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unolvrs · 2 years
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Buddist anon here again (god I should really create a tumblr to talk to you). I think I know why our perspective of the jedi differ. Sorry, I should have made clear to you that only consider the Prequels (PT), Original Trilogy (OT), and the The Clone Wars (TCW) canon and I base most of my opinions from there bc George Lucus worked on those things and Lucas doesn't view anything out of those things canon. For the rest (Legends, EU, games, etx), I pick and choose what I take as canon. If it doesn't align with what I think Lucas's ideas and themes are like the entire idea of gray jedi, i ignore it. Some things that I like and consider canon that's not apart of Lucas's canon is "Obi-wan & Anakin", "Dooku:lost Jedi", "Shatterpoint", the Revenge of the Sith novelization, and "Scum and Villainy". I really liked the "Star Wars Propaganda: A history of Persuasive Art in the Galaxy" book and thought it was really interesting.
So when you say that the galaxy can't be held accountable for standing up for themselves because their the victims and the government is corrupt enough that it wouldn't matter. But how do you think their government ended up that way? It's because the public gradually stopped holding their government accountable and stopped paying attention to politics (you kinda see this in the US). Of course this doesn't apply to governments who were corrupt from the get go. In the PT and TCW, the jedi do help where they can help. But they can't be everywhere at once. I don't know anywhere in the PT and TCW, where the jedi refuse to help when they can help.
The galaxy views the jedi as miracle workers because most ppl have never seen a jedi (remember they're a tiny minority in galaxy full of billions of people) so exagerated rumors spread about everything a jedi can do NOT because the jedi themselves believe that.
For the children thing, based on my understanding from the PT and TCW, the kids aren't taken from their parents, the kids are adopted by the jedi. For most cases, the jedi are given the kids by their parents. In TCW, the Disappeared episodes show the Jedi respecting the wishes of and stopped going to the planet of Bardottans who were unwilling to give their kids to them and accused them of being kidnappers (they found out later that the anti-Jedi attitudes was influenced by rumors spread by the Frangawl Cult, who didnt want the Jedi to discover their plans). In The Children Of The Force episode (esentially Cad Bane steals force sensative babies/infants), Wee Dunn (the Rodian infant) was left with his bio mom despite being intended to be a Jedi. His mom specially said "Master Ropal said that they would come for him to go to the temple but nor for some time." to Cad Bane when he pretended to be a Jedi to steal her kid. If the Jedi just took force sensitive kids, Cad Bane wouldn't have to trick her into giving her kid up. Roo-Roo Page (the Gungan child Bane attempts to steal) is left with her bio mother, there's no indication that she's going to be a Jedi, only that she was on the Force-senssative list. The Jedi don't seem to feel a need to have every single Force-sensative child become a child, considering:
a) they first thought that it was safer to leave Anakin untrained
b) left the Bardottans, Nightsisters, etc alone
c) let ppl leave if they want and still speak highly of them (in Attack of The Clones, the Jedi are reluctant to even entertain the idea that Dooku tried to assassinate Padme).
The Jedi ADOPT kids they don't kidnap them. And from what I can see from the PT and TCW, the Jedi Order are preety respectful about other people's culture and that Jedi from different cultures are allowed and encouraged to celebrate and practice and learn about their birth culture. Are there parents who were pressured to give their kids up? Probably but its probably a miniscule ammount and isnt mensioned in the OT, PT, or TCW. Tbh I don't know why there is a cut-off for kids, I have to think about this more.
I do agree with you that people with power should be held accountable. But why should the Jedi be held more accountable then the corrupt government that rarely ever listens to them? A few notable examples:
- Obi-wan tries for diplomacy bw the Talz and the Pantoran, but is told it's an internal Pantoran matter (TCW, "Trespass")
- Mace tries to prevent further testing done on the Zilo beast and set the Zilo beast free in an uninhabited planet but Palpatine overruled him on Malastare. Later on Coruscant, Mace tries warning Palpatine that bringing the Zilo beast here was a mistake, but Palpatine ignores him (TCW, "The Zilo Beast")
- Mace says that they don't want to send Anakin to Tatooine to make a treaty with the Hutts, but Palpatine does anyway (Star Wars: The Clone Wars movie)
- Mace attempts to stop Palpatine from interfering with Anakin but Palpatine pulls rank and shuts him down:
"Thank you Chancellor, but I'm sure Obi-wan has it well in hand."
"Why, young Skywalker is a Jedi, is he not? The Jedi are under the Senate's jurisdiction. And as i the Chancellor of the Senate..." (Obi-Wan &Anakin)
-Dooku as a Jedi advocates for Serenno in the Senate is practically told to fuck off: "With all due respect, our honorable friend oversteps the mark. The Jedi Council claims to be a servant of the republic, and yet here they are ateenpting to influence senatorial policy. Master Dooku has no buisness petitioning the Senate on such matters." (Dooku: Lost Jedi)
- Mace tries to get Boba's sentence reduced, but is ignored: "A recommendation from Gerneral Windu suggested leniency and rehabilitation as opposed to corporal punishment, a request that ultimately fell on deaf ears in the Judiciary, who cited zero tolerance to attacks against military assets in this time of war." [Scum and Villainy]
Obviously the Jedi weren't perfect because they're people and people are never flawless but they do try to use what little political sway they do have to help better things, but they just get shut down time and time again. They work within the system because they still belive that the Republic can become better.
Now, I'm sorry but I'm going to ask something completely off topic. Do you like thriller psychological crime kdramas? If you do I have a rec for you.
ooh, i treat most games as canon because swtor is amazing, let me tell you that. i can't stop talking about it tbh.
and if i made it seem that "the government is corrupt enough that it wouldn't matter" because that's definitely not what i meant. what i meant with my whole rant is that yes, while the government should be held accountable, the jedi should also be held accountable. it's not entirely the fault of the jedi but they should also share that fault. and you can't really blame the victims for it because that would end up as victim blaming.
victims don't normally know they're victims and have to rely on higher power for them to realize that they really are victims. hypothetically speaking, while some may acknowledge and know that the government should be held accountable, what are they going to do about that without resources? my point with telling victims that they're kind of at fault for not standing up for themselves, is just that you can't expect them to do that. because that's what they are: victims. it may be because of education and the influence of their government as to why they don't know they are victims, which goes back to the government being at fault too, and there are many factors involved but you don't blame the victims. i understand that maybe, that's not what you're trying to say, but i want to clear that up. they should never be held accountable for failing to stand up for themselves because they're the victims.
as for the jedi, i'm sorry if it seemed that i was throwing all the blame at them but what i was trying to say is that they should be held accountable too. they are, at the end of the day, in a privileged position with magical jedi powers, an organization that's been out and about for a lot of years.
i'm also not saying that they should be held more accountable than the people who are literally doing the bad things themselves but they should be held more accountable than they should be. jedis have been around for, like we all know, more than enough years, and there are many times when they sat around and did nothing (though this is in reference to kotor which isn't considered as canon by most people, like you said). so you can ignore this part, but privileged people can always do more. they can always try harder.
