monthly staff meetings on atlantis be like:

ahhh hi hi i'm here with thoughts about the new chap hehe

ok first, i LOVE this line so much. i can kind of see it now - the similarities between reader and hanma, but at the same time they are so so different. i'm not sure why but this stood out to me! there were also many lines like this thru out the chap - i do pay attention to details bc i know some writers have a bunch of foreshadowing in their fics👀

another thing is that i literally GASPED when a certain violet haired man made an approach in this fic, im guessing it was ran but i was so happy to have him in this fic!! (i don't think it was actually mentioned if it was ran or rin, but i'm p sure it was ran ahah) i rly liked the entire encounter and he was being pretty respectful which i didn't see coming lol.

yknow i loved this entire convo so much there was a lot thrown at us but at the same time you described/phrased it in such a way that made it easier to understand. i think i re read this part like 3 times; i kinda felt like this is the most honest convo they’ve had and it was the most series imo. it was really nice seeing hanma kinda open up. we also got to know more about the docs past too.

the last line about minimizing pain for the reader 👀 idk if im being dumb or if this has some sort of deeper meaning, but is it talking about the docs emotional pain? (towards hanma maybe?) im not sure lol rip and maybe it’ll be cleared up within the next few chapters but for now i’ll be left wondering hehe

okoki this is getting so so long i’m so sorry BUT i reallyyyy wanna talk about the smut i was literally vibrating in my seat the entire time aksdj when i first read the chap tags i kinda saw where it was going. club - hanma get head - reader watches. BUT OMG I DIDNT expect the reader to join in??!AND THE EYE CONTACT? deceased. i had to put my phone down a few times bc it was just THAT good ahaha. you really write such good smut it leaves my brain all mushy (that kakucho fie lives in my head rent free btw.)

OK IM FINISHED. i’m really sorry if this was annoying but i genuinely love this fic so much and your writing as well!!!! your fics are perfect for analysis and every chap keeps me thinking ahah but thanks again for sharing your wonderful work with us!!! have an amazing week!! (i’ve also read the devotion of the girl in the mirror again but was too nervous to send an ask rip)

this is the kind of comment/ask that really means the world to me 💖 it feels like so much more than i could ever ask for. so thank you so sincerely! i was stuck on the next chapter for both stories, and after reading this, i sat down and edited 2k words and broke the writers' block. THANK YOU 🥰

the fact that you screenshotted lines that really resonated!!!!! nothing could be less annoying!!! i'm giving you a long response right back because this is so much good stuff to react to!!!

one of my favorite lines from the chapter too! And yeah, reader + hanma are so different from each other, but i think they have a pretty similar problem with how they move through the world. they never could have had this conversation before. they're only able to be this open now because a) they both think they're talking more big picture and not being fully aware of what they're revealing about themselves; but most importantly b) they have a CREEPING INTIMACY! they are so much closer than they were a few chapters back :) I am so glad you noticed that because it was Very intentional.

you pretty much nailed the pain comment. Reader recognizes that she is taking on a very out of character risk with the Hanma stuff, and that opens her up to emotional pain but also risk that he's going to make her (or her life) change, which she is resistant to.

not much to say about the smut stuff other than...i am glad to see it's working. that is what i was going for 😏😆 (also thank you on the kakucho fic :))

it means the WORLD that you find things to analyze and think about because i am pouring so much of that in there intentionally, and knowing that people see it and get something out of it too is Super motivating. You are more than welcome to send me nice asks on any story any time (in fact, i'm begging lol jk)

Besides in a corner of this world something like, what other manga you read in 2019 enjoyed the most?

Technically speaking, I read Konosekai five years ago already, not this year :D But I’ll always recommend it. But if we’re speaking about 2019, I guess it was these ones (I struggled hard to remember what I read, ahah):

Neko mix genkitan Toraji by Tamura Yumi - it was my fave in 2018, nothing changed xD The story just keeps getting better. It never fails to get me laughing or being emotional, or thinking over some things Tamura tells us - about family, being a parent, about respecting other people’s opinions, and living in this world. Pai’yan and his son Toraji’s journey is very interesting to follow, I care them so much ** (+Tamura never disappoints with her imagination and weird mice xD)

Thomas no shinzou by Hagio Moto - loved it so much, from the art style to the atmosphere. This story has that kind of ending that always touches something in my heart. My plan to read more Hagio failed though, but I hope I’ll fix it next year.

