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cxcewg · 9 months

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here with you

pairing: charles leclerc x fem!model!reader type: social media au author’s note: first time writing a social media au, hope you enjoy! lots of high school musical references in this haha but this was sm fun to make (took some time since it was my first time) and i did spend some time raging at tumblr before realizing id messed up i was gonna release this on tuesday, but because of charles's pole and then p3 i just had to get this out early so 😘 warnings: none! masterlist

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yourusername good times

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verstoppn1 liked by pierregasly?!

verstoppn1 oh he’s tagged im stupid

francisca.cgomes sm fun 😂

yourusername haha a bit too much francisca.cgomes pierre was not happy pierregasly my head still hurts 😔

indy019 wasn’t charles there?

yourusername he couldn’t make it sadly 😭 indy019 OMGG IM SCREAMING ILYSM

charles_leclerc wish i could have been there

yourusername ❤️ charlos4life omg the red heart? sharl.lecf1 i lowkey ship im ngl charlos4life ok chill its just 1 red heart

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pierregasly 🌃

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yukitsunoda0511 where was my invite?!

pierregasly you told us you were busy yukitsunoda0511 oh right i forgot

yourusername same time next week?

francisca.cgomes yesss

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yourusername take 2 (ft. charles)

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carmenmmundt ill bring george next time

yourusername yes carms!!

lilymhe so sad i couldnt make it 😭ill see you at silverstone though!

yourusername gl at shoprite ❤️ lilymhe 😘 f1vibes she’s going to silverstone?

cnlarlslec wait they’re so cute together

gaslypxiere fr, kika and pierre are a match made in heaven cnlarlslec i was talking about charles and yn but yk that works too

lannorrizz id give my liver to be a part of this friend group

mclaren.fan01 double date?!

nightsanna yn and charles arent dating tho? mclaren.fan01 shut up and let me be delusional ty

ynfan.1 you have to admit theyd be one bombass couple

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yourusername silverstone you were amazing

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charles_leclerc come to ferrari next time?

yourusername get me a paddock pass and i will charles_leclerc already done lestappen4lifx OMG WHAT

alpinef1team happy to have you, come again sometime!

rosiesangel who is she?

f1luvr she’s a model who works at the same agency as kika and shes friends with the grid through pierre

hppycharles dang she should take up photography

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yourusername spa i love you (p.s. congrats on pole charles)

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carlossainz55 it was amazing to meet you :) charles has told me so much

charles_leclerc CARLOS naatt03 DAMNNN LMAO OK CARLOS

scuderiaferrari we loved having you!

charles_leclerc ❤️

username THE RED HEART AGAIN IM DEAD

lecharles bro the second yn shows up charles gets a pole, does ok in the sprint too, AND THEN P3 IN THE ACTUAL RACE

lechairxx fr shes like his lucky charm or something yukisan he wants to impress her 😉 pierre_gasly yes he does lecharles PIERRE?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

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lando.jpg he got some moves

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charles_leclerc i didnt even know that was being taken

lando.jpg thats because you were too busy flirting with yn essiebessie DAMN LANDO AIRING OUT CHARLES’ BUSINESS LIKE THAT bellie02 wait so is this confirmation? applebottomjeans lando you’re so screwed lmao

pierregasly gvmve mewqeo photo ofre chslr aasdk yn ksifn

yourusername someone take his phone away charles_leclerc on it pierregasly smtgnfrn yudont wnna say snarls? yourusername where is kika 😭 lechres1 pierre had way too much champagne lechres1 wait lechres1 THE ;JLSDKGJRELNJKTWL lechres1 YALLL DID REWENJ JSUT GET CONFRIMATION lechres1 HOLD UP IM POSTING THIS ON TWITTER

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amhyy lando being charles’ biggest fan

gusgus208 yn and charles again?!

1vstarpen the f1 grid is suc a vibe tbh

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charles_leclerc Home GP video on my YouTube channel now 🇲🇨🤍 Link in bio

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lechres1 DID YALL SEE YN IN THAT BECAUSE ISTG IM NOT SEEING THINGS

lechres1 at 7:10 timestamp estie.bestie WAIT I THINK THATS HER

indy019 anyone else hear about yn in this and came straight here to check

amizesgrace ✋ sleepininspa ✋ paddockgirlie ✋

nlsonarp we love you charles!

isa.bel are you and yn dating?

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yourusername ive never had someone as good for me as you ❤️

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pierregasly 👀

verstoppn1 PIERRRE DO YOU KNOW SOMETHING WE DONT KNOW

dannyric3 IS THIS CONFIRMATION

ln4444 THAT HAS TO BE CHARLES RIGHT

ashlili HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL QUOTE?!!

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charles_leclerc I've never had someone that knows me like you do

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lechres1 OK THIS IS DEFINITELY YN

ynluvr1 SIMULTANEOUS SOFT LAUNCH

landohasrizz4 SKIP THE SOFT LAUNCH WE KNOW ITS YN

liked by charles_leclerc unliked by charles_leclerc landohasrizz4 ASDAFGHJKGFDSD HE LIEKD IT ITS YN

happyinlove ALSO HSM LYRICS

hungrif1fan im more surprised that charles has watched hsm happyinlove HE SURPRISES US EVERYDAY

sharl.lecf1 STOP PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS IS IT YN

charlos4life wait yn didnt like is it actually not her?

lechres1 BOTH OF THEIR SOFT LANCHES ARE FROM WHAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR FROM HSM ITS DEFINITELY HER lechres1 if its not her i will break osmething tho

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yourusername it feels so right to be here with you ❤️

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charles_leclerc I've never had someone that knows me like you do

charles_leclerc je t’aime i love you your_username mon amour my love

pierregasly AHAHAHH PAY UP LANDO

landonorris fine landonorris charles you really failed me supamaxvst1 i love that the grid is just as happy as we are your_username YOU GUYS BET ON US?! landonorris uhhh pierregasly yea we bet which of you would hard launch first charles_leclerc sorry lando

landonorris great now stop making out when im literally in the room

carlossainz55 yeah its disgusting yourusername you guys are literally in love dont even

sharl.lecf1 HAHA I KNEW FROM THE BEGINNING

charlos4life ok shut up sharl.lecf1 😌

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charles_leclerc you might be ready to say good bye to east high but ill never be ready to say good bye to you

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yourusername the high school musical quote ❤️i’m so proud of you

charles_leclerc je t'aime tellement ma chérie i love you so much my dear

justpeachy SCREAMING I CANT HANDLE THIS 😭

charlos4life WHEN IS IT MY TURN

sharl.lecf1 IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM OMG

josieeeee why don’t you do this for me?

maximx_ because the last time i tried to do a cheesy instagram launch you broke up with me josieeeee yes but we got back together didn’t we? maximx_ someone save me please

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yourusername 800k likes and i’ll force charles to watch high school musical 2

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yourusername kk we’re gonna watch it yourusername will update y'all l8r

charles_leclerc il n'y a rien que je ne ferais pas pour te faire sourire mon amour theres nothing i wouldnt do to make you smile my love

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catragemiau · 9 months

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I'm getting fucked up on rum and rewatching Good Omens 2 because I hate myself

Have I ever told you how I hate and don't understand alcohol (I'm drunk rn btw OH THE IRONY) I didn't but I want to abuse the blogging heart of Tumblr to write my rambling down

Expect a lot of typos and incorrect usage of words, I'm awful at English even when I'm not myself.

I've always been amazed by alcoholics. The alcohol, even the best one, has DISGUSTING taste and smell but the thing about it is that it makes your head feel funny and apparently that's enough to ignore the awful sensations you get while drinking it. I'm not particularly into "symbols" and "signs" but A LOT of different little things has convinced me that if I ever start drinking, I'll become an alcoholic.

