Round-Up

First things first: Happy New Year!!! Look at you, you made it through to tell the tale! And what a year 2022 was! For me, the highs were very euphoric, and the lows were the absolute worst. From January 2022, I wished the year would just end already. I had a very painful start to the year. In February, my only surviving grandmother passed away, and the day I got the news will go down as one of the worst days of my life. I miss my gogo dearly, but I’m also happy she is finally resting. The last long conversation I had with her was very deep, and left me inspired to live a life she would be proud of.

This was also the year we experienced devaluation, inflation, a fuel crisis, persistent blackouts and the list goes on and on. I couldn’t have picked the worst time to move out. Prices skyrocketed, and Little Miss Independent here called mum, dad, and her big sister Charity when she met any inconvenience (baby steps, guys, baby steps). But despite all that, I have really enjoyed living alone and the peace that comes with it. Honestly, it is not as scary as most people portray it. I truly love it here - highly recommend.

The good parts were really good, too. I loved quality time with family and friends, and the wins were nothing short of miracles. I significantly reduced the time I spent on some social media sites and deleted some apps while at it, and I'm glad I did. I also had a fairly great year at work, mainly because I enjoy the work I do, and I am surrounded by some really awesome workmates. It was a year of lessons, too. The biggest lesson is that when God says His mercies are new every morning? He means just that! That He loves you unconditionally? Never ever doubt it. I am walking into 2023 with all the lessons in mind and asking for God’s grace to take me through.

So, as per tradition, before we move on completely, here is my round-up for the year 2022:

Top 5 places visited:

1. Zomba Mountain - William Falls and Songani Lookout

Took a hike very early on in January, and got to see the amazing William Falls and went all the way to Songani Lookout with my girls. Zomba views will never ever get old.

2. Rumphi

This year was my first time going up north beyond the city of Mzuzu. All I can say is, the north really is underrated. I went all the way to Karonga, and Chiweta was a marvel. This was a work trip so I didn’t get to do much, but it just made me itch for a proper Rumphi trip. I have always wanted to visit Mushroom Farm and Nyika Plateau… What I saw of Rumphi made me realise this is one of the most beautiful districts in Malawi (by far, too!).

Photo credits: Adventures with Colby, and Herman Is Out of The Office

3. Makokola Retreat

I remember going to Makokola Retreat when we were younger during school holidays (called Club Makokola back then). When I visited this year, I felt so nostalgic! It is still as amazing as it was, and I’m so glad the standard keeps going up. This is truly one of Mangochi’s finest establishments.

4. Kefi Hotel Café

The newest Instagrammable location in my beautiful hometown! Kefi is located near the Zomba Botanical Gardens. They have really great food, and I love that they maintained the good old Zomba colonial style exterior and blended it with aesthetic interior design. I truly enjoyed the calm and quiet here.

I don’t know if you can just show up now, but last I checked, you have to book ahead, so plan accordingly if you ever want to visit.

5. Maravi Coffee

I finally fulfilled my promise to check out this place inside the Nature Sanctuary, right in City Centre. Such a cosy place, surrounded by trees and cheeky monkeys. For a second, you forget you are in the middle of dusty Lilongwe.

Top books Read

Let me not even lie guys, I did not read enough interesting books to come up with a list for this year’s round-up. What I did do though, was get into podcasts so that’s how I am making up for not coming up with a list of my top reads.

Fav Podcasts

I discovered that a very great way to spend time in slow Lilongwe traffic is a good ol’ dramatic story by Wondery! Wondery is by far, my fav publisher of podcasts. The drama. The scandals. The history lessons – oooh yes!

Here are my favourites, with my personal rating

American Scandal:

Edward Snowden (4/5)

Watergate (3/5)

The Clinton-Lewinsky Affair (4/5)

Tuskegee Syphilis Study (5/5!)

British Scandal:

Spy Cops (5/5)

The Coughing Major (5/5)

The Litvinenko Affair (3/5)

The Canoe Con (5/5!!!!)