Kinpatsu no sougen, and other Ooshima Yumiko’s oneshots that are translated - Kinpatsu is literally the best oneshot I read this year, very touching and at the same time psychologically heavy enough to get me impressed.

Anata no koto wa sorehodo by Ikuemi Ryo - I avoided it for a long time as ‘cheating as the main theme’ didn’t sound promising, so it was the least interesting work by Ikuemi for me, but I realized that it was fully scanlated in Russian, and I was missng her works badly, so I started reading it. And… it’s Ikuemi at her best. Cheating may be a theme, but Ikuemi doesn’t reduce her characters to tropes and types, and mostly speaks about their LIFE which is larger than a certain theme you can see in tags for this story. Ikuemi rules. As always. Bless her for her a+ psychology component (and heck, how I miss her works).  

Skip to loafer by Takamatsu Misaki - a FAVE. A breather. Such a good slice of life story with real problems but no forced drama. I’m so in love with this story, waiting for updates so much. 

Mobuko no koi by Tamura Akane - a big inspiration for me :’> Drama free story about introverts in love? Sign me up.

Tennen Kokekko by Kuramochi Fusako - I read two first volumes and I don’t know how much time it will take to get them all, but I haven’t felt so good reading josei since Kyoku Yawaku. This is a slice of life story set in a japanese village in 90s (I think). It gives me much nostalgia and impresses me with how natural it feels and the characters behave. Also, Kuramochi’s style is so original and expressive, so sad she’s almost unscanlated. 

Suppli by Okazaki Mari - I think it’s my favourite work by Okazaki. Something about it is so emotionally strong that I started liking it when I only looked through the raws. It’s beautiful, and I feel like I can really care about characters - it rarely happens to me when I read Okazaki.+This is the story where her ability to place frames so that it takes your breath away is at its highest point, imo.

Suiton Kikou by Komatsu Shinya - I wrote a bit about this manga here, you can check my tag for it to see my extended thoughts about it. In short, it’s a collection of weird stories with unusual art style. One of my best purchases this year.

Kontou Shoujo by Ando Yuki - Somehow I didn’t know it was also fully scanlated in Russian, so getting 4 or 5 oneshots by my favourite oneshots author felt like a gift.

Furuba Another by Takaya Natsuki - I underestimated Takaya one more time, congrats. Another is a series that started as ‘cute, but unnecesarry bonus for the main series’, and then hit me really hard. It’s not ‘second Furuba’ that some people (weirdly) expected, it’s still a bonus series the author started ‘for fun’ and to celebrate the collector’s edition of the original Furuba, but… it’s still Takaya. From all Takaya’s characters, I can relate the most to Sawa, the heroine of this sequel - her struggles and insecurities are something I know well, and, despite I felt this from the very beginning, I didn’t really treat this series seriously until volume three. I got a feeling that Takaya got more invested in this story and themes as she was drawing it, and volume three just presses some painful points: it’s always family problems, abuse and getting to know yourself. I wrote it in a post about Another I made three years ago that Takaya’s ability to strike home gets strongerwith each work, and I’m not taking my words back %)

Wow, it got longer than i expected, but I hope it’s okay.  

Some blog recommenadations? Blogs that post about Skam and all of its remakes. Some bloggers who are older than 20? Because I feel like a grandmother sometimes, even though I'm 23. 🌸🌸

Ok !

Ohlala this is a very difficult question !! I’m not good at recomendations, really !

First because I’d feel too bad to forget anyone I like. Sometimes, people do rec and I’m not in it. It’s ok because my blog is not THAT interesting but I feel a bit bad anyway... The worst is when people make fic rec and I’m never in their recs ! Ahah ! Now I feel fine but when I read the rec I feel so down ! :P

And second : Because I don’t follow many blogs actually...

Honnestly, I guess you already know all the blogs about Skam France I follow...

But I can give you some blogs I follow which are not about Skam France !