I started drinking when I was at my internet friend's place in the capital city after I got dumped around 8 months AND half-year ago by two different people who didn't even considered me as their partners lmao. Being asexual in a country with obsession with sex and patriarchy is INTERESTING but that's a discussion for another day. I drank some disgusting cyder and got fucked up after one? two cans?? And then I went to sleep during Terminator 2 because I wasn't used to consuming alcohol. At the age of 22 I think.

I started ordering cocktails at a karaoke bar we were visiting pretty often with irl friends. Apparently they were quite shitty since they were using cheap alcohol and were VERY weak to hide the awful taste. I was okay with that, I didn't know better.

At some point I got acquainted with rum. I think it started with cocktail drinks at that karaoke bar. And at small parties my friend had when he still lived in this city. I can't say I felt in love with it but it's the type of alcohol drink I'm most okay with. Tastes and smells like shit but at least I can bear this type of shit.

For an alcohol beverage, rum is most bearable for me. It STILL tastes like shit but for alcohol it's actually quite good. Now's the time I actually start my rambling about how I don't get it.

Alcohol tastes like shit. Absolute. Abysmal. Shit.

And I still don't get it. After drinking good and AWFUL alcohol.

I'm supposed to be an alcoholic and I'm still convinced if I was normal mentally, I'd be one. But I'm not. I hate how alcohol tastes. And still I'm drinking it, even right now. I FUCKING LOVE RUM I hate rum fuck my life.

I like cocktails when they're made of good and best alcoholic beverages and a shit ton of flavoring agents to kill the taste of alcohol. I like mint cocktails, I LOVE MOJITO. How could people hate mojito??? What's wrong with them. STILL, even if I like cocktails, they're shit. They taste like shit.

I'm amazed by alcoholics. I'm amazed by my friends who can get shitfaced by awful alcohol and then do it again in a few weeks or even days. They can suppress the feeling of tasting shit to get funny feeling in their head. To forget. I don't get it. I wish I could - it would've made my life so much easier, but I can't. It all tastes like shit.

I don't know if I'm autistic or not and I can't even get checked in this country. But I know for the fact that alcohol is SHIT. I can't get addicted to it even if I want to. Even if it makes me feel how I wish I could feel everyday. How I should feel to make my life easier because caring about everything that happens in my life is awful. You know that killing people is bad? You can get in jail here if you say it out loud. Discussion for future when we're legally allowed to talk about it when it all ends.

How can people drink cheapest shittiest alcohol just to forget things? Just to not feel? Do they do it consciously? Do they do it because they forgot why they even started it? Do they do it just because they can? They don't ask of themselves that much, that's for sure.

How can people do things with addiction when it hurts you at first? Do they just not care? Do they not feel the pain that comes with the first step? How do you ignore it? Experience or brain chemistry?

Y'know, I actually love singing. I forget I do but I still do it when I don't feel like shit. Or when I do feel like COMPLETE SHIT. I feel 120% when I'm drunk and I wish my friend would have more parties which end up in improvised karaoke night just so I could express myself the one of two ways I love to. But he's in another city and visits us once half-year. Other than that I'm rarely invited to anything. And I tend to have conflicts with my friends because I'm very demanding of them and of myself but I don't talk about it. I don't like to show it but then I do show it and fuck up everything. Being friends with good people is hard.

Will Wood writes great music. I need to buy a piano to remember my music school times. I still wish my parents would gave me away to guitar or violin teachings but piano is good too.

It was supposed to rain today but it didn't.

To my sober self: stfu. Don't delete this. Learn to deal with cringe.

And you, the follower I've seen for a while or a random person that just decided to waste their time. Tell me about your favorite drink. I love to taste new things. And I probably love you <3 Keep it up. You have to.

#cat says #cat rambling #holy shit I legit need to get drunk more often #there's no Adderall instead we have A LOT OF ALCOHOL

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the-kittens-of-vol-tron · 2 years

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Still Just A Prank

So, there was a demand for more so I started to plan some more. But @chr0nicfuckery on Tumblr posted two ideas that I just had to write

- "Just a prank, right bro ?" Says lance, as they meet in front of the alter to get married lmao

- Look ik I commented this before, but imagine one where it's 3 years after they started fake dating and somewhere along the way they both forgot it was fake and now they're married with kids. I can't get this out of my hEaDdDd! I'm such a loser 😮💨

(Also love ur not a loser, you have great ideas and I hope I gave it justice. I ended up changing them slightly <3)

Part One!

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Part 2

Keith and Lance were still fake dating, even after two years. They signed an apartment lease together and while it was a two-bedroom, they shared a bed whenever someone came over for the night to visit them. When no one was around or they weren’t expecting visitors they slept in separate rooms, they didn’t cuddle or call each other cute names, they were simply roommates.

Well, as long as you don’t focus on the multiple times Keith fell asleep in Lance’s bed because they were up talking too late. Or the time Lance pulled Keith in for a hug while watching a movie. Or the numerous times they both slipped up and called each other babe or cutie while they moved around their place.

They were just roommates in a very long prank.

“Isn’t she cute?” Shiro, a small infant in her arms, Adam standing over his shoulder with loving eyes. They had adopted a child a couple of weeks ago and the others finally were able to meet her.

Everyone gasped and murmured soft admiration for the infant, Lance almost teared up when he got to hold her. He had held multiple babies in his life, being the eldest in his family and uncle to almost a dozen children. But Keith? He looked as though he had never been around a baby before. Given Keith’s life and upbringing, that was an accurate assumption.

“Here, just try and hold her.” Lance nudged Keith to sit down and pry his arms away from where they were crossed on his chest.

“What if I drop her? What if she pukes?? Oh my god, what if I hurt her??” Keith began blubbering his anxiety but Lance still placed her gently in his arms.

“Relax hun, just breathe. I’m right here to help you if something happens.” Lance sat down next to Keith, rubbing his fingers softly on her cheek.

It took a while for Keith’s body to relax, eventually leaning into Lance a bit more, his eyes not leaving hers.

“You’re pretty good with her Keith,” Shiro sat on the opposite couch, a cup of coffee in his hands.

Keith made a small humming noise, not even bothering to look up at Shiro.

“Haha, I think you and Keith should have a kid at the rate,” Adam placed his hands on the back of Lance’s shoulders.

Lance made a small laugh, his eyes falling on the raven-haired boy. It was rare to see Keith look so gentle and have his guard down, besides when he was sleeping or cuddled up into Lance. “I think we need to get married first.”

---

“We should get married.”

Lance nearly spit out his coffee, placing his cup down as he coughed. “What?!”

Keith shrugged, drying his hair with a towel, only wearing black pants with a belt. Lance forced himself to look at the bananas on the counter, instead of at Keith. “We’ve been ‘together’ over two years now. I think that’s the next step.”

Lance felt his mouth go dry and he shifted his eyes to look at his reflection on the black TV screen.

“Think about it okay? I’m going to change.” Keith headed towards his bedroom and Lance slumped onto the leather coach more. “It's just a prank, okay?” Keith called from the hallway and his bedroom door clicked closed.

Lance rolled his eyes, yeah whatever. He looked down at the carpet, fake dating was one thing but fake marriage? Was that taking it too far? But if they ‘broke’ up now then they would have to pretend to hate each other and they were such close friends now Lance didn’t want to go back to pretending to hate him again.

He sighed, marriage was the next step he supposed. Hunk was starting to bring it up in conversation more.

