anyway think often of how life changing and load bearing it is to know and even just see things from many cool and swagful disabled ppl on the Internet and just. identifiable ways were im like. hey. irl person... i think ur lacking some. serious. knowing more disabled persons. and like. fuck do i have to be the cool swagful disabled person from the Internet? thats too much pressure.
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god ok i need to get it off my mind or it will eat me alive or I will forget my actual thoughts abt it sooo here I go
Hi...soo this is me talking abt the current Dragon Tears that I obtained. Yesterday I got Dragon tear #5 and today I managed to get #6 and #7 and...yeah. I was originally planning to hold on my thoughts until I completed the Gerudo Region but what I saw in those memories I have things to say and idk how long it would take me to complete it so I'm starting with the dragon tear memories. (also sadly no in-game/cutscene screenshots this time around cause I kept forgetting and didn't took any </3)
So Tear #5 we got more to "know" abt Ganondorf. Where he apologizes abt what he did in Tear #4 to Rauru and Sonia. And I think I'm just going to share what I said last night abt it
Sooo I wasn't expecting this type of writting with Ganondorf. I obviously sound very emotional in these messages cause I was heading straight to sleep after I got the cutscene, I don't think totk Ganondorf is worse than oot Ganondorf. I think he's a different kind of badly written meanwhile with OoT I can cut him some slack where he's technically the first Ganondorf from an old console game yada yada. Also worldbuild of Zonai?? No? Ganondorf is just gonna casually throw that dialogue that Zonai were once gods or smth like that and never mention it again ok. And like I said in those messages I think what Ganondorf said abt Rauru marrying Sonia was so ughhhhhhhhhh like really? We're gonna make him racist cause you couldn't add depth to a villain really? And his motives abt wanting to become king is just...that he has no motives he has no reason on why he wants to do it just cause he's EVILLLL and he has EVILLL intentions OOOOOOOOOOO like fuck off. How is it possible that nintendo was able to give him depth in Wind Waker and then water down his character to "ummm cringe that YOU as a Zonai married a Hylian Woman you're a beta 🤓" Nintendo says, "we don't want people to like him or find him interesting he's the bad guy! make him say something racist and give him no clear motive on why he wants to do what he wants to do he's EVILLL you're not supposed to root for him!!"
But sure give him no motive on why he wants to do this other than being evil. Nintendo is honestly better off writing comedic villains with dark lore (Kohga) I knew that they would never reach WW Ganondorf levels of good but from what im seeing like wooowww
anyways to add a glimpse of hope Tear #6 came clutch w Sonia and Rauru. I loved the dynamic they both have with Zelda they're like parents to her...wah and I simply adored how Sonia mentions Link like a mother asking for who's that cute boy you've been talking to? and Rauru being so curious to meet him. This memory was so cute I would love to wish blissful of this family living happily.
Final memory I currently got is Tear #7 and ohhhhh this is the one that just drained me.
So Sonia dies, I was honestly like surprised or shocked idk I was not expecting it good ol gotcha moment. and YES I SAW GANONDORF'S NASTY SMILE THAT ACTUALLY FREAKED ME OUT LIKE EW
AND I was sad that we're not going to see Sonia anymore rlly loved her I was hoping for more of her as a character. But yeah I was in shambles when that cutscene happened, like once I got the cutscene I just closed the game cause I just wanted to process what happened.
And that is all I have, sorry if I sound more pessimistic and negative this time around. Just realizing where they are going with Ganondorf just put me into the 10 stages of grief. Looking forward more to the story and the characters just not Ganondorf
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yellowface has a high goodreads rating (4+ stars) so the negative reviews were more interesting and my thoughts on how the book was received
yellowface being marketed as a satire made some ppl dismiss it just bc it wasn’t...funny? idk
a lot of ppl were mad yellowface wasn’t a ‘teachable moment’ type of book which is funny bc r f kuang openly criticizes books like the help that are good objectively are basically books on race that hand hold white ppl and teach them racism bwad :( wah wah. like ofc the book w a hard headed white protag is not gonna have a teachable moment? they wanted a mystical elder asian woman to explain racism to her so bad
few ppl complained that r f kuang didnt dig deeper into discussions within the asian disapora specifically i saw one person mention how we need to talk abt asian americans dating white which is.......i mean why expect that from this book w a short sighted WHITE protagonist? the point is literally that she can’t grasp the diaspora...cmon now 😭
like i said before secretly a lot of readers were mad june wasn’t redeemed from being a racist 😭😭😭😭😭😭 no comment
if the author is similar to any character then kys is not a take i expected to see. where was this vitriol when the after series came out gaklgaklglkga
oh saw a few comments abt how june was very 2d and she was cartoonishly evil with no insight as to why she is the way she is. which is one of the weirder comments like i don’t think they read the book fully. june is literally just a defensive white woman that uses mental health as a shield. and theres a lot of time dedicated to how she feels inadequate, and is seeking the approval from the book community she never got from her mother. as a creative june is very relatable and what she does isnt even that outlandish it’s happened before white ppl steal bc they feel like they’re owed something or that the world is out to get them bc for once the attention isnt on them
one critique that i do agree with is that the book hammered u over the head that june is racist and that plagiarism is bad. and she asks over and over again why can’t she tell stories of other cultures and no one in the narrative even comes close to the point that its fucked up shes telling stories from other races when the ppl who directly were affected by what she’s stealing only have a fleeting chance of getting their story told despite MULTIPLE instances of it being possible. even if june didnt accept it its weird that she never got the obvious answer to her stupid ass question. the subtext abt why it was bad was there but its weird that multiple times she breeches that subject and no one ever gets the chance to challenge her
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ok ok khml beta spoilers (part one of whatever this is going to be idk i'm just gonna ramble about my thoughts and observations)
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh wah awa wahhhhhh i want this game now i won't lie to you this looks really cool i can't believe it's real. or a mobile game for that matter. imagine this as a full console game. imagine khux and khdr as this. insane
remus... nice!!! can we like. see him in full lighting though so i could get a good sense of his color scheme. ok i like this guy already i like his casual/rude vibes and the way he talks
i hope he has a brother named romulus and i hope romulus kills him it needs to happen sorry. idc whether it's shock value or something very narratively heavy i need fratricide in this game idc
so they're doing the good old 'every other character in the cutscene is gonna be voiced except the protagonist whose dialogue just shows up silently but their mouth still moves' thing huh. can't wait to see how this plays out. looks like player is still gonna have limited dialogue overall so that works. but like man i kinda wish they'd just give player a canon voice or two or three. imagine that being something you could choose
i'm gonna read too deeply into player's amnesia including their name but not including their fighting ability. like they could've had you type in a name during the character creation screen and had player respond to the question later but nope we specifically establish that they don't remember and have to make one up on the spot. you know what they do remember though? combat. weapons. carrying out their missions as a keyblade wielder, all they were ever meant to do. gonna be normal about this for sure
the scala world card... DUDE...