@getcottage (Beautiful pictures, aesthetic af and it follows season so... It’s cool ! I guess... ^^)

@iletaitunefoisenpsychiatrie (Ok, this one is my favorite but I don’t think you’ll like it... ^^ It’s only in french sooo... If you don’t speak french it won’t be very interesting for you. This blog is held by a “psychatric nurse” who works in a psychiatric hospital. He writes small sotries about life in this hospital (patients & workers), it’s always very human and touching and important. So maybe if you want to learn french... ;)

@fuckyeahfanficflamingo-blog-blog This one is not edited since months but you can go it and read posts, sometimes it’s very very very fun !

@intimacyis Not a porn blog ! But... An intimacy blog as the url says itself. Some posts are very beautiful, really !

Bloggers older than 20 ? oh my... I don’t know all of them ! I know @jebentnietalleen, @inthedreamatorium are older than 20 because they already said it. (Oh my God, guys, if you don’t want to be tagged on this, please, tell me, I’ll delete !) @juuuunaaaaoooo and @tumblingdownthehills are my grannies friends too and they are lovely girls (and fun !).

Ok, I’ll stop there... Feel too awkward to rec anybody ! :P

But thank you sooo much !! We can talk any time you want, my box is always open !! Oh and you’re not old at all !!! :D

Tagged

Rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.

I was tagged by @dacremontgomerylover Thank you lovely! Also sorry for taking so long lmao.

nickname: Liv

zodiac: Cancer

Height: 5'2″

last movie I saw: Bird Box

last thing I googled: Movies playing (I was trying to figure out if there were any decent movies out lmao.)

favorite musician: ummm...oof. I don’t think I have one. I like a bunch of artists tho. I’ll honestly listen to anything on the radio ahaha.

song stuck in my head: Colors-by Halsey. I watched the music video because everyone told me it was weird. And uh. Yea it was kinda creepy. But funny too because I didn’t expect it. 

other blogs: none

do I get asks: not really lmao, but there’s always an occasional ask. And they’re always open. :)

following: 48-not a lot (i know) ahah I need to find more blogs because my feed gets kinda lonely. 

amount of sleep: Between 4-5 hours. Or less. Last week was a mess. I had like 2-3 hours of sleep a day. I really need to fix my sleep schedule. 

lucky number: Don’t really have one. But I guess I like the number 7. 

what I’m wearing: leggings and a sweatshirt. 

dream job: I don’t think I have one. I always change my mind, so nothing’s set. 

dream trip: Paris, France. I really want to see Louvre. I’m an art freak. 

favorite food: Pizza, ice cream, steak (I mean, who doesn’t love steak). 

play any instruments: I can play the piano, but that’s it. I used to play the guitar for a little while back in grade school but I got bored and stopped ahah. 

languages: English. I’m learning Spanish but I suck at it so...

favorite songs: Happier-Marshmello, you should see me in a crown-Billie Eilish, Elastic heart-sia, Good Times-All Time Low

random fact: When I was a kid, I liked to make a bunch of videos and edit them to make a “movie.” One time I was trying to get a shot of my friend doing cartwheels, but I wanted to film it upside down (why? I have no idea). I climbed up a tree so I could hang upside down from a branch and film it. That surprisingly worked. But when I finished filming, I couldn’t get back up, and I fell. I broke my wrist and I have never climbed a tree again. Lmao. Lesson learned. 

describe yourself as aesthetic things: naps, rainy days, raindrops on windows, flowers floating on water, galaxies

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I tag: @hargrove-mayfield and @i-lia and basically anyone else who wants to do this. Lmao I need more tumblr friends. 

Heyyyy so I love Mark and Jack's videos but I've seen so many things about their multiple personalities and I'm... I'm so confused 😅 Is there any way to briefly explain their personalities or are there videos they made that will explain it? And how much is fandom headcanon and how much is "canon"? Thanks :)

Hey! Wow, this is kind of a big question, ahah. Mark and Jack have quite a lot of ‘egos’ and some of them have a longer history than others.

I’ll attempt to give a brief summary of the most prominent / well-known egos. At the bottom, I’ve linked to a really helpful masterpost with every video where each character has appeared!

Markiplier:

Wilford Warfstache is a bizarre, trigger-happy reporter/journalist who tends to leave a trail of bodies wherever he goes. His signature pink mustache has been part of Mark’s logo and brand for a long time. He first appeared in 2012 in some comedy sketches where he was interviewing Slenderman. He has since interviewed the Phone Guy from FNAF and Markiplier (who he killed mid-interview but seemed not to comprehend that he did so). There are also two sketches centered around his character, “The Warfstache Affair” and “The Ned Affair,” which could be seen as a backstory.