The Murdoch Phone Hacking (3.5/5)

Business Wars:

McDonald's vs Burger King (4/5)

15 songs that were stuck on replay in 2022

Since Spotify decided to discriminate us this year and not give us our well deserved Wrapped, I had to come up with this list manually, so I hope I'm not too far off.

The one thing I have loved about this year is the amount of Malawians putting out quality music on streaming platforms. It gives me so much hope for what's to come.

1. Jehova – Ryan Ofei

2. Somebody Knows – ELI-J

3. The Commission – CAIN

4. Bwenzi Langa – Free Worship Malawi, Simplice Bless

5. He’ll Be There – Lynual Younce

6. I Am Yours – Terry Clark

7. Standing By The Bedside – Cox Family

8. Shall Not Want – Elevation Worship, Maverick City Music, Chandler Moore

9. There Was Jesus – CAIN

10. No Words (ft. Leon Timbo) - Jason Nelson

11. Never Lost - CeCe Winans

12. You're Gonna Be Okay - Jenn Johnson

13. Capable God - Judikay

14. You I Live For - Moses Bliss

15. Alipo - Kelvin Sings, Beracah (why is this song so short tho? 🥺)

You can find this playlist on Spotify

Honourable mentions - songs I replayed on YouTube:

https://youtu.be/oF7EUyQArPQ

https://youtu.be/WZAzTGsEnHI

https://youtu.be/PJDRmhaPAaQ

And that’s it! I wish you a great new year, until the next round-up, God willing, enjoy 2023!

-Fai

P/S: My website is down at the moment, so I’ll use Tumblr till it’s up and running again.

#2022 #2023 #yearlyroundup

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light novel reread, vol. 2 ch. 6: sword and stress

i LOVE THIS CHAPTER. i love this chapter. i have so much to say but i have no clue how much of it is intelligent whatsoever.

it has what could be one of my favorite yasuda illustrations of all time as the chapter cover. i LOVE him. look at him. i can't believe he isnt more popular. do you guys know about him. has he been posted on tumblr yet. ill post him again as his own post because i love him so fucking much.

this is the first instance of shizuo's point of view. i. cannot stress enough how much i love him.

shizaya people, i get it. this is blatantly homoerotic. my toxic trait is loving when media is unintentionally queercoded. like youre wrote them that way dont get mad at me

i love haruna, honestly. she's kind of a stereotypical yandere side character, but she's also the perfect foil to nasujima.

this chapter does so much for both anri and shizuo. this is my favorite chapter in the 2nd novel, i think.

nasujima is such a scumbag and the fact that he 100% gets what he deserves is just so satisfying. insert mikados rant where hes like "i LIKE happy endings! i LIKE cliches!".

this is a turning point for anri. i like anri a lot, but i feel like i'm going to end up really loving her as she gets some actual development in the novels.

this is the moment that anri accepts herself as a wielder of saika, i think. i really wish i could see this reveal for the first time again.

first of all. sad little wet puppy of a man. i love him so so so fucking dearly. ive said it before but i love shizuo on like. a level amount as i do shinra. i LOVE shizuo. shinras just my blorbo because i have a long standing obsession with very normal looking and pathetic men. another toxic trait im afraid 😔 second of all, im really dissapointed that narita chose to say there was "no one in his vicinity" and make a random homophobic aside about izaya (and not even that they hate each other. that izaya is a man), rather than acknowledge that shizuo already receives love and has people in his life who have already been shown to care about him but currently isnt able to accept it. in the first two novels, it's already been established that he's incredibly close to tom, who's stuck with shizuo since middle school, that him and simon think well of each other despite simon's strong pacifist personality, that he's been friends with shinra since he was like five years old, and that he and celty are each other's best friends, not to mention that his family is supportive and loves him unconditionally, especially kasuka. it's just lazy/bad writing to say shizuo is unlovable and then follow that with a passage about him believing "he wasn't allowed to have love for anyone".