and as for the kids...
i get that the jedis don't kidnap them. i hope i didn't allude to that accusation but there's just something inherently wrong with jedis taking kids from their parents, whether it looks like adoption or not. i don't think anyone can justify this to me. i understand it's for the children's safety, and for the "no attachment" rule, but it just bothers me a lot. i feel uncomfortable just thinking about it. that's probably the 'i grew up in an asian household and had a complicated childhood so i'm 100% more sensitive towards the topic of children' in me. but while i understand that, imo, it can't be justified for me.
no one can really convince me to stop being uncomfortable at the idea of jedi taking children, adoption or not. so that's it for me :") and you should definitely make a tumblr! i'd love to talk about this more with you ^
as for the psychological thriller, yup! i love psychological thrillers. i'm not very fond of kdramas since i find them really long and repetitive, and i'm not the type to watch them tbh... but i'd love recommendations regardless :D
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colorfullpaperbird · 25 days
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Taste in books i think each of the sides on Sander Sides would have
Logan: Easiest side to tell since he says his book taste in canon lmao, mistery books guy, agatha christie, sherlock holmes, murders on rue morgue, he just really enjoys a good mistery (he’s just like me fr). He also probably reads books about scientific discoveries and psychological studies on a day to day basis (since he seems to have an answer for everything), either really likes or really hates sci fi depending on the scientifical explanations the books gives
Patton: Ok so, im gonna be honest, i don’t think Patton reads much? In fact hes probably the one who reads the least out of all sides, but he does seem to know his stuff, quoting studies in some episodes ( ‘Can lying be good?’ being the one who comes to mind ), so he probably reads a few articles about Morality and philosophy, also when i imagine Patton reading i imagine children’s books with deep messages like Dr Seuss, so personally i think Patton’s taste in books would be books like “The Tao of Pooh” which explains philosophy in a simple fun way taking inspiration from children’s media.
Roman: Roman’s my favorite side and although i would like to dump my personal taste on him i am aware that he canonically hasn’t read my favorite book and dislikes dark retellings of fairytales, leaving me to tears since those are my favorite kind of story. However i will indulge a bit and say that Roman would love Shakespearean plays ( His favorite would be Hamlet bc it inspired Lion King ) and typical fantasy books. Im also 100% sure that guy has a shelf full of Disney Movie Books like the novelization of Beauty and the beast and the villain’s origin books by Serena Valentino, also has those super pretty Disney Classics books ( lucky mfer ). And obviously he would have the original novels of multiple musicals ( Wicked, Be more chill, Dear Evan Hansen…) and some ballets/non-Disney classics as well (The nutcracker, The wizard of oz, Swan lake… ). Also Harry Potter i guess, since that’s canon 😒
Virgil: We all know what im going to say, Horror fan. Likes Edgar Allan Poe’s stories and classic horror books that inspired movies/series ( Carrie, Ring, the haunting of hill house… ), also reads a concerning amount of True crime about unsolved murder cases, and he has a special edition of the novel of The nightmare before Christmas somewhere trust me. And to self indulge a little, Dark retellings of fairytales, especially the Horror leaning ones.
Janus: I feel like Patton would read simplified philosophy books while Janus would grab shit like The gay science by Friedrich Nietzsche at the local library (never read this book, hilarious title tho), Overall i think Janus’s taste on books would consist of either philosophy and sociology books (especially the ones that annoying people read to keep gloating about how smart they are, except he actually likes them), and influential plays like Shakespeare, The Odyssey, The Iliad, Medea, Phantom of the Opera etc… His taste is the perfect combination of annoying Theater kid with pretentious philosophy kid (He is the guy they strive to be 😭)
Tw: Remus and everything that comes with him
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Remus: YES, REMUS READS, YOU CANNOT CHANGE MY MIND ON THIS, The books he reads? Very simple, Dark romance and horror, the books are his inspirations for new creative ways to annoy the shit out of the other sides, he is slowly but surely making a list of new horrid murder and torture methods he learned via horror books, also dark romance for him is just romance since he thinks normal romance books are boring and lack taste, some other side definitely walked in on him reading once ( picture him reading on the sofa twirling his hair and bouncing his legs in a very stereotypical teen girl way ) and asked what he was reading only for him to answer something like “ ‘Taken Hostage by the Hot Mafia Boss’ :D” Also definitely read the Kam4 Sutr4.
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Bonus: Remy/Sleep has a book detailing the multiple different ways on how to brew coffee and Picani has every Kids Show Book he could find ( Gravity Falls 3rd Diary, Star vs the Forces of Evil Book of spells etc… )
ALSO WARNING: If you want to buy any of the books i talked about here be aware there is currently a boycott of Disney and any other properties that have ties to the genocide committed by Israel!! And mainly, i would recommend to grab any book i mentioned in the library since they’re one of the only public community spaces that haven’t shut down yet, support your public library to make sure it stays that way!
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relaxxattack · 7 months
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so as a strilonde enjoyer I've always considered it dirk > philosophy nerd, rose > psychology nerd, dave > literature nerd, roxy > sociology nerd and I wanted to know what you thought of that bc it's one of my fav hcs
i Never considered about this… in my mind dave and rose are artists first and foremost
roxy and dirk have strong interests in science but dirk seems into robotics mainly and uses philosophy just to Sound Smart, roxy is into biology because she’s trans she loves creation and is lonely. i suppose it could track that she would be into sociology as a form of connecting with the past though
(of course roxy and dirk are also artists too)
and obviously i’ve talked before about how i feel like rose’s interest in psychology is disingenuous (or rather, misplaced). i don’t think it’d totally be a stretch to say dirk is the same with with philosophy, but i’d need to reread act six.
so imo it would be:
rose - literature nerd
dave - closet literature (+film) nerd (he needs to get older and read some good books (and see cool movies))
dirk - robotics nerd
roxy - biology nerd (+ sociology by way of Old Media nerd, anything from video games to blockbusters)
or that’s what i would think anyway
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saharaadesertt · 2 years
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Genshin University Headcanons
included: albedo, childe, hu tao, kazuha, xiao, yoimiya tags: modern au, university au, headcanon
note: as a senior in uni now spending the summer doing research sometimes i wish i was a business major HHAHAHA i am also slightly drunk right now so i hope i don't make grammar errors :///
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Albedo
chemistry major with an emphasis in organic chemistry, philosophy minor
studies EXTRA hard, makes straight A's consistently
president of the chemistry club
probably tutors as well
likes to post on his studying based instagram
because of his studies lives on coffee, more specifically cold brew with a splash of cream or just plain black
you can find him in the uni library, his hair caught up in a ponytail, looking through formulas and equations for the upcoming exam
basically lives in the library
tends to be more introverted and reserved, but occasionally has study buddies
dresses very preppy, always dons a pair of round silver wire frames with a long coat
barely sleeps bc his coffee addiction
Childe
marketing major, polisci minor
the type of person who never shuts up in class
the leader of debates, always answers questions
fulfills any participation point requirement in a matter of days
exteremely extroverted, has a friend group he always is with
plays sports (probably something with water like swimming or water polo)
not the most studious person but gets his work done and gets decent grades
Bs and Cs get degrees!
his dorm room is a mess.
also probably dresses like a frat boy.
he probably is a frat boy.