Darkiplier actually began as a fan theory / fandom-created character after Mark made some uncharacteristically creepy videos (’don’t blink’, ‘don’t move,’ etc). Since then, fans would speculate and add to his fanon anytime Mark seemed to act darker than usual. He has always been seen as Mark’s evil alter-ego, though specific theories varied wildly. Over time, Mark himself became aware of the character and disliked him at first, even making a video mocking the idea of Dark as just an edgy emo. After that, though, he decided to seriously take the character into his own hands, and he produced “A Date With Markiplier,” which includes a Darkiplier route. To sum him up, he’s Mark’s opposite in every way: 100% manipulative, controlling, terrifying, angry, and pretty much the worst asshole you’d ever have the misfortune of meeting. It should also be noted that he doesn’t control Mark, but is his own being. He’s merely taken his shape because he envies the influence and audience Mark has and wants that kind of power for himself. (All of this has been confirmed by Mark during a livestream.)

Googleplier / GoogleIRL is essentially a Google device in humanoid robot form, with an insatiable hunger to destroy mankind. He was originally Matthias’ idea. “Google IRL” and “Google Gets an Upgrade” are the vids you’ll want to watch.

The Author was the main villain in a two-part Cyndago series titled “Danger in Fiction.” Whatever The Author wrote or narrated would happen, and he used his powers to control real, living people until his characters fought back.

The Host was the Author, but he is now blind and softly narrates to himself. Mark said in one comment that the Author changed his name when he realized he was only a spectator to the events around him. Almost nothing is known about him or how he became this way. Any ideas you see going around about him are pure speculation / fanon.

Bim Trimmer, Dr. Iplier, Ed Edgar, and Silver Shepherd are all “minor” egos that each have their own origin sketch. These, along with the four “big” personalities mentioned above, all appeared in Markiplier TV a few months ago. This is the first time we’ve seen multiple egos interact with each other in a big way, and Mark has said there is more to come. As with the Host, much of what you see on tumblr is fanon since we don’t have a whole lot to go on.

Jacksepticeye:

Antisepticeye is to Jack what Darkiplier is to Mark, an evil alter-ego. He also originated in the fandom, because one evil Youtuber wasn’t enough I guess :P It wasn’t until last year that Jack started to own the character himself. In October, he started adding strange glitches/edits in videos and dropping hints on social media with more and more frequency until Anti made a full appearance on Halloween in “SAY GOODBYE”. He is chaotic and corrosive; I don’t think he has a body of his own but is more like a virus who exists only online. There are some more popularly accepted headcanons, some of which Jack has confirmed, but there’s much we still don’t know about this character. (I have a feeling Jack scrolls the tags and reads through theories until he goes “ooh, I’mma use that!” haha) Recently, Jack’s been hinting more and more at Anti returning (or that he has already returned in some way), much to the terrified excitement of the fandom.

Henrik von Shcneeplestein / Dr. Schneeple is a surgeon who is really bad at his job tbh (’: it’s been theorized recently that Anti has controlled or corrupted him in some way.

Chase Brody was originally a satire of youtubers like Dude Perfect (see “Teabag Edition | Bro Average”), but he and Dr. Schneeple have recently been at the center of some very concerning Anti theories. here is an amazing post summing up what’s been going on with both of them, though it’s 3 weeks old and more has happened since. 

And finally, here is the amazing masterpost with links to all pertinent videos (including those of minor egos I haven’t mentioned here): https://them1nd-fantheories.tumblr.com/post/163062751375/i-have-gathered-all-the-ego-videos-i-am-aware-of

Phew, well, I did say I’d attempt to keep it brief… (’: I hope this helps!! There is kind of a lot of content to catch up on, so I apologize. Have fun spiraling down the rabbit hole with the rest of us~ and if you have any more questions about specific characters, let me know and I’ll do my best to answer!

Mun! (edited)

knowing your partner well makes writing together a lot easier. tag this with the people you enjoy roleplaying with but want to get to know better. remember to REPOST don’t REBLOG ! 