so after multiple joke posts we finally have a real freya... i don't know why i'm surprised. dunno if i vibe with her full outfit yet (i think the red jacket uniform is kinda overbearing and might get old fast if both she and remus and probably at least 20 other characters will have it but in a cleaner or more stylized render i'd love it probably) but like dude the cat ear accessories... were those there last time? did i not notice them last time? those are perfect
literally ALL of this music is so cheerful... the dearly beloved is super upbeat, the new field theme for scala and the astral plane and combat and the tutorial menus etc etc... it's so strange. i KNOW they're hiding the absolute tragedy from us. goth aesthetic combined with whimsical peaceful tunes. what's happening here
the. the pit... that's their portal?? when you wanna go to the astral plane you jump in The Machinery Hell Pit? absolutely not you would never convince me to do that
so begins the gacha/microtransaction hell. i sure hope it's easy enough to get whatever ingame currency there is through other means
i'm actually loving the amount of customization options dude that's so cool
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all these dumbass women who say they just wanna be taken care of and frolic in a field while their husbands make the money and provide the “masculine” energy etc unironically need to watch friends. it’s really weird but one thing i’ve learned is that a lot of gen z and younger have never seen it which is wild to me lmao
and i’m not saying it’s the perfect representation of feminism, not at all, but it’s got great merits. it showed positive, strong relationships between young women well into their thirties, despite dating and multiple relationships. there was pretty minimal shaming of women’s sex lives. there was very little drinking/drug abuse. there was a healthy lesbian relationship introduced at the beginning.
AND THE VERY FIRST EPISODE introduced rachel by having her turn up in her wedding dress, after having run away from her wedding, and making a decision to abandon the financial safety her father and fiance would have promised for something of her own. she started at the bottom at 26 as a waitress and had to learn how to be independent. obv her arc was unrealistic, but it’s tv, and the message is simple: do what’s best for you, the happiness and opportunities will follow. conquer your fear of failure and work through the hard times and it will be worth it, hard times will come, good times will too.
a lot of people really think rachel was shallow and vain but i honestly see her as one of the strongest characters in the show and an excellent example to women. monica and phoebe were good in their own right, but rachel just really inspires me lol. like i said she did a really hard thing; walked away from financial security in order to stand on her own feet, not knowing what she was doing, how it turned out. she used her former mean-girl ways to be fiercely confident and loyal to her friends. she wouldn’t take ross’s shit when he slept with someone else, and she ate when she wrote him that 18 pager (& still refused to take him back). i think she was just the easy one to hate because she was hot and popular and broke ross’s bitch baby heart in high school wah wah. i honestly love rachel lol. and the writers maybe didn’t realize it but they showed how a woman can really do the hard things, get heartbroken by people who are supposed to love them, are always judged and type-casted, yet can thrive and succeed and be amazing people when given the freedom to do so. her confidence is something that grew over the course of the show and i think a lot of young girls and women would benefit from watching her growth, i really mean that. that’s why it was such a groundbreaking show in the 90s, because it was as kind to its female characters as it was to its males; it gave them moments of weakness and all, but it also developed richly textured female characters whose arcs were as complex (or more) than their male counterparts. idk…getting emotional over this tv show…i get that it’s widely beloved but just. not for the right reasons LOL
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i wont go home without you
Jay Park x Idol!Reader
Summary: Jay has had a crush on you for years, but you were always too busy or out of reach for him. But now that he's got you walking around his company because of your collaboration with Simon Dominic & Mokyo, he thinks it's a good time as ever to get the show on the road.
Word Count: 1k+
Warnings: Pining, fluff, typos, etc.
A/N: idk why i felt really inspired to write this but here you go! I hope you enjoy it @bird-pinkxx lol i hope i dont have too many typos i havent gone through this yet.
I open the door and poke my head inside the studio. I break into a smile when I see Ssam-D and Mokyo staring into the bright screen wordlessly while arranging some .
"Ooohhh, so serious," I tease as I walk in. The two turn to me and I hold up some iced coffee drinks, "want to spill this all over the mixing panel?"
Mokyo chuckles while Simon Dominic clicks his tongue, "ya, you really know how to drive Jay nuts."
I knit my brows as I hand them the beverages, "this has literally nothing to do with him, but okay."
"Ya, everything you do here has everything to do with him. He owns the floor you're standing on."
I narrow my eyes at him, "okay? What do you want me to do, levitate?"
Mokyo snorts at that as he gets his share and passes Ssam-D the other, "he's trying to be a wingman for Jay." He sips on his drink, "he came in a minute ago, thinking you were here, then played it off and left when you weren't."
"Right," Ssam-D agrees, sipping on his drink, "he's so stupid when he's around you. It was cute at first," Kiseok sighs, "now it's so annoying."
I purse my lips and shrug, "again... not sure what I'm supposed to do with that information."
Kiseok takes a big gulp then pulls the straw away from his lips, "what do you think of him anyway?"
"Wah," I shake my head and raise my hands, "I think he's Jay Park."
Mokyo makes a dramatic pained sound and places a hand on his left rib cage. I raise a brow at that and narrow my eyes. I proceed to shove him just as he's about to take a sip. He pulls his cup away and looks at me with wide eyes, "Ya! What would you did if this gets on the equipment?!"
I click my tongue and give him a look, "make Jay daddy pay for it, obviously."
Kiseok wheezes and cackles at that , nearly shooting out of his seat in amusement. I break into a chuckle as Mokyo snorts.
"But seriously, I don't you like him, even just a little bit?" Kiseok inquires.
I take a moment to respond, "I mean, we don't really talk much and I personally don't like guys who can't even admit they like me, you know."
Kiseok nods his head slowly at that. Mokyo agrees, "Fair."
The three of us brainstorm and talk about our ideas and vision for our collaboration. We've been going through stuff all day now and only just had a break. For a while, we take turns discussing our thoughts, then we begin to freestyle verses.
Having had a eureka moment, I am promptly told to go into the booth and record the tune we suddenly thought of.
I walk into the room, put the headphones on and practice the bars we got. I pull out my phone and go over the lyrics we made. I repeat it a couple times and do some spontaneous riffs.
"Wah!" I hear an exclaim.
I look outside the booth and see their looks of astonishment. Mokyo chimes in, "can you repeat that again?"
"This one?" I ask and proceed to repeat what I did last.
I am quickly praised and encouraged.
The minutes melt like seconds as I'm singing my heart out to this improv. I have only one side of the headphones against my ear and I close my eyes as I throw my head back and belt.
I nod each time I get a signal to repeat, redo, or tweak something but keep my eyes fixed on my phone, typing away the pointers I'm given.
By the time I'm done, I finally look out the booth and shape my hands into a heart. Only then do I notice Jay is outside smiling back at me with the other two in his label.
"Great job," Kiseok praises, raising a thumb, " I got chills when you did the riffs."
Mokyo agrees and so does Jay. I break into a laugh and shake my head, but nonetheless thank them.
I turn to Jay, who was already looking at me, "oh, you're here? When did you come in?"
"In the best moment, I think, when you were going over the end of the verse," he says with a grin.
"Oooh, I really like that part too."
Simon Dominic and Mokyo exchange looks, the former clears his throat, "yeah. I think we're good for today. We can contine tomorrow."
I nod, placing a hand on my belly, "I'm starving. It feels like I didn't have lunch."
Concerned, Jay's eyebrows quirk, "you didn't have lunch?"
