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atissi · 3 months

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worth finishing the hades game just for the catharsis of your dad being nice to you

#having hades apologize to you? fantastic. telling you he's proud? incredible. using his call in the final battle and shouting 'hades!'#and he shouts back at you 'boy!'? healed my soul #i do feel ambiguous about the whole theme of 'can't run away from your family. you have to deal with them because they're your blood'#but i'm glad it worked out for these guys in this circumstance #hades game #beepbeep.txt

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firapolemos05 · 2 years

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A continent sunders beneath him into fire and ash. The air fills with smoke and heat he just barely manages to evade.

The vast expanse of ocean is Cerrit’s only view for weeks. The skies darken, the waves crash, and the world descends into a cataclysm. Little rest, little food, little water.

None of it matters. Only the three faces in his memory matter now. Only the three faces that await him. Only that promise that keeps him aloft through exhaustion and burning muscles. Only the three voices that call to him through the Sending Stone clutched in his hand. They keep him going. They keep him fighting.

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A brother and sister sit watching the sky. A mother stands guard, ensuring that her children are cared for during their vigil. Ensuring they eat and rest despite their stubbornness. Ensuring they remain in the city, hidden from outside dangers.

She has relayed their location. He will find them. This city cloaked by the Rifenmist will not hide itself from him.

It’s weeks since the sky became choked with ash, weeks since Maya and Kir last looked into their father’s eyes. He did well to mask the truth, his fear, with determination and a tight grasp on a sliver of hope. But his kids had his eyes too.

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A shape appears above the horizon.

Small, alone, wavering on the little strength he had left.

He sees them. He’s made it.

He’s made it.

Three sets of wings fly up to catch him. The former Senior Sightwarden of Avaliir collapses into the arms of his wife and kids. Safe at last.

“Wingspan reporting in,” are his first words before blissful sleep takes him.

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legolasghosty · 2 months

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54. At the next inconvenience I will start biting people. - feels like any of the girls... or Alex. Do with that what you will.

Oh gosh you're so right... and this seems like a great way to channel all of my almost finals week frustration...

Willie fumbles for the handle to Julie and Flynn's apartment with his hands full of pastries and drinks he snagged before he finished his shift. Hey, nothing says late-night study session like day-old muffins, right? He finally manages to get the door open and stumbles through the entrance into the kitchen/living area.

Flynn, Reggie, and Alex all look up at his entrance. Julie is still glued to her laptop, Carrie has her eyes shut as she focuses on whatever is playing in her headphones, and Luke... might be asleep.

"I come bearing sustenance," Willie says, their voice coming out a worn-out edition of their usual customer service tone. He sets the drink carriers down on the counter, then drops the bag of pastries beside them. "I make no promises about how edible and/or hot stuff still is, but better than nothing."

"Gimme," Flynn groans, making grabby hands at him from where she's sprawled on the couch, one leg in Julie's lap and the other tucked up to her chest. "But heat it up first, at the next minor inconvenience I'm going to start biting people."

"Kinky," Reggie jokes weakly from where he's sprawled out on the floor, surrounded by papers.

"Not the way I do it," Flynn growls back. "I'm about a millimeter away from egging this professor's house for all the BS she's pulled this quarter."

"Warming up the coffee, got it," Willie cuts in, grabbing Flynn's cup and heading for the microwave. "Love me some minor vandalism, but we should probably save it for after finals."

"Or like after we graduate?" Alex suggests, his pencil thumping out a soft but steady beat against the edge of his textbook. "So they can't screw you over academically?"

"She'd have to catch me first," Flynn points out.

Willie just shrugs and starts handing out drinks as the two of them banter back and forth about the best timeline in which to get revenge on their professors. Luke's goes in the fridge. Reggie downs probably half of his mocha in ten seconds. Flynn takes a long sip of her massive latte and sighs. Willie can almost feel the humanity returning to her system as the caffeine settles. Julie barely even looks up when he sets her tea down on the table. Alex takes his lemonade with a smile and a hand on Willie's wrist to pull them down for a quick kiss.

