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#i know that sounds unfair bc i get it. i do. i have also never gotten over anything in my life and i am not even saying she should never...
nomaishuttle · 1 year
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like pirating is so normal 2 me i forget there r ppl who r like antipiracy which btw is stupid. obviously
#LIKE. IDK ITS JUST WEIRD. WDYM YOUR PARENTS JUST.. BOUGHT MOVIES ?????? did you not eat as a child. be serious#that happens sm where ill be like haha. yeah. you guys remember the ol 'oh im not hungry' trick your dad used to pull#and everybodys like what. no and im like no you know where hed be like oh im not hungry but after everybody else ate hed grab the leftovers#it is like annoying. like i understand not everybody grew up in poverty but the way ppl will act like its likee. insane#there was this one time where we were doing wants vs needs for 4th grade#and one kid was like a need is having your own room. and i was like <- shared a room with both of my siblings at the time Thats not true#and everybody in my class looked at me like i was crazy. like ok laura sorry your basement movie theater is bigger than my apt but we cant#all live like that. thats true btw there were these twins and they had a halloween sleepover party and they hsd to invite me bc class rule#and it was so like. there house was hugeeeee we didnt even go to their rooms bc 'they were messy'#but we just hjng out in the basement where there was legit a movie theater. and an entire seperate living room from their main living room#which we also werenr allowed to go in#genuinely think its bc they were forced to invite the poor kids Lmao. so we werent allowed to go to the main house#lest we get our poverty germs everywhere or steal something#but yeah it was awesome. but i also think that was one of my huge Oh life is unfair radicalization moments#but i mention likee. even lighthearted shit from my childhood. and ppl r like O_O THAT SOUNDS SO TRAUMATIC#and its like. the traumatizing part of poverty isnt like#being close witj my siblings and having done a lot of activities outside of like. going to disneyland#or getting a new toy every week. yk...im not saying poverty isnt traumatizing bc it is but its like#annoying that you mention anything abt it and evrrybody in a 50 mile radius is like POOR THANG!!! like. no i think its funny that we always#got rly shitty junker cars that my grandpa sold to my mom. i was joking sbt the fact that my moms never had a car eith functioning brakes#i wasnt like. asking for pity#but whatevrr
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alinelovelace · 2 years
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The girl I like isn't messaging me back >:(
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lvndryyhoe · 1 year
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ethan landry nsfw alphabet ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
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A = aftercare (what they're like after sex)
cuddles you, cleans you up and often runs a bath for you, yet he also loves when you take care of him
B = body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also yours)
his fav body part of himself is deffo his arms, chest and abs basically anything he works out; for urs he loves everything but especially ass bc i just have that feeling yk
C = cum (anything to do w cum)
i feel like he loves cumming on u and loves when u swallow but would beg to cum inside
D = dirty secret (wow so cheeky)
probably into knife play but would never tell you and has definitely thought of just bringing it out mid sex
E = experience (do they know what they're doing?)
we all know that he's the biggest virgin and ur deffo his first but he learns pretty quickly and after he does...he fucks iykyk
F = favourite position (hah)
cowgirl and reverse cowgirl but his fav is missionary bc he likes to look at you
G = goofy (how serious are they)
takes it serious if thats what you want and only laughs when you laugh because he doesn't want to make u feel insecure
H = hair (grooming habits)
not gonna lie he's probably not that well groomed but will improve once u get intimate and if you ask him to
I = intimacy (in the moment romantic or rough/dirty)
it rlly depends on what you want that day but usually he's pretty soft and doesn't want to hurt you (unless he's ghostface)
J = jack off (do they masturbate and how often)
before u: yes, masturbated often but after you: yes, not as often because u guys have sex often so
K = kink (kinks what they like possibly unusual)
again, knife play but other than that probably some mild ones like praising and a little degrading (he finds it hot)
L = location (where they like to get it on)
your bed because he's surrounded by you at all times, couch, a bathroom at a party and maybe library IF he's feeling risky
M = motivation (things that makes them tick/turn ons)
mostly you, i imagine him getting really turned on by revealing clothing especially with bimbo!reader
N = no (turnoffs or absolutely won’t do)
anything piss related
O = oral (receiving or giving and how skilled they are)
likes to give and see you squirm but wont deny a blowjob. he's probably a bit sloppy at first but learns what you like after a few sessions
P = pace (how fast they are and how long they last in bed)
generally pretty slow paced and vanilla but can get rough and often will speed up from time to time, lasts a pretty long while and will not get tired before you
Q = quickie (do they prefer fast and hard)
nopeeee, he likes to be with you for a while in the moment as he sees it as a really intimate thing
R = risk (do they like to try new things)
he likes to experiment with anything
S = stamina (how many times they can go and how long each round lasts)
2-4 rounds prob about 5-10 mins each round, depends on how he's feeling, might last longer sometimes
T = toys (do they use sex toys on themselves or lovers)
not on himself, but loves to buy some for you and uses them on u
U = unfair (how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves)
likes to deny orgasms/edging or tease you in public
V = volume (are they loud, what sounds, and do they talk)
WHINING, MOANING, WHIMPERING EVEN... jk but he probably lets out little breaths and whimpers, talks dirty when he's a dom and praises you when a sub
W = wild card (random)
jerks off to pics you send of him
X = x-ray (what’s in them pants)
he's a little bigger than average but has a vein or two for sure
Y = yearning (sexdrive level)
high sex drive bc i said so
Z = zzzz (do they sleep after if so how quickly after)
sleeps after he knows ur asleep
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thepepsislvt · 3 months
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Izou nsfw headcannons bc i said so
god i love him
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Warnings: NSFW mdni
A: Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
Hes so sweet and will help you clean up and get you water.
B: Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His favorite body part on him is his lips. He loved to make you come undone just by his mouth. He also loves to leave marks by biting you and his lipstick leaving stains
on you he loves your thighs. he loves to grip them while fucking you and kissing your thighs to leave his lipstick behind
C: Cum (Anything to do with cum)
He doesnt cum a large amount but just enough to fill you up. he loves to watch it drip out of you slowly
D: Dirty Secret
he loves to tie you up and thats no secret but he really wants you to tie him up every once in awhile and just ruin his full face of makeup
E: Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
he hasnt had many partners before you but he still knows exactly what he is doing
F: Favorite Position
any position to where he can see your face, he loves to watch your face while serching for any kind of discomfort
G: Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc.)
he is never goofy he takes sex very seriously
H: Hair (How well-groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
he is very well groomed, there is never a hir out of place
I: Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
he is very romantic, we will always praise you and tell you sweet things. he will constantly tell you how good you feel and how you belong to him.
J: Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
he isnt to fond of the idea unless you are also masterbating in front of him
K: Kinks (One or more of their kinks)
Suspended Shibari:
he loves to see you tied up at his mercy and to have you suspended? he couldnt be more turned on ever. to see you trying to get away when you’re overstimulated but you have nowhere to go does wonders for him
Marking:
he loves to mark you all over. either by biting or having his lipstick smeared all over you. sometimes he will apply more lipstick in the middle of of fucking your brains out just to leave more stains. he will encourage you to show them off. he loves to kiss and bite your shoulders, neck and places thats easy to see
Orgasm Control:
He loves to be completely in control and more often than not he will not let you cum until he is ready. if you disobey him he will make you cum as many times as he wants until he is satisfied
L: Location (Favorite places to do the do)
He believes that sex is a sacred thing so he keeps it in private. most of the time being in your shared bedroom
M: Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
he isnt too hard to get going if youre really trying. the best thing you can do is you can pull his hair in which he secretly likes but hes gonna have to punish you
N: No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
he would never purposely hurt you and he would never bring his guns into bed even if you ask
O: Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
hes a big giver but will not complain if recieving
P: Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual?)