"No, I said it feels like it," I click my tongue, "I had lunch, but these two stayed back and recorded some rap lines."
Jay lets out a breath. Mokyo defends himself, "we ate a big breakfast!"
I roll my eyes, "and you should have ate your shoes while I ate a sandwich for lunch."
"How about we," Jay raises his hands and claps them together, "all have dinner together? My treat."
The two of them instantly agree but I don't, which is why all eyes fall on me. I hesitate, "I don't know."
"Ah ya," Kiseok scolds, "you're not going to skip dinner on my watch."
"Trust me I won't. I just have an early schedule tomorrow and I know you'll all be drinking and I'd rather not drink and be shitfaced the next day."
Jay doesn't miss a beat when he responds, "I won't drink either."
The three of us turn to him. Mokyo snorts. Kiseok calls him out.
I take a moment to respond before ultimately shrugging and agreeing.
On our way to the restaurant, Jay does nothing but compliment me as he drives. Although the three of us decided to sit back and make it look like Jay was our driver, he didn't mind and still went out of his way dote about everything, from my appearance, to my singing, to my career, to my personality, to downright things that he probably only just thought of in the spur of the moment, like being able to put up with Simon Dominic and Mokyo at the same time.
I mean, I don't know what they're like around him but they aren't that insufferable.
We promptly arrive to a restaurant and walk in.
We arrive at a table and Jay pulls out my chair for me. I thank him, adding a polite smile.
"Ya," Kiseok kicks Jay after helping me sit down, "quit it. It's too much."
Jay turns to him and breaks into a chuckle, "ya, you're the one who said our vocal star likes dudes who are upfront about their emotions and I'm about to show everyone just how upfront I can get."
Mokyo sighs and sits down next to me.
Jay turns to him, "Ya."
I turn to Jay and Ssam-D, "of course you two talked about me."
Kiseok clicks his tongue in annoyance, "the idiot won't shut up about it. I had to throw him something."
The two sit down. Jay decides to sit in front of me after Mokyo's adamance to staying in his seat.
"So," Jay leans in, elbows resting on the table, "are you seeing anyone?"
I snort. The other two collectively groan.
"I'm sure you can be seen just fine," says Mokyo.
I can't help but mirror Jay's actions though, placing my elbows on the table, "I'm not."
Jay dramatically leans back and places a hand on his chest, "wah, my heart just skipped a beat after being so near your pretty face."
Mokyo is disgusted. Kiseok is oddly endeared and can't help but grin at the interaction.
I decide to jest, "Too bad the feelings aren't mutual."
Jay leans forward and taps the table with his finger, "how do I make the feelings mutual then?"
"Good evening, are you ready to order?"
We turn to the waitress and I break into a smile, "Chicken and ice cream."
Jay firmly pats the table then points, "okay, chicken and ice cream for my future lover."
"That's it," Mokyo pushes himself back and stands, "I'm fucking leaving."
"Ya, Choi Myung-hwan," I turn to him and catch his shirt in my fist, "sit down."
Mokyo sits down.
Jau randomly blurts, "that was hot."
It's Kiseok's turn, "Ya!" he breaks into a chuckle but then makes an annoyed sound, "how was that hot."
Jay doesn't spare him a look and smacks his lips, "well a hot person said it."
For the first time in our banter, I find my cheeks tingle at his comment. I clear my throat and motion to the lady standing by our table, "ya, she's been waiting for our order for five years."
The rest of the night continues like this. Jay says something cheesy, the two grow more annoyed, and I grow a little bit more willing to hear him out more.
By the time we finish eating, Jay purposefully calls out that he's only driving me home. I'm about to protest, but the two quickly agree that there was no way they were going to listen to Jay's compliments for me any longer.
The lack of people present in the ride back, partner with me now sitting in front out of courtesy made the first few moments of the drive a little awkward. Jay was quick to lighten up the mood though.
"Now, imma be real with you," Jay says, eyes fixed on the road as he makes a turn, "you drive me insane cause I have to actually will myself to be confident around you. You get it? I will myself to be confident."
I turn to him as he says this.
He continues, "I don't know what it is about you. Maybe the fact I've know you for a long time and yet we don't really talk, or maybe it's cause every time I see you have another great comeback after another great comeback and you just look prettier than ever."
I bring my hand to my lips in an attempt to hold back a smile.
Jay turns to me and catches this, chuckling at that, "gosh you don't know how elated I am to have you finally acknowledge my presence."
"Ya. Why are you acting like I've been ignoring you?"
Jay raises a brow, "well I couldn't get one good conversation out of you before, so it's just as good as being ignored."
I roll my eyes, "so dramatic."
Jay scrunches his nose, "so cute. Gah. A big part of my brain is yelling that I shouldn't go home without you but I don't play like that-- unless you want to, of course."
I clear my throat and cross my arms, "save that for another time."
I am taken aback by Jay suddenly bursting out laughing and gripping his fists in victory, "hell yeah! Here's to another time coming soon!"
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Pls tell me your ideas about their maybe-mom. And also any other ideas you have been playing around with that you are willing to share. Submas homelife hcs are always so interesting and fun esp if they're ones I've never heard before
WAH OKAY!! under a cut because. oh god i talked so much. i didn't realize that was gonna happen oops.
actually the funny thing is i have so many things i'm really solid on abt this character except for her uhhh. name. my first thought was anita virosa joy as a shortened form of amanita virosa (we'll get to why) but there's already a character in unova named after amanita so it feels... weird... and then i was also thinking about shepard joy, bc i think shepherd/shepard is a sort of fun thing to call both her and the subway bosses, and also bc it sort of nods to the only unovans with a full canonical name, the harmonias, who are named after musical tones (ghetsis specifically is named after a tritone), as a reference to shepard tones. but then idk if i want to change anita.
and uh. oh god this post is gonna be 50% talking about names, fuck. but unovan names are generally three parts. they use the roman tria nomina, so it goes first name-last name-last name part 2. which is why AVJ/ASJ, and not just AV/AS or AJ. the majority of the time, the last last name denotes a branch of the family, generally stemming from one person who was notable enough to earn a new one.
anyway, the last part of her name is definitely Joy. this is... getting into the region of hcs where i always sort of stop and go "dude this is pokemon. where are we going with this." but anyway, Pokémon Center Nurses in this hc are also generally referred to as "Nurse Joy," like the anime nurses, because their actual legal name is, always, Joy. this is bc the Joy Nursing Order is very intense as an organization, and it's kind of a requirement to adopt the name as a symbol of dedication. this is also why they all look the same like, down to the hair. Nurse Joy is almost like a character you adopt during work hours. most regions just have the family name and personal name, so you'd be XYZ Joy or Joy XYZ, but since unova has three names, it's not uncommon to see people preserve one part of their family name alongside Joy. i guess she could also be joy shepard? hmm.