"How was work?" he asks when they separate.

"Nasty," Willie admits. "Coffee shop near campus the week before finals kind of nasty. Got yelled at by like three people."

Alex winces. "I'm sorry," he offers.

Willie shrugs. "Can't say I blame them. I'm not far off blowing my lid either with Covington's exam coming up."

"If he fails you, I'll get more eggs," Flynn states. "We can get him and mine together."

"You're amazing," Willie tells her gratefully.

"You brought me coffee," she points out.

"Point taken," they laugh.

He returns to the kitchen to grab the bag of pastries and his backpack, then settles in beside Alex, leaning back against the couch near Flynn's hip. They pop open their laptop, gratefully accepting Carrie's offer to plug in the charging cord. Alex shifts a little closer so their shoulders are brushing and Willie leans into it, letting the warmth burn off some of the stress of the day.

Finals suck, but at least they can all do the suckiness together.

#legolas tag #julie and the phantoms #legolas ask #jatp #jatp fanfic #willex #alex mercer #willie jatp #flynn taylor #reggie peters #look I just only have so many brain cells to write the whole gang into the scene together #this is my way of coping with finals stress btw #I have to study alone cause I have like 1 decent friend here and she has the flu #plus I'm having to do my finals early cause of a family thing so most people aren't even studying this much yet #so if I don't get a cozy study gang with free treats from someone's lousy coffee shop job #then they can have it instead

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an-assortment-of-forks · 3 months

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there are doctors there are hospitals there are specialists there is medicine there are systems in place so people do not have to suffer and be tortured under their own chronic pain daily and yet. they're all fucking inaccessible to the people who need it most!!! to what I would argue is most disabled people!! I'm so fucking done with the medical system.

#today is an absolutely wretched pain day that makes me want to not be here anymore but guess what!#wasted a whole year trying to convince my doctors I was in significant and disableing pain daily and the best they could do #is tell me to go to PT and to wait 6 months and tell them if it gets better #to prescribe some shit like gabapentin or otc pain meds and write me off #tell me they'll get new X-rays to see if it got worse by the summer #disability exists!! specialists exist! good doctors fucking exist!! somewhere!!! I'm sure!!#but here I sit. in excruciating amounts of pain unable to convince any fucking doctors of anything #and that year I spent pushing myself to the limit is wasted bc at the very end of it all only one guy listened to me #and he said no one in their giant ass facility could diagnose me #so I'm back to square one bc I got a new job which means new insurance and new doctors to try and convince again #I just want to be on disability so i can want to be alive again #I'm so frustrated and in pain constantly #what are people like me who have to work 40hrs to afford to live but don't have any family to rely on supposed to do??#just die? am i supposed to continue to work until im too disabled to move and be profitable unless i get lucky?#bc some fucking doctor finally decides to actually listen???#ive tried ALL THE DAMN TRICKS TOO. telling them a friend has it and thats how i found out. that my previous doctor was looking into it #etc etc #I'm SO done living like this i am exhausted.#and to know that i COULD BE HELPED. RIGHT NOW. is the worst fucking part #these systems are in place so people like me dont have to fucking suffer.#but i cant even do anything about it bc i have a cat.

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chipistrate · 9 months

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You see that theory going around on Twitter about Gregory being innocent in the main ending?

@/TheJ_Pro on there has a pretty detailed thread about it if you haven't heard it.

YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH I SAW!! MY SON!!! MY SON IS INNOCENT!!!!

Honestly I think he's valid in his actions whether he did it or not considering the situation he was in at that moment- but after hearing the evidence of him not doing it, even outside of that thread, I'm definitely leaning more on the side that it wasn't him.