hes slow but rough, he can be sensual but he prefers to be rough
Q: Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
he doesnt like them at all, he likes to take his time
R: Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Hes not too big on taking risks but he can depending on what it is
S: Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
he can go all night if given the permission but he does stop when youre all fucked out
T: Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
He doesnt own any toys inly just restrainst ;)
U: Unfair (How much they like to tease)
he LOVES to tease you so much this goes hand in hand with orgasm control
V: Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
he doesnt make too many noises just groans and occasionally a low moan but hes not too vocal because he wants to hear you
W: Wild Card (Random headcanon)
he would love hello kitty (i didnt know what to put here)
X: X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)
shaft: #f2d2cd tip: #f2beb4 5.2 inches, slight curve to the left by 1.63 degrees, not veiny
Y: Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
not very high but also not moderate
Z: ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
he makes sure youre all taken care of afterwards before he settles down for the night
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svnnysidez · 5 months
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eunseok nsfw alphabet
minors dni!
a=aftercare: he runs a bath for you, he knows he takes a lot out of you when you have sex so he makes sure to pamper you afterwards
b=body part: his favorite body part on himself are his hands. he loves his hands, more the hand prints that he leaves on your ass from how hard he slaps it. his favorite body part on you is your ass, he looovveess doggy so much because he can see the way your butt jiggles when his hips slap against it. loves leaving hand prints on your butt esp when he knows you'll be in a bikini the next day so the prints will be on display
c=cum: cums on ur ass and back and thighs, he isnt really a big fan of cumming inside of you honestly but he loves painting your skin with his cum
d=dirty secret: he LOVES when you pull his hair when hes eating you out, and just in general, he would never admit it bcs he knows you would make fun of him for sounding like a bottom
e=experience: hes pretty experienced, i wouldnt say his body count is through the roof but its not zero, he knows what he likes, and he also knows what you like and thats all the matters to him
f=favorite position: like i said before he loves doggy, or anything to do with ur ass being in the air, loves the way your ass jiggles
g=goofy: i wouldnt say hes "goofy" but i wouldnt say hes like serious either. but ig hes "serious" in this situation, hes not like cracking jokes or anything, ig you're the funny one bcs hes fucking you silly
h=hair: hes not like completely shaved down, but hes def trimmed, keeps the hair short bcs if ur sucking his dick he doesnt want his bush to get in your mouth he thinks its gross
i=intimacy: he is not super intimate, he will have intimate sex with you if its like your anniversary or something but its mostly rough
j=jack off: he doesnt masterbate like, ever, why should he if he has someone whos willing to do it for him whenever 😁
k=kink: impact play, loves slapping you around, slapping your ass, your face, your tits, and you love it as much as he does
l=location: hes not really a big fan of doing it anywhere besides the bedroom, but like if yall are watching a movie on the couch yall will do it there
m=motivation: he loves when you wear short skirts, or shorts, or anything that shows off your ass. he always tells you its only for him though, if you wear stuff like that around the guys he'll kill the guys for looking at you and then you for wearing it around them
n=no: doing anything with the other members, hes made it very clear that he would never include them in yalls sex life (not that you need it) he just thinks it should be between the two of you and no one else has to be involved
o=oral: goes both ways, he loves when you suck him off but he also loves eating you out, like he cannot choose which one he likes more
p=pace: fast and rough‼️ you can probably only count on one hand how many times you've had slow sex with eunseok
q=quickie: LOVEESSS quickies, since his schedule is so packed he can barely fit you in so when he can he makes the very most of it
r=risks: takes risks sometimes, not without asking you first ofc, he always says hes down to try anything once
s=stamina: he has so much stamina lord its crazy, he gets so hard so fast after cumming its crazy. he can probably go for 7 rounds without stopping 😭
t=toys: he doesnt really use toys, he doesnt think him or you will benefit from it
u=unfair: oh hes such a tease, he can do it forever without getting tired of it
v=volume: he doesnt really make sounds, he does talk dirty tho, calls you names like slut, whore etc,
w=wild card: when he first met you he thought you were the prettiest person ever, like genuinely he had never seen anyone like you before. he saw your pretty makeup, your eyelashes batting, and he knew he just wanted to ruin you, wanted to make your pretty makeup smear, have your long eyelashes wet with tears. and thats what he did, he had you screaming his name under him and that was just the first round.
x=xray: hes about 8" and hes pretty girthy, bro is not messing around with his cock 🥲
y=yearning: he doesnt think abt the act of having sex, he thinks about you in general more, just about how pretty you are, and then that gets him going
z=zzz: he doesnt fall asleep that quickly, he usually lets you fall asleep before him
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goldensunset · 1 year
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hi so i’ve already said a thousand times how sora failing the mark of mastery exam (when he did everything he reasonably could’ve; it was rigged against him bc of unfair interference) and being belittled for not being strong enough (without receiving much in the way of actual constructive advice, just getting laughed at) is sooooooo adhd
but also think about how sora actually was considered strong enough once upon a time. it’s not like his entire life has been marked by failure or and yen sid is just dunking on him for that. sora was a special amazing kid, chosen by the one and only keyblade. sure he knows he wasn’t its first choice and he struggles to embrace his role as a hero at first but once he does he shines. there’s nothing sora can’t do! sounds like a textbook undiagnosed adhd gifted kid, right? growing up being told you were just so special and cool
but then you get older and you fall off the curve. your brain differences stop working for you and start working against you. now suddenly you’re no better than anyone else around you. maybe you’re actually worse than the others because now you’re at the point where you have to try but you never learned how to try because success used to come naturally
think about how ‘the keyblade’ isn’t a thing anymore- it’s just ‘a keyblade.’ sora is now surrounded by lots of other wielders in his life, who just come in one after another. by kh3 it’s clear that having a keyblade, while still relatively rare in this modern world, maybe isn’t quite that special after all
there’s that awkward feeling of ‘hey am i really all that important in the world after all/maybe they’d be better suited for this than me’ but now there’s also the ‘how come i’m not even as good as i used to be’/what went wrong with me’. that’s a pretty awful double whammy of a self esteem blow. like idk imagine if you were that super smart neurodivergent kid and then when you grow up you find yourself placed in a group with a bunch of super smart neurotypical adults and you’ve evenly matched in achievements. except at this point they’re getting better and you’re getting worse
oh also the way that even though he’s getting dunked on he’s still being trusted with huge responsibilities anyway. imagine being told you suck at everything and your failures are your fault but then being told you still have to go on a mission to try and get stronger. i think tanking someone’s self esteem like that is probably going to make it hard for them to get better. it’s just a vicious circle. like sora is made fun of but then it’s brushed aside as hey we’re just joking around buddy we’re your friends! we still need you! even though you kinda suck! do this for us! we love you! like ouch. and sora is just :-) :’-) :-) ok! the whole time
tldr idk
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tuesday again 2/20/2024
i don't usually use these writeups as a memory aid, but this week it's good bc most of last week was a blur of applying to jobs and playing breath of the wild
listening
i have several playlists that are several hours long with a couple different flavors of the really specific kind of instrumental music i need to do mass quantities of data entry. these are now all poisoned by horrible memories of my last two jobs so i'm slowly building new ones. a great candidate is OASIS, off the REDLINE soundtrack. REDLINE (2009, dir. Koike) is an extremely horny anime movie about driving really fast, being true to yourself in spite of corporate overlords, sports betting, and fucking.
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i think this was a scene with background club or cafe music? electronica instrumental with a little bit of a groove and a very particular mid-aughts sound. you know when powder coating is extremely matte but also extremely sparkly? spotify.
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Samantha Cole (previously Vice, co-founder of 404 Media) has a beat that's focused on sex tech, sex work, deplatforming of sex work, and kink community beefs that manages to be both detached and very, very kind. i trust her to write about any kink community in a respectful and fair way, and even when she visibly doesn't understand the appeal of a kink she writes about them in a respectful and fair way. a great example of this is the furry adult baby diaper community being deplatformed by patreon.
but her most recent investigation, "can this shitty vibrator actually give you malware?" is fascinating. any job that can legitimately claim vibrators as a buisness expense and perform a teardown is fascinating to me.
what a tremendous and endlessly fascinating world we live in.
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there are many movies on tubi that i have like. name recognition of but have never actually seen, so i'm starting to work my way through things that aren't noir or obscure westerns. like Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000, dir. Lee).