...anyway. so yeah. she's a pokémon center nurse! or, a retired one, by the time of bw. and the reason why i'm not sold on her being like their, birth mom? or "adopted through normal legal channels" mom? is i don't think she intended to have. kids. being a nurse joy is kind of a demanding job and she's also super single (albeit pretty extroverted with a large social circle, but not really anyone that's like, coparent-with-me close). this is one of those things i keep going back and forth about, but right now what i'm thinking is that maybe the twins were originally the kids of friends of hers, who were very not prepared for having twins or kids as uhh. demanding. as they were. it might have originally been a temporary thing, where said friends went "hey anita i'm sooo super sorry to do this to you but can you watch them for a while while we uhhhhh leave. thx." and then she was like fucka you i'm keeping them. and they were fairly young but not like, babies at that time, probably somewhere in the 8-12 range. but this is all maybe things. if this IS the scenario, i think they're still vaguely in touch with those people (bc extended family interactions with other bw chars maybe) but probably don't consider them family. anita is their mom, thanks.
outside of being a nurse and their mom, her main hobby is pokemon fostering/rehab. she does both. her home's always overrun with little guys. she'll take more or less any of them, as long as they fit physically in her home lmao, but SPECIFICALLY she really likes poison types. her main partner's probably an amoonguss. (this is why the amanita virosa connection.) her one major deviation from the Nurse Joy Uniform is all of the bandaids and such because her hands & arms are perpetually fucked up. it's fine tho. she's used to it. a small price to pay for poison type.
relatedly i think the garbodor on the subway boss teams is actually from her originally. one of her major life goals has been a campaign to get larger unovan cities to shift from trubbish eradication efforts & perceiving them as pests towards actually treating them as worker pokemon, and giving them better care, with alolan grimer and muk and galarian weezing being a major source of inspiration. garbage pokemon are a known phenomenon! if you treat them right they will not be deadly!! she's actually been making pretty good progress on this one, esp. after she retired and could devote more time to it, and esp. in nimbasa city for no reason in particular.
while a lot of it is their own personal thing, i think she also encouraged parts of the twins' specific attitude towards responsibilities and like, general life philosophy. like, "you always have a duty to work with the task or the problem that's in front of you, to improve things for the people around you," etc. which is also sort of a joy nursing order attitude but she takes it to heart and applies it to the rest of her life in a very specific way. and then they took that and put their own spin on it.
i think she lives in anville town, maybe? somewhere where she can have a big enough house and yard to have two kids and a rotating cast of pokes, so not the city, lol. she's close with them still, and they visit pretty frequently (it helps that it's so easy for them if she's in anville) and also sometimes have pokemon for her or will help rehome some of them. and then she's friends with quite a lot of the town, and has established favor exchanges with them (mostly consisting of "anita my purrloin has a cold" or "anita i have a cold") so she was able to lean on quite a few other people to help look after these twins she'd... acquired... when she was busy with work. although they would have probably also come in to the pokemon center with her sometimes!
aaaaaand that's pretty much the whole character brief i think! there are other more minor things but i don't want this to be a mile long, lol, and most of it is "idk maybe" stuff. if you read this the whole way uhhh. thanks! i hope you enjoyed. like i said i had a lot of thoughts about her lmao.
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love your thoughts on character’s ages. looking forward to fontaine & sumeru :) i think you described it really well. ages for my are like… they exist but they don’t at the same time.
edit: OH MY GOD TUMBLRS EDITOR FORMATTING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! if you see random parts of words bolded PLEASE ignore i dont know why it keeps happening
if you're the same anon as the og ask i am so so so sorry about the delay T_T T_T i was drafting my answer and then boom life happened ..... anyways. thank you for enjoying my thoughts wah <3333333 "they exist but they don't" SAME SAME frfr. like the most on-point (internet) discussion I've read on ages is that the stage of life you're in is often the only factor that matters, and that can vary a lot based on like your past experiences and stuff. and from my own perspective this holds true—similarly, in genshin where all the playable characters have jobs it's hard to kind of quantify them into really distinct age ranges tbh. sometimes it's just vibes (unfortunately vibes often includes height bc it's a game w not very diverse model types). anyways! character hcs:
sumeru (sans scaramouche): collei, cyno, tighnari, faruzan, layla, nilou
i think collei has an actual canon age right? unless I'm tripping and fanon has solidified so much in everyone's minds. I still haven't read the manhua <3 but iirc people think she's 12-13 there right. maybe she's like 17 rn, i can see anywhere from 14-16 though. idk anything abt her timeline so these are quite literally guesstimates from vibes and they're likely to be wrong. Layla is such a college girlie, she's like 19-20 and sleep deprived (same fr); begging for her to catch a break on behalf of uni students everywhere. I don't have a set age for Faruzan, I can see her anywhere from 30-40, 26 years old minimum (the redesigns people give her where she looks visibly older are so cool <3). Given she was a pretty well known researcher back in her day and since academia is a long and arduous career choice, I think it makes sense; also if she's like way older than Kaveh appearance wise (≥ 10 years) , even if she hadn't gotten trapped for a century, that would be sick af (their dynamic is impeccable and I think a larger age difference makes it better, sweeter, and funnier). Nilou also feels 19-20 years old to me; no real explanation, she just has a young adult vibe, like someone just out of her teenage years but quite capable at managing her life, although still testing out responsibility for major decisions and stuff like that (age solidarity w yun jin)
iirc cyno was already mahamatra or something WHILE tighnari was still in school; thus this makes cynonari EXTREMELY funny if you're a moral purist who ships it and thinks they fell in love in their akademiya days LOL. jkjk it's also a reasonable interpretation that Cyno became mahamatra at an insanely young age, since uhhh fucked up temple of silence background smth smth and honestly it feels in character for him to go buck wild at a young age like that (person most suited for young collei fr). HOWEVER. personally I think being mahamatra at like 19 is insane—thus I think tighnari's probably 23, cyno might be 27? I don't know if that makes it """""""better""""""" from an age gap standpoint but I also don't really care. Cyno being older but more joking around friends, while Tighnari is the younger kohai but serious and no-nonsense is pretty funny to me and when they're both serious you know you're fucked
fontaine: lyney, lynette, freminet (are those the only medium youth models so far lol. damn)
anyways lyney and lynette are confirmed to be at least 10 from Lyney's story quest. such helpful information I know lol. I'd think they're probably around 19-20? 18 minimum—I personally wouldn't watch 18 year olds do gravity defying magic tricks at the nation's biggest opera house—being like 1 year older doesn't make it any better ofc lol, but I think they're above the teenage threshold bc of that. Kinda fucked up to think about the timeline and house of hearth stuff though with this in mind
Freminet I'd say is around 16; 14 minimum. No thoughts for this just vibes. mmmmm idk when he was adopted into the house, if he's around 4-5 years younger than L+L, and let's say they entered the House when they were maybe 6-9 (my headcanons, is it now possible to piece together an accurate timeline of this from in-game lore??), and that was maybe 3-4 years after freminet entered, he probably was like 5-7 when he entered... wah frem............. poor child I'm giving him a hug (knowing that he's also a killing machine)
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I'm so curious about Devo the Cursed's backstory. How did a Native shaman end up this messed up? Did he have his Stand from birth? Because it sounds like he was active years before meeting Dio. If so is it a Kakyoin and N'doul thing where he felt isolated and alienated from everyone around him? Did he convince himself that he was cursed or did other people call him cursed from childhood? What was his early life like?