Keith reemerged from his bedroom, finally having a loose-fitting shirt on his torso.

Lance sat up, “I want a better proposal than that. And my ring size is a size 8.” He stood up from the couch, walking towards the other boy until they were face to face. “I won’t hesitate to turn you down if it’s not good enough.” He tried to ignore the way Keith’s throat bobbed and how his face turned his signature red. He walked away before Keith could stammer out a response.

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Lance felt the urge to cry as Keith lowered down to one knee, his face matching his red tie.

“Lance McClain, will you marry me?” The words were spoken softly between them but Lance could hear them clearly.

He nodded excitedly, Keith had kept his promise, after all, even going as far as asking Lance’s parents for approval. He took him out to a nice dinner, then a cocktail party on a cruise ship, with the old squad. He proposed under the stars, a faint glow of the lobby lights shining on them.

Pidge whopped and Hunk whistled as Keith lowered to the ground and Shiro wiped a tear or two away. The ring fit perfectly, it was silver with a blue band around the middle. They were both handed a glass of champagne afterward and spent the night with each other's arms wrapped around them.

The ceremony was planned for a year later, and in that time they ended up buying a house. It was a smaller two-story with two bedrooms and a bathroom upstairs and a kitchen/dining room along with a living room and another bathroom downstairs. It was a bit of a fixer-upper but the project was a bit relaxing for both of them. After fighting aliens in space and not having to work after returning to Earth. They both still worked at the Garrison but they both could retire if they wanted to.

Perks of saving the world and all.

“And this room could be the nursery!” Lance walked into the smaller bedroom, throwing his arms out as he spun in a circle. “Well hypothetically. You need a bedroom after all.” He looked at Keith who was staring at him from where he leaned against the doorframe.

“Let’s see how it all plays out.”

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Lance slid his white jacket on, letting his dad help attach the flowers to his chest pocket. “Are you all good to go?”

Lance swallowed nervously, “did you feel like puking on your wedding day too?”

His dad laughed, “Son, I wouldn’t recommend going through with the wedding if you weren’t about to throw up. Everyone can see how much you love Keith and we all see how much Keith loves you.”

Lance nodded, “okay yeah. Then let's do this.”

The ceremony passed without any issues or objections. Keith grabbed Lance and swung him around so he was looking up at him. He leaned down to kiss him, pulling away to whisper soft words between them. “Just a prank right?” Lance nodded and Keith kissed him again.

Soon he and Keith were walking back down the aisle, hand in hand while people cheered for them and threw seeds at them; weird tradition but whatever. Lance had bought Keith the same style engagement ring he bought Lance, but with a red band in the center. Their wedding rings were black with a purple band in the center.

Lance took the lead for their first dance, surprised at how much he had improved from the first rehearsal they had months ago. The world melted away as they spun around the room, almost as if they were the only people in the room.

Speeches were next and Keith went first. “Lance, we have been a team since before we started dating. We went from rivals to friends to lovers and honestly, I wouldn’t have had it any other way,” he talked about his favorite memories together, their first big fight, the dread of being dragged to every single apartment or house showing. He kept his speech short and simple, a Keith style of most emotional things. “And Lance,” he held his glass up, “we’ve done a lot together and a lot of pranks. But this is the best thing we could have done.”

Lance smiled at the double meaning and planted a kiss on his cheek as he sat back down at their table. Lance was next, whose speech was a lot more emotional and heartfelt than Keith’s. It was humorous to look at the difference between the two men, but it was something that Lance focused on. Explaining how Keith liked the toilet paper roll over and Lance liked it under. Keith hung his shirts a certain way while Lance just left them in a pile. Keith slept with one blanket and Lance slept with ten.

“Keith, no one thought we could work out,” his eyes fell onto Pidge, “but I finally was able to put my differences aside and learn about who you were. You are an interesting and in-depth individual and I look forward to more adventures and pranks with you in the future.”

Cake cutting was next and Lance tried to shove his piece into Keith's face, but he dodged it effortlessly. They danced and drank until the sun was about to rise. The alcohol might have played a role in it or maybe they were both into character for their “prank” but there was more lip kissing than there had been the past couple of years. Most of them were to show for others but as they both fell into their hotel room bed, their honeymoon destination waiting for them the next day, the kisses kept going. The fact no one was around to “prove” their relationship to just reminded them of their one years anniversary.

Neither of them spoke about that night, but something has shifted between them. Neither of them vocalized this feeling but it was almost as if everything finally clicked into place.

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“Congratulations you two, you’re approved to start fostering.”

Lance intertwined his fingers with Keith’s, it had been two years since the wedding but after traveling they both wanted to go on to the next step.

The agent began to show them a couple of files on the kids they had but neither of them was picky. Keith just wanted to help kids the way he never got help when he was younger and alone. A younger boy was placed with them, he was a “troublemaker” according to the agent; something that didn’t bother the two men.

“Troublemaker usually means disrespected or not listened to,” Keith sprawled out on the bed. He was laying on his stomach and his head and arms hung off. Lance sat next to him, tracing his back muscles through his shirt.

“I know that hits close to home.”

“Yeah.”

“Well come on, let’s get some sleep. We can meet him tomorrow.”

Keith nodded and moved around so he was laying on his side of the bed. “Big or little?”

Lance smiled, leaning over to turn off the light. “I’ll be the big spoon.” He cuddled up behind him and closed his eyes.

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Keith and the kid clicked almost instantly. They were warned that he would be quiet and unapproachable but after 10 minutes Keith had him laughing and telling him his interest.

Lance focused on the food he was making as they sat on the coach and talked. He could tell Keith was showing him their photobook.

“Oh and that was when we went to Japan, Lance may or may not have tripped down a flight of stairs.”

The kid laughed and Lance smiled, grabbing the two plates to bring out to them.

“How did you two get together? Was it because of Voltron?

Lance froze in the hallway, holding his breath as he waited for Keith’s response.

Keith took a long sigh, not of annoyance but indicating he was thinking. “Kinda, we weren’t together during Voltron, we started dating afterward.”

“Oh, how did you two start dating then?”

Lance could hear the smile in Keith’s voice. “Let’s just say that we did a lot of pranks after Voltron ended.”

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Hehehe, this work makes me happy. I hope no one takes this fic super seriously it was just something fun to write.

If anyone has any ideas for more I could maybe write one more chapter.

I plan on writing a long fake dating fic in the future (not the same style as this one) after my other klance fic is done

Thank you for reading <333333333333333

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lumilasi · 2 years

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A surprise ask game! List 10 facts about your ocs and then tag 5 other people to learn things about theirs!

(I actually got this a little while back but forgot about it, since I'm getting tagged a lot this week, figured might as well do this one too now lmao)

I decided to pick 5 characters with 2 facts about each, as I have so many lol

1. Yoruga’s name, Yoruga Shirushi, is not his real name, but the name he chose for himself after leaving his birth family behind.

2. Yoruga is basically his bestie Kiyoi’s wingman, often helping him with his crush issues (and he does do the same with the said crush who’s also his friend lol. It’s basically that Toothless meme of hiccup being in the bush like “You’re doing great buddy!”)

3. Azul, (one of my older characters I haven’t drawn that much lately, I’ve abandoned my boy oh no :(( ) used to be single and not meant to have a love interest, but then I realized his dynamic with Diojas (another oc of mine) was far more fun than shipping Diojas with Azul’s brother, so I changed it lol

4. Azul has changed the least visually from his first appearance out of all of my characters; I only really upgraded his outfit somewhat.

5. Toshiko’s voice claim is Rukia from bleach; their personalities are somewhat alike, with both appearing serious at first glance, but also having this kind of awkward side to them.

