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deliciousnecks · 2 years

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Will you listen to yourself? 'Cause maybe it's you who's actually not too sure about this wedding, and maybe you're the one trying to sabotage it by accusing everyone else of being against it. -- Can you blame me for being a little afraid? It's a big step for me.

#what we do in the shadows #wwdits #wwditssource #wwditsedit #harvey guillen #kayvan novak #wwdits spoilers #i have so many emotions #side note:#everyone was in fact against it #1k

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naffeclipse · 11 months

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I am so incredibly stunned and honored to see that Sleuth Jesters won both angstiest fic and most dramatic fic!!! I can't express how much this means to me. I'm completely floored and overwhelmed in the best way possible, and I cherish each and every one of you who has read my works. Thank you. Your support inspires me so much. I wish I could do something grand as a big thank you, but I hope that the little SJ MerMay one-shot I'm working on will suffice!

Until next time. ♥

#i've been reeling all day #i have so many emotions #i want to hug everyone #it feels unreal #i'm so grateful #just ahhh thank you babes #naff nuh huh

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artandbrimstone · 3 months

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blame @drorey for this one

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oldshrewsburyian · 2 months

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I think that my most profound observation about my LOTR reread so far is that it is, at its core, about community, and about how we are not meant to do even the things we are uniquely called to do alone.

...my least profound observation is that "In the House of Tom Bombadil" and "Fog on the Barrow-Downs" are the chapters where Tolkien is just vibing with Old English literature.

#lotr lent #the fellowship of the ring #i have so many emotions #...i have also had two gins because it is not lent yet

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mlchaelwheeler · 1 year

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time really is funny like that: miwi -> MIWI

#what if i broke down sobbing on the floor huh. what would you do then #i have so many emotions #also this is maximum miwi. if you even care #byler #sarah.txt

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piano-hoarder · 8 months

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Just read the entirety of Purple Hyacinth in three days. I will see you all at my funeral.

#i have so many emotions #purple hyacinth #kieran white #lauren sinclair #lauki #kym ladell #william hawkes

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thefandommess · 6 months

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Why doesn’t it feel like the end of a season but the end of the series?

#ofmd #our flag means death #ugly crying #i have so many emotions #yet absolutely no words #that has heartbreaking and heartwarming #somehow at the same time #ofmd 2 #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #taika waititi #rhys darby #stede bonnet #blackbeard #ed teach #izzy hands

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trekkitkat · 1 year

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Some more reasons why Thomas Andrews my favourite person from history.

As a kid, his friends nicknamed him “Admiral” because of his skill and fondness of boats.

He loved animals, looked after bees and horses and was very kind and gentle with them.

At school, he wasn’t so great at academics, but the teachers and students still loved him for his generosity and honesty, “Wherever he went, he carried his own sunshine.”

Staying at a hotel on a trip with friends, someone broke a bed rail. Thomas look responsibility for it and paid for a new bed. He fixed the broken bed and gifted it to an elderly cleaning lady at the hotel for her invalid husband. He and his friends carrying it to the couples' house and setting it up for them.

As a teenage apprentice at the Harland and Wolff shipyards, he was known to do things like finish his own work early so he could help an old workman with his tasks, stay late to catch up the work of another apprentice who was sick, encourage others who were struggling. A foreman noted, “It seemed his delight to make others around him happy.”

He worked all day in the shipyards, then took night classes in drawing, mechanics and naval architecture.

As head of the Design Department, he had in depth knowledge of all fifty-three branches of the shipyard,

He was a natural and good leader. The workers at the shipyard looked up to him because he was good-natured, direct and intelligent and he could bring that out in others too. He saw people and respected them. If someone had an idea or suggestion, he wanted to hear it.

He climbed an eighty-foot scaffold during a gale to save a man who got stuck.

He didn’t believe himself above anybody and saw the workers at the shipyard as his friends. He advocated for better housing, education and shorter working days for labourers. And he hated politicians who tried to fuel class divide and tension.