Hu Tao
biology major with a concentration of mortuary science, chem minor
probably a ta in bio or chem, probably with aldedo
also tutors with him
for someone who in in STEM, she dresses really well
loves to wear plaid and dark browns and reds
it's giving dark academia
probably popular on instagram for her outfit inspos and day in the lifes
the type to do well in classes sometimes and struggle in others
but always tries her hardest, especially when it's a class she isn't the best at but truly enjoys
probably scares her bestie Zhongli when he comes over because she's talking to spirits at night but he can't see them
so he thinks she looks crazy
it's ok she learned it in class :)
Kazuha
creative writing major, english minor
aspires to teach in poetry
incorporates his past experiences and friends into his works, gaining a solid reputation among the poetry community
has won a few awards for his haikus
only cares about his major classes, GE's can cease to exist
he did discover a love for music through his fine arts GE though
he began to play guitar because of it
he occasionally thinks of songwriting as it is in a way another form of poetry
drinks milk tea to concentrate on his studies which he does in private
he spends most of his time alone as its where he can focus the most
Xiao
psychology major, sociology minor
now hear me out
xiao is interested in human behaviors and customs
what better time to educate yourself in university?
probably on a sports team, i can see volleyball despite his shortness
very introverted but also attracts many people due to his mysterious energy
dresses very grunge
probably wears eyeliner here and there
doesn't care much for class
shows up late or prays there's a recording instead so he can sleep and procrastinate
but does enjoy learning from time to time
people are interesting, he'll think
and their food can be ok too... sometimes
Yoimiya
marketing major, communications minor
because she loves to talk to people and expand her firework business
has a tiktok for her business
will appear on shark tank and WILL get a deal
she's a smooth talker like that
super popular,everyone loves her positive and bubbly personality in a place where many people are stressed and always on edge
often shows up late to class but everyone forgives her because she makes the class lively
is in cheer and tumbles
volunteers often to serve the people around the university
especially enjoys visiting the nearby elementary school to read books to them
she loves children and considers taking up a teaching career to spread her happiness to future generations :))
thank you for reading! feel free to comment suggestions!
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imaginarianisms · 24 days
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alias / name : angel ( singletsona / core / host; only if we're close ) / arcana ( singletsona / core / host ) / ansale'wit ( my name translated into mi'kmawi'simk ) / ᐋᓐᔐᓃ ( my name translated into anishinaabemowin, literally spelled aanzhenii ) ; the imaginarians galaxy ( system name; please refer to us& as this when you're not sure who's fronting & please don't refer to us& as one person, everyone in the system deserves to & should have the equal amount of respect, love, dignity, honor, care & undivided attention & it's disrespectful to only ever refer to me& especially if i've& known you for years at this point; that's my& firm boundary. ). birthday : july 13th. zodiac sign : cancer sun, sagittarius moon, libra rising & leo venus. height : 5'2. hobbies : it depends on who you ask because we're& a system but we& collectively like gaming, writing/rping, worldbuilding, learning our& indigenous languages, true crime, psychology, criminology, sociology, philosophy, intersectionality, history (especially during the medieval period but certainly not exclusive), eastern history/civilization, indigenous history/civilization, ancient history, loveletters, queer shit, fashion, acting, transhumanism, alterhumanity, plurality, the occult & magick & witchcraft, the concept of apotheosis, enlightenment, fate, folklore, godhood, hope, humanity, & monstrosity, virtual reality, traveling, asmr, being a boujee native & being an educated heaux.
favorite book : a song of ice and fire series & gangsta. last song : dust bowl by ethel cain. last film / show : the love witch / gangsta. recent reads : arianne martell & sansa stark / alayne stone; the winds of winter.
inspiration : honestly for the longest time i didn't want to return to the tumblr rpc bc it made me feel bittersweet bc a lot of my old friends were moving elsewhere or inactive & on top of that it reminded me of someone i used to know & i have. a lot of bittersweet feelings around this person so. but some of us& wanted to get back into it again. tthe vast majority of our& interpretations on our& muses are heavily based in both headcanons & our& fictives' ( 4 singlets: a fictional introject ) exomemories which honestly most of the time they tend to overlap, the latter meaning that this actually happened to them & isn't something that just happened in a book or a movie or a tv series or a videogame, they're living, breathing people & for that individual, it all happened & it was all very real !! additionally, a lot of my& own personal life was used as major inspiration. being a survivor of multiple traumas that most people can't even fathom ( to the point where my doctor told me most would've kermited if they'd experienced the things i went through ) & that did unspeakable things to my brain chemistry ig so. i use writing to cope. so. yall have to deal w/ that ig. at least i aint boring. /lh furthermore ethel cain & nicole dollanganger are major inspo. & as much as i& write / rp for fun, i& also write & rp to educate others especially on topics like indigenous peoples, disabilities, neurodivergencies & mental health, especially around stigmatized disorders like did bc honestly i'm so very tired & demoralized bc of the constant stigma around did & other stuff like npd, bpd, etc. & both the media & people treating us like we're some kinda fucking soulless monsters when we're literally people who were hurt & failed in childhood & had traumatic upbringings only to be demonized, trauma & other shit so it's v important to us&. representation matters & so does keeping the light of humanity alive & well. story behind url : our& system name the imaginarians galaxy + isms! fun fact about me : my great aunt & technically a cousin of mine was a witch in the family; she passed her knowledge onto her granddaughter, my cousin, & she passed her knowledge down to me so i'm a hereditary witch. my mom dated a serial killer years ago when she was 19 & she had no idea so that was fucking wild bc i was 8 when she told me about it, thanks mom. lmao. i was also born 24 weeks premature & i quite literally died before the doctors resurrected me. basically i made death my bitch. i'm all the letters in 2lgbtqia+ at once & ppl can die mad about it lmao. i'm clusters a ( schizotypal personality disorder / schizospec / psychotic / stpd ) b ( {mild} antisocial personality disorder / aspd, {mild} narcissistic personality disorder / npd, histrionic personality disorder / hpd,, borderline personality disorder / bpd ) & c ( avoidant personality disorder / avpd ) as well as autism & adhd; i also have cptsd & h.c-did bc yknow. trauma did shit to my brain, this shit fucks with me on such a deep level & uh. the comorbidities have me fucking insane up in the club. on the physical disabilities side of things i have cfs / chronic fatigue & pots (so like. don't take it personally if i dont respond quickly) & am hoh. so i'm hoping to get a multipurpose psychiatric service dog & eventually get a wheelchair as an ambulatory wheelchair user. my paternal grandfather fought in wwii & killed nazis. my& clans are mouse / apukji'j ( mi'kmaq ) & wolf / yanariskwa' ( huron-wendat ), it basically represents a family & it has nothing to do with a spirit animal, & in the huron-wendat's case a clan is like an ancestor, who you're descended from in the huron-wendat creation story & they shared a longhouse & traced their lineage from the female line from a female ancestor bc the wendat were matriarchal so wolves are my ancestors.
tagged by : stole it from @noctuafought ( hi aphy lmaoooo ) ! tagging : @velcryons / @brokcncrowns @loyalpromise @helbroth @gutsing @sevynhells @inmydrcams @dethdvncer & anyone who breathes !!
