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My gift for the @technoblade-gift-exchange !! i was assigned to @simplepotatofarmer who asked for dsmp rivals duo. i hope you like it Loyal!
rambling about headcanons, designs, and my process and stuff under the readmore, because i wanna talk about it but dont want the post to be super long !!
i had originally planned to not have a background and then at the last second i decided to speedrun drawing one in a few hours so um. quality difference but its fine. also unrelated but im pretty sure everything about how i draw animals and anthros makes it very obvious i used to be in the warrior cats fandom lol. anyway onto the designs!!
the gold on techno is scars from the totem at the execution, which i think is a pretty common thing for techno designs. he isnt supposed to be a piglin, but rather similar species of anthropomorphic pig. also his mane and tail fluff are naturally brown but he dyes them pink ^_^ so cool !! um. i maaayyy have forgotten the crown until i was way too far into the piece to add it. haha. oops. pretend its missing because. uuh. hes in a casual outfit. "but he still has the cape" yeah its comfy. "but dream has a mask thats not casual" dream is dream he does Not relax fully ever. see entirely intentional i would never make a mistake.
dream is an original shapeshifter species i came up with because i couldnt decide what i wanted him to be. i havent decided on a name for the species yet but i plan to make almost every solid-color or nearly solid color mcyt into this species. theyre mostly involuntary/unconscious shapeshifters. so like they change slowly over weeks or months to adapt to their surroundings, with little conscious control. basically i wanted him to be like five different things so i shoved them together lol, rabbit ears but in a pattern that looks like an axolotl, a cool tail, TOE BEANS tho you cant see them. this was actually the first time ive ever had a dream design im happy with so thats really nice.
i um. i made full use of my time lol, i spent a bit over a week on the lineart, another week on the coloring, and maybe a week and a half on rendering. unless i suddenly became shit at math(which is possible) that adds up to roughly the amount of time i had to work on it. im really proud of myself actually since i usually take a while to do art, and i wasnt sure i would be able to make something id be happy with in this amount of time. but i did! woah!! this was my first time participating in a fandom gift exchange and it was so fun, and also helped motivate me to draw more instead of getting distracted like i usually do (classic adhd moment) lol. anyway super cool!!
Loyal if u decided to read all this for some reason then again i really hope u like it!! u are so cool and i really love ur rivals duo opinions and creations so i hope u like this! i know theres been shit happening lately, i hope ur doing ok!!
#technoblade#dreamwastaken#rivals duo#dream smp#dreblr#technogiftexchange#<- thats the tag right?#also wow i think i said too many words. i dont think anyone else rambled that much about their gift. um. in my defense the only thing more#powerful than my written language learning disorder is my adhd and autism. so. yeah. lots of words.#aaaaaa i feel like how i wrote everything is so awkward. i am just a creature imitating others i have no idea how to interact with people..#hmmm. posting now before anxiety gets the better of me!#edit: wait fuck i forgot my art tag. how do i ALWAYS forget my art tag.#chara makes things
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piercer Dabi thoughts on the brain tonight 💔 I want him to be so condescending with light bullying every time I talk about backing out 💔 and he keeps grabbing my face to make me look at him when I act like I’m gonna back out forreal this time 💔 and even though he’s kinda an ass he makes sure I’m comfortable first and foremost and gives me a pep talk about how brave I am and how pretty I’ll be with my new piercing 💔💔💔💔
#self shipping on the dash I’m so sorry#why do I always feel so awkward when I use first person pronouns SKSJSKDJD#but I need him so bad#he’d be so mean but ends up becoming your fav person in the shop#bc he might make fun of you but he’ll never lead you wrong#coos at you when you don’t have the right anatomy for a piercing but makes it up to you however he can :(#sobs so loud on my bathroom floor#also I hate this app my phone overheats every time I open it#I wanna talk about this more but I’ve already written a pierced fic w mr jaeger before#and I don’t want it to feel repetitive#BOOOO this sucks#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬
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another out of context excerpt. this one was written a while ago and is just dialogue
Wash: When I set off that E.M.P., it was to kill The Meta for good. [content cut for spoilers]
Tucker: Wait. What do you mean, “when you set off the E.M.P.?”