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the practial effects in this movie are insane. the wirework is insane. wirework insane. this is the dreamiest and most beautiful chase/fight scene i've ever seen and they're zipping around a bamboo forest.
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we're going to have to live with this imperfect screenshot ok this laptop is Extremely old. the interior sets often look like theater sets (complimentary). just a stunningly beautiful movie with the sickest action scenes you’ve ever seen. plot a little choppy but forgivable imo. i know this is regarded as one of the finest movies of all time, not just one of the finest martial arts movies of all times, so saying anything feels a little like giving it a dollar store plastic trophy. i liked it and i had fun. watching a critically acclaimed non-american good movie is good for the brain steeped in lackluster american westerns, i think.
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much like in real life, in breath of the wild i am refusing to do much towards the main quest and am mostly puttering around looking for shit to upgrade my outfits.
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unlocked rudania, did not go inside.
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what's with this little. sword graveyard??? on the northeastern edge of the caldera??? the only thing on that island is an octorok?? did it kill like eight guys???
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finished richard scarey's tarreytown :) including that horrible rich guy who wanted me to kill some guardians for ??? reasons. i am pretty confident about killing hinox (is the plural of hinox, hinox?), wizzrobes, and most lizalfos if i can get the drop on em but i am Not confident about killing actively moving guardians without guardian arrows, which is an expensive way of doing business. due to reliably one-shotting the wizzrobes with revali's bow, i am running into the interesting problem of always having a glut of magical weapons. which leads me to go fuck around the extreme hot and cold areas those magic weapons are good for. and less fucking around the normie areas i actually want to fuck around.
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got the good sword at thirteen hearts, i stopped short at twelve hearts gone and the deku tree called me a pussy. i unfontunately did not screenshot that. hey did you know there's a korok on the deku tree's head whose life's purpose seems to be riddles?
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and now for quite a lot of horse talk.
dodged like four lynels taking Ganon's horse up the northern edge of the map to get a pic of the leviathan.
caught the white horse, we are such pretty pretty princesses together. i think it's very funny that the gerudo fanciest weapons and hylian royal regalia look so similar. purple and gold eternal.
did you know if you feed your horse an endura carrot you get extra spurs???
i was looking for a 5 star speed horse but after catching and releasing four different solid black horses this is the best one (4 str, 4 speed, 5 stamina) i found. maybe I’ll shoot for a bright chestnut with lots of chrome for my speedy horse, the equine equivalent of a red convertible.
very funky conincidence on the grasslands behind the lord of the mountain's spring. not identical, bc the lead horse doesn't have facial markings, but what are the odds of that huh. i wish grays in this game didn't look so chalky and washed out, i love a gray horse in real life.
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i think it's some bullshit that you have to fight your way into this spring, get told "go get a dragon scale", deal with all that, fight your way BACK into the spring, and then be presented with a Major Test of Strength shrine. c'mon just give it to me!!!
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game continues to be very bad at spitting out riders next to horses or donkeys EXCEPT!!! for this doctor. i didn't know hyrule had traveling doctors! i quite honestly didn't think they had the techonology, given that the state of medicine in hyrule is very mortar and pestle based!
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the game gave me a tooltip like "make friends with dogs! they'll lead you to treasure!" and i was like What but it does actually work, you just have to target them in the camera first and then feed them several hunks of meat. bonkers game. how many other goddamn mechanics are there that i've missed???
next steps: shrine hunting. i have like 50 out of 120 which is wild to me. i played this game two years ago, got to about a hundred shrines, and managed to forget where they all fucking are. yes my shrine sensor is always on. there's probably at least twenty in central hyrule, which is not a place i touched much on my list playthrough, also the last two memories i need are in there. i have filled out a good chunk of the compendium (completely filled the materials pages) but idk if i will be a completionist about it. there are so so so so so many weapons variants. i am cheating a bit and looking up the animals i missed (mostly a lot of bugs and fish) but one of the entries is for patricia, the royal sand seal. i would not have ever thought to take a picture of the named sand seal, i'm sorry game but that's a bit obtuse.
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not much progress on the cross stitch or job fronts, but since i finally have a balcony, i planted peas and beans from @shiny-good-rock and basil from @morrak than have been languishing in a box for several years, the basil had an okay germination rate so my fingers are crossed re: peas and beans.
i am a bit annoyed about marigolds. maybe it's a bit too early for them here, or maybe they're not as popular as they were in the northeast? i tried like five different big box stores and indie nurseries, only one indie nursery had any and they were very pest-ridden. i would like marigolds, as friends for my tomatoes.
it is currently 11:40 PM CST as i type this so tomorrow i'll add something with a garden layout and what varieties i planted.
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polyamorouscultureis · 7 months
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Hi, I have a situation that I can’t really talk about with ppl. I need to talk to someone about it tho bc I’m so confused, I hope it’s ok I’m asking you? When I find ppl in similar situations online, all I see is them being shamed and told they don’t really love their partner. I thought maybe ppl who are poly have more understanding for how I’m feeling. That’s why I’m here. I’ve been with my partner for 12 years now and I’m so in love with them, I want to spend life with them. I also have a good friend that I like very much. I want her in my life. Recently I’ve been starting to think about her a lot more and even started to feel butterflies when I see her or when I think of her and I want to see her a lot more. I have no real desire to be with her like in a romantic or sexual relationship. I just want to spend time with her, hug/cuddle, laugh and talk. I want to be close to her emotionally, but not really sexually. I feel really confused about this crush and idk if I have to tell my partner? I don’t want to make them unnecessarily insecure or jealous. I know my partner and I think if I told them they’d want me to stop seeing this friend of mine. And this just makes me sad and idk if I’m being unfair here. Should I communicate my feelings even though I don’t even really know myself what these feelings mean? Maybe those feelings will pass and I’m just overthinking it?
I'll be honest with you, sometimes the lines are so blurry between friendship, romance, and sexual attraction that trying to find a label for it is more energy than it's worth. In my ideal world, everyone would do whatever they want to do with different people without feeling the need to put their desires into just one category.
I dont know if you have a crush on your friend, but it's clear that you care about both her and your partner very deeply. In my opinion, you should never feel the need to choose between a partner and a friend being in your life. But when the lines aren't clear I understand that it gets complicated.
I would talk to your partner about it, not necessarily trying to open the relationship or anything (unless you want to), but just getting clarity on what the two of you consider to be cheating (holding hands, cuddling, kissing cheeks, kissing lips, different kinds of sex, etc?) and make sure they are comfortable with the ways you interact with your friend. It doesn't necessarily mean dating them, but you can still be emotionally close. You mentioned, for example, wanting to cuddle with your friend but not be sexually involved. If your partner sees no issue with cuddling, then everyone gets what they want and no one feels guilty, jealous, or disappointed! If they're not, the two of you can spend some time drawing specific lines. And of course, reassurance that loving many people in many different ways doesn't mean loving anyone any less.
Queerplatonic relationships are also a thing you may have heard of that sounds sort of like what you and your friend are touching on. Might be worth looking into!
I hope this was somewhat helpful for you, and I hope all conversations you have go smoothly <3
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dewdrop-writes · 2 years
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i was wondering: what if (friendship lv.10) yanfei was the only one to side with the imposter au reader? i imagine the whole “those who dare wear the face of our god/goddess must be punished blah blah blah” is not only unfair & unlawful but also like,, have any of them *cough* zhongli, ei, xiao and diluc come to mind instantly *cough* ever thought that perhaps their deity decided to bless the “imposter” who’s just been minding their own business and not trying to abuse their lookalikeness by giving them the same looks???? bet they’d feel stupid after the truth comes out and they realize yanfei’s the one who saved their god from getting murdered on spot. . .
srry for rambling. this yanfei main just wants any crumbs for their main;-; + i rlly don’t think she’d go “must kill the heretic” without at least hearing us out bc shes a lawyer and stuff and there’s no way she won’t be able to find a loophole/obscure law to protect us from everyone’s wrath while we’re finally given a chance to share our side of the story
In the name of justice
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You are absolutely right, anon! Yanfei cares about justice, and is an overall kind person, so I would imagine she would not be one to jump on the "imposter" hate bandwagon just like that!