Idk he just has such a unique and dark Stand, literally powers up through the power of pain and hatred, and Stands are supposed to represent people's souls, I always found him almost pitiable in a way. It's a shame we didn't learn more about him and most part 3 villains. Not excusing his actions either but tbh with that kind of power it's not hard to understand why he turned into an assassin and learned to embrace pain.
+ Devo anon, ugh sorry for ranting about him to you, I know like 3 people total care about him but you're one of my fav bloggers and I always love reading your insights on stuff
Also you're too harsh on yourself 💕
-x-
(wah thank you devo anon, it's hard not to be self-critical... thank u for the nice words... ♥)
re: devo - he is an interesting guy! part 3 is my least watched part so i had to do a little refresher on him, but i do agree that it would have been nice to have more time with him. a stand like that says so much about its user's psyche, yet it also leaves so many unanswered questions... i wish P3 spent more time with its villains rather than the 'villain of the week' type format.
to me, it feels like perhaps he was called 'cursed' when he was a child, so he continued to carry that name with him. i definitely think it's possible for him to have a background similar to n'doul and kakyoin, though i do wonder what tipped the scale for him to become an assassin. alas!
also, don't worry about rambling/having to defend yourself for liking villains here! rambling is always accepted. villain loving is always accepted. we know they're assholes, and that's okay >:)
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my brain is particularly gripped by somsak IDK why but i love him so much and his keytar we need to bring those back. but if you have any brainthoughts about him i'd love to hear them!! also ik the relationship section on his toyhouse page is a wip and idk if that's for like any reason but if you have anything to say about that it'd be cool. smash mouth
SOMSIIIIII honestly he exists in such a weird state because i built him up to be a pretty important character really early on and then my brain got distracted by all the other guys i made up.... i need to think about him more and maybe actually working on his page would help LOL
right now he's kind of just sitting in the story as a weird 'absence' character which i do find fun but yknow it means he doesnt really do much. in my minds eye hes just like cool skater kid from a prog ska band who says swear words all the time. theres more to him but i havent been able to put it into words yet....
rest got long so
honestly the relationships part is probably the most interesting. at least so far. the person he's technically closest to is ulises because she's the one who basically revived him and yknow. she feels this kind of responsibility for him and checks in with him to make sure he's ok. somsak thinks he's too cool to ever confront his emotions and likes to stay aloof but deep down he REALLY appreciates ulises' concern.... i think soms is kind of aware that nobody on the train really likes or respects him and though he knows he kind of does it to himself hes at least glad Someone cares about his existence at all. also thinking about it theyd both bond over music they like the same kind of tunes :+) ulises is like his cool prog rock uncle
he also has this with beatrix. having been the person to save him from falling into fornax. but its to a lesser extent just because beatrix is way sharper and untrusting themself so their relationship basically amounts to like. theyre both walking around the train and see one another. silently walk up to one another maintaining full eye contact. beatrix asks in a jovial yet stilted tone "have you fallen into any more dimensional holes as of late" as like the worlds funniest joke. somsak answers "at least 12" plays a haunting riff on his keytar and runs away. they dont talk for another month
uhhhh next thing doesnt really count as a 'relationship' i just think its an interesting character thing i wanna bring up real quick. demeter doesnt like him because he stirs up memories of míra most unpleasantly. obviously they dont say it aloud and its less of a "why do you get to live when she didnt" thing and more of a "wow every time i look at this guy i wonder how my whole life would've changed if míra had survived too" so its just like. wah. they're cold to him :+(
notably hes friends with freya kind of. they both like to cause mischief and will like. very quickly catch on and support one anothers jokes its like epitome of doing a bit with some stranger and just getting the yes/and in sync completely somehow. sometimes freya finds him very annoying and gets kind of rude but that shit flies over soms head completely and he doesnt care
i think his connection with dalisay also works in a similar manner but unlike freya dalisay speaks far more earnestly and its more of like. bouncing off of a straight man sort of improv between them. somsak just finds hir monotony brilliant honestly
somsak kind of admires olzhas and isel and like. has a weird respect for the both of them LOL he tones himself down around them which baffles olja especially. hes just like hey these guys came to the train and found a better life aboard just like i did!!!! fuck yes!!!!!!! theyre cool im also cool!!!!!! he also thinks theyre both just cool looking. transmasc swag forever
what else. have some quotes about him from like typed up relationship charts i made a few months back. theyre the funniest ones
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man. im strugglin again, as usual
this time im like. hmm. i wanna get more into drawing furries for a few reasons: 1) i enjoy drawing them 2) ive been wanting to get more involved w the fandom again 3) i guess thats where the money’s at and i currently Need That
but im struggling to bring myself to get interested in drawing furs? i honestly cant help it but i tend to enjoy drawing silly-looking cartoon humanoids more :( idk what it is about them thats more appealing to me but thats how it is
like, i cant even make stories w furries like i can with my humanoid ocs. the appeal for my humanoid ocs is that theyre humanlike but are also nonhuman (like monstery people, vampires, werewolves, aliens, demons, angels, those types of things) and for some reason those subjects dont hit the same when theyre with furries? at least not for me. i have no idea why and it frustrates me to no end
when it comes down to it i just like drawing people more u_u as much as id like to draw more furries..wah
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Wah. Um deciphered version of the one thing from last night plus sooooo much more. (aka vent and mopey time sorry!!!)
I could totally delete my account. The control is in my hands. I want to delete it. I'm jealous. So jealous. I hate envy. Why am I like this? I feel so broken. All I can do is create but I don't know if I want to do it anymore. I feel so lonely. I tried talking to one of my friends and he didn't listen and just told me I needed to go to a mental hospital. I don't have the money. I'm stuck and broken and alone and I just want to stop being alone. But I hate reaching out, I hate being pitied. I just want to be better.
Anyways wah wah I'm alone wah wah. Idk. Part of me wants to be more upset, part of me is just grateful I'm not sobbing my eyes out again. I'm saving this to drafts so it doesn't matter what I say.
I thought I was special. Idk. I thought I was. And idk. Its just obvious that I'm not. I'm not that special, I'm not that important to anyone. I could disappear and no one would know or care. I feel like a ghost in my own life. I feel like I'm watching someone else type these words out.
I want to talk, but I'm scared of double texting. I'm scared of being annoying. I'm scared of being told I deserve this. I'm scared of being made fun of. I'm not special, I'm just annoying and a burden. I hate reaching out to people because I end up always feeling like this.
I feel like I've always been hated. I wish I had the guts to do something about it. I don't though. Sucks to suck I guess.
I guess I'm also upset that when I left, the one person that noticed made it all about himself. He's my "friend", but he sat there going "fuck you *fandom*, my best friend deleted his account because of you!" while ignoring me in dms. People told him that they hoped I'd feel better. I only know because I saw his account. He didn't tell me. He didn't go "Silver, people care. Even now, people are hoping you feel better". no. He made it alllll about himself and how miserable he feels.
I'm the one who got the death threats! I'm the one that still gets them! I'm the one that is constantly terrified posting anything at all. The most he fucking got was earned. He posted shit trying to start drama. I didn't!
I'm sorry I'm just so bitter about it because I want to stop being his friend but I don't want to be alone. He keeps stomping on my boundaries and then whenever I go "I don't want to be friends anymore", he always makes it about how I'm mentally unwell and I don't know what I'm saying and blah blah blah.