Caboose (suddenly nervous): Uhhhhhh.
Donut: Yeah, what’s an E.M.P.?
Tucker: That’s not—
Sarge, Grif, and Simmons (in unison): He means emp.
Donut: Ohhhhh, why didn’t you say that?
Wash (already exasperated): We are not having this discussion again.
Tucker: I wasn’t asking about—
Simmons: You should really be using the proper terminology, Wash.
Grif: Yeah, no one knows what the fuck you’re talking about.
Wash: Everyone knows what I’m talking about! You are the only people who don’t know what I’m talking about!
Tucker (increasingly frustrated): I don’t—
Donut: See, Tucker didn’t know what you were talking about!
Tucker: I was not saying that.
Wash: Tucker agrees with me.
Tucker: I wasn’t saying that either!
Caboose: Maybe we should talk about something else…
Wash: Please.
Tucker: No—
Carolina: Look, it doesn’t matter how it’s pronounced.
Sarge: Right! It doesn’t matter that it’s pronounced emp.
Wash: Carolina doesn’t pronounce it like that
Carolina: Well…
Wash (utterly betrayed): No.
Carolina: I’ve… typically said emp…
Wash: Oh my god.
Tucker: Will you all stop arguing about dumb bullshit? I’m trying to—
Epsilon: Tucker’s right; let’s all just agree that Wash is wrong and move on.
Tucker: Shut up! That’s not what I’m—
Wash (desperately): I am not wrong! Please, Dr. Grey,
Grey: Oh, I have long since learned to stay out of these discussions.
Kimball: And that’s something we should all learn. Let’s get back to—
Tucker, screaming: EVERYONE STOP TALKING!
Grif: Whoa.
Donut: Oop!
Carolina: Do not talk to Kimball like—
Wash: Tucker, you don’t—
Tucker, furious, directly at Wash: SHUT UP! WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KILLED CHURCH?
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#CCCR AU#chromatic writing#chromatic excerpt#also. this scene will have to be rewritten slightly actually. because. doc. should be here.#doc is present here. i can’t believe i forgot to give him any lines. 💀#also the transition from tucker being interrupted to him yelling at wash is a little awkward. part of that is bc this is just dialogue with-#minimal blocking. like the actual writing would be. yknow. actually written.#but i still feel like there’s probably a smoother way to to get tucker yelling at wash
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2024 reads / storygraph
Stuck In Her Head
short contemporary YA coming-of-age set in Hong Kong, following two teen girls who are friends
one is a musical prodigy but has lost her passion and wants to explore different possibilities for her future
the other is passionate about music but dealing with mental health & family issues
the latter develops a crush on the former, who is aroace, and they have to re-navigate their friendship, while working on a music/coding competition project together and dealing with their own issues
#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#stuck in her head#Hm this had a lot of aspects I found interesting but didn’t quite live up to what I wanted it to be#I definitely love reading YA set not in the west - this is set in Hong Kong - and I liked that a lot!#And of course we always need more YA about friendships rather than being romance focused (though this has an unrequited aspect of that)#This is written by 17yos which is cool! though it does show in the prose a bit. There’s a lot of ‘the girl’ ‘the teen’ instead of their nam#Or like informing the reader of info in slightly awkward ways - one visits the other’s house and says “is this the first time I’ve been to#- I feel like there are better ways to tell the reader this. Like that’s not something you wouldn’t be sure about right?#This made it feel like their friendship was quite tentative - school friends who’ve known each other for years but only really#started hanging out properly recently - but the text says they’ve been inseparable for years.#It definitely tackles a lot of things from burnout and perfectionism; losing passion for your talents; parents divorcing; depression#I just think some could have been handled with a bit more depth/nuance; with more space and introspection given to them#especially their main conflict about one having a crush on the aroace and then she pretends to reciprocate bc the other is suicidal and the#the other finds out and gets mad and it's......weirdly drawn out but also barely explored in depth also? idk#definitely anticipated it to be a bit like this because it's written by such young authors it's expected that they're still perfecting thei#I think teens who prefer shorter books & are looking for this sort of thing would still enjoy it for sure. I'll def look out for future boo#bisexual books#aroace books