narita: this man is a freak. hes a monster hes unlovable. narita, writing celty immediately after: this freak is SO cool. i fucking love this guy

as president of the shizuo and celty are best friend fanclub, this screenshot is something that can be so precious to me, personally, (its saved on my laptop as badass dude)

narita: everyone is scared of shizuo. theyre too scared to love him narita, writing shizuo: thats stupid! im the one whos scared!

it could be my processing issues, but i feel like this is so much clearer in the novels than the anime.

no further comment.

the way that shizuo speaks to his anger as if its a seperate entity from him is very interesting to me. baby boy please go to therapy <3

she's so real for this. i love her.

this is the last chapter of volume 2. all thats left is the epilogue/next prolouge

#drrr #light novel reread #feel like 100% of this is me talking about how much i love shizuo. and i stand by what i said #i KNOW i had more to say in these tags but its long gone from my brain

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@sunorweek2022 day 3/ Domestic/family, yea dont question it it kinda went places and norway is having a whole ass theological conversation with himself at 4 in the morning(I'm sorry this has no tags, my phone was being crustier than usual, I'll tag when I get the chance.)

Quiet mornings were always the best, Sweden was still asleep, snoring like a foghorn while snuggling Norway like a puppy, an oversized and very pretty puppy. Ladonia was sleeping behind Sweden, he could have been in a dangerous place because if Sweden moved in his sleep then the child would be squashed, but luckily for him, Berwald slept rather still and didn’t move much, something that peter has used numerous times to draw strange things onto his face.

But for once everything was quiet

Very strange indeed, usually there was someone awake, screaming or yelling, footsteps pattering around the place, whether they belong to people or to animals.

But now it was just quiet, and calm, the sun was in its daily process of rising and the light cloud cover made the scene look absolutely divine.

Rich oranges and reds streaked though muted greens and blues, purples shining bright in the sky as the colours mingled and mixed, like a painting done by a child, the stars were still there, some of the brightest still twinkling away far away in the cosmos, the moon a large crescent looking like a white sheep in a crowd of beautiful colours and shades, growing dimmer as time went in and the sun continued its pursuits, but it didn't fully go away.

Hanging there like a stubborn child, watching as while everything changed around it, it wished to stay the same, hanging sullenly in the sky, watching as the sun continued to take over the sky.

The sky is a beautiful thing, it could convey so much just by being there, and today, today it was comforting, pulling Lukas back into the bed where Berwald immediately grabbed hold of him, and nuzzled him dearly.

Poor Berwald, his appearance drove off many of the most frightening nations, without them knowing at all how he was, a tender soul, fractured from years of hardship and war.

But then again, weren't they all?

The way that he put the torn and shattered soul back together was the part that mattered, he was a soft spoken man despite his appearance, he was terrible at communication, worse than Norway himself, which was to say incredibly bad, so he showed love through acts of service and gifts made with such love and tenderness that it was impossible not to melt at seeing.

For many nations, they never managed to fully put themselves back together after their hardships, and a disappointing many never even tried, choosing to stay as broken husks of themselves rather than taking initiative to fix themselves.

Lukas was like that not too long ago, using his blank face as a facade not to show how much he was hurting, how much he wanted to just break down and cry in the arms of someone who loved him unconditionally, it was hard, keeping up such a strong face through internal and external turmoil.

One letter by a Swede.

One letter was all it took to break down, not with tears of sadness, but instead with joy.

It was a hard time for them both, they had a long and complicated.history together, and while they could never just forget it, the present was more pressing than the past.

With that thought, Norway drifted off to sleep in the affectionate clutch of Sweden as the sun continued to rise, bot stopping for the silly little people and nations who it oversaw.

The cosmos is always watching, it always knows, perhaps even things you don't.

But for now, all was good.

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bitchy-craft · 11 months

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A Love Letter From Your Future Spouse | Pick A Pile

Masterlist

Pick A Pile!