#Chip Chatter #ruin spoilers #fnaf ruin spoilers #fnaf sb ruin spoilers #security breach ruin spoilers #my son is my son no matter WHAT he does #he's already killed one of his friends before (although not of his own free will) I can forgive him for doing it again.#HE WAS IN A TOUGH SITUATION AND HE WAS SCARED SHITLESS AND IF IT REALLY WAS HIM TALKING THEN HE FELT BAD ABOUT IT TOO LIKE AUGHURGHIUJERFGR #I'm sorry Cassie I promise I love you so so so much but I have to defend my son always and forever it's like my whole thing right now #GREGORY GET BEHIND ME!!!#Though I doooooooooo prefer if it wasn't him because I have some shit cooking right now....................... (AU crafting)#but look- my boy FINALLY escaped the Pizzaplex with his found family (mostly) in-tact and he does NOT want the creature that tormented him-#-and his family for so long to escape and he was SCARED and had to make a TOUGH DECISION and I will forgive him no matter what if it was-#-really him.#BUT THAT GOT OFF TOPIC!!! I DON'T THINK IT WAS HIM ANYMORE LMAO but I'm just saying that if it was him I love him anyways

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malewifehenrycooldown · 5 months

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yeah yeah i got recommended that Henry Cooldown analysis video whatever. i am still not over people comparing Henry to a medieval knight, NOT even taking the time to unpack that said mental image of a knight is 'mostly' associated with the British Monarchy*, an extension of its Empire that *checks notes* did a long list of atrocities like imperialism and colonialism, and also (multiple) genocides.

Henry is NOT British, he is Irish. Although considering the history of Ireland and how poorly the British Empire has treated them (amongst SO MANY OTHER COUNTRIES AND DIASPORAS), yeah it's NOT surprising that an Irish man like Henry is essentially forced to adopt quote on quote 'British sensibilities' to 'survive'. <- intentional imagery or not, the implications are not lost on me.

Like okay, calling out the comparison is cool but it sure would be nice if people went further to unpack what that means and implies in the long term. you know, like ACTUAL CRITICAL ANALYSIS?!

#I COULD do a whole essay about this. but i don't have the spoons to do so.#this is were i drop the big ball of information about me because fun fact! I am IRISH AND SCOTTISH. AND GREEK. so like.#so yeah i REALLY don't like the british #i hope in alternate universe i make youtube video essays about no more heroes and successfully argue how its about inter-generational traum #shallow rambles #nomoreposting #technically I was quite surprised by being recommended it. but looking at the comments i realised that their interpretation #is like the buy the books obvious surface level analysis of henry's character. not actually. thinking about the deeper things #behind his character. like. are we really going to ignore how his memories were wiped when he was adopted? okay.#to me henry is an example of someone finally confronting their trauma. how they cope is a whole other thing but henry is second #to jeane (the sister) that actually takes the time to confront the trauma although unfortunately this is mostly implied off-screen #travis BARELY acknowledges how fucked up it was for him and his siblings to be split apart and raised by different families #this got really fucking personal and i don't think anyone has actually cared enough to even consider the historical subtext #of these characters but that's just my take.#also i'm not fucking listening to a man explain to me what henry is. you know in a filmbro way. i have my own brain and interpretation and #that is all that matters to me. if you liked the guys video that's fine but honestly i am just not that interested in the essay.#you like henry for the rivalry trope. I like henry for other reasons that are open ended. we are NOT the same.#btw not EVERYTHING is about kill the past. it feels so reductive to ONLY analyse suda's work as a connected series #because it implies each one can't stand on their own merits!! that's NOT good analysis!! his work can stand on their own individually!#*about the whole knight and british monarchy thing there are other knights in other countries but unfortunately we only #think about knights in a VERY british-centric way. just thought to bring that up.#no i wont make a video essay about any of this i value my anonymity.#no i won't apologise for waking up and choosing violence today

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fortes-fortuna-iogurtum · 8 months

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#I get to read Augustine today and discuss in class tonight!! yippee!!#finally something I'm genuinely interested in!!#although tbh I think that I would enjoy it far more if other issues weren't weighing on my mind so heavily... *sigh*#oh well. I will continue to ask the Lord to guide. which i have been doing all year long.#and I get to see Lu again this weekend!!! which brings me much joy!!! :D :D #can't wait to see her and her whole family really; they are such a comfort to my heart to be honest :)#delete later