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allisonlol · 1 year
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hey aliceee babyyy!
first things first, let me congrats you on achieving your 2k followers! as a fan and a friend, I'm genuinely proud of your accomplishment! my girl, all of your posts are top-tier content and you deserve each one of your followers!! 💞🖤
now, let me introduce myself for your match-up:
starting with my appearance, I have mid-long wavy hair that is naturally red, greenish-brown eyes, freckles, birthmarks, and (unfortunately) some s/h scars throughout my body. my height is something around 5'1 and 5'2 (1m58/1m60) and my body is an average hourglass. my style is dark academia, and I appreciate adding a lot of its aspects to my daily life.
my mbti type is intj, my enneagram is 5w4 (like yours) and I'm that typical introverted girl who loves staying inside surrounded by her books and blankets. I'm a calm and patient person (not that much) and my friends usually describe me as someone intelligent and considerate. and well, regardless of being soft and affectionate, I hate clinginess. like, I definitely can deal with clingy friends or s/o's, but I tend to go to the ones who understand my desire for personal space and whose love language isn't physical touch, but quality time.
however, I don't have that many friends, and, since I'm a quiet and cold person (mainly with strangers), people end up thinking of me as someone arrogant and go away. I'm also annoyingly ironic, especially during arguments. (and I'm kinda manipulative too, but we don't take about it 🤫).
talking about my hobbies, they are playing the piano/accordion, drawing, painting, reading and playing games like cards and chess. I love sunny days, classical music, tea, vintage stuff, and studying things like history, philosophy, and society itself. but I also hate crowded places, loud noises, and cold weather.
that's all, I guess.
desired fandom: BSD
NSFW? of course-
꧁♥ ᴍᴀᴛᴄʜᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴘʀᴏɢʀᴇss… ♥꧂
i match you with . . . fyodor dostoevsky!
ok ok, i'm not just doing that bc u are a super mega simp for him!! it genuinely MAKES SENSE. i also had poe in mind, but the whole thing about hating clinginess and being a tad bit manipulative (me too girl) made me change it. anyway, shall we begin?
Relationship:
first of all, can i just say what an aesthetic couple you two are??
while fyodor tends to move around a lot for work purposes, you both illegally own an old-victorian style house on the outskirts of yokohama where you frequently stay
since both of you prefer to stay home rather than go out often, it's there that most of your time is spent together
^doing things like playing the piano / cello together, chess & card games (where you test your near equal intelligence against the other), and listening to classical music
outings are not nonexistent, tho! on sunny days, you'll convince fyodor to join you on walks through yokohama where you'll visit antique shops or bookstores
often scholarly conversations about history, sociology, and the psychology of humans <3
you and fyodor share an office, where you often work in a comfortable silence. the two of you share the kind of relationship where simply being in the other's presence is calming, and not many words are needed
fyodor tends to neglect his personal needs in favor of working, so you make sure to bring him tea and small trays of food every now and then
arguments are VERY rare, since you both are very logical and straightforward with your words (to each other, at least). it's unlikely you would ever misunderstand due to your similarities and deep understanding
although not being the most inclined to physical affections, fyodor frequently likes to give you head pats, kisses on the cheek, and snuggle together in bed while reading (especially on cold days)
and yes, you were able to convince him to read to you a few times. his voice and accent are so lovely and v calming to fall asleep to <3
NSFW
sex is not the most often occurrence due to your busy schedules, but when it does happen, DAMN does it leave you satisfied until the next time
with you, fyodor is a very intense person in bed
he adores your figure and every part of your body. insists that you look more ethereal than the most infamous portraits of goddesses in the past <3
the significant height and size difference between the two of you is definitely something that comes into play. sensing a sliiiight size kink in the way he likes to hold you down and make you feel powerless
degrading, but praises you at the same time. things like "you're such a pretty whore for me" and "what an obedient slut you are"
sex tires him out easily due to his "weaker constitution" so one good round is probably all you'll get at one time
favors positions like mating press so he can both hold you down and get to watch all the pretty expressions on ur face. makes fun of you for it too >:((
ALWAYS doms, but it you want him in the palm of your hand just give him head and tease him <33 will darkly glare down at you whilst also shaking and struggling to maintain his composure
oh also. breathy whimpers when he's close...that's all i have to say <3
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dippythestick · 3 months
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about me:
u can call me dippy or dip
i am currently 17, turning 18 later this year
male, he/him
not human/voidpunk/alterhuman
i am gay, aroace, and greyplatonic
i am autistic + adhd + mental illness
i have ehlers danlos syndrome and torticollis
digital artist
furry
i have the rude flavor of autism, i come off as rude/passive aggressive but i am just blunt and genuine. i also have issues with empathy and tone
interests:
cartoons:
ed edd n eddy
TMNT (rise, 2012, and mutant mayhem)
pinky and the brain
regular show
invader zim
futurama
kick buttowski
catscratch
rick and morty
solar opposites
metalocalypse
other media:
criminal minds
undertale and deltarune
freaks and geeks
DHMIS
the nightmare before christmas
blorbos:
topher bus - clone high - (kin)
toki wartooth - metalocalypse - (kin)
waffle - catscratch
ed - ed edd n eddy
papyrus - undertale
rigby - regular show
bender - futurama
giovanni potage - epithet erased
music:
favorite genres: rock, metal, folk punk, midwest emo, alternative/indie
favorite artists: ICP, harley poe, AJJ, jack stauber, three days grace, korn, MSI, avenged sevenfold, thousand foot krutch, rob zombie, lil darkie, skillet, linkin park, system of a down, teenage disaster, afourteen, the front bottoms, mccafferty, lemon demon, set it off, rare americans, weezer, radiohead, the living tombstone, pierce the veil, seether, black veil brides, escape the fate, hollywood undead, get scared, crywank, deftones, modern baseball
other interests/likes:
sciences: sociology, psychology, psychopathology, biology (human and animal), astronomy, ecology, pathology, anthropology, paleobiology, archeology
linguistics, semantics, dialect, grammar, etymology, obsolete words, currently learning spanish and hebrew
philosophy, politics
sci-fi, fantasy, cryptids, scp, mythology
prehistory: i like the early paleozoic era the most (cambrian, ordovician), but i also love dinosaurs
animals: i like animal biology, relationships, etc. marine animals are my favorites (especially jellyfish and cephalopods)
clowns/clowncore: i like classic circus clowns, jesters, mimes, all the way to scary clowns, i like ICP, the joker, pennywise, i like circuses and carnivals in general as well. i also enjoy magic tricks and performance art
coffee
puns and shitty word play jokes
eyesore art, psychedelics, things that glow in the dark, colored lights, trippy shit
collecting: rocks, bones, animal things (teeth, feathers, etc), shells, cool shaped glass and bottles, random blue things
taxidermy, graffiti, and puppetry are art forms i enjoy but do not make
stop motion animation
dislikes:
astrology, fate, etc
guessing or gambling
all asmr
role playing (participating)
live action sitcoms (except young sheldon LMAO)
reality tv, talk shows, game shows
most anime
most sex jokes/toilet humor
most music without lyrics, country, and pop
social rules/norms (i do not follow them)
sleeping
eating (ARFID)
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tagged by @shittyravencarcosa <3
1. Are you named after anyone? Not after a relative, but I’m named after the the coldest winter spirit from my country’s folklore tales.