PS: this is super late of a response but I was really feeling a Yanfei mood recently so here it is! It ends on a bit of a cliffhanger, but I might write more eventually!
Length: 2k words
cw: slight mention of injury
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Screaming.
There was so much noise.
Your shaky feet bouncing off the pavement as a warm hand engulfed yours like a flame, dragging you behind them.
Dragging you through the labyrinthine streets of Liyue.
Only when the crowd's horrific angry sounds were muffled by the distance, did the warm hand release its grip on yours. You were quick to snatch it towards yourself, fearful eyes raking over the figure of none other than the legal advisor of Liyue.
She motioned a raised index to her lips, ushering you towards a smallish cramped building - you were unable to speak due to the ashy metallic taste in your mouth - lungs burning from the recent fleeing.
Finally, as she'd seated you down and bolted up the door, you managed to gather yourself enough to utter out a few words in succession.
"Why are you helping me?"
She frowned.
"Well, you're clearly being unjustly persecuted," she stated, crossing her arms huffily.
"Yes, you may bare a striking resemblance to the creator - but so what? If anything, people should take it as a divine blessing," she ranted, beginning to pace in front of the bolted door.
"Besides, its not as if you were claiming you were the creator," she added, raising her hands in frustration.
"I mean, I tried to reason with the Qixing on this - but I suppose when it comes to the creator, everything goes out the window," she sighed, leaning against the door once more.
You nodded slowly.
You were still somewhat confused by the whole creator aspect, but Yanfei seemed to be on your side at the very least.
You supposed you could do worse in terms of allies.
"I see...thank you, Yanfei."
She smiled brightly, before the expression faltered.
"I never did introduce myself," her brows furrowed as she cast a confused look your way. "How did you know my name?"
You stuttered, nervously glancing around the room, searching for an answer.
"Well...of course I know the legal advisor of Liyue...you're known far and wide," you laughed nervously, shifting in your seat.
"Oh. Well...I'm glad to see my reputation precedes me," she rubbed the back of her head, an awkward smile on her features.
"Where are you from, then, creator lookalike?"
"The name's (Y/n)," you spoke nervously, trying to stall for answers. As your gaze shifted over a worn map hung up on the wall, your eyes scanned the nations.
"And I'm from a small village in...Natlan."
"Oh, that's quite far away! I don't think I've met another person from Natlan before!"
You smiled and nodded nervously.
"Oh! Where are my manners," she chuckled. "Would you like some tea and a bite to eat?"
You nodded eagerly - the long sequence of running having drained you of all energy.
The meal went by without much fanfare - Yanfei made idle conversation, and you spilled stories of the nation you claimed to be from - mostly stringing together what little content there was about it in game and outside of it. For the most part - she seemed content with what you provided her with.
"Well, I say its about time for you to get some rest," Yanfei stated after glancing at the time.
"I'm afraid it isn't that safe in this shabby place - but no worries! I have a safer spot in mind," she explained, rising to her feet and hopping over to an antique teapot.
You recognized the item immediately, having had a similar one yourself in game.
She smiled at you mischievously.
"Hang tight!" she warned you, before raising the lid of it.
In a swirl of colors, you awoke on a quaint meadow - the skies painted gold with an eternally setting sun. Occasional sandbearer trees along with bamboos covered the mostly flat ground. Off in the distance, you could see a couple more floating islands.
You stared at your surroundings in awe, coming to a halt on the three story Liyue-styled house that had a lovely garden of wildvests and glaze lilies sprawling around it.
Yanfei came to a stop before you, reaching out a hand. You took it gently, allowing her to pull you to your feet.
"Let me show you my real abode," she said giddily, ushering you inside.
You were greeted by the scent of a roaring fire - and a sight of bookshelves littering the walls.
"That's...quite a lot of books," you spoke, awed.
She smiled sheepishly.
"As a legal advisor, I've collected every edition of Liyue law!"
"And have you had the time to read all of it too?"
She nodded happily.
"I've had more time to study than most people would think," she winked, hinting at her true nature as an adeptus.
You nodded slowly, following her through the entry hall.
"I've got a spare bedroom for you - it's right through here," she explained, before pushing a wooden door open.
The room was simple - clad in amber and brown hues - a bed by the wall, along with a matching dresser, bedside table, and a folding screen with a lovely scene painted upon it.
"It's not much, but I hope you don't mind - I haven't had guests in a while," she admitted, smiling sheepishly once more.
"No, no! It's perfect!" you exclaimed, taking in the room with a befuddled expression.
"That's a relief," she sighed. "Anyway - I have some work to do. I need to start building your case," she spoke, glancing at the looming library behind her.
"We gotta make sure you'll be safe from the rest of Liyue once we leave this place."
You nodded.
"I don't know how to thank you..."
"There's no need for that! I'm simply doing my job. Where there's an injustice - I will always be there to object."
With a brief goodnight, Yanfei set off to do research. Having nothing better to do, you settled in - getting changed out of your dirtied rags and into the silky salmon sleepwear you found in the drawers of the dresser. You crawled into bed, and with a heavy heart, you manage to battle your way to sleep.
Days in the teapot went by peacefully -Yanfei was pouring over legal papers throughout the days, accompanying your for meals and doing her best to host you. You felt yourself opening up to her a little more - sprinkling in little truths about your life back home and the friends and family you'd left behind.
A part of you ached to tell her the full truth - but you'd gone so long with those little white lies that you could never really speak your mind, afraid you'd lose the little haven and support you'd found.
Yanfei seemed to sense there was something you were keeping from her, but never pressed the matter - she was always cordial and understanding with you. It was no wonder most held her in such a high regard. She was kind, intelligent and sociable - everything packed in a fiery little package.
Eventually, the calm days of the teapot had to come to a conclusion, however.
"I think I've finally built up a case strong enough to present to the Qixing," she stated as she poured you a cup of tea, her chipper voice having an excited edge.
"Wow! That's great!" you responded eagerly, grinning up at her.
"I think - if it's fine with you - we should go and meet with them today."
You nodded slowly, feeling excitement mixing with anxiety in the pit of your stomach.
"You'll have to wear something concealing while we get there, though," she hummed in thought. "I should have some clothes with a hood. Something to hide your face with."
You allowed her to pick out a nice silky robe for you - one with a large hood that cast a shadow across your face - making you unrecognizable and unable to stand out too much in a crowd.
With that done, Yanfei gathered up her notes - her tomes, and grabbed your hand in her delicate warm one - exiting the teapot and stepping foot back inside that dingy house in Liyue.
"Well. Let's be on our way, then," she spoke, holding her hand out for you to take.
"Let's prove to the world you're a blessing, not a curse, hm?"
You chuckled.
"I like the sound of that."
"We are here to request a hearing with the Qixing," Yanfei spoke to the secretaries, allowing you to keep a slight distance.
"It's concerning this so called 'imposter' situation."
Soon, there were footsteps hurrying away to gather up the members of the Qixing.
You felt anxiety squeezing at your lungs, restricting your airways.
Yanfei cast you a reassuring smile.
You could do this.
"So, you've brought the imposter to us, very good, Yanfei," Ningguang spoke from her seat across the room, her gaze landing on your uncloaked form. You swallowed thickly, feeling her gaze pierce through you as sharply as the rocks she commanded.
"No, actually," Yanfei spoke firmly, pulling out her paperwork.
"I'm here to prove they're not breaking any law just by existing."
"Oh? Is that so?" Ningguang spoke, leaning forward, placing her elbows elegantly on the table before her.
"I'd like to see how you can argue that, when they're stood right beside you, wearing the face of the creator."
"They were simply born with that face. If anything, it should be a blessing."
Ningguang scoffed - her reaction mirrored by the other members of the Qixing.
"Our law dictates that no one is to be judged by their social or financial standing - nor their appearance," Yanfei spoke, flipping trough her book to find the according law.