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ey-there-little-guy · 1 year

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hmmm thinking of,,, this g/t spin on a fic idea i had. might just stay a concept but... god AU c!tntduo with god of the moon g!wilbur and t!quackity who's fiances left him. very heartbroken very angry just speaking his woes to the night sky like he's been prone to.

and g!wilbur up there in the sky, having listened to every rant listening to this one with a dreamy sigh like "i could make him better".

Tommy (fellow god of the sun) would pop in with something like "if anything, you'd probably make each other worse." or "oh my gods Wil you're such a wierdo— just go talk to him already if you're gonna be like this again, you're holding up my fucking sunrise."

quackity was not expecting, the night after his broken engagement, for the god of the moon to show up outside his balcony over 50 feet tall to... ask him out? is that what's happening??? what the fuck do you mean you've been listening to me—

so. yeah there's a few issues, these guys have problems, but it'd probably be funny.

#dsmp g/t #mcyt g/t #dsmp gt #giant!wilbur #tiny!quackity #giant!tommy #this isn't my usual duo but i was kinda just... rotating it in my head #cquackity is such an interesting and messy guy. so is cwilbur. even with the changes of the au setting it's like. hmm rotating them faster #cquackity whose relationships always fall through. leaving him in the dust and hurting.#he gets mad he gets sad he clings to a semblance of control and doesn't even get that really #cwilbur 'psycho-competitive relationship' soot. and who when he loves someone or places his worth in something. something something.#it effects him greatly. he has to be right do things right be The Best. it sure hit hard when he wasn't #idk im probably off or not making sense. i'm no wilbur or quackity main.#that's not even mentioning whatever the fuck they have going on together because that's a whole other analysis #THE POINT IS. THIS AU CHANGES SOME OF THAT DYNAMIC. and it could be good or bad or sdklfjklsffgdfjls #is it some kinda prelude to a greek tragedy to have a giant god be your rebound? or is it a fucking hilarious sitcom with healing?#t!quackity flipping off fate for the shit hand dealt to him. with some form of g!found family #or t!quackity's life getting even worse after fucking it up with a god.#g!wilbur being Too Much and fumbling and scaring quackity off #or g!wilbur being absolutely elated bc he can finally talk to and hold the human of such a tragic life who he somehow is infatuated with #if anyone wants to be incomprehensible about this with me or add to it feel free to send asks if you want lol #idk why im tntduo posting. their allotted blorbo time ig :]

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hairtusk · 8 months

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i get emotional sometimes thinking about how well i eat when i'm at my boyfriend's place, because he's the only person ever in my life who has cared enough about me to find and prepare meals that i can handle with my ARFID :')

#i'm eating sliced melon and nuts that he's just brought through to me #and he's in the kitchen making me bagels and egg with sliced strawberries <3 #when we first met i was so nervous to broach the topic of food because i was in the final throws of a bad ED relapse #and i couldn't eat in front of anyone and only had a couple of safe foods #but he'd lovingly listen to me describe meals i could eat #and he'd cook them for me and then let me eat on my own at his desk #never a single bad word about it #which is what i was used to because my family have borderline bullied and humiliated me about it for my whole life #we've come so far now and i can eat so much more and eat in front of him and even in public #but he still diligently makes sure he knows my safe foods and cooks so carefully for me #and ... yeah if i keep thinking about this i'm going to cry #but god. it makes me feel impossibly loved.#<3 #ed tw

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radioactivebeggars · 1 year

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art dump from jan to may it ain't much but it's a honest work