2. When was the last time you cried? I don’t cry a lot but, uhm- yesterday. University stuff.
3.Do you have kids? No, but I’d love to have a cat again, if that counts.
4.Do you use sarcasm a lot? Me? Sarcastic? Absolutely freaking never, never even heard of it. - so yeah, it’s one of my favourite defence mechanism. I have a rather dark humor, especially when speaking my mother tongue. I only avoid sarcasm around my autistic friend, because she asked me to.
5.What sports do you play/ have played? I didn’t care much for sports when I was a child, but that changed somewhat in my late teens. I love running, I do it a lot. And I’ve been dancing since I was 10.
6.What’s the first thing you notice about people? The eyes. They tell me a lot. And if their smile or general expression is genuine or artificial.
7.What’s your eye colour? Different shades of brown, depending on the light.
8.Scary movies or happy endings? Scary movies with happy endings. I don’t mind darker movie endings, as long as it feels fitting, but I generally prefer it if everything turns out all right, at last for the character(s) I like.
9.Any special talents? Reading people. I often understand way more about them and their motivations than I want to. Aside from that? Writing. In my mother tongue, I’m really good at writing.
10.Where were you born? I don��t remember, sometimes I’m not sure if I was there at allO_o
11.What are your hobbies? Scribbling vampire art, having random creativity outbursts and then writing like a maniac for an entire night, giving into 300 pages-a-day reading fits for a couple of days and then not touching another book for a month, Travelling whenever I can afford it, dancing for hours in alternative clubs.
12. Do you have pets? Yes. A cat at my mother’s place. He’s stupid and I love him a lot💗
13.How tall are you? 5´5 (ok, with shoes)
14.Favourite subject in school? Literature. And Ethics (which is basically a mixture between psychology, (ancient) philosophy, sociology and an academic approach at different religions and mythologies).
15.Dream Job? Writer. I’ll get there eventually. Aside from that, local insane witch who lives in a cottage in the forest with a bunch of cats and perhaps a girlfriend is also very far up on the list. Or decorative human at a vampire mansion, that would also be fine. If my studies go well, I could become a therapist one day, and I think I would like that, too. (suppose I just shouldn’t tell anyone at university that the idea to study med came from watching Hannibal, huh?)
Tagging: @the-apostates-martyr @breakfast-skies @ladyvampir3 @apoptoses @cup-of-lixx @hedonistbyheart @immortalsarcasm @somevagrantchild @desertfangs
… yeah, I think most other blogs I follow have already done this. But no pressure, I totally get it if you don’t wanna share so much personal information.
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andromedaspark · 2 years
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Hot take. I actually enjoy reading fics where Billy's an absolute asshole. Not so I can be upset at it. But so I can get out of the dip in my mental mattress of loving him so much. He's my poor little meow meow. But he's also an insufferable dickbag with a PartySized ego. And yes I still love him. But it helps me think less Black and White. Yes he can be awful, but yes he can be better. The duality of man. To understand the fact you must see both sides of opinion. And of course there's nuances, there is for everything.
If you struggle seeing how Billy can be both a mega asswipe and a babygirlified princess you need to watch The Good Place. It's also on Netflix. It's entertaining, it's exciting, it's a great binge, it'll make you laugh, it'll make you cry, it'll make you think about things you didn't before.
Genuinely. My recommendation for anyone who struggles with moral issues or philosophy, sociology, psychology, is to watch The Good Place.
Even if you just want some sifi comedy with a hint of romance and drama tossed in. Watch The Good Place.
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starw0man · 7 months
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introduction and a little bit about me
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I feel like I should write an about me and introduce myself a bit on here for long-time followers and any new people.
I’m not going to go by my personal name on here, but you can call me star woman or Rhiannon. i’m a kenyan-american poet and writer who loves music (rock, alternative, punk, post-punk/new wave, psychedelic rock, indie, rap, hip-hop, soul, disco, folk rock, classical, old country, oldies, and some others) and outer space. I’m also really into Greek, Egyptian, and Kenyan mythology & I practice Hellenic polytheism/paganism.
i’m 23 years old & i’m a sidereal Pisces sun and moon, and a Leo rising. in Vedic, I’m a Revati sun and moon, and Magha rising. I’m really into astrology as well, and I mostly focus on sidereal and Vedic astrology because I feel like it’s more accurate to me & my life.
i’m also autistic and I have adhd, and I post a lot about that on here, so if you don’t like that, you can get off. I also post a lot about my special interests and hyperfixations, and I basically see this blog as being dedicated to that + aesthetic stuff + poetry stuff.
I use the tag #autizzy sometimes to talk about my experience as a Black autistic person. I just wanted to make it clear that that term is created by and ONLY FOR Black autistic people.
I also struggle with other disorders such as C-PTSD, depression, and anxiety (and I’m sure there are other things that I might not even know about). I post about that on here and I’m a big proponent of mental health awareness and support for all people who suffer with an mental illness or disability regardless of what their mental illness or disability is.
I’m also currently a college student (cries). I got my bachelors degree in social work, and now I’m pursuing my masters degree in it. I also work full-time, so I need to be able to manage school and work successfully, so there will be times when I won’t be on here as much due to that.
I’m a Nyx, Hekate, Rhiannon, and Persephone devotee, and I also worship Dionysus, Apollo, and the rest of the Theoi. I also practice witchcraft and mostly focus on cosmic/lunar witchcraft while trying to incorporate other forms like herbal/plant magic, kitchen witchcraft, pop culture witchcraft, etc. I also practice tarot and I consider myself to be very spiritual and devoted to the Theoi, and specifically to Nyx and Hekate. I have a very deep connection with the both of them and I’ve always felt that way since I first started learning about them and about Greek mythology.