Also it's petty but like... he didn't even ask for my new Tumblr acc but he can wail about how I made a new one. He knows I have difficulty offering up information about myself, he knows I feel like a burden constantly. I think he just actually hates me.
Screw it I'm posting this. It's not like he'll see it anyways.
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[20 Question Fic Writer Tag]
(tagged by @darlingpoppet)
1. How many works do you have on AO3? 17 currently, but I'm a serial deleter and I always wanna keep it under 20. would be like. 69 by now otherwise
2. What is your AO3 word count? 217,645...and see above LOL I shudder to imagine what it would be if I wasn't always deleting
3. What fandoms do you write for? mostly cql and asoiaf in recent years. tho I also have a zelda wip I've been kicking around for a while...we'll see if that ever amounts to anything :') and I'll still keep a few snk fics up, being mighty fond of those days
4. What are your top five fics by kudos? tuck the darkness in (wx shrinking haunted house fic), sunday night lights (eruri football au), friendly fields (wx ghost baby fic), fourth one will prob be deleted soon so it doesn't count lol, and where they grow (madam lan lives au).
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? yep every time! at most it'll take me a month to respond but I never let it go beyond that. even the negative ones (I'm a Pro-Crit Fanfic Guy sorry)
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? the ending to our shadow over the sea (rhaenicent fic) has garnered many delightful threats upon my person and I cherish them all. that and two slow dancers (eruri vampire au): FIGHT!
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? most of my other fics tbqh ugh :( maybe set me as a seal (eruri reincarnation au) just bc happy endings for the ruris are rare wah...
8. Do you get hate on fics? idk if I would call it hate, but criticism yes! most common word I hear along that line is "boring" which is definitely understandable lol, there are times when I reread my own works and find them too generic/not rly offering anything new, in which case I take that forward with me into new works to try to enrich them. although I guess if by "hate" you mean like, troll type hate on pairings & things, then yeah who doesn't LOL
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? yep, and more so in recent years! and it's the kind of smut that's way too sappy no matter the situation no matter the tone UGH :(
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? snk/asoiaf crossover for my yumihisu rights...idk if it counts as a crossover since it's just snk characters in the asoiaf world, but I did go Very heavy on the asoiaf lore lol whoops
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? yeah lol multiple but I kinda forgot until this was asked, can't bring myself to care unfortch, peace be with you
12. Have you ever had a fic translated? yes!! southern cross translated into chinese by gloria_77, set me as a seal translated into chinese by applethief326, and sunday night lights translated into russian by ackermantihora! and I know there's still several translations of deleted fics out there heh. I so appreciate the hard work of you amazing translators!!
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before? not since I was a kid doing it for giggles with friends, but definitely a lot of fun :)
14. What's your all-time favourite ship? eruri literally life-changing, so. and korrasami
15. What's a WIP you'd like to finish but doubt you ever will? oh man there was this one hannibal wip I had back in the day that like, the themes and imagery and stuff would've been so legit but I needed someone smarter than me to write it :( it was about will & hannibal taking sanctuary in that one silician cathedral while besieged by police. kinda weaving back and forth between past and present, contemplating God and gods and stuff. someone write this please. also there's this one cql post-canon fic but it's all about accepting death and the curse of immortality and stuff and it's kind of a bummer to write LOL maybe will keep chipping away at it one day
16. What are your writing strengths? seems like I'm good at getting across my goal themes & purposes - ppl seem to pick up what I'm putting down often and it makes me happy! because I do tend to err on the side of vagueness & trusting the audience, and it's nice when it's rewarded :)
17. What are your writing weaknesses? like mentioned before, my fics have been called boring & I think that has a lot to do with some generic imagery/syntax I've relied on - definitely something I've tried to improve on but it's a work in progress! like I've sometimes sacrificed diction for story flow ya know, it doesn't work on shrewder readers and I def respect that & want to do better
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? if you know what you're doing, cool! but I've come across too many instances in fics where the author demonstrated a lack of basic understanding of the language & not only does it throw you out but it feels disrespectful - I know ppl get all "it's just fanfic I'm not being paid!!1!!!!11" but if you're going to work within a culture that's not your own, research. not exactly sure if that's what the question is asking LOL but that's been my experience both as a reader and a writer
19. First fandom you wrote for? legend of zelda!! I wrote a billion words of ocarina of time pre-canon fic about the three goddesses at age 10 on a beat-up floppy disc. those were the days man
20. Favourite fic you've ever written? man something happened with southern cross that I've never been able to truly replicate...looking back there's a few too many extra words, few too many instances of passive voice, but for the most part I'm just like damn dude...what was she cooking
if you're a writer and you haven't been tagged yet I tag YOU!!!
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I know this is a joke ( it’s kinda tasteless tbh) and I hate stan culture esp making these celeb worshipping esque posts about celebrities but………….
why people go hard for her I don’t understand like that time she threw a tonedeaf tantrum naming mostly woc for singing about sex,cheating etc while defending herself saying something along the lines of “ wah people are misinterpreting my advocacy for fragility there has to be a place in feminism for women like me~~” 🙄. and then there’s that cop she dated and dated some record executive calling him her muse. then her saying she thinks feminism is boring. Just too many things about her that give me the ick. Like I think Lorde was right years ago about her music being unhealthy for young girls with the “ shirt tugging desperate don’t leave me stuff”. I just don’t 100% buy these type of analysis where people say she’s not glamorizing abuse etc because I think that on some level women who revel in this whole aesthetic and type of fragile femininity do, to a certain extent, romanticize their own helplessness even if they’re self aware. Self awareness doesn’t negate the fact that it does have an effect of young girls whom are drawn to the aesthetics and get attached to it. Idk but I 100% think it’s so much more effective and good for young women’s mental health to have this type of invincible “screw all men I don’t need them” attitude then whatever Lana puts out. I usually h8 the phrase “ white fragility” but her whole schtick doesn’t sit right with me and I can’t help but see her as an idk tradwife soft feminimity person who’d run those weird Lolita daddy blogs on here. Or something adjacent to that. I do understand the vulnerability to a certain extent but at the same time I’m impatient. Maybe it’s because of my personality but I can’t stand that “ woe is me” childlike type of mentality some women self obsess with it’s so stuffy. Like plz free ur self.
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♡ TREASURE’S REACTIONS WHEN A ‘FAN’ MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE
treasure x gn!idol!reader | wc :2.2k words | content : possible grammar and spelling mistakes, lowercase intended, idol au, uncomfy instances (implied, not elaborated) | request : hi :dd i just read the fic about the treasure members reacting to their s/o away for tour and i really loved it. and that gave me an idea for a treasure reaction, if you are willing to write it then that would be great! okay so how about them reacting to (idol) reader being uncomfortable around a fan?
CHOI HYUNSUK
🐷the oldest — as well as the leader — of his group
🐷if you were a member of treasure, he wouldn’t even hesitate to hide his expressions, just straight up calling his manager over and informing about the ‘fan’ before pulling you away
🐷but if you were an idol s/o or maybe even a close friend, he’d casually try to approach you, making sense of the situation before putting a smile on his face, trying to sort it out as politely as he could
🐷“y/n has done nothing to you, so why do you have to behave like this?”