#yakuza #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #fanart #my art #kazumaji #majima goro #kiryu kazuma #tw: blood #tw: eyestrain #this year i'm really not in the mood for drawing #just realised that the last 3 literally formed rgb oh well #the first 2 have other versions where they have the least clothes on #but i ain't gonna post it #3rd is my first attempt in making design for majima in my au that kinda started working on in january while work practice #basic premise for au was nishiki went to jail kiryu got his family #I wrote two full chapters in a total score of 8k words #then I started working on the third one threw a little more than 1k words there and abandoned the whole thing #on the green and red drawings the final version of the design btw #the blue one was me playing around with design of half-dragonKiryu #love the idea of him having reeeeally long hair

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da-proti-toku-grem · 17 days

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feeling like a total asshole today 👍

#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night #i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know #so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD #but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying #and i felt absolutely nothing #idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel #like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just?????#that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car)#and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow #and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago #i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back #not right now #not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week #but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go #and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now #and all i can think about is that i'm anxious #i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know #i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it #bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has #but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality #why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain #like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings #i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it #i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it #i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly #so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language)#is easier than talking in spanish #and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind #but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/#i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit

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thebleedingeffect · 20 days

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#okay I'm talking in the tags of this post cause shit is happening in my life and I gotta talk about it somewhere #one part of it is my step brother crashing and burning before my very eyes and there's nothing I can do to stop his own destructive actions #so it's just me watching this poor kid ruin his relationships and blame everything and everyone around him as he does so #despite the fact that he's undeniably been treated horribly at times- he's just turned that anger back onto others and himself #and I have no idea what to feel as I watch him get arrested. have drug problems. because I'm just waiting for the inevitable spiral #it doesn't help that my mom has been comparing us and saying that I'm the much better child and she wishes he was like me #not understanding that I could’ve been him if I was just more angry at the world at that age instead of being so sad and scared #and that leads me to my fucking mom cause like- I love her. we've been through alot of bad shit with her #I've almost done some really bad shit for her and I know that she loves me more than anything else #but it feels like its been getting more and more suffocating cause I'm not sure she's able to start seeing me as an adult #and start loosening her grip around me and let me breathe. to have my own experiences without her by my side #to be able to go places and imagine a future without her constantly by my side #she talks and it's like she doesn't even think to wonder that perhaps I want to form my own experiences #and experience the world on my own terms because I feel like I've spent my whole life having so little damn control #religious family. shit and neglectful father who turned into the exact opposite and nearly killed me. family who refuses to listen and talk #having to move and run immediately. put survival above all else. go to school. get out. and god I just wanna breathe #she loves me so much and I love her too. but I feel like I'll be sooner crushed if I stick here for long enough #I'm just mad that my life has been nothing but absolutely no love. sudden waves of intense love. absolutely nothing. sudden spike #and I feel like I'm just finally starting to form good. healthy relationships on my own terms and actually make friends #because I had no idea what I was doing when I was a kid cause I was so fucking lonely and hurting #now I just. gotta figure out how to tell my mom that I can't carry this expectation that I'll continue to stay forever by her side #it just feels like I'm her child first and a person second. and it sucks. it really sucks.#ough. spins and spins and spins and spins-

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starsandthorn · 3 months

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HUG TECHNOLOGY!!!!!

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #THEY HAVE HUGS NOW!! OUTSIDE OF CUTSCENES!!!!! I AM SHOUTING AND SCREAMING AND CHEERING #boy i wonder why they're making use of this now in a limited time event. not like they've ever done this before with say. crying technology #anyway i know they are always on my brain BUT RAGBROS HUG??? RAGBROS HUG POSSIBILITY REAL?????? I AM GOING TO EXPLODE.#really cute cutscene though!!!#ganyu and shenhe WAUUUGH. zhongli describing them as cloud retainer's daughters what if i cry. what if i explode. i love family #and yaoyao and qiqi this whole event was so sweet. it's so nice to finally see them on screen having fun together #after all the promo art they've had #and seeing shuyu around is really sweet :] i hope we get to see her after this patch since she's one of cloud retainer's disciples now #also yaksha mentions!!! xiao showing up and xianyun mentioning minu and fanan. auuuugh.#xiao making and releasing his own lantern the same year that minu is the center of lantern rite.......okay okay i'm crying it's fine #moon carver and mountain shaper talking about him AUUUGGH.#actually minu being the centerpiece of this lantern rite and chiori coming up next...#makes me wonder if we're getting any story quests next patch #like ik it's going to be the dainsleif update cause it's in march but. hrm.

