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jakeranda · 2 years

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slash jay

#stranger things #i’m so scared #i havent felt like this in a while #the actual PIT of dread in my stomach #volume 2 #stranger things4 #mostly i’m scared for #eddie munson #robin buckley #i don’t trust those mf brothers

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melitadala · 2 years

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Old lovers

Nothing I do can tear you off my skin, can’t it? You’re seeping through with interest and kind words Months without a word, as ghosts fade away and vanish

You still can’t bear to look me in the eye but you are attached to my skirts like a small child.

Did you left a part of you in me and that’s what you’ve been looking for since? - Melita

#love poem #old love #past lovers #poetry #i havent felt like this in a while #i havent posted in so long #i had a thought #writing again #mywork #poem by me #quote aesthetic #my poem #free verse #poem about love #poem on tumblr #once upon a sleepytime

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princessbabybitch · 2 years

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Relapse? Relapse

#i havent felt like this in a while

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treatbuckywkisses · 1 year

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#ily anxiety <3 #im doing so bad right now lol #i havent felt like this in a while #:(#cant help but feeling like i did it to myself

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nottohurtyourfeelings · 1 year

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Like. Logistically. I don't get what the point of living is. Why don't we all just kill ourselves? Like fr we all hate it here lets just leave. Theres nothing to be scared of if we all go together

#suicidal ideation #i havent felt like this in a while #just wish i was dead anyways #vent

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buboplague · 15 days

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experiment

#digital #doodle #and now for something completely different #feeling super incredibly lost with art #havent felt comfortable or enjoyment while drawing in like eight months #theres a weird disconnect in my brain that i dont know how to bridge and overcome in order to get back to doing art

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aquapede · 4 months

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thinking about gardevoir and gengar being pen pals after everything. she'll always have time for her favorite insane little guy

#pokemon #pokemon mystery dungeon #pmd #pmd explorers #pmd rescue team #team charm #gardevoir #medicham #lopunny #gengar #scribbles #i think it was just gardevoir that was sending letters first #checking in. telling him about her adventures. rt hero was in contact with her a lot so she felt like she should reach out to him too #she sent them for quite a while before gengar actually responded to any of them #(partly out of guilt) (partly out of loneliness) (partly out of boredom)#i havent played super yet so if this is contradicted by something in that: i refuse to acknowledge that. they ARE friends. to me #(also yeah medicham is the same one from rt in my mind and she thinks its hilarious to imagine gengar sending anyone love letters)

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soranker · 1 year

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colored the doodle suggestions 🫶

#plus an extra marcille cuz i felt like it 🤭#thank you to everyone who sent a suggestion! and very sorry if i didnt get to yours 😭 i did these for fun between work/project assignments #i feel like i havent rly colored anything in a while so this was fun/therapeutic lol #dungeon meshi

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acekindaneat · 10 months

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Serirei Week !!

Day 3: firsts/love languages

Reigen finds himself speechless (rare occasion)

continuation below but it's written form !! ↓↓

Serizawa gave him a slight nod, his face unreadable but tense. He gently directed Reigen towards the couches and sat him down. Wordlessly sitting beside him, he opened the first aid kit and rummaged through it.

Reigen watches in cautious silence, eyeing his coworker's rigid movements. The cloth he used to temporarily cover the large scratch left by the spirit was starting to itch. He slowly untied the knot with his uninjured hand and peeled off the blood-soaked makeshift bandage. It was drying off, but it still looked terrible. Four large gashes across his forearm, it almost looks like a scratch from a big cat.

Serizawa shifting closer brought Reigen's attention back to him. Their eyes met for a second before Serizawa looked down at his arm with a wince. Guilt evident on his face as he wet a towel with water and started to wipe off the blood with the lightest touch he could manage. Reigen swallowed the lump in his throat, the tense silence was getting to him so he spoke up.

"This could be part of your training, you know." He lightly joked, shrugging with his unoccupied shoulder. "It's important to know first aid, especially in our line of work." Serizawa's eyebrows furrowed as a frown formed on his face, but didn't take his eyes off his work, nor did he say anything back. As soon as the blood that smeared was gone, he grabbed the disinfectant and a cotton ball.

It was gonna sting, Reigen already knew that, but he still felt his heart flutter when Serizawa glanced up at him with a sorry look and muttered, "This might sting..."

Reigen didn't miss the way Serizawa was holding his hand with his free hand. He didn't miss the way his thumb was soothing the back of his palm with light strokes. He didn't miss the way he could feel the warmth radiating off of Serizawa's body just from how close they were sitting. Reigen felt himself gulp, not sure if it was in preparation for the pain, or to force himself back to retain his composure.

He let out a small hiss and a wince, before letting it dissipate quickly upon seeing Serizawa's face look more like a kicked puppy. He knows the man felt guilty for not arriving quick enough to prevent the spirit from hurting Reigen further. It wasn't his fault though. He can't blame Serizawa, not when he looked this sorry.

Gentle, flitting hands finally wrapped the wound in a bandage and secured it carefully. When it was done, Serizawa didn't move away, but instead let his hand rest on the wrapped arm, slowly rubbing his thumb against it like it would help heal the wound faster. It might, Reigen could hope. He could hope that this moment lasts. He looked up at Serizawa with a soft look, hoping that his message came across. Please.

Serizawa looked up at Reigen's eyes with the same level of fondness. Despite what he feels, it still scares Reigen, to see someone look at him like that. He's scared of seeing it often that he'll get attached to it, attached to the fondness, attached to feeling loved.

He almost felt himself jump when Serizawa gently held his hand up and pressed Reigen's palm against his lips with closed eyes. It's like his heart stopped, his breath hitching as he inhaled sharply.

This seemed to wake Serizawa from whatever trance he was in and pulled away, his face flushed red. His gaze landed everywhere except Reigen's as he cleared his throat and gathered up the used cotton balls and the bloodied washcloth. "I'll, uhm, throw these away. I'll grab some ice for your neck.. and make you some green tea in a bit..." He paused, sparing Reigen a glance and assessing his state.

"I'm glad you're okay, Reigen.." Serizawa spoke again, then escaped to the restroom to clean his hands off. Reigen sat there staring at his palm, dumbfounded and speechless.

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pummelingbat · 6 months

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haven't been drawing much this month, but here is a compilation of stuff from february/march that i never posted lol. first one is a Donelan redraw, and the last one is from a massive sketch pile of a vocaloid song fan PV that i gave up on :'^) Happy Halloween.....

#reanimator #herbert west #dan cain #danbert #the middle ones are just cute lol. was in my 'draw the characters in cute outfits' stage of brain rot still.#its weird looking back on art from the first month of my reani madness. like man i was just going for it.#i need to redraw bunnybert and make a matching dan... my little figmas...... squeaky squeaky.............#anyways. havent really felt like drawing while theres. a genocide going on. everyone stay safe and dont forget to care about other humans.#my art

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lotuslate · 2 years

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