During Titanic’s voyage, he wrote or sent telegrams to his wife from Belfast, Southampton, Cherbourg and Queenstown, telling her how the ship was fairing and the details he was working on. A couple who shared the same dining table with him said he was very proud of the ship, but what he wanted to talk most about was his wife, daughter and family.

Stewardess May Sloan said, “He made you feel on the ship that all was right. It was good to hear his laugh and have him near you. If anything went wrong, it was always to Mr Andrews one went.”

And this is just a sample of what this man was like. He was an absolute gem. One of those rare, special people that make the world better just by existing.

#i have so many emotions #Thomas Andrews #harland and wolff #RMS Titanis #Titanic

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add1ctedt0you · 9 months

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#I have so many emotions #And headaches now #mar reading mdzs

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twopercentboy · 13 days

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something about the mixture of being overjoyed but also like this cannot possibly be real, something about being a queer 911 fan and seeing parts of yourself, parts of our community, represented in characters that were never intended to do that, and something about this silly little network television drama seeing what the characters they created were representing and not shying away from it, instead fully embracing it regardless of potential backlash

#i have so many emotions #i dont even know where to start #911 abc #911 #evan buckley #bisexual evan buckley #911 spoilers #911 season 7 #911 7x04 #my.txt #me.txt

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fencer-x · 5 months

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Sometimes you hate a TV show episode because it’s bad.

Sometimes you hate it because it was so good, yet so painfully achingly wrong, even if it was all perfectly right.

Guess which one the Loki s2 finale was 🥺

#Loki #spoilers #I have so many emotions

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s1utspeare · 5 months

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allow me to annoy you about one of your other blorbos

zhang daddy rishan

ZHANG DADDY RISHAN!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭

Ok I��m about to be so sad about him for a minute cause FUCK ok FUCK that’s!!!! He was raised by fo ye!!!!! Look at him, there’s so much fo ye in him!!!!! Kan Jian comes to work for him and zhang daddy rishan invites him inside and makes him dinner and considers his dietary restrictions and makes sure he is safe!! He finds two kids stealing from him to try and save their friend and gets dragged along into it so that he can make sure they stay safe!! He keeps xinyue’s restaurant but makes sure that it’s a place where er ye would have loved performing and lets his student perform there as often as he likes!!!! He listens to the unnatural bits of the world and of tombs and respects the wildness of gutongjing so much that he’s prepared to live there quietly for the rest of his (so long, so so long) life but when someone else (someone mortal! someone who doesn’t have the time to waste, any of it!) is trapped there with him, listens to her and makes sure she’s safe and gets her out! He just wants everyone to have a safe place in the world where they can go when everything else hurts and is out to get them and and and!!!!!!!!!!!

Forget the Buddha in the courtyard. Forget the Mystic Nine. Fo ye’s legacy is Zhang Rishan.

#i have so many emotions #i love himmmmmmmmmm #dmbj #this is a zhang rishan stan blog #also SORRY all of my thoughts involve fo ye #twoguan is not whole without the two

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naffeclipse · 1 year

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Thinking about @bamsara's Solar Lunacy latest chapters and how Sun and Moon were relatively happy and outgoing before the virus infected them and Sun walked freely around the pizzaplex and Moon forged Chica's signature just because she was bored and now they're restricted within their small world to an even narrower space (Sun to the daycare and Moon to only coming out at night for security purposes) and that they truly have suffered and lost so much from being sick and Y/N feels so much for what was bygone and has changed for the DCA and is trying so hard to help them

#i have so many emotions #not to mention that omnious break-in #oh gosh im feeling a lot #solar lunacy #solar lunacy spoilers #spoilers #naff nuh huh

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phoenixkaptain · 1 year

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Do you think Yoda saw all of his past students in Luke?

He saw that rage and unquenchable desire for a system corrupted to be changed, just like Dooku? He saw that peace and patience and desire to learn that Qui-Gon had? The same sass and empathy that Obi-Wan held? The same desire to live up to the people who came before him, just like Ahsoka?