Pile 1:

My Dearest [Name],

With all the love in my heart and soul,

[Future Spouse]

Pile 2:

To My Beloved [Name],

With all my love and devotion,

[Future Spouse]

Pile 3:

My Dearest [Name],

With all the love in my heart,

[Future Spouse]

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thrivingwithourhearts · 2 months

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Overcoming Rejection

This writing from Joyce Meyer's Daily Devotions from Psalms was a great reminder. Over the last 7 days I have suffered through rejection wondering just who in the world I am? Harsh words and actions bring me down. I have to be reminded that there is a God who loves me dearly despite how the world may treat me.

The Best Way To Overcome Rejection

Psalm 27:10 says, "When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up."

"The psalmist writes of an extremely painful type of rejection---abandonment by a father and mother. Rejection of any kind, by any person, can cause a person to feel sad, hopeless, and even depressed.

To be rejected means to be cast aside, to be thrown away as having no value, or to be unwanted and ignored. Human beings are created for love and acceptance, not for rejection, and the emotional pain of rejection is one of the deepest wounds a person can suffer. The closer we to the person who rejects us, the deeper the hurt.

Overcoming rejection is not easy. It does take time, but it is possible through the love of God. Receiving His love is the best way to break free from the pain inflicted when people reject you.

God never rejects us but accepts us completely and loves us unconditionally in Christ. The apostle Paul prays for believers in Ephesians 3:17-19 that we will be "rooted and established in love" and have the "power...to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge."

Let me encourage you to be looking for all the ways God shows His love to you.ll He does this through various means, and if you ask Him to help you recognize His love, you will soon begin to see it all around you. The revelation and understanding of God's love for you will heal any rejection you have experienced."

#God's love

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marysittingathisfeet · 8 months

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Jesus' Sisters

“Isn’t this the carpenter’s son? Isn’t his mother’s name Mary, and aren’t his brothers James, Joseph, Simon and Judas? 56 Aren’t all his sisters with us? Where then did this man get all these things?” Matthew 13:55,56.

His brothers are woven throughout the new Testament. First they did not believe in Jesus. "Then Jesus' mother and brothers came to see him. They stood outside and sent word for him to come out and talk with them. " Mark 3:31. Most likely his family came to take him home because he was embarrassing them by declaring he was the Son of God. Even Mary his mother who had the visitation by the angel, came to take him home. Perhaps she feared for his life.

In Matthew we learn that Jesus had 4 brothers. We learn their names. We know that James became the leader of the Jerusalem church. His brother Jude (Judas) wrote one of the epistles we read in the Bible. We know that Jesus appeared before his brothers after his resurrection- "Then Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee; there they will see me.”" Matthew 28:10. But other than the fact that Jesus had sisters- unknown number but implying at least 2- we know nothing about them. We are told that Mary his mother was at the cross with her sister and Mary Magdalene. "Now there stood by the cross of Jesus his mother, and his mother's sister, Mary the wife of Cleophas, and Mary Magdalene." John 19:25. But where were Jesus's sisters? Are they not mentioned by name because they never came to believe in Jesus? I imagine that Jesus was the perfect big brother. Gentle, comforting, protective, and even teasing at times. A brother who was wise. One who loved unconditionally. I am sure his sisters dearly loved him. How could you not love him if he was your brother. So where are they? Mary was there because she had the love of a mother. She would bear the pain, for his sake. Should they not have been by their mother's side to comfort her? Perhaps they could not bear to watch their brother's brutal death. Women were subject to their husbands at that time. Perhaps their husbands forbade them to go to the cross. Are they not mentioned because they are women? But prominent Christian women were mentioned such as Lydia. I would like to think that all of Jesus family accepted him as the Christ. I am certain that Jesus would like to spend eternity with his earthly family. But I also know that even though you are raised in the perfect "Christian" home, does not guarantee that a person will accept Christ. Jesus is a gentleman. He will not force himself on you. He stands at the door and knocks, but you have to open the door.

#christianity

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M, N, T, V??

rubs hands Let's go;

M - If I forgive betrayal.