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feel bad bc my writing isnt as good as it could be like 80% of the time bc i dont put the time & effort into it that i should but i know if i strive for perfection ill just never post anything & id rather post a bunch of mediocre little things than not post at all. i do wanna try & actually plan out a decent story again one of these days but part of the thing that makes it hard is coming up with scenarios i like that i havent already written 20 times😭😭😭😭😭
#text#theres really only a handful of things ive written on here that i Really Like#a lot of it is just whatever. weak plot weak characterization weak kink element etc#& its annoying bc i Know i can do better but also like. sometimes i just wanna write some stupid dinky little thing & be done with it#esp in the case of prompt requests where i have a bunch & im trying not to let them weigh me down#those ones are meant to be quick. for me anyways#but its like. u know when u do a 50% effort drawing & then give it 90% effort coloring & it just comes out looking awkward & shabby#thats how i feel like im doing a lot of my writing anymore
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Just wanted to apologise for the current silence gwahahah we DO see your asks and you have many and they are all good and smart and lovely and i want to answer them all so so much GWAHAHAH i've just been a little busy but !! i'll answer them as soon as I can <3
In the meantime? have a bonus Pizzahead drawing
#i had work the past three days#and remembered about some#non-pizza tower related wips that i wanna finish#but i see your asks !!!#tryna be more organised about answering them#also like.#been drawing up some ref sheets?#i'll post those when i can#and draw for each shown character and stuff#and i should probs also practice future characters so that#they dont look awkward or odd or inconsistent the first few times i draw them#like. i feel the inconsistency may be unavoidable but i'll try my best to ensure they dont look Wildly different every time#i've got Some responses written out though#and some drafts for the art to go with#i have a tendency towards trying to answer multiple at a time though#oops.#i'll get through them though !!#i hope you guys enjoy#im excited to respond to these <3#and i hope you guys find the answers enjoyable <3#not-plot#~mod abbey !!#i'll hope to get answers out either tomorrow or the day after GAHAHAH#if not answers then at LEAST the ref sheets for current characters
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Gf and I watched wish yesterday and I’m still marinating on it. All the misses just oozed exec meddling to me, especially w all the untapped potential we’ve seen in the art book. The heck happened here I feel bad for the people who drafted up some of the concept art what a waste
#wish#wish Disney#wish critical#knowing what I know now could have been a great number but it’s like#5 people hoorahing in a broom closet it felt so awkward#the songs catchy but goddamn I hated most of Asha’s friends lmao#I would trade the stupid goat the focus group tested merchandise star and Asha’s friends for the star boy lmao#it wasn’t Horrible movie but I wanna talk to whoever made some of these Decisions lmao#at all costs was a beautiful song but it absolutely did not feel like it was written for asha and mag
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but listen, chu wanning who lives with the idea that no omega or beta will ever love him — just to have mixed signals and flirting with a disciple who is a beta-like alpha,,,,
#who will win#the desire to write a mixed spicy teacher/student dynamic or my decency#considering that here I have a yandere omegaverse noncon with hualian#which will definitely be written because everything that appears in my box should see the light#just want to make everything terribly messy awkward embarrassing and spicy where both you and Chu Wanning understand everything#but get closer slowly because you like this play-courtship#and ambiguous#in order to understand 'what do you think of me' because this is the only situation where Chu Wanning is comfortable expressing emotions#but at the same time#you just love to see how your shizun gets jealous and heats up#especially when he finds himself in a situation where he is *forced* to face these feelings and you face to face#and it turns out to be indistinct messy petting in the strangest places#and also under the eyes & interest of others because Chu wanning suddenly begins to behave & smell like a more aggressive territorial alpha#especially in relation to his cute alpha woof woof disciple whom he often leaves with him or requires his presence#[📂] — voice from under the bed
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Early on into their friendship, Sunny starts sleeping in Levi's room quite often. It originally happens as an accident like she falls asleep while watching anime/him game late at night, and Levi is too awkward to wake him up, but it soon becomes a normal habit between them.