I was tagged by : @chibiprodigy I tag : It didn’t take some of the tags apparently : @evilkitten3 , @blueeyeswhitechick @etiolxte, @redeyespride, @redeyesblackjou, @askduelistyugi, @ask-henry-yugi-tudor , @melvinishtarhugz4life, @xcry-of-kingx, @goldenevil91

Name : Finn Age. 22 Pronouns. she/her Sexuality. Mostly lesbian, probably bicurious? Zodiac sign. Taurus

Three facts.  

I am an horror freak 

I have fabulous blue hair

I love cold, ice and snow, but I can’t live without watermelons (?)

Experience. In rping? Idek? A year or so on tumblr, 4 or 5 via mp 

Platforms: Tumblr, Skype, Facebook chat, pretty much everywhere 

Worst experience: I once met a roleplayer who just wouldn’t let me live.I’m slow, and forgetful, I have a complicated life and I’m not always in the mood to rp, but she kept bugging me with messages like EVERY HOUR it was terrible.

Best experience : I’ve had lots of good experiences, but the one I’ll remember the most will probably be getting a shit tons of asks all in once as if I was one of those super awesome vip roleplayers ahah 

I also love when I get to roleplay an AU that my partner and me plotted for long before starting.  

Typical muse gender. Male Favorite face. In what sense exactly? Like... who’s the most handsome? Seto, I guess.  Least favorite face. Roy. Poor bby he’s a PERFECT character but his brotherhood face was a living nightmare. Multi or single. MULTI! :D

Fluff, angst or smut: Smut and angst, but I have my big fluff moments too ! Plots or memes. Both, really.  Long or short replies. Short, mostly because I am not english and focus on long writing makes me lose the concept I had in mind. Are you like your muse. Ehhhr... in some ways, maybe? Well, the one I look like the most is probably Heiji. We’re both very loud sometimes ahah ! 

11 Questions Tag:

I had originally tagged @trashyforkpop when I did this just the other day, but then she retagged me in her’s to answer her 11 questions!! So, that’s what I’m doing! Thank you, lovely!! 💗

I’m not gonna tag anyone or ask any new questions haha, but yeah here it is!! :)

I’m putting this under “keep reading” because it ended up a lot longer than I thought it would be, haha.

EDIT: i went to edit something on this and accidentally deleted it, so i’m reposting it lmao. good thing I had originally written it out in my notes on my laptop lmao.... deep sigh haha.

1. What is the worst thing you’ve ever done?: Lol, I am lowkey such a goodie-two-shoes??? I honestly can’t think of anything really bad that I’ve done besides maybe lie to someone to get out having to do something (but it would be like??? lying to not hang out or go somewhere I don’t feel like going). lmao

2. Tell me about your day: My day was pretty good! I had a job interview this morning, and I pretty much got the job but I’m gonna be starting off doing some different jobs before I work my way up to the supervisor position I had originally applied for. So, I’ll be working at a Nursing Home/Rehabilitation facility pretty soon!! Today has been really rainy and wet and gross out, so after I got back from my interview, I chilled for a bit. Then, my mom and I met my uncle and grandmother at a farm to go and buy plants to put in our backyard garden (which was kinda gross because again… it’s pouring outside, but everything was in green houses, which was nice). I had a yummy lunch that I made (it was kinda like homemade ramen, but i used rice noodles instead because I’m on a gluten free diet right now). Now, I’m chilling again, and cleaning up around the house, before my mom and I go out to dinner later tonight with my mom’s best friend. All in all, a pretty good day so far! :)

3. What is something about yourself you wish others appreciated about you more?: My ability to problem solve and think on my feet. (sometimes, I feel like people don’t listen to my suggestions?? even though they end up doing what I was going to say/did say in the end??). *insert dramatic eye rolls here*

4.  What languages can you speak?: Unfortunately, only english, fluently. I can speak a bit of Spanish, but only really enough to kind of converse. I’d love to learn more languages though! (Side note: my brother is amazing at languages, he’s a linguistics major in college right now, and has taught himself a lot of languages, so I’m kinda jealous about that).

5. Some of your favorite emojis even if they’re not commonly used: 💫🌷🤧🆗🆒⭐️🌙🤗🤷🏻‍♀️🗣 and my favorite emoji: 💖

6. A misconception you had about kpop (for example I used to think that got7′s JinYoung was an asshole cause of all the fancams where he rejected fans love but in reality he’s the softest bean): I don’t really know? I guess, for me, first impressions are pretty strong and if I see a member that seems to be kind of “cold” or “serious” with their outside appearance during performances or in interviews, I kind of think that that’s how they are. At least until I learn more about them and realize that they are all serious softies that deserve the world. :( (specifically Yongguk, Yoongi, Taeyong, and probably a bunch more hahah).

