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jack-nicholsons-nudes · 7 years

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i don;t know how extra i am being

i am lit crying rn cuz he wouldn’t call me and doesn’t want to talk to me

he thought thi break would be a good thing

idk what he means by that

sounds like break up talk and i’m scared

people always said if you need help ask for it

but they resent the shit out of you if you kkeep asking for help

i can’t help it i need help

i just am hurt

and i can’t let stuff sit

i can’t just not say anything

i think i would explode

i just want to be happy

and if that has to do with you then get strapped

because i will ask for help as often as i need to

because thats why were together

so i can be there for you and you will be there for me

if thats not the case then what am i

a sex object

like straight up not defining it is getting to be more and more of a problem the less you go down on me the more i am willing to do anal the more i give and you still refuse to say im giving you anything, im just a friend so you don’t have to be there for me when i’m sad but i’ll give you 40 min blow jobs because it makes you happy. like as much as it’s intresting and okay for me, like me blowing you is for you, and if i’m not doing that your pretty much over me it feels like and i want some give you know,i want something that shows your intrested in me even a little bit beyond what cookies i can get and that i give good head and thats not going to go away with me being home, i want you to at least pretend to be intrested in this week where i can give you nothing

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