I'm a very situational person, I love things given context to so I can really put myself into the shoes of it all. But for general sake, I'm gonna say no. I can't. I have had a lot of people come and go in my life and many have been because they've hurt me, and in lasting ways too (dare I say....traumatising ways?). So if I end up hurt in betrayal? I couldn't forgive them. Context would matter of course, but...from current outcomes, it's a no.

N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.

I treat them like family. Honestly, if they're that close to me then they're family. One thing I do wish is that I got it back though. The saying I was raised around was "Treat others how you'd like to be treated" and it's stuck to me now.

But I've also come to learn that other people don't seem to grasp that concept or they abuse that concept. Which I guess wouldn't be wrong in comparison to my family's act sometimes but it isn't how it should be.

T - 5 things I love unconditionally.

Hmm, can't think of five but I can definitely do three. First is definitely my boys, my lil homeslices Bud and Murf (dogs by the by). Everyday there's something new with them whether it be Murf trying to back talk my Ma, or Buddy barking at Murf for stealing his blanket, it's like watching The Odd Couple with them. But I love them so much, they bring a lot of joy into my life just by sitting in front of me and blinking xD.

I suppose another would be the friends that have stuck by me through a lot of shit. They're few and far between and I don't tell them enough I love them but I do, and I appreciate everything and anything they do or say to me. Even if it's just sending me a picture of a racoon with a caption "God gave one look at me and ran away" or some shit I still love it dearly.

The stinky lil men that I've fallen for in fandoms. They're a widespread of personality, looks, even species but the unbridled joy seeing them in media posts or even hearing their VAs or actors in other media makes me so fucking happy. Giddy leg kicks and all, baby!

V - 3 big dreams.

Transitioning. That's the biggest one. I've probably mentioned it before at some point but that's been my big dream, specifically getting top surgery, cause I'm tired of wearing bulky clothes along with a binder to hide my size. I wanna wear open shirts damn it! Alongside going on hormones and finally feeling comfy in existing but top surgery is the big one. Hate that I don't have much of a choice but to go abroad but there's plentiful doctors with amazing top surgery records that have caught my eye. I hope it's sooner rather than later.

I'm conflicted on saying a job, cause in my current state, that's a no bueno for even education but I hope to one day be stable enough for it. And my dream job is...it's a toss between something to do with computers like cyber crime or ethical hacking for business' firewalls and protection and blah, or paramedics. Two vastly different jobs but they've stuck with me for most of my life. They're both (if I take the cyber crime route) jobs I can say "I've done something to help others" instead of letting whatever stop me and waste my time while I'm still kicking. They'll both be something I'll be proud I did.

This is probably the most open I'm ever going to be on tumblr (past me would be shocked but proud it's not DA anymore) but one other dream is to function. I want to be able not to overthink or jump to the worst case for anything in my life. I want to be able to have that deep breath and move on technique work for me and allow me to continue past whatever may have faltered me for a moment. I'm tired of getting upset over the littlest things, tired of thinking I'm disposable (despite much evidence in my past supporting it but the past is the past), tired of not understanding why I can't keep a hold on most things, and just tired of not...meeting what I should be meeting at my age?

There's no one pressuring me, no one hurting me, no one causing any of this but the silly little chemicals in my brain. And, currently, without supports in both friends/family and professional (because thanks HSE for telling me I'm "doing too good for their services") I'm just...not functioning. And it's tiring and irritating and just...

It shouldn't be a dream but it is. And that's one I'm striving for the most to happen ASAP. Because I can't deal with the lack of functionality I have anymore.

The list did say brutal honesty and damn did I get brutally honest at the end.

Anywho-

#LONG POST #This went from doing a funky lil ask to me screaming to the void #thanks tumblr #if it's not you patting me on the head then it's tiktok calling me out on wtf is going on #but it feels good to get off my chest too #wouldn't have rb'd if I wasn't prepared

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p, r, t? -🔆🥃

Heya there sunshine 🔆😃

P- What kind of music do I like

I'm actually not too picky. The only music that I've found I'm just, in general, not a fan of is RAP. I don't know why. I love pop, country, scene, screamo, etc.