And, of course, he saw Anakin there. In blue eyes and lopsided grin. In the affectionate touch to a droid. In the raw power, the untapped potential that could sway to the light or the dark so easily.

Do you think he saw the best and worst of them all? Do you think he looked at Luke and remembered training Dooku? Do you think he saw Luke heading in the direction of a maverick and missed Qui-Gon? Do you think he watched Luke grow and learn and all he could think about was that pure, uncorrupted kid from Tatooine? The kid who wanted to free slaves, the kid who fell in love hard and fast, the kid whose trust was hardwon, the kid who grew up into the antithesis of everything he once was?

Do you ever wonder what was going through Yoda’s mind on long nights? When Luke would get impatient and storm off, only to return a few moments later, calm and ready to try again. Do you think he held onto that fear, the fear that stuck with him for so long, that yet another member of his lineage would die before their time or turn to the Dark Side or just leave entirely?

Do you ever think of Yoda trying to hide things from Luke, only to get tired of it? He told Luke about his sister. The one secret that would have died with him. Artoo can’t tell anybody. Everyone else who knows - Padme, Bail, Obi-Wan - is dead. They could have just left him in the dark. They could have taken that secret and not let it potentially sway Luke’s emotions one way or the other.

That was the plan, wasn’t it? Obi-Wan is surprised when he finds out that Yoda told Luke. The plan had to have been to not tell him, to never tell him, to never risk Luke forming an unhealthy attachment to his sister that would lead him down the path of the Dark Side. That would never start Leia on the path of becoming a Jedi, meaning she would never even be at risk.

But, Yoda was dying. He was dying and he had so long to think of all the things he should have done differently. He was dying and he looked up at Luke, who they were putting the weight of the world on. They were telling Luke that the future of the galaxy was entirely on his shoulders. The sale of absolutely everyone was on him and him alone. They told him he was the last Jedi.

So Yoda must have looked up and seen that pressure. That loneliness. The Jedi of old had large communities. They lived and breathed and grew with each other. They never felt alone, because they always had someone to turn to, someone to talk to, someone they trusted to keep their head above water.

And here they were, leaving Luke alone. Telling him to rebuild the Jedi Order. Telling him to kill his own father. Telling him to kill the Emperor, but not out of anger or hatred or guilt.

Yoda figured out that this would just make it all happen again. Dooku turned because he didn’t trust the Jedi Order and he felt alone. Anakin turned because he didn’t trust the Jedi Order and he felt alone. If Luke was sent to face off against two of the most powerful Force-users, both of whom are Sith, then he would only lose faith in Yoda and Obi-Wan, and he would feel all alone, and he would turn to the Dark Side.

I think Yoda told Luke about Leia out of a desire to give Luke that support system. The Jedi all had bonds with each other, with their teachers and students, but even without bonds, they were still functionally telepaths. They were empaths. They needed a strong support system to be there when the weight got too much to bear. When the darkness of the galaxy weighed on them, when the failures of the past haunted them, when they felt so lost and confused and empty, they had each other. And that’s what Yoda was giving Luke.

He was trying to say, “Even without your father, you won’t be alone. Even without me or Obi-Wan, you won’t be alone. You’ll always have another person, a person who can and has built you up and kept your head above water. A person who you’ve done the same for. You support each other, you’ve supported each other for years now, and you will always continue to support each other.”

Luke and Leia aren’t “attached” to each other. They’re each others’ safety net. They need each other, but not out of attachment. They need each other as everyone needs someone or something to remind them of all the good things in the world when things get rough. They remind each other that they need to fight, to live on. They remind each other that the galaxy is good at its core, filled with good people who just need some help.

They remind each other that they aren’t alone. They trust each other. They don’t need the power of the Dark Side.