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wongcarwhy · 7 months

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do u guys kno. just how much i screwed myself over

#BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE NORMAL?????#listen. listen. i could have just. asked to take two weeks off when i first got the job. but i was scared they wouldn't give me the job #if i told them right off the bat #and so i waited a decent amount of time to tell them. and then i was going to tell them. but i got scared thinking that they might fire me #or it would reflect badly on me and i haven't had the job for even 3 months yet and i have a performance review at the end of the 3 months #and the thing i am scared of most in the world is when people who are in positions of authority over me express disapproval #so i was just like. ok i guess i'm not going on this trip that's been planned for over a year and for my grandmas 80th #i will just be so sad and miserable about it and make it everyone else's problem #and then. and then. finally. 2 weeks left until everyone leaves for the trip and i finally bring it up to my coworkers being like #oh yea my whole entire family is going on a big trip without me and i'm rlly sad that i can't go #and they looked at me like. why cant u go? and i was like. what do u mean? cuz i'm new i don't have rights #and they were like. what is wrong with u #and i looked at them and said literally everything #listennnn there is a corporate heirarchy and i am at the bottom of the ladder #i know my place and i'm so used to groveling and begging oh my god i need to get a grip pls #am i normal #please tell me cuz i can't tell is. it normal to be this scared and frightened all the time #like. am i the only one who thinks this way.

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icharchivist · 5 months

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also i am very sorry for my lack of responsivity these days, i've been having quite a few rough days and my brain isn't working at its best of capacity as a result

it'll get better, eventually, it's just various different blows in a row everytime i get a little better from the previous one and i'm just really tired atm

#had a family thing a few days ago and my sister snapped at me again and it's been difficult #too long and too stupid to explain but it's been a team up to remind me my childhood home isn't my home #and i'm taking too much place just by somewhat being here (something i was forced with being to start with)#i have a surgery (wisdom teeth) in december that i've been procrastinating for a decade bc someone need to take care of me on the aftermath #and my family never wanted to make time for it #and i finally caved in bc i'm in too much pain and i need the surgery and my mom swore she'll take care of me for the week #only to just call me now and tell me she can't do it #and it's not her fault she herself is getting hospitalized in emergency so i can't blame her #but it's a massive blow adding to the previous ones #and now i have to try to work with the rest of the family to make it work which will be annoying #it's like the whole family is making a coalition on me to remind me i take too much place #for just somewhat existing and having health issue to deal with #sighs. i'm very tired. the whole thing hit on a lot of deep wounds to start with and it's exhausting.#so sorry i'm only half responsive lately i'll get there #ichatalks #ichapersonal

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windfighter · 4 months

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The worst part about hanging out in Ren's stream is that it's making me feel sad about my family thinking I shouldn't exist. Usually I'm just angry at them, but Ren keeps talking about how family is the most important thing and we should call our parents and tell them how much we love them and I'm just

My mother told me to my face that people like me shouldn't exist

My brother told me it was my own fault if they made me feel like I shouldn't exist

And I'm just... Hearing mr Streamer tell me I should call them and say how much I love them just... hurts.

#windy wrambles #renthedog #this is not a hate-post I'm just feeling stuff #ren is okay and it's nice that he has a family filled with love #I... wish I had a family to spend yule with #but I'd rather be alone than having to listen to people talk about how I should disappear #I tried my whole life to get them to love me and I'm just...#done #I'm not gonna stop being autistic or queer just so that I'll finally have a family #I'd rather just die #I wish I could #the stream is nice otherwise #very chill #the plate up-part was amazing and I'm looking forward to more of that >:D

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