6. Toshiko is often VERY embarrassed by her little half-sister Akiko’s shenanigans (they share the same dad but have different mums, their parents had/have a polyamorous pan relationship, which means the mums were a couple too, not just a case of a dude with two wives), though she does actually genuinely appreciate her efforts in trying to bond with her.

7. Jurou’s relationship with his mother was strained at first (this is a recent story update for his BG story I’ve decided to make, as the current one needs too much suspension of disbelief in some aspects) and he can still sometimes be a bit harsh towards her.

8. Designing him was super hard, but once I got it he became one of my favorite characters lmao, Spider Dad is just too much fun to draw

9. Belladonna is probably my most well-rounded villains so far, lot of her actions/reasoning feels fairly believable and human, namely bad choices/bad stuff humans can do willingly. It all also ties well to her personality and feels consistent without too much need for suspension of disbelief; I still need to work on the other ones more in comparison. (this is all stuff only in her bio so far, but I do want to draw some things pertaining to it eventually)

10. Belladonna is one of the few villain characters in this “story” that if this was a real manga/comic, she would not get redeemed in the end, namely because I feel her character doesn’t require it. Unlike some others, all the bad things coming her way were caused fully by her, by her own knowing actions, by her refusal to take responsibility, and even now she doesn’t necessarily regret them. (not saying you can’t redeem characters like this, but I personally wouldn’t feel the need to do that for her in my own story lol)

EDIT: So apparently Tumblr refused to tag people properly, let me try again >:C

@macckenchiz (right back at chu mu ha ha ha) @itsmikatheghost, @bothvinforfaen, @mad-hatter-rici aand....I don’t know enough people with ocs to tag a fifth I think? oh well

#ask game #oc ask game #answered anon #choosing which characters to talk about was hard lol

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holdmyhopeinyourhands · 1 year

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Makhy! I had brain surgery on December 1 2022 and my surgeon kind of flopped (bless him, he’s a good guy) so I was in a medically induced coma for like a 3 weeks and then in icu for another two weeks. I’m only starting to recover fully. I can type now so that’s good.

Listen I dont know how to start but what the fuck you mean to say Argentina won the fucking world cup? Like that really happened???? Holy shet? I was confined in the hospital since November and just waiting for surgery. I watched these bitches lose to saudi arabia. I really thought they were fucking done! I also watched the mexico match and they were dogshit. That was the last match I watched. I missed the poland match because my doctors wanted me to rest and be calm/positive before opening my skull. Based on those two matches, I really never thought Argentina would go beyond r16. I promise I let jesus take the wheel. I gave up and has already accepted defeat. I so accepted defeat that when I woke up from coma, the results of the world cup was not even on my mind. It’s like Messi’s first season in PSG, I conditioned my brain to pretend it did not happen. So I was not thinking of it at all. Like I forgot about it. Totally. I also decided to stay away from social media and just focus on my recovery and therapy. Until this fucking morning when I thought “let me scroll through tumblr” to practice my thumb dexterity/motion and I saw fcking photos of Messi kissing the fucking world cup??? When I tell you I froze and screamed like I was hit by a lightning! I literally screamed like what the fuck? The nurses had to run sprinting to my room because the machine attached to my chest started going crazy. Like my blood pressure was through the roof because I could not cope! Messi was wearing a see-through robe???? It was fucking 3-3???? Mbappe scored a hattrick???? Messi scored a fucking brace??? Argentina almost choked??? It went to penalties???? The keeper saved 2 pens??? Lloris the spurs man saved nothing??? Messi was carried around???? Holy shettt mahky!

Messi won the golden ball??? Mbappe won golden boot with Messi in 2nd place??? Messi played like he was not an aging father of 3???? Lautaro Martinez was Higuain??? Kun celebrated like he was still an active player??? The muchachos song??? The whole of Argentina gathered in Buenos Aires??? There was a parade with 5 million people??? Messi almost got taken out by a street wire while on the bus???? What the fuck Makhy!?!!!! I dont know where to fucking start!!!!????! There’s so many information and videos and tweets. I dont fucking know what to do.

Ronaldo fucking lost lmao! We fucking won lmao! I want to see and read ronaldo fans crying! I want it all! Ronaldo is now playing in saudi????? It’s like I missed a whole life!!!! I am so happy but also so stunned to fully comprehend this happiness like I dont know how to express it I feel like I need to scream! Messi won the fucking world cup the fucking 5 foot something goofy man!

I am so glad you woke up fron your coma and are recovering well darling. That's such a relief to hear and.... yeah, your boys really went and done that. Can't believe you woke to the craziest time line bestie like wow.

Couldn't help but grin from ear to ear reading this. Felt like I was experiencing joy by proxy😭.

Welcome back babe and congrats to your boys and especially messi❤❤❤

#football #Argentina nt #lionel messi #world cup 2022 #lovely ask #lovely anon #ask #anon #football ask #wishing you happiness #safety #health #and joy darling

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boldlyvoid · 1 year

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Hi! I saw you answer the ask about employee of the month and say no one has sent you an ask in a while to say they liked something or request more! I just wanted to come tell you I reread employee of the month and the second part at least once a week…and you are on my list of tumblr pages I keep up with so I can go back and read anything I haven’t yet or reread my favorites! I love everything I read that you wrote and wanted you to know! Keep being amazing and even if you never put out another part to employee of the month I will still continue to love what you have put out there. It truly is one of my favorites I’ve read! ❤️❤️

thank you so much this truly means a lot to me<3 I'm about 4k into the 3rd part of employee of the month now and i have about 1k written in part 4 cause i got too excited with an idea lmao, but they should be out soon!

till then, here is a snippet and the Spotify playlist for part 3

Going from dreaming of mornings with the love of her life to having Eddie cuddled up beside her as the sun comes up, felt a little fake. Too good to be true. It happened so fast and so seamlessly and easily and wonderfully… she lays there in the sunshine with a smile on her face and his arm draped around her chest as he sores lightly on her shoulder. His hair tickles her neck but she wouldn’t dare move and risk waking him up, he’s too precious when he sleeps.

Her mom knocks lightly and opens her door slowly, she peaks her head in with a smile, “hey sweetheart… I need Eddie to move the van so I can go to work.”

He lets out a deep breath and rolls off her onto his back, he rubs his eyes with his palms, “yep, I’ve got it, I’m up. Sorry about that, Mrs. Y.”

“It’s not your fault, once the garage is working again we can get her dad's car in there and you’ll stop boxing me in,” she waves it off. “I’ll just start leaving my keys out, you can switch ‘em around on the nights you stay here.”

“Yeah, sounds good,” he sits up with the sheets pooled around his hips, waiting for her to leave so he could get up and put his pants on.

He doesn’t have a shirt on. He forgot what he looks like and that her mom’s never seen what happened to him. She gasps as she notices it and covers her mouth, “oh, gosh, I’m sorry— sorry, I’ll go.”

“Oh no,” Y/N realizes what she was so shocked over. His scars are kind of alarming and not something you can just ask about when you first see them. “She’s going to ask me about these later…”

“It’s okay,” he waves it off and hops out of bed. While she was lucky to sleep comfortably in just a long t-shirt, he radiated so much heat that he could only sleep in his boxers. He slips into his jeans and throws on a shirt and his coat, “Steve tells people that his are from a motorcycle accident so that’s what I’ll tell her if she asks.”

“It happened to Steve, too?” She had no idea, she remembered the scar on his neck from the Christmas party, but she didn’t think they’d have matching scars past the mental ones.