And that’s why it’s so important to remember that Yoda told Luke there was another Skywalker. Yoda, who has been against attachment since the beginning, is the one who risks Luke getting attached. It’s important because this is a major character moment for Yoda!

He sees them. All of them. Dooku felt alone and left them behind to try and feel power to feel safe. Qui-Gon died alone, with only Obi-Wan there to help him, far away from the Jedi. Obi-Wan died alone. Anakin felt alone and abandoned and wanted power to feel safe. Ahsoka felt alone and abandoned and left the Order, because she no longer trusted them. They all lost it, that safety net, those people who were always around them to keep them above water, that support system that reminded them that they weren’t alone and they would never be abandoned and —

Don’t you think Yoda blames himself?

His own Padawan felt like he had no choice but to leave. Obi-Wan feared attachment out of fear of being cast aside, of being abandoned. Anakin fought that desire for attachment, that desire for someone to be there when he fell, and he when he finally got even a hint of it, he hid it out of fear of it being taken away and him being abandoned for having needed it in the first place.

Of course Yoda blames himself. He outlived all of them. He’s far older than them. And his own fear of his loss overpowering him, the fear that watching everyone he loves die over and over again beause of how much longer he’ll live than any of them, is what kept his Lineage from having those safety nets in place. Those support beams.

He looks at Luke and he sees that rage that Dooku had, that eagerness to learn that Qui-Gon had, that empathy that Obi-Wan had, that innocent desire to help that Ahsoka had—

And he sees that little boy from Tatooine. The one who grew up into a monster. The one who grew distorted and disfigured and who hated them all and tore them all down. That possibility lives within Luke to. The overwhelming weight of responsibility put on one person’s shoulders, the same weight that Palpatine used to manipulate Anakin into believing that none of the Jedi could ever help or understand him.

Yoda tells Luke about Leia. He isn’t specific, he doesn’t name a name, but he knows he doesn’t have to. He doesn’t want Luke to feel lost and abandoned and alone. He wants Luke to feel strong. He gives Luke that support beam. That attachment that could so quickly overwhelm him or become unhealthy. He gives Luke this because Luke trusts him, and he doesn’t want Luke to feel like he can’t trust him.

He doesn’t want any Jedi to feel alone. He doesn’t want to see them fall to the same things the Jedi in the past did.

But most importantly, Yoda cared for the Jedi. All of them, and especially his own students. He feels their loss, even lightyears away. He wouldn’t have felt the loss of life if he didn’t care for them, not from such a far distance. And he wouldn’t have been as affected by it if he didn’t care about them. He cared about the Jedi, about his students and his Lineage and even about the little runt that Qui-Gon brought back from Tatooine.

He cares about Luke. He has so much faith in Luke. He doesn’t want Luke to die like the others. He doesn’t want Luke to die alone and feeling abandoned.

Yoda gave Luke that attachment. Because he didn’t want Luke to drown under the weight of everything they were expecting of him.

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mockingmolly · 1 year

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Matt really came in and said ITS EQUIVALENT EXCHANGE BITCHES and then dropped us on a two week hiatus

#Cr spoilers #cr liveblogging #c3e38 #critical role #bells hells #i HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS

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the-gentler-gamester · 10 months

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I am pms-y and ugly crying remembering this precise moment. I can't and probably will not ever get over how his eyes light up and that smile broke across his face when he saw me.

He definitely did think I was someone else to have that sort of reaction. Because I am not the kind of person who makes people smile like this. Far from it.

No one has ever looked at me like this. And I can't cope. I can't move on 😭😭😭 Even though I know this smile was not meant for me. But instead, for the girl he thought I was. Whoever she is.

#jamie campbell bower #lcc winter 2022 #convention #public appearance #it's been 7 goddamn months - get over it girl!#i have so many emotions #why james? why?#why this reaction?#how can i move on?#why do I torment myself by rewatching and screenshotting my video?#*cries for eternity #his “HELLoooo how are YOU?” is forever ingrained into my memory #personal #scruffy jamie is literally my kryptonite

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