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My other special interests/hyperfixations are:
• Egyptian and Kenyan mythology
• History (ancient Egypt and Greece, renaissance, 60s-90s, African/Kenyan history)
• Witchcraft and magic
• Astrology and Astronomy
• Art (all types)
• Books (Percy Jackson series, Circe by Madeline Miller, Blood like Magic series by Liselle Sambury, the Secret History by Donna Tartt, etc.)
• Dolls (monster high, shadow & rainbow high, bratz, and Barbie are my main ones) and stuffed animals (squishmallows)
• Gaming 🎮 I love stardew valley, sims 4, the cosmic wheel sisterhood. I’m mostly into cozy, RPG games
• Psychology, sociology, philosophy, social issues
• Socialism and anarchism (especially Black socialism and anarchism)
• Fashion and music (history)
• Goth and punk fashion, history, and music
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my favorite aesthetics are:
• goth/punk/alternative/dark
• grunge (original 90s and 2014 tumblr grunge)
• dark academia, punk/grunge academia
• whimsigoth or whimsicore
• retro aesthetic (60s-90s aesthetic)
• spacecore
• psychedelic
• mermaid-core or nymphcore
• cottagecore
• vapor wave
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I don’t support or want any racists, misogynists, sexists, ableists, homophobes, transphobes, classists, or anyone who supports that kind of rhetoric on my blog. this is a safe space for me, a Black audhd woman, and all other marginalized people. if I repost or am mutuals with anyone who says those kinds of things, please tell me so I can remove and block them because I don’t want people like that having access to me.
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anyways, welcome to my blog!!
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milla984 · 1 year
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Hi....
This Spencer Ried guy that i see on your blog a lot... sorry haven't watched criminal minds yet.
Tell me something about that character. Why do you love them so much
… well, Anon, grab a chair and make yourself comfortable!
The first thing I actually liked about Spencer Reid back in the day was the fact that he’s played by Matthew Gray Gubler, so he’s definitely the perfect example of non-toxic masculinity to me.
The character is almost immediately introduced as a genius - by his own admission he’s got an IQ of 187, an eidetic memory, can read 20.000 word per minute and has three PhDs (Mathematics, Chemistry, Engineering) which is enough to make me go “yes, give me more of this guy, pls”. Later on it is also revealed he holds BAs in Sociology, Psychology and he’s studying to get a third one in Philosophy. Need I say more?!
During the first season he’s only 23, meaning he’s the youngest member of the Behavioral Analysis Unit (BAU) team and actually looks like a puppy. Spoiler alert: even after 15 seasons he still looks like a puppy to me and I just want to hug him and keep him safe. Why? Because he’s S O F T, caring and loves his mom and friends to pieces. They feel the same about him and he ends up being the godfather of both sons of Jennifer 'JJ' Jareau, his fellow team member; another team member, Derek Morgan (who affectionately addresses Spencer as 'kid') names his firstborn Hank Spencer - after his own dad and Reid, obviously, claiming he’s the best little brother anybody could ever ask for.
So, yeah… Spencer is a total sweetheart and has been through A LOT: his father left when he was very young and his mom sadly suffers from schizophrenia, meaning little Spencer had to care for her and was forced to commit her against her will when he was 18 (what’s truly heartbreaking to me is that she’s fully aware and immensely proud of his abilities: she loves him and when she’s not having a bad day she’s easily his biggest supporter). He’s also shown to be very empathetic towards certain unsubs (the “villains” of each episode, so to speak) especially when it turns out they’ve been victims of violence or abuse, because he himself has been targeted by bullies; in Season 3 he recalls the time his high school mates tricked him into believing the prettiest girl in school wanted to talk to him in private, while in reality the entire football team ambushed him, stripped him naked and tied him to a goalpost (it’s worth mentioning that he was about 12yo when this happened, because being a genius he graduated from high school around that age).
In Season 2 he develops an addiction to Dilaudid, after being kidnapped and tortured by an unsub; the authors of the show have a questionable habit of putting him through hell, just because, and IMHO the only instance when Spencer getting shot actually has a valid purpose is in Season 5 - Gubler dislocated his knee IRL so they needed an explanation for Reid walking around in crutches for a while.
Since I have a feeling this post could go on forever (and we don't have that much time), I’ll just throw in a few more random reasons why I love Spencer Reid: he wears his wristwatch over his sleeve. He’s a Star Wars and Doctor Who fan. He always wear mismatched socks (as MGG, the actor who plays him, does) and is often seen wearing Converse shoes. I’m biased and I know it, but to me he’s easily the best dressed character of the entire show. His apartment is a mood and very dark-academia-ish. He’s socially awkward and displays a lot of behavioral indicators he’s on the spectrum (sadly the authors never confirmed it and it’s one of the many issues I have with the writing on this show, but that’s not the place to talk about it) so I adore his mannerism: he loves to sit on desks/tables, he almost never shakes hand but greets stranger with the cutest hand-waves ever and when he’s excited about something he rambles/talks super fast and sometimes he has an adorable high-pitched squeal (Reid stans definitely knows what I mean).
Hope this answer works for you!!
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lucky-starling · 8 months
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So, I was quite stupid in high school.
That's not true. A lot of the people I know say I'm really smart. I have certain, specific topics that I am really, really good at. I got like 95%-100%s on every test I *actually* studied for.
But I graduated high school with a 1.7 GPA.
I mean at least I graduated?
I was... going through a lot in high school. (I truly don't think I'll even feel sad whenever my dad does die.) It's not just that I was sad. We were poor, and i wasn't getting enough food. I was also disillusioned because he kept telling me school didn't matter and was fascist or whatever, and scared of the world he was leading me to believe laid beyond childhood, full of satanic cannibals and pedophiles. I also just could not pay attention. I dont know why. It never clicked with me that I should. Not that I was *supposed to*, I understood that, I just never saw a reason *why I should*. It didn't interest me.
I guess when I list shit out like that, it makes me feel better that I am as functioning now as I am.
Anyway. I spent all of my classes sleeping (and spent every night binging TV until 4am), socializing, or making up little stories in my head and doodling. I learned very little.
Now I'm 25, and... I want to see what I missed! In my adulthood (and newfound stability), I want to learn! I don't really have an objective, like, a college or career path, I just Want. To. Know!!! For myself! For fun?
So I am!
I didn't know where to start... probably the 4 core subjects is my best bet? There's nothing I want to specialize in..I. yet! Maybe something will grab my interest!
I've got some textbooks. I've got The Penguin History of The World, Openstax's ap Biology (I probably retained enough to start with ap at 26, haha...), The Art of Problem Solving's Algebra 1, and... no English (I was always pretty good with English)... but I've got some open source Spanish 1 text book, which I've already gotten a decent way through! (¡Puedo comer vidrio, no me hace daño!
Then I'll branch out to more specific parts of history, like certain times or countries, Geometry, Algebra 2, eventually Calculus (which I don't think I ever even took? The state I went to HS in is 49th in Education....), and introductory chemistry and physics.
And then I'll teach myself college level things!
I'll also probably delve into things like psychology, philosophy, sociology... I love, y'know, *people*.