"I would say this situation falls under this law."
"Maybe so, but you are forgetting that there is also a law dictating that you may not impersonate someone you are not."
"If I may be so bold - they were not claiming to be the creator. They simply entered Liyue - and were attacked and chased before they could even do anything," Yanfei had a confident smirk on her delicate features, her back straightened proudly.
"Well...yes, I suppose that's true, but still.."
"And as long as they never claim to be the creator - we have no right to persecute them on any grounds," Yanfei continued, confident in her win.
"I know this situation concerns the creator - trust me, I too take such matters very seriously, but we must not act rashly. It could reflect badly on Liyue, if we turn someone blessed by the creator, into a petty criminal."
Ningguang leaned back in her seat, crossing her arms and seemingly deep in thought.
"I suppose you are right in that regard..."
Yanfei grinned.
"Alright. I suppose we will not convict them of any crime. But we will be needing to keep a close eye on them - lest they get any ideas."
You cast your gaze aside, feeling anxious.
Would Ningguang's employees dig into your supposed past? Would they find out you had none in this realm?
"Alright. I suppose we will call off this hunt for them. And the two of you are free to go. But I do warn you - we will keep a watchful eye on you," she spoke, staring directly at you.
You felt a chill run down your spine.
As you turned to leave, you kept your gaze glued in front of you, back straight and trying to seem as confident as you could. However, you cursed your clumsiness as you tripped over your own feet. In mere moments, you were plummeting towards the ground.
Your head made contact with the smooth polished floor below you with a sickening thud.
Your ears were ringing as your vision swam - you were certain you could smell something tangy and metallic lingering in the air around you.
Suddenly - you heard multiple pairs of feet rushing towards you - the soft thuds echoing throughout the room and amplifying the ringing in your ears.
"Someone call a medic!" you heard what sounded like Keqing exclaim.
"Your grace! Oh geo lord..." you heard someone else speak frantically.
Slowly, your vision faded to black, along with the voices echoing around you.
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wonderinc-sonic · 7 months
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I was feeling down but this video cheered me up so here is several pages of observations that are not needed
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Observations of no merit undercut.
Team Sonic
The world is wrong about Tails. This voice is absolutely adorable.
Sonic does a fun lil quill flip. I like that.
Knuckles is so so angry at everything. We must never forget he hates almost everything.
Knuckles has a punching animation. Nobody elses idles are as enthusiastically aggressive, even Omegas.
Tails stroked the ground as an idle animation. Is this a thing or a trope? Does it mean something?
Honestly I had seen all of these mostly a bunch bc I rewatched a team sonic playthrough recently so had more to say on the others.
Team Dark
Rouge: "I haven't seen the president lately.". Have I forgotten the context for this, or is this just a real useless flex? You're telling the two ppl who care and know the least about social connections. You can't flaunt your sometimes- close relationship with the president. They don't know what a country is.
Omega's step from foot to foot where his arms wave is absolutely adorable.
Shadow in Grand Metropolis: "Why am I attracted to this place?". I get it's all egg tech etc., but he hadn't been there before had he?
Omega calls Casino Park a waste of energy. We love an environmentalist king.
Rouge: "I wonder what caused Shadow to lose his memory?". Was it not the falling from the sky? He should be mush, and you're confused as to how his brain got addled? Wild of you Rouge. Very out of pocket. See how you do dropped on your head from Ark.
Omega: "Shadow was unleashed just as I was. Who is he?" I had forgotten Omega had any interest in shadows story at this point, all I remembered was him wanting to kill eggman.
Omega: "Shadow, that android must be an alien. Unable to analyse." I suppose it is, if it's made from Shadow! Another Omegobservation I had forgotten he knew how to make. My clever lil man.
Rouge: "I wonder if Shadow is alright?" Awww
Shadow asks a lot of questions. He is a queer and questioning hog whenever you stand still and let him
While Omega complains about the humidity levels, Rouge gives us: "This pond is spooky!". Is it?? You wuss. Love you
Shadow: "Sonic. Why does that name BOTHER me so much?" Love this delivery. Actually adore this voice direction for Shadow and others in this game. he sounds kinda soft in these quiet lines. I miss it.
Once again, Rouge thinks the house feels "spooky". This one is more warranted. She's still kinda a wuss for being scared of frogs though. I believe Tails had a line about disliking the frogs. Will see if Cream and Charmy agree.
Team Rose
Favourite Amy voice direction. She's so darling.
Also prefer Cream's voice here to the even squeakier later one. Has more variety.
Big: "We run fast." just made me chuckle.
Cream strokes her lil ears I think. Adorable.
Does Big only have one animation? Everyone else had 2! Unfair!
I do love Amy's searching around. She's doing such a good job! Or, at least as good a job as Team Sonic (seasoned pro adventurer), Team Dark (With government intel and two weapons) and Team Chaotix (professional detectives). And Big and Cream aren't doing loads of the thinking. Point is, she rocks!
Big: "Could froggy be from here?" a question nobody ever wondered, nor would ever be answered. Now I have to know. Froggy origin story when?
Cream also thinks the pond is spooky! I mean, she gets away with it. She isn't a secret agent, she's just a baby. Theory that Flight type characters are the only ones that get to be scared continues.
Cream: "Something surely isn't quite right here!" SHE IS SO ELOQUENT! She's just a baby but she's gonna be so smart!
Amy agrees with Rouge, it's a spooky house. Loving the use of spooky in this game. It's such a good word. Doesn't inherently say they're scared, just acknowledging its odd, also got a dash of whimsy. Spooky should be freed from halloween jail and used more in daily life.
Team Rose - especially Amy - say I wonder a lot. Actually, I think everyone sorta does. I guess because theyre thinking aloud, but they could have come up with more sentences.
All of Team Rose relying on vibes and intuition. Their vibes and intuition are, as discussed above, very accurate.
Team Chaotix
CHARMYS VOICE IS SO CUTE "The sound of waves makes me sleepy" He is a BABY I love him
Vector's singing to himself and dancing is actually so precious. He's so funky
Espio gives us a bunch of spiritual ninja quotes, then "Where's chao?". Is that how you correctly refer to Chao, or is he just tired now. "Oi. where chao. Cmere."
Is Vector from like Boston or smthn? never noticed. I don't know my US accents. The line about the electric bill has a twang.
Vector: "If the turtles are made of real gold, I'll have no problems finding 'em. Haha!" Is he suggesting he has an instinct for treasure? a lot of witchy bitches in the sonic world, and he does breathe fire, so maybe
Vector actually complains about being in the Casino. I am going to politely ignore that bc I still think Gambling Chaotix is a better theory. Maybe he just doesn't like it this time, but he sounds pretty resigned.
When Charmy says 'we will crush you!' in the happiest little voice I wonder if maybe I do want kids. Only if they also want to go on adventures with me and can fly.
Charmy's little arms and leg dance thing is also absolutely precious
Charmy: "I want a closer look at that frog!". Yeah! I knew he wasn't a scaredy baby! Eat that, other fliers.
Espio speaks in the most serious tone, but says nothing helpful and provides no information. Personally love that for him. It's like someone asked him for comment but he just has one fly in his brain and is concentrating on catching it with his tongue. All style no substance. Love you Espio
Espio looks like he has been buffed and waxed. So shiny when he moves his head. Everyones shiny but he is super shiny.
Charmy is also not afraid of the haunted house! This is a subtle nod to the fact that he's the best boi.
Espio: "Kinda reminds me of a ninja hideout, full of traps." THIS SOUNDS LIKE A GUY WHOS LYING! Definitely adding this to 'Espio is a fraud' bank. Also, 'kinda'? I Kinda forgot he uses contractions. Never use them in dialogue for him. Interesting.
I like that Charmy repeats words often, it's a nice verbal habit to use, very cutesy and childish, unlike other child characters.
Vector: "Eggman must be really rich! I wonder if he'd hire us..." - I always thought Vector knew all along who hired them! I am wrong evidently, or this is some weirdly delivered sarcasm. Maybe he's hiding things from the others? But when Rouge did that over searching for treasure ('I mean- Eggman!') they made it pretty clear. I think most likely he didn't know.