Not in his bathtub (yes, Levi sleeps in a bathtub) because it's too small, and also, there's no reason for Sun to be in there at that point. But there will be a pile of like pillows and blankets in the area in front of his TV, and that's where he ends up sleeping fairly often.
#my s/i doesn't like being alone much and Levi happens to be the last one to sleep at night#so you can see how this works out#it's cute to imagine Levi trying to be quiet after Sunny falls asleep too#I have written a fic of basically this scenario#like Levi notices Sunny is ready to sleep so he turns off his tv and the lights#then immediately flashbangs Sunny right after by turning on his switch with like max brightness#gotta be one of my fave things I wrote#ofc later this whole dynamic gets romantical but#in the early days its like I feel safe and comforted by your presence#+ i feel happy you want to spend time with me until you physically cant stay awake any more#plus all the silly awkwardness of it all too#aaaaaa#ship: intimacy levi up!#sunny speaks
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did you guys know im writing a book? cause it is...not even close to finished <3
#voice of someone who 1. has been writing it for 8 years and still hasn't made it past the first chapter#and 2. never shuts up about it actually#idk i feel like talking about my book but i also feel awkward talking about it on here now that i have a whole sideblog for it#i think i just like telling people about it bc i like to remind myself that eventhough it's not physically written#the whole story exists as a fleshed out thing in my mind#like. i told my family the plot of all three books at a barbecue and it took me an hour and a half to get through everything#<- to be fair i had to explain characters and in-verse history and all that#also i'm technically writing. several books but the nobodies hero series is my BABY#it's my lifes work#no matter what ideas i have or what other projects i start i always come back to keika#anyway#captain speaks
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one of my very stupid and very specific little issues (that I don't know if other multilingual people experience) is that sometimes, I can only think of a word that feels perfect for what I want to say, in a language that isn't the one in which i'm currently writing. and it's almost never a word for which I just don't have a translation, or it's not like one of those "untranslatable" expressions/cultural phenomena/whatever, they're just... words. that have a vibe their equivalent in another language doesn't have the same exact way I want it.
like right now, I'm trying to write something in English. I'm trying to describe a character saying something quietly, and tenderly, but my brain is being very helpful by supplying me with only the Spanish phrase "al oído". Which has the perfect feel to it: it's soft, it's round, it essentially means "to the ear" or "by the hearing", and to say something al oído is... kind of to whisper in confidence so softly, that it can barely be heard. The words are more breath than sound, and you're saying it in private, for that specific person's hearing only. But that's just so many words, compared to saying that he whispered his agreement al oído.
or I want to say that someone is "szabadkozik", which is Hungarian for... kind of to make flustered excuses? Not really in a way that's reluctant necessarily, but it is to... kind of faff, and play at reluctance in a manner that may be slightly embarrassed, or just politely playing at embarrassment, being coy? And I could circumscribe it like that, I could say that he's excusing himself coyly or something, but my brain just keeps going "no, that's wrong, he's szabadkozik, you should say that". It's frustrating.
I kind of want to write a piece where I just... let myself code switch as many times as I want to. Just to see what it feels like to let my brain do its thing without trying to contain it. It would be fucking incomprehensible.