Of course, this is very embarrassing. Two days ago, my boyfriend taught me how to multiply and divide fractions by canceling. I'm 25. That's, like, mortifying to admit.
But at least I'm doin' something about it instead of never admitting it and then continuing to not know forever!
Grifjejf. I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch but. I'm really looking forward to this journey tbh. Learning is fun to me now! I want knowledge. Yay.
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nogenderbee · 8 months
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Ooh that event sounds so fun- Ok here goes. Oh I prefer guys btw. Sorry if this is too much or too little or aa
What nickname would you call your lover?
Probably just their name tbh, but I'd say it in like different affectionate voices maybe lol, or a variation or add-on of the name.
What are your hobbies?
Mainly playing video games, making art, watching youtube/participating in online communities, pondering psychology/philosophy/sociology etc constantly, petting animals idk, appreciating nature, listening to music, daydreaming
What's your perfect date idea?
Hmm idk doing some sort of activity together or just talking, maybe visiting some new place. I like just chilling at home or gaming or smth but that's not great for a new relationship bc you're not focused on each other.
What's something you hate in others? (like a personality trait or behavior for example:
Black/white thinking or non-existent critical thinking, shallowness, being mean to people and not listening to reason, being too strict or obssessed with rules or appearing "normal"
What are yours main 3-5 (or more if you want!) personality traits?
Quiet around most, anxious/overthinking, self-aware, witty/silly/funny(hides until comfortable) yet mature, artistic and I swear others have said I'm very intelligent lol
What's activity/hobby do you like?:
Is this different from the other hobby one? Pretty much the same answer.
What's activity/hobby you don't like?
Football/soccer or in general sports with strangers/classmates, I get too stressed about getting in the way or ruining anything. Also anything boring/mundane like schoolwork about a topic I'm not interested in.
Hiii! Don't worry about it it's just right ^^ And of course since you prefer boys, that's who your pairing is!
So I pair you with...
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Rui Kamishiro!
⊱ so first nicknames! At first thought of just his name seemed really basic to him but when you said it in different voices it made him chuckle a bit and he started being fond of it himself
⊱ as for hobbies, you both definitely like petting animals and nature! He also enjoys playing any games although he does prefer just watching more as for few genres. But he of course also enjoys watching some videos with you!
⊱ as for date ideas, you don't need to worry about him not being focused on you since he can multitask so he'll focus on both game and teasing you when you have a chill date.
⊱ as for your traits... Rui tried to be gentle with you when you were so quiet and anxious, but when you became so witty and silly, he let out his teasy nature and started joking around you more. And of course z he's also pretty fond of how mature you are!
⊱ and finally, whenever you need to do something broing like homework, Rui will make sure to make it more interesting for you! Be it by creating invention or putting his acting skills to life, he'll do his best to help you out with it!
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You and Rui were sitting on the couch, gamepads on hand and were simply playing a game you took a like of recently. He had his head resting on your head or shoulder, it might look like he's focused on game because he's doing really good job there but he was also really focused on you of which you can be sure thanks to teasy lines and compliments he drops every now in a while.
"Hey darling~ You know you're rather cute when you're so focused on beating me~?"
"I just won..."
"And you were cute doing that~"
It seems this man just loves spoiling you with compliments and can't let go of the opportunity to tease you a bit.
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sublimecatgalaxy · 2 years
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Please please please read this cuz you never know when it can be helpful!
I am a tutor and I'm so in love with it and helping people succeed. I wanna help so if you need it, read this and do not hesitate to DM me.
I will do it for free, especially since some people can't afford it or don't have an income. I know how hard it is to truly find help in high school and college, especially for people who are still dependent on their parents/guardians or people who have mental health struggles/social anxiety. Contacting your tutoring center or teacher/professor can be nerve wracking, trust me, I get it.
But I'm me! You guys know me, I'm very goofy and approachable lol.
I want to make help as accessible as possible for people who need it. I do only charge $13 for an hour session through zoom using venmo but only if the person I'm tutoring is willing/wants to pay. Money is genuinely not my biggest concern when it comes to this, helping is :)
I do want to extend my services on here and there's a bit of info on this in my Masterpost but here's all of my infooooo. I can even help you get prepared before the fall starts! I tutor the following classes...
High School:
Living Environment (Biology)
US History
English 9-12 (like if you need help writing an outline or someone to revise your work)
Algebra (I've taken six years of it; may be a bit rusty lol especially with how math is changing)
College:
For these classes, I'm much more acquainted with and for the biology classes, I have open lines of communications with professors for these classes because I work with them and their students :)
English 101 or 102 (commonly known as Writing 101 or Intro to Literature)
Psychology (General, Developmental or Adolescent)
Sociology (Mostly 100/101 classes)
Philosophy: Intro to Ethics
Any US history class
General Biology (lecture and lab)
Human Biology (lecture and lab)
Anatomy and Physiology 1 (lecture and lab)
Anatomy and Physiology 2 (lecture and lab)
Microbiology (lecture and lab)
Also literally any paper/presentation/powerpoint you need to write or create for literally any class.
I did get A's and B's in all of the classes listed above and am qualified through the tutoring center at my university. I've undergone training and am working on becoming a teachers assistant for the biology classes with their professors.
I know learning can be hard. I especially know that studying can be hard, taking notes, delegating, planning, I can even help you make a resume; I can help with it all. Even if you don't want to meet virtually and you just have questions, I'm here :)
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YIPPEE MATCHUPS! I hope you're having a good day! Just to let you know- it might help to have your masterlist pinned to the top otherwise people might not be able to see it! (Unless it is an I just can't see if for some reason... ✌️live laugh love) ANYWAY. YES. IDV. I have no hunter/survivor preference!!!
I am nonbinary and pan, no preference. Im tall- like 5'10 or something, brown eyes, dirty blonde usually long and fluffy with short bangs but I'm thinking about getting it layered short. my style varies, often I either dress quite formal and smart (smart trousers! Blouses and collard shirts! Sweaters!!!) But if im not going out i'll switch to a lot of oversized loose fitting clothes in LAYERS!!! SO MANY LAYERS!!! (im so glad flares are popular again!!!) I quite like clothes, I just refuse to wear dresses or shorts as I am quite insecure and uncomfortable in them.
I am a huge bookworm, passionate about a lot of humanities subjects, philosophy, art, history, sociology and psychology, law e.c.
People often times say I have good knowledge about a variety of subjects or have an opinion on everything.
But to be honest its either 0 or 100 with me. I'm autistic and typically go non verbal around people I am not comfortable with (i NEVER approach new people myself) and small talk is the devil i cannot do it. If I try to force myself at best I start stuttering badly 💀. I'm not too bothered by it, it's just frustrating. The only exception i'm fine 'approaching' is to talk to them is online/through writing as it puts concerns about reading social queues out the window.