R- For me to list 10 of my curiosities

1. Creating my own thread from fibers. I've been surrounded by sheep and cotton my whole life- I want to learn to make my own thread.

2. Weaving. Building on making my own thread I want to learn to make my own fabrics. It's like a primal need at this point. I was raised by my great grandparents who came here from different countries

3. Sewing. My great grandma taught me to sew and embroider but I have since fallen out of it due to responsibilities as an adult. I miss it dearly, bit I've spend time learning and reading about it!

4. History of sewing and textiles. I read a lot.

5. Book binding. I've recently started researching it. I have seen a lot of people fan binding their favorite works- I want to do so. I've already asked one wondrous writers here on tumblr if I could do so with their story 👀 i can't wait.

6. The evolution of language and how its used.

7. The evolution of story telling. Did you know that before cell phones, when books became easily accessible to the public, they feared it would ruin the generations to come because they would spend their time reading instead of say, learning to sew.

8. The evolution and roots of myths and legends! How did they start, what sparked them?

9. The stars.

10. Herbalism.

T- 5 things I love unconditionally

You're really making me work for this, friend ahaha

1. My son. With all my heart.

2. My cats. I have 2- Merlin and Nyx.

3. My siblings

4. My chosen family.

5. Cheese.

Thank you so much for sending these in darling sunshine 💜

#ru answers #ru speaks

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oct 11

i don't believe any of us have ever come to that place of true repentance that we didn't realize our own unworthiness. "but we all are as an unclean thing, and all our righteousness is as filthy rags." isa 64:6 if you haven't yet reached that place, i suggest you draw closer to God and His worthiness will put us all in our proper place.

but we stand in grace. we have been washed in the blood of the lamb. "God made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him." 2 cor 5:21 i think of all my foolishness before i knew the Lord. now i thank Him everyday that He had patience for me to enter into that grace.

as you read the following little story, if you feel a little conviction, know that it is the Holy Spirit tugging once again at your heart. know that the time of His grace is still open to you, but you must go in. "My Spirit will not always strive with man, for he is flesh." gen 6:3

go in as only the truly repentant may. "standing at a distance, would not even lift his eyes to heaven, but struck his chest, saying, ‘God, be merciful to me a sinner." luke 18:13

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dear child

I just wanted to remind you today of how beautiful you are because there is a father of lies who will try to deceive you. he will try to tell you that you are not good enough, not attractive enough, not thin enough, not strong enough, not smart enough, not righteous enough, and that you are simply unimportant to Me.

he will try to tell you that you have broken one too many promises, that you have fallen one too many times, that you have lived one too many lies, and that you've been going in the wrong direction so long that it is pointless to turn back now. but guess what? YOU DO NOT BELONG TO HIM. HE IS NOT YOUR FATHER. I AM. you see, you are My creation. My workmanship. you have been born of My thought, every part of you placed together by My hands.

you have My thumbprint upon you. you are a princess, did you know that? you are My child, the daughter of THE King! I look at you and see a precious, priceless pearl.

There is no ocean I would not swim, no mountain I would not climb, no price I would not pay to have you and to be with you and call you my own. I already have. I have done all that I could, given all that there is. I desire to be with you every moment of every day.

how I long for you to talk to Me every day. My love for you never grows cold. My promises are never broken (contrary to what he might lead you to believe). My character never changes. and you, my daughter, have been made in My image. I love you dearly, unconditionally and completely.

I understand every emotion that you have. I've been there. I count every tear that you cry. I know every hair on your head. and do you know what? I even know your weaknesses and your failures and your fears. I know those hidden parts of you that you wish would go away. Those dark corners of your world that you stuff deep down, praying that no one will ever see. I have already seen them and they will not change my love for you. Nothing will.

I love your heart and I desire all of it. I just wanted to remind you today of how beautiful you are and how precious you are to Me.

with immeasurable Love, your heavenly Father

- author unknown

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