7.  Any song recommendations?: I’m gonna go down the non-kpop route, because… well, Idk why but yeah.

“Easy” by Mac Ayres

“LY4L” by Katelyn Tarver (actually, anything by Katelyn Tarver ahah: but especially “Love Me Again”, “Hate to Tell You”, “A Little More Free”, “It’s Good” & “Love Alone”)

Literally anything by LANY (they are my favorite band), but specifically: “4EVER!”, “Someone Else”, “ILYSB” (and the acoustic vers. omg), “yea, babe, no way”, “pink skies” (!!!!!!!!!!), “like you lots”, “it was love”, ect.

“Four Walls” by Broods

“Never Be Like You” by Flume

“Drive” by Glades

“Start of Time” by Gabrielle Aplin

((probs more but that’s all i can think of right now lol))

8. Brag about yourself: (I’m deadass gonna grade you like a teacher so the more the better) lol ok this is gonna be kinda awkward because I don’t really like to brag about myself???? but, here we go I guess. I am an incredibly organized and put together person. I am honestly know as the organization queen in my family, because I can literally take anything that may be messy (a closet, a room, a cabinet, a purse, files, anything tbh) and organize it. I also really enjoy organizing, so that makes it even better to me haha. I am a very patient person (tbh I’m not sure who I got it from because my mom can be so impatient lmao, and so can my dad), so I take a lot of pride in that fact? I have always been really great a bullshitting essays? Like, I can write a pretty solid essay on topics i’m not event too familiar with in a short amount of time, and get a really great grade on it. I’m also really great at writing long papers (or papers that have to have a certain number or pages or words minimum). Like, if a professor gave an assignment where we had to write a paper that had to be at least 3-4 pages long, my essay would end up being at least 7 pages (and I almost always did really well on those papers lol). Besides the fact that I may begin working in a nursing home/rehabilitation center in the diet department, I also volunteer at my local hospital. I work under one of the RD’s in the oncology department, and I have been creating handouts for cancer patients that explain the different nutrition considerations that would benefit specific types of cancers. (Like, I just completed a handout that’s made for patients with brain tumors). Umm, I’m not really one to brag about my outer appearance, but I do think I have a great style?? Like, I really love the way that I dress on a day to day basis, and though I may sometimes dress like a grandma, I’m really proud of the cute, young adult but still 22 year old, style that i have?? idk. I also really like my hair and my eyebrows?? Like, I’m super happy with my eyebrows lmao, I take a lot of pride in them??? I also think I’m a really great listener, and I take a lot of pride in being someone that people can talk to, and I always try to give my undivided attention. I also try to give the best advice that I can (I’m not the best at it, but I really try my best to help). I am also really sarcastic and kinda witty (and I can be quite funny once you get to know me), and I really like that about myself. idk, is that enough annah????

9. Do you have any “useless” knowledge?: (pls share an “useless” fact) Did you know that strawberries and raspberries aren’t actually berries, but banana’s technically are?? Strawberries and raspberries both derive from single flowers that have more than one ovary, but a true berry would derive from a single flower that has only one ovary. Technically, bananas derive from a flower with only one ovary, making them berries. Eggplants and tomatoes too.

10. The ocean or space, and why?: Well, as gorgeous as I find the ocean to be, and as long as I have lived near the ocean, I am not an ocean person. I think that the extent and the depth of what’s in the ocean is incredible and completely fascinating, and there is so much in the ocean that we have still yet to learn about, but I find outer space to be completely fascinating. Let me just say that the extent of my knowledge on either subject is very low, but I think find space to be so interesting. There’s this whole universe out there that we have yet to discover, and there’s so much out there (like planets, life, stars, galaxies, ect) that we still don’t know about and i think that’s really awesome. I also can’t swim too well and I hate seaweed, so for that reason, I’m not big on the ocean. but I’d also never want to go to space??? so idk there are things about each I love and find to be fascinating, but there are also aspects of each that I don’t like?? I hope this made sense, hahah.