Espio: "For the sake of all ninjas, it's my duty to rescue our client." Okay first of all: its your duty because you're being paid. Secondly, you don't know shit about ninjas. Is it a pride thing? Espio you daft boy. Absolutely clowning. Silly little man.
Vector: "Why did Eggman kidnap our client?" So he really didn't know? He had me convinced he was smarter than he was. A good hustle.
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skubean · 1 year
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Ohohoho have you written angst yet?
Maybe a reader who got assigned a character very similar with a graduated member and everyone gets mad on the reader or smth 🤭
Honestly sounds really juicy
oh my god anon first of all i am SO sorry this took so long, i was a little burnt out and busy but IM BACK (hopefully). second of all, I WROTE THIS AND DID NOT SAVE IT SO MY PROGRESS IS GONE so im starting from scratch again, im sorry if it isnt to your liking T.T also probably a bit controversial ksskkssk
where did it go wrong? ft. gn reader (nijisanji based)
cw: mentions of graduated member, pls dont take this srsly this is a fiction, lots of misunderstandings, angst to the core, this ones short bcs angst sucks!
you were beyond joy, ecstatic even. how could you not when you finally received the news you've been waiting for months. "i got in", you thought. it was probably the most happy you've ever been, especially considering how anxious you were the past few months, worried sick that you were going to get rejected. you were a part of the company now, the company you wanted to work with for streaming, it almost felt so unreal. when you sat in a meeting w the staffs, and went through some designs for your model, you were quick to notice one seeing quite familiar. and it broke your heart. it reminded you so much of them. but what hurt you more was when they urged you to use the exact model that you hoped you wouldn't get. their reasonings being that it suited you best, or that it makes up for the lost of one, something like that. you were shattered, scared, terrified, but lack the guts to reject anything. when you were introduced to the other members of the company, they all welcomed you warmly. the other members who were to debut alongside you quickly became acquainted w the others and it almost felt as if they've known them for so long. worried that you would be left behind, you had personally messaged some of your senpais to seek for guidance and to make conversations, only to be treated so coldly. "oh sorry, y/n. i can't help you i'm busy", while they helped the others earnestly. "you don't know how to start stream? what are you, an amateur?", while they guided your debut mates side by side. "if you want to have people like you, you gotta be more original. don't stoop so low and be a fake like this" you were beyond confusion. what the hell was all this treatment you were getting? did you say something wrong? were you rude? did you offend anybody? why, just why were they ignoring you so openly, and multiple at that too. but you held strong, you stayed calm. if you wanted to debut, then this prejudice was nothing. you could do it. it was going to be fine. except it wasn't. when debut day came, you were the last in line to stream. technical issues, internet problems. you couldn't bare to see twitter, to see the hate that was being thrown at you for being unprofessional. at last, when you finally got the stream to work, you were shocked to see the criticism they were throwing at you in the live chat. "rip-off" "faker" "unoriginal" "give us back what we lost" you wanted to cry. why is it your fault? you noticed how shaky your voice was, and you tried so so hard to hold back your tears. your hands were trembling, and you kept fumbling on your words. it was just so unfair. why should you bear the sins of other people? post debut, you were looking at the tweets and were just so heartbroken to see the double treatment people were giving you. you hated everything at that moment, and were rethinking if you did the right thing. it wasn't fair. you were human too. months passed by and you were never free from the foul mouths of the people on the internet, and it drained you so much. you wanted to make a living, wanted to do your best to provide content for people just as it makes you happy. but if happiness wasn't destined for you, and if people couldn't see your sincerity, then maybe it was all your fault in the end.
a/n: bro can i just say i hate angst skskssksk this sucks
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metalbrojack · 5 months
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Doing something for myself on this one bc I’ve been needing this since forever
Brittany Furlan Nsfw alphabet
(Male reader intended and implied polyamory with tommy lee bc I think he’s hot )
Genre-smut(obviously 🙄)
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GRRAHRAHRAH…sorry
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
She’s probably too nice, like accidentally making you cry because she’s just like, “I’m so proud of you, you did so well for me.” *curls up and dies*
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
For her she really likes her legs, she likes to wrap them around your waist and pull you close. For you it would probably be your lips, she’s constantly praising your mouth during sex.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically...)
She likes when you cum inside her mouth and cunt but also on her face. But she likes to cum on your fingers so you can suck on them.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
She secretly likes when you look up at her with big puppy eyes, especially when she’s riding you. And she really wants to peg you but she’s afraid of asking.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
She’s naturally just good at everything, she knows exactly how to make you fall head over heels (tears for fears?!!)
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying.)
Reverse cowgirl and missionary are definitely most common but she enjoys spooning as well.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
It depends on how horny she is. If she’s having morning sex when you’re both sleepy she is giggling and making jokes. But if she’s planning on having sex she is more serious.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
She shaves. I mean she takes a lot of bikini pictures and I would imagine she would have it shaven but maybe just a little bit on there and it’s a dark brown.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect...) 
She really gets into the moment, only you and her exist for a moment to her.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
She does, even if you’re home. But doesn’t let you when she’s not home and really likes phone sex when she’s away.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
She has a mommy kink, enjoys semi public sex. And she likes to deny your orgasm.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
Preferably the bedroom but open to do it anywhere with privacy.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
When you get whiny and when you obviously need help with something but you deny every time she tries to help.(a bit random I know but…🤭)
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
She would never want to hit you, maybe some light spanking but absolutely never on the face.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Receiving. But sometimes she gives you head, she’s really good at it too. Leaves you whining and panting after.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
She likes to go faster when she’s really in the mood but again, morning sex is slow and sensual .
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
She loves a good quickie every now and then, but prefer to have proper sex.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Absolutely, she’ll be touching you in all the right ways just to get you riled up.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last...)
A while, maybe 3-4 rounds when she’s really horny but normally 2-3.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Yes. She uses them on you and herself. Weather that be double penetration or a vibrator to overstimulate you.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
She likes to get you all riled up and when you look at her like, “what are you doing?” She’ll just be all giggly and act innocent.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Loud. Like it’s almost pornographic. Moans and squeals mainly and sometimes some subtle praises here and there.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Threesome with Tommy is happening. No negotiating.
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants.)
Kinda toned tbh. She has abs and bigger thighs and it’s kinda obvious how she can use those muscles.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
1-10… about a 7 on a good day regularly it’s a 5
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not very quickly, makes sure you have everything you need before she even thinks about herself.
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vividachromatic · 1 year
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Hiii! Would you write servant nagito x reader where the reader meets servant and he like saves their life, so they repay him witht a hug and by sewing him a plush of him as a animal or something?
Sure(: I love servant nagito hehe (I mean I like every version of him, bc I'm a simp, but yeah...)
I also liked this request, it was fun to write (: Hope you like it.
Also TW for Blood and Death (But it's set in UDG, so...)
Servant Nagito saving the Reader during the Tragedy
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Before the tragedy, you weren't that familiar with blood. With the smell of blood. The sound of screaming and kids laughing at the same time. You never thought you had to see a friend of yours fall before your eyes but keep running.
And running. While not even seeing where you were running, because of the tears blurring your sight.
It was a miracle you were even still alive at this point. But even that short-lived luck seemed to end now. You were running for so long, you couldn't feel your legs anymore. You didn't even notice, when you stopped running, because you tripped at some point. Probably over one of the dozens of bodies lying everywhere.
You only noticed when a certain person, you couldn't recognize was getting closer and closer in your field of view.
Which was weird, because the laughter only sounded like it got further away with time, as your field of view got more blury.
Wait, were you dying?
You smiled sadly, as the silhouette of the person, who would surely be your death came closer.
You touched the wound in on chest and your hand was instantly wet.
Oh, so this was your blood now?
It was unfair. So unfair. There were still so many things you wanted to do. So many people you wanted to make smile with your talent.