However the 100 side of it, people that approach me and engage in topics i actually like... as well as people close to me, I'm the opposite, I have to have meaningful discussions and love to share ideas with people! It's like I do a complete 180! People oftentimes mistake me as being very confident if they catch me like this and dont know me very well but I think it's just because I'm moreso passionate and fixate a lot.
At my worst I become extremely avoidant and shut in, typically to be able to get out of my room I need someone I'm friends or close with that can drive me out or stay with me, otherwise I panic. (That includes ignoring basic needs, i will ignore them if i feel threatened) but so long as I have people close to me around I feel far more confident in being able to mask (for me its not always a bad thing if it helps me to be productive/actually stay alive). I cannot stand to be touched by others unless I'm expecting it but even then I'm still sensitive, but I am okay with touching others! Exihibit A! I love pampering friends and get compliments on my massages!!!! Do not do the same to me the devil takes over my body and I cannot control spasms i am not laughing of joy I am on the verge of a breakdown!!!!
As for specific hobbies: I like drawing/painting and sculpting! I LOVE board and tabletop games, chess, card games like blackjack. I like anything to do with watersports. I love to swim! Reading and writing is obviously a big one too and my most recent interest is learning to bake! (Because im dogshit at cooking)
I hope thats enough and that I did everythjng!!! Hope you have a lovely day!!!!
Note: I am not really sure what no binary pronouns use, I asked google and said that go by they, if it doesn’t go by they I am terribly sorry and please tell me if I did it wrong! Also have a nice day you too anon! 💝
And also I am so sorry If I skipped something 😞
I match you wiiith🥁🥁🥁…
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Galatea and Emil!
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Galatea:
The moment she heard that you like sculpting, she immediately wanted to know more about you!
Even chess?? THATS AMAZING !! She loves playing chess too!!
She was so scared to talk to you thought, she didn’t know how to start a conversation.
Wow she finally spoke to you! But it was in a match while you were chaired and Galatea was just staring at you a little creepy.. That made you uncomfortable and you looked away ‘when will I get sent back to the manor.’ You thought.
,,Your eyes are… pretty..’’ she quietly and softly said.
That caught you off guard and you looked back at her.
,,O-oh thank you! Uh your e- I mean your sculpture is nice!’’ ‘Oh nahh💀💀 why did I say this😭’
She looked confused at the Little rock of clay but smiled.
,,Thank you.. Can I.. talk to you more?’’
You nodded and smiled again.
,,M-maybe play some c-chess with me..?’’ She quietly spoke.
,,I’m sorry what did you say?’’
,,Nothing!’’ Her face was now hidden and you could only see the back of the wheelchair.
She was blushing, which left you confused.
,,Uh can we meet-‘’ But suddenly the rocket chair started spinning which you flew back to the manor, but before you flew she said more loudly: ,,Meet me a-after the match!!’’ ,,OK!’’
When both of you started dating she made you little sculptures of hearts or cute things you like.
BOTH OF YOU MAKING SCULPTURES <333
Walks! When the both of you aren’t in a match you would push the wheelchair while Galatea is on it around the manor. Usually Galatea starts the conversations because she knew that you really couldn’t start one. Such a nice and supportive gf 🫶
Give her a surprise kiss on her cheek and she’s blushing.
Emil
Oh this sweet little guy.
Another awkward shy introvert😭
To the moment he saw you , he felt funny in his stomach. And he could feel his cheeks red.
Would try to start a conversation with you.
But if you tried you would be a stuttering mess, really nervous too because of how much you stuttered.
He doesn’t find it funny tho, in fact he finds it cute. He would chuckle a little, but when he saw your face like it was about to cry he immediately stopped and looked at you in worry.
,,I-I am s-so sorry for laughing! I didn’t m-meant to , i-it’s not that I promise!’’ Okay he accidentally held your hands without noticing. Man was panicking 😭
Now both of you looked like a couple.
You started feeling more nervous at the sudden contact, which he realised too, quickly stopped holding your hands and running away none stop saying ‘I’m so sorry!’ Man it was sure something😭😭
Next day he came to apologise and said that he will never do it again.
This man is so sweet bro.. and respectful too..
He found himself getting more and more comfortable by the time.
But not too comfortable because he would blush sometimes, trying to hide his face while you were looking at him confused.
When both of you were finally dating he would get more protective, not obsessive! He is just worried about you getting hurt!
When people misgender you, he would confidently say: ,,If you didn’t know Y/N is not comfortable calling them he or she!’’
Ur biggest support!
Always asks you if you’re okay with it before he hugs you or kisses you!
When you’re feeling down and don’t want to talk to anyone he would slide down a letter under your door and leave.
There is written how much he loves you, that the others are just jerks and a bunch of more praises and nice things written. And he finished with a ‘please talk to me later, I am worried’.
If you kiss him or hug him he would have the biggest smile on his face with red face.
Best bf material😻
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cozyprompts · 1 year
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hi there! 👋 my name's cozy (or lynly. or sherry. or "that one fuckin lady." whatever works for you), and this blog of mine started as a dialogue dump and evolved into a bookblr, writeblr, post-graduation studyblr of sorts. basically, it's just a place for me to be a nerd about the things i love to learn about, which is everything, so really you never quite know what you're gonna get. it's an adventure for both of us :)
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what do you read?
mostly fantasy, but i do hope to expand my horizons a lot! in terms of fiction, i want to get more into mystery (cozy and traditional), horror, historical fiction, political thrillers, and middle grade lit. in terms of nonfiction, i really like learning about anything, so the sky's the limit! i'm a biologist, so definitely anything within that realm, but i also enjoy math and tech and other sciences (from a much more layman perspective though lol). i also really want to study more history, especially in west asia bc that's where i'm from and i want to learn more about my heritage! also poetry, philosophy, psychology, politics, sociology/social justice, linguistics, and a smidgen of theology (exposure therapy for the religious trauma). so! a wide range. i especially try to prioritize diversifying my reading, so i'm always open to book recs from female authors of color!
what do you write?
i write pretty sporadically, but i primarily am writing fanfics right now. i dabble in whatever interests me, but the large projects i have gathering dust brewing right now are for the elder scrolls and for a crossover hilda/gravity falls fic (i have quite the range). i do hope to eventually get back into original writing, and i've got more plot bunnies than i can count, but most of them revolve around arabian mythology and west asian historical fiction/magical realism. most of my writing (fic and original alike) has themes of racial and ethnic oppression, solidarity in the face of hardship, grey morality, the importance of hope, good old fashioned power of friendship, and general anti-nihilist, anti-colonial, anti-doomer shit. also lots of romance and found family, because i'm galaxy brained like that.
i might also occasionally write essays or things compiling some info on a topic of interest if the adhd hyperfocus mode makes me go insanely deep in a rabbit hole.
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currently reading
fresh banana leaves: healing indigenous lands through indigenous science by dr. jessica hernanzdez
arabia and the arabs: from the bronze age to the coming of islam by robert g. hoyland
emily wilde's encyclopedia of faeries by heather fawcette
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