He nods, “yeah, he got attacked like 2 days before me? I think? Or it was the night before? Who knows, honestly, it was all a blur down there… but I’m going to go move the van, you want anything from the kitchen?”

She shakes her head, “no, just you… hurry up and get back up here.”

“Will do,” he gives her a wink and slips out the door.

She gets out of her bed to sit by her window and watch what he does every morning when he sleeps over.

He brushes the lightly fallen snow off her mom's little car and puts her windshield wipers down, he starts her car to ensure that it’s nice and warm in a few minutes when she’s ready to leave and backs his van up onto the road for a few minutes.

She can see them talking now as her mom comes outside, Eddie makes sure she doesn’t slip on the black thats hidden on their paved driveway. He holds her travel coffee mug for her while she gets into her car and then shuts her door for her, he waves her off as she backs down the driveway and then she’s gone.

And she won’t be back until a little after 3pm.

The relationship that Eddie and her mother have built in the last few weeks is too sweet. She’s taken him in like a son, and he’s taken to the man of the house role quite easily… and Y/N thinks that’s mostly Wayne's upbringing shining through. He was sure to make himself useful, he was making up for the home-cooked dinners her mother provided by shovelling the driveway and taking out the trash and essentially, making Y/N and her mother's life easier after the last 2 years without her dad. It’s all he really knows how to do to show his appreciation for what someone else is doing for him. It made Y/N only love him more to see how much they got along.

He lights a cigarette in his van and smokes it outside while shovelling the front step and sprinkling some salt on the ice-y spots. When he snuffs out his smoke and heads back inside, she can hear him in the kitchen taking what’s left of the coffee in the pot before he slowly makes his way back up the stairs and into bed.

She’s laying there with a smile on her face when he comes back in, he shuts the door behind himself and sets his coffee down on the night table on his side of the bed. He’s claimed that side, it’s his night table now. It's covered in his things from the last 4 nights that he’s been there— His rings, his wallet, his work keys and a bunch of change, it’s all proof of how comfortable he is in her home.

He slips out of his jeans and back under the covers, freezing his ass off from being outside, “holy fuck, since when was January this fucking cold?”

“Always,” she can’t help but laugh. “You’re just not used to going outside at this time of day…”

“Oh hush,” he takes his coffee back in his hands, holding it close to his chest to warm himself back up. “I actually like being up at this time, but getting home at midnight and not being able to fall asleep until 3am makes it hard.”

“I know, I know,” she gives in, laying down on her side, snuggled up into his, she has only a few days left before school starts back up again so she wanted to spend all that time in bed with him as possible.

#employee of the month #ask #eddie munson x fem reader

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spikybanana · 1 year

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get to know me: tag game

tysm for the tag @mkaugust <3<3!! I loved these questions

Relationship status - *error: field does not exist in database* *system has been thrown into infinite loop* (me + romantic relationship is not making sense in head and I'm overthinking now, don't mind me XD)

Favourite colour - I'm on a bit of a navy blue/black kick recently :3

Favourite food - idk actually. I don't spend enough time thinking about food ahaha. I say "rice" whenever my brother asks this question and it annoys him so much, it's so cute. ("what do you mean just rice?? you've got to be lying!")

Song stuck in your head - OKAY LOOK, I'm actually proud of figuring this out: this is always the song I paused on before going to do something else, and if I go back to listen to the song the whole way through, it stops being stuck in my head. (right now it's Over & Over by Fleetwood Mac)

Last thing you googled - "where does nietzsche say if truth exists it doesn't matter to me" IDK I'm trying to pull an essay out of thin air here D;

Time - 21:05, on the whole a very sane hour to be on tumblr?

Dream trip - drop. me. in. the. middle. of. tibet. and. I. will. live. there. forever. (yes yes college hippie urge to abandon society etc it's true I admit it)

Last book/fic you read - I'm slowlyyy listening to Crime and Punishment atm? and last book I finished was Nietzsche's the Gay Science which is like, idk WHY I do this to myself. he just makes me want to bang my head on the table. And uhhh I really haven't had mental space to read a good long fic recently it's so sad!! I can't wait for holidays when I can spend 2 whole days thinking about nothing else and sink my whole body and soul into a story lol

Last book you enjoyed - I actually really like Crime and Punishment. but also: Worlds of Exile and Illusion by Ursula Le Guin

Last book you hated - Dune. I hated reading it so much really could not stand the prose sorry:((( I rly hope my own sci fi au doesn't read like that haha...

Favourite thing to cook/bake - I'm a rly impatient cook so recently it's a simple spicy soy sauce soup noodles. it's so quick and warm and tastes of home :)

Favourite craft to do in your free time - >:) *inserts my origami sideblog* again, haven't gotten around to anything seriously cool recently but I love a little modular origami/kusudama

Most niche dislikes - (august I stole the beverages theme) idk if this counts but I always go "heh?" when people call bubble tea "boba tea" ahahaha this is so dumb & there's like NO reason at all I don't know why it irks me so much

Opinion on circuses - ...? (I don't... think I know anything about modern day circuses but I suspect it's the sort of thing that could send me into an existential spiral lmao)

Do you have a sense of direction and if not what’s the worst way you’ve gotten lost? - oooh you know what, I'm pretty good with maps and am quite proud of it haha, I did the directions for dad when I was 11 and we had like a week long road trip. that's not to say I've not had the dumbest way of getting lost though— was on a multi-day camping hiking trip this summer and literally FORGOT to bring a map, which is still fine as long as I had my phone but then MY PHONE DIED in the middle of a really fucking long day and then there was a military zone diversion and I couldn't find the fucking path and had to trek on the ROADS for like 2 hrs but then this rly nice man gave me a lift to the next town and all was well.

no pressure tagging: @shipsgaysfordays @whywcd @everythingbutcoldfire @lavenderandliliesx @fonkeloog

#tag game #tumblr games #hey I rly liked these #thank you for tagging me^-^

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stinkydemon · 9 months

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It’s long time talking here always forget I have blogs stuff little update sort of I don’t use Twitter and insta anymore!! it’s like few months now since beginning of 2023 I totally stop using it damn I totally forgot to say also don’t use discord anymore honestly I feel kinda free I sometimes use tumblr en most of time tiktok the only 2 platforms that I like :) tiktok lowkey reminds me of Tumblr ngl I know super weird to say that lmao.. anyway yea work has been good sadly my fav manger doesn’t work anymore but had 2 week break so idk how messy it’s since he was gone I was gonna for 2 weeks so will see next week if I enjoy my job still..

I’m really slacking on practicing for theory exam for driving shit but I know all rules it’s just questions are so fucking annoying but have but I have study..

I’m trying go to gym more and more kinda wanna be serious about it.

also I need get back more in my hobby’s again most of time I feel super tired 🥱 I need keep some energy in my hobbies.

Anyway yea nothing special lost a friend but its for the best honestly I’m glad other friend I have really good friend that always FaceTime with so I’m good :) its sucks losing friend eh I’m don’t wanna wast energy to people being dumb the end.

So yea that it I’ll really try update here more I might try make comic diaries if feel like it…

#txt #life stuff

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illym · 1 year

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I posted 45 times in 2022

That's 37 more posts than 2021!

41 posts created (91%)

4 posts reblogged (9%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@butterfly-danna

@illym

@floating-far-from-earth

@kidfoundonstreets

I tagged 41 of my posts in 2022

Only 9% of my posts had no tags

#witch's heart - 27 posts

#witchs heart - 25 posts

#illym art - 21 posts

#whnoc - 13 posts

#wilardo adler - 8 posts

#ashe bradley - 8 posts

#claire elford - 8 posts

#whtober 2022 - 6 posts

#whtober - 6 posts

#genshin impact - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 22 characters

#marinette dupain cheng

My Top Posts in 2022:

WHtober day 5 - Ashe route.