Adults and children. And here they were murdering each other. And soon you would be one of the many bodies scattered everywhere.
But it somehow felt peaceful. You already accepted that you were going to die. Maybe it would finally be a little more peaceful…
Your thoughts ended as your field of view turned completely black.
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You only felt like you could move again after you dreamed for hours.
You tried to open your eyes, but immediately closed them again because the light was too bright.
Were you in heaven now? Or any kind of afterlife? It felt so calm. So it definitely wasn't your world anymore. But it strangely didn't feel much different.
You heard something, sounding like a door opening.
Were there doors in heaven?
"So, you're finally awake?" You heard a calm voice ask.
When you tried opening your eyes again, it was still hard, but you tried to keep them open. You wanted to see, who was here with you.
When you slowly sat up and your eyes seemed to have completely adjusted to the light, you saw a frail young man with unnaturally light hair stand before you.
Even though his face looked angelic… you were sure you weren't in heaven. He had a chain around his neck, which made him look like a prisoner. He also had a strange, dark aura surounding him, even when his smile seemed friendly.
"I patched up your wounds. If you want to fully recover, I recommend you not to move too much for at least two days. You can stay at this place. I was planning to leave here anyways…"
Did that mean you weren't dead? Did that man save you?
You wanted to thank him, but he already turned to leave again. "Wait, please don't go yet!" you weakly stammered.
"Hehe…" He chuckled, "Don't worry, I was just going to get you something."
You calmed down again. You didn't know why, but you didn't want to be alone right now. Even though you didn't know that guy and he seemed strange. He saved you. And no bad person would do that, right?
When he entered the room again, he had a tray with food and water in his hands. He handed it to you and you hesitantly took it. He crossed his arms, looking down at you.
Was he just going to stand here, watching you eat?
When you didn't do anything and just blankly stared at him, he grinned. "What? Need me to feed you?"
"Ah, no." You responded and started eating. He sat on a chair beside your bed now, still watching you.
You felt a little uncomfortable under his gaze but didn't want to complain to the person, who saved you.
"Oh, also I'm sorry if it tastes awful. I made it."
And he was right, it didn't taste good. But it didn't taste awful just not really like... anything.
Still, it was the first warm food you'd eaten in weeks. This also made it the tastiest food, you've eaten in a long time. When you finally finished eating and drank your glass of water, you put the tray away.
"Thank you." you finally managed to get out, but he didn't answer you. He just looked at you with the same ambiguous smile he had, when first entering the room.
"I should leave now. There is still food in the fridge. Although you should probably check whether or not it's already expired…" He said while standing up.
"Wait." You grabbed his sleave. You still didn't want him to leave.
He looked at you with a curious smile.
You wanted to properly thank him. You stood up, too, even though the wound in your chest still hurt when moving. When you stood in front of him to face him, he slightly tilted his head.
You wrapped your hands around him in a hug.
You haven't hugged someone in such a long time… it felt good. It felt warm. Even though you didn't really know that person. You felt safe right now.
He froze. But after a minute he gathered himself and awkwardly patted you on your back. You needed, that hug and maybe he did, too…
But you felt that he was stiff and awkward against you, so you stepped back shortly after.
You looked into his eyes and repeated, "Thank you."
His smile was gone for the first time you've seen him. He looked pensive. "You really shouldn't thank someone like me."
He left quickly after.
You didn't expect to ever see him again, but still, you made something for him.
After all, making plushies was your ultimate talent, before all this began. Besides food, you also found all the things you needed to sew one. It was weird… kinda like it was left on purpose.
When you were finished, you were proud of yourself. You sewed a little plushie, that looked like him in sheep form. You smiled. You wondered if you would meet him again to give this to him. If not, you could keep it as a reminder of the person, who saved you.
But you did hope you would see again.
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Three days later you heard the door loudly opening again.
You haven't left the small empty building yet, as there was still enough food there and you didn't really want to see what was going on outside.
You were scared, of who it could be, so you glanced around the corner.
It was the same boy, who's patched you up before. His knees were bloody, as he stumbled to sit somewhere.
You stepped from behind the corner. He looked up surprised, but relaxed when he saw you.
"So, you didn't leave yet? What a lucky coincidence." He smiled. His smile looked kinda scary. How could he have that expression, when his knees looked like they were literally sliced up?
And how would someone even get that wound? It was weird, but you felt sorry for him.
"Wait, I'll help you." you made your way to him. He looked slightly surprised but didn't resist when you helped him walk to the couch to sit on. He was surprisingly light, so it wasn't hard to let him lean on you, even when you weren't that strong yourself.
When he sat down, you brought the medical kit he patched you up with before.
He was intensely watching you, while you were patching him up.
When you were finished, he didn't thank you, he just continued to stare at you.
You felt a little uncomfortable and remembered, that there was still something you wanted to give him. So you stood up to bring it to him.
When you found it, you made your way over to him again and placed it in his hands. He looked at the plush version of him surprised.
"This is a thank-you, for helping me some days ago… I hope you like it."
He sighed, closing his eyes. "You don't know who I am, right?" he asked you with a weird smile.
Although he enjoyed being temporarily not looked at with fear or disgust, he has to be fair to someone like you. An Ultimate.
"What do you mean?" you asked him confused.
His eyes changed a little. They looked darker now. "I am one of the Remnants of Despair."
Your eyes widened. You knew who those people were. The Remnants of Despair? Did he mean it? He was one of the people, who were responsible for all this chaos?
"That's… surprising. But you still helped me. So, I still want you to keep it." you answered.
If he really was one of those people, you wondered why he even helped you. You probably should have run away when hearing who he was. But he didn't look like someone who would hurt you.
"That's quite the unexpected answer. But at least it's not boring." he gave you a closed-eyed smile.
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arminsumi · 5 months
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@ your latest reblog about smut being fast food.. I'm not a follower for long BUT I happen to be on here for 10+ years and let me tell you: there's nothing more boring than a fic that's simply about smut. If I read a fic and the writer doesn't even put in the effort to make it at least sound as if that certain character would say xyz then I'll just skip lmao.
I appreciate thoroughly checked works.. characters being spot on and some good worldbuilding. I'm so sick of boring fics that you can literally apply to ANY character and it "works".
If a writer is able to really indulge into a character, their past, what they've been through and so on.. that's what makes me interested in a fic. It should fit the character and you shouldn't be able to copy paste the same work with a different character. I really like your fics that don't include smut at all such as "photograph" that made my heart sink let me tell you. The way it was so innocent and it all came down to Satoru crying and sobbing I can totally see him being heartbroken bc of something like this and he'd totally do it in silence too.
I know I'm just one of a few but please don't be discouraged by clown fics that are full of notes but don't even contain a proper plot. It seems unfair and it is bc most readers are just horny and who am I to blame lol. I also love smut but you know what's even better? If you can imagine that character saying these things, if the scenery makes sense if their relationship makes sense..
I appreciate writers that still care about the little things. Please don't stop putting in the effort because it seems like nobody is truly liking your fluffy fics.. I do and I also love heart wrenching angst and other fics.
I hope you're feeling a lil better now.. had to get that off my chest 🩷
omg 😭💗
thank u so much for taking the time to write this, it's rlly reassuring and so sweet of u!!