#squirrel speaks#and i know this sounds pretentious. i do.#i really do#this is a very specific and very MINOR problem to have#but sometimes someone doesn't whisper something they susurrar#or they're saying something al oído#or sometimes they're not impish or mischievous or conspiratory but hamiskás and cinkos#or not awkward but félszeg#or not destitute but nincstelen; so lacking that they don't even have the concept of nothing#oh NOBODY is fucking understanding me right now lol#it MEANS the same but doesn't FEEL the same do you GET me#.... i had this idea once for an art piece type of a book#which is just a novel but certain chapters and paragraphs are simply written in different languages#and unless you speak the exact same mix the author does or the authors do; there are just parts of it that you don't understand#and it'd not be published in translation anywhere either- people would need to go to forums and stuff#and translate passages amongst themselves; piece the meaning together as a community#it'd be a nice project#fucking impossible ofc#but it would be nice
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(This is personal post that is mostly talking about my frustration with my writing. Feel free to skip if you want.)
Ugh. I hate when I’m writing something and I can’t seem to find the words I need to make it sound natural and just… human. I have a bizarre way of speaking sometimes and when it makes its way into my writing it gets super frustrating to figure out how to fix it. Because how can I completely change the way I think and write??
And then there’s the thought that maybe my writing is actually just fine, it’s just my state of mind that’s the problem, making me see everything I do as terrible, since that happens sometimes. Where I will go through days of hating everything I’m doing, and I can’t tell if I feel that way because of something unrelated, or if it’s related to how godawful my writing is. I try my hardest not to feel like that, to tell myself that it’s fine, but when I get in one of these moods it’s so, so hard to make myself see it.
It’s even worse when the story I was writing was one that I was actually really excited about, the idea something that could have been really good if it was written by someone competent. But because of either my lack of skill in writing, or because of the weirdness in my head, it’s getting ruined and I don’t know how to make it better. And I just keep spiraling more and more, my inability to write properly affecting my mood, which then affects my writing more, in an endless downward spiral. But I still want to write, I still want to be working, but forcing it is making everything worse, and it’s all just…
Bad. Very bad.
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#Sorry for this nonsense#This isn’t about anything that deals with IshiMondo by the way#I was trying to write something for another fandom and it all just… ugh#Went sideways#I think it’s my mood affecting me… I would have this happen with TPWP a few times#Hating the work and thinking it was terrible#But after a few days I’d look at it and be all… oh. That’s good actually.#But then! Sometimes I get this feeling but when I look back a few days later I still don’t like it!!!#It’s so frustrating#I want to write but I feel so jumbled so everything I write just seems bad#Even this little rant is making me anxious#The way it’s written awkward sounding#Ugh. I don’t know what to do#I don’t have anyone I’d be willing to share my work with to see what they think#And I know that I wouldn’t believe anyone if they said it’s good anyway#And if they hate it… well. I can just say that it would not be good for my state of min#mind#Though… I just realized that I didn’t take my medication this morning and that I didn’t take it yesterday morning either.#Maybe this feeling is because of that#It is a hormonal regulation medication after all#Ugh. So many possibilities#I’ll wait a day or so before working on this fic anymore to see if it is just my brain being weird#I just hope that my enthusiasm for the idea doesn’t fade by then
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#FridayKiss Tag Game
This scene can be entirely blamed on is for @bloodlessheirbyjacques (thank you for the tag this was really fun! 💕)
Rules: Post a smooch between your OCs for Friday. It can be as light as a peck, or intense as a makeout. It can be romantic, platonic, or familial. As long as a smooch takes places, it's free reign!
Ship: Taiden 💚
Okay so context: Aiden and Talon (not dating, just pining) are on a feast. Talon just saved Aiden from some fae that made him drunk on fae wine and tried to seduce him. He confronts Aiden and the two end up fighting (Aiden tells Talon that just because he doesn’t want him, doesn’t mean no one does). To make Aiden shut up, Talon kissed him, as you do and that’s where the scene starts
“So you like me after all.” Aiden grinned smugly, leaning closer. His hand was gripping the front of Talon’s shirt.