11. How are you?: (in depth response required “I’m fine” is not allowed) I’m doing pretty well! I’ve got a lot of shit on my mind lately, and I’m trying to figure a lot of my life out still, but slowly but surely, things are working out in my favor, which makes me quite happy. I definitely have my moments where I and definitely not in a great headspace, where I kinda just want to keep to myself and be alone, but currently, I’ve been pretty content. My anxiety was really bad maybe 2 weeks ago, but since then, i haven’t been too anxious or anything. Overall, I’m good right now. :)

Fot the gif questions: 4, 8, 15, 18, 20, 35, 42, 44 (too many?)

Sorry for the late reply and thank you! I don’t think I’ll get many more asks so the more you asked, the better it is ahah :))

4. A set that flopped but deserved betterUh I guess every now and then my gifsets flop because, I don’t know why, Tumblr doesn’t feature them often in the tag search so I can count only on my followers to have some visibility, but I definitely think this one about Dean and Seth deserved more love :(

8. What gif trend do you hateUhm I don’t have idea of what a gif trend may be tbh, sorry :C

15. Have you ever had gifs stolen and repostedOh yeah, more than once unfortunately, that’s when I decided to always add a watermark unless they were gif + text

18. For the aesthetic, for the laughs, or for the feels what your preferenceA E S T H E T I C (and for the feels too when it’s about my otp)

20. Mac or PCI own a MacBook Pro retina and I must say it’s great for making graphics

35. Do you change your giffing style a lot or do you have a set routineI have like a dozen .pds files of mine that I use as a reference for making new gifs, but I always end up using the same 2 or 3 ahah xD (but at least I try to change the shape, the fonts and so on)

42. How is your gif folder organized? Is it organized at all?I have a folder for gifs saved from videos that I empty every time I have the work done, and the folder with edited gifs that I keep, with a sub-folder for older gifs (the ones I used to make with another simpler software) and on top my reference .pds files. All the gifs are named in chronological order so that it’s easier for me to classify them and avoiding to always find a name for the file I haven’t already used

44. Ever had a gif become a meme? Would you like that if you haven’tNah, never. At the beginning someone used Seth’s gif from this set in their posts but it disappeared soon from the gif search. I see people using often this one too in their conversations but it’s far from being considered a meme ahah (I never thought about it but it would be nice if it happened)

Perry was sitting at a desk in the library of his college with his two friends. His eyes were fixed onto his phone while the other two spoke, listening to each other while the dancer tuned out. The table that was beside them was Perry's crush, (Y/C). It seemed that (Y/C) was always alone and didn't have any means of social media, and Perry had no confidence in asking in person. So it seemed like it was going to never happen. He slipped his phone to tilt at (Y/C) who was studying, taking a picture. It brought a smile on Perry's lips to look at it, taking the photo into account of one he'd keep. The male that sat across from Perry was Atlas, and the other that was beside him was Caspian. The two friends had taken notice that Perry wasn't listening to the conversation at all, and it made Atlas grow a smirk. "You're so fixed on your phone, what the hell are you even doing on it?" He reached cross the table to snag the males phone with a grin. "He's probably just surfing the net again" Caspian piped up as the two leaned over the table together to look at what was on their friends phone, soon going into wider eyes. "Wait stop!" Perry said when raising his voice and wide eyed. He rose from his chair to grasp at the phone, but only not being able to reach. A photo of (Y/C) was opened into an editer, hearts being filtered across his hair like a crown. "It- It was an accident! Totally an accident.." Perry said as he started to loose his voice, sinking back down into his seat. "Really Perry.. then I guess.." Atlas tilted the phone at Perry's direction with a smirk. "The hearts are totally an accident too?!" The blonde said with a widened and happy expression to tease his best friend. Perry had a red face, pulling at the collar of his shirt. "I- I was just testing the filters! Why would I use hearts? Don't be stupid. Ahah.." Perry let out a nervous laugh as Atlas and Caspian looked at each other in the eyes, knowing what to do next. "S-stop giving each other that look! You know I don't understand when you do that telepathy thing!" Perry said nervously to only loose every shred of himself, growing completely humiliated as Atlas called out across the table. "Hey, (Y/C)!" He said piping up. Caspian had a grin waving for Perry's crush to come. "Come over here for a sec!" Perry stood up again completely red. As (Y/C) was a little confused to approuch the classmates he barely knew, he said back quietly. "Um.. sure?" Perry was reaching across at his phone, starting to whisper sharply to his friends. "No no no no!" But it was already too late. Atlas had held the phone out of his friends reach to hold it out for (Y/C) to take with a smirk. "Perry took a pretty good picture of you" Atlas said smiling. By now, Perry sunk onto the table and into his seat to cover the back of his head from being face down on the desk. (Y/C) Flushed, taking the phone to look at the photo in his hand. Perry knew his crush would only think he's a creep now.. But he was surpised when the phone tapping could be heard before it was set down on the table quietly. (Y/C) had entered his phone number, starting to walk back away when Perry rose up flushed, staring up to his crush with embarrassment in his eyes. "I won't pick up calls.." (Y/C) started to say, a bit embarrassed himself from the situation. It caught Perry's full attention to watch (Y/C) when he spoke again. "..but I'll reply to texts when I'm free.. I guess.." (Y/C) started to say when glancing away as he sat back at his steat. ^•Plots•^ Also able to make new plots or if you ask for a plot you made I will gladly accept! Dm me to rp! Tags: #Uke #Ukerp #Roleplay #rp #yaoi #yaoirp #seke #sekerp #seme #semerp #gayrp #gay #plot #plots #boyxboy #boyxboyrp #bio #character #roleplayer #gay #anime #animeguy #animerp #dominant #drugrp #literaterp