I HAD to draw the ShortCake Project for this. I just had to. Anyway this took me a hella long time lmao. Tried to replicate Iz's hair shine, I'll decide if I like it in a few weeks.

Minute timelapse under the cut since the 30 second version moved at the speed of sound.

Claire's hand and arm is genuinely killing me but I'm kind of worn out from this plus I don't know how to do it better lol.

See the full post

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Happy Birthday (again) Claire !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! girl of all time she's my favorite character in the history of ever

this piece took me a few days and I'm pretty bummed I forgot to timelapse it. Very proud of it :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILARDOOOOO i spent like 4 hours on this and thats not including the tuneups i just did. love this dude. i think my issue with linearting lies in the g-pen, so i'll look for a good replacement for it. This is a redraw of one of the game cards :)

Timelapse under the cut :)

See the full post

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this one i actually like enough to post on its own.

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My #1 post of 2022

For day 2, I drew strawberry shortcake! The frosting looks like fondant... But the strawberries look good, and that's all that matters. This totally counts, strawberry shortcake is the driving force behind Ashe's Route.

timelapse under the cut

i completely forgot about the knife and fork huh LMAO

22 notes - Posted October 2, 2022

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #probably the last one ill look at etjgdxfhyrj #illym notes

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vxvidlandmine · 1 year

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Spiraling on a Saturday

Hello again.

Today I woke up and spent 40 minutes looking at my phone. I have picked up this bad habit in September 2021 and I have yet found a way to just get rid of it. I'm just weak.

My mom greeted me as I got out of my room. Since it's saturday, her morning starts with cleaning the house. She gets up before me, so she always tries be silent and not make any noise. I tell her I don't care about sleeping late, because I really don't, yet she's persistent on not wanting to wake me up.

I had breakfast, went to the bathroom and then straight to study.

I revised what I re-studied yesterday then got some work done my laptop. I had to cross-check 3 different sources so that what I'm studying is actually correct, as well as coherent, as to not miss anything.

I had lunch with my family. Nothing wrong yet.

The friend I have been hanging out with in the past weeks was supposed to let me know if she would be able to go out today, yet at 14:00, when she usually does text me, my notifications were dry.

I still had some stuff to study so I decided not to get worked up over it and focus on my books. At 15:10 that was over and my mind was free to wonder why she forgot. Every reason I came up was more stupid than the previous one- she had to study and forgot, she had to study and purposely ignored me, she had nothing to do and finds me annoying- but they all had one thing in common. They could be "defeated" just by saying that if she actually wanted to go out, she could just speed up studying, or move around her schedule to make a 1 hour long walk fit.

After 10 minutes of going back and forth between coming up with these awful reasons and nervously opening and closing Instagram and Tumblr, I decide my mind was too clouded to get more studying done. Just like an animal going back to its cave, even after years and years of wondering around, I decided to "calm down" by playing a game I have been obsessed with in the past. I mean really obsessed, I got like 2300 hourse over the course of 2 years. I put calm down in quotes because it's competitive and you either play 40 hours a week or just suck and lose, and get mad over it. So that's what I did. I tried to find comfort in this game, instead I got absolutely smashed and quit after 2 hours.

At 18:00 my eyes were red and dry. I was cold. I hadn't drank or eaten in 5 hours. My elbows were hurting because that's what they do- my chronic pains are such a big deal that they deserve a whole post about them. Still no message. The same void I have described started growing me but I got up, got a glass of milk and a trail mix, and watched a stupid series on netflix. I ignored the shit out of it, then I regretted it later. I turned off my laptop, cleaned the glass then decided to air out my room. I stink.

The more I thought about how she ignored me- and still is as of now- the worst I was getting.

First come all the thoughts about me as a person. The fact I'm skinny and weak and pain all over my body. The fact I'm 20 and still look and sound like a 16yo. The fact I'm not enjoying the company of other people.

In the past I used to get out of these spirals by reminding me how well I was doing academically. Lmao. In just 3 years my mind completely deteriorated and if I'm still "running" it's just inertia. My impostor syndrome deserves a post of its own. Now, low self-esteem about my body is just a stepping stone to doubt my mind.

The third thoughts that come are about how lucky I am to food, clothes, a warm house, and a family, all things that not everyone has. I end up thinking I don't deserve everything I have. I don't deserve it because I'm not enough in any way possible. One could argue that just by existing one's enough to have their basic needs met. Other people do, I don't.

So here I am, still waiting for someone to care a bit about me.

Venting and not changing anything to make this better is completely useless and doesn't even alleviate what I'm experiencing.

I think I just need human warmth.

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emptifylie · 2 years

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currently 51 hours into my fast. i have a few goals rn i really think i could get to the last one tho!!! first goals to fast for the rest of the week which i’ll be able to do for sure!!! the second goal is to make it to the end of october. i think i could do that too, it’s not even 2 whole weeks. and then after that 2 weeks! i think i could definitely do it as long as i keep myself preoccupied which i will. i’m doing such a long fast cuz i had a terrible fucking binge cycle and i went up to about 119lbs from being 105lbs in as little as like 2 weeks. if i fast for about 2 weeks or until the end of october i should be under 110 which is my ultimate goal for this fast because from there i could just keep going down! i’m not too worried abt getting through it since i’ve fasted for weeks before so i got this. i missed going on tumblr LMAO this is so comforting i forgot omg

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lasttree-garsennon · 1 year

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I posted 3,979 times in 2022

That's 3,630 more posts than 2021!

144 posts created (4%)

3,835 posts reblogged (96%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@parsnipt

@injuries-in-dust

@nitewrighter

@mujhe-rone-do

@a-really-hot-caterpillar

I tagged 405 of my posts in 2022

#oldie answers - 64 posts

#me - 22 posts

#me and who? - 11 posts

#struggles of oldie - 9 posts

#protect psy - 7 posts

#same - 6 posts

#purple my beloved - 6 posts

#protect sana - 4 posts

#the machine uprising - 4 posts

#good - 3 posts

Longest Tag: 123 characters

#uh no you can't you can get one for a bike that doesn't have gears but not for a car unless they recently changed the rules

My Top Posts in 2022:

Orange

I want to get to know you too

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@mujhe-rone-do what THE FUCK are you doing up

29 notes - Posted December 3, 2022

okay so like

first tehre was a lot of confusion abt which subjects we had

then somehow out of three two subjects students already got fixed and locked

so when the third subject teacher asked who wanted to do this one day before the festive vacation i raised my hand

and she picked everyone except for me and one other girl

she picked the girl sitting DIRECTLY NEXT TO ME and not me

nd im very good at SST btw i love social science and i get good grades in that out of 20 i got 19.5 last time so im validated too

and

i was like what no i am gonna do this

so i approached her and said "hi helo i wanna do this" and shes like "we have like 7 ppl already..." but i insisted so shes like "okay ill keep you as an extra" and drew a line under my name and put my name along with the other girl whom she had not picked lets call her s

then

she forgot (??) to put me in the gc in which they were discussing it

but she put s

lmao

and it was the vacaction and i dont have my own phone nor the teachers contact info

so i just. didnt know till after the holidays upon which i appraoched her and asked why i wasnt there and shes like oH oOPs or whatever and tells me i can help out if they need anything

so i went there but the kids just basically made me gvethem my statinary and then treated it like trash

and then disrespected me (whole diff incident) upon which i got mad and called a kid who had been dismissing me very much a problem and then i felt bad cuz i usually dont do shit like that like i just

dont say mean stuff back

but i did

anyway so

none of the kids, all of whom were in my class, reminded her i was supposed to be there too

idk if they forgot or what but s was literally next to me she knew she approached the teacher at the same time as me

so like. wow. after all my effort, after almost dying with the sleep deprivation and work load im just. forgettable. lmao