“‘S good. Cause I like you too,” he whispered, like he just shared the most precious of secrets.
Maybe he did.
Talon turned his face away, cheeks burning red. “You do not know what you say, Aiden,“ he mumbled, trying to gently push Aiden away from him and get some space between them.
If they stayed this close, Talon might do something stupid again. But Aiden kept holding on to him.
„Or you can’t handle the truth. Cause you’re a coward.“
„Im not a coward,“ Talon said fiercely, still not meeting Aiden’s eyes.
„You are,“ the other boy said. „You can’t even look at me.“
Talon’s mind was racing. He turned to face Aiden abruptly.
Do you know, he wanted to ask, do you know how hard that is for me? To always tear my eyes away from you so you won’t catch me staring?
Aiden was still grinning like a mad man and Talon wanted nothing more than to wipe that stupid smirk out of his face.
So he does.
Against his better judgment, he leaned in and kissed Aiden again, pressing him against the marble wall.
Aiden was quick to respond, kissing him back eagerly, pulling Talon even closer by the collar of his shirt.
One hand he rested against Talon’s chest, right over his wildly beating heart and his touch set something within the guard aflame.
He deepened the kiss, his hand moving to Aiden’s jaw, tilting up his head, before wandering back to his neck.
Aiden opened up for him immediately, gladly letting Talon take the lead. He tasted like sweet wine and Talon wanted to get drunk on it.
A pleased sound escaped Aiden’s lips and he buried a hand in Talon’s blonde locks, making the other boy gasp. He hooked one leg around Talon’s waist, the guard’s hand supporting his thigh, holding it in place.
Talon knew he shouldn’t be doing this. Aiden wasn’t quite in his right mind after all, still kind of drunk on fae wine. And Talon was his guard. This wasn’t supposed to be.
But the feeling of Aiden’s lips against Talon’s own felt too good, too right, for him to care.
In the morning they might both come to regret this, but right now Talon didn’t regret a single thing, lips moving away from the other’s mouth to trail kisses down his exposed neck.
I tag @deadlycupid <3
#i almost wrote something for villain Talon and Aiden but since i had no idea for a scenario and wanted to finish it today I chose this one#okay so fun fact this was my first actually written kiss scene going past ‚they kissed‘ haha#k mean it’s really not thscc to much more than that but it’s okay if you keep in mind I’m too awkward to write make out scenes#i wish j wouldn’t be too awkward for that#anyway#is this the canonverse? my silver lining au? my prince Aiden au? could be all of them#i actually went a bit overboard and wrote a whole ass one shot around this scene#but I cut it cause there was too much plot and not enough kiss compared to it xD#i miiiight post the whole scene one day if people are interested#i have conflicted feelings about this but k think it’s alright#writer speaks#writeblr#wip: the knights of the alder#writing#my writing
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i love how the worldbuilding in season 1 of mlp is done omg. i love that the world and seasons are all managed by ponies, that sorta gets less emphasis in later seasons from what i see. i just thought it extended to rainbow dash’s clouds or the royal sisters with the sun and moon, but nah they physically change the seasons and are in charge of the weather. its super cute i love it
#it really lends itself to that cute fantasy feel. like this isnt just our world but w ponies its got actual magic in all kinds of ways#also i love how twilight is characterized soooo much ik ive said that but shes so cute in season 1#i like how shes more of an awkward dork and again thats kinda lost in later seasons#which i get bc shes had character development and becomes an alicorn so people love and respect her so thats not bad#but like its charming in season 1. actually all of season 1 has been super charming so far#ive seen ppl complain that she has to be shoved into the episodes somehow to have them make sense so she can write her letters#but like i love her so more twilight is good twilight#it feels so earnest and fun and has so much love and care put into it#like you can tell lauren faust cared a lot about this show and how much of her childhood made it in#im enjoying this season a lot like the only episode i didnt care for was the zecora one#but honestly zecora just feels off to me as a character overall like the way shes written feels. weird#so thats sadly a ‘’this is the whole show’’ problem then a season 1 problem#oh ig i criticized the trixie episode too but like besides the weird framing that episode is also fun so eh#and any trixie is good trixie shes one of my faces so idc#echoed voice#mlp liveblog