🐷but either way, when you are away from the spotlight, hyunsuk would definitely approach you, checking if you are doing okay
🐷if you are feeling down, he’ll do his level best to put a smile back on your face
🐷but even if you seem okay on the outside, he’ll comfort you, telling you it was alright to feel down and not bottle your feelings
🐷“idk what they were talking about, y/n … i mean clearly they don’t know the y/n i know. bc if they did, they wouldn’t say all that.”
PARK JIHOON
🐼jihoon wouldn’t even hesitate to glare at the person who’s making you uncomfortable
🐼like if he had his way, he’d probably whack the living daylights outta them
🐼but since he’s an idol, he can’t really do that — so he sticks to glaring right into the person’s soul
🐼if it continues though, jihoon wouldn’t hesitate to pull you away from the so-called ‘fan’, not caring if he’s about to get into a scandal for being rude or anything
🐼the type to risk it all pt.1 — whether you are his idol s/o, member or even just a really close idol friend, if you are in an uncomfy situation, jihoon will have your back
🐼“if you are ever in such a situation again, just tell me. don’t think much of it, just tell me.”
KANEMOTO YOSHINORI
🐯oof baby tiger yoshinori
🐯whether you be a treasure member, idol s/o or a close friend, his priority will be you
🐯you were standing in front of the cameras, posing for pictures when your face fell upon hearing the comments ‘fans’ made about you
🐯as a trsr member, yoshi would subtly push you behind him, softly asking you hold on for a little longer before giving their leaders a look, quickly pulling you away from the situation
🐯if an idol s/o or close friend, he’d look at you worriedly, gesturing you to move away once you make eye-contact with him
🐯he’d simply pull you into a hug once you are away from the fans and cameras, just patting your back in assurance
🐯no words would be needed for everything was conveyed with the simple gesture of his
🐯“don’t listen to them, angel. you and i both know how hard you worked to get here. don’t let their inconsiderate words pull you down.”
KIM JUNKYU
🐨kluless and konfused koala
🐨legit won't even know what happened until you are cowering away from the cameras/crowd and accidentally bump against him
🐨if you were a member, you’d quietly brief him about the ‘fan’ who’s making you uncomfortable and he’d immediately look at them
🐨and junkyu being junkyu wouldn’t be able to control his facial expressions — just straight up looking disgusted and disturbed before he switches back to his idol face
🐨he’d keep looking in the direction of the ‘fan’ no matter how many times you’d tell him not to
🐨will definitely land himself an article for glaring at a ‘fan’ and somehow have the whole issue about the ‘fan’ revealed too
🐨it’s a win-win situation — esp since junkyu was just totally confused about everything from the beginning
🐨“wah, there are people like them too? i thought it was just in the movies.”
TAKATA MASHIHO
🐹it’s not takata mashiho — it’s takata mime-shiho
🐹literally does not utter a word no matter what happens
🐹if you are member of treasure, mashi will definitely just pull you away without another word, not letting you stay next to the ‘fan’ any longer
🐹but if you aren’t a member, then mashi will desperately keep looking at you, hoping you’d walk away from the scene
🐹it’s not that he doesn’t care — oh no, it’s the total opposite — he cares a lot, but he’s afraid his response in that moment (when he’s too pissed) will be detrimental for the both of you
🐹mashiho is someone who knows himself well, and he knows he’ll go overboard if he intervenes and just prays you will stand up for yourself
🐹but once you are in private away from all the cameras, you will get to hear mashiho just rant and rant — maybe even scolding you if you didn’t act like he wanted you to
🐹“ykw, next time, i won't give a damn about the cameras. i will sock those mfs right in the face. how dare they say things like that?!”
YOON JAEHYUK
🦁angry jae is a scary jae
🦁jaehyuk is one of those members who we can never imagine as the type to get mad
🦁but hey, as the saying goes “calm before the storm” yeah?
🦁jae struggled to get to where he is, and had to constantly prove himself at every evaluation that came his way to make sure he had a chance at debuting
🦁so during that journey, manz has heard a lot of criticism and continued to see the hate even after his debut
🦁usually, he’d turn a blind eye (if it’s for/about him) but when he saw you getting thrown insults — for everyone to hear and see — and see you cower behind whatever you could find bc you were just so embarrassed and uncomfortable, he knew he had to do smth
🦁“who the hell do you think you are to say all that? last time i checked, y/n was the idol and not you. if you haven’t accomplished smth as big as that, you don’t have any right to say all that to them!”
🦁he’d just explode — and reasonably so
🦁yk when you shake a soda bottle and open it, how it explodes all the fizz? it’s kinda like that — jaehyuk kept bottling all his rage and just seeing someone dear to him get the same hate as he did, he just *boom*
🦁“don’t bear with all that, y/n. you’ve listened to enough of it. just take a stand and defend yourself. you’ve worked hard to be where you are, and people need to know that.”
HAMADA ASAHI
🤖ah, the observant one
🤖i feel like asahi is the type to have a mental profile of every one of his members — just for the sake of knowing things
🤖so being that kind of a person, he’d definitely keep an eye out for you, bc he knows you have a bunch of fans who aren’t really anything like the teumes he knows
🤖at first, he doesn’t really want to unnecessarily intervene so he merely stands in front of you when he sees a specific ‘fan’ continuously take photos of you with the flash on
🤖he tries not to mind it, but he sees you awkwardly glancing at the ‘fan’ from time to time and realises that he’s one of the sasaengs he had read about on the internet
🤖once he realises it isn’t an ordinary situation of you being uncomfortable by just any ‘fan’, he’ll make up his mind to pull you away from the ‘fan’ and talk to them
🤖when he figures that standing in front of you didn’t do much, he’ll pretty much approach the ‘fan’, straight up asking them what��s wrong
🤖“is there a problem? or do you just find making people uncomfortable fun? bc yk, fun fact! i find reporting such people fun.”
BANG YEDAM
🦊oh this manz will definitely land himself in an article the next day bc he can't control his emotions
🦊like even if he didn’t show his rage at that moment and beat the shit outta the ‘fan’, he’d definitely show it through excessive glaring or just some gesture which makes it obvious
🦊bc he really can't help it — esp when it comes to you
🦊it doesn’t matter if you are a member or not, he will literally go “what do you think you are doing?” when he notices how the ‘fan’ is making you uncomfortable
🦊has that vibe which screams ‘do you want to fight’ even tho he looks like he can't hurt a fly
🦊so aggressive for no reason — if you meet with him afterwards away from the cameras, he’ll get riled up once like, having needed to be held back by you
🦊kinda mad at you for not exposing the ‘fan’ or doing smth about it, but he wouldn’t say it to your face
🦊even more mad at the world for there being such people in existence bc he feels just terrible that you had to go through smth like that
🦊“i may not be able to hurt a fly, but that ‘fan’, however, i will maim."
KIM DOYOUNG
🐰dobby is one of those “looks like a cinnamon roll but will kill you if he needs to” typa person
🐰tbh he doesn’t really notice you are uncomfortable until it becomes a little painfully obvious
🐰if it’s a case of you being his member, he’d definitely pull you away from the situation and make sure you are okay
🐰but if you are an idol s/o or friend, he’d immediately find his manager (or yours) and inform them about the situation, giving them a blank expression until they take you away from the ‘fan’
🐰uses more low-key ways of check on you — maybe text you if you two are in some sort of schedule/function/event
🐰“hey, you good? don’t let what they say affect you, okay?”