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i've been a bit self-conscious of my works lately because i see paragraph smut getting great feedback and then thought-out plots being lost in the tumblr void.
so i start scrutinizing my own work like ok maybe this wasn't as good as i thought?? did i structure it wrong?? is the flow bad??
i rlly try hard to ensure quality and do thorough editing and carefully write dialogues.
because i personally hate reading stuff and thinking "yeahhhh they'd never say that lol" bc it just breaks the immersion.
fanfic is a special type of reading experience, because the reader is usually self-inserting into the world and daydreaming about the scenario.
and also regarding smut, sometimes i hate writing full smut scenes or writing extremely satisfying sex. because in real life it's not like that, and i'd like to show relationship development like maybe character A says ok let's stop for now or maybe they don't go too far or maybe they're dissatisfied.
but i fear that writing about realistic, emotional sexual interactions with angst and (fluffy ones with short smut and long aftercare/after scenes) will not be well-received or enjoyed. it would greatly help plotlines of some of my angst fics, like the one where satoru loves the reader but she absolutely doesn't, but they "try" make it work and it falls apart because she feels emotionless during intimacy with him (but not with suguru, and she can't fall for him bc yk... tight-knit friend group problems 😔)
idk but it's alright bc i have my own personal rules of writing that i try to stick to, and i'm trying not to let notes or feedback deter me. i always hide in Kerouac's books when i lose sight of truthful writing lol
anyways thank u for ur motivational words they are stored in my heart hehe 💗👍
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softer-sunny · 1 year
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Chaotic Rex tickle headcanons bc I’ve got him on the brain
Rex is a moderately ticklish person. It isn’t to a ridiculous level but he’s definitely got sweet spots and he sees tickling as like. A fun game.
One of those sweet spots is his sides. And he’s totally week to anyone squeezing them.
IDK WHY BUT HE GIVES ME BEING WEAK TO ANY SORT OF SQUEEZING OR KNEADING TO HIS STOMACH I CANT EXPLAIN IT’S JUST THE VIBES
The lower tummy area gets him to snort I don’t make the rules (I do)
His laugh is just so… warm and comforting and every single time Cody hears it he just has to smile so big because that sound is so good.
Rex goads Cody into tickling him by being a little shit. Because Cody needs to play around more and Rex loooooooves being a menace to his brother.
Cody sits on his back sometimes and absolutely goes to town and just smiles and teases while Rex CACKLES he’s evil I love him
When the twins come into the picture they tend to gang up on him but he also sometimes maybe let’s them win because they tend to get really excited about it when they do and he’s a sucker for that
Rex wrestles with the twins a lot and almost always ‘cheats’ by tickling them to get the upper hand. (Even though he doesn’t have to cheat to take them down)
He’s a menace and does the whole “what’re you laughing for? What’s so funny???” Routine when he’s tickling someone. Here I repeat: menace.
sneAKS HIS HANDS UNDER BLANKETS TO TICKLE HIS BROTHERS BC IT MAKES THEM EXTRA SQUIRMY HE IS EVIL
Rex has the absolute genius idea one day to get the dominos to help him take down Cody and it is probably the most adorable thing he’s ever witnessed
It turns into a free for all because Cody is simply too good at tickle fights and it gets them all to turn against each other it’s so unfair
Wait okay I have this really wholesome image of Echo having a tough day and just crawling into Rex’s bed for some comfort while Rex reads or does paperwork. And once he realizes Echo is upset and doesn’t really want to talk about it he just gently traces on tickle spots to get him to smile. After Echo has giggled himself out Rex throws an arm around him and cuddles him and my heart literally can’t handle that it’s too much. I need to WRITE THAT OMFG
Fives keeps trying to sneak attack Rex but… cmon. The captain always knows he’s being followed it never works and consistently ends up with Fives being the one laughing his head off
Rex is super playful about it and he thinks it’s fun to shed the serious professional captain image every now and again and that is the hill I will die on
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theragethatisdesire · 10 months
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For the NSFW alphabet! (sorry got carried away) :P
F= Favorite position
G= Goofy (how serious are they)
K= Kink (kinks what they like possibly unusual)
H= Hair (grooming habits)
J= Jack off (do they masturbate and how often)
S= Stamina (how many times they can go and how long each round lasts)
U= Unfair (how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves)
V= Volume (are they loud, what sounds, and do they talk)
W= Wild card (random sincannon of any sort)
OKAY MOCHI. i am so sorry i was going to do this last night when i got off but it was a rough one so here i am bright and early to talk about jean <33
nsfw headcanons for mullet daddy under the cut
F. Favorite position
weirdly enough this one was so hard. i think jean likes anything where he can see you- that doesn't necessarily mean missionary all the time, though. i think he loves when you ride him and has a huge mirror thing (if you couldn't tell by 'pretty girl' lol), like any position that lets him see how good you're feeling and watch how your jaw drops when he hits the right spot. jean also gets pretty rough, so it's a good way for him to check in on you subtly to see how you're feeling
G. Goofy
i feel like jean likes things to stay pretty serious in the bedroom? like, if you bonk your head on something and start giggling he'll laugh too, but jean is really about fully immersing you in what's he's doing to you because it's the best way to get you completely fucked out and crying for him esp with how rough he likes to be.
K. Kink
ok there are some obvious ones u guys have seen in my writing before like dacryphilia, degradation, breeding kink, etc. but i'd like to expand on some of his more...unique ones?? firstly, jean has a daddy kink. like he would never initiate it bc he's a little embarrassed, but if you slip up one time (*cough* pretty girl one shot) and he realizes you like it too??? oh he's all over it. also cockwarming. jean's favorite thing is to cum in you and stay there until he gets hard again, play with your hair and make sure you're alright, etc, and then he's going again, goes hand in hand with the breeding kink obvi. definitely has a size kink as well, that's where his little thing with loving to be able to see you comes in, he loves to see how his hand dwarfs yours, how your body stretches to fit him, how he can manhandle you. def a size kink.
H. Hair
jean likes to be clean-shaven i feel like, he definitely subscribes to that age-old myth that being shaven "makes it look bigger" LOL. like, he's not consistently shaving every time there's a little bit of hair, but he prefers it that way.
for you, i don't think he cares very much? if anything, i think he'd enjoy if you have a little bit of hair. jean strikes me as someone that's very into the idea of a "natural woman", thinks it's sexy when you look as woman as you can, and as any woman knows, body hair is just a part of that.
J. Jack off
weirdly enough, i don't think jean masturbates all that much, especially if he has you around. like, he'll masturbate in the shower, when he's really horny and alone, normal guy stuff. i also hc that jean deeply dislikes porn for some reason. like it's just so fake and he knows how women in porn are often treated and it ruined it for him a long time ago, so if he's jacking off, it's solely with your nudes or his memories/fantasies lol.
S. Stamina
ok jean can last. like not afraid to pull out and slip his fingers in to make you cum just so he can keep going longer and put himself off. he's also a fan of multiple rounds-- like i said earlier, cums inside you and keeps you pinned underneath him, holding you in his arms and being sweet to you for a few precious minutes until you see his eyes darken and feel him getting hard again inside you, and then it's time for round 2. i would say ideally jean wants to cum 2-3 times in one "session" lol so a few rounds, but again, he can hold out for hours. not a quickie guy by any means.
U. Unfair
jean is a huge dirty talker, you know it, i know it, we all know it. it's practically canon at this point. i think his favorite way to rile you up would be to lean down and whisper something in your ear in public, a promise of what he's going to do to you later, what he thinks of your outfit, etc. he's good at it too, to the point where he doesn't need to touch you to tease you, just use his words. absolutely the type to make you take your panties off at an event or at dinner and let him keep them in his pocket.
jean will absolutely punish you for it (unfair!), but he loves when you tease him, especially when you know he can't take you right then and there. a little lingering touch on his upper thigh under the table, bite his bottom lip when he kisses you goodbye for work, anything like that drives him insane and he'll think about it for the rest of the day, and trust me, you're in for it when you get home.
V. Volume
again, huge dirty talker and so good with his words. loves to force you to talk or answer him, or at least try to, especially when he has you so fucked out you can't think straight. asks you questions, what feels good, and we know this from experience, but loves to force you to tell him what you want even when your brain is so dizzy you don't even know what that is.
as far as sounds, jean's a grunter/groaner to me. like he isn't trying too hard not to be vocal, but everything sounds like it just sort of slipped out without him necessarily meaning to. think very deep, rumbling groans from in his chest, little grunting noises esp when you go down on him.
W. Wild card
jean's not a huge roleplay guy, but his favorite thing you ever tried together was the "strangers meeting up at a bar" scenario. he had you get all dolled up and go wait at a fancy bar near your home, and jean approached, acting like he was a total stranger, and picked you up for the night. he still isn't sure why, but it drove him crazy, and now he suggests doing it once a month lol
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