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I wish I could telepathically transfer my shower thoughts onto pen and paper because whenever I try to replicate them after the fact something fundamental is lost and it just sounds like I'm making a poor attempt at writing my first ever philosophy paper
#i was thinking about how anexiety is the abundance of thought while awkwardness is lack of direction#and how they are very much opposites even though for a long time i thought they were the same#anexiety is an expanding force while awkwardness is the lack of....#an empty space if you will#i was thinking about it bc i dont really get awkward even if i absolutely get nervous sometimes#but twice this month i have been struck with awkwardness and it has been so interesting ! thrilling even#and then i started to think about how awkwardness is a central element of comedy#and perhaps that is because awkwardness is precisely an empty space#and its human instinct to fill it with something! laughter if nothing else#idk like i said these observations are so half baked when written out but anyways#also stretched out awkwardness is just awkward and the state of it is a weird place to be in#the temporary awkwardness was thrilling bc i hadent experienced it in a long time and bc we got over it quickly#but this awkwardness has been going on for too long and i feel a little stifled by it. stuck in the feeling of it#maybe thats an essential part of awkwardness too ?#who knows#also how regularly are you supposed to feel awkward? is it a common thing ?
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WIP Wheneversday
So @devilbunnyking tagged me earlier this week for WIP Whenever, and today happens to be Wednesday, so uhhh it's WIP both ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I've never written a fight scene and it is s l o w going, but I have a little bit of an after started. So there's basically two parts that I'm working on simultaneously, how Darlin' got into the fight and then the gap leading up to answering the call from Sam.
There are a few benefits for having a shitty apartment in a questionable building, surprisingly. One of them is antisocial neighbors that won’t check the halls when someone limps in, won’t pry even if they catch sight of blood. There’s an unspoken accord that it’s no one’s business except the bleeder’s.
It’s nice that that’s one less thing to worry about right now, they think, as their spare hand shakes in their pocket for their keys, the other firmly clamped over the worst of the bleeding. The adrenaline hits differently now that they've shifted back, and they can feel their head beginning to spin as the keys evade their fingertips. After too many attempts they grab them, and upon fishing them out they rattle to the floor.
They leave them there as they draw in a slow breath to calm the spinning, then inch down to pick the keychain up again, gripping them hamfistedly. Something in them tells them they need to be moving faster than this if they have any hope of handling their injuries on their own, that they’ve already lost enough blood, that any stalling could be—
do I want to tag anyone uhhhh next time. For today consider yourself tagged if you read this and want to be tagged <3 please, I'm not kidding, I crave human interaction but am just awkward about initiating it (￣y▽,￣;;)╭ Bonus: you can consider this a WIP Wednesday for next week OR a WIP Whenever!
#wip wednesday#wip whenever#never written or participated in a fight so it's feeling awkward and difficult#however I almost passed out the other week shoveling snow so I currently feel particularly qualified to write about passing out#it was fun it made no sense anxiety ROCKS#trying to write a bit out of order in the hopes that I can get through it all#because writing in order right now is getting me like a sentence every other day if I'm lucky#I think it's because I want to ~descriiibbeee~ things but I also don't want to slow a fight down with too much description#so deciding what details need to be trimmed is eh#oh I just had an idea let's see if it works#redacted asmr#redacted darlin#super side note: whoever made that post that taught me about the win key + . for emojis and kaomojis on desktop#I LOVE you I am stupidly happy to have such easy access to kaomoji
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