#i know pokemas isnt canon but like its close enough. and n seems so much happier there. still on the ''poke balls are restrictive'' thing | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

claitea · 2 years

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i restarted my pkmn black file a while ago and just beat the elite four and i am feeling. so normal about n harmonia i swear. i just need a minute though going in his room shattered me

#clai speaks #GOD THIS IS WHY. EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT FULLY APPRECIATE BW'S STORY WHEN I FIRST PLAYED BC I WAS LIKE SEVEN #THIS IS WHY N REMAINED MY UNDISPUTED FAVORITE POKEMON CHARACTER FOR TWELVE YEARS UNTIL SUBM@S TOOK OVER #bc its been over a decade since i first finished the game i forgot a lot of the details of the plot #so it was like seeing a lot of stuff for the first time almost. the castle took me offguard i forgot it did that qjvwjevhrvfjb #what absolutely broke me to the point of rambling here is the fact that one of the shadow triad appears. points you to n's room #and tells you ''this is the world given to him''. his world was this one castle. a tiny playroom.#concordia says ghetsis only allowed n to interact with pokemon wronged by humans and that helped shape his drastic worldview #coupled with the fact he was kept in such a tiny world. anthea and concordia say he's pure and innocent. and it was used against him #interacting with his train set suggests it was recently played with. also its still running on its tracks so it has fresh batteries obv #did he go in there? was he Just in there playing with the toys in there #the tracks are scattered and theres a train stuck up into the basketball hoop. he was angry while handling these toys?#the forcefulness of when he talks to alder after beating him really took me offguard bc i'm used to the gentler ns from other media #i forgot he gets that passionate here. it just. Augh #its the little things about the playroom that just. Ruined me now that i'm actually able to appreciate them #the absolute sinisterness of it all. taking this kindhearted kid who didnt know better and molding him into what he is now #still as kindhearted as ever. he has good intentions. but he was restricted and manipulated until he became like this #its just a wonder this went over my head for so many years and only Now do i see it all. i'm broken dont talk to me rn #it just makes the fact that i read his pokemas story literally like two hours ago worse JWHHDHDH #i know pokemas isnt canon but like its close enough. and n seems so much happier there. still on the ''poke balls are restrictive'' thing #but he's been allowed to travel and see new things and now he accepts things he was told were bad. its. i'm gonna cry #I'M NOT EVEN DONE MAN I STOPPED AFTER I WENT IN HIS ROOM I COULDNT TAKE IT #NATURAL HARMONIA GROPIUS MY BELOVED #it just all hit me so hard i needed to ramble about it somewhere #if you read this all thank you for tolerating my Likes N Pokemon Too Much Disease

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