Do no harm but take no shit it's good you said some mean stuff to them and your teachers an idiot

Also you're not forgettable not to me

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ahhghgdhgaha i very tired today but i lots of tasks to finish

ill just tell you what i have to do and then update you with how many i finished if thats okay; if it's not just ignore this ask

finish textbook russian revolution

friend 1's early christmas present readied

friend 2's ''

finish cover 1 of TMOD

finish chem homework

english entrepreneur assignment

of this i have done eactly one aka chem homework i got other tasks done which i didnt write down tho

It's okay if you only manage to finish Chen homework today I'm proud of you

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My #1 post of 2022

HELO HELO how does one flirt with a cis boy

in theory i know how and usually i can but i have exactly 1.5 weeks to make this work and i need it to go well and hes a hyperactive adhd as FUCK bitch like me so we bOTH KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED AND LOW KEY AWKWAR CUZ WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

HELP PLEASE HSKHDKS

Sorry kid you came to the wrong place

I know exactly nothing about flirting

Let alone het flirting

129 notes - Posted December 3, 2022

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

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kpopper · 2 years

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hi!! (mouse anon here)

sorry it's been so long, I'm not as active here cause of my work and COVID!

I hope you've been doing well!! 🥰

oops you're right, I remember you rec'd My Name in one of the previous asks

thank you for that, I loved the show <3333

(Military Prosecuer Doberman is still on my list but I've been in a show slump so I haven't watched it...yet 😭)

I totally understand wanting to watch the lighter shows, I was trying to find shows to watch but I wasn't feeling the darker ones. I think Signal was the darkest show in my opinion. I forget if we talked about it but either it's pretty haunting or I was in my Sensitive™ phase lol

I still need to watch Twenty Five Twenty One, Tomorrow, and Uncanny Encounter (along with like 100s of other kdramas) so I'll update you if when I do!

I've recently watched Life on Mars and The Killer's Shopping List and they're both a mixture of crime/mystery and comedy!

I really enjoyed Life on Mars but I still don't know how I feel about the ending. It's a good ending but there are some pretty heavy implications. Otherwise, it was like a found family crime show and it was great!

I really loved The Killer's Shopping List! It's so short (8 eps) and a lot of the actors stood out to me. They even had a plot line for one the characters that I really enjoyed (if I said it, I'd spoil it haha). There were some plot holes and some things were confusing but I adored the main character and a lot of the side characters.

if you watch any of them, I'd love to know your thoughts! <333

(our interactions are mostly why I use tumblr so thank you!!)

mouse anon pt 2!

I can't believe I forgot to mention A Business Proposal!! It was so good and I agree, the 2nd couple was amazing! I wish they showed more of their relationship but I still like the main couple

I also keep seeing posts about Extraordinary Attorney Woo so I plan on watching it when it's completed! ✌️

hi!! this is the mouse anon!

I just finished Military Prosecuer Doberman and I really liked it! I'm not always a romance person but I wish the the 2 leads got together a lot earlier 😭 I think we deserved that at least 😭

I just started extraordinary attorney woo and I love it!! I love the romance and (most of the) characters in it! it's all about the trust 😭😭 I'm on episode 5 so hopefully I love it through the end :))

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i am. very behind. forgive me T^T im hardly here for more than five minutes a week too, and i only show any sign of life to reply to your messages <3 i hope you've been well and safe. what do you work with?

we never talked abt signal! ive seen it around but it def has some dark vibes and i never got interested in it lmao i think one of the darkest ones i watched was the guest. it felt like a whole horror show. and save me was.... a tough cookie to swallow too. for me to watch this shows i need to be angwy ò.ó trying to feel smth. thankfully its not usual lmao

honestly twnty five twenty one was.... a ride. it took me 4i39242900 weeks to finish it. in fact i only gathered courage to watch the last episode last week lmao i loved it though. it just hits so close to home in so many ways i had to take long pauses in between.

ive just googled life on mars and honestly. im not a big fan of the time travel cases. everytime its mentioned in the plot i automatically turn my interest off 😭😭😭😭😭

i ALMOST started The Killer's Shopping List last week!!!! was trying to feel smth and i hovered over the episode one for a while. now that i know you like it i will come back to it <3333

a business proposal was soooo cute. i was not expecting it to be that cute. the last ep though was. like idk. the ending was every romcom ever written. the whole show was like that but the ending rlly got me laughing on how ridiculously cliche it was. how he gets to korea and off the car and proposes and etc. honestly jfesklfjsiofsjefklssjflsfkslsioefjesoi it was rlly funny. the ending of the second couple too, but idc cause they were cute.

prosecutor doberman was THAT show that i was not expecting to rlly enjoy and once i started i binge watched the whole thing 😑 dont get what it was but it put me thru hours of it without a single thought in my brain. thank u prosecutor doberman.

also attorney woo!!!!!!!!!! im watching it but my netflix is sooooo behind on the actual releases its a nightmare everyweek, having to fend off big spoilers. but yeah i do hope i like it to the end!!!! its so cute i cant stand it

lately ive been watching minamdang cafe (also very behind bc of my netflix), alchemy of the souls and attorney woo. its my go to serotonin for every new ep. also just started big mouth and its.... interesting. there's a brazilian drama that im 99% sure has the same basic plot but im curious to see where it heads.

also going a bit beyond the krama universe, if you have the opportunity to watch severance on apple tv, it's deeeeef worth the hype and time.

OH! and i just saw good detective is going for a round 2? i cant remember the s1 plot for the life of me but i remember watching it through the end. so i guess i have something else to look forward too now as well

#answered #mouse anon #reply at your leisure but i always appreciate our convos <333333

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yeah the vibe is different </3 it now feels less like a personal chat and more like a personal chat in a public space but what else can we do when tumblr keeps being homophobic TT-TT

yeah I hope so too!! I'll bring it up to her soon as we still have Sci-fi cons which we regularly attend bcs I think that'd be cool!

and aaaw that sounds adorable!! The Sci-Fi cons that I visit always have lots of kids that age running around with their plastik lightsabers and usually clone wars masks of Anakin and Obi Wan and it's the cutest thing to watch them run around and play out their ideas

yeah she probably won't ksjdlsk it's just that we're both so used of someone bitching at us for buying even the most necessary shit so we gotta get used to that no longer happening slkjdlsk I'll probably bring it up to her soon, maybe tomorrow after uni! Hell I can even pay for it myself, I still have a lot of unused money from the past few cons since I barely bought smth aside from postcards / small prints

ksjdslk you're going to have the sickest bookshelf if that works out! and I hope it does skdjsl But yeah that sounds like a solid idea as to where to put them!!

ooh I think with the shows coming out there should definitely be a spike on tutorials for them!! Though I highly doubt there weren't some to begin with with Star Wars being such a huge franchise!! (and yeah I think that could probably be a solid start!!)