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I'll stop posting morning greetings. It was fun but Tumblr is pissing me off big time ! I can't even tagging « hot » ! Which is a big struggling as the weather right now in France must be way hotter than in Hell. I can't tag « bitches » I can't tag « fuck ». WTF !! If I tag these words my post won't appear on Skam France tag... So... What's the point ?! I made these posts to be readen by people not just for me !

Because yes, if I only post them on my Tumblr, nobody will see them. YEAH ! Because, hey, big new, I have 300 something followers and I interreact with no one. NO FUCKING ONE ! Not that I don't want to but that's a fact ! I'd loooooove to receive some asks, some messages but hey, who am I kidding nobody fucking care ! Ok... I must sound a bit bitter here. People who will read this (ahah ! Nobody...) will think : « Who's this bitch who keeps complaining » ? I'm not complaining, it's just that I... Yeah, ok, I'm complaining... But I don't think it's someone's fault. Not at all ! It's just... Life I guess.

I admit it, I woke up angry this morning.

Angry because of Tumblr's fucking puritanism and prudishness. As I said, I want to interreact with people but I can't because I tag big words ! I FUCK YOU TUMBLR !!

Angry because i see people having fun together on Tumblr. They laugh together, they tag each others, they... Well you understand my point. And I'm in my small corner, unable to do the same. Why ? I don't know, don't ask me for fuck sake !!

Angry because I see so many piece of arts on Tumblr. Skam France tag especially these days. And, don't misunderstand my thoughts, it's soooo great ! And I stan all talented people ! Arts, edits, fanfictions... Really, it's a pleasure to see all that. I comment every time I can because I think it’s important to support beautiful things and talented people. I feel so ashamed to admit but I'm so fucking angry because I can't do that ! The only thing I could be good would be fanfictions. I love writing and I think I could have some small talents for it. But hey ! Who am I kidding once again ? I love writing in FRENCH ! Fucking useless french ! I love writing in my native language because I can use long descriptions, I can play with words, with meanings, with sounds... BUT, girl, you know it... NOBODY READ FRENCH ! People of the internet use english. And that's good ! But I CAN'T writing good shits in english ! I just can use simple words and easy ideas. So frustrating ! Uh... See that, I complain and still write this post in english... DUH !

Angry because yesterday night, we (some friend with benefits and I) had planned a nice date and... He didn't even bother to show himself ! He had rather enjoyed playing some random Playstation games with his friends. I've shaved for you you moron !!! Fuck patriarchy and society stupid concepts who made me think that removing all my hairs was a good idea. Hey guess what stupid me, IT WASN'T ! Now I look like a little girl with big boobs. Fucking gross !

And finally, angry because the job I used to love is pissing me off these days...

Ok, I'll stop there.

A FUCKING GOOD DAY/NIGTH/EVENING TO ALL MY FOLLOWERS I NEVER TALK WITH !!! ♡���♡❤♡❤♡❤♡