WATANABE HARUTO
🦙will risk it all for someone he knows pt.2
🦙tho ruto has that fluffy vibe to him, he just radiates that ‘i don’t stand for this nonsense’ kinda vibe too
🦙as soon as he notices smth off about you — whether you be his member, idol s/o or just a close friend — he’ll either observe you from afar or approach you to see what’s wrong
🦙and when he finds out, haruto will just straight up look at the ‘fan’ who’s making you uncomfortable, legit just proper glaring at them
🦙if the ‘fan’ comments smth weird — and he hears it — oho, it’s over for them
🦙“what did you just say? could you repeat that?” he’d sport a blank face, looking like he was gonna throw hands
🦙will stay rooted to his place there unless you or his members push him away
🦙if there are any articles about him the next day, ruto is the type to go live — preferably with his members — and just subtly address the situation, letting everyone know exactly why he behaved the way he did
🦙“jeez, who do they think they are saying stuff like that?”
PARK JEONGWOO
🐺the polite version of jihoon + haruto me thinks (?)
🐺jeongwoo would glare daggers into the ‘fan’s soul but have a cheery smile on his face — bc yk cameras
🐺he’d also probably talk to the ‘fan’, kinda giving mixed feelings to anyone watching him
🐺like “yah who are you to say that? you made y/n uncomfortable” with a joking tone but anyone could tell he was being serious
🐺keeps continuously looking at the ‘fan’ until they mutter a half-assed apology and leave
🐺does an ‘okay’ gesture and checks on you after the ‘fan’ goes away, sighing in relief when you smile at him
🐺“you are okay, right? stand up for yourself, idiot. i won't always be there, yk? just kidding, i’ll always have your back.”
SO JUNGHWAN
🐮aw, man this baby is pretty observant
🐮but he has a little trouble acting upon what he feels — bc 1) he’s the youngest, 2) doesn’t want to get into scandals and 3) wouldn’t know what to do
🐮kinda like doyoung, if you aren’t a member, he’d def tell his hyungs or manager about the uncomfortable situation you are in, hoping they’d know what to do to help you out
🐮if you are a member, this super king cow baby will be your bodyguard aka protective wall/barrier
🐮literally will do anything and everything in his power to make sure you won't see the ‘fan’ who’s making you uncomfortable
🐮kinda makes you laugh with the way he’s sized himself up, appearing like some club bouncer as he blocks your direct view
🐮“idk what to do, but i hope for now that just staring at my shoulders will help you out.”
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Our Prenuptial Nightmare // Eisuke
hooray, finally the end to this dumb season LOL but i like this one a lot…… maybe it’s even the one from this season only worth reading (i havent read all of them tho)
well this one is actually kind of refreshing bc as i posted before, it’s abt the MC losing her memories. she’s not just a season 1 blank slate… she doesn’t remember anything after getting a job at the Tres Spades, so she barely remembers her own friends as well. yikesu
my rambling behind the cut
so eisuke honestly treats her the same as he always does, just obviously more distanced (im gonna read the His POV after this so idk rn). shes pretty spooked about this scary guy, maybe even more than she was in season 1 since he’s way more caring about her health or w/e despite being a CEO and all. for a pretty long time, he keeps her stuck in the hospital. he brings her a dvd that contains a media appearance of him publicly introducing her as his fiancée and she’s like “tf, is this a prank???” and all sorts of ppl visit her and stuff. shes still pretty much in disbelief about the whole thing until her parents come visit and they clearly know who this weird guy is
eventually she gets stuck in his penthouse instead. tbh she’s probably not “healthy” enough to work rn given that she doesn’t remember anything about her job, but she can’t even step one foot outside the room without soryu and his goons (appointed by eisuke) being like “HEY WAT U DOIN” so it’s kind of dull and jarring for her haha. later she finds a diary that she wrote in before her memory loss and she’s like “oh wow……. i was simpin that hard for this guy huh” (ok more like “wow, i really love this guy huh”… but i mean same thing). she also wants to make food for him and cooked up a risotto but since eisuke’s been busy af, she ends up falling asleep before he comes home (late) to eat it.
then eventually she presses forward about learning more bc she feels that eisuke is hiding a lot about himself, esp. in terms of what he does. and shes right abt that bc hes purposefully not saying anything abt the black market auctions, etc. eventually eisuke gives in and explains to her the whole 20m bid thing that started this whole romance. she tells him she wants to learn more, and so eisuke turns it into a whole date. They have a date that’s the “type of date for a first date”, and then it concludes with the inn at Kobe.
PART 2 eisuke makes it sound like hes gonna bone her but obv the guy is just teasing for the most part and it ends p cute bc he’s sweet (sweet for his standards) about it.
later they go to that same petting zoo or w/e with the cute bunnies. lol eventually the same bunny that doesn’t seem to hate him shows up too. they end up bringing the rabbit home (the rabbit’s name is Maron, as in “chestnut”) to take care of. i guess maron is their animal bebe now
it’s been like a month, so she returns to work eventually. hikaru notes that she’s doing pretty well for someone who doesn’t remember how any of this works. but then later, she passes out while remembering the strange discussion she overheard the day she lost her memories. eisuke goes WAH MC and then when she eventually wakes up and he’s like “it’s ok, dw abt it” while she’s like “bro i got something to tell u”. next day he tells her that he’s made her the Floor Leader of the eventual “Tres Spades Maldives”, but then she realizes during the flight that the man with her is not Eisuke, but Yuuma sent there to comfort her and also to do the Maldives business stuff. it’s obvious eisuke’s trying to separate from her. after all, it’s been a month and there’s no sign of her memories returning. he’s pretty blunt about organizing all of it without her realizing (wow what’s new). she’s really sad about it but relents and goes with it anyway. i mean eisuke is obviously pretty sad about it too since he parts with her with that genuine smile and says along the lines of “Don’t forget… that I’ve always loved your dumb face.” why i QQin BRO
well hikaru and yuuma are here in maldives so not too bad. also the penthouse bedroom is pretty good, it’s an aquarium lookin thing anyway so
obv eventually the “generic gangster model” guy has to show up and kidnap her. well yuuma comes to the rescue and blahblah they want to murder her bc eisuke knew too much abt business nonsense going on again and then she dives into the sea. before she drowns, the real eisuke miraculously shows up to save her blahblah everyone else comes to save the day (2) and then they return to the Maldives suite. eisuke is like “smh i should’ve taught u how to protect urself” (…) “swear to me that u will not behave like an idiota ever again” and her memories come back after she goes “I can’t promise that (…) if you put yourself into danger, then I will continue to do the same” and has a flashback of his confessions from various seasons. HUGS lol that cg really has him going :I before a : )
everything goes back to normal, she finds a ring on her right hand and they’re wearing like… couple rings..... boi you guys are supposed to be married soon, just wait for those
well fin. i skipped a buncha stuff in this “ramble” but yea my first impressions and all
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