Yeah that's also always what I have noticed (it's probably also one of the most comfortable options ngl skldjsk) I think attaching them is going to be the most tricky part but I bet there are tricks to do so very easily!

yeah it feels way more out in the open, like speaking into a microphone instead of like just a casual conversation sat at a table in the corner of the room.. we could switch to discord or insta dms if we want it less open but idk, feels weird when its not on tumblr

ooo that sounds like fun! i need to try going to a sci-fi con, i know they have some in edinburgh occasionally throughout the year so il see if i can maybe go there eventually

it was!! it was so fucking fun, i remember around that age me and my sister would have lightsaber duels occasionally, too bad the sabers were bad quality so i accidently broke mine when i hit it too hard </3 thankfully it was after halloween so i still had the saber for halloween, just imagine like an 8 or 9 year old with a darth vader mask and red lightsaber walking down a dimly lit street dsjdsslkdj

i remember when i went trick or treating later that day i used my vader helmet (well its more like a mask tbh, its only the front half of vaders helmet lol) as a bucket to keep my sweets and candy in dlskjdslkjds

thats fair i cant rlly blame you or her, it will probably take a long time to get over that (i know the feeling cause my mother is like that sometimes, its so fucking annoying. she does it less to me now cause i have my own money but still)

i hope it goes well when you talk to her about it!! i doubt she wont let you buy it but wishing it goes well anyways!! if you dont do it tomorrow tho do keep in mind the sale is i think only lasting 1 more week? (or until everything sells out) so dont leave it too long slksjdlskd

IK ITS GONNA BE SO COOL, id say my bookshelf is already pretty cool because ive got 2 shelfs of books (one is mostly manga and star wars books, other is recipe books and other misc books) i could put them in 1 shelf but ive done it that way so theres space on the shelf next to the books, so i can put the helmets next to the books!! thinking about it now i can prob get 2 on the bookshelf and then the other 2 could go ontop of it maybe, idk il figure that out when i get them dsjlkds

Edit: heres a pic of said book shelf, forgot to mention the (fake) plant that hangs infront of my manga!!! skdjd Ignore the basket on the second shelf of books btw thats just where i keep my socks rn lmao (and random clothes in the shelf below too sldjslskssjk, im working on it so ignore that)

Anyways i could totally fit a helmet or 2 in here, one where the origami book is and one where the basket is, then the rest can go ontop of the bookcase idk lol

oh yeah its def gonna be trending, i saw one for storm trooper armour a few months ago, not mandalorian but tbh they are close (i mean storm trooper armour was based on the clones armour which was based on mandalorian so it is connected lmao) even if there isnt im pretty sure i could probably figure it out on my own if i had to

i think the way il have to attach it is maybe velcro? cause pins could fall out and if i try to put it back on it will be in a slightly different area probably, so what im thinking is having small velcro patches put onto the body suit and some on the armour pieces!! probably wont work out how it is in my head when i finally do it but i can atleast have ideas until then lol

#lexy!

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i just need to vent somewhere for a second where ppl unrelated won't see it bc i know they're tired of me lmao. feel free to ignore this i'm just sooooooo. augh. really long vent post tbh. i had a lot to say.

i didn't really talk about it publicly a lot, because it's like, it's not something i could really talk about publicly because it's like... what do you even say, you know. like. you spend so much time having feelings for someone to where you go "wow i'm in love with them" and they say "yeah i'm in love with you too and i'd like to live with you and shit someday" but like, refuse to put a label on it. like, this was a situationship going on from the end of may 2022 up until july 2023 so. lol. and like. it's been over three months now and i still don't know if i'm over the whole thing, but i think about it less and less now. i'm still irritated and annoyed and extremely hurt about the situation, because.

i was given excuse after excuse about why we couldn't just put a label on it and like, be "official" despite the fact that every single day it's "wow i love you SO much, i can't wait to have a life with you" you know. and it's like.

i had a bpd(tm) moment last november that really spiraled badly in december, but like got triggered in september, and when i start spiraling i spiral for months and it does not end, and i drop off the face of the earth (if anyone's reading this at all, i apologize for disappearing lmao). and this is heavily to do with why i just forgot about tumblr for like 2 years, because i busied myself with a man i really love(d?) and like. i don't fault him at all for being scared of committing, because i am too, and i don't fault him not even a LITTLE bit for being unequipped or shocked and scared and not able to deal with the magnitude of how depressed and anxious and paranoid i get when things get really bad for me. i don't mind that. but i spent so long trying to repair that wedge, but it was never the same, even if i got fooled for a few moments into thinking things were normal and okay.

and i'm that person who, if i feel like i'm being annoying or that i'm not wanted, i will shrink back and wait for the other person to reach out to me first for once, because if i feel like i'm the only one making the effort time and time again or if i keep getting plans flaked on or shafted even if i make them like days or a week or more in advance, i just fuck off and wait, because i don't want to be push and i just get so anxious and sad. so when he told me that he "felt the momentum drifting and that the interactions weren't as energetic" i just. i was really hurt. and i told him this, and i expressed that i pulled back because i just. was mirroring what i was getting while just waiting and dying for him to just give me a second of his time.

and he lied to me when he dumped me in july (while i was in japan visiting family and already not having a good time over there, mind you), and told me that he wanted to try "dating someone in town" when i confronted him about something a friend showed me. but, turns out it was just another girl long distance, who is also EST like i am, and his excuse to me for why we weren't working was the distance and that he now lived across the country instead of two states away, but was willing to go chase someone else in the same distance as me? and enough so to actually put a label on their relationship, and seemed so much more torn up over that not working out than he ever was about the prospect of losing me despite him telling me how much he loved and wanted me and wanted to have a life together.

there were a lot of principles that i compromised on and actually changed my mind about because of him, because i loved him enough. like. i never, ever, ever wanted kids in my life. i knew this since i was really young, and he was the same way, but then he mentioned it one day and idk if it was a joke but his answer was so serious so i thought about it and i was like, you know what? if it's with him, i'd want a family, and we'd be so fucking cute. so it's like. how do you do and say all of that to someone and just, throw that away for someone you barely knew in comparison to someone you've known and loved for years. it just. it made me feel so awful and just really? worthless? because i just. i loved him so much, and i still do, i think. i spent like. two months straight just. crying over him and just. he vented to me a few weeks ago about the situation and the things he told me, his gripes with his ex now, i was just sitting there like. the hurt you feel is the same i feel because i had to beg on my hands and knees for some of your time because i felt so ignored.

it's so awful because i was so sure about him. and what i felt was so genuine, and what i felt from him was so genuine and real. at least it was to me. maybe it wasn't. i don't know lmao. i have bpd so i just drink delulu juice and maybe i'm just delulu over all of it. it just really sucks lol. i just. it hurts to feel like i just got discarded like that, or that he'd tell me "you know i want to come see you" or that he "wouldn't be opposed to trying for real in the future" but i don't want to feel like a rebound or like i'm the second choice like i just. for once, would like to matter to someone as much as they matter to me. maybe i just am stupid and have awful fucking taste lmao because i clearly don't choose anyone who's good for me. what makes this hurt too is that he is truly just so amazing of a person and i just. i don't know lmao. and i told myself, i want to continue to make the effort to stay close to him in the event that maybe he does change his mind and realize hey, she's right there and has been all along and i've always loved her, but that's so stupid and pathetic lmao. i haven't spoken to him in nearly 2 weeks now because he just. never replied and i felt annoying and i keep waiting for him to talk to me first because it hurts to be the only one trying every single day but. idk. i think i give up because i really can't do this anymore lmao. i'm so tired and i'm tired of being hurt and sad over a man. idk why i keep ending up in these situations lol but it makes me feel so awful

#vent -#negative -#long post -#ignore meeeeeeeeee #i just needed to get this out and #i didn't wanna go to my close friends about this either bc #i know what they're gonna say and i don't wanna hear it 😭😭#ooc.#tbd.

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